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I Am Scared of Losing People I Really Love

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    How Will I Ever Know?

    My mom died in May, 1984. My dad passed away in February,2OO3. Grandma died in May, 1974. Grandma (Mom's mother] in November, 1993. Daddy's best friend died in January, 2O12. How will I know if I have no one to let me know they are gone? At least I can have a mass said. Or...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F Apr 5, 2013

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    I have a friend, and he's amazing.

    .. he's just my best friend and around the beginning of the school year, me, him, and another one of our friends used to sit in a cicle and basically talk about our suicidal thoughts... and he knew i self harmed (but the other didnt) and one day, he told me about how when he was...
    jesusofbatterycity jesusofbatterycity 13-15, F Mar 13

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    At War With Myself.

    When I was about 7 years old, I was taken out of care from my biological parents because of various reasons, twice. They just weren't fit parents. The first time my 3 younger sisters and I were taken to an orphanage. We didn't spend on night there before A beautiful woman named...
    Nicci92 Nicci92 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    Precious Love

    So I've been thinking about something that made me cry last night. A flash of my parents picture came across my mind right before I close my eyes. That was when I started thinking about the negative things. I've been questioning myself, What if they were gone someday? How I am...
    thebrokenvow thebrokenvow 18-21, F Nov 25, 2013

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    I love him but, I feel like it's coming to an

    end. He's saying some things that's quite sketch. I'm getting scared. Wtf do I do?
    ohwee12 ohwee12 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I mean, I feel like I'm doing a lot of things

    the wrong way, the only thing that I'm trying to do is to progress, to get better, at something, but with every decision that I take, I just feel like I'm drowning myself. I am totally losing control of myself, and people are starting to notice that. I feel that they are...
    jesuislebleu jesuislebleu 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 23

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    I can't live without my mom my daughter

    or my hubby I love them three if anything happened to her I would die she is my everything and the reason I wake up everyday .
    Elizabeth1151 Elizabeth1151 18-21, F Mar 4

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    I am deeply saddened by the latest news of

    MH370. My thoughts and prayers are with the family and friends of the crews and passengers of that plane. May they stay strong in this difficult time. #RIPMH370
    KateMiddleton87 KateMiddleton87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I'm in love with a guy

    that doesn't trust me. I do nothing but, try and make him happy. I'm scared all the time and I feel alone. I'm scared to have guy friends and go places because of what he might say. He doesn't even try to get to know my guy friends. I buy him things, I tell him I love him, I...
    ohwee12 ohwee12 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    Selfish?

    I more than just fear the thought of losing the few people I have close to me. After already losing some close friends, I can’t grasp losing anymore. I have fear instilled in me from my unstable relationships with my friends and parents. Because I am so scared of losing the...
    trixii9siobhan trixii9siobhan 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2012

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    Untitled

    The right that we know, and the wrongs that we commit, were never our own - No control over them, the society dictates them so. The chains on our soul that hold us to the earth- the fragile relationships that are of no dearth. Because people may sing or dance in the rain- Only...
    sasschik19 sasschik19 18-21, F Nov 26, 2013

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    Love Hurts...

    When you love someone, it is much more than just a feeling. You invest time in getting to know them on a totally different level. The amount of time, trust, interest you give is huge, and the emotions run deeper than just at surface level. It is a real and overwhelming feeling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 11, 2013

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    I'm married and have a child.

    I don't love my wife. I met someone who was supposed to be just a harmless fling but I love them with all that I am. I can't just kick my family out though which means I can't treat my love how they deserve to be treated. They have cut off contact with me until I fix things...
    iamsumwun2 iamsumwun2 31-35, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    If I ever lose my 2 kids,

    I'd die. Literally. They are my life and the reason I wake up and am still here.
    simplylilacs simplylilacs 26-30, F Mar 2

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    Especially fear anything happening to my husband

    because I know I could not survive without him. He is my rock. I know it is unlikely that he will die but life is unpredictable and the fear is always present at the back of my mind. I fear for my kids and am hyper-vigilant with them, I worry about their safety and am want to...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Terrified to be exact,

    I wanted to be the one to leave first.
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    My Father Is Fighting For His Life..

