removed from EP today.
That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
I felt emotionally drained.
Was I im some sort of nightmare
Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer
I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid
Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry
I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
To cry alone. It is better then the rain.
At least then no one can see my hurt.
It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.
It comes more then once a year.
The sadness in my heart; it is...
It started out as such an easy class. It's incredibly depressing that I could have failed 2 classes this summer. At least I dropped Orgo before it could hurt my gpa, but this definitely will hurt it if I do fail.
I got a 73 on the first one but a 64 on the second. And the last...
and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily.
Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital.
She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
Me and lewis black told you.
Me and bill maher told you.
But nothing got improved.
Because yall laughed and slept.
Then woke and changed nothing.
Unless you made life worse.
Because we were right.
And that made you hate life.
Enough to bite others.
for two weeks, and I have been staying strong! I have really tried! But today I miss him so ******* much, I haven't gotten out of bed and I feel so miserably saddddd, I just wished this was all unreal! But he cheated on me and I can't talk to him even! I just can't help but to...
that have happened in my life. I like to think that there is always a brighter future ahead of me though. That's what always motivates me to keep trying to be the person i am and the person that i am is Misael and I should try to enjoy life and be with my best friends and...
I believe it's part of being grown human been to take the emotion on side and think. To get angry and make others to suffer is childish and selfish.
There is always way to peaceful solution if both parties stay reasonable and calm.
when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have.
When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs.
When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner.
I wish my heart...
tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
that I turn 17 tomorrow. I don't want to be reminded that I made it through another year. I just want my best friend back. It hurts so badly. At least I don't feel numb anymore. Now I have a burning sensation through out my body. I was hoping for everything to get better. Instea...
they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat
and viewed my life today, but I can tell you
I don't think that I can find an easier way
So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand
with a three armed man, you know I'll understand
But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
long-term relationship like 4 years.. i don't know if you could call it long-term but for me this is the longest relationship i've ever had.
It's always nice at the 1st -2nd years right .. for relationship maybe a little bit of fighting but love always keep me and him back...
I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too.
I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people.
I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous.
I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat.
I am sad that trees are being cut down every second.
I am sad...
and the cycle begins.
First thought. I want them. The ones who hurt me back then.
Second thought. Bad!! Shame!! You shouldn't want them they were evil!!
Then anxiety. What if they heard that I wanted them?? Are they going to come back?? Are they going to hurt me again...