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I Am Scared of Losing People I Really Love

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    I cannot exist without him.

    I don't think he can exist without me either. The problem is he doesn't even feel like existing. I don't want him to feel like a burden on me. His depression is temporary. He is such a loving, wonderful boyfriend. I cannot explain his behavior lately. It makes no sense, and it...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Aug 10, 2014

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    I have lost two people in my life

    and for both I couldn't attend their funeral and it hurts. I am in a different country than them and I can't even be with them. I lost one to cancer and the other in an accident. I don't want to lose the people I love anymore please.. The people I love always tend to leave for...
    silvier silvier 16-17, F Jun 5

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    because if i love you.

    i loved you forever.
    vf702 vf702 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    Hard decisions are never easy

    whether you have a condition or not. You have to do what is best for you even if it hurts someone else. When you really care about someone often the only way you can care is to walk away. Its sad, its painful and you'll probably hurt for a long time. you have to take what...
    Sakaratte Sakaratte 26-30, M May 3

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    I'm afraid I'm gonna lose everything

    and everyone I care about :( I don't want to be alone :( I don't want to lose my love or anyone :(
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 8

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    2 friends in 3 days, I don't want to live this

    way if I lose someone else before the end of the year, I'll break, cry and my parents don't know what happened
    CirnoTheBaka CirnoTheBaka 16-17, M Dec 8, 2014

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    face to face I stand with a vase,

    of beautiful roses fragrantly rare, and with fondness reflect of the one with care, that placed them thoughtfully there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 12

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    Scared. I'm just scared.

    Scared if the day comes when you have to leave..found someone better to replace me. When the universe turns our paths away from each other.
    CrystalSekhmet CrystalSekhmet 22-25 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I plan to confess to my friend

    and crush.however, I fear that if I confess she will reject me. Or even worse, she won't talk to me ever again Maybe she will even think that I approached her for her wealth. My feelings... I feel that it's disgusting What will she think of me once she finds out? I'm scared...
    silvier silvier 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 5

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    I'm going to lose you all.

    My parents found out about EP and now I'm going to die. They will take away the only people I care about, and the only reasons I'm still alive. I love you guys. I love you so so much. *hugs you tightly* I'm sorry it all had to end this way.
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Dec 8, 2014

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    I just realised why I distance myself from

    relationships, its because Im scared of losing anyone close to me. I have wasted so many years when I could have been in some really great relationships, Ive decided now that the next gurl who shows interest in me, Im going to accept her, Ill even consider another Trans Gurl if...
    SeptGurl2015 SeptGurl2015 46-50, T 3 Responses Feb 6

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 20

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    You often ask me if you're doing anything wrong.

    ..but I've always been afraid to ask you that myself. Sometimes, I wonder if I just trouble you with the way I am...I doubt it doesn't bother you at all, but you've never mentioned it... You know I want to take care of you as much as you do for me, so I need to know...what I'm...
    hiirou hiirou 18-21 Aug 7

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    Do you know this feeling

    when you watch someone so important to you grow older and older and older. And the older this person gets the scarier it is. The fear of losing that person grow bigger than that person and it makes you regret. not regret having so much more memories. Regret loving that...
    aliveness aliveness 16-17, F Aug 24

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    The people i love the most has been pushing me

    away and just don't know what to do
    kiwisaurus kiwisaurus 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    dont know what happened dont know

    where you are please come back from wherever you are.
    Masterskitten15 Masterskitten15 46-50, F Jul 15

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    I feel that I'm losing you to him.

    .. Okay, you'll need a backstory. It goes like this: I developed a crush a few years ago on a really nice guy. We talk and he told me that he liked me two years ago. I didn't see him at all last year, but this year he constantly would stare at me at the beginning at the year...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 22

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    I know my boyfriend loves me,

    but it kills me to think he may want someone prettier and skinnier one day.
    Rockandahardplace27 Rockandahardplace27 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 4

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    I have always wanted to die,

    but what if people really love me? Are they afraid of losing me? I'm terrified of losing someone I love. But how would it affect them if I killed myself? I have wanted to for so long...
    Childlover4evr2 Childlover4evr2 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    This suddenly occurred to me,

    What if I die today and no one Will remember me?? would anyone miss me??? What kind of legacy would I leave?? I wanna leave behind something beautiful!!!! People should remember me for Tue good I've done!, Linkin Park lyrics sure sums up my feelings "Cause when my times comes...
    DanielJD DanielJD 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    I'm traumatized by falling in love.

    The people I'm attracted to always have anger issues and verbally lash out at me when they're upset. And when they leave I feel damaged and at fault. I just want to be loved unconditionally in the same way that I love my partners.
    siprichodko siprichodko 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    Not scared.. terrified.

