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    Is it bad to miss someone

    so much that you cry when you see their favourite colour ?
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I had to say goodbye to someone I loved very

    much the other day. My aunt lost her battle with cancer. I'm happy that she's out of pain. But I miss her so dearly. I just hope that her and my father are reunited again. And that she is happier there than she was here. Because all she kept saying is that she was ready to go be...
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 7 Responses Oct 21

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    kingshit187 kingshit187 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I can't believe it. I haven't had the chance to

    watch Mariah Carey perform in Manila last night because of late assessing assignments! most tragic night ever T.T
    NadineIsBi NadineIsBi 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There's more to life

    than things. I wish someone, anyone, could tolerate me. I wish I wasn't alone and hurt. I wish id don't cry when I get behind closed doors. But I do.
    xfgdzhczf xfgdzhczf 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    ...because my banana broke off.

    ..bye yummy banana...
    brooklyn18 brooklyn18 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I am a sadist. I have made

    that known. I have feelings. I know that. I do not need people telling me otherwise. They think they know what every sadist is like. There are different levels of how sadistic someone is. Don't you see? I have feelings. I feel many things. I cry. I get pissed off. I feel happy...
    CharMinji CharMinji 13-15, F Oct 13

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    Every night you thought to yourself.

    Do i deserve this? Am I worth it? You think and think until you lose yourself. You lose a step and slip through the water of insecurity and of false hope and disappointments. Dreaming about fairy tales and the smell of sweet roses and warm serenade and you break in sweat and...
    lovedtoomuchurtasmuch lovedtoomuchurtasmuch 18-21, F Oct 23

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    when all you have is your JOB!

    to keep you living but then you have no idea when to start because of all the visa processing. i am alone in a foreign country and i don't have anyone to depend, i am worried because i am running out of money and i have bills to pay. i just want to start working so i can start...
    sheiszahra sheiszahra 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18

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    bitchhtripinnXD bitchhtripinnXD 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 18

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31

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    I feel like dying a little today.

    .. maybe I've already died some and I just want it back. But i don't know what to do. I feel like cutting. I feel like crying. I feel so empty. I guess I was pretending I wasn't as sad before but now I can see that truthfully I was sad all along...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 23

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    I Just Wanna Be Happy...

    I find myself in a very unfamiliar position.Instead of being the strong one...I'm the weak one. Which would be okay...if it wasn't all the damn time over the past week. I can find a bit of solace for maybe an hour or two...but then the overwhelming feeling of what has transpired...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 9 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    I Did It To Myself

    Yeah, I got my hopes up. But it's because you made me feel like I could. I thought it was safe. I am not what you want. You don't think I'm ready, I need time for myself....Hmmm I have heard that before..yup about 3 months ago.  If I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2009

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    Everything is falling apart

    and I don't know what to do. I am avoiding all my friends and nobody seems to care anymore. I am just sad all the times and I only am by myself. I feel like everything is just... Gone.
    truthtobetold truthtobetold 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    : I hate getting close to people ,

    bc in the end everyone always leaves . šŸ˜”
    Haii6130 Haii6130 18-21, F 12 Responses Sep 9

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    I am in shock. My wife just told me she wasn't

    happy and she was leaving. She said since her hysterectomy she has changed and doesn't want the same things. She told me all she wants to do is eat and set and she cares nothing about sex. She is worried that I will cheat because she is not giving me what I want. I love her and...
    cowboyup9 cowboyup9 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 23

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    Why am I always so sad

    when I see him on Wednesdays? I should be over this by now. I want nothing to do with him. Yet, it seems like he is moving on just fine and even is talking to a girl, she gives him rides back to the apartment like I used to. Why does this bother me? I'm sick and tired of these...
    Maihowl Maihowl 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    ItsSusan ItsSusan 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15

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    Just A Little

    It's a saturday night. I bought my sister a ticket to go and see a favourite teenage band of her's tonight. She's had a really good day out with a close friend. My best friend is in France for his birthday. My husband has been asleep and running around after other people all day...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 23 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    My long distance boyfren said he have to study

    and won't be able to chat for the coming weeks. :( I donno how long is that but I know that few weeks is gonna be hard for me
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm so done trying. Nobody is ever going to

    like me, why even try anymore.
    Madi1000 Madi1000 13-15, F 12 Responses Sep 26

