I Am Sadder Than Anyone Realizes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 546 People

    The Tin Woman

    I was born sad, really!  If you saw my toddler picture, you'd want to cry!  Introversion is my enemy and keeps me isolated, lonely and sad.  And I firmly believe that God forgot to give me a heart too!  It's soooo hard for me to love--myself and others.Debbie
    dgray1641 dgray1641
    56-60, F
    Jan 26, 2010

    OK! I make a lot of funny jokes all around

    other people. I make funny faces and put smiles on everyone faces. I even can make sad people smile a lot and feel happy. No one know that i am so sad deep inside and hide it by making others smile. No one notice my sorrow for most smile and feel so happy after i make them feel...
    joemane36 joemane36
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2016

    Very Much So

    i am definatly sadder than i look....im really trying to work on being happier but now adays i dont know what will make me happy...sometimes i think happiness is just a temporary emotion..like love..it doesnt last forever ...i hope im wrong .... but anyhow im  very good...
    ava12982 ava12982
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 25, 2010

    I put on a happy face

    because nobody wants to deal with my real face. my real face would just make things awkward. It seems like I'm always the one looking at significant ppl...and I never catch them looking at me. My career iqs stressful. .and nobody wants to hear about it. They want to talk about...
    GirlEnigma GirlEnigma
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2015

    No one really knows how lonely I am I don't

    even know till late at night it sinks in. I have no one.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 15, 2014

    ... Another death ...

    You took your own life... I'm sitting here staring at your coffin... Marveling at the biggest, brightest, most beautiful smile I've ever seen... In awe of your strength... As they mourn for you, I feel strangely disconnected... No words to comfort those left behind, but I...
    Calsi704 Calsi704
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 17, 2015

    In The Dark

    There are few people in my life that know how truly deep the sadness resides within me. Four people to be exact...my parents, my sister, and Him. I hide it well. Hmm, my supervisor even said to me that, at work, I look like I'm handling it all really well. (she knows all that...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Aug 29, 2010

    I feel very alone and like no one will accept me

    for who I truly am. I'm sad that the man I love cannot be faithful. I am sad that I am getting older by the second and even though I'm only 26, it feels like my life has passed my by. My sadness and depression hold me down and I often feel unbearably tired. It's all I can do to...
    lmichelle8907 lmichelle8907
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2015

    Horribly Sad..

    Nobody understands how sad and lonely I can be sometimes. I just have to fake a smile every time someone talks to me and hope they don't notice. They never do anyway... Or they do and just don't bother questioning.
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 23, 2010

    I'm honestly sadder then anyone knows

    and to be real my net worth is 2.3 million and no one knows I'm not flashy I don't work but I play it off well due I was in a motorcycle accident I'm in a wheelchair. But just low key and lonely as ever and always wondered if more knew my actual net worth would it be more...
    iLuV2 iLuV2
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 9, 2015

    Most Wouldn't Even Guess...

    that I'm as sad as I am. I can't help it. I think after years and years of having no one caring about me has made me permanently sad. I wake up in the morning wondering whats the ******* point? Why even get out of bed? The things that used to make me happy no longer do. I feel as...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 22, 2011

    I'm sad all the time

    but I hide it so people don't have to worry about me
    dominick6 dominick6
    16-17, M
    Sep 16, 2014

    I feel like I'm screaming at the top of my

    lungs, but no ones hearing me.
    EmanonEvahi EmanonEvahi
    36-40, M
    Sep 22, 2014

    Sad But True...

    Yeah, I usually put on a brave front and seem more composed than I usually am. I've never been described as bubbly or chipper, but usually just subdued and sober. However, even then, most people don't really realize how sad I can sometimes get inside, but not wanting to let on...
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Jan 10, 2010

    I smile I laugh I crack jokes I bottle it all

    up I don't want to bother anyone with my problems, because then I'd trust them, and then I'd get hurt. No one notices anyways and maybe its for the best. But until then I'll just smile and try to not let it all bother me so much.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 16, 2014

    Nobody Realises!!

    i am sadder than anyone realises, cos over the years, i have just learned to hide my feelings, cos it got to a point when i was feeling sad almost on a dailly basis, and i just didnt want anyone to think that i was just feeling sorry for myself!!!
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 12, 2011

    It's A Deeper Sadness

    Oh sure, I smile at people I see and interact with in my everyday life and I come here and try to inspire, but I am not a robot either, behind these icy blues is a sea of turmoil and sadness some days. I try to set the tone of my EP aura to be a consistent and gentle one, free...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2011
    StubbornTiger StubbornTiger
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 12, 2015

    All my life I've been told I wasn't good enough

    and I started to believe it but now I'm in a great relationship but my boyfriend makes me feel like I'm never good enough for him I've never been one to cut or anything but lately I feel like the pain is the only thing I deserve not even he makes it better anymore
    coffeecake420 coffeecake420
    36-40, F
    Oct 9, 2014

    Sad

    I wanna cry please don't ask why just be there for me, give me one of those giant hugs, and just let me let those tears fall, don't release me from the hug until I stop crying, Just hold me and tell me it will be ok just tell me that you care just say that I'm important...
    staystrongandbrave staystrongandbrave
    18-21, F
    Jan 4, 2013

    Caused By Loneliness And Fears Of Being Behind In Life.....

    I am sad, irritated and hurt almost constantly now. The only time I am not is when I am in the creche at work. I try to hide it as I don't want to irritate people but it is always there. I am not the person that I was, I have become more cynical, life has made me that way. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 25, 2011

    I'm A Mess...

    Apart of me broke yesterday, I was hurting and I wanted to cry in the worse way but at the same time i didn't feel like tears would be enough so I cut myself with some scissors but it wasn't enough so i grabbed a razor and bascially ripped my leg and thigh to the point...
    CaliGurl2007 CaliGurl2007
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 18, 2010

    I am at the top of a foot ball stadium thing I

    wonder if I jump off will it kill me or just harm me I am thinking about jumping but I don't want to mentally scar anyone or get blood on anyone
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2014

    Sadness is one feeling

    that never leaves me ever i think it resides deep in my soul somewhere i cant seem to hunt it !
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    46-50, F
    Sep 16, 2014
    TheComplication TheComplication
    18-21, M
    Sep 15, 2014

    Early Days............

    I guess...........so I still forget for the split second when I first wake up and wonder where you are.......or I come in from work and wonder how come the door opens easily cos theres not a 9 kilo furry door stopper lying behind it thinking its funny not to let me in...everybody...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Sep 21, 2011

    I put a smile on my face,

    but you know me so well right? so tell me how is it you can't see the pain behind that smile? I would love to know your answer.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2015

    I'm so tired. Just absolutely exhausted.

    Every single day. I'm only 24.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 19, 2016
    powerStorm powerStorm
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 18, 2016

    sometimes i wish i was able to talk to someone

    without being scared..without feeling like a burden..I'm tired of the sadness that i carry in my heart..so tired of crying every night..so tired of hating myself..so tired of thinking of ways to kill myself...so tired of pretending to be happy when I'm really not..i wanna be...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 17, 2016
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