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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    So once I finish summer session our parents are

    taking us on "vacation." Except it's not really a vacation. Vacations are times to relax and do fun things. Our only "vacations" lately are to go visit our grandparents on the other side of the country, and visit with the rest of the family too. Which doesn't sound so bad, I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    They got it all. Two trailers.

    Gold hunting gear. Cooking gear. They bullied me legally. A disabled adult. Homeless. Seeking health in nature. Should have hurt them all. And removed dad from earth. Evil pigs.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I know that I always like older man.

    So was in a relationship with one twice of my age,I'm 18,he's 37.He dumped me because he said I was too immature.He only used me for sex.
    Leigh8 Leigh8 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm only a teen but I've been noticing this

    year I've been getting very rude and angry. I just can't control myself. I'll list why. 1) Culture clash - I can't do what I want without being judged. I'm constantly shamed if I want to hangout with a friend (which I barely do) for lunch. They'll be like, eat lunch here. No...
    AriannaMariee AriannaMariee 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 7

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    just tired of being sad all the time.

    exhausting... just want to sleep this off and been like this for some time
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I had a good older friend on here

    and we used to have nice chats and now his account is deleted. If the person in question sees this from a new account or just by looking on without an account, you know who you are. I'm sorry I hadn't gotten to talk to you for a while and I hope you know I never will forget you...
    MyFriendPug MyFriendPug 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    like its hurting in my chest can't breath kind.

    and I have to take deep breathes to control my tears. sucks
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    Farmmaid Farmmaid 41-45, F 14 Responses May 15

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 68 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    UnderTheSleeves UnderTheSleeves 13-15, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew I’d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    I still think of you sometimes.

    And sometimes i remeber the laughs and jokes we shared. Your cute smile and how deep my love was for you. I wanted you and to be with you forever. You acceptef even tthe worst of me and yet i still felt rejected. I felt as if you were a lie and that deep down you were lo nging...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Jun 20

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    One thing about trying to help others I haven't

    developed the detachment from the pain and suffering. Many of us are financial poor. I am blessed to have people who lived through world wars and global depression. Our greed and blindness is leading us to something that's worse than all of that yet we don't wake up to it and...
    equusrider equusrider 56-60, M 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    I don't ******* understand.

    . Most of my friends know that I've been trying to lose weight. I've made healthier choices, stopped midnight snacks, cut from 4 sodas a day to 1 and I thought I went down ten lbs! That's what the scale said! I check again today and now it says I'm back at that weight.. Idk if...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    That pain in your chest

    when you know that you're just their second option, or maybe the last option they have. When that person doesn't care about your feelings, doesn't care you're reaching out for theirs. When you have to accept your condition and truth you'll face sooner. I wish my heart...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I need something to do with myself.

    No one is around during the summer. I just sit in the apartment alone all day with my schoolwork for company. Sometimes I walk through the city to go places.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So the sex drive kicks in

    and the cycle begins. First thought. I want them. The ones who hurt me back then. Second thought. Bad!! Shame!! You shouldn't want them they were evil!! Then anxiety. What if they heard that I wanted them?? Are they going to come back?? Are they going to hurt me again...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My mum saved a young little bird from a cat -

    now we have a dying bird on our hands. It's gonna die of shock regardless, hence why I always tell people to just walk away and let the cat do its business. It's nature, we can't deny nature & now we have this bird that's gonna die anyway and it's gonna be sad now although it...
    blvckhvart blvckhvart 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    headphones broke music is my one way of coping

    and now i cant its gonna be a long day
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Jun 23

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    somedays i find im in a bad mood

    and a bad mood that just doesn't seem to want to go away i know im depressed but now i feel like im just sad and i dont like it
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I'm miserable and all I can talk about

    and all I can think about is how miserable I am. I'm just stuck. I do not like my life. I do not like my life. It just repeats over and over in my head like a broken tape recorder.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 20

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Christopher Poindexter couldn't have said

    that better;"..All I want, All I've ever wanted, since the bones in me began to grow, is to know love, and for love, too, to know me."Today is just one of those days where I feel completely hopeless and sad. I said it once before, that I work in an open plan office and that...
    JaneD22 JaneD22 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    i don't want to be reminded

    that I turn 17 tomorrow. I don't want to be reminded that I made it through another year. I just want my best friend back. It hurts so badly. At least I don't feel numb anymore. Now I have a burning sensation through out my body. I was hoping for everything to get better. Instea...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wish our brain could block out memories we

    don't like. I know if the memories are traumatizing they can be blocked out, but I just want the small ones, the sad little small memories need to leave my mind...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 6 Responses May 26

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    my life has taken an awful turn!

    it hurts to feel like a nobody and an outcast because the only people that is truly supposed to love you has casted you away like you don't matter.I want to be apart of a family,hear the words I love you and be motivation to be the best I can.this world has bring me nothing but...
    Deathwish2015 Deathwish2015 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 21

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 8 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    i dont know why am here .

    .. i just wonder when i review my entire life its wow ... but time never remains the same ... i was just like a person with no reson to disappoint from life .. but time made me a person have no reson to live the life ... those days were good but when i remember them my eyes...
    Desier Desier 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Rankings. http://youtu.

    be/T8UqdPKbpWM http://youtu.be/rsL6mKxtOlQ http://youtu.be/ZPHSXUS0_1c
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 20

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...