I Am Satanist

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 275 People

    As I was raised in Christian lies,

    I am so glad that I discovered Spiritual Satanism. I had to study a lot to find the truth, but I'm very grateful that I've found Satanism and the wonderful freedom that comes along with it. The site JoyofSatan.org taught me a lot, I highly recommend it. Hail Satan!
    comfortablemarsupial comfortablemarsupial
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2015

    The Rebels Of The Rebels...

    I was always offbeat. I was raised Catholic but it felt hollow and empty. When I expressed how I felt, I was kicked out of the church because "the bible says so" did not work as an answer. I went on a mission to find my beliefs as a teen. I finally found Anton Lavey and the...
    Revmax Revmax
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 16, 2012

    Hail The Holly King --

    Well I attended a live online Full Moon Yule Ritual tonight. When Mistress Stephanie cut the air with a feather quill?(I think that was what it was, that's what I saw), the "Z" that she cut into the air was sizzling in the air, it was purple and it did not dissipate for at least...
    KillerKitty666 KillerKitty666
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Dec 22, 2010

    I Am Satanist

    Ive been a Satanist since this past February, ive been a LHP witch since I was 5-years old. I am a traditional Satanist. I have a lot to learn. Ive did my blood covenant to Satan, my coven, the Brotherhood, and the demons of hell. My next step is to be initiated. I will be doing...
    KillerKitty666 KillerKitty666
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Dec 20, 2010

    Please someone tell me how to meet up with

    other Satanists? I've been trying to figure this out for two weeks. I'm in Ft Lauderdale Florida, I'd have thought there'd be a large chapter here for me to join but I haven't found anything.
    PicklesAndPie PicklesAndPie
    5 Responses Feb 17, 2016

    Both me and a friend are Spiritual Satanists,

    and she agrees with me. All these other religions, Islam, Christianity, Jews they all have a place of worship, in plain sight. So why not us? Why are we not allowed the same? Aren't we a religion? Just because we find sense and peace with a deity that so many falsely accuse...
    DeathIsFinal DeathIsFinal
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 7, 2015
    satansaveus satansaveus
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jan 5, 2014

    Umm New to It

    hey i'm new to being satanic and i want to know as much about it as i can but sience i'm not suported by anyone and my parents wont let me do **** because their god crazy i have to ask other ppl & i have yet to buy the satanic bible so i just know the basics & a little...
    juggalo13 juggalo13
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Aug 28, 2009

    How Long Have I Been A Satanist?

    i wasnt braught up into any religion, and grew up being athiest and had my own beliefs, that to me were logic, and common sense. iv always had an interest in religion, but never found one with the beliefs i already had. i then stumbled accross the satanist bible and found that...
    thehappyfringe thehappyfringe
    8 Responses Sep 14, 2010

    Today, after 13 years of being a Satanist,

    i joined The Satanic Temple. It was a match made in... well, you know. Much more than just because i consider myself a satanist, i fully endorse their movement, and everything theyve done for equality. The time for tyranny is at an end, 2000 years has been enough
    UndyingWraith UndyingWraith
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 29, 2015

    Theistic Satanist

    Hi all, I am Theistic Satanist and also practice some goetic demonolatry.  I started off just being curious and intrigued about the religion, but gradually became deeply involved in it.  This path is underestimated. :)
    Freedomfriend Freedomfriend
    4 Responses Aug 15, 2009

    I am a Satanist. I have been a Satanist

    for about a year now. Every time I pray to Satan, life gets better. I'd like to meet fellow followers of Satan. HAIL SATAN!
    DavidAllmar1219 DavidAllmar1219
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Nov 19, 2015

    I have been researching about Spiritual

    Satanism, the JOS pages really set me back after discovering what it was truly about. Traditional Satanism (Spiritual) is about empowerment and enlightenment, you are your own person carving a path to this, Satan and His demons are real to guide us and push us out of our...
    DeathIsFinal DeathIsFinal
    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2015

    Satanic Confusion

    First things first; I'm fully aware this story may offend a few people. Unfortunately this needs to be said, it needed to be said years ago. It was, but was apparently ignored by many. It doesn't need to be said by me, however someone needs to say it again. Lets start with the...
    BreakMeSW BreakMeSW
    22-25, M
    24 Responses Mar 26, 2011

    Dedication Ritual

    I am looking it spiritual satanism I am going to do the dedication ritual off of the joy of Satan website is this a good source?
    Bloodmoon666 Bloodmoon666
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

    The other day I tried meditating

    and I felt wonderful relaxed and just amazing since then I have kinda felt a bit shakey like something powerful is building up inside of me. What is going on?
    Piggy6 Piggy6
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 24, 2015

    Without the discovery of self

    and I, I quite literally wouldnt be breathing today. To acknowledge ones own potential above all others, perseverence is key to adaptation of time's affliction. There is much to be learned, from self ascension. This includes completely obliterating any and all aspects of life...
    UndyingWraith UndyingWraith
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 26, 2015

    I am Autumn. Satan calls me His Goat

    and I will begin to prepare you all for what is to come
    bondedmind07 bondedmind07
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2016

    Why Yes, Yes I Am A Satanist

    I am a spiritual satanist and have been for a year now. I dedicated a few days after my birthday and even though I've gone through much doubt and hardship I haven't turned my back. Yes thinking about doing so I have but I always remember true and good causes to stay. My afterlife...
    HellsBaby99 HellsBaby99
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 13, 2011

    Lol did you ask GOD for help?

