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    I Am Satanist

    Ive been a Satanist since this past February, ive been a LHP witch since I was 5-years old. I am a traditional Satanist. I have a lot to learn. Ive did my blood covenant to Satan, my coven, the Brotherhood, and the demons of hell. My next step is to be initiated. I will be doing...
    KillerKitty666 KillerKitty666 46-50, F 6 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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    Lol did you ask GOD for help?

    Did you ever truly come to GOD? You guys complain he hasn't done anything for you and didn't even try. Your a human.He's been studying his craft for millenniums (100 years). He makes bad things happen to you then comes as a savior when he knows you wouldnt to turn anywhere else...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2, 2014

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    Devoted But Frightened

    My name is Kelly I live in a baptist family in the south so naturally my religion is not excepted. I am actually a family secret for none of my non-immediate family knows that I am a Laveyan Satanist. I have been a Satanist for almost 2 years now and I am so afraid of the people...
    Iamananimal Iamananimal 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 13, 2013

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    The Rebels Of The Rebels...

    I was always offbeat. I was raised Catholic but it felt hollow and empty. When I expressed how I felt, I was kicked out of the church because "the bible says so" did not work as an answer. I went on a mission to find my beliefs as a teen. I finally found Anton Lavey and the...
    Revmax Revmax 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 16, 2012

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    The Gate Opened

    I had the great misfortune to be raised in a Christian household, however the forced indoctrination and weekly "bible class" in my tiny private school allowed me to see the flaws in Christianity. Elementary school was hell. I never understood why none of my fellow students saw...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Theistic Satanist

    Hi all, I am Theistic Satanist and also practice some goetic demonolatry.  I started off just being curious and intrigued about the religion, but gradually became deeply involved in it.  This path is underestimated. :)
    Freedomfriend Freedomfriend 31-35 4 Responses Aug 15, 2009

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    Magic

    hi i was wondering if anyone knows any magic or curses that could cause me to get really fat teallyrquickly
    ukwantabefat ukwantabefat 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2012

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    Hellohello my brothers

    and sistersit has been a while since I have work in our experiences herebut it is time for us to begin I've come to announce soon here in Coolidge Arizona I am going to start a revolution for usit is time for the sickness that truly believe in the devil to ride it's time for God...
    vice13 vice13 16-17 2 Responses Apr 5, 2014

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    How Long Have I Been A Satanist?

    i wasnt braught up into any religion, and grew up being athiest and had my own beliefs, that to me were logic, and common sense. iv always had an interest in religion, but never found one with the beliefs i already had. i then stumbled accross the satanist bible and found that...
    thehappyfringe thehappyfringe 18-21 8 Responses Sep 14, 2010

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    Satanic Confusion

    First things first; I'm fully aware this story may offend a few people. Unfortunately this needs to be said, it needed to be said years ago. It was, but was apparently ignored by many. It doesn't need to be said by me, however someone needs to say it again. Lets start with the...
    BreakMeSW BreakMeSW 22-25, M 24 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    I am a powerful Satanist

    and lord Satan talks to me and he tells me secrets. Lord Satan do not like Xians so if you are a xian do not respond to this experience. Lord Satan told me only the Satanists can respond to this experience. Lord Satan protect and give me strength and power everyday and I pray...
    BadassDemon666 BadassDemon666 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    I'm Not, But Interested

    Satanism has many aspects that appeals to me.  It is bold, daring, and self-respecting.  It challenges modern religious thinking and morals.  It is the advocate for thinking for yourself, lack of stupidity, following your beliefs not with blindness but with...
    Happyface Happyface 18-21, F 18 Responses Jun 26, 2008

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    Umm New to It

    hey i'm new to being satanic and i want to know as much about it as i can but sience i'm not suported by anyone and my parents wont let me do **** because their god crazy i have to ask other ppl & i have yet to buy the satanic bible so i just know the basics & a little...
    juggalo13 juggalo13 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    The other day I tried meditating

    and I felt wonderful relaxed and just amazing since then I have kinda felt a bit shakey like something powerful is building up inside of me. What is going on?
    Piggy6 Piggy6 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    Why Yes, Yes I Am A Satanist

    I am a spiritual satanist and have been for a year now. I dedicated a few days after my birthday and even though I've gone through much doubt and hardship I haven't turned my back. Yes thinking about doing so I have but I always remember true and good causes to stay. My afterlife...
    HellsBaby99 HellsBaby99 16-17, F 6 Responses Jun 13, 2011

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    The Tiger Meets Lucifer

    i chose the lhp many years ago, and was dedicated into theistic satanism in, i believe 2005, though it was possibly 2006. i eventually converted to theistic luciferian satanism. i found much comfort within its teachings, and much power within its ritual. now, as a matter of...
    zt1ger zt1ger 22-25, M 8 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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    satansaveus satansaveus 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    Dedication Ritual

    I am looking it spiritual satanism I am going to do the dedication ritual off of the joy of Satan website is this a good source?
    Bloodmoon666 Bloodmoon666 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    Question For The Satanists...

