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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 38 People

    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I used to. I had very strong feelings for you. As a friend. Maybe more. But I definitely felt your absence when you decided you didn't want to be in my life anymore. But I was...
    dissolution dissolution 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My husband and I have been together for 6 plus years. I was able to tolerate his family until after I had my 1st child. Been worse now that I'm with my second. His parents doesn't...
    Darkshadows02 Darkshadows02 31-35, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I've known this girl for a year I'll call her E, she was the nicest girl I met she lent me gloves when I needed it during winter she'd bring food when we're seshing.. we became...
    dgkxcross dgkxcross 22-25, M 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    it's funny how people think I'm supposed to fear them haha. if people truly think that then their ignorance must be bliss indeed. let's throw it on the table. I'm not afraid of...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I've seen people on TV who had a genetic condition and If he has a girl it won't be having the same condition but If he has a boy then he'll end up like him and he said I won't...
    FrostyElsie FrostyElsie 22-25, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I suffer from severe depression and high anxiety, people seem to have expectations of me that I can't fulfill. I can't always fake being happy, sometimes I will have panic attacks...
    KittySoules KittySoules 22-25, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have a friend that is going through not such an easy time in her life. I want her to know that no matter what what she does or doesn't do, no matter how she decides to live her...
    Pilotbob75 Pilotbob75 36-40, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    We've established that through enough of my postings so there's nothing more to say on the subject.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I will die from rising tides, From never ending winters. No palatable water, No real food left, Just artificial flavors. But oh my love what’s left is centered to center But in...
    MourningDove7 MourningDove7 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am really hoping there is someone out in this world who can understand me and tell me what to do with myself because I don't know what to do with all this. I don't know why my...
    Kailey76 Kailey76 36-40, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    The brilliant ones who don't think just about themselves are always taken first. However the world cannot forget them. 😊
    SymphonyChild SymphonyChild 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Never blame anyone in your life. The good people give you happiness. The bad people give you experience. The worst people give you a lesson. The best people give you memories.
    XxmakaronxX XxmakaronxX 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You told me how I mattered right to my face, and how there was no way I'd ever be replaced. Well your words have etched out disgrace. BS. And I wonder how it tastes? Repeating it...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Is it normal to feel like killing everyone that's hurt me? It 's like, I dont care if they have a family, life, people who love them, nothing. I just want them to die. I think...
    kardelen kardelen 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I would like a female to talk to. I love sex and talking about it, but I have no one I can share experiences with that won't judge me. I am married, so talking to males about it...
    luvnursing2016 luvnursing2016 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I really like holding genuine conversations with people. To me, one of the best things someone can give to me is the priviledge to know their day, and allow me to be a part of it...
    Birdielle Birdielle 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    If anyone needs someone to talk to, you can message me. I promise I will not judge or criticize. I am a good listener.
    FTDFTL79 FTDFTL79 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have a friend she is the same age as me and I don't now I just don't feel like she and I have any thing in common so I can't tell her about somethings even if these thing are...
    saryaah saryaah 16-17, F 6 Responses Feb 3

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    Yes I've cybered in the past. No, I don't need to cyber again, just one more time to see if I'd like to cyber again. And no, I didn't waste your time, because you already knew I...
    insanityrunsinthefamily insanityrunsinthefamily 51-55, F Feb 3

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    Hello im looking for female sub / pet intrested on online serving and domination Msg me
    MasterJamelAlgerian MasterJamelAlgerian 26-30, M Feb 3

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    I'm looking for more poly triads and poly families to connect with and share experiences with. we've been a triad for almost six months and we've only been able to come out to two...
    RowmanTriad RowmanTriad 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 3

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    I'm a 15 year old sissyboy who secretly wears his 17 year old sisters bra panties bikini lingirie tights leggings dresses skirts tank tops gowns heels lipstick skinny jeans heels...
    sissyboyteen sissyboyteen 13-15, M Feb 3

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    I'm so stubborn I won't even change for me.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Feb 3

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    we all have our lives and everyone's got haters no matter how good you are. it's also impossible to please everyone, as humans it is our nature to always find faults everywhere...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M Feb 2

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    We are who we are, sometimes it's just best to embrace that.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Feb 1

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    I really won't because I am interested in two things. One being, to hear and know your story of who you are. I don't mind hearing your life story. I can listen for hours, until I...
    Hexatiler Hexatiler 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 1

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    23 years and lived like I was single the last eight... I didn't want to admit defeat, but it does take two to want it to work, what I didn't know and wasn't looking foe was that...
    manofintegrity manofintegrity 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    It's so easy to judge someone, and assume things about them that we have no facts on. I try to keep an open mind and place myself in someone's shoes, I try not to judge them...
    FierceFox FierceFox 22-25, F Feb 1

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    I've finally reached that point in life where I'm through explaining myself to anyone.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    And I don't expect you to change for me.
    savoy2 savoy2 46-50, M Jan 31

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    Outside the headmasters off ice. I was terrified. The wait was a long one. The EP monitor won't let me tell you what took place but I suspect some of you can guess. I received...
    wetadam wetadam 70+, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    Imagine: loving everyone about someone. Head to toe, loving their hair and their eyes, their nose, mouth ears. Their neck and shoulders. Arms, hands, fingers. Back and stomach...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    slight amendment.... yeah, judge me. everyone is entitled to judge any one. it's the freedom of having a point of view, just dont issue verdict upon your judgment. you can be the...
    xthedreamerx xthedreamerx 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    Okay well I won't judge u probably! Lol I try not to be a judge mental person by any means but sometimes I can't help it. When people are purposely and knowingly hurting others...
    KaClovesU KaClovesU 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 28