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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    Are They Real? - I'm not really scared, I just question them.Sometimes I have feelings and I think maybe I shouldnt have them.  That my heart has let in someone that I could hurt...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Nov 7, 2011

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    One Night Stands - Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    Minds Detour - lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Enslaved - i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Scared? No - I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    Strikerfreeze Strikerfreeze 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    Ok here it goes..... I'm more than your slave, your baby, your sugar or your toy. I have feelings too. Sometimes I would like to meet someone who would just listen to me and be my...
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    I have my reasons...not scared of friendship but loving ones...when you give all you´ve got to give...when you put your life in someone else´s hands...when you are...
    SweetNancy SweetNancy 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 28

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    I never ever seem to get out my true feelings or thoughts to anyone or even on here. There is something always keeping me back. I think the reason I am scared too is because I don...
    untilmydeath untilmydeath 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I can't be bothered being hurt again. It makes me feel so sick I don't want to feel hurt again like I have before. It's too much effort and it hurts too much. It controls your...
    luceybows luceybows 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I've liked him on and off for 2 and a half years now. Recently something has changed. It's like I don't care about anyone else! I want him and only him and i'm willing to do...
    YeahThatsGreatIgnoreMe YeahThatsGreatIgnoreMe 26-30, F Mar 25

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 5

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    I get anxious and scared to share my feelings with other people- particularly those I'm interested in.
    mashay mashay 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    There's this ********* out to get me. He always stalks me and try's to hack into any social network site I own because we used to be together (not really) and he claims that he...
    Saltysalsa Saltysalsa 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I feel alone I have no one to talk too ever my recent break up has left me drained I don't look forward to any thing I just want to disappear I have no one to talk too I feel...
    Enrique19 Enrique19 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Lately, I've been pretty happy during the day and then when night rolls around, I just crash into a deep sadness that I'm not entirely sure I understand. I wish I was able to...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    "I cry at night, 'cause my baby's too far to be by my side To wipe away these tears of mine, so I hold my pillow tight" Beyonce - Scared of Lonely
    SoAntagonistic SoAntagonistic 26-30, M Mar 26

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    School is becoming more difficult and I am having feelings that I will not be able to learn everything in order to achieve success.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Mar 31

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    Its becoming easier and easier to imagine death at my own hand. Ive over dosed before and i know how it felt. Im scared of my thoughts.... :(
    seekingpeace19 seekingpeace19 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    This is my experience with love and doubt (read on- it's not all rainbows and butterfly's, there's a twist). I welcome all of your feedback (and ridicule) and would love to know if...
    HopefulLovelyLioness HopefulLovelyLioness 26-30, F Apr 9

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    I am scared. Scared of dying. And scared of the unkown. When we die it is not known what becomes of us. Will we just be a body - less soul floating around in the sky or will be...
    Ziriviri Ziriviri 13-15, F Mar 19

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    I always have a light on. I cannot go to sleep with out one on. I am scared of what can hide in the dark since i know what i can hide in the dark side of me. I am terrified of...
    0neUp 0neUp 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Everytime... Just everytime I try to make new friends, i get so scared that i would have a panic attack. Im so used to the fact that people leave me into broken pieces but this is...
    Amature14 Amature14 13-15, F Mar 18

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    I'm scared to love again. Scared to be hurt again. Scared of never finding someone who will love me for who am and not judge me. Scared of being lied to again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 7

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    They say feelings change and that if you feel down that its okay because feelings are not permanent. They fluctuate. Well, today I have felt down. confused. puzzled. Every time I...
    moorelove3168 moorelove3168 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i'm in quite a complicated situation so i'll explain from the very beginning. i'll change the names because i want this to stay confidential. i am a girl currently aged 17, and...
    e197x e197x 16-17 Mar 23

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    And I wish I was one of those people, I wish I can be honest about my feelings with people without being afraid to hurt them. I hide my negative feelings from people, I don't want...
    Alitakate Alitakate 18-21, F 10 Responses Mar 28

