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I Am Sad

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 17 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    All of It

    You called me up at 1:30 this morning, so drunk you were repeating yourself over and over.  I love you too.  You can't just "unlove" someone, especially someone you write songs for after fifteen years.  Oh *****, you've had an ankle bracelet on for five...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 17 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    You never know the deep sadness

    and internal struggles of others..Even when it's seemingly hidden with humor. RIP Robin Williams. šŸ˜”šŸ’™
    myblumoon myblumoon 31-35, F Aug 11, 2014

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    When somebody tells you

    that you always mess everything up, your worthless, and they hate you all the time. You kinda start to believe it
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 12 Responses Jul 18, 2014

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    RickaylaBeard RickaylaBeard 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    What causes rage. Sadness.

    Loss. Injustice. Lies. Greedy rulers. Bad laws. So much sadness. And nothing in society changes. Because greedy foks profit from pills. And prisons.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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    So here's how I'm feeling

    now . I'm 17 . Only had one serious relationship . One that I thought would last forever . But no. Guys she was perfect . But she cheated on me because I wasn't the best bf for a week . I stuck around for you when you almost gave up on me for the dumbest things . I tried to be...
    GiovanniHernandez GiovanniHernandez 22-25, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    Bm

    I can't tell you, how many ways that I've sat and viewed my life today, but I can tell you I don't think that I can find an easier way So if I see you walking hand in hand in hand with a three armed man, you know I'll understand But you should have been in my shoes yesterday...
    beegirl92 beegirl92 22-25 4 Responses Sep 6, 2011

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    The pressure of making life decisions

    and trying to decide my future is too stressful and depressing. I should be honest with my self...there is no future.
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F Apr 12

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    I can't explain why but I just feel sad.

    Even though I'm okay on the outside, inside I'm riddled with sadness. *sad face* I wish my mom and dad were here... :(
    NeoxExor NeoxExor 22-25, M Apr 12

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    Shaved to look less crazy.

    Found the opposite is true.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I want to stop caring,

    to stop feeling so badly that you don't care.
    Amnjourney Amnjourney 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    Timothy4321 Timothy4321 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Bored. Enraged. Afraid.

    Sad. Distracted. Aroused. Afraid. Sad. Feel trapped. Cornered. Sad. Pointless. Bored. Wasting away due to jerks.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    Dealing with the bank.

    Trying to promote healing. And benevolence. Pointless.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M a week ago

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    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    Even my therapist gave up on me.

    She doesn't know what to do with me. She pushes back our appointments farther and farther because she wants me to get frustrated and drop her. I can't be helped. Anyone who has ever offered to help me leaves after a while because they can't manage it. I just feel really...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    thus2 thus2 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    Cards stacked against me.

    And against her. But they claim to care. Claim to be healthcare professionals. Backed by caring judges. And caring laws. Fokyn liars. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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    well I'm back... if anybody cared.

    .. well hit me up if u want to talk IG....
    TannerOscar TannerOscar 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 11

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    This morning were putting down one of our dogs

    down because she's severely diabetic. So it's gonna be rough today.
    cartoonfan4ever cartoonfan4ever 18-21, M 15 Responses Mar 14

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 13 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    I'm always sad. I try to be happy

    but it doesn't really work. I wish I didn't live here or have depression. It makes living so hard.
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My mum just got angry at me

    for telling her my brother bashes me
    Polygoner Polygoner 22-25, M 20 hrs ago

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    So I just watched "the angriest man in Brooklyn.

    " And I actually cried.. Like.. Idk.. I just really miss robin Williams :/
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    It saddens me to see

    so many people out there who live a horrible life, if I only I could change things for all of you I would in a blink of an eye. No one deserves to suffer and no one has the right to inflict pain on other people. So all those people out there who are facing life with hardships...
    CindereIIa CindereIIa 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2014

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    I have the dumbest reasons to be sad.

    First my crush is dating my best friend. Second, the characters dally and Johnny in the outsiders just died and I was crying in front of everyone and they made fun of me cuz they're fictional characters but I didn't care
    CindyisBored CindyisBored 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    why do ppl block someone

    when u talked before so nice and had a real good chat with each other ?? I really don't get it anymore
    goven99 goven99 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    The other day my fiance's coworker left work to

    go to the hospital and get her pregnancy checked out. She was in a lot of pain throughout the day and then started bleeding. She's been on my mind the last couple days. Last night he was supposed to work with her and said he was going to see how she was doing. As soon as he...
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    I dont know why, but i read a bunch of posts

    tonight on EP from the group " i am the other woman". It broke my heart on multiple levels. These situations rarely ever work out good, and lots of people get hurt. I do not judge as i've not walked a mile in their shoes, but i am sad and dissapointed for them, as ultimately...
    pittdaddy pittdaddy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I feel incomplete without her .

    It's funny if she had stayed I have big faith we could have Been each other's soulmates . I feel like dying . I wanna give up .
    GiovanniHernandez GiovanniHernandez 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    So my grandpa died on the 31st

    and yesterday was his funeral and it was super hard to deal with I cried like 5 times ugh
    relapsing14 relapsing14 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 12

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    I wish there was at least one decent guy

    who would take the time to know me and love me for my personality and not just my looks..
    MarieMe21 MarieMe21 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 9 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I miss having a boyfriend

    that I could say sweet things to and I could say I love you to him. But since these past 2 weeks no guy is interested in me online or even real life. :/
    Annaambrose Annaambrose 16-17 4 Responses a week ago

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    There's nothing worse

    than being sad and cannot tell anyone about it.
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 62 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    :(. You know why. I'm sad.

    ...... Why ??? I don't get. It. :(
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    My dad came home a couple of weeks ago from

    being over seas. He has been gone 6 months. I finally came home from college to visit with my parents and then they go and visit my sister instead. There was no point in me coming home.
    Shirousa Shirousa 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 12

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    So it's pretty sad when someone you think values

    and cares about you just walks away or stops talking without closure. For someone like me, it makes me go back and question every word, encounter or if anything was ever real or if I was only used. Hmm, I have a lot more faith in people I think and sometimes my kindness and care...
    sweetartventure sweetartventure 31-35, F 26 Responses Mar 10

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    It's sad to think how fast time flies.

    Years pass by in a blink of an eye, and here I am going to enter the stage of adulthood soon. I still remember most of my childhood like it was yesterday, back when I was that naughty little kid that chases kittens and cats and force them to wear dresses made from plastics. That...
    cersea cersea 18-21, F 1 day ago

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