I Am Scared I Will Lose My Soulmate

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 47 People

    I'm in love with a girl

    that is too far away. I am in love with a girl I once hurt because of a mistake. I am in love with a girl like no other. I am scared that I may have lost her forever.
    KenMew KenMew
    18-21, F
    Aug 16, 2015

    I Am So Scared Right Now!

    She is so perfect for me, we were both caught up in divorces, both with children when we first started dating, but she feels selfish that she is doing this for her, and that it will somehow hurt the kids.  She is my best friend, we talk about anything and everything, we didn...
    brangull brangull
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jan 4, 2010

    Losing Kelly

    My dad, is always threatening to throw me out of the house. I live in Harlan,KY with my father and my girlfriend lives in Harlan to. I love Kelly with all my heart she is the only thing that has ever made me happy in life and if I get kicked out I will have to move back to NC...
    Oshieua Oshieua
    16-17
    1 Response Jun 23, 2009

    Frightening

    I may have to let my soulmate go, at least for a while. That somewhat frightens me, but he is scared of commitment, damaged, depressed, traumatized and he needs his freedom. Trying to keep him with me might only speed up the process of losing him. So I will let him go, and...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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