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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 68 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 41-45, F 14 Responses May 15

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    I might have failed statistics.

    It started out as such an easy class. It's incredibly depressing that I could have failed 2 classes this summer. At least I dropped Orgo before it could hurt my gpa, but this definitely will hurt it if I do fail. I got a 73 on the first one but a 64 on the second. And the last...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i forget i only exist to people

    when they need something not when i need them
    bunnydevilgirl bunnydevilgirl 16-17, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 23 Responses Mar 10

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    today we would of celebrated my daddies 56

    birthday. I miss him so much and no one seems to understand how I could be sad. Happy Birthday Daddy
    CassidyEldridge CassidyEldridge 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    somedays i find im in a bad mood

    and a bad mood that just doesn't seem to want to go away i know im depressed but now i feel like im just sad and i dont like it
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    So my boyfriend and I had stopped talkin

    for a day. He blocked me the next day and I feel really hurt and sad. Its his birthday today, and I honestly feel really hurt. My heart and my chest hurts and I just need someone to talk to...
    Laurallye Laurallye 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Me and jon stewart told you.

    Me and lewis black told you. Me and bill maher told you. But nothing got improved. Because yall laughed and slept. Then woke and changed nothing. Unless you made life worse. Because we were right. And that made you hate life. Enough to bite others.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    I have been broken up with my ex

    for two weeks, and I have been staying strong! I have really tried! But today I miss him so ******* much, I haven't gotten out of bed and I feel so miserably saddddd, I just wished this was all unreal! But he cheated on me and I can't talk to him even! I just can't help but to...
    gabssss23 gabssss23 22-25, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I am sad about a lot of things

    that have happened in my life. I like to think that there is always a brighter future ahead of me though. That's what always motivates me to keep trying to be the person i am and the person that i am is Misael and I should try to enjoy life and be with my best friends and...
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Without hugs we go monster.

    Without sex we go sad. Too much sad causes monster.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    It's sad how emotions can overtake common sense.

    I believe it's part of being grown human been to take the emotion on side and think. To get angry and make others to suffer is childish and selfish. There is always way to peaceful solution if both parties stay reasonable and calm.
    tripwithzip tripwithzip 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    Nickmer77 Nickmer77 26-30, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    UnderTheSleeves UnderTheSleeves 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today is my hard time,

    never really felt like this before, it hurts so much, deep inside my heart, it's killing me.
    vitnesse vitnesse 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    For everybody that's been messaging me.

    .. I was gone for about a week in the hospital but I'm back home now
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    AdolfHipster15 AdolfHipster15 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    i don't want to be reminded

    that I turn 17 tomorrow. I don't want to be reminded that I made it through another year. I just want my best friend back. It hurts so badly. At least I don't feel numb anymore. Now I have a burning sensation through out my body. I was hoping for everything to get better. Instea...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    It's time to face the truth,

    the reason I'm being antisocial, not because I'm ignoring people, it's just that sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing, how I feel...
    vitnesse vitnesse 18-21, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I wish our brain could block out memories we

    don't like. I know if the memories are traumatizing they can be blocked out, but I just want the small ones, the sad little small memories need to leave my mind...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 6 Responses May 26

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    I feel like crying right now.

    I am really at a point in my life where I feel like everyone is bad. No one can be trusted and no one is reliable.
    KayKay90210 KayKay90210 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    Sorry for my broken english So I've had a

    long-term relationship like 4 years.. i don't know if you could call it long-term but for me this is the longest relationship i've ever had. It's always nice at the 1st -2nd years right .. for relationship maybe a little bit of fighting but love always keep me and him back...
    Escc Escc 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    Feel like crying . No idea

    why . Feel like killing myself no idea why . Oh life why dont u just fuc* off
    bunnydevilgirl bunnydevilgirl 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    So the sex drive kicks in

    and the cycle begins. First thought. I want them. The ones who hurt me back then. Second thought. Bad!! Shame!! You shouldn't want them they were evil!! Then anxiety. What if they heard that I wanted them?? Are they going to come back?? Are they going to hurt me again...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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