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    it just seems that all of my friends seem to be

    offline so I have to go it alone :(
    sissybritt sissybritt 26-30 2 Responses Oct 18

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    Well, I just had to break off a seven year

    friendship. I know, people have said "why break it off when you have put so much time into it?" Well, it got to where we fought more than we had good times. I had a constant feeling of dread that something bad was going to happen. It always did. For no reason this so called...
    IAMNUTSFORFREDDY IAMNUTSFORFREDDY 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    So I went to school today.

    .I woke up at 7:40 and got dressed and ate and got to school at 8:10. I have geometry first out and we have a beginning of the day problem..I did it and had the answers and my group of 3 other people asked how I got the answer l, I knew exactly how I got the answer but when I...
    TrayFutia TrayFutia 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Shyina11 Shyina11 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    forevertrue123 forevertrue123 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 11

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25

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    How can i stop this, im at school now

    and everything is so hard! everybody is making fun of me, well i quess i deserve this... last night i had a fight with my mom, i cut myself...again... it was the deepest cut i have ever cut, im scared this will end bad...
    ThatGirlR ThatGirlR 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    The Weight Of Sadness

    I'm sad. Not the sit around feeling sorry for yourself sad. Not the self-pity type of sad. Not the cry-all-the-time sad. Not even the on-the-verge-of-tears sad. Nor the I-forgot-how-to-laugh-and-smile sad It's not the sad that breaks your heart, for there is nothing left to break...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 11 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I try my hardest to be a positive person

    and to have positive thoughts but I just can't. The sadness that is inside me seems to never go away. Bad memories over empower the good ones and they swarm my mind, especially at night. I feel like it's draining the life out of me.
    destanym16 destanym16 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 18

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    it just seems that all of my friends seem to be

    offline so I have to go it alone :( do I?
    sissybritt sissybritt 26-30 2 Responses Oct 18

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    Someone hand me a bottle of pills,

    or a ******* knife . So sick of this **** .
    Haii6130 Haii6130 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 20

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I'm really sad and depressed I want to kill my

    self, there's no point on life!! Because of what just happened I'm worthless and lonely! Why did my fish have to drown!!! He was innocent!!!
    endureandsmile endureandsmile 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 14

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    Wish I was pretty . So tired of being ugly

    and unwanted . Nobody wants an ugly self conscious good for nothing . šŸ˜žšŸ˜žšŸ˜ž
    Haii6130 Haii6130 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 13

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    Got Some Pretty Bad News.

    Idk What To Do Or Say. It Really Just Broke My Heart. I Need A Friend. :(
    Eriannaa Eriannaa 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    Bipolar bites. Told my godmom how i miss

    hugs. No reply to that. Only hug in a year was from an enemy. A fake christian or deluded wife. Probably deluded wife. Her hubby is a poser who grifts. And framed me to ban me from a club claim. After making me feel unwelcomed. Since i dont dig daily and...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 36 Responses Sep 18

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. šŸ˜”šŸ’™
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11

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    I have been sad for a month now.

    More sadder then usual. why? I keep remembering my ex. I cry everytime I do. I mean i never really wanted to break up, but it was the type of situation where it was better if we did... just now everytime that I think of all the good memories he and I had I start to cry, and I...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    So many children, regardless of age,

    are being abused by their parents and there is nothing we can do about it. I wish I could save everyone of them and show them what true love looks like.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    thus2 thus2 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    How can you have someone make you

    so happy, but also make you so miserable. God dammit.
    Alayjahndro Alayjahndro 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 21

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    I get called "Ungrateful,

    Worthless, Imperfect, Not Good Enough." I think.... They're right. Then, I think how many times I've already said that to myself.
    Brookiecookie2000 Brookiecookie2000 13-15, F 9 Responses Sep 2

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    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 10 Responses Sep 6

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I just messaged the cutest girl

    and we started a conversation and she got mad at me and she is ignoring me :(
    kingshit187 kingshit187 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 8 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10, 2012