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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 66 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    So I thought I was doing ok,

    I've been so busy this week and happy at work that I haven't really had time to think! Until now, I know I shouldn't but I was looking at my exs fb with him and his new girlfriend and it just makes me sad! I feel like they have won! They appear to be happy and I am the one who...
    Lani89 Lani89 26-30, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    Like all the time, I'm surprised people

    even still talk to me anymore ~_~
    daisyelz daisyelz 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I am extremely sad as we have fought

    and now I am outside. I want to make her up and I don't want to make her up too. I am tired of these daily fights...Sometimes I want to run away very far but I cant dare that...Anyone else is also very sad at this moment?
    want66 want66 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    Right now I'm so sad

    and depressed that don't even know how I feel :(((
    littlelucy100 littlelucy100 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Should have gone criminal.

    Removed dad. Done time. No different than being too nice. Convicts are as screwed as disabled. And vets are treated just as bad.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    "I love a girl, she loves me too

    but now she afraid of me! She felt I'm harassing her. All things went wrong. All those 365 days which looks like heaven turned into hell." Everything messed up. Nothing without your love. Its me a Emo Dexter. 😲
    dexterdev96 dexterdev96 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Illw84u Illw84u 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    .....................

    ..............................................................fml :(
    aquamonkey aquamonkey 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wish I could switch places with someone

    who has a terminal illness. It sounds odd, I know. There are so many people who die too young because terminal illnesses... These people don't want to die, they have families and children, yet they're still taken by death. I wish I could take their place. They can be happy and...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    You only missed my voice

    when nobody else was calling you.
    Ruinsky Ruinsky 16-17 1 Response a week ago

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    have you ever been so sad

    that you can’t even cry, you just sit there and think about how sad you really are.
    SilverSpiritWolf32 SilverSpiritWolf32 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes before bed,

    I reread our old messages. Not to remember what they say, I've memorized that, but in hopes that I'll dream of you that night because it's the only way I get to see you anymore.
    Somethinglikethat4 Somethinglikethat4 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    AdolfHipster15 AdolfHipster15 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    Cant do positives. Got a shower.

    But mad at evry jerk who barks.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    when you're actually feeling good

    for a moment because everything seems to be going okay, and then something happens and boom sadness again.
    SilverSpiritWolf32 SilverSpiritWolf32 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am just crying my eyes out

    as I write. I feel so empty inside.... Why was I born? Why would I have been chosen to live such a life?! I hate myself!!!! My dad came in my room, as usual. That disgusting, scumbag of him!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! He did me... but he was so slow and gentle and...
    redlipscandy redlipscandy 18-21, F 18 Responses 5 days ago

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    I sent a message to an EP user called Dmcphee

    and he asked me for a photo of my face and I sent him the photo. Then he blocked me and now I feel so :(/)-&@ ugly :'(
    dmontemayor dmontemayor 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    JerryyJamess JerryyJamess 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    the saddest people try their best to make

    people happy they know what it's like to feel worthless, they dont want anyone else to feel that.
    SilverSpiritWolf32 SilverSpiritWolf32 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    emmaraelynn emmaraelynn 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    Life is kicking me in the heart!

    My mother who is ill. My sister did not tell me she was ill and in the hospital, due to her hate for me. My dearest friend, OldMountainMan here, who is dying of cancer. He won't be coming home from the hospital. I am heading back to my home area to be with them. To see what I...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 7 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    Some of you will know about my love affair with

    apples..an affair that has lasted nigh on 25 years. An "old" (now departed RIP)friend used to call me Adrienne Oliver (thanks Agatha Christie)due to the madness (called scattiness) and presence of apples everywhere I travel. Anyway-after another night of searing Apple related...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 16 Responses 2 days ago

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    Sometimes I wonder if things will get better.

    When I go to my hometown for break I have no one to hang out with since I've been away at university. Yesterday as I went to the fair I saw people my age with friends while I was with my dad. I love my dad and I know I'll only have one dad, but I still wish I had friends to come...
    XxLionHeartxX XxLionHeartxX 18-21 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Tito19 Tito19 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 23 Responses Mar 10

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 11

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses