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I Am Scared of Losing People I Really Love

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    I often wonder how I could go on

    if I lost my loved ones, my child, parents, my only friend. Especially if I'm used to talking to them everyday, it's pure agony trying to imagine such a thing. death. I will never be the same if something bad was to happen to the people that I love. I know life and death is real...
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    B4DW0LF3 B4DW0LF3 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    At the moment, there is no one I love.

    Which makes me fearless. So when you lose them all, please know that you will be at peace. You won't be afraid once they're gone; and that's an encouraging thought. But when I do love someone and she loves me back, the feeling is incredible and should outweigh any fear. Good...
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    Fears Are Real ... For All of Us

    Fear is the emotion common to everyone. It is also something that I struggle with and I try to allow it to be all-consuming. I am not afraid of dying because I know that is inevitable and have accepted salvation as my answer. So fear of what you ask? As you know if you've read...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 24, 2008

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    I Don't Want To Grow Up...

    Ever since I was a little girl, I have always dreaded growing up. I would cry every night for a week before the first day of school. My parents would ask me what was wrong. I always responded "I don't want to grow up." They would always tell me that when I was older, I would want...
    TeenageDreamer32 TeenageDreamer32 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2012

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    I am deeply saddened by the latest news of

    MH370. My thoughts and prayers are with the family and friends of the crews and passengers of that plane. May they stay strong in this difficult time. #RIPMH370
    CtKate27 CtKate27 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Like , I feel like I cant

    even put up with myself. How do I be satisfied with myself . Almost Everyone I love ends up leaving. I keep getting broken up with and im so good to the people im in relationships with... so what is wrong with me ? I keep trying to change how I look but it seems like they all...
    anthonymusto55 anthonymusto55 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    School just ended. There were a lot of tears

    and it was really emotional. I ******* hate my school with a passion. The rules are stupid, the kids are judgmental losers, and the staff are plain hateful. But I met some of the most amazing people. I had a group that welcomed me, and we all sat at one round table at lunch...
    ForeverJayy ForeverJayy 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 1

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    Well I had a good run here looking

    for friends but now I suppose my time is up my grandmas ex husband crashed the computer and now she is going to shut off the wifi today I wish I had made more friends on KIcK and found more trans people but I suppose it's too late 😭I finally will be alone again now I will...
    lovepink73 lovepink73 16-17, T May 6

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    My senior. My William.

    My first kiss. My best friend. He doesn't want to exist anymore. He hasn't wanted to exist for a long, long time. He told me this. And now he won't text back.
    PaigetheBook PaigetheBook 16-17, F May 1

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    My Father Is Fighting For His Life..

    Hi readers..this is my first post..I've never blogged before..neither do I have a twitter account. In fact, I hate using computers to share personal stuff. But in this case..it's abit different. The past week for me has been an emotional rollercoaster ride...and I've been...
    injektilo3 injektilo3 26-30 5 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    I'm scared everyday to lose the people I care

    about lost. All day long I think about them and I hope that they are all okay❀️ All I want is for them to be safe and happy. If anything ever happened to any of them I wouldn't be able to handle that. They are constantly on my mind 24/7, I know I'm not a super hero and I'm...
    bebe805 bebe805 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have a question friends .

    .... Have you ever been so scared to see that one person you once loved ? πŸ’­ πŸ™ˆ or nahhhhhhhh ? My answer is I will be scared but at the same time he will hear my words coming out my month and will see my actions #don't come near me πŸ™…πŸ‘Š lol.
    Revelyn Revelyn 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Ive been betrayed by people I love

    so many times, ive lost so many people I care about. I cant take it anymore, im afraid il lose everyone I love.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    My girlfriend and I have been exclusive

    for six months now. Not saying that we have a particular problem, but things just feel weird. When we started dating she was pretty clingy, and it annoyed me in an endearing way. Now it feels like I'm the clingy one and she's always annoyed with me, but in a frustrated and...
    skatesa207 skatesa207 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I have a friend, and he's amazing.

