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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 41 People

    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    I won't forget his voice, I won't forget his smile, and I'll never forget his kiss. He changed my life in every aspect. Without him I wouldn't be where I am today. No matter how...
    Cherish1991 Cherish1991 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    There won't be, isn't it? :( No one who truly loves me and cares for me.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 5

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    We used to be friends, we used to spend hours just talking even though he had a girlfriend I fell for him, I never told him so we remained friends through the years I left home got...
    nounou0728 nounou0728 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Lately I've been getting some mail from guys wanting to chat. After talking to them for some time, they eventually try to change the tone of our chatting from innocent friendly to...
    SpanishRose10 SpanishRose10 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 14

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    I won't lie, if you want me to be honest I will be, I'd be straight forward or id make it constructive so I don't hurt your feeling (well I try me best to)
    AmIStillAlive AmIStillAlive 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    Liars are the absolute worst. If you lie to me once I'll probably never trust you the same way again. I won't lie to you because I know how much it hurts to be lied to.
    anonymoussouthernbabe anonymoussouthernbabe 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    Who I am, or have becomeIt all seems such a mysteryI rise and fall just like the sunWith questions locked inside of mePast the peak, my highest pointNow slowly sliding down the...
    Amago Amago 13-15, M Nov 11

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    I Won't Judge You ... My Alter-Ego Will Though
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I won't be adding any men or boys, so please stop messaging me and begging (don't message me begging for pics either).
    emmsbody emmsbody 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 13

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    letting go and moving on is the easiest thing for me to do I used to do that in my past life what ever happened I hidding and move on but iam not that person any more I won't...
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    There are moments when I feel like leaving this site.One of them is when all I get is friend requests from men with only sex in their minds.I hardly add any one these days or block...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 5 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Trust me!!!! I don't appreciate being judged!!! I am in no room to judge!!! If every one would swap shoes for a week or so... I bet we'd all be a little less quick to judge...
    Coffeetyme Coffeetyme 41-45, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I swear it's like everyone's mission to just get my temper running like I can't today :(
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I'm just so hungry ,,I haven't eaten all day .i wish my family would let me eat anything and I wish I had food in my house 😢
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    There's all these 14-15 year old girls out there trying to get pregnant... Like.. My mother would murder me.. Bring me back, and murder me again.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 9 Responses Nov 2

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    I am in a relationship. It has been almost 3 years. I have struggled almost the entire relationship with urges to leave. I have justified staying by saying things to myself like...
    Shaman1985 Shaman1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    We each have our struggles, problems, and temptations. It's a hRd life out there without having someone look down on you or giving you a hard time.
    Mct7988 Mct7988 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    Most of my friends come in all shapes, sizes and colours. Considering knowing them for ages. We're practically sisters. If someone new came to town, I'd love to get to know them...
    maddieexo maddieexo 13-15, F Nov 11

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    I'm lonely but I don't believe settling for someone's company isn't the best decision either. Been there done that, cried about it, and now I have an Ep story it. The next time I...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I have been with my husband for 7 years and we have a good relationship, but he freaks out whenever I want to go out without him. I have done this once since as long as I can...
    gloria1230 gloria1230 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Well I had a dream about my aunt being a mad scientist trying different crazy tests on everyone, terrifying consequences when someone gets too involved and deep ibto science...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F Oct 24

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    I'm what people call satanist and most people don't even know what that is or what's it's about.
    tagmepurple tagmepurple 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    I don't have a "welcome" mat at my door because I'm not a liar. ;)
    texan75 texan75 36-40, F Oct 28

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    I really don't like haters. Like. What gives someone the right to judge someone else? Basically. Keep your opinions to yourself.
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    I can't tell you enough, how much you can't really feel or know about me JUST by reading my experiences, reading my posts, confessions etc. I think people are too quick to judge...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 13

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    And I would never force myself on anyone ever again. Argh I thought I have learned my lesson, apparently I haven't. I know better now.. time to move on! Cheers!
    spong3b0b spong3b0b 26-30, F a week ago

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    It's just dumb and doesn't make any sense.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Grow up!! I don't want to see your disgusting conversations all over this site! Go on a dating site if your looking for s*x. Leave me alone perverts!! I am already in a...
    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I was eating dinner with my parents the other night and the subject of college came up. I told my parents that I already knew what I wanted to be when I got older. I told them I...
    Lisawellsliveson Lisawellsliveson 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I hate liars. Liars I can't trust. A lie can destroy a marriage and reputation. When I was a child and something was damaged or stolen I experienced punishment and discipline. My...
    gambler920 gambler920 51-55, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm feeling really down lately... ever since I got to college I've just felt more and more alone. I dont want to eat, have no energy to get work done, and rarely even want to hang...
    TaylorNicole312 TaylorNicole312 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Just found out the guy I am sleeping with is married. For awhile I had a nagging thought that he was lying to me. Yes him and I entered a NSA situation but we've had conversations...
    Gigilaugh Gigilaugh 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate not being able to eat in my own house :'(
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I remembered his birthday. But does he remember MINE? :(
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F Oct 26

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    I have my businesses, very huge, I am a woman, the only true to herself person-woman worldwide. So males, spy agencies, also spy agencies made by males and supporting males only...
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Oct 27

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    Jesus Christ is my love and my life.
    Ahumblefollower Ahumblefollower 16-17, M Oct 27

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    I think about dying a lot.
    tagmepurple tagmepurple 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 28

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    I would never lie to America, it's unnatural.
    NeverAnonymous NeverAnonymous 13-15, M Oct 28

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    Of course not! My orange dragon and lilac cow would never forgive me:)
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 28

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