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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    won't be online for a while because I'm currently sick :'(
    LavenderHart009 LavenderHart009 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I'm probably one of the least judgemental people you'll ever meet. What people want to do with their lives is none of my business. As long as it makes them happy, i don't see how...
    DropsofJupiter1 DropsofJupiter1 18-21, F 16 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    sometimes i try to bend the elements like a bender. one day i will do it
    spulunky spulunky 13-15, M 12 hrs ago

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    My sister recently came back home and we have issues with my family on my mothers side but I don't hate them I forgive some of the bad stuff that's been said but my sister since...
    Littlefoxy Littlefoxy 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    For the longest time I've felt like I can predict the future. I'll know when something isn't and is gonna happen. I'll also have dreams before something happens
    cxmrren cxmrren 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    With the amount of drama and against the grain things I've done in my short adulthood, I'm in no position to judge anyone. Instead I prefer listening to others to see how I can...
    BeauKitty BeauKitty 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i dont know if im selfish or what but i felt sad when i realized that the honeymoon period was over with my boyfriend..he told me he was comfortable with me like how he got used to...
    miumiux miumiux 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Do you need a hug?? I'll totally give you one!
    Youcanthandlemyusername Youcanthandlemyusername 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    And thats why i am going to live far away from my parents and my family. they ruined my whole childhood.
    IwasHurtAlot IwasHurtAlot 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I've had dreams where my hands could do these things...my recent dream was I could say something and do a gesture with my hands and fire would come out of them. I want to unlock it...
    GaleTheSwift GaleTheSwift 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    feeling a little low.. anyone care to listen..?
    WeighMeDown WeighMeDown 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have way too many experiences. I find so many ones that I can relate to, and add them. Also I don't believe that they all need a story
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    One Day One day. I hope. I will be able to stop. One day. I hope. I will no longer need to self harm. One day. I hope. I will no longer have the urge. One day. I hope. Cutting will...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I have a cousin. She is almost 16 years older than I am. All of my life she has tried to be more like a big sister to me and in many ways she was. I wasn't always the perfect...
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    We all have different experiences that have formed us and for me to judge you without knowing yours is like doing a book report without reading the book.
    bluebeard1978 bluebeard1978 46-50, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Somewhere adrift in the notion of time He continues with the remnants of a legend. An Odin of perpetual incarnations often disguised by the name of another. Sometimes His clearest...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    You're my butterfly. Everything you do, everything you say is safe with me. I want you to be you, but for me.
    xruckusx xruckusx 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    From what I gather, many people just 'fan' someone to boost their own ego and personality. If that's your objective, fine, but don't bother me, I'm not interested. However, If...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Judge I remember your stare as a "friend" coerced your body, As you sip some sin, we look through crowd of eyes, And out of all the people here, The only one that sees my pain...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i honestly wish i was crazy. i probably am. it all started a few years ago. a fire had burned down my house and the only thing that had survived it was a doll i made. naturally i...
    selselsky selselsky 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I'm here to be real. I am very blunt, and can smell bullshit from afar. All I'm looking for are friends who enjoy good company, clean fun, 80's music and good times. I think my...
    SpiritsInTheMaterialWorld SpiritsInTheMaterialWorld 41-45, M Jun 28

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    I feel like I don't have the ability to get pregnant. More Clomid for me I guess. :(
    foreveraaprincess foreveraaprincess 22-25, F Jun 28

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    I'm a 26 year old male coming up on 27. It seems like everyone else is able to find someone except me. I feel like some of them just had it fall into their lap. I couldn't find it...
    alley00pster alley00pster 26-30, M Jun 28

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    I am scared. Me my 17 year old sister and 13 year old brother are gonna talk to my tablet addicted mother and my alcoholic father tomorrow.We are gonna tell them how we feel and...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 27

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    I absolutely refuse to settle for anything less than what I actually want & desire I want a man, a real man who makes me happy at the thought of kissing & hugging him whose face in...
    Plaincountrygirl Plaincountrygirl 36-40, F Jun 27

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    The recent Supreme Court ruling has the Christians up in arms and reminds me as to why I have distanced myself from organized religion... Love is love regardless of the package it...
    marladurden13 marladurden13 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 27

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    This is a topic for all ages. When Hitler took over Germany; he ridiculed prostitutes, and small time criminals to his jokes and sniping assaults. Only after attacking the "scum...
    pfuzylogic pfuzylogic 56-60, M Jun 26

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    I'm very tired and I'm going to sleep see you again tomorrow morning
    avi497 avi497 22-25, M Jun 24

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    In fact, I won't be adding anyone who fans me without having several consistent conversations with them. When people fan each other on here they become friends and I really don't...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F Jun 24

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    I've never done it, and don't intend to. I don't mind talking about sex - with limits, I'm not going to tell strangers on the nets my entire sexual history and I don't need to hear...
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    The reason is simple. I don't belong in the kingdom of love. Love isn't something my body, my mind, my thoughts are meant for. My personality is too complicated and sometimes...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    My mom got cancer when I was 10, so my parents went to live nearby the hospital in another state. My brother and I, went to live with some of my parents┬┤friends. My best friend...
    ElsseHazelyn ElsseHazelyn 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    You won't get my attention by flirting with me. I'll accept any type of compliment, but if you just straight up call me hot and all...especially when I don't like it, I consider...
    lovemeforever9787 lovemeforever9787 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    Don't ask me to sponsor your immigration to the U.S. because you don't like your husband.
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    Adding someone to your circle is basically a one way street. When you add me, I am in no way obligated to add you too and I won't unless I want to. It being a one way street also...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 20

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