I live with my boyfriend but still have my flat. I often wonder, do I stay with him because I'm scared of being alone? Why can't I just go back to my own flat? Do I need to? Should...
Do you ever feel really awful about being sad. Like...I know that so many people are struggling through things that are so much worse and I'm getting teared up over this one thing...
Does it not scare you thinking of what you will be five years to ten years from now? Does it not worry you if you end up poor? Does it not bother you if you really are doing really...
Do you ever lay down on your bed and stare at the ceiling? Just wondering what you're going to do in life? What you'll be, who'll still be your friend, what did Jimmy do about that...
Apparently I suck at relationships. How the hell will I ever settle down and build a family when I can't even have a stable, functional relationship with men?
I want to feel love...
You know what sucks about having online friends? U know theyre there but they dont try to talk to u. The green dot by their name on Facebook. They tweet and retweet on Twitter. The...
This year at school I'm doing a special program that allows me to do both my 8th and 9th grade years in one so the I can skip to tenth and my mother was so happy that I got this...
I'm lying awake at 4 a.m. terrified at the thought of being destined to be alone.
I've been in three long-term relationship that all ended terribly. None of them will speak to me...
Hello, New here....miserable and looking for advice, commiserators... anyone with similar symptoms... Any help, or relatable story would be so appreciated. I was recently...
It has been a while since i wrote about what i do in this life. You see as i love all people around me at ep or around the world. they don't love me and i am not like need to have...
Can anyone see this pitiful,
being inside of me?
Broken hearted, yet always singing?
Nothing to smile for, yet always smiling.
Torn apart, and never...
Negative doubt creeps in like water slowly trickling down the drain.
I try to submerge them but somehow they have air.
I’m in a time and place were everything’s...
Lost In Numbness
Lost in numbness for years
Running from pain
Trapped in the freezing rain
Pain is better than nothing at all
Pain without reason, a cause, or...
All our lives we've been believing in that when you're loved, you're loved unconditionally. Till we grow up. When realize that when you love, you're not loved back, you are used...
i was sexually abused and i often desire and fantasize about it happening again . of course i would want it to occur with someone else . part of my experience with being abused was...
What do I want to be?
Happy or sad?
Medicated or not?
Hopeless or hopeful?
Why do I always have to be in the middle?
Or am I in the...
Mind of Mirrors
I glance in a mirror,
I realise I fear her,
This feral dirty *****.
She's scratching where I itch.
She glares through her hair,
I'm caught in her stare.
I'm going to warn you now that if you're one of those dainty people that think love is the answer to everything to stop reading now. Cause this isn't going to end with a happily...
I always worry about my future, if it is successful or a failure.Most people want to be successful, we all want to be better than others. We all want to make someone proud...
I feel nothing at all.
Inside I am dead.
I hit the ground, but do not fall.
I'm lost within my head.
I swallow the pill that makes it go away.
I become numb.
I feel no...
Not What I Used To Be
I am not what I used to be.
At least I don’t think it’s me.
I would not know,
Since now I just go with the flow.
I used to be able to feel,
Numbness how did you come to hold,
So strong a grasp that's crushed my soul?
How did you rob me, strong and vain,
and now you linger where once was pain,
Like Fire raging...
He gives me a spank like it's a love tap.
Do it like you mean it!!! It makes me frustrated!!! Do it and do it right!
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I dream almost every night about it, so realistic I wake up thinking I'm pregnant, but then I look down to see if my belly is still there and all I am is filled with disappointment...
I miss the holding hands,kissing,and looking people straight into the eyes and saying I love you.
The hugs and kisses for no reason, and the sly touches that used to make me smile like a shy little kid. You say you love me with just a look.. the affection was intoxicating and...