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    why does thus always happen toe??? :.....(
    babe25 babe25 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I'm not happy right now

    but at the same time im beginning to see that im clinging to the idea of him because i dont believe i will find anyone else. In the end it was me with the problem. I knew from the start that i did not love him. He was nice to me, handsome and funny. But thats not enough. It...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Aug 26

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses May 15

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    I am just crying my eyes out

    as I write. I feel so empty inside.... Why was I born? Why would I have been chosen to live such a life?! I hate myself!!!! My dad came in my room, as usual. That disgusting, scumbag of him!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! He did me... but he was so slow and gentle and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Jul 23

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    I feel like I just don't really care about

    people outside of my immediate family. My siblings are the same way. We moved so often as kids everyone else was just temporary, what good was it to become deeply attached to anyone? To anyone else who's moved a lot do you also feel this way? Like I have a lot of friends and...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I was browsing around on YouTube last night

    when I found an extremely terrifying video of a massive explosion that erupted in Tianjin, China. It happened on August 12 this year. This happened around two weeks ago. I am shocked by the magnitude of this explosion. So many people died and many others were injured by it. I...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M Aug 24

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 14 Responses Mar 14

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    My parents indirectly keep me from getting the

    mental healthcare I need. It started senior year of high school when I became suicidal for the first time in my life. It was due to a mixture of painful anxiety, moving stress, depression, and backlash from horrible things that I experienced during my psychosis at my old house...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Just feel depressed. Like I'm a basically

    useless person that everyone just shoves to the bottom of the heap.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    People who spends more time

    and energy into repressing and hiding their thoughts and feelings are most likely to be more depressed than those who admits they're depressed. I'm one of them cause I hate whining and I despise attention seeking. Fvck it. I'll just ugh. Go and sleep and hopefully I don't feel...
    sarasakun sarasakun 18-21, F Aug 26

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    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    ellcios ellcios 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Today my forest is dark.

    The trees are sad and butterflies have broken wings.
    crescentsun crescentsun 31-35, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 10 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I have returned to Experience Project

    after a long absence. I have battled depression most of my life, but the last few months have been even worse. My antidepressants stopped working, and nothing excites me or interests me any more. I never get the opportunity to do fun things any more. My lease on my apartment...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    This lack of appetite thing is really

    frustrating. I hardly ever want to eat anything anymore. I'll get hungry still but food is so unappealing to me. Sometimes thinking about eating food makes me feel nauseous even, depending on what it is. I still make myself eat regularly because I don't want to starve myself but...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I think I lost a friend

    and if so it's my fault. Won't get into why. I did apologize, but I still feel awful. Live and learn. 😢
    lonelytwilite lonelytwilite 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 63 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    Some of you will know about my love affair with

    apples..an affair that has lasted nigh on 25 years. An "old" (now departed RIP)friend used to call me Adrienne Oliver (thanks Agatha Christie)due to the madness (called scattiness) and presence of apples everywhere I travel. Anyway-after another night of searing Apple related...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 15 Responses Jul 26

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    I finally was able to sleep good

    for the first time in a long time and woke up to find my cute little terrier Spot dead I keep thinking it is my fault I should have heard him yelping for help. But I heard nothing I am the worst dog owner ever could not protect one little dog. My head is in a dark place right...
    aurawolf999 aurawolf999 22-25, F a week ago

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    I hereby confess I failed to appreciate the

    true value of every single moment until it all became a memory. Missing every single moment of joy and true bliss. Memories that never wane.
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Before silence become eloquent I wish I could

    sleep, Before shadows get alive I wish I could sleep, Before those lurking memories get closer I wish I could sleep, Before the requiem gets louder I wish I could sleep, And to be in that slumber Till it is no more dark Till it is safe again, Save me from myself I am on prowl.
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    Today is the 4th anniversary of my grandsons

    death. it hurts to be reminded
    Sadjak Sadjak 51-55, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    AdolfHipster15 AdolfHipster15 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 11

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Yet again I've pushed someone away with my over

    thinking, oh someone just give me an award! My problem is when I talk face to face with someone, I read them if that makes sense. Then I assume what they are or their intentions and most of the time I am right but it pushes people away because they think I'm crazy. That's sorta...
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    I miss my boyfriend :( I texted him

    but I am waiting for him to response. I love him, and he loves me, it is hard because we are in a long distance relationship.
    berryferry123 berryferry123 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    so finally...mum said she hates me.

    ...and i can see that in her eyes too...the only person in the world i live for now hates me...i am just a bloody burden to her whos responsibilities she has to bore....i hate myself even more now...i live for my mum...her dreams...her happiness...i can't even imagine of hurting...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 26

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I feel like there's nothing I can do about my

    mental/emotional situation, so that makes me miserable and then all I can do is talk about how miserable I am all the time and then that just makes me feel guilty and like I'm a crybaby.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 22 Responses Mar 10

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    I miss my boyfriend :(,

    today he didn't text me. I can't stop thinking about him. I love him so much and he does too. We text everyday, but today he didn't :(
    berryferry123 berryferry123 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I'm really sad . I have been

    for awhile ... I've been masking it. I haven't been cutting although I really want to . I miss the control. Relief .
    ebonylove19 ebonylove19 18-21, F a week ago

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    Well, thats the understatement of the century.

    And whats worse, I have nobody to blame but me. I cant keep my trap shut, not can I hold something to myself. I drive away people, always. I was in a relationship, for 4 years. I was loyal, stupid and caring. I never doubted too much, forgave everything, all lies. Never...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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