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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19, 2014

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    okay this might sound stupid or whatever but I really need advice and help. I'm a 13 y/o girl and I recently starting liking another girl named rachel a lot. this is going to sound...
    cadoh28 cadoh28 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    Today it was the first day of high-school for me, since I stopped studying around 4 years ago, and it's a kind of institution where classes are 4 hours in total, the rest you have...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    I'm so scared of heights. I refuse to ride roller coasters because of my fear. Airplanes are also very scary for me!
    Ellie1998 Ellie1998 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    I am second year in college and we work in projects. I am an introvert and currently depressed, I have an eating disorder and I am slightly socially anxious. I start a new group...
    DanaJuliana DanaJuliana 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    I think I have found someone worthy of being in a relationship with, but I am so afraid. Once I have something worth losing... Then what? I am used to breakups feeling inevitable...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    **** you feelings....since these three words aren't enough for EP to let me post then maybe I should say it a few more times, **** you feelings, **** you feelings, **** you...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm scared Of future. I'm scared To go on with life. What if I'm alone in the future.. Can't let go of the past..
    AiCutter AiCutter 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Because I was in a very abusive marriage, I am scared to try again. It has been three years since I escaped. For the first year and a half, I didn't date at all. I only...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I didn't used to get scared easily but now I get scared quite easily and I'm really jumpy I don't know why !
    Mistyclouds Mistyclouds 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Scared of wasting my time. Scared for falling for someone that's going to screw me over. Scared of not being loved back. I'm not cold hearted I'm just scared & tired. Why is that...
    MissingMistake MissingMistake 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I just there was someone I could tell all my secrets, fears, and pain. For the first time I am able to open up about myself. I still keep most inside but I'm starting to open. My...
    veranique veranique 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Whenever I look at myself, I get scared. Not in a way where I run and hide from my reflection, but I feel like I'm looking at someone else. And when I see my own scared eyes, I get...
    PiggyToe PiggyToe 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I don't know why I'm so scared of them, I have phobia of them and i get these anxiety attacks when i see them and I get restless. I wish I wasn't scared of them.
    yukishiro yukishiro 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Okay. So there is this guy that I've had a crush on like forever. He is the total opposite of me though. I'm girly and innocent while he's a tough guy who has done some bad things...
    Hannahchristie Hannahchristie 18-21, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    I want to write my random thoughts, English isn't my first language and I didn't mastered the language, so, I feel that my vocabulary is low and I run out of an accurate words to...
    Zxee Zxee 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Do you know this feeling when you watch someone so important to you grow older and older and older. And the older this person gets the scarier it is. The fear of losing that...
    aliveness aliveness 16-17, F a week ago

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    my country is suffering from insecurity problem. i don't really feel scared before. but now i am so scared :(
    empress4 empress4 18-21, F a week ago

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    It's crazy that I still love someone that chose another girl over me. And now he's talking to me again, asking me to go on vacations with him, I can't help but still have feelings...
    Ashhcue303 Ashhcue303 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 23

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    I am scared of spiders not so much the very small ones but medium to large I am very scared
    susango1 susango1 31-35, F Aug 23

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    I have one social site where i started to spend time more often. Some days ago i added there a guy who lives far away from me. I wrote him messages just about the places we live...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    When I was 11 Me and my best friend Ruby were having a sleepover at her house and she chose for us to watch the Grudge together. I've never watched horror movies so I don't know...
    Kaylalie Kaylalie 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    Most people are scared, Most people don't make any achievement because they are scared, Most people lose each other because of being scared, most people miss the chance because...
    listenup listenup 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    "Invincible" - Kelly Clarkson - You know I was broke down, I had hit the ground I was crying out, couldn't make no sound No one hears silent tears collecting You know I had lost...
    BeachGypsy BeachGypsy 46-50, F Aug 20

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    I hate to say this, get these feelings, and go to take care and have something to symphatize right here, it's been so long since I was here so I'm ok with this. my feelings could...
    redhauntedhood redhauntedhood 16-17, F Aug 19

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    A month ago, I met this awesome guy who I met at work. He gave me his number and we connected. We talked about sports and our kids and our jobs, we have a lot of things in common...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 18

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    It's not often that I experience deep feelings. My feelings are usually rather short lived and shallow in a way. It's nice when I get in these moods so I can revel in my deepest...
    artxinxmotion12 artxinxmotion12 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    i admitted something that I didn't know what in my heart tonight and I don't think I was ready for that. But i needed to do it for the one person who's been there for me. I...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I'm so scared to go back because I had a very bad year ... last year. I'm afraid of screwing it up.. it was so bad last year I tried to commit suicide,.. So I'm super scared
    idkubutimkk idkubutimkk 13-15, F Aug 16

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    I want to pour my soul out to you, but I'm scared you won't be there to pick up the pieces.
    Stardustkid Stardustkid 18-21, F Aug 16

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    Just this past Thursday I was raped again. He was an ok friend of mine and I thought nothing of it when he asked to hang out. I told him why I was hesitant and that was a terrible...
    scarsthatsmile scarsthatsmile 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I am one of those people that really doesn't like hurting other people's feelings so I will sometimes lie when that person comes up to me and asks if I like what they are wearing...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F Aug 15

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    I am as respectful to men as much as possible. They work so hard. And do so much. I would hate to add to that load. I encourage them. Make them feel wanted, loved. I know they have...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F Aug 14

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    To my best friend in boot camp. So, for some reason, I've been watching romantic comedies non-stop for the last week or so....like A LOT of romantic comedies.... and I don't even...
    MyOwnMuse MyOwnMuse 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I don't know what to do. I just graduated college & moved 2000 miles away to a place where I know nobody. A guy asked me out to drinks so naturally, I said yes. He was really cute...
    singthebodyelectric singthebodyelectric 22-25, F Aug 14

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    Every relationship is start with a guy barely skims the surface of the person who I really am. And when I do get closer to a person I start to have feelings for... They always let...
    bc16 bc16 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 13