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I Am Sad

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    somedays i find im in a bad mood

    and a bad mood that just doesn't seem to want to go away i know im depressed but now i feel like im just sad and i dont like it
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I need something to do with myself.

    No one is around during the summer. I just sit in the apartment alone all day with my schoolwork for company. Sometimes I walk through the city to go places.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Today is my hard time,

    never really felt like this before, it hurts so much, deep inside my heart, it's killing me.
    vitnesse vitnesse 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wish our brain could block out memories we

    don't like. I know if the memories are traumatizing they can be blocked out, but I just want the small ones, the sad little small memories need to leave my mind...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 6 Responses May 26

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    It's hard to see the good in things

    when your heart hurts.
    Lani89 Lani89 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    One thing about trying to help others I haven't

    developed the detachment from the pain and suffering. Many of us are financial poor. I am blessed to have people who lived through world wars and global depression. Our greed and blindness is leading us to something that's worse than all of that yet we don't wake up to it and...
    equusrider equusrider 56-60, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I might have failed statistics.

    It started out as such an easy class. It's incredibly depressing that I could have failed 2 classes this summer. At least I dropped Orgo before it could hurt my gpa, but this definitely will hurt it if I do fail. I got a 73 on the first one but a 64 on the second. And the last...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    My best friend is getting married today.

    She won't stop crying tears of total sadness. I wish I could help more. :( It sucks that she can't just run away.
    prettyprude prettyprude 31-35, F 1 Response 54 mins ago

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 10 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    Me and jon stewart told you.

    Me and lewis black told you. Me and bill maher told you. But nothing got improved. Because yall laughed and slept. Then woke and changed nothing. Unless you made life worse. Because we were right. And that made you hate life. Enough to bite others.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    They got it all. Two trailers.

    Gold hunting gear. Cooking gear. They bullied me legally. A disabled adult. Homeless. Seeking health in nature. Should have hurt them all. And removed dad from earth. Evil pigs.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    Without hugs we go monster.

    Without sex we go sad. Too much sad causes monster.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    So the sex drive kicks in

    and the cycle begins. First thought. I want them. The ones who hurt me back then. Second thought. Bad!! Shame!! You shouldn't want them they were evil!! Then anxiety. What if they heard that I wanted them?? Are they going to come back?? Are they going to hurt me again...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    AdolfHipster15 AdolfHipster15 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    I am sad about a lot of things

    that have happened in my life. I like to think that there is always a brighter future ahead of me though. That's what always motivates me to keep trying to be the person i am and the person that i am is Misael and I should try to enjoy life and be with my best friends and...
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    headphones broke music is my one way of coping

    and now i cant its gonna be a long day
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F a week ago

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 8 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 41-45, F 14 Responses May 15

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I like this boy but he has a girlfriend!

    ! Pic shows how I feel!!
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 13 hrs ago

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 68 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    My dad just left to go to rehab

    for his alcohol addiction.I'm proud of him for doing this I really am.But I'm sad his gone I will miss him so much.My mom didn't even say goodbye to him.She is a ***** for that in my eyes.I hate her for it .He looked heartbroken when she didn't say bye.I hate her.I miss my dad.
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    UnderTheSleeves UnderTheSleeves 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    i don't want to be reminded

    that I turn 17 tomorrow. I don't want to be reminded that I made it through another year. I just want my best friend back. It hurts so badly. At least I don't feel numb anymore. Now I have a burning sensation through out my body. I was hoping for everything to get better. Instea...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't ******* understand.

    . Most of my friends know that I've been trying to lose weight. I've made healthier choices, stopped midnight snacks, cut from 4 sodas a day to 1 and I thought I went down ten lbs! That's what the scale said! I check again today and now it says I'm back at that weight.. Idk if...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 25

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    For everybody that's been messaging me.

    .. I was gone for about a week in the hospital but I'm back home now
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    Poor birdy that we saved earlier this afternoon,

    passed away about 10 minutes ago. I tried I guess...
    blvckhvart blvckhvart 18-21, M a week ago

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    So once I finish summer session our parents are

    taking us on "vacation." Except it's not really a vacation. Vacations are times to relax and do fun things. Our only "vacations" lately are to go visit our grandparents on the other side of the country, and visit with the rest of the family too. Which doesn't sound so bad, I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 23 Responses Mar 10

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    I was in the winter of my life,

    and the men I met along the way were my only summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.
    Hilaryxo Hilaryxo 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    So my boyfriend and I had stopped talkin

    for a day. He blocked me the next day and I feel really hurt and sad. Its his birthday today, and I honestly feel really hurt. My heart and my chest hurts and I just need someone to talk to...
    Laurallye Laurallye 13-15, F