    Hi readers..this is my first post..I've never blogged before..neither do I have a twitter account. In fact, I hate using computers to share personal stuff. But in this case..it's abit different. The past week for me has been an emotional rollercoaster ride...and I've been...
    injektilo3 injektilo3 26-30 5 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    I Lost My Dearest and Oldest Friend

    My closest friend of fifteen years just dumped me.  She said she didn't like that I wasn't taking classes and thought I should get a better paying job than the daycare I currently work at and until I got my act together she wasn't going to be my friend.  This girl has...
    SerenaDragonfly SerenaDragonfly 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2008

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    I Know, Everybody Will Face Death

    When I wake up every morning, I always pray to GOD for giving me another chances to lived one more day in this world. I know everybody will face Death. It don't matter if it was an accident, or sick or ect. everbody will be taken from this world to be sent to anyplace afterlife...
    LisaWiserLiser LisaWiserLiser 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2009

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    I've learned that people will forget what you

    said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Maya Angelou
    ghazals ghazals 18-21, F Jan 23

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    It's a very unpleasant feeling,

    I try not to get attached to people because I'm scared of the day that I'll lose them. Maybe it's because of bad experiences that I feel like that but anyhow it's a very bothersome thing.
    monirz monirz 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    Are You A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime ?

    I just got back from attending a farewell party for a good friend of mine who will be working in Africa for at least one year. We met at school over five years ago and have been friends ever since. She was a transfer student from another state. Even though she will be living far...
    guywithabrokenheart guywithabrokenheart 22-25, M Feb 6, 2012

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    My mom dad boyfriend.

    . Just because of a false rumour
    g0withthefl0w g0withthefl0w 13-15, F Dec 27, 2013

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    I Just Didnt Realize How Scared I Was

    before i start....this story is not about death....a couple weeks ago my husband quit calling. i didnt know what was wrong, when i finally got a hold of him i was relieved to find out that he was fine but devestated when he said he no longer wanted to come home. he said being at...
    antiyou antiyou 26-30, F 17 Responses Feb 26, 2008

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    Too Much Thinking

    Well... So I have been thinking way too much about the end of this school year. The group of friends I hang out with everyday at school are the only people (Other than family) that I can be my true self with. We are the group of misfits... and we love each other and we know...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 25, 2013

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    I Am Afraid....

    Dear Friends and loved ones, I am afraid of losing all of you who read this and those too, who do not. I am an imperfect woman. My flaws are many and I am ashamed even to think of them. With that comes the question, will they all still love me and care for me if they know...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    Thats why i hold onto people

    so tight.. You know its real when I sacrifice my sleep to talk to you lol
    blahhooplah blahhooplah 18-21, F Mar 11

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    Ive been betrayed by people I love

    so many times, ive lost so many people I care about. I cant take it anymore, im afraid il lose everyone I love.
    Louisaxxx Louisaxxx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Fears Are Real ... For All of Us

    Fear is the emotion common to everyone. It is also something that I struggle with and I try to allow it to be all-consuming. I am not afraid of dying because I know that is inevitable and have accepted salvation as my answer. So fear of what you ask? As you know if you've read...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 4 Responses Nov 24, 2008

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    I Worry..

    I have this really bad feeling that at some point soon i will be losing someone to death again. I know that sounds so morbid but since my mum died i cannot help it, its always going round in my head. I feel it could be my husband or one of my sons or my ex girlfriend i feel i am...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Oct 4, 2013

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    My girlfriend and I have been exclusive

    for six months now. Not saying that we have a particular problem, but things just feel weird. When we started dating she was pretty clingy, and it annoyed me in an endearing way. Now it feels like I'm the clingy one and she's always annoyed with me, but in a frustrated and...
    skatesa207 skatesa207 26-30, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Don't Go

    I can't bare to see you walking out. I can't bare to see you fading away. I just need you here. Breathing awake and right here. I'm not finished with you. I need your arms to shelter me. I need your love. I need your affection. I need your attention. I...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jun 15, 2009

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    I Don't Want To Grow Up...

    Ever since I was a little girl, I have always dreaded growing up. I would cry every night for a week before the first day of school. My parents would ask me what was wrong. I always responded "I don't want to grow up." They would always tell me that when I was older, I would want...
    TeenageDreamer32 TeenageDreamer32 16-17, F 1 Response May 17, 2012

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    i hav got many people in my life

    that i m scared of losing them. i feel like some of them are using me for their own purpose which i shouldnt let them do but i cant say anything coz i m scared they wont talk to me again. i have mixed feelings about these people but i really admire them. i feel like i ll be...
    openheart92 openheart92 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I have always relied on my friends to keep me

    alive. Especially this one. I love them very much because that's all I have. I have lost most of them for stupid reasons. My mother doesn't like them though she's never met them. But this guy named Asher William Mitchell has saved me so many times. I am so afraid that something...
    Thekittyneedsyou Thekittyneedsyou 13-15, F Mar 4

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    I am very happy with my family right now.

