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I Am Sad

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I Did It To Myself

    Yeah, I got my hopes up. But it's because you made me feel like I could. I thought it was safe. I am not what you want. You don't think I'm ready, I need time for myself....Hmmm I have heard that before..yup about 3 months ago.  If I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2009

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    I can't believe I let myself do this again.

    I trusted things would be different but they weren't. You never did love me. I'm stupid for thinking you did :(
    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 7

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    I'm sad because it's my last home game

    for school but happy I get to be on the soccer team again
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    I try my hardest to be a positive person

    and to have positive thoughts but I just can't. The sadness that is inside me seems to never go away. Bad memories over empower the good ones and they swarm my mind, especially at night. I feel like it's draining the life out of me.
    destanym16 destanym16 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    My life is crappy. I have been working hard

    this whole semester (I am in college) but it seems like I am going to fail yet again (People call me "dumb" seeing how hard I work but still I cannot pass). I do not have any friends and the only people who speak to me are those who need help in doing projects or homework. I am...
    Kramazpeople Kramazpeople 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    I've been feeling sad lately.

    We've been in s long distance relationship for two years now, but things have been changing. She isn't the same anymore, she talks differently to me she hardly says 'l love you' back when I say it. I think she's starting to drift away.
    furdayz furdayz 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    So many children, regardless of age,

    are being abused by their parents and there is nothing we can do about it. I wish I could save everyone of them and show them what true love looks like.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    who hates to live. who had desired to die.

    Love is a coincidence. otherwise who love's the tear.. ... :'(
    Desier Desier 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Basking on self-pity

    that salted an open wound in my heart. As i keep spraying it with the song i hated to listen but too caught up with so much sadness that i am listening to it now. Yea Loneville and Deathville here i come. I am a lone kitten-shifter that almost grasps the moon up from the sky...
    JinxRaven JinxRaven 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Everything is so messed up.

    I don't even know what I want anymore, what my relationship is, everything is so hard. I don't know, but I think that because of what happened when I was sexually aay assaulted, I don't want anything to do with the topic, not even kissing makes me feel anything but disgusting...
    qwernia qwernia 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    appleboy appleboy 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 8 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I was at a party a couple of days ago.

    This woman at the party stared at me like she was surprised. I introduced myself and she looked sad when she told me her name. I hung out with my friends until she caught me alone. She started giving me all this advice and telling me how beautiful I was. At this point I was a...
    mjoy78 mjoy78 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    The other day my fiance's coworker left work to

    go to the hospital and get her pregnancy checked out. She was in a lot of pain throughout the day and then started bleeding. She's been on my mind the last couple days. Last night he was supposed to work with her and said he was going to see how she was doing. As soon as he...
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19

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    I'm really sad and depressed I want to kill my

    self, there's no point on life!! Because of what just happened I'm worthless and lonely! Why did my fish have to drown!!! He was innocent!!!
    endureandsmile endureandsmile 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 14

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    I do not have a single picture of him.

    Not a single tiny piece of his handsome, ginger hair or one of his shirts. Not a left over finger print to observe. Nothing to treasure but memories. His family isn't here either. His house is gone. There is no proof he was ever here. He spent his time here hiding from everyone...
    simplyOCD simplyOCD 16-17, F Dec 6

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    Hurt

    That moment when you feel like your heart has a massive hole and you can feel every ounce of blood pumping and the tears run from your eyes.. They don't fall because it hurt you and realizing that things will never be the same again.
    FinnyFunny FinnyFunny 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    I'm tired of being hated

    for being different I just want to be excepted I just want to be understood
    1kingdarkness 1kingdarkness 26-30, M 21 hrs ago

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. šŸ˜”šŸ’™
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 18

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    Just A Little

    It's a saturday night. I bought my sister a ticket to go and see a favourite teenage band of her's tonight. She's had a really good day out with a close friend. My best friend is in France for his birthday. My husband has been asleep and running around after other people all day...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 23 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    That awful moment when not

    even Pintrest makes you feel better.
    ToTheMoon28 ToTheMoon28 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    This ADD has just been driving me mad.

    I cannot begin to explain how much it depresses me that I just can't have a normally functioning brain with a sane mind. Is it too much to ask for to be able to focus on something? To be completely attentive? To not get distracted by unimportant stimuli in my surroundings? I...
    psychedelicblues psychedelicblues 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 47 Responses Sep 18

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    I'm sad now because I can't suck my own D like

    I'm trying to but it so hard to
    babelove14 babelove14 18-21, T 2 Responses Dec 8

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    I am usually very busy,

    and i feel like im not giving the attention jeremy deserves.
    Disqualify Disqualify 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    fitwealth fitwealth 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    if anyone feels the need to talk feel free to

    pm me i camt promise to have the answers but i will listen and i won't judge
    stonerr686 stonerr686 22-25, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    Amaryllisflowers Amaryllisflowers 18-21, F 16 Responses Nov 24

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    extant1 extant1 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 6 Responses Jun 25

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    For the past month I've been fighting the loss

    of a job and the battle to stay in college and keep a roof over my head. I've asked the community to help and was met with close to no help or kind words... I has been a pretty emotional week for me and, the said part is, I lost my place in vet school today. I couldn't reach the...
    AllyButterfly AllyButterfly 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 8

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    Everyone around me dies.

    I'm sick of going to funerals. They make you realise that it's all for nothing in the end.
    aussiegirl2014 aussiegirl2014 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Raise your hand if you feel like a worthless

    piece of crap that needs to die . šŸ™‹šŸ™‹ I seriously need to just leave .
    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    i'll find a way to close the doors

    and windows, holes and broken walls of my heart. I'll try to say goodbye in silence and disappear like a ghost. I'll try to be numb, through the sheer pain. I'll try to go without any rain but there would be tears. I'll try to seek you in another life but not this lifetime. I'll...
    JinxRaven JinxRaven 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses May 15

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    Today I actually threw up

    because I was so emotionally hurt. That's a first.
    thegrasswillgetgreener thegrasswillgetgreener 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I Just Wanna Be Happy...

    I find myself in a very unfamiliar position.Instead of being the strong one...I'm the weak one. Which would be okay...if it wasn't all the damn time over the past week. I can find a bit of solace for maybe an hour or two...but then the overwhelming feeling of what has transpired...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 9 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I'm just so cold so sad

    so ready to die
    renguard renguard 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    went to court today..

    ..i was there and my ex was there....something happened today that was totally unexpected, the judge let him go home which is means to be happy right? it is, and i am happy, of course he is on a tight leash for the next 6 months and he's able to live with his mom. but the sad...
    turnpike1971 turnpike1971 41-45, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    The Weight Of Sadness

    I'm sad. Not the sit around feeling sorry for yourself sad. Not the self-pity type of sad. Not the cry-all-the-time sad. Not even the on-the-verge-of-tears sad. Nor the I-forgot-how-to-laugh-and-smile sad It's not the sad that breaks your heart, for there is nothing left to break...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 11 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    Last night I watched the very last sons of

    anarchy episode and it's so sad and depressing! All I gotta say to Jax Teller fans is DO NOT watch it!!! I cried
    LawrenceGirl16 LawrenceGirl16 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    thus2 thus2 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12