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I Am Scared of Losing People I Really Love

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    I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life

    rather than seeing the people I love hurting, because of me...
    SkyllarDallas SkyllarDallas 13-15, F May 31

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    I lost my first crush 13 years ago.

    After that i felt like i am lost. It was a great person. Why took life all the best away from me? Now i sit and i have internet and nothing else.
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 12

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    So I just had the 4th date with this guy

    and he said he wanna be exclusive. I've been known him a month but I like him and seems he feels the same so I said yes and now we are a couple. The question is how long should I wait to sleep with him?? He invites me over at his place next weekend and I get this feeling that...
    aaa7792 aaa7792 22-25, F Jul 22

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    I Am Afraid....

    Dear Friends and loved ones, I am afraid of losing all of you who read this and those too, who do not. I am an imperfect woman. My flaws are many and I am ashamed even to think of them. With that comes the question, will they all still love me and care for me if they know...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    Like , I feel like I cant

    even put up with myself. How do I be satisfied with myself . Almost Everyone I love ends up leaving. I keep getting broken up with and im so good to the people im in relationships with... so what is wrong with me ? I keep trying to change how I look but it seems like they all...
    anthonymusto55 anthonymusto55 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    My mother is sick and has been

    for years. She had a cancer scare when I was around 8 but luckily there was just some sort of fungus or some other that had grown, but she still needed 2/3's of each lung removed. She is on an oxygen tank 24/7, she has COPD and many other problems. She's been losing her memory...
    SweetCyanide SweetCyanide 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    People starting to become afraid of me

    and avoid me.i don understand the more I try to get closer to them the more they avoid me .i wonder if 1 day the whole world will reject me and I will become some unwanted criminal for living in this world
    Appolo123 Appolo123 13-15, M Jun 23

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    We've been going out

    for over 2month and yesterday was my birthday But my bf forgot my birthday I'm so sad and it's huge turn off for me.....what should I do idk what to feel about this
    aaa7792 aaa7792 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    All my life, Ive been alone.

    My father killed himself while I was a child, causing my mom into a depression. I was alone at night. Never comforted, never feeling loved or wanted. I grew up practically raised by my grandfather. He was the man in my life I loved and looked up too, and when I turned 6 years of...
    JustPlainScared JustPlainScared 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    I'm terrified my mom is going to get a check-up

    at the doctors soon and I'm just so scared that she's gonna be diagnosed with cancer I've been crying for about 20 minutes now :'( And I'm so scared because last summer my stepdad was diagnosed with cancer around the same time so I'm scared this is gonna be all last year again...
    oOMissDiorOo oOMissDiorOo 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    Terrified to be exact,

    I wanted to be the one to leave first.
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    I've been hurt in the past relationship

    and it took me a long long time to get over it.now I have a bf he's wonderful but I'm scared to let my guard down and love him more than I do now....because if I let him in and love him and if something goes wrong and we break up I don't think I can handle this pain again...
    aaa7792 aaa7792 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    I get so upset when I love someone

    and it feels as if their avoiding me like i really thought he loved me now all he does is ignore me and block every contact we had now ive got no one just my boring old self I'm really No one listens they just tell me to stop crying and calls me weird :( i just want him back i...
    Jessie09871 Jessie09871 18-21, F Jun 23

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    I'm married and have a child.

    I don't love my wife. I met someone who was supposed to be just a harmless fling but I love them with all that I am. I can't just kick my family out though which means I can't treat my love how they deserve to be treated. They have cut off contact with me until I fix things...
    iamsumwun2 iamsumwun2 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 17

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    School just ended. There were a lot of tears

    and it was really emotional. I ******* hate my school with a passion. The rules are stupid, the kids are judgmental losers, and the staff are plain hateful. But I met some of the most amazing people. I had a group that welcomed me, and we all sat at one round table at lunch...
    ForeverJayy ForeverJayy 16-17, M 4 Responses Jun 1

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    At the moment, there is no one I love.