    I stay up all night worrying. I worry if someone gets in a car. I worry when it rains. When I was in elementary school I would purposely make myself sick everyday because I wanted to spend time with my mom because I was always terrified something would happen. It got so bad I...
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    theres only one person on here ,

    and she knows who she is ;) this applies for you.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 8, 2014

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    lex1515 lex1515 13-15, F 3 Responses May 22

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    So scared its my worst nightmare

    and I just had a giant dozy of a nightmare that drove me insane.
    YangXiaoLong14 YangXiaoLong14 13-15, F Aug 11

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    I'm scared to death and I just admitted tht to

    myself my grandpa, my best friend, had lung cancer and no matter how much I tell myself it'll be ok everything will turn out all right I'm just scared of losing him and I don't want to admit it outloud
    PrincessTiff1997 PrincessTiff1997 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    It's a very unpleasant feeling,

    I try not to get attached to people because I'm scared of the day that I'll lose them. Maybe it's because of bad experiences that I feel like that but anyhow it's a very bothersome thing.
    Psychedilc Psychedilc 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6, 2014

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    Abnormalize Abnormalize 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    School just ended. There were a lot of tears

    and it was really emotional. I ******* hate my school with a passion. The rules are stupid, the kids are judgmental losers, and the staff are plain hateful. But I met some of the most amazing people. I had a group that welcomed me, and we all sat at one round table at lunch...
    ForeverJayy ForeverJayy 18-21, M 4 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    Im feel awful. I love my bestfriend

    so much, even through everything good and bad, I'd take a bullet for her. The things she has been through sinks my heart and I'd be lost with out her. I dont think she'll ever know how much I love her, no matter how much I try for her, show her or even tell her.. she...
    MysticThornwolf MysticThornwolf 16-17, F 1 Response May 25

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    If there is one thing I'm truly scared of

    inside, it's losing the people I truly love and care about. And losing the ones that truly love and care about me...
    ajl04 ajl04 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

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    I have a terrible fear of losing people I love,

    this includes family and friends. I'm pretty sure it started when I was 7-8 and my mum was going to leave me and my sister's and run away with her girlfriend at the time. My mum had stopped talking to us completely and wouldn't acknowledge us at all for weeks. I remember my mum...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 31

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    Love Hurts...

    When you love someone, it is much more than just a feeling. You invest time in getting to know them on a totally different level. The amount of time, trust, interest you give is huge, and the emotions run deeper than just at surface level. It is a real and overwhelming feeling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 11, 2013

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    My boyfriend had open heart surgery 3 years ago.

    2 years ago he suffered 2 strokes, most likely a complication of the surgery. Since then, I am constantly scared when I can't get in touch with him. I was expecting the surgery, but it was still hard to see him in the hospital so vulnerable and weak and in pain. The strokes...
    saralu923 saralu923 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2014

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    For a long time now I've thought about this.

    That's just like having my best fiend walk out on me or my family close friends. If they walked out on me or I did something to lose them I'd literally go insane. When my family has me against the wall and they seem not to care my friends intervene and stop it. One friend in...
    aangelrussell aangelrussell 18-21, T Jun 29

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    energymustmove.wordpress.

    com just wrote about it in my blog. its a story
    energymustmove energymustmove 18-21, F Apr 24

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Ive been betrayed by people I love

    so many times, ive lost so many people I care about. I cant take it anymore, im afraid il lose everyone I love.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F Jan 31, 2014

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    I Just Didnt Realize How Scared I Was

    before i start....this story is not about death....a couple weeks ago my husband quit calling. i didnt know what was wrong, when i finally got a hold of him i was relieved to find out that he was fine but devestated when he said he no longer wanted to come home. he said being at...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 17 Responses Feb 26, 2008

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    I feel really stupid

    for thinking about this but I met up with my friend who I've known for 5 years now. We met online and he has turned out to be one of my best friend. I now met him and I now have this strange feeling that he will leave me. I'm thinking that he has seen me irl and I didn't live up...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Saying you want to spend the rest of your life

    with someone,.it still scares me because I don't want to lose her 😪😪
    XodolsWasHere XodolsWasHere 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I just been informed

    that my dad may only have a few days to a few weeks longer to live... I have already lost my mom when I was 19; I am now 24 and about to have a baby that may never know either of his grandparents... Why is life so hard?
    emeraldtriangle420 emeraldtriangle420 22-25, F 11 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    Between us there are days,

    years and worse of all, the distance. Well, maybe it's better that way. If we would have lived in the same city then I would have had to sometimes meet u out on the streets. This way I can slowly forget you, our wonderful moments and stop hoping for something that will never...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    You know, I'm actually terrified of getting

    close to anyone now. I end up getting close to people, and they leave. Friends, boyfriends, even my best friends, end up leaving me. People seem to be all happy and want to talk all the time at first but then they start drifting, or not feeling and caring the same. They end up...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 6 Responses May 3

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    I often wonder how I could go on

    if I lost my loved ones, my child, parents, my only friend. Especially if I'm used to talking to them everyday, it's pure agony trying to imagine such a thing. death. I will never be the same if something bad was to happen to the people that I love. I know life and death is real...
    SentimentalMood SentimentalMood 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    I'm also afraid that I'll never be able to

    fully rid myself of the people I hate.
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 1 Response Apr 24