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    my spouse bought a cologne that he says he wears just for me. but this past weekend he wore it to a family gathering that I wasnt going to. he does have other colognes. my feelings...
    Neverthoughtit Neverthoughtit 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I am not used to telling anyone anything of this sort. So other than my girlfriend of six years no one else knows the inner battle that I have been fighting. When I say every male...
    KatherinaM KatherinaM 22-25, F Mar 19

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    I am a paranoid person when it comes to health, that's probably why I am scared of doctors and hospitals so much! So, you could imagine how paranoid I could be about cancer, it is...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F Mar 22

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    I'm scared of looking for a relationship because I'm scared of rejection. I'm scared of wanting a relationship because I don't think anyone will want one with me. I just feel so...
    josieyup josieyup 22-25, F 16 Responses Mar 24

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    I am scared to have a relationship- my first "real" relationship I was forced into with an older man. I was completely betrayed and now feel to scared to let my gaurd down and go...
    unknown331 unknown331 16-17 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm in Florida for spring break. I'm terrified. What if I see her? She goes to college near where I'm staying . . . Thanks to her, I have eight identical nightmares a night, and am...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I am 16 and I still sleep with the light on. I not so much scared of the dark, I am scared of what might happen in the dark. I have no control. I do not want to get over this fear...
    KeiraRhiann KeiraRhiann 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I scared. I'm scared of losing any more weight, but scared of gaining more at the same time. I was diagnosed with anorexia, and I always throw up everything i had eaten. what...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 Apr 4

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    I am currently in a relationship with my girlfriend (let's call her A) and we are madly in love... The thing is that I've tried once to tell my mom that I was in love with A...
    DemonSauce DemonSauce 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Hi there, well, I thought this was a very good site, so I want to try out to see if I get some points of view towards this experience. Well, first of all, I a male Mexican, I am...
    RobbLau RobbLau 26-30, M Apr 7

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    I am scared of many things. But right now, I am scared of my depression coming back, from oozing its way back into my mind. From returning to its home, which is still recovering...
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am scared because it's raining again...I heard there is another a storm coming into our country. Now it's raining again.I'm scared of heavy rain specially when I'm home alone...
    NatsukiKuroneko NatsukiKuroneko 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    lookin4sumthing lookin4sumthing 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    fallingpetal fallingpetal 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    IT'S THE BEST WAY! I am as in general nobody knows when I'm upset/ depress etc… When I was suffering with depression I had to tell mum that I'm depress as she had no idea! My...
    MilweePisces MilweePisces 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    One of the biggest day in my life, tomorrow. I will get the result for my final exam in elementary school ( i'm 18 btw ) . I'm taking 11 subjects for this exam. Everyone expecting...
    adriennelle adriennelle 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I am not a trusting person in general so when it comes to loving people I always am scared to get attached, and when I do I'm always scared to lose them.
    cyraalana2000 cyraalana2000 13-15, F Mar 19

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    When I was 18 years old, I was raped. I have never really spoken of it before. One night, after the bar, completely intoxicated, me and my friend met a couple of English men. We...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 22

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    I don't sleep alone, If I do it's always with the lights on... I'm scared! My mind is always thinking of something then my heart starts beating fast.... I'm scared of the dark.
    LadyMayah LadyMayah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I do adore people who are not afraid to share their true feelings and emotions about things. I have always been someone who has always had a hard time sharing my thoughts and...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    It sucks when you're ignored by the person whose attention is the only thing you want in the world. Ever since this girl first walked into our school, I couldn’t take my eyes...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I hate the feeling of missing someone, even though they say it's what makes the reunion more special. I hate the feeling of losing someone, it hurts deep. I hate the feeling of...
    grey019 grey019 31-35, M Apr 3

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    (using google translate) lol okay I didn't get really scared it's just that I fell asleep in class a little wile ago and it was ssr (silent sustained reading) I was falling asleep...
    dragin2000 dragin2000 13-15, M Apr 3