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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    Pain let's you know that your alive,

    but sometimes I'd rather feel nothing at all ;((
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 9 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I really don't think I can do this.

    Sigh. So many people are depending on me. I'm tired of this.
    zerokun zerokun 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    The other day my fiance's coworker left work to

    go to the hospital and get her pregnancy checked out. She was in a lot of pain throughout the day and then started bleeding. She's been on my mind the last couple days. Last night he was supposed to work with her and said he was going to see how she was doing. As soon as he...
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 25 Responses Mar 10

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    I'm so jealous of his girl.

    .. They are having a break but he wants them to get back together........ Not to be nasty, but I hope it doesn't work out so good so he will actually recognize me 😐 but I want him to be happy so I do want it to work!?!?!?! So many mixed emotions
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    So, Konami has officially cancelled Silent

    Hills. :/ They are pulling the playable teaser off the PlayStation store as of today. Definitely a bummer, because after the last Silent Hill game, the world needed one that didn't suck so badly haha. Oh well. Maybe someday!
    sorceroussymbiote sorceroussymbiote 26-30, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    So my best friend just told me she has

    depression because of stress, and I didn't know what to say cause I haven't told anyone about my counselling and I feel like she has a real reason to have depression whereas mines just because I hate myself. I don't know what to do because I want to tell her what's going on with...
    Englishgirl98 Englishgirl98 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I got bullied in high school .

    now in college . i forgot all about it . i started to think "**** them " . i forgot all the bad memories . but for some reason lately I have been having nightmares about it . its like my mind doesnt want me to forget it .
    devilgirl123zombie devilgirl123zombie 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    I am really sad for what is happening in gaza!

    ! I imagine myself the mother of those children who are dying everyday bombed in their home! This is really unbearable!! :(((((
    Andalousia Andalousia 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 10, 2014

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    MariexOkay MariexOkay 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    My parents must have gotten into a fight.

    . My mom was sitting in the living room with her pillows. I don't even know why they're still together, all they do is argue and pretend everything's okay.
    RyleeFTM RyleeFTM 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    My mistake was trying to be a candle

    for others before I have a light to shine on myself.
    ruthm ruthm 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Tools and land could get many off of disability

    pay. But nohhhhh Society needs bags to kick. And patch.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    Was having fun. Climbing a hill.

    Then saw enemy camp. And a life of pain found hit me.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    People like me get sad.

    Reach out for help. Get put on meds in america. Get pay for food. Get worse on meds. Get called deluded. Get protection taken from us. Get pushed to try more bad meds. Become locked up for speaking. But society says we are deluded.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I think I can't spend another minute

    in the "system." I want to get out. School is causing me to rot away from the inside out. The stress exacerbates my symptoms a great deal. I am generally unhappy. The thought of having to deal with this for another decade as I face grad school, then post doc is terrifying to me...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    under the jokes , the smiles ,

    the layers of my soul that i carry everyday , i figured out that im a very sad and mean person ..
    missmonday missmonday 18-21 3 days ago

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    Matthew calls me every night,

    but he hasn't called yet. :( :( :(
    abi12345678910 abi12345678910 16-17 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm so jealous of his girl.

    .. They are having a break but he wants them to get back together........ Not to be nasty, but I hope it doesn't work out so good so he will actually recognize me 😐 but I want him to be happy so I do want it to work!?!?!?! So many mixed emotions
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    thus2 thus2 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 26

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    Normally because of my anxiety,

    I like to be alone. Especially after a tragic event back in January. But all of a sudden tonight it just hit me. I feel lonely for the first time this year. For the first time in nearly a year. And it's weird. I want a boyfriend. I want to be in love. I'm homeschooled so I'm not...
    HazzaBoo HazzaBoo 16-17, F Apr 28

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    http://www.experienceproject.

    com/question-answer/What-Should-A-Parent-Be-And-Why/4846005 We all know what we are supposed to be. But let the wealthy stress us. Deadlines. Quotas. Growing bills. And they get large tax breaks. Plus are exempt from program taxes. That care for workers. And...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M a week ago

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Playing music at long term care in the hospital?

    It's a hard thing to do. But the last thing to go is the sense of sound :')
    Desvedia Desvedia 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 5, 2014

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    The pain of being knowing.

    In a world that loves their delusions. Is worse than pierced. Or shot. Or giving birth. Or tossed on cacti.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 26

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. 😔💙
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11, 2014

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    Cant afford a sanctuary.

    Or a job. Or needed tools. Or healing. But am still breathing. And trying. Because pals love my mind.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I feel like I always say the wrong thing I

    feel like I am always a second option to people I feel like I am not good enough I feel like no matter how much I try it is not worth trying I feel like I am just extending my own pain I feel sad within I feel helpless I feel like the one thing I want, will never happen
    migglesmining migglesmining 22-25, M 5 days ago