    Which makes me fearless. So when you lose them all, please know that you will be at peace. You won't be afraid once they're gone; and that's an encouraging thought. But when I do love someone and she loves me back, the feeling is incredible and should outweigh any fear. Good...
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    My mom just had a biopsy done

    because her doctor found "a lot of very abnormal cells" from her last pap smear, she has been feeling like crap lately too and they are almost positive its cancer. I am still in shock and i cant imagine having to watch her go through something so awful. I know its not exactly...
    RachelMGodwin RachelMGodwin 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I Just Didnt Realize How Scared I Was

    before i start....this story is not about death....a couple weeks ago my husband quit calling. i didnt know what was wrong, when i finally got a hold of him i was relieved to find out that he was fine but devestated when he said he no longer wanted to come home. he said being at...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 17 Responses Feb 26, 2008

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    And mad that those better

    than me died. But glad pals dont want me gone. Got them by helping them so. EP Link
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Jun 8

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    I am deeply saddened by the latest news of

    MH370. My thoughts and prayers are with the family and friends of the crews and passengers of that plane. May they stay strong in this difficult time. #RIPMH370
    CtKate27 CtKate27 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I'm in love with a guy

    that doesn't trust me. I do nothing but, try and make him happy. I'm scared all the time and I feel alone. I'm scared to have guy friends and go places because of what he might say. He doesn't even try to get to know my guy friends. I buy him things, I tell him I love him, I...
    ohwee12 ohwee12 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    I've learned that people will forget what you

    said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Maya Angelou
    ghazals ghazals 18-21, F Jan 23

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    i feel like i am losing my best friends

    and i dont know what to do they are both moving schools and im terrified to be without them i wanna cry and they dont understand how i feel... i am so scared
    nevergiveup123 nevergiveup123 16-17 1 Response May 28

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    I Don't Want To Grow Up...

    Ever since I was a little girl, I have always dreaded growing up. I would cry every night for a week before the first day of school. My parents would ask me what was wrong. I always responded "I don't want to grow up." They would always tell me that when I was older, I would want...
    TeenageDreamer32 TeenageDreamer32 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2012

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    Fears Are Real ... For All of Us

    Fear is the emotion common to everyone. It is also something that I struggle with and I try to allow it to be all-consuming. I am not afraid of dying because I know that is inevitable and have accepted salvation as my answer. So fear of what you ask? As you know if you've read...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 24, 2008

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    Don't Go

    I can't bare to see you walking out. I can't bare to see you fading away. I just need you here. Breathing awake and right here. I'm not finished with you. I need your arms to shelter me. I need your love. I need your affection. I need your attention. I...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 15, 2009

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    It's a very unpleasant feeling,

    I try not to get attached to people because I'm scared of the day that I'll lose them. Maybe it's because of bad experiences that I feel like that but anyhow it's a very bothersome thing.
    monirz monirz 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    My boyfriend had open heart surgery 3 years ago.

    2 years ago he suffered 2 strokes, most likely a complication of the surgery. Since then, I am constantly scared when I can't get in touch with him. I was expecting the surgery, but it was still hard to see him in the hospital so vulnerable and weak and in pain. The strokes...
    saralu923 saralu923 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    So lately I've been going through a hard time

    and I've pretty much lost all my friends except for one really good friend.. They all just keep stabbing me in the back and it hurts so bad.. Any advice on how to handle this would be much appreciated..
    JmarieRohde JmarieRohde 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    The feeling of never being able to relax.

    All I do is worry about my friends and spend so ******* much time thinking about them killing themselves. Lost 2 of my best friends from suicide in a year
    Themil Themil 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I'm heard my mom having sex with the man she's

    having an affair with... I'm blasting music into my ears so I don't hear the moaning. My room is right next to her's so it's pretty loud. I'm absolutely terrified that my father will find out and my family will be separated.
    Rosemaryqueen1 Rosemaryqueen1 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    I Will Not Accept Losing My Daughter.

    It never will be acceptable.  I can't even imagine losing her.  I feel like I would die with her.  A big part of me would.  It would only be my other children and grandchildren that would keep me breathing.  My daughter and I have always been connected in...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 21 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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    I don't know what's been up with me recently

    but I've been thinking so much about death and it's terrifying me. The more I think about it the worse it gets.
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 27

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    i hav got many people in my life

    that i m scared of losing them. i feel like some of them are using me for their own purpose which i shouldnt let them do but i cant say anything coz i m scared they wont talk to me again. i have mixed feelings about these people but i really admire them. i feel like i ll be...
    openheart92 openheart92 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I cherish a number of my friends dearly

    and I don't want to lose them ever even though I have already lost a few due to the fact that I was too clingy. So, now with my remaining really close friends I try my best to not be so clingy but some times I just can't help myself. One of my lady friends means a lot to me but...
    Culinaryman23 Culinaryman23 22-25, M Aug 22

