I Am Sad Today

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 393 People

    Sitting alone, bored out of my mind.

    .Need to talk but the word's I can't find. Lonely and sad just like everyone is..Wishing he would call and tell me I'm his. Missing him badly, he's to far to touch.. but that doesn't matter as he hates me so much. Happy anniversary to me :/
    Jo2323 Jo2323
    31-35, F
    Dec 10, 2015

    My sister worked in the school i used to study.

    Today i went back there to collect her stuff as she quit the job for a better offer. I haven't been there once after I went to college. A rush of several feeling ran through me. Every where I looked it stirred up memories. Suddenly i was smiling on all the pranks i pulled, all...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 3, 2015

    Over worked. Exhausted.

    Fighting the urge to just lose my temper and lastly, trying to keep my biz together. X rays came back and 3 of my knuckles are bruised from a fight I'd gotten into and sadly, because of my stubborn attitude, I won't take pain relievers for the fact that they hinder my work...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 9, 2015
    LaurenUnknown LaurenUnknown
    26-30, F
    Mar 8, 2015

    Lonely

    In a world of technological interactions, I just long for a real live human to hang out with. I've been pretty lonely for about the past year. It just hit me hard today for some reason.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Jun 2, 2010

    I'm trying to help people

    and one of my best friends had a bad day and just a lot of stuff keeps piling up, over and over again. Every time stuff seems to get better and everything that was depressing me seems to just disappear and then it all comes back to me all over again. :/
    waterwolflover waterwolflover
    16-17, F
    Apr 21, 2014
    Joeeel101 Joeeel101
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2014

    Funny how I can go through the day

    and put on a confident and happy face when really inside I am very sad and broken, scared for what the future will bring. I'm ok...working on myself and doing good things for my life. Hope everyone out there feeling sad knows that you are not alone and you have the strength...
    jules7712 jules7712
    36-40, F
    Nov 19, 2014
    Babypandabear21 Babypandabear21
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Reached My Limit

    Everybody failed to be there for me. It reminded me of why I decided to be on my own before. I know I am depress right now. I can see the sign. I eat for comfort, I sleep all day long, all the things in my room are in a mess. It scares me. I know that I should get help. I never...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2012

    Still Feeling Sad

    I've been feeling sad the last few days. The police came round my house a few days ago and told me that the whole thing with the court against my dad is over. I can't believe my dad has gotten away with sexually abusing me. What makes it worse is the fact that he was found guilty...
    BeautyOfSuffering BeautyOfSuffering
    22-25, F
    Feb 24, 2013

    I'm not sad or happy,

    I don't think I even have a state of mood besides tired or bored. I'm just tired of living most of the time. I'm not being highkey suicidal here but I just wish I could pause time or sleep for 10 years and wake up worry free, for my stress and anxiety to completely disappear...
    carazami carazami
    16-17
    Oct 18, 2015

    Miss my family. Live abroad

    and have recently been home for a visit. When there I missed my foreign home , now back I miss my home in England! Can't win ! Miss the company of my mum and sisters . Feels like grief.
    lp76 lp76
    36-40, F
    Jun 27, 2014

    I'm tired. I'm alone.

    I'm hungry. I'm stressed.
    NadineIsBi NadineIsBi
    18-21, F
    Jun 27, 2014

    Just Kick Me When I'M Already Down

    Today was a sad one. And made even more sad as the day continued. I had a mid morning appointment that I knew would be unpleasant; a meeting that I have been dreading. At home waiting for the time to pass, I was undone. I didn't want to cry, in fact, I " commanded" myself not...
    Kathieredart Kathieredart
    56-60, F
    7 Responses Jan 26, 2013

    Why??????

    Why he talk to me like that....I don't like it..we are married for 15 yrs.. But he don't have the right to tell me to P off..I am very sad... I want to cry...
    anyonethere1975 anyonethere1975
    41-45, F
    1 Response Oct 19, 2013

    Having A Bad Time With Feeling Lonely And Sad About Not Being With My Little Girl Today.

    Today is my little ones birthday shes four today. both the cildren are with thier father as today is his week-end with them. I am so lonely. i need some kind of distraction maybe want to drink or something. im no alcoholic, but would like this particular day to fly by. I am...
    browneyesopening browneyesopening
    36-40, F
    Sep 3, 2011

    Waking up sucks when you no longer have

    anything to look forward to.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    I Left My Husband Today

    I've been with my husband for seven years, married for five of them. We have two beautiful daughters. He is an alcoholic, and addicted to pain medication. We had been living apart for a year because of his addiction. I am having work done on my home, and needed a temporary...
    mommyto2sweetgirls mommyto2sweetgirls
    26-30
    7 Responses Jan 3, 2010

    Sadness

    I actually smiled today, but a smile reflected in a broken heart never reaches the eyes. I may have fooled some, but the people who truly knows me, sees my sadness.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    27 Responses Mar 27, 2012

    Truly I have lost a friend.

    Surely I have made an error. One day maybe you'll find your way back to me. Maybe.
    Ericjames13 Ericjames13
    22-25, M
    Jan 19, 2015

    My day is just horrible today.

