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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 40 People

    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Not that i can't, but that i won't. I'm me and if i change, then i won't be me anymore.
    TheKidInTheCorner TheKidInTheCorner 13-15, M Nov 29

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    1. I don't like guys messaging me with pervy stuff ... 2. You won't get my attention by being a big know it all 3. You won't get by being rude or judgmental
    Rebelscorpio Rebelscorpio 22-25, F Dec 16

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    I won't mind spending a night with a married woman
    gs770 gs770 26-30, M Dec 3

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    I just won't give up, it's just cowardly.
    Jovanite Jovanite 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    As a Viking I doing fear death at all, so I am tenacious. Being unrelenting in life, being resilient is essential to survive something like a gang raping, as I have. I won't give...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 7

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    Who am I to judge you? I'm usually the one being judged and very misunderstood. Unless you're evil into all the bad things you might do to any human or domestic animal.Your life is...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M Dec 7

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    Some people who are too good.. too sensitive.. too social.. too Intelligent.. too dramatic.. can go to hell and block me. who damn fuking care about it.. Such people judge you...
    DrDrunknLost DrDrunknLost 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    I am depresssed. I haven't told anyone yet. My parents are always yelling at me about my grades and constantly comparing me to my siblings, they ignore my acomplishments and find...
    anonymus000 anonymus000 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 16

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    Merry Christmas everyone. I won't wish for presents or toys or candy this year. I'm going to wish that everyone will find their happiness, whether it be with family, friends...
    Shyspan Shyspan 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am the least indicated person to judge anyone. To point my finger upon a single being would imply thrice on to me. For this reason, I will not judge. After all, with a world...
    kittylin kittylin 22-25, F Dec 6

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    I've just realized something.. just like that Vanilla Sky movie... "Every passing second is another change to turn it all around." I don't want my future to be rundown because of...
    obscureriddle obscureriddle 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I maybe add 5% of the people who fan me. Only because most are perverts or just stupid. I'm looking for genuine people. I know their out there its just hard finding them.
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's not that I don't want to ask, it's that I don't know how. Since I've been in elementary school, I've been told to rely on myself, or maybe I've told myself that. My parents...
    Redmoon383 Redmoon383 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 7

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    I never quite understood why people go out of their way to make another person feel horrible about their own life choices. For a person to bash someone they don't even know, on a...
    acidpixiedust acidpixiedust 36-40, F 9 Responses Dec 9

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    I will never tell you I love you if I really don't mean it. I realise how much that could hurt someone, saying I love you but not really meaning it.
    Ashlynthepanda Ashlynthepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I know, I answered "wrong". he's like a girlfriend that doesn't want you but keeps showing up. I blocked him but he keeps coming back. I want his affection......DICCLAIMER:this is...
    trent74 trent74 36-40, M Dec 17

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    Yes, I do that. I don't want to remember those people and don't want to be remembered by them as well. This doesn't include my family. I'm just talking about fiends I make.
    Tawheed1994 Tawheed1994 18-21, M a week ago

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    Eew. So not happening. What's the point? I mean, what exactly does it achieve? I am not easily aroused by words unless they are explicit and I can hear the man's voice as he growls...
    BewitchedBotheredBewildered BewitchedBotheredBewildered 70+, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    For me it wouldn't be taking drugs, alcohol abuse, obsession over sex, jumping off of tall objects because I can't have my way, hanging myself is out question and whittling on my...
    LilChickadee LilChickadee 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    my father basically abused me. yep. hit my strangled me once he slammed a car trunk door on my shoulder. I was 8. he's like 6'4. he bought me a python once made me hold it all the...
    JessieJ16 JessieJ16 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    That's all, clear as the Vodka I guess. I'm gay, and I have been so hurt, I don't like to feel the taste of love with a boy for even one minute, so please don't do something which...
    Martin7470 Martin7470 18-21, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Never in my life wanted something so bad , till now 😔😒 don't know what to do #gf
    Loovee1C Loovee1C 18-21, F Nov 30

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    As long as you aren't sacrificing children because I'm not down for that.
    bombchu bombchu 22-25, F Dec 8

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    Ha... you never have so I don't expect you to anyway... have a nice call with them...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F Dec 12

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    No reply, no additions. It's like, what's the point of adding that person if you aren't going to talk to them? Why did you even do it, to make your profile look good?
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F Dec 12

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    Okay so I live with my dad and step mom. I left my moms house when I was 15 now I'm close to turning 18. My family has not ever really been the nicest to me. I've tended to lean...
    lovedownunder lovedownunder 16-17, F a week ago

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    if someone doesn't give me importance why on GOD'S EARTH would i give him or her importance except family
    waris1 waris1 16-17, M a week ago

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    I cry alone, usually cry in bed. My friends let me know if they feel sad n depressed. They cry in front of me and I comfort them. But I never let my friends see me cry. I don't...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Social media bullies are the worst type of bullies. They act as though they have high moral fibre but hide behind these sort of sites and intimidate others as they have no life...
    Peeonme69 Peeonme69 46-50, F 6 Responses Nov 27

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    But both need to drive to crazy for me.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 29

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    Its weird and i dont know if its normal but at night, i can run faster, think better, i am stronger, im better at everything. I also have this voice in my head that wont go away...
    samthekiller samthekiller 13-15, F Nov 30

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    It's hard to beat a person who never give up.
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    A lot of people in my family are psychic. My sister thinks she is, I think I am too. I can see the future, it's not controlled though so it's random and not as great. It's latent.
    TransmutedHeart TransmutedHeart 18-21, F Dec 1

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    Me hears past lovers thinking this. And now needs one from each gender. Why when me feels this way. Hmmm. Maybe need triage staff to cure me. Lmao.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I am Asatru. I gave up on being Christian, Lutheran, but I still have family and friends who are Christian, some friends who are Muslim. I accept the differences, as they accept...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    * control me * take away my joy * diminish my self worth * make me co-dependent * become dependent upon me * stress me out * discourage me to love * force me to deny God
    SelfLove SelfLove 36-40, F Dec 9

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    this group is a horrible ****. No experiences at all.
    ashrith ashrith 18-21, M Dec 13

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    As I've grown older I have come to the conclusion that I hate the thought of marriage. I was married once at 16 and divorced at 21 and since then I have had numerous relationships...
    TaxiDrivingMom74 TaxiDrivingMom74 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    go look for pervs needing ur support....
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M Dec 16

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