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I Am Scared of Life

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    Challenges,Frighten me,Like life,It's the same,Don't like dicing around,Takin' chances,That's what life's all about,I 'm scared,Don't like it,Can I get off?
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 May 15, 2012

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    Most of time, I'm happy.

    But sometimes I feel very scared and unstable. I am trying my best to recognize what's given to me and appreciate what I have. Maybe I'm trying too hard. It gets to me sometimes and that I feel very alone and scared. It helps to speak it out loud. Well, I wish I was close to my...
    Emily712 Emily712 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    Shut-in; From Promise To Disaster

    I am a 24 year old female and I have been a shut-in ever since I started college, but it all built up way before that. Up until I was 6 years old - I lived somewhere else. A place where I had many family members who cared about me. Lots of cousins my age. I was developing...
    che244 che244 22-25 Jan 2, 2012

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    I'm in a seriouse relationship with this wonderful man who means the world to me, and who loves me very much. I've been torturing myself with doubts and fears. You see, I have a...
    Emilia94 Emilia94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    First off, I'm going to start this out by saying I had an abortion about 5 years ago, you was not there to experience why I had one, so don't judge me for my actions. I was almost...
    Wvgirl20 Wvgirl20 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Finishing college has been the main goal in my like for a while now. When I graduated in May the feeling of accomplishing my goal was such a great feeling. However, now after a few...
    oness123 oness123 22-25, F Oct 9

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    My life has been a lifetime movie the last 3 years. I am married 20 years. Met my lover and mm 3 years ago and fell head over heals in love. I kept it a secret. He asked me to...
    laurieh1977 laurieh1977 36-40, F Oct 10

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    I am so tired. These past few months it has gotten worse. I don't know how to behave around new people or people I barely know, especially those I feel inferior around. That counts...
    haroni haroni 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Lately I have been feeling really fed up and depressed. I feel that both family and friends hate me being happy or having a life of my own. My parents are both really ill and have...
    galaxy3 galaxy3 36-40, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Met this guy and he is unlike any other i have met, life is just so complicated, he is married and i am in a relationship which is a open one. Feel bad yes i do, i cannot go one...
    amdee1 amdee1 41-45, F 1 Response 22 mins ago

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    I recently got out of a relationship last month. Ironically it only lasted for a month like my mom said it was just a summer romance. I didn't really believe it was true and then I...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Sep 21

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    I haven't been on in a while, because I tried to kill myself and ended up pretty bad. But I'm not dead, so it was a waste of time. I'm scared of myself now, and I'm scared about...
    Rubyrooo Rubyrooo 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I'm scared of losing everything again. I have been through some of the worst things possible and I have come a long way from all that. I'm doing so well. I've been clean and sober...
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    Im scared, away from home along ways. I miss having family to talk me about the stupid **** on tv and the **** my mom would read on the internet or my family at the fire...
    Cbh004 Cbh004 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Well of course I am! That would be pretty silly if I loved someone, lost them and life continued normally. I am so scared of losing the people that mean the most to me. I love them...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Oct 2

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    Please help take get me down from this embarrassing moment cliff I am on. I have never been more mortified in my life. Here is what happened: I am a TA for a 150 people college...
    dancekatie93 dancekatie93 18-21, F Oct 7

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    I suppose mine is different. I was actually called "the biggest mistake of my life" by the woman I wanted to spend my life with. I was always good and loyal to her, and never loved...
    whylovetellme whylovetellme 31-35, M 3 hrs ago

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    MY LIFE WITH THE MOB- PART ONE MY LIFE WITH THE MOB It was in 1973. I had graduated from Bryn Athyn High School, one-tenth of a point shy of honors. Since in those...
    cabla39 cabla39 56-60, M Sep 24

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    I'm scared of the possibility of there never being an infinity, that life goes on after we die. That not everything just stops and you disappear because we can guess all we like...
    BriGrace BriGrace 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I am scared to sleep. My bf touches me in my sleep. I wake up terrified and unsure what to do. Last time I jumped awake. He says I woke him up from me jumping awake... It scares...
    Thisismynickname Thisismynickname 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I am scared, I need to change jobs and although the change is needed and I want it I can't help but feel like this is going to ruin things. I am scared that I will hate it, that I...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M Oct 9