    But my dad has chronic kidney disease and he smokes cigarettes since he was 17. I am so worried of him.
    bubblyeater bubblyeater 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Im Scared Shitless!!! Help!! Advice Pleaseee!!! 😰😰😰😰

    OMFG! I accidently came out to my little sis older sis!! Im freaking out my mom is going to kill me she already hates me b/c she hinted i was gay!! Im scared shitless idk what 2 do! :'( i hate crying... Im not ready to step out of the closer yet, but tomorrow i think i have no...
    Moonzbby Moonzbby 18-21 2 Responses Sep 13, 2013

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    I have been battling bipolar

    for a few months now and already my friends and family are distancing themselves from me.
    findasilverlining33 findasilverlining33 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    this is me.. I am getting lost in a worldful of

    lies full of fakes beauty, real, in disuses. I can't tell whats real and whats not. It hurts, I can't tell who is real. Who is real, Maybe one day i will
    crazyratchetgirl crazyratchetgirl 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I Am Learning Though

    I loose them for reasons beyond my control.It hurts when they are gone. But, then in time, I realize that loosing them was the only way to bring on change or growth. So, I'm not as afraid of it anymore. Just have to shed my tears and get back up and keep going without them...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2011

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    The Pain Of Loss

    After seeing my parents fall ill and pas away I have a slight fear of losing more people close to me. I might become homeless again and I don't want my husband out in this heat. He has heart promblems and the heat isn't good for him cause he might get heat stroke. He's come close...
    Tara277 Tara277 26-30, F Apr 21, 2012

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    Like , I feel like I cant

    even put up with myself. How do I be satisfied with myself . Almost Everyone I love ends up leaving. I keep getting broken up with and im so good to the people im in relationships with... so what is wrong with me ? I keep trying to change how I look but it seems like they all...
    anthonymusto55 anthonymusto55 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    What Would I Do?

    I can't imagine what I would do without my man! I know, people say "you were fine before you met him." No I wasn't! I didn't know what real love was like before him. Now I can't imagine life without it! Our son? I would be killing people if anything happened to him! Those two are...
    FellidayaFiresong FellidayaFiresong 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2012

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    I have a question friends .

    .... Have you ever been so scared to see that one person you once loved ? 💭 🙈 or nahhhhhhhh ? My answer is I will be scared but at the same time he will hear my words coming out my month and will see my actions #don't come near me 🙅👊 lol.
    Revelyn Revelyn 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I Will Not Accept Losing My Daughter.

    It never will be acceptable.  I can't even imagine losing her.  I feel like I would die with her.  A big part of me would.  It would only be my other children and grandchildren that would keep me breathing.  My daughter and I have always been connected in...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 21 Responses Jan 4, 2009

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    I can't. I can't keep thinking this way.

    But I can't stop. Doubt. Doubt everywhere. I can't lose her, but if I do I'll die. I don't know what to do. I'm just so scared and worried and frightened all the time. I doubt myself all the time. I'm gonna lose her, I just know it. That's just the kind of screw up I am.
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M Jan 12

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    If there is one thing I'm truly scared of

    inside, it's losing the people I truly love and care about. And losing the ones that truly love and care about me...
    ajl04 ajl04 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Blaming

    I tried smokeing once and my mother walked in on me and yelled at me and asked me why i did it. Personally i didnt see what the big deal over it was. I just tried it to see what it was like. She uelled and said it was going to make my condition worse that if i wanted to try it...
    HarlieCox97 HarlieCox97 16-17, F Nov 11, 2013

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    chooseyourownlife chooseyourownlife 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I'm kind of scared of falling in love. I've been hurt in the past. I always seem to pick the wrong guys. People have shown their true colors. People have hurt me. That's why I put...
    laubrown1 laubrown1 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am scared of falling in love I am ok with liking someone But if they like me back I freak out n avoid them Cause I am scared of getting hurt Or hurting them
    Iamaweirdonproudofit Iamaweirdonproudofit 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Sometimes I wonder how people really feel about me. I wonder about my friends, my family, and just people as a whole. I'm 16 years old I got pregnant when I was 14 had my baby when...
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    I just broke up with a gf of 4 years. We lived together for 2 years. She is a bi and she has fallen in love with a guy at work. I am crushed when I caught her lying to cover up her...
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    All the time, I am wondering how people really feel about me, even my close friends. I don't know if its paranoia that everyone secretly hates me, I just don't know.
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I am an attractive person and honestly guys do like me but the kind of guys I want don't seem to stick around. I'm afraid I will have to settle for a guy that really loves and...
    mimileelee mimileelee 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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