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I Am Sad

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    Ep helped when i joined.

    It gave facts that bit but did reveal me. Then me met peers And pals. And moronic egos who bit. And a bot suspension. For words. Yet saw **** vastly worse left posted. And now my vids are better than ep. Because me reads posts. And starts to like them...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    i dont know why am here .

    .. i just wonder when i review my entire life its wow ... but time never remains the same ... i was just like a person with no reson to disappoint from life .. but time made me a person have no reson to live the life ... those days were good but when i remember them my eyes...
    Desier Desier 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Poor birdy that we saved earlier this afternoon,

    passed away about 10 minutes ago. I tried I guess...
    blvckhvart blvckhvart 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    just tired of being sad all the time.

    exhausting... just want to sleep this off and been like this for some time
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    my life has taken an awful turn!

    it hurts to feel like a nobody and an outcast because the only people that is truly supposed to love you has casted you away like you don't matter.I want to be apart of a family,hear the words I love you and be motivation to be the best I can.this world has bring me nothing but...
    Deathwish2015 Deathwish2015 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 21

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    I am failing a course.

    This is going to mess up the entire remainder of my college time, because I don't know when I'm going to retake it. My grades are not good enough, and probably will never be good enough to make it into grad school. I am competing against countless others who are endlessly more...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know that I always like older man.

    So was in a relationship with one twice of my age,I'm 18,he's 37.He dumped me because he said I was too immature.He only used me for sex.
    Leigh8 Leigh8 16-17, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I have not seen my younger daughter

    or my grand daughter since September 9 of 2012. I am sad about this. I am angry about the circumstances that lead to this separation.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    Christopher Poindexter couldn't have said

    that better;"..All I want, All I've ever wanted, since the bones in me began to grow, is to know love, and for love, too, to know me."Today is just one of those days where I feel completely hopeless and sad. I said it once before, that I work in an open plan office and that...
    JaneD22 JaneD22 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    i don't want to be reminded

    that I turn 17 tomorrow. I don't want to be reminded that I made it through another year. I just want my best friend back. It hurts so badly. At least I don't feel numb anymore. Now I have a burning sensation through out my body. I was hoping for everything to get better. Instea...
    Moore2Life Moore2Life 16-17, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Sorry for my broken english So I've had a

    long-term relationship like 4 years.. i don't know if you could call it long-term but for me this is the longest relationship i've ever had. It's always nice at the 1st -2nd years right .. for relationship maybe a little bit of fighting but love always keep me and him back...
    Escc Escc 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    But a bit better today.

    .. I am starting to understand why things have to be this way. Have you had one of those days when you are so sad you just keep looking for music and videos and books that make it even worse? *Sigh*
    PrincessAmidala PrincessAmidala 26-30 1 Response Jun 19

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    I'm only a teen but I've been noticing this

    year I've been getting very rude and angry. I just can't control myself. I'll list why. 1) Culture clash - I can't do what I want without being judged. I'm constantly shamed if I want to hangout with a friend (which I barely do) for lunch. They'll be like, eat lunch here. No...
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 10 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I still think of you sometimes.

    And sometimes i remeber the laughs and jokes we shared. Your cute smile and how deep my love was for you. I wanted you and to be with you forever. You acceptef even tthe worst of me and yet i still felt rejected. I felt as if you were a lie and that deep down you were lo nging...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Jun 20

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    I wish our brain could block out memories we

    don't like. I know if the memories are traumatizing they can be blocked out, but I just want the small ones, the sad little small memories need to leave my mind...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 6 Responses May 26

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    daddysbaby760 daddysbaby760 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 41-45, F 15 Responses May 15

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    Had a female friend for 20 years.

    I fell in love with her the first time I saw her. We went out to dinner a few times. I was married and was hesitant to do anything, we did kiss a few times. she dumped me after about 6 months but we talked on the phone from time to time. I had a medical problem and when she...
    tiny12tiny12 tiny12tiny12 66-70, M 2 days ago

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    like its hurting in my chest can't breath kind.

    and I have to take deep breathes to control my tears. sucks
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    All I think about is the money I don't have.

    The things I don't have. How pretty I'm not. How can you not be sad?
    EleniHaru EleniHaru 18-21, F 1 Response 37 mins ago

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    I need something to do with myself.

    No one is around during the summer. I just sit in the apartment alone all day with my schoolwork for company. Sometimes I walk through the city to go places.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 68 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    AdolfHipster15 AdolfHipster15 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Looking at what i took from the claim.

    Ran to avoid assaulting elders. Got clothes. Books. Electronics. And dried food. And a truck that i have to scrap. All because elders couldnt be pals. Or care to get gold with me.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 20

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    headphones broke music is my one way of coping

    and now i cant its gonna be a long day
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 23 Responses Mar 10

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    My dad just left to go to rehab

    for his alcohol addiction.I'm proud of him for doing this I really am.But I'm sad his gone I will miss him so much.My mom didn't even say goodbye to him.She is a ***** for that in my eyes.I hate her for it .He looked heartbroken when she didn't say bye.I hate her.I miss my dad.