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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 38 People

    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Let's start with the beginning: I am the last child of 3. My childhood was not pleasant nor sad. My dad took care of us while my mom was working. My siblings were protecting me and...
    GirlWithNoFamily GirlWithNoFamily 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    Im not well in English.. But im having a story which i cant share with anyone.! Im from a country where love is crime. No parents here accept love marriage. Only 25% parents will...
    unsaidluv unsaidluv 18-21, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    What about when you discover yourself in a place of resistance, unable to shift your choices -Even Knowing that the course you're determined to chart Is Not Fulfilling Your Basic...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    Open up to me and tell me your deepest secrets. I am weird enough for me to not judge you. No matter how twisted your mind is I won't care, we're all different with different...
    AnonymousJSS AnonymousJSS 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    ignore, delete, block.....
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 2 days ago

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    ...... Now I'm ready to rise again
    dove9 dove9 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am always helping people whether it is emotionally, monetarily, or physically. I am starting to learn that people need to help themselves if they want internal and external...
    Nichole1992 Nichole1992 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Do you know this feeling when you watch someone so important to you grow older and older and older. And the older this person gets the scarier it is. The fear of losing that...
    aliveness aliveness 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I try my best to keep things at peace. As much as possible, I want everyone happy. I adjust to everyone's needs. I often put their needs before mine. But there are some instances...
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    He's back so many times I have wished for him to come back so many times I prayed for the second chance to love him so many times I cried for it will never gonna happen so many...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    understandable .
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    I'm almost 15 years old, and have now had a sudden passion for dancing as my career. I've had it ever since the beginning of this year, but I'm scared. I'm scared my mom won't...
    prettyinpinkandpunk prettyinpinkandpunk 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    sometimes I think you say or do things to push me away or so that I can say something judgemental. be careful because one of these I just might do that...
    Naken4c Naken4c 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I do not think trying to change the world or others will improve ourselves. Thing is that more and more people is concentrated in trying to place the change they need to do in...
    oneiric13 oneiric13 26-30, M Aug 20

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    I really don't know what the **** is going on today!!!my dad called me in the morning and told me to run out of the house and go to the nearest store and he would pick me up there...
    ImTheQueenFYM ImTheQueenFYM 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    We were out as a group, my wife and I with her brother and fiance', and having drinks at a waterfront festival this last weekend. When I picked up the bill, it was paid by an...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 5 Responses Aug 18

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    I will especially not marry a man who doesn't believe in Jesus. I'm not a woman to lead a man on. I'm going to be honest and cut to the chase here. If you Don't believe God is...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Ok so my "friend" is in need of help, yet she won't let me. Anyone have any advice for me. Inbox me for the whole story.
    hunglow97 hunglow97 18-21, M Aug 16

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    Just this past Thursday I was raped again. He was an ok friend of mine and I thought nothing of it when he asked to hang out. I told him why I was hesitant and that was a terrible...
    scarsthatsmile scarsthatsmile 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Well, I'll try not to. But I'm no angel.
    ItisonlyI ItisonlyI 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I just wanted to say : I don't judge you, but I don't accept your actions and sayings. It is the similar when I can see how sick a psychopath killer is and I can understand his...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 16

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    I did that once my first attempt at love many years ago. I forgave again and again and again and again. Never again.
    SocialHermit SocialHermit 41-45, F Aug 15

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    thesweetpast thesweetpast 26-30, M Aug 14

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    Everybody has gone through something which has changed them or made them the way they are. Judging them is not giving them a chance to be who they are, and people shine when they...
    strawberrymug strawberrymug 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I have two sides to me. The first side is all about kindness, loyalty, freedom, rebellion, selflessness, love, being fearless, being yourself (weird, crazy, etc.) and intelligence...
    CloverMermaid CloverMermaid 13-15, F Aug 13

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    It's not that I am scared of marriage- in fact, I want to love so badly. I want to give somebody unconditional love and be their best friend in their worst times. But, I am afraid...
    mmerose mmerose 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Eager and willing to talk to women who don't judge. I am preferably looking for local but I am very open. I talk everyday to those in my circle granted may be small or short but we...
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Aug 12

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    I've been having these experiences most of my life but I ignored them until just recently when they started becoming more obvious to me. I'm still not sure of what it is but I feel...
    KnownUnknown12 KnownUnknown12 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    if you know me or not I won't judge you at all message me if you want to talk
    BradleytheBeast BradleytheBeast 16-17, M Aug 12

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    Idk I just don't wanna deal with everything and everyone. Maybe I'm not scared, more like tired. And it's the kind of tired that won't go Away if I go to sleep. Well, only 5...
    lexisavoie lexisavoie 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    There is still forum for this, by the way. Location is http://powerinside.freeforums.net/.
    BlackholeEP BlackholeEP 18-21, M Aug 11

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    i over love sex...not many people who understand me. even over the Internet
    Bruinoguy Bruinoguy 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 11

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    If anyone needs someone to talk to I love to listen. Even if I take awhile to reply I'll still be there as a virtual shoulder to cry on.
    Abcdefghijessy Abcdefghijessy 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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