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    this is me.. I am getting lost in a worldful of

    lies full of fakes beauty, real, in disuses. I can't tell whats real and whats not. It hurts, I can't tell who is real. Who is real, Maybe one day i will
    crazyratchetgirl crazyratchetgirl 13-15, F Jan 31

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    If there is one thing I'm truly scared of

    inside, it's losing the people I truly love and care about. And losing the ones that truly love and care about me...
    ajl04 ajl04 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I'm scared everyday to lose the people I care

    about lost. All day long I think about them and I hope that they are all okay❤️ All I want is for them to be safe and happy. If anything ever happened to any of them I wouldn't be able to handle that. They are constantly on my mind 24/7, I know I'm not a super hero and I'm...
    bebe805 bebe805 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I just been informed

    that my dad may only have a few days to a few weeks longer to live... I have already lost my mom when I was 19; I am now 24 and about to have a baby that may never know either of his grandparents... Why is life so hard?
    emeraldtriangle420 emeraldtriangle420 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 6

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    Well I had a good run here looking

    for friends but now I suppose my time is up my grandmas ex husband crashed the computer and now she is going to shut off the wifi today I wish I had made more friends on KIcK and found more trans people but I suppose it's too late 😭I finally will be alone again now I will...
    lovepink73 lovepink73 16-17, T 1 Response May 6

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    My Father Is Fighting For His Life..

    Hi readers..this is my first post..I've never blogged before..neither do I have a twitter account. In fact, I hate using computers to share personal stuff. But in this case..it's abit different. The past week for me has been an emotional rollercoaster ride...and I've been...
    injektilo3 injektilo3 26-30 5 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    I cannot exist without him.

    I don't think he can exist without me either. The problem is he doesn't even feel like existing. I don't want him to feel like a burden on me. His depression is temporary. He is such a loving, wonderful boyfriend. I cannot explain his behavior lately. It makes no sense, and it...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Aug 10

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    Love Hurts...

    When you love someone, it is much more than just a feeling. You invest time in getting to know them on a totally different level. The amount of time, trust, interest you give is huge, and the emotions run deeper than just at surface level. It is a real and overwhelming feeling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 11, 2013

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    I can't sleep. I can't get over the pain of

    knowing my partner is depressed and is pushing me away. I don't know what else to do. I so desperately want to feel loved. I need to feel loved by him. When he talks with me, he sounds like he loves me and says he loves me, but then he disappears or he falls asleep on me. Every...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Aug 11

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    My senior. My William.

    My first kiss. My best friend. He doesn't want to exist anymore. He hasn't wanted to exist for a long, long time. He told me this. And now he won't text back.
    PaigetheBook PaigetheBook 13-15, F May 1

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    Ive been betrayed by people I love

    so many times, ive lost so many people I care about. I cant take it anymore, im afraid il lose everyone I love.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F Jan 31

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    I often wonder how I could go on

    if I lost my loved ones, my child, parents, my only friend. Especially if I'm used to talking to them everyday, it's pure agony trying to imagine such a thing. death. I will never be the same if something bad was to happen to the people that I love. I know life and death is real...
    NightMagic367 NightMagic367 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I stopped taking most of my meds.

    . Trazadone , naltrexone, Wellbutrin and Buspar . I've been very emotional, high anxiety, and angry. I'm married w two step kids, one girl 19 and a boy 14. I get along w my step son for the most part...I've learned how to just have his father discipline him but when the girl...
    connie14 connie14 41-45, F Jun 23

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    my mom has a diabetes

    and it's so high. she gets like 300, she did go to the doctor, she's taking medication, and last time her diabetes had lower to 200 something, but she just checked and her diabetes gets higher again. i am so scared. i love her so much, more than anything in the world. i love her...
    dasosleefi dasosleefi 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    B4DW0LF3 B4DW0LF3 13-15, F Jul 17

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    Im Scared Shitless!!! Help!! Advice Pleaseee!!! 😰😰😰😰

    OMFG! I accidently came out to my little sis older sis!! Im freaking out my mom is going to kill me she already hates me b/c she hinted i was gay!! Im scared shitless idk what 2 do! :'( i hate crying... Im not ready to step out of the closer yet, but tomorrow i think i have no...
    Moonzbby Moonzbby 18-21 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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