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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19, 2014

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    I don't want to get into details right now, but all I can say is things are going to change and I'm scared of losing you.....
    ReachingNirvana ReachingNirvana 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    I always try to be nice to everyone I come across every day. I am even nice to people I don't know because I was brought up by my parents to love and respect everyone and to not...
    emily51515 emily51515 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    im so scared right now, i cant sleep, i heard the man who lived next to me yell at my another flat mate. i dont like when people use high note, he was cursing n pissed off. he...
    Gina1993 Gina1993 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Having feelings will influence my reception of the world. To receive and process information as unbiased as possible I need to be rational. I want to be as objective as I can...
    AstroPilot AstroPilot 61-65, M 3 days ago

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    Oh **** that. So what if I get attached? what if he leaves me? what if I get heartbroken? Am I really going to live the rest of my life fearing the consequences ? If that's the...
    psychicfrost psychicfrost 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting...
    raiee raiee 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I'm scared of relationships because I've seen fake ones more than I've seen real ones. Nobody is true anymore. I question if real love even exists. My now ex boyfriend cheated on...
    Livers95 Livers95 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Well it would be lie if I said I don't have suicidal feelings at all anymore but they are tremendously reduced. I used to have them much more. When I was 18 I thought about it...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm scared. I'm really scared at the moment. I read for my life, I feel like I'm going to die.
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am scared. Me my 17 year old sister and 13 year old brother are gonna talk to my tablet addicted mother and my alcoholic father tomorrow.We are gonna tell them how we feel and...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know that I'm only 13 but I think I have fallin in love before. It's just that when I did I got heartbroken! Ever since then it's been hard for me to trust any guys. Like are you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    It's not that I'm scared of the prospect of entering a relationship, it's that I'm scared of being in one and my partner leaving... It takes two people to begin a relationship, but...
    briannawolf briannawolf 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I feel so unexperienced, such a pathetic little person in this huge world. My parents have made me scared of a slight change or challenge, I am a home rat, sitting and waiting for...
    Lltenti Lltenti 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Something knocked on my window a few mins ago waking me from my sleep and I'm scared asf. I went to see what it was and NO ONE WAS THERE, I went to go see if it was my cousin...
    peacemcmarion peacemcmarion 16-17, M Jun 24

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    I'm so scared of the future. I'm going to uni, but I'm so scared of making any wrong decisions. I'm absolutely scared to death that these wrong decisions will turn into a bad...
    notarikon notarikon 16-17 1 Response Jun 23

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    The reason is simple. I don't belong in the kingdom of love. Love isn't something my body, my mind, my thoughts are meant for. My personality is too complicated and sometimes...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    caught feelings for a guy who is close to my family which is my sisters godbrother and we were on good terms but then he suddenly stopped talking to me and yes my feelings was...
    Mzhoney Mzhoney 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm only young, 19, but I am terrified of relationships. I have commitment issues. I can find a guy I love and obsess over him but as soon as he gets close to me (like as a...
    IndianaRoyals IndianaRoyals 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 23

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    You know what I hate? When people just say what ever they want, without even caring if it will hurt. Like I'm not some kind of stuff animal that you can snuggle with when your...
    RosaGoesMeow RosaGoesMeow 18-21, F Jun 22

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    I'm sitting here at three in the afternoon on a Saturday, drinking something I don't even like, watching movies I should have seen before but never had, wondering what the hell I'm...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    ....and that's exactly how it is.Breaking off a relationship is never easy, no matter on which end you find yourself. Especially if it was a bad relationship where you...
    JaneD22 JaneD22 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I've always been one to get into a long term relationship.. I've had three main relationships one that lasted 2 and a half years on and off towards the end,one that lasted 7 months...
    misterygurl04 misterygurl04 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I have trouble expressing myself and I push my feelings away without realizing. When my unlce passed away I took it hard and a part of me died. No one cared about my uncle, he was...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I did'nt control my feelings sometimes I feel that I have to do that thing but on the next moment I feel no this not appropriate so I sudden change my idea and set up a new thought...
    Faizi21 Faizi21 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 17

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    I'm actually really scared of relationships. I've never had a boyfriend and I'm 16, nor have any boys really tried to talk to me. I've never kissed anyone. And if a boy asks me...
    lr060 lr060 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    I don't think many people have read my stories, but if anyone has or does, thank you. Life has been quite a rollercoaster and I feel I've lived, which is good. But (yeah, that...
    Sporadico Sporadico 18-21, M Jun 16

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    Really wish bugs didn't exist animals are nice and not bad but bugs are ew. Scared for life.
    ilovejesus777 ilovejesus777 26-30, F Jun 16

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    There's a couple reasons of why I'm scared of relationships. • my recent significant other passed away almost 2 years ago and I'm absolutely terrified it's going to happen...
    moonchild669 moonchild669 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    The New York World Trade Center falling down, the start of a war, the Pentagon and Pennsylvania grave sites of Flight 93, all had me scared and worried. I was Chicken Little that...
    jaymepopejoy jaymepopejoy 56-60, F Jun 15

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    Way to many thoughts and feelings about the numerous men in my life right now... 1) My first real boyfriend- we dated for 2 years and he was my first kiss and love. we Broke up...
    laxmeg9 laxmeg9 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    i am scared of relationship now because i just broke up with my 10years relationship because we realized God is calling him. who am i to come in the way, and so i am scared to fall...
    Yangyang25 Yangyang25 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I've ended my last few relationships because I was scared to get attached. Time to be single for awhile until I'm ready, lol.
    goawayyouregross goawayyouregross 16-17, F Jun 14

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    I'm much more scared of the dark, now that I'm older and don't go to school. My sleeping schedule is absolutely crazy, I don't go to sleep till its morning. Since I'm terrified of...
    DevinaDuchanne DevinaDuchanne 16-17, F Jun 13

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    I'm scared of a voice in my head. It hasn't talked to me in awhile until I heard it while I was sleeping, and a couple minutes after I woke up, it was still talking. It doesn't say...
    evreno evreno 13-15, M Jun 13

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    I am scared of relatuonshios mostly because I'm scared tgat someone depends on me. That arises from my deep rooted fear of losing people. I tend to want to depend and I hurt too...
    cambridge14 cambridge14 46-50, M Jun 13

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    All my life i have been thru the ups and downs of God, Jesus the holy trinity and so on...it wasnt til recently or when i came home from war that i started to feel differently...
    HsJ3 HsJ3 31-35, M Jun 10

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