I Am Satanist (laveyan)

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 204 People

    My Finding of It

    I can't remember when I became interested in Satanism; I can only remember me becoming a LaVeyanist when I did research on Anton LaVey and his philosophies. I even became friends with Jayson Martruk (reverend Sinn) before his death on the night of November 2nd, 2007. The...
    Aiparon Aiparon
    7 Responses Nov 9, 2007

    I Discovered Satanism At 45!

    I was once a churchgoer. Then I saw their hypocrisy and their ways in a new light. I finally read "The Satanic Bible" and it echoed what I really thought all along. I never felt like I was ever a Christian. I wondered why I was different and it was because I belonged to Satan...
    Enochs Enochs
    2 Responses Sep 12, 2012

    I can make friends and meet guys everywhere.

    However, there are only a few people that know that I am a Satanist. The rest would surely freak if they found out. I try to explain in a way, that we are a different somehow. They never understand. Still continuing to want to be around me. They always say how im such a great...
    lyinginwait lyinginwait
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 21, 2014

    I've only been Satanist

    for a few months but I'm already sick of all of the ignorant people saying crap about what I'm very passionate about. It makes me so mad I could cry. It is so hard to find any legit Satanists to talk to so I'm really hoping the Experience Project can help change that. :)
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jan 26, 2014

    okay so sorry for posting

    when I'm not, in fact, a laveyan satanist. but I posted a link on the atheist thread about a movie being endorsed by the temple of Satan (which I assume is laveyan?) they're atheistic anyway. but I got a bunch of negative responses about devil worshipping and how religion doesn...
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 5, 2016

    Out Of Curiosity

    I read the Satanic Bible out of pure curiosity, i must admit. I had no other religion beforehand and after reading the first few pages it seemed that this book almost word for word described my self. Ever since then i have been a Laveyan Satanist and have felt much better with my...
    indulgenceissatan indulgenceissatan
    2 Responses Jun 9, 2012

    No Really..but..

    I has interested me for quite some time.My family is baptist, But I don't consider myself a one (I go back and forth on if a god could exist) but This is amazingly interesting. I wonder is it possible to incorporate some of these teaching in my life and future kids life or does...
    creamykiss creamykiss
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 27, 2012

    The 9 Satanic Statements (interpret Them As You Will)

    1.) Satan represents indulgence, instead of abstinence. 2.) Satan represents vital existence, instead of spiritual pipe dreams. 3.) Satan represents undefiled wisdom, instead of hypocritical self-deceit. 4.) Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of...
    BlueberryChihuahua BlueberryChihuahua
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Nov 23, 2007

    I'm new to Satanism. I hope someone could help

    me out. I'm also a shadow with interested in black magic any one wanna help me out?
    vampirehunters vampirehunters
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    Always Come Back

    I'm not really sure when I discovered Satanism. It may have been middle school, but it could have been early high school. Either way I do remember buying the Satanic Bible with my Grandmother's discount card to the local book store (she's a Jehovah's Witness). I remember she...
    RaspberryMilk RaspberryMilk
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2012


    Anton Lavey himself said part of Satanism is to be your true self,,If what your doing is naughty and feels good,go for it,,I love to Crossdress,,don't know what is much more naughty than that
    Marcychick Marcychick
    41-45, T
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2012

    Finding Satanism

    I always remember myself questioning religion and knowing that there was something missing..namely proof. I was raised christian but soon found my doubts. Strangely whenever i would ask anyone questions such as "Where is Heaven at?" and "Who made God?" nobody could answer my...
    jabeeman1 jabeeman1
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Mar 21, 2012


    I'd go into a whole long thing about how and why I found I am Satanic, but it's such an individual thing for everyone who is, that I can just say this:   "You either get it or you don't. I'm not going to spend all of my time trying to explain it to you."...
    qatsi qatsi
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2008