    When I was young my grandmother used to tell me a story about when they had a Satanist as who lived in their other house and he was deathly scared of my Grandfather. He would even bend on his knees and kiss my Grandfather's shoes begging not to hurt him... But then he harmed my...
    blanerocker blanerocker 18-21, M 3 Responses May 13, 2013

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    Hail The Holly King --

    Well I attended a live online Full Moon Yule Ritual tonight. When Mistress Stephanie cut the air with a feather quill?(I think that was what it was, that's what I saw), the "Z" that she cut into the air was sizzling in the air, it was purple and it did not dissipate for at least...
    KillerKitty666 KillerKitty666 46-50, F 6 Responses Dec 22, 2010

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    I Sent This To Herr :)

    okay this is a kind of long one :) basically, i was missing my girl, and when i got to the computer i wrote these few paragraphs for her. its not a poem or a song or anything like that, just a few sweet words. i get like this alot with her, and i guess i am one of the few guys...
    thehappyfringe thehappyfringe 18-21 1 Response Aug 25, 2011

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    "Hail Satan! And Hail Freedom!'

    "Hail Satan! And Hail Freedom!" Yes, I'm the devil.
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 9 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    I Believe Only In Evil

    I believe in evil as a satisfying, reliable constant in life and we are all going to hell after we die. That is good enough for me. At least I'll be warm.
    Ankhou Ankhou 18-21 3 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    Open Gates..look Theres A Second

    Do to some unforeseen circumstances I was obliged to delete my previous account; because of this I feel that I need to re-take credit for my previous story "The gate opens". I don't like my content to be accidentally tied to someone else. A bit rude I suppose, but there it is.
    BreakMeSW BreakMeSW 22-25, M Nov 18, 2010

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    Satanic Marriage

    Can Satanist marry? Can we commit to another? Doesn't that violate ourselves?
    MarkFree MarkFree 51-55, M 3 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Four weeks, this time. Ive finally climbed out, and yet its the anger, that helps me through. The path to feeling normal is so delicately structured, im hoping i can get through...
    UndyingWraith UndyingWraith 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    And this means more than you could ever know.
    LenapeYengwe LenapeYengwe 31-35 1 day ago

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    I am a Luciferian I follow Michael W Fords teachings also respect Anton Lavey & Traditional Satanism. Have studied Left Hand Path, Aleister Crowley Golden Dawn
    masterpervy666 masterpervy666 26-30, M Aug 18

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    JoyofSatan.org is a website about a religion called Spiritual Satanism. You may have heard of it but I am posting this here for anyone who has not.
    JoyofSatandotorg JoyofSatandotorg 22-25, M Aug 18

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    This is the main reason my girlfriend dumped. She's christian and I was a satanist at the time but am thinking about converting to wicca. Bottom line, she didn't love me for who I...
    actasagod actasagod 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    Today my boyfriend (we have a long distance relationship) told me he changed religion to be a satanist which I'm fine with because I still love him no matter what. He told me he...
    bluewolfspirit bluewolfspirit 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    It's just a favorite for me. I think my real favorite are the stuff that people call "satanic." As a Satanist Lavey, I laugh at those who say that. Recently, I've discovered Blood...
    ThePaleAntichrist ThePaleAntichrist 18-21, F Aug 5

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    I joined here so I could learn more about being a satanist, my faith has turned towards Satan and know one knows yet, my whole family is Christian and I have 2 nuns in my family...
    666partywiththedevil 666partywiththedevil 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 3

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    How do you practice theistic satanism? Plz help
    plumprincess14 plumprincess14 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    Some wired but interesting facts. 1. ILLUMINATI are real, the actors and the actress in music industry aren't ILLUMINATI, but used as a tool to promote them. 2. ILLUMINATI people...
    Aamir316 Aamir316 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 29

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