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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 13 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    AnonymousBetter AnonymousBetter 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 27 Responses Mar 10

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    My aunts dog who I was very close to died on

    Friday I spent the day in my room
    Jonathan2all Jonathan2all 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I keep having memories of the old times.

    It has been hard to talk to other people. I keep ending up seperating myself from others. I'm sorry I haven't been online.
    DiaryOfMine DiaryOfMine 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 62 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I hate people who ask

    if you're in college or new one if you work full time. I work part time, but I cover shifts too. When this lady I worked with asked and I told her I'm not in college yet and I work part time she said "oh not that serious" and I think she meant it as rude as it sounds. Why is it...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Everytime I look outside the window,

    I'm thinking about life and how happy so many people pretend to be but inside they are dying
    lilbiatch lilbiatch 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    And they were smiling.

    For the first time in 4 years, I saw her smile - they smiled together. Benighted by a deep blue light, the ethereal umber pigment of their faces was illuminated by a saccharine sunset orange, and I was smiling. For 3 minutes, all was well.
    Dreambrother Dreambrother 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Englishgirl98 Englishgirl98 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have DID disorder and some other mental

    problems and it makes me very sad that people who you really trust and keep telling you "I will always be there for you" all disappear the moment things get difficult. At the moment I'm admitted in a clinic in a group for young people with personality problems but to see that...
    Celasta Celasta 18-21, F a week ago

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    Desvedia Desvedia 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    I just saw my Grandpa in the hospital

    and I started to cry it's so hard to see him the condition he's in
    relapsing14 relapsing14 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I've never had a gang of my own

    or a group of friends I could just hang out with. This one thought alone drives me nuts. Makes me feel depressed and suicidal. I've been so alone that now I feel my life is incomplete. I want this thing so bad, I'm ready to make sacrifices.
    LoquaciousBelle LoquaciousBelle 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 8 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    Sometimes I think I just try to hard in here.

    .I know I'm one old guy no one wants to chat with.. šŸ˜„šŸ˜„
    mckddy mckddy 36-40, M a week ago

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    SabiDarrio SabiDarrio 18-21, F Mar 22

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    The other day my fiance's coworker left work to

    go to the hospital and get her pregnancy checked out. She was in a lot of pain throughout the day and then started bleeding. She's been on my mind the last couple days. Last night he was supposed to work with her and said he was going to see how she was doing. As soon as he...
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. šŸ˜”šŸ’™
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11, 2014

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    I brought so much pain into your life baby

    They give you hate and control i cant stay i must let you go because i love you to much you need fam and friends and love by sorry I no all be hurt and lost gone
    Brokenminds Brokenminds 70+, M 1 day ago

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    Tried to rescue a bug.

    Hurt its wings tryimg. Got it outside. Set it down. And noticed ants.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 24

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    I am a mother of 2 wonderful babies.

    But I am broke I cant pay all my bills and unsure what to do. I have a business that's going down hill. I am starting to sell mirandasteiner.Le-Vel.com, but cant find anyone to sell to nor I don't know how to spread it over the internet. Augh not to sure what else to say. First...
    mandi253 mandi253 18-21 4 days ago

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    Today was a very bad day,

    I live in Kabul capital of Afghanistan its where I'm from but today something very bad happened and made me so sad, a young woman killed by a mob in Kabul on an apparently false charge, her name was Farkhunda, accused the woman of burning a copy of the Koran. a mob largely made...
    RomalAtif RomalAtif 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 11

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    I can't talk to him until monday,

    and that makes me sad bc I miss him
    lilbiatch lilbiatch 16-17, F Mar 19

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    jus need some support.

    . tired of ppl hurting me.. I have lot to say.. but it ain't coming out... jus feeling heavy and am a loser
    trueman3v trueman3v 16-17, M Mar 21

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    I'm sorry I'm just having my first bad drink

    experience alone and I feel like crying. Is there anyone who wouldn't mind listening to me whine and complain for a few? I feel like I just need to vent.
    Polyurethane1 Polyurethane1 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    Today I have to go to school with a cold!

    !! I am mad and sad about this and I feel awful I wish I could stay home and relax but no I can't!!! I'm sitting in my room dressed for school but don't want to go
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F Mar 23

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    The dreams that I once chased

    as they floated beyond my grasp have fallen down around my feet in ash. I try to gather them up, but they're limp in my fingers. Once so fickle and cheeky, they are now fated to fall from my fingers. I feel compelled to build something from the ghosts of inspiration that...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 Response 5 days ago

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    omg i lost my ******* pick

    that my mom has bought for me,i feel so bad..i know it's nothing special but like everyday i show her no respect.i don't know why i feel so bad it's 3 am and i can't sleep because of that ******* pick.. i'm gonna go find it now i'll ******* go outside now looking for it in the...
    forkinyoureye forkinyoureye 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    I am new here still. But very happy about all

    of the good advice I am getting from the EPers. I am currently dealing with trying to get over my best friend whom I am in love with. I cant talk to anyone I know about this.
    WhatsMymofoName WhatsMymofoName 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    thus2 thus2 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    I've been so sad lately.

    I guess maybe it's because I've been around so much negativity lately. I hate being so sad because I tend to overthink a lot when i do. I hope the negativity will go down some at home because it's driving me crazy and making me really upset and sad..
    mclovin31321 mclovin31321 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    my boyfriend broke up with me

    and we hade been together for a long time for like 5months and i am haveing family problems i am soo depressed
    elenabriones elenabriones 16-17, F 3 days ago

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