    .. he's just my best friend and around the beginning of the school year, me, him, and another one of our friends used to sit in a cicle and basically talk about our suicidal thoughts... and he knew i self harmed (but the other didnt) and one day, he told me about how when he was...
    jesusofbatterycity jesusofbatterycity 13-15, M Mar 13

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    I Am Afraid....

    Dear Friends and loved ones, I am afraid of losing all of you who read this and those too, who do not. I am an imperfect woman. My flaws are many and I am ashamed even to think of them. With that comes the question, will they all still love me and care for me if they know...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    I'm married and have a child.

    I don't love my wife. I met someone who was supposed to be just a harmless fling but I love them with all that I am. I can't just kick my family out though which means I can't treat my love how they deserve to be treated. They have cut off contact with me until I fix things...
    iamsumwun2 iamsumwun2 31-35, M 3 Responses Apr 17

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    Im Scared Shitless!!! Help!! Advice Pleaseee!!! 😰😰😰😰

    OMFG! I accidently came out to my little sis older sis!! Im freaking out my mom is going to kill me she already hates me b/c she hinted i was gay!! Im scared shitless idk what 2 do! :'( i hate crying... Im not ready to step out of the closer yet, but tomorrow i think i have no...
    Moonzbby Moonzbby 18-21 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    i feel like i am losing my best friends

    and i dont know what to do they are both moving schools and im terrified to be without them i wanna cry and they dont understand how i feel... i am so scared
    nevergiveup123 nevergiveup123 16-17 1 Response May 28

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    Terrified to be exact,

    I wanted to be the one to leave first.
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    Love Hurts...

    When you love someone, it is much more than just a feeling. You invest time in getting to know them on a totally different level. The amount of time, trust, interest you give is huge, and the emotions run deeper than just at surface level. It is a real and overwhelming feeling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 11, 2013

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    So I just had the 4th date with this guy

    and he said he wanna be exclusive. I've been known him a month but I like him and seems he feels the same so I said yes and now we are a couple. The question is how long should I wait to sleep with him?? He invites me over at his place next weekend and I get this feeling that...
    aaa7792 aaa7792 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I get so upset when I love someone

    and it feels as if their avoiding me like i really thought he loved me now all he does is ignore me and block every contact we had now ive got no one just my boring old self I'm really No one listens they just tell me to stop crying and calls me weird :( i just want him back i...
    Jessie09871 Jessie09871 18-21, F Jun 23

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    People starting to become afraid of me

    and avoid me.i don understand the more I try to get closer to them the more they avoid me .i wonder if 1 day the whole world will reject me and I will become some unwanted criminal for living in this world
    Appolo123 Appolo123 13-15, M Jun 23

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    I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life

    rather than seeing the people I love hurting, because of me...
    SkyllarDallas SkyllarDallas 13-15, F May 31

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    I Know, Everybody Will Face Death

    When I wake up every morning, I always pray to GOD for giving me another chances to lived one more day in this world. I know everybody will face Death. It don't matter if it was an accident, or sick or ect. everbody will be taken from this world to be sent to anyplace afterlife...
    LisaWiserLiser LisaWiserLiser 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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    It's a very unpleasant feeling,

    I try not to get attached to people because I'm scared of the day that I'll lose them. Maybe it's because of bad experiences that I feel like that but anyhow it's a very bothersome thing.
    monirz monirz 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I Lost My Dearest and Oldest Friend

    My closest friend of fifteen years just dumped me.  She said she didn't like that I wasn't taking classes and thought I should get a better paying job than the daycare I currently work at and until I got my act together she wasn't going to be my friend.  This girl has...
    SerenaDragonfly SerenaDragonfly 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2008

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    My mother is sick and has been

    for years. She had a cancer scare when I was around 8 but luckily there was just some sort of fungus or some other that had grown, but she still needed 2/3's of each lung removed. She is on an oxygen tank 24/7, she has COPD and many other problems. She's been losing her memory...
    SweetCyanide SweetCyanide 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    I'm just scared yanno.

    I'm scared that I won't be able to handle the up coming events.
    littlebigkid littlebigkid 16-17, M 19 hrs ago

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    I stopped taking most of my meds.

