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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19, 2014

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    Go away tornadoes!!!! :( I'm alone! And scared! Boooo
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    Feeling like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses me, because I think that my feelings were wrong and it makes me...
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    i honestly do love and cherish the friendships i have, i'm just really scared to get emotionally attached to others :( major trust issues lol, my family isn't the greatest and my 2...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    I'm scared that I'm going to lose someone who means a lot to me. I typically don't give my opinion on other people's marriages when I think they should end, but I'm terrified the...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm scared of everything lately. I'm scared of living. I'm terrified of dying, which I suppose is why I stay. The fear of death and what's after is more overwhelming than the fear...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I have heard of this guy "J" through my friends. He's a playboy, outrageously insensitive to girls' feelings. But there is something mysterious about him ppl say. The way he sweeps...
    LoquaciousBelle LoquaciousBelle 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    This suddenly occurred to me, What if I die today and no one Will remember me?? would anyone miss me??? What kind of legacy would I leave?? I wanna leave behind something beautiful...
    DanielJD DanielJD 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    My mother has a stronger gut feeling than i do, most of the times i don't listen to her because i prefer to figure things out on my own.. She told me she had a bad feeling about...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I didn't know a better experience to post this under. I'm just super confused about my identity, and I feel like a lot of the time I wear different masks for different people? I...
    Caleb54 Caleb54 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am scared to meet someone new that almost takes my breath away, that makes me pause, think longer, and take a breath before I proceed. I am afraid to meet this "perfect" being...
    74Kitty 74Kitty 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    FallenAngel1997 FallenAngel1997 16-17 Apr 9

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    Of everything and things I know I shouldn't be scared of.I'm scared of things I know I shouldn't be scared of coz they r completely normal and right but I feel scared every time I...
    tomg2200 tomg2200 18-21, M Apr 7

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    I don't have a car, but I drive. But only when I'm back home and I use my parents car. However, I only drive on the streets I know. Now I moved to a place where it's almost...
    mtea mtea 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I have been having a lot of family issues and they are getting worse. I came home from a week away to not being welcome in anyway. My mother still cooked me dinner but because of...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm scared of every aspect of my life right now. I'm scared that I won't end the semester as strong as I began it. Scared that I'll lose my scholarship, scared that I'll fail my...
    theloveofmylife2 theloveofmylife2 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm Scared of Life... like every day you woke up you feel nothing but fear.... I'm also terrified with strangers and scared of people around me.. I'm Scared of everything ....
    Ehnyl Ehnyl 18-21 1 Response Mar 25

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    I am 27 weeks pregnant. I have ALWAYS wanted a baby and now that I am pregnant, I'm really scared I won't make a good mother. I have very bad social anxiety and very low self...
    Wvgirl20 Wvgirl20 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Hi everyone, i was just finishing of my coursework's, and i remembered the EP app. I was really distracted by this app for a long period of time, reading a lot of experiences and...
    Masuka99 Masuka99 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I AM SCARED. I am scared because I dont want anyone else to have your heart, I dont want anyone else to kiss your lips, I dont want anyone else to be in your arms, i dont want...
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 4

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    Yep. People would say "it's part of life, it's natural" but for people who are scared like me, don't understand. I'm not saying I don't want to love, I don't want to say I'm...
    ThatBritishVirgin ThatBritishVirgin 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    i used to think about people reactions and thinking upon an issue i am concerned to even i am the person who got hurt but after some time i start analyzing their feelings too,i am...
    tweetysweety1 tweetysweety1 22-25, F Apr 8

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    I'm scared of letting people into my life again and I'm scared of being in a relationship. I dont know if i could ever trust that person and know they truly care for me. To be...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    I'm scared to sleep with people beside me. I woke up today beside someone I thought I could trust...but instead woke up with my pants undone :/ I asked if he undid them and said...
    Sicklygirl1 Sicklygirl1 18-21, F Apr 5

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    I met that terrible woman today. Nicks uncles "ex" wife that loves to string the both of them along. I mean like the moment I got there he had this painful look on his face...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I'm scared to go to school tomorrow. Can someone help me calm down. I'm scared I'm going to get bullied.
    xbrokensoulx xbrokensoulx 13-15, F Apr 12

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    I put myself through a lot and even lost myself, I haven't became who im supposed to be ,always wanting to find someone i can grow with because im scared to be alone. I finally...
    moondesires moondesires 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I am just expecting too much from my future... that I do not know what I will do if I end up messing it up... I am too scared to end up failing... I am just way to scared that I...
    hummingtree hummingtree 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I wish i wasn't scared to love and would chose the right guys that can love me. I always chose the wrong ones because I know that I won't fall be attached and I can run away...
    bettybloops bettybloops 22-25, F 14 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was rapped and molested almost all my life.my uncle use to touch me when I was younger and my older brother rapped and molested me since I was 8 until the age of 11 it stopped...
    Mandy1305 Mandy1305 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    All of my friends see me as the happy, confident, brave girl. After I started falling apart, I started bottling up my feelings. I don't think anybody knows. Even my parents don...
    NobodyOfConcern NobodyOfConcern 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    lemme tell something "bout feelings Feelings r like your mother's breast's u know where they r but they're best left unfelt
    Thepainlover Thepainlover 22-25, M Apr 9

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    It's like I have so many things to be mad about but whenever I want to let them out it almost seems like other people are offended by it as in they don't want to be around someone...
    FriendshipQ FriendshipQ 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    so... i have a male friend that comes to visit for a few nights once every couple of weeks if you get my drift... i know it will never be anything more than it allready is but...
    Luliana Luliana 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    i got shiverd..3hours...my hands and body are sweat and feel so cold... but it's not cold in my room what's happening to me..i'm scared of this. anyone talk to me??...i can't...