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    I miss my boyfriend :(,

    today he didn't text me. I can't stop thinking about him. I love him so much and he does too. We text everyday, but today he didn't :(
    berryferry123 berryferry123 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Before silence become eloquent I wish I could

    sleep, Before shadows get alive I wish I could sleep, Before those lurking memories get closer I wish I could sleep, Before the requiem gets louder I wish I could sleep, And to be in that slumber Till it is no more dark Till it is safe again, Save me from myself I am on prowl.
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 6 hrs ago

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    I have been insulted

    and bullied a lot in the past and I have been feeling and thinking negative for a long time and I talk to myself repeating the things I said or wanted to say constantly. I want to become a manga artist but I keep wasting my time acting out or thinking negative. I even waste time...
    FoxFan64 FoxFan64 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    I wish I had someone in my extended family

    who I felt close to. I read about all these people who have special bonds with their extended family members and that's just not the case with me. Makes family reunions (which happen maybe once a year) more awkward than pleasant and heartwarming. Ah well.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 11

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 63 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    AdolfHipster15 AdolfHipster15 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    For humans being as smart

    as they are, they are incredibly ignorant, often willfully.
    shadowx1224 shadowx1224 22-25, M Aug 20

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    I'm staying in a city away from home

    and my bestfriend and my mom and my dog for a school program. I'm spending all my free time sleeping and being alone. I've started watching Dexter and it's sad that this serial killer character has similar dissociative thoughts that I do. I don't have the bloodlust, and I'm not...
    atticusfinch5 atticusfinch5 18-21, T a week ago

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    so finally...mum said she hates me.

    ...and i can see that in her eyes too...the only person in the world i live for now hates me...i am just a bloody burden to her whos responsibilities she has to bore....i hate myself even more now...i live for my mum...her dreams...her happiness...i can't even imagine of hurting...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 22 Responses Mar 10

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    I was browsing around on YouTube last night

    when I found an extremely terrifying video of a massive explosion that erupted in Tianjin, China. It happened on August 12 this year. This happened around two weeks ago. I am shocked by the magnitude of this explosion. So many people died and many others were injured by it. I...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M a week ago

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    I finally was able to sleep good

    for the first time in a long time and woke up to find my cute little terrier Spot dead I keep thinking it is my fault I should have heard him yelping for help. But I heard nothing I am the worst dog owner ever could not protect one little dog. My head is in a dark place right...
    aurawolf999 aurawolf999 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    My parents indirectly keep me from getting the

    mental healthcare I need. It started senior year of high school when I became suicidal for the first time in my life. It was due to a mixture of painful anxiety, moving stress, depression, and backlash from horrible things that I experienced during my psychosis at my old house...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I only wanna a family my own too !

    Women should just have kids and husband I think ! Since I study for a really long time , end up I have nothing ! Just me ! So **** up !! Why life screwed me up ! I do not understand why !! I better just die !! Maybe suicide is the reason !! I am sad and hate my life !! I...
    NoneEver NoneEver 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I thought I knew better,

    but I was wrong. Months ago I had found out a friend lied. Fast forward to now, and I found out by accident this time that my same friend lied again. Will I ever learn? I hope so. :/
    lonelytwilite lonelytwilite 51-55, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    I feel bad because i saw someone today

    when i was volunteering. he was my freshman gym teacher, track coach, and bowling coach. i quit both bowling and track middle season because i was going through alot. and then i got expelled from school and he wrote a letter to the court judge to help me out and i never saw him...
    SarahsEP SarahsEP 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    :............( :( :( :(

    why does thus always happen toe??? :.....(
    babe25 babe25 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Killingmesoftly78 Killingmesoftly78 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 14 Responses Mar 14

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Today is the 4th anniversary of my grandsons

    death. it hurts to be reminded
    Sadjak Sadjak 51-55, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    Dr. Wayne Dyer passed away.

    Sad for us but he looked forward to the next level.
    Jimbobclacy Jimbobclacy 36-40, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I feel like there's nothing I can do about my

    mental/emotional situation, so that makes me miserable and then all I can do is talk about how miserable I am all the time and then that just makes me feel guilty and like I'm a crybaby.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Yet again I've pushed someone away with my over

    thinking, oh someone just give me an award! My problem is when I talk face to face with someone, I read them if that makes sense. Then I assume what they are or their intentions and most of the time I am right but it pushes people away because they think I'm crazy. That's sorta...
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    ellcios ellcios 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm really sad . I have been

    for awhile ... I've been masking it. I haven't been cutting although I really want to . I miss the control. Relief .
    ebonylove19 ebonylove19 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    This lack of appetite thing is really

    frustrating. I hardly ever want to eat anything anymore. I'll get hungry still but food is so unappealing to me. Sometimes thinking about eating food makes me feel nauseous even, depending on what it is. I still make myself eat regularly because I don't want to starve myself but...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    I WISH MY BROTHER WAS A LOT NICER THEN HE IS

    THE HURTS ME A LOT AND NO ONE CARES AND ALL I HAVE DONE FOR HIM
    Jkatcrazykat Jkatcrazykat 70+, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 10 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    People who spends more time

    and energy into repressing and hiding their thoughts and feelings are most likely to be more depressed than those who admits they're depressed. I'm one of them cause I hate whining and I despise attention seeking. Fvck it. I'll just ugh. Go and sleep and hopefully I don't feel...
    sarasakun sarasakun 18-21, F 5 days ago

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