    . Trazadone , naltrexone, Wellbutrin and Buspar . I've been very emotional, high anxiety, and angry. I'm married w two step kids, one girl 19 and a boy 14. I get along w my step son for the most part...I've learned how to just have his father discipline him but when the girl...
    connie14 connie14 41-45, F Jun 23

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    I'm in love with a guy

    that doesn't trust me. I do nothing but, try and make him happy. I'm scared all the time and I feel alone. I'm scared to have guy friends and go places because of what he might say. He doesn't even try to get to know my guy friends. I buy him things, I tell him I love him, I...
    ohwee12 ohwee12 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    I lost my first crush 13 years ago.

    After that i felt like i am lost. It was a great person. Why took life all the best away from me? Now i sit and i have internet and nothing else.
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 12

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    I am very happy with my family right now.

    But my dad has chronic kidney disease and he smokes cigarettes since he was 17. I am so worried of him.
    bubblyeater bubblyeater 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    this is me.. I am getting lost in a worldful of

    lies full of fakes beauty, real, in disuses. I can't tell whats real and whats not. It hurts, I can't tell who is real. Who is real, Maybe one day i will
    crazyratchetgirl crazyratchetgirl 13-15, F Jan 31

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    If there is one thing I'm truly scared of

    inside, it's losing the people I truly love and care about. And losing the ones that truly love and care about me...
    ajl04 ajl04 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I've been hurt in the past relationship

    and it took me a long long time to get over it.now I have a bf he's wonderful but I'm scared to let my guard down and love him more than I do now....because if I let him in and love him and if something goes wrong and we break up I don't think I can handle this pain again...
    aaa7792 aaa7792 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    I've lost so many people I've loved,

    my father, my granddad parents, a cousin, a baby and a partner as well as several friends so now I'm absolutely terrified of losing everyone that I care for. I constantly worry and its driving me nuts and I'm probably driving my family crazy too with me constantly checking that...
    elegantstorms elegantstorms 31-35, F Jul 1

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    I Just Didnt Realize How Scared I Was

    before i start....this story is not about death....a couple weeks ago my husband quit calling. i didnt know what was wrong, when i finally got a hold of him i was relieved to find out that he was fine but devestated when he said he no longer wanted to come home. he said being at...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 17 Responses Feb 26, 2008

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    And mad that those better

    than me died. But glad pals dont want me gone. Got them by helping them so. EP Link
    converted converted 46-50, M Jun 8

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    Do you even give a **** about me anymore?

    Is everything just suddenly dead for no reason? Why did all of my friends suddenly vanish? This is what misery truly is: to feel isolated from the world once again. I don't know how it happened, but bad luck kept happening to everyone I knew and while I tried to be there like...
    Kingsen Kingsen 22-25, M May 5

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    Don't Go

    I can't bare to see you walking out. I can't bare to see you fading away. I just need you here. Breathing awake and right here. I'm not finished with you. I need your arms to shelter me. I need your love. I need your affection. I need your attention. I...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jun 15, 2009

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    We've been going out

    for over 2month and yesterday was my birthday But my bf forgot my birthday I'm so sad and it's huge turn off for me.....what should I do idk what to feel about this
    aaa7792 aaa7792 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    i hav got many people in my life

    that i m scared of losing them. i feel like some of them are using me for their own purpose which i shouldnt let them do but i cant say anything coz i m scared they wont talk to me again. i have mixed feelings about these people but i really admire them. i feel like i ll be...
    openheart92 openheart92 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I've learned that people will forget what you

    said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Maya Angelou
    ghazals ghazals 18-21, F Jan 23

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    I Will Not Accept Losing My Daughter.

    It never will be acceptable.  I can't even imagine losing her.  I feel like I would die with her.  A big part of me would.  It would only be my other children and grandchildren that would keep me breathing.  My daughter and I have always been connected in...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 21 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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    Selfish?

    I more than just fear the thought of losing the few people I have close to me. After already losing some close friends, I can’t grasp losing anymore. I have fear instilled in me from my unstable relationships with my friends and parents. Because I am so scared of losing the...
    trixii9siobhan trixii9siobhan 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2012

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