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I Am Sad

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    Just A Little

    It's a saturday night. I bought my sister a ticket to go and see a favourite teenage band of her's tonight. She's had a really good day out with a close friend. My best friend is in France for his birthday. My husband has been asleep and running around after other people all day...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 23 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Why am I always so sad

    when I see him on Wednesdays? I should be over this by now. I want nothing to do with him. Yet, it seems like he is moving on just fine and even is talking to a girl, she gives him rides back to the apartment like I used to. Why does this bother me? I'm sick and tired of these...
    Maihowl Maihowl 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    jhastme jhastme 18-21, F 11 Responses Sep 6

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    beltran beltran 16-17, F Oct 12

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    thus2 thus2 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    when all you have is your JOB!

    to keep you living but then you have no idea when to start because of all the visa processing. i am alone in a foreign country and i don't have anyone to depend, i am worried because i am running out of money and i have bills to pay. i just want to start working so i can start...
    sheiszahra sheiszahra 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    How come i always cry over my ex

    when its been 12 months? I always do this its hard to stop i miss him but im happy with my relationship now idk whats wrong with me why am i even here
    Fuckthehaters69 Fuckthehaters69 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    Someone hand me a bottle of pills,

    or a ******* knife . So sick of this **** .
    Haii6130 Haii6130 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    So just recently I've been really confused

    about certain things. I have a good friend who's a virgin and I can just see a sadness to him. I want to help him :( doubt anything I do would help anyway
    drinksandflowers drinksandflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31

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    I have been sad for a month now.

    More sadder then usual. why? I keep remembering my ex. I cry everytime I do. I mean i never really wanted to break up, but it was the type of situation where it was better if we did... just now everytime that I think of all the good memories he and I had I start to cry, and I...
    mangadrawer12321 mangadrawer12321 13-15, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    it just seems that all of my friends seem to be

    offline so I have to go it alone :(
    sissybritt sissybritt 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Always late at night it hits me like a sucker

    punch to the face pain lost and trouble future life can be hard on many souls and great to others I still don't get it meh
    yourtwist yourtwist 31-35, M Oct 11

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 36-40, F 33 Responses Sep 18

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    Well, I just had to break off a seven year

    friendship. I know, people have said "why break it off when you have put so much time into it?" Well, it got to where we fought more than we had good times. I had a constant feeling of dread that something bad was going to happen. It always did. For no reason this so called...
    IAMNUTSFORFREDDY IAMNUTSFORFREDDY 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I had to say goodbye to someone I loved very

    much the other day. My aunt lost her battle with cancer. I'm happy that she's out of pain. But I miss her so dearly. I just hope that her and my father are reunited again. And that she is happier there than she was here. Because all she kept saying is that she was ready to go be...
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Wish I was pretty . So tired of being ugly

    and unwanted . Nobody wants an ugly self conscious good for nothing . šŸ˜žšŸ˜žšŸ˜ž
    Haii6130 Haii6130 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 13

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    I love this guy and the feeling is mutual,

    but we are not dating. But yeah he talks a lot about my body, which I don't like. I think he juz wants me bcuz of how hot my body is I told him what I felt today. He is not happy and said his first gf oso say so. He said he don love a girl juz bcuz of her body. And yeah so...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 12

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    Idk i'm really upset rn just soo much on my

    mind :( Its really hard staying strong for me
    cute4me cute4me 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    forevertrue123 forevertrue123 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 11

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    Wish I was never born.

    I ******* hate living. I hate looking in the mirror, I hate being me.
    katstho katstho 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 7

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 8 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I'm really sad and depressed I want to kill my

    self, there's no point on life!! Because of what just happened I'm worthless and lonely! Why did my fish have to drown!!! He was innocent!!!
    endureandsmile endureandsmile 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 14

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    Everything is falling apart

    and I don't know what to do. I am avoiding all my friends and nobody seems to care anymore. I am just sad all the times and I only am by myself. I feel like everything is just... Gone.
    truthtobetold truthtobetold 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    Xcinderella Xcinderella 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I am a sadist. I have made

    that known. I have feelings. I know that. I do not need people telling me otherwise. They think they know what every sadist is like. There are different levels of how sadistic someone is. Don't you see? I have feelings. I feel many things. I cry. I get pissed off. I feel happy...
    CharMinji CharMinji 13-15, F Oct 13

