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    One of the ladies I support has been absent

    from program for the last two weeks. I have been asking for updates on her condition daily. Today my worries about her livelihood were confirmed. She's very ill and is currently being admitted into hospital. She has a rather large mass within her digestive system. It sounds...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 19, 2015

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    Here crying again... Why?

    I'll never understand why I'm always the one to go to when someone wants someone to bash on Mostly my own family I thought family is supposed to be someone that makes you happy and doesn't want to hurt you Well welcome to my fcked up life to where if you don't go to...
    SaltyMocoCx SaltyMocoCx 16-17, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    I sold both my MacBooks,

    my iPad Air, two iPhone 5s, and my PS3 for $3500 cash. I'll miss my babies but I can't really argue with this much cash... picture attached.
    SadnessTastesLikeBlueberries SadnessTastesLikeBlueberries 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm not feeling today

    for a lot of reasons. Like...I'm so sad to the point of my chest hurting. The first reason that I'm sad: tomorrow will mark a year of my mum's passing. The second reason that I'm sad (and it may be a stupid reason): 11 months ago, I met this guy. We quickly became friends. Like...
    thesilentchef thesilentchef 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I miss my bff Jake so.

    .. Need a friend
    Fastandfuriousman Fastandfuriousman 13-15, T Jan 25

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    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 7 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 17, 2015

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    Finally getting to type this

    after having been gone literally all day. I had a **** night, guys. Really bad. I don't know if things were really happening to me or if I was just experiencing a nasty flashback. I tried to tell myself it was a flashback, because I had gone to bed in a stressed out and sort...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 25

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    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 5 Responses May 15, 2014

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    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F Aug 11, 2014

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    Does anyone have those nights

    where you just lay in your bed and curl up in a ball, wrapped up in a blanket and you just cry? :(
    Foreverdeleted Foreverdeleted 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    I screwed my interview today gave

    so ****** answer for so ******* easy question I feel terribly sad and depressed šŸ˜©
    beautyndbeast beautyndbeast 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Someone said I must be very ugly

    because I chose to forgive my husband's cheating. :(
    KawaiiBlushingGlimmer KawaiiBlushingGlimmer 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    rn I feel very sad and it sucks no one can fill

    that whole in my heart. not even the guy I really miss rn. he's gone and there's no way it can work.
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    "If you're gonna let me down,

    let me down gently, don't pretend that you don't want me, our love ain't water under the bridge..." - Adele
    Naty73 Naty73 13-15, M Jan 24

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    never get too attached to someone

    unless u know that the person has the same feelings for u too one sided espectations destroys u mentally and breaks your soul apart
    blossomingangel blossomingangel 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 19

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    So life has just been falling into a downward

    spiral lately... My grades are horrible,my school is threatening me to kick me out,I have like two friends,and I don't have anyone close I can talk to about everything. I feel so sad and guilty but everyone still has the need to bully me. My sister yells at me and tells me that...
    RachelDare RachelDare 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I'm sad that beliefs can come between friends;

    even people who share a relatively common outlook on things. It's nobody's fault ... it's just..sad. Nothing more to say.
    splashUK2014 splashUK2014 46-50, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Some of you will know about my love affair with

    apples..an affair that has lasted nigh on 25 years. An "old" (now departed RIP)friend used to call me Adrienne Oliver (thanks Agatha Christie)due to the madness (called scattiness) and presence of apples everywhere I travel. Anyway-after another night of searing Apple related...
    GalateaSpheres GalateaSpheres 36-40, F 11 Responses Jul 26, 2015

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    I Am Sad.

    I am sad for me. And I am sad for you, too. I am sad that the earth is hurting, and so are her people. I am sad that corporations and government are synonymous. I am sad that millions of people have nothing to eat. I am sad that trees are being cut down every second. I am sad...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I'm Sorry My Sadness Makes You Uncomfortable

    I'm not "fine". I'm not even okay and I'm certainly not good. What's worse is that I haven't felt that I have the right to feel anything less than "okay". I have felt as if I don't have the right to feel sad. I have been shamed for feeling sad. I have been invalidated in such...
    WalterMighty WalterMighty 22-25 11 Responses Jul 10, 2013

