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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    The Elder Scrolls may be a series of action role-playing open world fantasy video games primarily developed by Bethesda Game Studios and revealed by Bethesda Softworks. The series...
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    If one refuse to listen and won't take advice what is the point of me trying to help? If you won't help yourself and don't change your life for the better then you can't get help...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    Well, he can't. I could find a boy one. I'm literally to warn him from being cheated on, lied to or from heartbreak again. He defends her. I find it sad. :( So now, I'm making him...
    HighOnMisery HighOnMisery 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    This site doesn't do it for me anymore. I have seen the most vulgar, crass, behavior here. That isn't even mentioning the personal attacks and bullying that goes on here. I won't...
    Outspokin Outspokin 70+, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I won't forgive you my ******* ***** of a ex.You used me.Lied to me.Ill never forgive you.Never.
    NotHerexxx NotHerexxx 13-15, M Jul 14

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    Well then if you want to help someone who wont let you in then Let Go! Be there if they ask or need you or just listen. Sometimes people have their reasons n just want to be alone...
    Janeysunshine Janeysunshine 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Im rapidly approaching 50,000 groups... each one of them means something to me... i may not write a story for each one...just keep gradually grabbing more.... i wonder if there is...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Today my father wanted me to help him move a car. Since I am more comfortable with automatic rather than manual I told him I will try. I tried my best and managed to move the car...
    cherryaleks cherryaleks 18-21 6 days ago

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    I insist there should be a spelling mistake in this groups name! What a let-down...
    Faust76 Faust76 36-40, M 10 hrs ago

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    Love is patient, love is kind, love doesn't judge; because love says that,... we are all sinners.
    GodIsAble247 GodIsAble247 22-25, M Jun 30

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    If I want something in life,perhaps a goal? I'd move hell and earth to achieve it.Quitting is not of the option,no matter how treacherous the path....don't quit.
    McKnight94 McKnight94 18-21, M Jul 4

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    Was gonna leave a tub of candy...but... you know it wouldn't last long round ere...
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I am a veeeeeeeery picky girl. Other people thought that I'm near perfect. Well, the thing is I like this certain guy but I'm afraid my parents will disagree. I dated rich men but...
    harara100 harara100 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    You can't do what you did and expect me to fall at your feet.
    MadiGrace MadiGrace 13-15, F Jul 14

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    *so true. I am cautious. Bogus things happen online. So I don't only read profile, I rummage through stories. If we establish that we have good connection, that's when I hit the...
    0nOpalsMind 0nOpalsMind 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    When I'm cold I can control my nerves or something like that I can make myself warm, vice versa when I'm hot! I found out recently I can do the same in a room. Someone will say...
    mrmagnium mrmagnium 13-15, M Jul 22

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    I can't, not yet! I am pulling hard! Praying hard!
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo 22-25, F a week ago

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    When I first had acne I didn't mind because I thought it was just a part of puberty , but later on my acne started to become more severe . I used different face washes from Biore...
    Infinity8301 Infinity8301 13-15, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Bet you can't guess those lyrics :)
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    The image of humanity is not in vein. The direction of our feet and the placement of our eyes prove we are meant to move forward and never look back.
    Meagaroni18 Meagaroni18 22-25, F Jul 4

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    Come hell or high waters I'm getting to where I need to be. If your not for me kindly step aside. I'm a woman on a mission. I will stand and deliver. Hear me roar! :)
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    Someone wanna talk , anyone I'm bored and wanna be chill :P
    jadetumbler jadetumbler 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I noticed a new guy moved into town. He's already talking to a girl, but his profile says single and his b-day says 1991 (he's legal), so I decided to give it a shot. I love myself...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jul 7

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    As my marriage gets closer toward divorce, I see her on the phone like always and think to myself : yeah this is the right decision
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 9

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    Forgiving you would require me accepting what you did. Impossible. so do me a favour and please leave me alone. You know who you are.
    countrygirl997 countrygirl997 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    He's not going to ruin this for me. I'M going to Warped Tour, and he can NOT make me feel bad for deciding to go. It was HIS choice not to go with me. Not mine. I invited him. Now...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Ummm. Yes. Rare. But yes. Hopefully more than one. Lol.
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I feel down at the moment:( I've got a lot going on in my life right now including an eating disorder and depression and really need someone who will generally understand my...
    Bethh98 Bethh98 13-15, F a week ago

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    Obstacles are put in our way to see if what we want is worth fighting for..
    IgnoredConsistently IgnoredConsistently 22-25, F a week ago

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    I have had similar problems with my PCOS. We have been ttc for five years. It is so frustrating to see everyone around us get pregnant without even trying or on accident. I have...
    heatheralte heatheralte 22-25 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Keeps me from doing things i want to do.
    happyconfused212 happyconfused212 18-21, T 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Otherwise it turns into just adding people to add them. I want to actually get to know people. :)
    SexyNThick SexyNThick 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When people said "i wont judge you",i thought they are open minded & never judge people by the profile or by the cover. I hv told them if you want me to stop chat, then i will stop...
    dankko dankko 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I'm reading "The 5 Love Languages" Military Edition. Any one else going through this book with their spouse?
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    My friend is always short with me and expects me to understand her vague dialogue . She asks for my help then when I give advice she says it's ****. So tonight I decided I am not...
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The power, it's something more. I have a theory, and I need every one of you, my brothers and sisters, help to solve it. Please message me.
    Cwins165 Cwins165 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    I need to remind myself about that everyday.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I finally feel ready to write about this. I spent a long time looking for other people who have had problems with an Aspergers sibling, but everything I found was about how much...
    Annoymous13x Annoymous13x 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't know what's wrong with me. Just all of a sudden be become paranoid. It's been going on for almost two weeks. I feel watched, I feel like any second something is going to...