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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19

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    Are They Real?

    I'm not really scared, I just question them.Sometimes I have feelings and I think maybe I shouldnt have them.  That my heart has let in someone that I could hurt, or could hurt me.So, I sit on them for a while, test them out.  For all I know they could be some that came on for...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    The more time I am alone, the more I realize some things. You'd think I'd tell myself this relationship was no good for me, but I'm not. The reason why we are struggling is obvious...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Well, it happened. I've lost the person I love. He's gone. He presented what he thought would be deal breakers for me in this relationship, and I accepted them. He left me anyway...
    NastasyaFilippovna NastasyaFilippovna 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm not sure of what's happening. I'm not sure if it's GSA, I mean, I assume it is. I'm confused about it and maybe if I share my experience, I can figure it out better. I'm a boy...
    Noahtuk Noahtuk 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I really like my friend. I think I falling in love with her but I don't want to because I'm scared. She's my first female crush and already I'm having these feelings. I want to be...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    My boyfriend and I have been together over 2 and a half yrs now. We had a break up about 6 months ago mostly because I felt like we were at a stall mate. I wanted marriage he wasn...
    lovelynlively lovelynlively 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    Dealing with emotions is not what I want to do and felt this way for very long time. I'm in denial I run from my feelings hide from my thoughts. I think I'm progressing but still...
    Janisoneluv Janisoneluv 26-30, F Oct 5

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    I had a skin biopsy done yesterday at the dermatologist and I'm going crazy over it. I can't stop crying and I can't stop panicking over it. No one around me understands me they...
    endlessdreeamer endlessdreeamer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    Sometimes just out of my own feelings of pain and disappointment in life I wanted to hurt others. Out of jealousy and envy I hurt other people's feelings just to feel alive, to...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 15

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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    I decided to end my previous story to make it shorter. Carrying on. At the end of the day, this is all I know. I haven't changed, and guess what? What made him love me HASN'T...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Hi there! I am currently undergoing a psychological research study as part of my graduate diploma of psychology. This research is aimed at contributing to the psychological...
    constancer constancer 22-25, F Oct 5

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    For some reason I want him to be mine but... i don't know him that much. And I'm scared to get to know him. Any advice?
    rockyboo rockyboo 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    "All You Never Say" You've been searching Have you found many things? Time for learning Why have I not learnt a thing? Words with no meaning Have kept me dreaming But they don't...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    They will try to teach you to think your way out of feelings, they will try to argue rationally about feelings They will tell you that you make yourself worse by thinking...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    Is timing everything is a relationship? I think it is in my case. D: I met my friend back in March after a few months of hanging out and texting. He confessed he had feelings for...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    It never really occurred to me that my teachers could be a danger to me or anyone around me until the day I graduated from Primary school. I saw this teacher(who never taught me...
    AbyssalSilence AbyssalSilence 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm in a seriouse relationship with this wonderful man who means the world to me, and who loves me very much. I've been torturing myself with doubts and fears. You see, I have a...
    Emilia94 Emilia94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    We were distant. For the past 2 weeks I barely saw her and barely messaged her. I don't want to lose her. I don't want to be alone. I'm sorry for my imperfections. If only I...
    SomeGuy322 SomeGuy322 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    This is the story of my life, from my earliest childhood memories to the age of majority (18). Today is October 2. 2014. I am a Norwegian male, so my English is not perfect. I'm...
    Dakris Dakris 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    I think it's really annoying when somebody lets you know that they need help by being an a**hole, or doing things that they know will **** you off. I see this so often. Dealing...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am scared, I need to change jobs and although the change is needed and I want it I can't help but feel like this is going to ruin things. I am scared that I will hate it, that I...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M Oct 9

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    I am so tired. These past few months it has gotten worse. I don't know how to behave around new people or people I barely know, especially those I feel inferior around. That counts...
    haroni haroni 22-25, F Oct 14

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    Last night, quietly, he walked through my mind As I lay searching for sleep. His soft hand reached out, he whispered my name As he brushed a tear from my cheek. And then those...
    Raicel Raicel 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I haven't been on in a while, because I tried to kill myself and ended up pretty bad. But I'm not dead, so it was a waste of time. I'm scared of myself now, and I'm scared about...
    Rubyrooo Rubyrooo 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I'm scared of losing everything again. I have been through some of the worst things possible and I have come a long way from all that. I'm doing so well. I've been clean and sober...
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    First off, I'm going to start this out by saying I had an abortion about 5 years ago, you was not there to experience why I had one, so don't judge me for my actions. I was almost...
    Wvgirl20 Wvgirl20 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I'm going to the doctors tomorrow...:( because I cut myself to deep and my mom found out, so she's getting me some help:/ first she looked at me like I was stupid, then a little...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I went to the doctors with my throat thinking it was tonsillitis. They've told me I need to go back tomorrow. It's apparently important. As my previous post states I make myself...
    kadesxx kadesxx 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I not exactly scared of the Ebola virus. But I'm scared for the world. The Ebola virus is spreading throughout Africa super fast and there might be a new case of it in Australia! I...
    SweetWolf2 SweetWolf2 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    What's there to be scared of? I lost love. It only cleaved my heart and soul in two, and left me nothing but a husk of a person... no joy, no happiness, no reason to exist. Yea...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    There's several things I am scared! I'm scared to lose my bf who is locked up & I don't hear from him much or his family or friends! Nothing happening, according to his letter I...
    ncsweetfem ncsweetfem 36-40, F Oct 15

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    Im scared, away from home along ways. I miss having family to talk me about the stupid **** on tv and the **** my mom would read on the internet or my family at the fire...
    Cbh004 Cbh004 18-21, M Oct 17

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    So, even though I broke it off, I am still scared of my now ex. When we were together he would try to get me alone with him... When we were alone he would start kissing me and...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I'm so scared i'm going to lose my mum she got a lesion taken off her finger and the doctor said it was precancerous so they got it before anything developed but what if they're...
    ccher95 ccher95 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm scared of everything...the dark because it manifests itself into creatures, boys because of their abusive tendencies, the thunder and wind because of how loud it violently...
    Quackimaducky Quackimaducky 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i'm so scared of growing up. i don't want to leave school... i know i'll miss seeing people everyday, and i'll be so scared to leave my hometown for university
    artandtravel artandtravel 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    ok so i messed up on the last post and i think i should explain this better. i have murdered my cat. i regret this more than anything. i'm scared to be in my own home.. this...
    jessicarislund jessicarislund 13-15, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    The thoughts are constant, they come much more often, the feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, anger, fear, depression! I don't know what to do anymore! I coped for a while by...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    I'm so scared of war. I can't imagine how horrible it must to be to live in a country thats in war. How much fear people must fear everyday. I feel so unsafe.. I don't want to live...
    lunachi lunachi 22-25, F Sep 30

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    I'm bi and I haven't told anyone except my boyfriend and a friend because I told her I have a crush on her. I haven't told my best friend of 11 years. I'm scared that if I tell her...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    Well of course I am! That would be pretty silly if I loved someone, lost them and life continued normally. I am so scared of losing the people that mean the most to me. I love them...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Oct 2

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