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I Am Sad

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    Tito19 Tito19 31-35, M Jul 25

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Still waiting for that little something to

    happen to find the right person to fill in my life with some emotions ..true emotions as a gay person its the hardest thing ...
    typic1990 typic1990 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    emmaraelynn emmaraelynn 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    I hate the feeling where you try everything you

    can to help someone but you just end up falling on your face and do more damage than good.
    jasonthesnowflake jasonthesnowflake 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    "I love a girl, she loves me too

    but now she afraid of me! She felt I'm harassing her. All things went wrong. All those 365 days which looks like heaven turned into hell." Everything messed up. Nothing without your love. Its me a Emo Dexter. šŸ˜²
    dexterdev96 dexterdev96 18-21, M Jul 26

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    India lost a great leader,

    the best example for human life. The missile man a great scientist Mr A P J Abdhul kalam passed away
    vikvicky vikvicky 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    "I'm not sure if I'm depressed.

    I mean, I'm not sad but I'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh, smile and joke during the day, but sometimes when I'm alone at night I forget how to feel".
    Pinaybarbie Pinaybarbie 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 66 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    my best and only friend was supposed to

    accompany me to this trip for a week and the day before we leave i find out she cant because tim hortons wont let her have an extra two days off.
    nsfwtbh nsfwtbh 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses May 15

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    Some of you will know about my love affair with

    apples..an affair that has lasted nigh on 25 years. An "old" (now departed RIP)friend used to call me Adrienne Oliver (thanks Agatha Christie)due to the madness (called scattiness) and presence of apples everywhere I travel. Anyway-after another night of searing Apple related...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 17 Responses Jul 26

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    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F a week ago

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    So I thought I was doing ok,

    I've been so busy this week and happy at work that I haven't really had time to think! Until now, I know I shouldn't but I was looking at my exs fb with him and his new girlfriend and it just makes me sad! I feel like they have won! They appear to be happy and I am the one who...
    Lani89 Lani89 26-30, F 9 Responses Jul 26

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I hate it when my jeans

    that fit so nicely at my legs feel loose at my waist .
    Lysa45 Lysa45 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 23 Responses Mar 10

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    I am extremely sad as we have fought

    and now I am outside. I want to make her up and I don't want to make her up too. I am tired of these daily fights...Sometimes I want to run away very far but I cant dare that...Anyone else is also very sad at this moment?
    want66 want66 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I'm getting bad again

    and I'm not sure how I'm going to pull myself back up
    scaredscarlet scaredscarlet 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Today I had to go to the book store cause my

    aunt told me to. I went to get a new book. My Aunt give me money for the bus, but I had my own money for the book. So I went and got one book and some pens. Once I got home my Aunt was sleeping so I just went to my room, and I went on YouTube. Later a couple of hours pass. I...
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    I am feeling ready sad

    and alone today... I wish I could just disappear
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    Should have gone criminal.

    Removed dad. Done time. No different than being too nice. Convicts are as screwed as disabled. And vets are treated just as bad.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 25

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 10 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    SarahsEP SarahsEP 18-21, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    I sent a message to an EP user called Dmcphee

    and he asked me for a photo of my face and I sent him the photo. Then he blocked me and now I feel so :(/)-&@ ugly :'(
    dmontemayor dmontemayor 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 25

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    I'm in this weird kind of place

    where I feel alone and so lonely, all my friends are getting into relationships! I feel like I want to because I feel lonely (not that I even meet anyone anymore) but another part of me doesn't feel ready! I'm so confused.
    Lani89 Lani89 26-30, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    Life is kicking me in the heart!

    My mother who is ill. My sister did not tell me she was ill and in the hospital, due to her hate for me. My dearest friend, OldMountainMan here, who is dying of cancer. He won't be coming home from the hospital. I am heading back to my home area to be with them. To see what I...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 14 Responses a week ago

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 11

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    eccentricpython eccentricpython 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 25

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    I am just crying my eyes out

    as I write. I feel so empty inside.... Why was I born? Why would I have been chosen to live such a life?! I hate myself!!!! My dad came in my room, as usual. That disgusting, scumbag of him!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! He did me... but he was so slow and gentle and...
    redlipscandy redlipscandy 18-21, F 18 Responses Jul 23

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 3 Responses