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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Were you there from the beginning of time and space, when GOD made it all? GOD was. If you look around, you can see God everywhere. God made man from the dust of the earth...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I might not get married, so I should learn how to live alone. But I won't give up, maybe someday love come to me.
    fitwealth fitwealth 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    It is what it is . People make mistakes but I bet you won't make it twice .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Apr 4

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    To be honest at this point in my life it won't matter if you judge me because it's Just your funky little opinion
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M Apr 9

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    My friends travel with bf. I am single, so it is difficult for me to find travel companions. I won't stop travelling even if I am single.
    fitwealth fitwealth 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Religious beliefs don't make the qualities of a person. However, I don't want your religion shoved down my throat. I'm perfectly fine with you letting me believe what I believe...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I believe in the fundamental Truth of all great religions of the world. And I believe that if only we could, all of us, read the scriptures of the different Faiths from the stand...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 9 Responses Apr 10

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    I have ladies in my circle. But do they talk to me? No! If you want to be bored out of your mind,go on EP. If I wanted to talk to myself,I wouldn't be HERE.
    shoedanglefan shoedanglefan 61-65, M Mar 27

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    Hi is someone there to talk? Im recovering from an abusive ex. He was so mean. He choked me, kicked me, slapped me, threw me... called me names..And other people have been mean...
    amtired amtired 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Hey there, if anyone needs some company or someone to listen I'm here for ya c:
    Jojolopez4 Jojolopez4 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    It's true. I never forget the things that hurt me, or angered me, or bothered me in any way. It's been almost 4 years and I remember things that happened 3 years ago, like it was...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    So, you want a forum. I've seen numerous requests thus far for a place outside of this page where we can have more in-depth discussions and explorations of our experiences. So, I...
    BlackholeEP BlackholeEP 18-21, M Apr 8

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    Im not with my one true love and a second place love doesn't always hit the mark. Bottom line, if you love someone tell them. Even if you were the one who royally screwed up. Even...
    Katie0101 Katie0101 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I tire of each and every day sorting through the many Add requests from people who seem only interested in me from a sexual angle and often from those who haven't even written a...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I just want to help people. If anyone needs someone I'm here guy or girl it doesn't matter. Stay strong people.
    charlie41088 charlie41088 26-30, M Mar 28

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    I have no reason to lie. It is a useless thing to do and a something one must constantly remember so they don't get caught in the lie. I've always said my life is an open book so...
    shoreguyct shoreguyct 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 28

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    My bf is unsaved. It's like A little nagging in the back of my head like....are you sure you should be with someone unsaveD? my answer is..I DON"T KNOW! I just don't know but what...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I wont judge anyone as I don't claim to be perfect myself and as a nudist and aging hippie I believe in live and let live and always willing to help if I can . I get great pleasure...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    No, I want to learn and understand religious beliefs. That is why I went to a bible study group on Monday. I don't want to naive about religious. I was called a bimbo racist...
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I can't believe I loved this ******* bastard for 4years. He cheated on me again and again,even after we were engaged.and in the end,we broke up.now he accused me of everything,and...
    lesliechen lesliechen 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    i have a friend who complains about the fact she would love to go to hobbington. she lives close and gets a lot of extra money each week so she has the means to do so. though she...
    varjakpaw varjakpaw 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    For those who care. My good friends i've met on ep. I'm cutting out distractions to achieve my goals. My parnets need me more now. So can't be on here too much, if not at all...
    sfdrboy sfdrboy 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    YOU! Pumpus-jack-worm-bitten snake! I can't believe I almost gave up something so precious to me...In order for you to stay in my heart! I wondered briefly why, you hanged out...
    mutewords mutewords 18-21 6 days ago

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    I want to thank all of my peers that were brave enough to tell me the ugly truth. Because of you, I have walked through life seeing the reality of things instead of living in a...
    4everlonelyalone 4everlonelyalone 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I Don't have any close friends. The closest friend I had stopped talking to me when his relationship got serious. I have two people in my life I can talk to, but neither I can be...
    MissRejected MissRejected 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    4:30, and I'm thinking about mac-m'-cheese. Maybe I'll pay Panera a visit.
    blindangel92 blindangel92 22-25, F Apr 10

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    .....sometimes. If you decide to start taking over the world with mind controlling cat videos because someone at the last slice of pizza. Well then, know I am judging you then. :P...
    AllTheEmotions AllTheEmotions 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    That's a lie everyone judges to some extent no matter what they say
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 26

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    The world spun in circles and blurred everything but you and I fell away. I looked at you with your sparkling blue eyes and charming smile. For just that sweet moment, time froze...
    unreciprocated unreciprocated 36-40, F Mar 26

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    Most people seem to believe that you are judging someone if you think negatively about them. You've heard, "I am a good/bad JUDGE of character" The fact is, you cannot be a judge...
    sailnude sailnude 41-45, F 9 Responses Mar 29

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    This is a serious question... Which should I buy? Which would you rather have?
    hellofromspace hellofromspace 22-25, T 11 Responses Mar 29

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    I ,Me and Silence when together we jam orchestrating a symphony, sound of music fills the air. The heart beats in rhythm. If I could only make you listen to it then it would for...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Apr 2

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    It hurts every time I think about it and it hurts to watch him be excited about it. I feel like I'm never going to get over it and it hurts. I watch him tell our friends and family...
    Ppwincess1901 Ppwincess1901 18-21, F Apr 3

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    I'm halfway to the looney bin myself how can I judge
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M Apr 6