    Did you ever truly come to GOD? You guys complain he hasn't done anything for you and didn't even try. Your a human.He's been studying his craft for millenniums (100 years). He makes bad things happen to you then comes as a savior when he knows you wouldnt to turn anywhere else...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 2, 2014

    Open Gates..look Theres A Second

    Do to some unforeseen circumstances I was obliged to delete my previous account; because of this I feel that I need to re-take credit for my previous story "The gate opens". I don't like my content to be accidentally tied to someone else. A bit rude I suppose, but there it is.
    BreakMeSW BreakMeSW
    22-25, M
    Nov 18, 2010

    Satanic Marriage

    Can Satanist marry? Can we commit to another? Doesn't that violate ourselves?
    MarkFree MarkFree
    51-55, M
    3 Responses Feb 2, 2013

    I am a powerful Satanist

    and lord Satan talks to me and he tells me secrets. Lord Satan do not like Xians so if you are a xian do not respond to this experience. Lord Satan told me only the Satanists can respond to this experience. Lord Satan protect and give me strength and power everyday and I pray...
    BadassDemon666 BadassDemon666
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

    I Believe Only In Evil

    I believe in evil as a satisfying, reliable constant in life and we are all going to hell after we die. That is good enough for me. At least I'll be warm.
    Ankhou Ankhou
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2013

    Devoted But Frightened

    My name is Kelly I live in a baptist family in the south so naturally my religion is not excepted. I am actually a family secret for none of my non-immediate family knows that I am a Laveyan Satanist. I have been a Satanist for almost 2 years now and I am so afraid of the people...
    Iamananimal Iamananimal
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jul 13, 2013

    I've been looking into Satanism

    for a few months now, and after a lot of thought I'm ready physically to make my pact. I however am still thinking of the reasons why, I want it to be perfect. I do wish for Satan to guide me towards the truth about Him, Christianity, and many other things. During my time...
    ToxicNinjaDS1 ToxicNinjaDS1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 18, 2016

    Satan is ready as He's always been however

    now more than ever. I Am a translator for the All Knowing and the New Age. It will begin with the kids. The rebellion is coming .......
    bondedmind07 bondedmind07
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2016


    hi i was wondering if anyone knows any magic or curses that could cause me to get really fat teallyrquickly
    ukwantabefat ukwantabefat
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Sep 13, 2012

    And this, the one night of nights,

    our Devil's Night. This calls for alcohol, and black metal's finest. Enjoy the nocturne, -({[UndyingWraith]})-
    UndyingWraith UndyingWraith
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 30, 2015

    Question For The Satanists...

    When I was young my grandmother used to tell me a story about when they had a Satanist as who lived in their other house and he was deathly scared of my Grandfather. He would even bend on his knees and kiss my Grandfather's shoes begging not to hurt him... But then he harmed my...
    blanerocker blanerocker
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 13, 2013

    Hellohello my brothers

    and sistersit has been a while since I have work in our experiences herebut it is time for us to begin I've come to announce soon here in Coolidge Arizona I am going to start a revolution for usit is time for the sickness that truly believe in the devil to ride it's time for God...
    vice13 vice13
    1 Response Apr 5, 2014

    I Sent This To Herr :)

    okay this is a kind of long one :) basically, i was missing my girl, and when i got to the computer i wrote these few paragraphs for her. its not a poem or a song or anything like that, just a few sweet words. i get like this alot with her, and i guess i am one of the few guys...
    thehappyfringe thehappyfringe
    1 Response Aug 25, 2011

    The Gate Opened

    I had the great misfortune to be raised in a Christian household, however the forced indoctrination and weekly "bible class" in my tiny private school allowed me to see the flaws in Christianity. Elementary school was hell. I never understood why none of my fellow students saw...
    deleted deleted
    9 Responses Jan 5, 2010

    I'm Not, But Interested

    Satanism has many aspects that appeals to me.  It is bold, daring, and self-respecting.  It challenges modern religious thinking and morals.  It is the advocate for thinking for yourself, lack of stupidity, following your beliefs not with blindness but with...
    Happyface Happyface
    18-21, F
    18 Responses Jun 26, 2008

    The Tiger Meets Lucifer

    i chose the lhp many years ago, and was dedicated into theistic satanism in, i believe 2005, though it was possibly 2006. i eventually converted to theistic luciferian satanism. i found much comfort within its teachings, and much power within its ritual. now, as a matter of...
    zt1ger zt1ger
    22-25, M
    8 Responses Oct 17, 2009
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