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I Am Scared I Will Lose My Soulmate

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 53 People

    Losing Kelly

    My dad, is always threatening to throw me out of the house. I live in Harlan,KY with my father and my girlfriend lives in Harlan to. I love Kelly with all my heart she is the only thing that has ever made me happy in life and if I get kicked out I will have to move back to NC...
    Oshieua Oshieua 16-17 1 Response Jun 23, 2009

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    I'm in love with a girl

    that is too far away. I am in love with a girl I once hurt because of a mistake. I am in love with a girl like no other. I am scared that I may have lost her forever.
    KenMew KenMew 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I Am So Scared Right Now!

    She is so perfect for me, we were both caught up in divorces, both with children when we first started dating, but she feels selfish that she is doing this for her, and that it will somehow hurt the kids.  She is my best friend, we talk about anything and everything, we didn...
    brangull brangull 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 4, 2010

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    Frightening

    I may have to let my soulmate go, at least for a while. That somewhat frightens me, but he is scared of commitment, damaged, depressed, traumatized and he needs his freedom. Trying to keep him with me might only speed up the process of losing him. So I will let him go, and...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    To be with your soulmate is one of the precious treasures of life. You feel you've found your heart's other half, You feel endless days of joy and laughter, and countless nights of...
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    I have found my soulmate, he makes me the happiest girl in the world. And probably the saddest as well, but that changes nothing of what I feel for him. My soul is happy when he is...
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    A poem for my soulmate: The way i feel about you resembles the way a drug addict feels about drugs I am constantly ineed of a fix and when you're gone you're truly missed You're...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Even though I wrote a similar story to this on my original account, I would like to write another one. My future Canadian soulmate, where df are you? I am here and I am waiting...
    RastaGotSoul RastaGotSoul 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I'm tired of looking for you. If you want me come find me. I will warn you I am far from perfect. You'll have your hands full being with me. I'll be clingy and needy. I'll even...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    To My Soulmate, I wonder where have you gone? Confusion about sexuality and desire has been eating you. Follow your heart, give yourself the 'alone time' you deserve. I may not...
    2ndbest 2ndbest 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I'm far from perfect. I have many scars. On my arms. On my legs. On my tummy. In my heart. I will mess up. I will screw up. I will make you angry. I will make you sad. I will make...
    sqirshyfuzzball sqirshyfuzzball 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    where are you??? that is what I wanna say to my soulmate....
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 3 days ago

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    I think I have found someone worthy of being in a relationship with, but I am so afraid. Once I have something worth losing... Then what? I am used to breakups feeling inevitable...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Dear Soulmate, I've been waiting for you for so long and you still aren't here even though you should be here by now. Because I feel depressed. Idk why. I just do and nobody...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am my own soulmate. Think about it...why do you need someone else to be happy? You don't. All you need to do is allow yourself the freedom to become the best version of...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I swear I will find you. If this is what it really takes, if this is what is right...I will move mountains. I'll do what it takes. I will be strong...somehow. And if you are...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I would like to think that I found my soulmate but I really don't know anymore I love him with all my heart but I don't know if I can spend the rest of my life with him especially...
    Clb037 Clb037 18-21 a week ago

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    Do you know this feeling when you watch someone so important to you grow older and older and older. And the older this person gets the scarier it is. The fear of losing that...
    aliveness aliveness 16-17, F Aug 24

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    soulmate?! I'm just alone and pessimism is now surrounding me. hoping of having one ended up in despair.
    icedwithin17 icedwithin17 26-30, F Aug 24

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    for so many days..i waited to write this story! but like a swirling whirlpool my mind was not at rest...suddenly fear, insecurities and that deep hidden sense of my own...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    From time to time he was asked; 'So, what are you looking for in an ideal woman?' Whether this was just a casual ice breaker, or something that the questioner had the genuine...
    Bramwellbooth Bramwellbooth 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 23

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    Most people are scared, Most people don't make any achievement because they are scared, Most people lose each other because of being scared, most people miss the chance because...
    listenup listenup 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    If you are paying attention you will notice that whilst i would like to find my soulmate, I don't actually believe one exists. I don't have a problem with wanting something unreal...
    Listening80 Listening80 31-35, F Aug 20

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    My Misfit I am currently in a new relationship. My First long distance relationship. Hasn't even been going on for a month yet. I enjoy talking to her and she makes me feel good...
    RuRave93 RuRave93 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I'm so scared I'm going to lose my best friend. She just went to college today and I'm moving out of the state soon(not my choice) and it's just all too much....
    AwkwardTomboy AwkwardTomboy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Anyone there i need a soulmate
    candybooqueen55 candybooqueen55 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Is there this thing that ....Good People really find the virtual soulmate here in this Group ?? Because the real soulmates are tough to find...easy to handle and ...are always...
    sheharyarali sheharyarali 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    PEople still look for soulmates?? Who kneW?
    wrestlingwithhope wrestlingwithhope 41-45, M Aug 18

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    My boyfriend is going to make love to me in a few mins I'm going to drive there now I can't wait to feel him inside of me every inch of it I can't wait to feel his arms and chest...
    ForYouIwillWaitJoey ForYouIwillWaitJoey 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    that would be sooo cool if I found my soulmate, I have a few false alarms... soul searching
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 18

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    yes i am..... really keeps on hoping and praying that i will meet my soulmate..someone who will accept my good and bad side... physically and emotionally.
    empire28 empire28 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    I met someone on EP and we clicked on what seemed like every level. We even had so many signs that we were supposed to be together. The first several months was crazy because of...
    Straken Straken 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    Love is not just a emotion or feeling is also a action .. Love requires sacrifice , selflessness , patience, and is not self seeking .. Love is something you work and build on...
    ForYouIwillWaitJoey ForYouIwillWaitJoey 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    You are so used to hurting me. I guess i like you too much to even hang around every hurt and pain you will cause me, just patiently waiting and hoping one day that you will give...
    EternallyEphemeral EternallyEphemeral 26-30, F Aug 14

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    I don't know what to do. I just graduated college & moved 2000 miles away to a place where I know nobody. A guy asked me out to drinks so naturally, I said yes. He was really cute...
    singthebodyelectric singthebodyelectric 22-25, F Aug 14

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    Just so stressed out can't think. Just fed up. Went to hospital and got bad news as I was anticipating now have to wait for another hospital appointment for keyhole surgery. My...
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 11

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    I wasn't going to say anything but I turned 50 today I don't know if your out there or if I have ever met you but I have been searching for you and till my last day on this earth I...
    bikeman3 bikeman3 46-50, M 4 Responses Aug 11

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    I wasn't going to say anything but I turned 50 today I don't know if your out there or if I have ever met you but I have been searching for you and till my last day on this earth I...
    bikeman3 bikeman3 46-50, M Aug 11

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    I wasn't going to say anything but I turned 50 today I don't know if your out there or if I have ever met you but I have been searching for you and till my last day on this earth I...
    bikeman3 bikeman3 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 11

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