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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    So, the story starts off a few years earlier than described (18) . I can't say what happened before I give a bit of a backstory. So, I was in High School, and since I had a bunch...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    It depends though. Like a stranger I could lie to depending on what it's about. There are many people that i could also lie to depending on how Im feeling. However there is One...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 29

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    Frost. It covers plants in a cold coat killing them before they had a chance to bloom in the spring. Just like my life the seasons change and winter changed to spring and spring to...
    TheSpookyPotato TheSpookyPotato 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    You know. This is suppose to be 'Experience Project'. And all I've ever seen was people judging others of what they say or what they've been through. I'm that person who won't...
    SarahLouise98 SarahLouise98 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    Actually i don't need anyone to talk, i just wanna say if anyone want someone to listen to them, just msg me, i won't judge you or hate you :) you can talk about anything with me...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Sep 27

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    I won't lie to you unless I think it's best for you. If I know your upset then yes, I'll say I'm fine when you ask.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    well, I'm so heart broken, idk why some people keep saying lies and bullshits on here, i was about to leave, but i still see some people here who makes the staying motivation in me...
    Martin7470 Martin7470 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 2

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    Even if my future is shriveled and my life right now is a void, I won't stop believing in the new, better world I will be a part of. I do believe people will become better...
    OppressedLuna OppressedLuna 13-15, M Oct 2

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    It came to reading a post about how EP resembles more of an adult chat site than an experience sharing site to make me look at what my profile says. While it is true that I escape...
    roleplayerjust4fun roleplayerjust4fun 51-55, M 1 Response Oct 10

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    I accept criminals, terroists and cunning people as they are but I won't approve what they do
    arun0312 arun0312 22-25, M Oct 13

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    If I change, they will win. If I walk away, I will lose my pride. All I care about is my pride. I don't care about friendships, romance or whatever. I just want to hold on to what...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Don't no why but I keep walking alone and alive
    Lovlic Lovlic 31-35, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Hi, So I have this have this worry for a few years now that I have never been able to make sense of, I want to though because I need to know I'm not the only one who thinks like...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    There is nothing that annoys me more than judgemental people. In the past I was guilty of looking at someone and making a passive judgement, but in the past year I have come to...
    chels6 chels6 18-21, F a week ago

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    even if there is please-with-chocolate-milkshake-and-chocolate-ice-cream-with-cherries-and-chocolate-rice-on-top.
    YesIAmACat YesIAmACat 16-17 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I can't stand people that bring others down because of their past. I didn't realize that there were perfect people in this world...ever!
    TheMeBMini25 TheMeBMini25 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    Sadly, I've seen some pretty judgmental posts by members who have this experience listed. I'd recommend all adult content have that little checkbox for adult content checked....and...
    ThatWasUnexpected ThatWasUnexpected 36-40 1 Response Oct 9

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    I know that seems odd. But in a way I feel I don't belong here. This is YOUR site, not necessarily mine. This isn't about me adding a lot of people for some sort of ego trip...
    dadhereforyou dadhereforyou 51-55, M Oct 13

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    I know many people out there wonder how a person can be non judgmental. The trick is simple in theory (not always in practice I admit). First recognize your own faults and...
    Snowhat Snowhat 31-35, M Oct 14

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    You can lead a horse to water but can't make it drink.. You can lead some1 2 knowledge but can't make them learn etc.. etc...
    Rapunzel3 Rapunzel3 46-50, F Oct 10

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    A cigarette smoker, that is. I don't mind weed breath.... Lol
    emeraldtriangle420 emeraldtriangle420 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 23

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    Im so rebellious it is amazing isn't it
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Sep 26

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    I don't lie or cheat to get ahead. Rather than lie I will say nothing. It's not about being brutally honest when people are more concerned with the brutality.
    fiendforlife fiendforlife 31-35, M Sep 30

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    You, worker from the third floor of the palace I work in, can't just hurt the feeling of a sweet lady, the receptionist lady, that is a delicate one I always have some interesting...
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Oct 9

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    By which I mean constant sex groups,especially fetish or taboo stuff and I don't tolerate people who are hateful or just annoying morons.Racists,sexists and homophobes get...
    KurMujun KurMujun 18-21, M Oct 10

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    We ourselves are our hardest critics. I can judge, but only what I perceive.. I can't read your thoughts, feel your feelings or experience what you have experienced. Who am I to...
    LoveEqualsPain LoveEqualsPain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    If you message me, please don't expect any cybering out of me .u. Friendship or gtfo
    SammiSakura SammiSakura 13-15, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Someone once told me that deep down everyone has had bisexual fantasies at some point in their life. Most of us choose not to make these fantasies a reality. This suggests that...
    Peeonme69 Peeonme69 46-50, F 10 Responses Sep 23

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    I am the type of friend where you could tell me you did anything- and I will not hate you or judge you based on your appearance and as long as your a nice person and not currently...
    SaveTheGeek SaveTheGeek 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    In the lunch line, and I'll get food and just throw it away. I hate that that when I get food people stare at me like I need it to live.
    sassy19love sassy19love 13-15 Sep 25

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    Whoops.. Look like I just did..
    1DarkBeauty 1DarkBeauty 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    can someone be of help to me?
    piema1 piema1 26-30 Sep 26

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    This is not a story. ( ._.)
    ChanelLove12 ChanelLove12 70+, F Sep 26

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    I have recently got with a girl (around 2 months ago) and I love her more than anything in this entire world (she means more to me than my life) anyway she always cares too much...
    Jazke Jazke 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    I used to apply my values to everyone's life decisions. Of course, I found them inferior to me. How great it felt to look down on everyone! Over time, I began to realize my...
    Warduke Warduke 36-40, M Sep 29

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    yes, it sucks, when I'm at the first session, I'm sure that old routine thoughts will surround me, busy life will come again...sucks...
    Martin7470 Martin7470 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    I just want a baby. It's not fair and I'm fed up of trying to cope.
    MrsO2611 MrsO2611 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Dude whoever cyber bullies need to get their act together cause even is you delete something bad on the internet the government will always have it do be careful cause you're...
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    1-10 how cool or cute is this pic?
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 7 Responses Oct 6

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    I am not one who judges others, if anyone needs advice on any matter just ask and I will see how I can help
    ziroks ziroks 22-25, M Oct 9

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    And weird names.You may be a good person but that is just one way of deciding whom to take in my circle.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F