I Am Scared of Life

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    Most of time, I'm happy.

    But sometimes I feel very scared and unstable. I am trying my best to recognize what's given to me and appreciate what I have. Maybe I'm trying too hard. It gets to me sometimes and that I feel very alone and scared. It helps to speak it out loud. Well, I wish I was close to my...
    Emily712 Emily712
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2014

    Shut-in; From Promise To Disaster

    I am a 24 year old female and I have been a shut-in ever since I started college, but it all built up way before that. Up until I was 6 years old - I lived somewhere else. A place where I had many family members who cared about me. Lots of cousins my age. I was developing...
    che244 che244
    22-25
    Jan 2, 2012

    Challenges

    Challenges,Frighten me,Like life,It's the same,Don't like dicing around,Takin' chances,That's what life's all about,I 'm scared,Don't like it,Can I get off?
    startinover1 startinover1
    46-50
    May 15, 2012

    What is the purpose of life?

    Why do I even exist in the first place? 18th of March, 2016. I'll never forget that day. My instincts told me from that day and onwards, everything will be different. Everything will change. Everything will be taken away from me. March the 18th was the day I found a new...
    Violetblossoms Violetblossoms
    18-21, F
    Apr 11

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