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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 62 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 13 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 6 hrs ago

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    I am sorry my friends here on EP

    but I am done. I always try to be positive and up beat for you and today I dont care. I am terribly sad and so alone. No one can help mostly because no one really cares. I would die but that is too much work. You can do without me. I am not needed or loved so I am going to go...
    CardboardBoxBoy CardboardBoxBoy 51-55, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    Desvedia Desvedia 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. 😔💙
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11, 2014

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    I thought I was making real progress,

    I thought I was out of my cloud of depression, but I've seem to had a relapse or something; the past couple of weeks I've been really sad and I can't place why. Most of it seems to be because I am terribly lonely and I haven't spoken to the man I love in nearly a month. I've...
    anonymouslymysterious anonymouslymysterious 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    I feel sad all the time.

    It's almost bittersweet because I realize that beautiful weather, beautiful music, or doing things that I like end up making me feel the saddest at the same time as the near-joy and appreciation. It overwhelms me, and sometimes, it makes me want to die. The sadness is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    Cards stacked against me.

    And against her. But they claim to care. Claim to be healthcare professionals. Backed by caring judges. And caring laws. Fokyn liars. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    vitnesse vitnesse 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Enandred Enandred 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I'm not a toy........

    ............
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    I accidentally deleted a music app from my phone

    that had a bunch of songs on it that took me a long time to find because they were ones that weren't available on iTunes. And the app got taken off the store so I can't even get it again!! Waaaaaaahhh ;_;
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    The pain of being knowing.

    In a world that loves their delusions. Is worse than pierced. Or shot. Or giving birth. Or tossed on cacti.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 6 hrs ago

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    I hate when people call me names like baby

    names it's so annoying I swear I am not a baby I am older jezz like who agrees
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ....How I'm going to feel

    that you earned and invest those stuff but my ex bf just give away my stuff..now I don't have nothing ..why he keep hurting me...
    imlose imlose 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    If I'm momentarily happy,

    something always reminds me that I'm a lonely, pathetic guy no one cares about.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 9 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    They all think I am perfect,

    I don't argue back, I don't say no for anything, I am just everything they want me to be. No one knows how my perfection cost me my life.
    ruthm ruthm 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    My mum just got angry at me

    for telling her my brother bashes me
    Polygoner Polygoner 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    So... My mom just got told today

    that the school she teaches at will be closing down tomorrow. I've been trying to find a job but can't get one yet... I don't know what to do except to just keep trying to find jobs but I'm getting so discouraged but I need it so bad.
    Chickie328 Chickie328 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I'm sad , I'm mad , I'm never glad .

    Take my hand little angel and send me to Gods heaven above with streams crystal clear . Where beauty always appears , where my love will hold me near, where I pick red ripe fruit abundant and dear .
    FallonAlexis FallonAlexis 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel drained I'm sick from three different

    things I always am in pain or don't feel good and the meds aren't taking fast to kick in I just want to feel good
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm scared I'll have another attack tonight.

    I'm scared all the time. I feel like the devil hounds me everywhere I go. I'm tired of being hurt and only having flaky and unreliable humans to help me. I want to leave this world.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    The other day my fiance's coworker left work to

    go to the hospital and get her pregnancy checked out. She was in a lot of pain throughout the day and then started bleeding. She's been on my mind the last couple days. Last night he was supposed to work with her and said he was going to see how she was doing. As soon as he...
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    k bye im gonna get wasted byeeeeeeeee i hope i

    dont wake up when i pass out
    sadsquid sadsquid 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    thus2 thus2 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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