I Am Sad Forum & Chat Board | its real hard

when i have my sad days. i want nothing better then to sleep till 2 to 5 in the sfternoon. i feel incredibly sad. cometimes its because i didn't take my antidepressants the day before. i think i'm having a great day, i don't need them. but then i'm screwed up for 2 or 3 days after. u'd think i'd learn. or half the time, for no reason, i'm just sad. half of each onth i'm at my boyfriends for  2 weeks. i have never felt love like he gives me. EVER. even when i'm at home for 2 weeks, daily he phones or sends me love cards. i have sad days there sometimes. but i never let him know it. but mostly at his house i feel great. i have been excersising a bit about 3 or 4 times a week. i'm starting to see and feel the difference. i'm having more happier days. yerterday was a sad day. today i feel pretty good. i'm open to having  new friends. we all deserve them.