so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
where you just felt extremely sad? You see that you are not where you are in your life and realize that you really haven't accomplished anything. You look at all these people smiling, seemingly enjoying their careers or having a good time with friends and you wonder when will...
That moment when you feel like your heart has a massive hole and you can feel every ounce of blood pumping and the tears run from your eyes..
They don't fall because it hurt you and realizing that things will never be the same again.
I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
removed from EP today.
That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
To cry alone. It is better then the rain.
At least then no one can see my hurt.
It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.
It comes more then once a year.
The sadness in my heart; it is...
I find myself in a very unfamiliar position.Instead of being the strong one...I'm the weak one. Which would be okay...if it wasn't all the damn time over the past week. I can find a bit of solace for maybe an hour or two...but then the overwhelming feeling of what has transpired...
I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat
and viewed my life today, but I can tell you
I don't think that I can find an easier way
So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand
with a three armed man, you know I'll understand
But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
go to the hospital and get her pregnancy checked out. She was in a lot of pain throughout the day and then started bleeding. She's been on my mind the last couple days.
Last night he was supposed to work with her and said he was going to see how she was doing.
As soon as he...
!?! Why I'm still crying over her ?? I've never ever cried or been upset before in 15 yrs n now I'm all sways crying n upset .... In my eyes ur face lights up I can't see anything else apart from u ... Why the **** did u leave me why !!!!!?? :(
country... It kills me to know how neglected he is and how much love, nurturing and attention he needs from his mother. I see the sadness in his eyes every year when i go to visit him, and it tears me apart. I feel angry and hurt. I don't know what to do because he is only six...
holding on tight,
never letting go.
Suddenly the pressure is lifted.
It feels too good to be true.
I know it will come back,
it always does.
When you least expect it
it invades your body,
Thats what it does.
It comes and...
even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
Not the sit around feeling sorry for yourself sad.
Not the self-pity type of sad.
Not the cry-all-the-time sad.
Not even the on-the-verge-of-tears sad.
Nor the I-forgot-how-to-laugh-and-smile sad
It's not the sad that breaks your heart,
for there is nothing left to break...
and dead end roads I find myself upon my knees begging to be excepted back into the hell i ran from. nothing changes only gets worse. made to feel like i am nothing that i no longer matter. Somehow i seem to find the will to continue to fight for i have children that need me...
I'm in college right now. It's an incredibly stressful and taxing experience on my emotional and mental health. Any upper level career nowadays requires way more than just a bachelor's degree, so I can't even start my life once I graduate, I have to go to grad school for like...
and he wants to kill himself. Sometimes I'm able to talk to him and make him feel better but it's always temporary. It seems like his mind is made up. Sometimes in life there's nothing to say or do to help someone see how much you really do care :(
Yeah, I got my hopes up. But it's because you made me feel like I could. I thought it was safe.
I am not what you want.
You don't think I'm ready, I need time for myself....Hmmm I have heard that before..yup about 3 months ago.
If I was...
They hate how I express myself or how I feel. And twist my words around. Plus on the other hand my friend is just stressing me out and it makes me more sad and I just don't know how I'll make it two more days..
I wish I was a better me. I wish I was a better friend. I wish I was a better daughter and sister. I wish I was pretty and skinny. I wish I was social and not awkward. I wish I was easy to talk to and all. I wish I was smart and could make my parents proud. I wish, I wish, I...
and to have positive thoughts but I just can't. The sadness that is inside me seems to never go away. Bad memories over empower the good ones and they swarm my mind, especially at night. I feel like it's draining the life out of me.
It's a saturday night. I bought my sister a ticket to go and see a favourite teenage band of her's tonight. She's had a really good day out with a close friend. My best friend is in France for his birthday. My husband has been asleep and running around after other people all day...
if you ever feel alone, worthless, sad, or feel the need to hurt yourself. You're not alone in your struggle, everyone at some point feels the way you do and many people have overcome it. I'm here for you