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I Am Scared of My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 20 People

    Are They Real?

    I'm not really scared, I just question them.Sometimes I have feelings and I think maybe I shouldnt have them.  That my heart has let in someone that I could hurt, or could hurt me.So, I sit on them for a while, test them out.  For all I know they could be some that came on for...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Nov 7, 2011

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Being with someone who's 32 can be good and yet bad. why bad? because being 18 you might feel like he finds you immature, annoying or etc. Even thought for my age I don't act like...
    mintroyale mintroyale 18-21, F 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I love the beginning stages of a relationship where you've just met someone, you don't know if they like you like that yet and so you get to flirt with them meanwhile until one of...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F Nov 21

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    My guy 'almost-best friend' hurt me...he said that I hated me, because I wasn't there for him just this one time. I also have family problems...he doesn't know me inside out, but...
    sohee25 sohee25 16-17, F Nov 20

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    I'm so scared that I'll come off as too clingy or make a huge mistake moving too fast. I'm so scared and it isn't that I don't trust him its that I don't trust myself. I'm trying...
    pxthetic pxthetic 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I hate rejection so much that I always run away or push them away before they have a reason to do it to me first. people always tell me I am such a mystery or sneaky or hiding...
    bossvixen bossvixen 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    With everybody acting a fool, outrage & angry with this Michael Brown case it just goes to show you how many people trust in God. •I want people to think for a minute yes what...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Nov 26

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    My crush has told me that he's in love with me, but I don't have the gut to share my feelings for him. I know it sounds stupid, but I'm afraid that I'll lose something if this...
    Hiyalilfella Hiyalilfella 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I think a tiny,minute part of me wants to live out that "till death do us part" fantasy. But I know a great part of me is all about being free to move on whenever the need strikes...
    IAmOptimusPrime IAmOptimusPrime 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Standing in front of the sea Watching the waves come and go Like my feeling going high and low But at a times I am scared and petrified I want so much someone wuld come and guide...
    dezeena dezeena 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I do have a friend we become sexually active I enjoy him so much but at the same time I no want to hurt him I am no from this country tho . I was having a lot of faith in president...
    esoj80 esoj80 31-35, M Dec 2

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    Suspecting people like me strikes genuine fear. Fear of being hurt, and fear of hurting them. There's this guy I've developed feelings for, and our mutual friend just told me he...
    AJM95W AJM95W 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I can't do sex. Not unless I've known that person for a long time and unless I truly trust and care and have feelings for that person. If not...I can't do it...I can't. Do. It...
    K1PST3R K1PST3R 16-17, F Dec 6

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    Semi-charmed life- third eye blind I'm packed and I'm holding, I'm smiling She's living, she's golden, she lives for me Says she lives for me Ovation, her own motivation She...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F Dec 7

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    Semi-charmed life- third eye blind I'm packed and I'm holding, I'm smiling She's living, she's golden, she lives for me Says she lives for me Ovation, her own motivation She...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Today I went to church. I went earlier than usual. I volunteered as an usher. My friend invited me. I volunteered from 8am to 1pm. I met a few people. It was nice meeting people...
    sarahcas sarahcas 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I am 21 years old and never exchanged mutual feelings with another person. I have only been seriously interested in two guys, the first was someone who has lead me on but never...
    Bethmk4 Bethmk4 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It´s a recent thing... though I like to talk about emotions and thoughts, when it comes to feelings I´ve found out some people would ask and encourage me to talk to them about my...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Every time I think about this my heart threatens to pound it's way out of my chest. Okay so I'm getting some feeling for this amazing guy. But I'm scared. And at first I thought...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F Nov 22

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    I am like an after school Au Pair (or in america "babysitter" for this little girl who lives near me named Vivien but I just call her Viv. And her and her mum got in a bad car...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Yes I'm scared of relationships. Every time I have liked a guy and tried going for it they would hurt me before we even got into the relationship so I have been scared of getting...
    brenda4696 brenda4696 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10

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    I joined Experience Project because - well for a whole swirling storm of reasons, but the common thread is - I have never really felt able to SHARE what's going on inside me. 1...
    elevating elevating 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    since I got over my feelings soon ! Well partly .. any way I don't feel like kissing him or something ;) well I realize now how much he likes his wife and how much he seems happy...
    troublemaker18 troublemaker18 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I'm scared of abuse when I'm in relationships with my girlfriend. Sometimes I don't like when she hit me or do stuff like abused me. It can be end up of our relationship. Cause I'm...
    shaqwanna shaqwanna 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    Im scared of myself. i look in the mirror and i don't recognize the person staring back at me. i don't like her. we haven't known each other very long. actually, i don't know her...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I'm so scared of it somedays. People treat old people like a disease or like they are a joke. Just because of their outward appearance. Especially teenagers. It makes me so sad...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Nov 24

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    So I know my other stories have been depressing and mostly me being so negative saying I'll never find love, or that happiness of a relationship.. well that's true, but it's just...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I have always been scared of the ocean, i know how to swim but I'm scared of sharks and jelly fish. People are like there is a small chance that you will ever be bitten. I say...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    I have had too much rejection in the past, especially for my age; and none of it has been dating. I have absolutely, positively, 100% no chance with dating. So I am scared to even...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    My brother scared me yesterday I freaked out and elbowed him in the face by accident because i was leaning backwards. I guess its not weird to hurt people when you scared but i...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F Dec 4

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    I'm scared because I don't know what to do. I'm scared to do the wrong thing. I don't want to hurt either one of you. I also don't want him to do something bad because of me.... I...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Dec 7

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    I'm scared. Two people whom I don't even know off the internet threatened to kill themselves over EP tonight and they logged out before I could help them. I take very harshly to...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I'm seeing this really amazing guy, and I'm crazy about him. Its the kind of thing where you fall fast and hard, and although there have been lots of things that tell me he is...
    KC94 KC94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    I am scared of my neighbur from Blake Lane # 203. When I got Bank Security sending me updated address on April 2011 and had their address, I was not sure why it was their address...
    clayache clayache 70+, T Dec 11

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    Does anyone else get really scared, and not know why they are scared?
    Blackbutterflies99 Blackbutterflies99 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    i am not scared of the consequences of touchin very controversial topics as feel the more u are scared of them the bigger darkness befalls u about them so take them on head on and...
    romell romell 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    i have a friend tim and since meeting him i have had an array of changing feelings. it started off with me not caring about him either way and having no opinons about him, really...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    It's easier to write about my feelings, but to express them by mouth to someone else is so hard. I dont take much things seriously. I am an easy going person & I get along with...
    Cath947 Cath947 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Sometimes I wish that people wouldn't be so insensitive and remember that I am a real person with real feelings just like them. I have feelings just like anyone else and I can...
    abbylicious abbylicious 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 29

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    Yesterday this girl I liked passed me at the corrider & said “watch where you're going”, which happened to make me very frustrated for the rest of the school part of the day...
    fcnantes fcnantes 13-15, M Dec 2

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    Just because I'm an unfaithful, cheating, selfish person, who can act like a total *****. Just cos I give myself freely to people. It doesn't mean I'm not human or that I don't...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 12 Responses Dec 9

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