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. šŸ˜”šŸ’™
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11

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    The Weight Of Sadness

    I'm sad. Not the sit around feeling sorry for yourself sad. Not the self-pity type of sad. Not the cry-all-the-time sad. Not even the on-the-verge-of-tears sad. Nor the I-forgot-how-to-laugh-and-smile sad It's not the sad that breaks your heart, for there is nothing left to break...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 11 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I'm so done trying. Nobody is ever going to

    like me, why even try anymore.
    Madi1000 Madi1000 13-15, F 12 Responses Sep 26

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    I hate life. I hate the media

    for making me hate life
    katstho katstho 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    I feel so numb. So empty lately.

    I just wanna curl up all day and watch stupid fing netflix. Not eating or drinking anything. I am that tragic kid. That lost her mom at a young age. I think it was young.... I feel empathy and no empathy at the same time to those who lost their parents at my age or younger. I...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 25

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    So many children, regardless of age,

    are being abused by their parents and there is nothing we can do about it. I wish I could save everyone of them and show them what true love looks like.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    Hurt

    That moment when you feel like your heart has a massive hole and you can feel every ounce of blood pumping and the tears run from your eyes.. They don't fall because it hurt you and realizing that things will never be the same again.
    FinnyFunny FinnyFunny 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    meunfortunately meunfortunately 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    it just seems that all of my friends seem to be

    offline so I have to go it alone :( do I?
    sissybritt sissybritt 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I try my hardest to be a positive person

    and to have positive thoughts but I just can't. The sadness that is inside me seems to never go away. Bad memories over empower the good ones and they swarm my mind, especially at night. I feel like it's draining the life out of me.
    destanym16 destanym16 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 7

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    : I hate getting close to people ,

    bc in the end everyone always leaves . šŸ˜”
    Haii6130 Haii6130 18-21, F 12 Responses Sep 9

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    Is it bad to miss someone

    so much that you cry when you see their favourite colour ?
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    How can you have someone make you

    so happy, but also make you so miserable. God dammit.
    Alayjahndro Alayjahndro 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    tjnt88 tjnt88 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    I'm so envious of anyone

    who has either a best friend, teacher, friend, parent, sibling, pet, of just a person/pet they can have a heart-to-heart with. I act like I'm alright bottling everything inside, and hiding behind this serious demeanour I've created, but really, I'm hurting and I wish I had...
    Haii6130 Haii6130 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 8

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    This story is about my dog Skippy.

    You will think this story is pathetic and it sounds like a made up bad movie. It's very difficult for me to accept what my life was at times. Writing it out has been my psycho active therapy and I do that here on EP Don't like it? Don't read it. I appreciate the fact that...
    LastofmyKind LastofmyKind 26-30, F Oct 9

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    I'm very sad to what I have endured at hotel du

    vin Brighton in ship street I was given a job in housekeeping by a nice lady who was the director of hotel du vin Brighton but as soon as I started working there I realised that I was being persecuted by the head housekeeper who sounds like that she hates Asian people .she is...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 15 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    ...because my banana broke off.

    ..bye yummy banana...
    brooklyn18 brooklyn18 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15

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    I get called "Ungrateful,

    Worthless, Imperfect, Not Good Enough." I think.... They're right. Then, I think how many times I've already said that to myself.
    Brookiecookie2000 Brookiecookie2000 13-15, F 9 Responses Sep 2

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    I hate my mom right now she can be the biggest

    B of all time. I'm so sick of her, she's is so nasty and rude to me. She is fine when i am not depressed but when I am she is so blaming and rude and bitchy with me I can't stand her
    katstho katstho 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I Did It To Myself

    Yeah, I got my hopes up. But it's because you made me feel like I could. I thought it was safe. I am not what you want. You don't think I'm ready, I need time for myself....Hmmm I have heard that before..yup about 3 months ago.  If I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2009