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    Ever cried so much that the tears refuse to

    come down.. And you actually feel your heart breaking more because soon as you think you are progressing you realize you aren't doing that well. Yea yea. Get over it right? How. When everything reminds you of someone who've done you SO wrong. Struggling to understand life...
    Aliyaa2 Aliyaa2 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 55 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 11

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    Emotional breakdowns/panic attacks are the

    absolute worst. Not being able to breathe, tears running down your face, wanting to end it all... Yeah, I hate these kinds of days... :( really struggling tonight.
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 15

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    Today is my birthday

    and my best friend didnt came to my birthday party. So I asked her why. She said, " Im lazy to go to a stupid party. " so I said, " You're lazy to go on your best friend's stupid party ? " So she replied, " No, im lazy to go to a lunatic depressed freak's party. "
    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 11 Responses Jan 16

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    ive been really happy lately

    but i just feel bleh.. i feel like i just lost someone.. but i didnt. im just gonna get high
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    because you laugh at me

    and talk about me I cried myself to sleep you make me feel worthless and like nothing you started the rumour now its coming back again
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 17

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 16 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. šŸ˜”šŸ’™
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11, 2014

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    lpfeffer22 lpfeffer22 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 8 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    About two years ago i met a guy.

    I met him when i was in New York. He's Italian and he's at New York because he was study travelling. We met at a small cafe with some musicians playing some jazz music. I was sitting there doing a powerpoint on my laptop, then he came to me and said, " Hey, can i sit with you...
    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 1 Response Jan 18

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    You can only take so much.

    And when you lose it, that's when everyone realizes. They realize when it's too late. They judge you for what only they realize without knowing the full story. And it hurts. Everyone has a breaking point, but not everyone has seen it. They can be scared to show it. When...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Mum doesn't want to attend my graduation

    because she doesn't want to see my dad's sister and all. I doubt my aunt would attend, so I guess I'm the only student there who's alone on their special day šŸ˜’šŸ˜’
    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 16-17, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    What a way to start this year!

    !! It's one blow after another. Although I can take it, there's very little I tolerate to take in. I'm a lover, I'm a mother, I'm a fighter..., but that's all I am. There are times I wish I could have the power to fix it all. But I don't. I wish I could put a bandaid on his...
    Cricket75 Cricket75 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I Just Wanna Be Happy...

    I find myself in a very unfamiliar position.Instead of being the strong one...I'm the weak one. Which would be okay...if it wasn't all the damn time over the past week. I can find a bit of solace for maybe an hour or two...but then the overwhelming feeling of what has transpired...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 9 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    Amaryllisflowers Amaryllisflowers 18-21, F 20 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    2015 better have hover boards

    and self drying jackets and pizza enhances otherwise im gonna stab that Marty sonofabitch
    Mselisa Mselisa 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 4

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    My cousins roommate was found dead this morning

    :( My mom made me throw out my lighter to make sure I wasn't smoking, but that lighter was so cool and I miss it. Also my dad gave it to me, and I miss him everyday every second. My moms stupid boyfriend moved in. He is so criticizing, like I am not perfect and I'm doing my best...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm working my way through my sadness.

    A friend of mine just stopped talking to me and our other friend out of nowhere. It's been a few months and I'm accepting that people walk out of our lives but that's their problem, not yours. I can't be sad forever, I have a life to live and I'll meet other people wherever I go...
    Avidnerd Avidnerd 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 13 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    I can't get to sleep

    because I have no one I can say I love you to. I guess this is the downside to being extremely affectionate. All I want is to care about someone right now.
    TheIdealisticRealist TheIdealisticRealist 22-25, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I just need someone. I need a shoulder to cry on

    and for someone to hug me and tell me things are going to be okay. I need someone to see that I'm not okay. I don't even know anymore things are just getting so bad and I can't help but not want to be here anymore. I have nothing left to lose.
    yoursecretlifestyle yoursecretlifestyle 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    Not fettered by complexities of life Not to

    barter freedom for love I just want to fall in love with myself For I think I am already missing myself a lot
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 19

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    Reality scares me to death Because i don't

    exist I am just a figment of my own imagination
    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    People who commit suicide don't want to die;

    they just want to end the pain. šŸ˜”šŸ˜”
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F Jan 16

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    I feel very sad and dispaired

    if losing my benefit ..I was granted benefit due to ill health .depression anxiety and also a psychiatrist in Bournemouth diagnosed me with paranoid schitophernia but once I moved up to Middlesbrough to live with my mum ,the mental health services messed up every thing and tried...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Did It To Myself

    Yeah, I got my hopes up. But it's because you made me feel like I could. I thought it was safe. I am not what you want. You don't think I'm ready, I need time for myself....Hmmm I have heard that before..yup about 3 months ago.  If I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2009

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    This is my "I feel like crap don't talk to me"

    face I give my family quite frequently
    Mselisa Mselisa 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    When will I have that hug from behind,

    and that hand to hold in the halls...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Tonight I am sad, really,

    truly, deeply, sad. My head is killing me, typical. I hate that I get these migraines. I hate that I'm so sensitive and hurt so easily, but I mostly hate how people can hurt me and not even flinch. Tonight is a bad night for me and I just want it to be over with, but I can't...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    anathema09 anathema09 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    When you dont get to talk to bae

    for 2 weeks because he's on a family vacation ..
    alliixxxx alliixxxx 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    faye08 faye08 18-21, F Jan 17

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    I have been thinking about this person

    that spoke to me on this website. They told me so many eye opening things and really made come to like them. And then one day he was gone. I get really attached to people and he was no exception. It just kind of hurt that he deleted his account and left. No goodbye or anything...
    RomanyMotion RomanyMotion 13-15, F a week ago