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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Like a long misbegotten path into a forest of darkness. It is as if the blind were leading the blind into an endless siege of selfishness and deception. I refuse to acknowledge...
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