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    I am so tired of life now that I am too tired to explain. 1st off I wasn't born beautiful which really ticks me off. This is my number one problem as vain as it sounds but it...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Sometimes I have those moments when I stop & think what am I doing... Things seem to never change I feel stuck as if life has all the solutions to my problems right in front of me...
    isalis37 isalis37 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    From the time you are born until until you reach the age you're allowed to drive you ride in a car and get to see every action the driver takes to make the car do what it's...
    music4thesoul music4thesoul 46-50, M Sep 21

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    I'm scared of failure, I'm scared of talking to people and I have no idea how to survive last year of university
    qlara qlara 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    I am scared of the dark..sometimes. I don't mind it if I'm talking with someone or if I have someone with me but, when I'm alone I get scared. I always let my thoughts get out of...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    It's my boyfriends nans birthday dinner tomorrow night and I am so scared because his brothers girlfriend is going to be there and she doesn't like me for no reason at all! I'm...
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F Sep 22

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    This weekend my H and I told our two children that we are separating. The hardest moment of my life was calling them into the room and starting the conversation! I wish the...
    Sassyblues Sassyblues 41-45, F 6 Responses Sep 25

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    Suicidal have been haunting me for as long as i could remember. So does depression. I knew something was wrong with me but i couldn't say a word. I was scared. The society around...
    alexyay alexyay 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    There is this older man whom my parents who very well.. However i am very scared of him.. He gives me very weird perverted looks and always tries too touch me.. Im too scared to...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F Sep 27

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    As I stand in complete darkness I hear screams and cries. I shake not knowing where I am at. While I stand there I feel warm wetness slowly work its way from my wrist to my hand. I...
    XxOutOfLovexX XxOutOfLovexX 16-17, F Oct 1

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    I'm going to the doctors tomorrow...:( because I cut myself to deep and my mom found out, so she's getting me some help:/ first she looked at me like I was stupid, then a little...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I went to the doctors with my throat thinking it was tonsillitis. They've told me I need to go back tomorrow. It's apparently important. As my previous post states I make myself...
    kadesxx kadesxx 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I not exactly scared of the Ebola virus. But I'm scared for the world. The Ebola virus is spreading throughout Africa super fast and there might be a new case of it in Australia! I...
    SweetWolf2 SweetWolf2 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    What's there to be scared of? I lost love. It only cleaved my heart and soul in two, and left me nothing but a husk of a person... no joy, no happiness, no reason to exist. Yea...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I really like my friend. I think I falling in love with her but I don't want to because I'm scared. She's my first female crush and already I'm having these feelings. I want to be...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There's several things I am scared! I'm scared to lose my bf who is locked up & I don't hear from him much or his family or friends! Nothing happening, according to his letter I...
    ncsweetfem ncsweetfem 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Before I became a medic on the front line I used to be a paramedic and i was called to one call that was a serious car accident including a car of kids and a lorry but because I...
    mparker7789 mparker7789 22-25, M Sep 21

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    My grandmother's life is run by how scared she is of everything. She's going to worry herself to death. She gets mad at me for not worrying with her. I'd rather live and die, than...
    EllieAmazing EllieAmazing 16-17, F Sep 26

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    I used to much more. I felt like at anytime they would siappear and that's a self fulfilling prophecy. My codependent behavior made me do a lot to try for them to not leave ... I...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I am in my second year of architecture and I'm pretty sure I don't want to pursue it anymore. Hell, I don't even know what I want to do but all I know is right now I want to run...
    usernameless23 usernameless23 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I decided to end my previous story to make it shorter. Carrying on. At the end of the day, this is all I know. I haven't changed, and guess what? What made him love me HASN'T...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Sometimes just out of my own feelings of pain and disappointment in life I wanted to hurt others. Out of jealousy and envy I hurt other people's feelings just to feel alive, to...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was raped. I have had a lot of traumatic events in my life. I don't even know how I have made it through my life to today. Most recently, Two years ago I was raped by a guy in...
    raspberrycola raspberrycola 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am not worried about this life like so many. If I grow old and I am filled with memories rather than dreams, I will not fear my mortality, because I am immortal! My body is...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F Sep 21

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    I am not a social person to go out side and talk to someone. Let alone a guy I was the person in high school that you never knew because I had no friends. And I am not joking...
    BrainLoading BrainLoading 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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