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    I comb my mustache when my boyfriend

    bluemetalchingchong comes over
    SaltyMocaCx SaltyMocaCx 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    the lights are out there's no friend to tell

    all about your day. repeat the things you know there only things to tell yourself to feel okay
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel like I wear a mask I don't

    even know who the real me is. I feel like crying, this isn't who or even what I was supposed to be I'm not happy at all. I barely have friends, just because I have a smile face people think I'm happy or I instantly have no problems. I feel like screaming at them to fix me, I'm...
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    It's really painful feeling sad most of the

    time. Life is soo frustrating sometimes especially when you're suffering from things you can't control .
    MysticEmerald MysticEmerald 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    A gulp of sadness escaped me

    while reading the newspaper the other day. We look on and read of things which did not directly affect us. And still, that gulp of sadness escaped me, and I couldn't understand how horrible someone has to be to do such unmentionable things. Everyone's human, except the only...
    wanderquietly wanderquietly 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    There was no guy sitting under my Christmas

    tree this morning :( Santa didn't get me what I asked for :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    I am just crying my eyes out

    as I write. I feel so empty inside.... Why was I born? Why would I have been chosen to live such a life?! I hate myself!!!! My dad came in my room, as usual. That disgusting, scumbag of him!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!! He did me... but he was so slow and gentle and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Jul 23, 2015

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    I don't get why every guy who's attached to me

    lives far away and every guy that I'm attached to here doesn't talk to me or ignores me šŸ˜”šŸ’”
    HELLONWHEELZZ HELLONWHEELZZ 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I am deeply sad that 39 of my stories were

    removed from EP today. That is 39 incidents of thoughts and feelings (and excitement) that I shared. I never talked about anything illegal, was never gratuitous or vulgar, and my stories were about the thoughts and feelings I have about becoming more sexual as I turned 40...
    BBWand40 BBWand40 41-45, F 60 Responses Sep 18, 2014

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    My 81 year old grandpa died today.

    I'm kinda not surprised because he's been sick for so long but I'm still very sad about it. I didn't want him to die!!!
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 3 Responses Jan 26

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    The questions I ask don't show up in the Q/A

    anymore... *one tear falls* lol
    sassycookie sassycookie 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 9

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    I am experiencing a total loss of everything I

    used to love. My fiancée leaves with our daughter, whom I raised at home. then she called the ex-wife and told her to go pick up her daughter cause she was in danger. This happened more than a month ago and I still have not seen Kailynn and I have only seen Catie once. I...
    CannabisDad CannabisDad 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have spent most of today

    so far writing about the abuse I experienced in my old house. I feel the great need to write out all that I have been through. I don't think I want to share it online though. Whenever I wrote about it before I was always so vague. This served the purpose for me of being able...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Sometimes the people

    who look the happiest might be hiding behind the worst pain :(
    Whothehellcares1 Whothehellcares1 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    If someone really wanted you,

    they'd actually put some effort into trying to get your attention and make sacrifices for you. They wouldn't just tell you, they want you; they'd show you in every little way possible that they want you.
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13, 2015

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    Life is kicking me in the heart!

    My mother who is ill. My sister did not tell me she was ill and in the hospital, due to her hate for me. My dearest friend, OldMountainMan here, who is dying of cancer. He won't be coming home from the hospital. I am heading back to my home area to be with them. To see what I...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 18 Responses Jul 28, 2015

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    I carry a great amount of sadness within me,

    but I usually keep it buried and rarely take notice of it or let it show. I hope one day I can set it free when I have achieved what's necessarily and can live my life the way I want to ;)
    Eir89 Eir89 36-40, F 6 Responses Jun 7, 2015

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    So Sad

    I waited for you for so long. I watched my phone, every night, waiting on a phone call that somewhere in the back of my mind I knew Iā€™d never get. I just wanted to hear you say that you were sorry for what you did, and that maybe you wanted to get back together. I hoped and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 10, 2012

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    Returning home today from the cancer hospital.

    I felt emotionally drained. Was I im some sort of nightmare Was the diagnosis my dad was given bladder cancer I softly said to myself be strong Farmmaid Be strong for him and don't let him see you cry I felt so guilty cause in the car ride to the hospital i selfishly...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses May 15, 2015

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    MysticEmerald MysticEmerald 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I was fine until about five minutes ago

    when I started remembering how we used to love each other...or at least I thought you loved me.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Last night I was having strong physical

    sensations of being touched again. I KNEW it was a flashback of some kind and not demons because I specifically sensed there were no demons around as it happened. Still it was upsetting. I'm not sure how long it lasted.
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    We were on lock down at work there was a

    shooting ,,at our sister agency. 14 fatalities. Hugs needed.
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 2, 2015

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    Endless Tears

      To cry alone.  It is better then the rain.   At least then no one can see my hurt.   It seems the cold of winter comes through to the center of my soul so often.   It comes more then once a year.     The sadness in my heart; it is...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky 22-25, F 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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