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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    If it bothers you to be judged, it means you can't ignore that inner voice. You're judging yourself. Typically, someone only judges you when they feel threatened. Would you say...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 days ago

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    I won't ever forgive you. For making me fall in love with you, for making me feel like it was you I was meant to be with forever. I hate the way you made me want to get dressed up...
    H3lt3rSk3lt3r H3lt3rSk3lt3r 18-21, F Jan 14

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    The overworked cashier decided to unload on me. I know it's hard to enter numbers into the computer. But I have just worked a twelve hour shift at the gunpowder factory, head full...
    rustyskills rustyskills 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    I'm in the mood to listen to someone right now. So if you have a story you want to tell, a problem u need want to talk to someone about...don't hesitate to pm me. I won't judge you...
    lookingatthelights lookingatthelights 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I will not open the doors of my heart to you. I will not let you in to my vault of secrets. I will not let you swim in the lake of the innermost thoughts of my mind. I can't let...
    28yroldman 28yroldman 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    This is a true story- Truth be told, I am not in the story, but my family is, and I thought I'd change up my posts a little. So, instead of telling of MY life, I'll tell you about...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    You are there all the time in my thoughts but I can never call you mine. I can’t call you my Ex nor even my friend cos I never got you beside me in need or distress then who are...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Jan 3

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    Normally I don't post these types of things but I found this exchange hilarious. And perhaps it will be a lesson to all you men out there, if a woman is going to cyber in 2...
    Recklessdesires Recklessdesires 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Ok so here goes, I was diagnosed with PCOS in July 2014 and I feel its about time I shared my story and hopefully hear from people who feel the same way. After searching through...
    genna genna 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    Stayed up till midnight last night playing UNO with new friends. The guy across the table smiled at me, he has a nice smile, he's kind and funny. The old me would have hit on him...
    b1tch2u b1tch2u 31-35 Jan 14

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    People who are in good relationships take each others for granted. They don't know how lucky they are. Love is almost always not mutual. Funny considering how many people there...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Jan 16

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    There is absolutely nothing you can tell me that I haven't seen, done, or heard about. I may not want to associate myself with particular activities, but in all honesty, that isn't...
    PoliteDeviance PoliteDeviance 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't want to , no one does and anyone who thinks that by sending me a slew of multiple messages (harassment) will be taken as cute or get me to reply back to them is sadly...
    Tessa371 Tessa371 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Exactly, the best intentions are worthless if the person isn't receptive.
    hal48 hal48 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    So if you're here for that, please don't bother me with it. I am here to express myself and meet friends, nothing more.
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    I have been judged before and i didn't like having to feel that way so i don't want people i first meet to feel that feeling. No one has the right to judge a person unless they...
    Horse10202 Horse10202 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Don't get me wrong, I love making new friends. I love meeting new people. I even love flirtatious conversations. BUT that does not mean I'm going to send pictures that reveal...
    natalie603 natalie603 16-17, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    If you have a lot of adult experiences and/or an adult icon, I think it's safe to assume that you are contacting me for entertainment. Just so you don't waste your time or mine, I...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's common sense that people aren't going to like everything that one writes. It's not like they can choose your words for you or make your experiences in life to what they like.
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F Jan 4

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    Okay, this is the last entry on R. Goodbye R. Thank you for your time 'chasing' me. You did not try hard enough, but you persisted. :) Thanks. I don't deserve u and u deserve...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    When I feel depressed the thought of eating sickens me. If I am severely depressed I could starve myself for days on end up to a week, instead I drink up to 4 V cans a day (a drink...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    Don't light yourself on fire to keep others warm.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    but sometimes it takes a while to realise the person is one! by which point you're engaged in argument... and pride screams "don't back down, he'll win"... thankfully logic kicks...
    jahosijhs jahosijhs 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    who will only help me sing a sweet song.
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 6 hrs ago

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    by saying something hurtful that tears me apart.
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 6 hrs ago

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    i guess the time has come for me to get my mind right and stop being a troll and say things which hv no real significance..
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    Some people here just want to moap around in their unhappiness without actually wanting to fix anything or be grateful, hopeful, and happy for what they do have and what could be.
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I always feel bad for forgetting people's real names from Ep and other things like where they live, ages, and jobs. It's not on purpose. I promise. That is the type of...
    wintershawl wintershawl 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 2

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    No one is more passionate in your arms that a married woman who is longing for physical affection missing for so long in her marriage
    LJformarriedwomen LJformarriedwomen 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    I'm in pain.I've been like this for so long. I miss you and I worry about you.Wherever you are, be safe my love. Be with someone who knows your value. I wish you a happy life.
    baxer4005 baxer4005 18-21, M Jan 7

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    http://youtu.be/ktkuykzkAZs
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 8

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    i want to gain so much that im eating fields of food and maybe even trucks and cars i just want to be fat but never can be
    kevynstorm kevynstorm 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Be a witness, not a judge. Focus on yourself, not on others. Listen to your heart, not the crowd.
    mostdaysaregood mostdaysaregood 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    all u sad perverts who have to sit behind ur screens and be fake to get some attention is just sad. get a life and a real lover.
    lil1ontheway lil1ontheway 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    i need a song will some one write it for me??
    nahreh nahreh 13-15 Jan 18

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    I am not here to judge. nobody is perfect to judge others. I prefer giving you advice before criticizing or judging anyone
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Whether it be a nasty profile pic or nasty comments or stories. If I see that stuff on your profile then you will not be added to my circle.
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It makes me feel gross every time I receive nasty message
    Mrshouhou Mrshouhou 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Always be yourself, Unless you can be batman. Then be batman.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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