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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I am a very open minded person that won't judge people, so if you ever need someone to talk too but are scared that you'll be laughed at or that you'll be told what a terrible...
    Crazycoral84 Crazycoral84 26-30, M May 8

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    1. You won't get my attention by being a disgust pervert. 2. You won't get my attention if all you talk about is your girlfriend and relationship problems. 3. You won't get my...
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 6 Responses May 5

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    I'm going to bed now (or I'm gonna try) I just wanna say quick To all the people who have supported me: thank you so much I need help and can't get a counsellor because I need...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    I'm the kinds of girl tht won't judge who u are. I won't judge u if ur gay or lesbian I'll support u. I won't judge I'll just get to know better.
    halieya halieya 13-15, F 1 Response May 1

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    Sending me random **** pics won't get my attention that gets you blocked. Being mean to me or my friends. Sending messages about sex won't get my attention. Friending me I get...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 7 Responses May 6

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    You do you babe! If you believe in god, great. If you don't, awesome. I don't personally but I'm trying to find myself and my religion. I like you for who you are, your religion is...
    bbybleu bbybleu 16-17, F 2 Responses May 11

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    It has been insane and scary, but I won't give up baby.
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 1 Response May 4

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    Wherever you are, No matter how far, I won't give up on you. :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 5

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    You won't get my attention by: 1. Being perverted and asking me if I want to "sit on your lap". Like really? Someone actually asked me that. Gross. 2. Asking me if I want to...
    Lucytoooo Lucytoooo 16-17, F May 6

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    I have ruined my life and I am the worst girl here But I know I won't give you because despite everyone hating me,my parents still Took care of me and I want to make sure I return...
    cherlyna909 cherlyna909 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    I know that everyone has their own story, they do the things they do because of the things that they have been in, in the past... I know what it is like to go through a hard time...
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M 2 Responses May 14

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    You think I was joking when I said I will cast my spirit flight to your place. "Ah this girl is full of it, she's such a liar"...I've seen the way you fondle yourself and some of...
    ReganTeresaMcNeil ReganTeresaMcNeil 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    i am a failure. i ruined my own life. but i wont give up. i want to help others. help those who are feeling the same thing as me. helpless scared depressed tired hurt and so much...
    cherlyna909 cherlyna909 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Let me issue my apologies right now, as I don't want to be labeled a hypocrite. Because, for a brief period of time in my EP "infancy", I would also fall into the very same...
    Virgo4Whore Virgo4Whore 46-50, M 2 Responses May 5

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    How could i ever be anywhere else?You are home and happiness and love.Where would I go?There is nowhere else I would rather be.What would I do?I can't live a life without you in...
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 1 Response May 4

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    There's no point in settling for less. Otherwise I'll be miserable and unhappy. I just hate the way I have to inch towards the green grass. It's taking forever for me to achieve my...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F May 4

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    I have a mysterious dibilitating disease and no one ever tries to understand that I have a disease, I'm not lazy. At the same time, another relative is afflicted with the same...
    LeeloJames LeeloJames 41-45, F 2 Responses May 7

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    seeing life move on is hard, the fights at night are the worst, I haven't given up the fight but I can feel myself start to slowly lose my will.....I miss the olds days, the...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M 2 Responses May 7

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    I was diagnosed with pcos at 12, and am now almost 21. I have had very abnormal periods lasting long amounts of time. But since about 2012 I haven't had a normal period. I was...
    CathyNEric13 CathyNEric13 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12

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    Others on here will though. I sent a picture of my face to Juicyangel333 and she blocked me. Geez, I mean there goes my confidence for the day. I'm that ugly???
    adub251 adub251 26-30, M 10 Responses May 17

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    A close friend of mine has confessed that he's attracted to children. Shocking right, but he's still a good friend of mine. Why?Because he's never acted on this attraction and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Apr 30

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    Believe it or not everybody has something about them others may not like or agree with an opinion they hold but that doesn't miraculously make them into bad people. With some...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35, F 3 Responses May 2

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    I am seen as very happy go lucky at work and always smiling. People have this perception of me that is false. They think I am about 18 and have a happy life with lots of friends...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses May 2

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    I don't care to spend a night if you mirrored but you love me and you what to sleep with me is you rate
    avi497 avi497 22-25, M May 4

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    I hate that people may perceive me as this certain type of person because it's like they get the wrong idea of who I am. However, things that have happened in my past have caused...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F May 4

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    No, I really don't want to see your penis.
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F May 5

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    sometimes I get these flashbacks or thoughts of the past or what could have been or what might have been, regretting what happened and missing the old days, it brings a bitter...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M 1 Response May 5

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    here's a list not in any particular order: I don't like winey people, I'd rather not see hr privates, and...
    DML2451 DML2451 22-25, M May 6

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    I could tell by the look in her eyes.. She couldn't love me the way I wanted her too.. And I'm sick and tired for something less.. for something clearly isn't meant to be..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses May 6

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    I lost you. I lost myself in fear of losing you. I wish I didn't do but I did. People say fools rushin. People say everything happens for a reason. You changed me. I turned into...
    piperweant piperweant 18-21, F May 6

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    Your words to my ear.. we can talk about anything so don't be shy I'm listening..
    sculls2121 sculls2121 31-35, M 1 Response May 8

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    That begin with Hi, Hey, Your pretty! How's it going! Or any other line from a male who is not on my friends list. Has far to many sex experiences and hasn't indicated that they...
    MrsJoanieBNH MrsJoanieBNH 56-60, T 3 Responses May 8

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    Also...I just started at this site, so don't take it personally if I don't reply to messages quickly either.
    lifeouttashell lifeouttashell 22-25, F 4 Responses May 8

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    Why is it people always want to downgrade people and judge I really don't get it I live my life the way I want I really don't appreciate when people want to be a bigot
    peeingbikini peeingbikini 22-25, T 1 Response May 9

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    So I met, let's call her "Rachel"… last summer we're both girls, we had a mutual friend and we would always chill and smoke together. Well that mutual friend which was my best...
    Iridiana Iridiana 18-21, F May 10

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