when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have.
When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs.
When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner.
I wish my heart...
But this is me
And my life.
If you hold me close
You can hear my heart
It cries more than most
From being torn apart.
After every breath I take,
After every fight I witness,
I ask "why must I awake?"
Will I ever conquer forgiveness?
Can you ever truly
Forgive without forgetting...
removed from EP today.
That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too.
I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people.
I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous.
I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat.
I am sad that trees are being cut down every second.
I am sad...
I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
so drunk that I could beryl keep up. I could see the lights and then darkness. Then I was outside behind somebody's car kissing a guy he had his hands around me 'I was going with the flow' then the flashbacks started I pushed him away and ran off back into the party and drank...
I just never know when to expect it. I'm sad and tired and feel so unappreciated. I don't have time do fulfill my aspirations, I could be an amazing artist/ photographer if I could only practice my talents. instead I'm a housewife at 26. a mother. a failure.
To cry alone. It is better then the rain.
At least then no one can see my hurt.
It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.
It comes more then once a year.
The sadness in my heart; it is...
I felt emotionally drained.
Was I im some sort of nightmare
Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer
I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid
Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry
I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
for sure a lot suffer more than i am suffering right now. I suffer from discrimination from the job appointment issue as most need younger or poorer or have less skills although by my skills i would ask much but i take less and ask for health insurance to do the get health...
and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over. I love you too. You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years. Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
vacation so far. But the way my dd is making me feel with his own personal issues really sucks. I know he's going through stuff right now with his ex but, I feel like it should t effect me. I feel that he shouldn't have brought me back into his life so much if he was just going...