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I Am Scared I Won't Be There

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    The Goal, Don't Doubt It Can Be Reached.

    I imagine my goal. A place I will be at. Physical and literal in terms of a location, but also abstract in terms of a part of my life journey. Unrealistic. A gorgeous mountainous area, with woods, waterfalls, lakes, with a diverse community enough to qualify as ...
    Jiemusu Jiemusu 22-25, M Aug 10, 2010

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    What Happens?

    Sometimes feeling hopeful doesnt work. And when fear strikes, where do end up? Where do we go for help? Encouragement? What happens when I'M gone?
    jeffery4ever jeffery4ever 13-15, F Apr 15, 2009

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    Same Nightmare

    I have the same night mare form time to time that I am alone in my home and I have missed everyone and that they are gone forever and I never got to say goodbye    
    librakitty05 librakitty05 41-45, F 6 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    I Guess I'm Thinking Of The Rapture

    or Heaven...I'm scared I would have done myself in with my lack of faith...I am sooooo torn these days with God and the afterlife issues...but in the end, I want to be in the right place....but right now, I'm full of doubt and bitterness and frustration about my spirituality
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    When I Lose My Dad.......

    I know he hasn't been the best father in the world. He definitely won't win any awards, but he's the only father I've ever had. I love him so much, doesn't matter to me that I haven't seen him in close to 15 years. It doesn't matter that we rarily talk. I don't want him dying...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25, 2009

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    Please Don't Go...

    Don't, not before I get there...please. I have to hold your hand and kiss your face... I willl go insane if I'm not there.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 15, 2009

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    to walk that last mile.

     to pick you up,to comfort and support.to hear you.to carry you when you are to weak.and to protect.to keep you warm in the cold.my strength is fading.i must be quick.the road is narrow and so long.i must prepare you for what you will face.my child,never lose hope.i will be...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Nov 11, 2009

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    I gave up. I did. But, I won't give up again. I was making progress overcoming my social anxieties in the spring. I was getting more comfortable in social situations and making...
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    I've never been drunk. I have never done drugs. My father is very strict. Growing up, I was legitimately scared of him. I still am. He is particularly sensitive about alcohol...
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    Not generally everyone but I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid of people disappointing me as I am afraid of disappointing them. I'm prideful. I take a lot of pride in the work I do and...
    Spagoodles Spagoodles 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    to have a boyfriend or girl friend it is only ever about looks figure how good you are in bed 3 main thing's men or women go for I don't have eny of them advantages I just don't...
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    You won't get my attention if you're being a tool and/or nasty, perverted, rude etc. Avoid of all that and you'll get my undivided attention. Unless my cat wants attention of...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I exited about all the new experiences, but I'm scared that I won't be able to fit in at first, or the fact that I'm going to be away from my family and in a really big city. I...
    dgm683 dgm683 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Are casual hookups okay these days?
    Valzz Valzz 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It was just never meant to be for me. I'm unloveable and I know it. I don't have anything for people to love. And no one had loved me. I did plan to date starting from college...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel this very strongly. If you won't be here for me when I need you and I'm at my worst, you will never get anything from me again that isn't cold courtesy. I will never forgive...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    enough with feeling like crap. crappie can take a holiday or buzz off. so If life Is down and you know It change It small way. try and hobby join and dance class. go to and concert...
    Awesomegal81 Awesomegal81 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If you don't make an effort, you don't get a response. There's plenty of experiences and stories on my profile, they're surely good ways to start a conversation?
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M a week ago

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    A family arrived at the hospital, they waited for the doctor at the hall way. There was a row of chair at the hall. Four of them to be exact. One of them was already occupied by a...
    jjoe01 jjoe01 41-45, M 7 Responses Jul 20

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    I never going to be a good werewolf, I won't be able to save the world. & keep it peacefully makers and help wolves and hunters and dogs to work as a team. & our world will be a...
    midnightwerewolfgirl07 midnightwerewolfgirl07 22-25, F Jul 19

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    The title of this experience just says it all. I have had so many different friends through my life, and only a small handful have remained by my side no matter what. I won't waste...
    lovelikewoa1997 lovelikewoa1997 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I finally fell asleep without dreaming of you. But what good does that do when I'm not waking up to you. You're always on my mind. I wake up & the worry is there again. The pain is...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F Jul 19

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    You know what I hate....being lied to...its one of, if not my biggest, pet peeve. Its something that ****** me off for days and days no matter how small it is. This time tho...it's...
    FalseSmile FalseSmile 22-25, M Jul 19

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    I fear I'll be stuck in a life which is dull. Especially as soon, the majority of people around my age will start to settle down and become boring. My best hope is probably a...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 19

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    I sometimes wonder if I'm actually happy with you. You don't have the same depth of character as me so sometimes when I talk to you I see that what I'm talking about goes over your...
    driftingsanity driftingsanity 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Why judge you when I can judge myself. If I judge you that won't make you any better. (unless you ask for some constructive criticism in the hopes of doing something positive with...
    AbleSankovik AbleSankovik 18-21, M Jul 17

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    I don't know what it is with you people here, my pic, my address, my phone number!!! ugh!! If I don't wanna share it, I won't! stop pestering me about it! I'm not gonna share...
    Jzzmine Jzzmine 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I know that suicide isn’t allowed in Christianity. But I have already failed God. I am already a walking sin. I’m nothing worth saving. I’m nothing worth pitying. I am...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 17

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    Which you couldn't/can't, so stop with the judging already. I feel what I feel, do what I do, say what I say... Cuz I'M ME. I'm ME, okay? Not You. And I Won't Do Things the...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    You can add me all you want, but I won't add you back unless I have had the opportunity to talk to you and get to know you first. And every now and again I will go through my...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F Jul 16

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    I won't judge a fellow A short man.. Skin of yellow A black dude or he with his cross Who am I .....am not the boss Woman who breaks the scale The gay all white and pale The...
    1chuck2 1chuck2 31-35, M Jul 15

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    Just like death.. everything will end won't it..
    mozaq mozaq 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I have been feeling scared about my future recently. I am supposed to go to a new school in less than a month and I'm worried that I will be alone and have no friends. Ever since...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M Jul 14

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    At the same time I already have, by thinking you like not being judged. Maybe I should instead have joined a group called "I will do my best not to judge you", "I will not judge...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    Everyone is different and special in their own way. It doesn't matter what you think about your self or what people say about you, Ohh trust me when I say there are people out...
    olivia102 olivia102 18-21, F Jul 12

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    ...when I get a sudden feeling that a person will get bored of me...Sometimes, I show myself too much and become too open that I'm afraid someone I care about will lose interest...
    Yoyoko Yoyoko 16-17, F Jul 11

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    As long as people don't judge my foot fet, I won't judge them as I'm not a judgemental person.
    IAdoreYourFeet IAdoreYourFeet 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 10

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    In less than one week, I will be moving out of my hometown that I have spent the majority of my life in. I graduated from college last summer and my time in school is the only time...
    kateokee27 kateokee27 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    If you don't judge me, then who will make meaware that I do wrong? If you don't judge, you don't care about right or wrong, you are indifferent toward other people, you don't...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 51-55, M 8 Responses Jul 9

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    My husbands a great guy, don't get me wrong. He's gone through a lot with me, and puts up with a lot from me. He went through very bad post partum with me, severe bi polar...
    ShivaBrainard ShivaBrainard 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    The bow is here for you so you can take a Tess you need your mom and dad so you take πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘§πŸš™
    taiyanathomas taiyanathomas 16-17, F Jul 7

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