    Anton Zander Levay

    i remember reading anton zander levay's book back about 30 years ago. at that time, it did strike a chord with me. but now looking back, i think it was really just my way of opposing the hypocritical christian values within my family. i still oppose much of anything...
    kittten kittten
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Dec 27, 2007

    My Story

      By the time I was sixteen, I knew there was no god. When I was twelve I wanted to be a priest. At fourteen I had made my LAST confession. I had discovered that sin was something fun and to be celebrated. I haven’t been sorry for one since then...
    MarkFree MarkFree
    51-55, M
    5 Responses Jan 27, 2009
    ArtsyPants ArtsyPants
    16-17, T
    1 Response Mar 4, 2015

    Still Finding My Way Around.

    SpikeDaHusky SpikeDaHusky
    18-21, M
    9 Responses May 3, 2010

    I Found The True Form Of Satanism

    ok i live in UTAH this is the worst place to be i even got the crap kicked out of me for it and hazed i never fought back because i enjoyed the ironey i was the one doing the "Christian" thing and they were to close minded to see it. Before Laveyan i was a angry little mormon...
    dantes666 dantes666
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 5, 2012


    I've never fitted in and was always bullied for being different. There was a strong belief in Christianity in my family and it was drummed into my head from an early age.  I remember lines like "God will punish you for this" from my mother when I was 5. I...
    NorthernStar NorthernStar
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2009

    i first decided to read about satanism 3 years

    ago i didn't know anything about it back then but a few days into my research it felt like all the pieces of my life were coming together i always had more or less the same philosophical views as anton lavey and i agreed with most things hes said so i decided to live life as a...
    scouser3 scouser3
    22-25, M
    Mar 1, 2015

    I Am Exterresterial Satan

    i been a satan of demonic faith, faith of peace, so i see thing that all earth satans can't find, evil is faith, good and evil is one!
    countsalucula countsalucula
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Aug 27, 2010

    I am a satanist also have been

    since 14 am33 now awesome stuff I have the baphomet on my arm left of course people just don't get it in public they get up and leave sometimes then they ask about the shemhamforesh on my left under arm them they really trip only in memphis lol
    birdo7734 birdo7734
    36-40, M
    May 28, 2014

    Yeah I take a lot of morphine daily also 100 s

    and 30s and roxy s and h. It's a bad monkey on your back
    birdo7734 birdo7734
    36-40, M
    May 28, 2014

    Religious Kids

    i was raised as a conservative jew. i remember my favorite game as a kid was pretending to set baby Moses on the Nile river to go free. around 10 or 11 i started questioning if god was real, but later i became religious jewish myself. i even believed in saving myself until...
    abittobright abittobright
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2013


    I stumbled upon Satanism when i heard about the commandments so I started doing some research.I found that its not a devil worshipping religoun which I like because I refuse to worship any god.I consider it a guide to a way of life.I prefer this than a religoun that dominates and...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Oct 2, 2010

    Lol did you ask GOD for help?

    Did you ever truly come to GOD? You guys complain he hasn't done anything for you and didn't even try. Your a human.He's been studying his craft for millenniums (100 years). He makes bad things happen to you then comes as a savior when he knows you wouldnt to turn anywhere else...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 2, 2014

    Being the Only Satanist On Island

    I knew I was a satanist long before I new it was a way of life. I loved *******-off  the nuns in high school (1995 -2001) Loved making them kick me out of their classes because I questioned their beliefs. Loved my school mates calling me weird, Crazy, phyco, and all...
    BlueberryChihuahua BlueberryChihuahua
    22-25, F
    21 Responses Oct 11, 2007

    So Not Normal...

    I knew this my whole life - Things were always different around me - When my family told me to find religion (they meant theirs) I found what already suit me :) Now, I have over time of my spiritual practices learned that I'm WAY MORE different than even that... I have a see-er...
    SatansTouch SatansTouch
    17 Responses Aug 4, 2008
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