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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19, 2014

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    I scared for my mentality. I'm scared of myself. I'm scared that all these thoughts messing about in my head will their toll. I'm scared that I am wrong. I'm scared that I'm right...
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    As always, my feelings always end up hurt. I know we live worlds apart and it would be hard. There's no denying that I have feelings. whether you know it or not you very quickly...
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    Due to my past I am scared of men it's really hard to overcome but the ones who I trusted broke it
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    my husband is going away for 4 months and i am due for a baby in march i am so scared to start raising her all alone and raise our 2 boys with out him. i dont think i am ready for...
    Jray94 Jray94 22-25, F Jan 28

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    I'm scared of falling in love with the wrong person. I'm scared of being hurt, humiliated, and rejected. I still have hope that one day I will find that person, but I'm scared...
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    I think it's too late to be scared. Im in too deep. It happened so quickly. I didn't even put up a fight. I surrendered to him so eagerly. I still haven't figured out why it was...
    WickedlyHis WickedlyHis 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I am excited and scared at the same time. Because I work so hard to get the future I want.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 25

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    so i really don't like being a room alone with older men. it scares me. when i was little I'd dress in layers all the time no matter what weather I'm in, it'll be extremely hot and...
    funkittyful funkittyful 18-21, F Jan 24

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    I feel like the most negative person on earth, I feel like I hurt everyone who comes near me, I feel that if I talk to a person about all that's going through my head I'll make...
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    Last night i didnt get any sleep because of IT , IT will not allow me to sleep. IT was telling me to do something an i can go to sleep in peace. IT is an evil spirit (demon) IT has...
    oreomine12 oreomine12 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    Need advice I took my husband back after close to 3 years. I do not trust him at all. I'm scared... My anxiety is peaked.. Any advice
    mb1973 mb1973 41-45, F 9 Responses Jan 21

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    teric916 teric916 41-45, F Jan 21

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    Once again I've been abandoned by someone I thought loved me. I'm so scared of being alone forever.
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