    ..my fault was not there still in facing it...why does this happen...is being in relation that bad:'(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 19, 2015

      :'( just felt bleh today.

    wanted to go to the gym. i thought one hour was long enough to wait after eating to go exercise ... but it wasn't. it was an ok day i just feel i could have spent it better, planned it better.
    kpl2014 kpl2014
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 5

    Just feeling so lonely this time,

    feels like all things that i wanted to be clear on my mind are all messed up. Messed up in a way that someone i've been expecting to do or prove something and to show everythings gonna be alrIght are doing nothing at all. Nothing changes, or it will never change....i am so...
    CoffeeePrincesss CoffeeePrincesss
    36-40, F
    May 13, 2014

    Got news today of another Aunt who

    as been battling cancer too as my Aunt who passed away this Winter gone. Made me full of anxiety along with the news she as a week to live. Scary when your giving a time frame. Glad she knows Jesus though, so when she do leave this earthly body she well feel no pain when she...
    onlytrusthim onlytrusthim
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jul 23, 2014

    Alcohol And Mental Health

    Im 20 years old and have a drinking problem, I'm ashamed of what it does to me but I keep on drinking. I'v just moved to university away from my mother and friends and I feel like I'm disgracing them, I suffer with depression and its the hardest thing to be away from the people...
    celineybubbles celineybubbles
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2012

    I've been dealing with an injury

    for two months now and it doesn't seem to be getting better. This week the pain has been really bad and today I am sad, frustrated, lonely, restless...The pain is really taking a tole on me and spending the weekend home alone is making me feel like I'm not cared about. The only...
    LimaKilo LimaKilo
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2015

    I can pretty much relate to this by all means,

    everyday and all the time. I'm just constantly sad. Maybe that's just how I naturally am?
    ohangela ohangela
    16-17, F
    Oct 4, 2015

    I don't know why, I just woke up

    and didn't feel right for the day. I am not good enough, not excited enough, not productive enough. Inside I am filled with a dark night next to cold, rippling black waters in tempuratures that make your breathe a visible entity of its own. I feel out of step, maybe a little...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu
    18-21, F
    May 1, 2015

    Just feeling down, it sucks,

    but hey, what can i do about it... Glad the day is almost over.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 29, 2014

    Don't Be

    I love everyone one of you, and you are not alone. I am a part of a movement that will change the world. the movement is connecting everyone through love by becoming love. I invite you to become involved in this movement as well by simply becoming love, and sharing this love...
    MIGHTY921 MIGHTY921
    22-25
    Jun 9, 2011

    I hate sitting here in class

    because I'm surrounded by people who are MUCH smarter then me and I can't even do a simple task that an English teacher wants me to do.... I feel so dumb right now...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart
    18-21, F
    Sep 25, 2014

    We said goodbye and buried my aunt just the

    other day. She died the same way my mom did when I was 12. Cancer... She was so spunky and opinionated. It was so awful watching her die. She lost that glint in her eyes that showed she was up to no good and her quick witty remarks were cut off with an oxygen machine. I miss...
    SomniumProeliator SomniumProeliator
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2015

    Eversince my friend lost his life last week.

    Im going trough that process that people go through. Im not depressed im okay. If your gonna message me. Except an delayed or no response. Sorry.
    MichaelLife MichaelLife
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 15

    I am sad and it makes it difficult to study.

    I have been trying to pass a difficult exam for a few years but have been sad about my divorce and this interferes with my ability to study.
    Joe1064 Joe1064
    46-50, M
    Sep 7, 2014

    Let's see how many times I cry today :( Today

    would've been my papaws b-day
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt
    18-21, F
    Sep 30, 2014

    Mr John Pugh...  Now we have all said our

    goodbyes, we know you will be looking down on us from  the sky.  It was such a pleasure to have worked with, and known such a kind hearted man, my thoughts will always be with you & your family john .. RIP man ...sleep tight xxxx The Lord's my Shepherd,  I'll not want...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    46-50
    Dec 10, 2013
    aliciaxx1407 aliciaxx1407
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 1, 2014

    I Am Sad Today.

    i don't really know why. a combination of reasons, i guess. but i just feel so sad. i feel very isolated, a bit unwanted or forgotten. i don't know which is worse. my soul feels grey and heavy. and it's tired of dragging my body around with it. i sit here at my desk, feeling...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

    I'm pushing my loving,

    doting boyfriend away.. Because I'm not good for him and I know he deserves better... But I know if he goes I'll be wrecked.. But I just want him to be happy.. And I don't think I can make him happy. Because no matter what I do, I can't get happy..
    lennyx91 lennyx91
    22-25, F
    Jul 11, 2015

    It usually doesn't bother me

    when people on my water polo team say sexist things to me, but today was so awful. When I can home I couldn't help but let the tears flow down my cheeks. So I'm sorry but I'm not really wanting to talk to people so I won't respond to most of my messages
    LittleBallOfFire LittleBallOfFire
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2015

    The day been so rough.

    I don't wanna be sad, but this life doesn't feel good until it sees me sad. This life of mine is a real waste. I think I shouldn't have been born.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 19, 2015

    So so sad. I feel like I'm in a daze.

    Everything is meaningless.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 8

    very let down ...

    ............
    kpl2014 kpl2014
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2015

    I have come to relealize,

    that I have been pretending to be over someone, pretending not to care, anymore : ( but, I still do! ever since that mo fo called me behind that i phone, i feel triggered. i wish ppl would leave me alone. Now, they have gone and made me drag up old memeories that i dont want to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 2, 2015

    Why isn't being a good dad,

    provider, loyal, compassionate, loving and caring not qualities wanted anymore? My wife is breaking my family apart taking my boy away from me I love them both so do much I just don't understand why she is doing this. I just feel like cutting my own throat.
    Terdolan Terdolan
    36-40, M
    3 Responses May 1, 2014

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