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I Am Sad

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 16 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    We were on lock down at work there was a

    shooting ,,at our sister agency. 14 fatalities. Hugs needed.
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 2, 2015

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    Was on ep About to heart a pals post Then

    apo said account dont exist And expelled me Tried re entry No luck Made this account to find out why Staff aint said yet Fear hacked Cant find old account Or posts made in it Sad to learn this can happen here
    OddButResilient OddButResilient 46-50, M 1 day ago

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I am just crying my eyes out

    as I write. I feel so empty inside.... Why was I born? Why would I have been chosen to live such a life?! I hate myself!!!! My dad came in my room, as usual. That disgusting, scumbag of him!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! He did me... but he was so slow and gentle and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Jul 23, 2015

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    My 81 year old grandpa died today.

    I'm kinda not surprised because he's been sick for so long but I'm still very sad about it. I didn't want him to die!!!
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Life is kicking me in the heart!

    My mother who is ill. My sister did not tell me she was ill and in the hospital, due to her hate for me. My dearest friend, OldMountainMan here, who is dying of cancer. He won't be coming home from the hospital. I am heading back to my home area to be with them. To see what I...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 17 Responses Jul 28, 2015

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    It's really painful feeling sad most of the

    time. Life is soo frustrating sometimes especially when you're suffering from things you can't control .
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 26

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    A gulp of sadness escaped me

    while reading the newspaper the other day. We look on and read of things which did not directly affect us. And still, that gulp of sadness escaped me, and I couldn't understand how horrible someone has to be to do such unmentionable things. Everyone's human, except the only...
    wanderquietly wanderquietly 18-21, F Feb 2

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 25

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    Not really sad, we are broken right now.

    Having a bad time. Helpers said that we need to "reboot" out brain as it's "frozen" But I can't find the Xanax anywhere I was supposed to save it for emergencies but I think when I was psychotic over the summer I threw my meds away because I was scared of becoming addicted or...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Here crying again... Why?

    I'll never understand why I'm always the one to go to when someone wants someone to bash on Mostly my own family I thought family is supposed to be someone that makes you happy and doesn't want to hurt you Well welcome to my fcked up life to where if you don't go to...
    SaltyMocoCx SaltyMocoCx 16-17, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    It hurts that I feel like I am losing the

    energy to be hopeful that you will ever get better. It hurt me when your cancer recurred. I cried myself to sleep a few nights. I felt like I finally had a reason to reach out to others. I cried on public transport, knowing that some people were noticing the tears. It hurt...
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My parents just told me that

    since I left the front door unlocked for the first time in 17 years that I am un responsible, that all I care about is my stupid dream of playing college soccer. They don't support me, I got my job as a lifeguard on my own, I provide myself with my own money, they simply don't...
    19rivera 19rivera 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    It's like, I'm calm on the outside,

    and screaming and crying and suffering underneath. I hate life, sometimes.
    actuelly actuelly 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 18, 2015

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 11 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I'm not feeling today

    for a lot of reasons. Like...I'm so sad to the point of my chest hurting. The first reason that I'm sad: tomorrow will mark a year of my mum's passing. The second reason that I'm sad (and it may be a stupid reason): 11 months ago, I met this guy. We quickly became friends. Like...
    thesilentchef thesilentchef 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    never get too attached to someone

    unless u know that the person has the same feelings for u too one sided espectations destroys u mentally and breaks your soul apart
    blossomingangel blossomingangel 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 19

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 17, 2015

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 11, 2015

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 19 Responses Mar 10, 2015

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    My husband sends flowers

    and buys butterfly gifts. Just not for me. He believes I don't have a clue. Soo sad.
    Cookie54 Cookie54 61-65, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 60 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    After living some years without you Mommy I

    want to find my true love and get married to a wonderful man that I can start a beautiful family with and go traveling with ... Someone that will remind me what it feels like to laugh, to be happy and someone that will love me unconditionally and be faithful... Someone...
    Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2015

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    Tonight I'm just lonely.

    I don't have any friends really. Maybe 3 friends I see regularly, plus my boyfriend. And I only see them every couple of weeks. I don't do anything all day, I just sit in my room and smoke pot (if I'm lucky enough to have it), watch Netflix, and wait for it to be the next day. I...
    slongus slongus 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Some of you will know about my love affair with

    apples..an affair that has lasted nigh on 25 years. An "old" (now departed RIP)friend used to call me Adrienne Oliver (thanks Agatha Christie)due to the madness (called scattiness) and presence of apples everywhere I travel. Anyway-after another night of searing Apple related...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 11 Responses Jul 26, 2015

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    Finally getting to type this

    after having been gone literally all day. I had a **** night, guys. Really bad. I don't know if things were really happening to me or if I was just experiencing a nasty flashback. I tried to tell myself it was a flashback, because I had gone to bed in a stressed out and sort...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 25

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    I sold both my MacBooks,

    my iPad Air, two iPhone 5s, and my PS3 for $3500 cash. I'll miss my babies but I can't really argue with this much cash... picture attached.
    SadnessTastesLikeBlueberries SadnessTastesLikeBlueberries 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's been a tough year,

    and the next year doesn't look like getting any better. Sorry to those who I normally chat to regularly, and haven't spoken to in a few weeks, lifes been tough, and I feel totally drained.............
    scottie1974 scottie1974 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    I am experiencing a total loss of everything I

    used to love. My fiancée leaves with our daughter, whom I raised at home. then she called the ex-wife and told her to go pick up her daughter cause she was in danger. This happened more than a month ago and I still have not seen Kailynn and I have only seen Catie once. I...
    CannabisDad CannabisDad 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    I just feel bad. I know it is only due to

    stress from adjusting to my new schedule for school. I feel down. I feel very tired.
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 26

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    The questions I ask don't show up in the Q/A

    anymore... *one tear falls* lol
    sassycookie sassycookie 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 9

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    I have spent most of today

    so far writing about the abuse I experienced in my old house. I feel the great need to write out all that I have been through. I don't think I want to share it online though. Whenever I wrote about it before I was always so vague. This served the purpose for me of being able...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm constantly sad. Sometimes

    for actual reasons. Other times for no reason at all. It's not like I have much to be sad about, I mean, my life really isn't that bad, tons of people have it so much worse than I do, I know that and I realize that, but I honestly can't help this feeling of eternal sadness that...
    doublecornflakes doublecornflakes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    rn I feel very sad and it sucks no one can fill

    that whole in my heart. not even the guy I really miss rn. he's gone and there's no way it can work.
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    the lights are out there's no friend to tell

    all about your day. repeat the things you know there only things to tell yourself to feel okay
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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