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I Am Sad

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    Yet again I've pushed someone away with my over

    thinking, oh someone just give me an award! My problem is when I talk face to face with someone, I read them if that makes sense. Then I assume what they are or their intentions and most of the time I am right but it pushes people away because they think I'm crazy. That's sorta...
    MariexOkay MariexOkay 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    Today is the 4th anniversary of my grandsons

    death. it hurts to be reminded
    Sadjak Sadjak 51-55, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    I miss my boyfriend :( I texted him

    but I am waiting for him to response. I love him, and he loves me, it is hard because we are in a long distance relationship.
    berryferry123 berryferry123 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 63 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    When everybody got a bae

    but you šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ #LonelyBitch
    LoveEverMore LoveEverMore 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I think I lost a friend

    and if so it's my fault. Won't get into why. I did apologize, but I still feel awful. Live and learn. šŸ˜¢
    lonelytwilite lonelytwilite 51-55, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am just crying my eyes out

    as I write. I feel so empty inside.... Why was I born? Why would I have been chosen to live such a life?! I hate myself!!!! My dad came in my room, as usual. That disgusting, scumbag of him!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! He did me... but he was so slow and gentle and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Jul 23

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    I'm really sad . I have been

    for awhile ... I've been masking it. I haven't been cutting although I really want to . I miss the control. Relief .
    ebonylove19 ebonylove19 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I miss my boyfriend :(,

    today he didn't text me. I can't stop thinking about him. I love him so much and he does too. We text everyday, but today he didn't :(
    berryferry123 berryferry123 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't believe things wilk get better

    for me. But i cant let people know that. I have to pretend that everything is okay. Ive grown tired of everything and just dont know what to feel or what to do. I felt so happy yesterday but today i feel hopeless.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm staying in a city away from home

    and my bestfriend and my mom and my dog for a school program. I'm spending all my free time sleeping and being alone. I've started watching Dexter and it's sad that this serial killer character has similar dissociative thoughts that I do. I don't have the bloodlust, and I'm not...
    atticusfinch5 atticusfinch5 18-21, T Aug 24

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    I'm not happy right now

    but at the same time im beginning to see that im clinging to the idea of him because i dont believe i will find anyone else. In the end it was me with the problem. I knew from the start that i did not love him. He was nice to me, handsome and funny. But thats not enough. It...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 17

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    I hereby confess I failed to appreciate the

    true value of every single moment until it all became a memory. Missing every single moment of joy and true bliss. Memories that never wane.
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    so finally...mum said she hates me.

    ...and i can see that in her eyes too...the only person in the world i live for now hates me...i am just a bloody burden to her whos responsibilities she has to bore....i hate myself even more now...i live for my mum...her dreams...her happiness...i can't even imagine of hurting...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Dr. Wayne Dyer passed away.

    Sad for us but he looked forward to the next level.
    Jimbobclacy Jimbobclacy 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Life is kicking me in the heart!

    My mother who is ill. My sister did not tell me she was ill and in the hospital, due to her hate for me. My dearest friend, OldMountainMan here, who is dying of cancer. He won't be coming home from the hospital. I am heading back to my home area to be with them. To see what I...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 19 Responses Jul 28

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    AdolfHipster15 AdolfHipster15 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    I feel like there's nothing I can do about my

    mental/emotional situation, so that makes me miserable and then all I can do is talk about how miserable I am all the time and then that just makes me feel guilty and like I'm a crybaby.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    My parents indirectly keep me from getting the

    mental healthcare I need. It started senior year of high school when I became suicidal for the first time in my life. It was due to a mixture of painful anxiety, moving stress, depression, and backlash from horrible things that I experienced during my psychosis at my old house...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 10 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses May 15

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    Before silence become eloquent I wish I could

    sleep, Before shadows get alive I wish I could sleep, Before those lurking memories get closer I wish I could sleep, Before the requiem gets louder I wish I could sleep, And to be in that slumber Till it is no more dark Till it is safe again, Save me from myself I am on prowl.
    anathema09 anathema09 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I WISH MY BROTHER WAS A LOT NICER THEN HE IS

    THE HURTS ME A LOT AND NO ONE CARES AND ALL I HAVE DONE FOR HIM
    Jkatcrazykat Jkatcrazykat 70+, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 14 Responses Mar 14

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    I was browsing around on YouTube last night

    when I found an extremely terrifying video of a massive explosion that erupted in Tianjin, China. It happened on August 12 this year. This happened around two weeks ago. I am shocked by the magnitude of this explosion. So many people died and many others were injured by it. I...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M Aug 24

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    I feel bad because i saw someone today

    when i was volunteering. he was my freshman gym teacher, track coach, and bowling coach. i quit both bowling and track middle season because i was going through alot. and then i got expelled from school and he wrote a letter to the court judge to help me out and i never saw him...
    SarahsEP SarahsEP 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 22 Responses Mar 10

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    I thought I knew better,

    but I was wrong. Months ago I had found out a friend lied. Fast forward to now, and I found out by accident this time that my same friend lied again. Will I ever learn? I hope so. :/
    lonelytwilite lonelytwilite 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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