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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19, 2014

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    I'm to scared to let anyone get close to me it's just I been hurt so much by people I rather be alone then be with anyone close to me or anything
    red4uchiha red4uchiha 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm not scared just overly cautious. You just never know. That's the scary part. Disney movie relationships exist in Disney movies. In real life things happen in relationships...
    thenyunderdog thenyunderdog 26-30, M 3 Responses May 8

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    In august 2014 I was raped by a man in a hotel room. Only 3 people know about this and they all live away from me. You could say it was my fault I mean why did I go into that hotel...
    Elise96 Elise96 18-21, F 2 Responses May 15

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    I'm afraid of someone getting close to me. I'm scared of letting you know all of my feelings for you. I'm afraid of you getting into my personal space. I'm scared of others getting...
    Hippodippo257 Hippodippo257 16-17, F May 2

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    Just the thought of being In a relationship gives me a panic attack. Yes I do want to be in a committed relationship in the long run but what frightens me is getting into a...
    NiteOwlet NiteOwlet 22-25, F 4 Responses May 9

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    I have loved the same person for I don't even know how long. To be fair, she doesn't actually know, so I guess there will always be that big "what if" that is killing me. The issue...
    BowtiesRcool BowtiesRcool 22-25, M 4 Responses May 2

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    I'm getting feelings for my brother's best friend and she's reciprocating. She's four years older and I feel like she's out of my league. I don't want to ruin my friendship with...
    NocheSombra NocheSombra 18-21, F May 4

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    “Up until the age of fourteen 
The age of now, 
The word ‘suicide’ was impersonal 
A sad event, yes, 
But on the horizon, 
The distance. 
Up until the age of...
    lemonturtle lemonturtle 13-15, F May 12

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    And when he did get scared, there was this beautiful girl that would hold his hand.
    Opalite Opalite 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm really terrified of getting attached to people as well as places. I never wanted to buy anything I couldn't just pack in a bag and move. It used to fill me with a lot of...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 Responses May 3

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    I'm scared to death of balloons I know it's a irrational fear I know balloons can't really hurt me I know that I should like them but I don't and no matter how many times people...
    colorfulshadow colorfulshadow 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    i am scared of losing my other half. i get increasingly scared now as me and my other half are in different school now. due to all the arguments before maybe our love is nt the...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I'm scared that nothing will work out in the end. I'm scared that all dreams of mine will be crushed. I'm scared that I'll be worthless. I'm scared of...everything.
    BloodEpiphone BloodEpiphone 13-15, F Apr 25

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    I am scared of so many things. Of love, my future, my thoughts and actions. I am scared that I will always love him and will have to see him love other people that aren't me and...
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    Boyfriend of 4 years and me (in LDR) are currently in a break. 1.5 months ago he told me he is not happy anymore and not sure that he still wants a future with me. I realize that...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream 26-30, F 7 Responses May 11

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    I'll be honest. I am scared. I am scared to take that leap of faith in facing this future that I might or might not have. I know that bring scared is normal, but it can be so...
    Syafika Syafika 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Today I saw my best friend from high school for the first time in years. Completely out of the blue. And we weren't on amicable terms when we last talked. It was a bit of a shock...
    ACrueljape ACrueljape 22-25 1 Response May 8

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    This is not the first time this happens to me Anyways well i had a dream who i met this beautiful girl that i develop feelings for and also it was a wird city that i have no...
    mr623 mr623 31-35, M a week ago

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    Since I was a teenager I've had urges to cut myself whenever I'm upset but I've never done it because I try to stay stronger than that. At the time the feelings began I was already...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I will be turning 23 this month and I've still never been in a relationship. I'm so lonely. I live by myself in a very remote area and I don't have enough money to move, I've lived...
    batjokes batjokes 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Although ..I am a happy and bubbly sunshine...there's a moment that I could get scared to..... and I am scared..
    cherry2015 cherry2015 36-40, F 3 Responses May 1

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    I'm just scared of commitment. Or it's more of a dislike rather then being scared of it. I can't date to long because then I feel trapped. People normally want to have a family...
    MomoHekate MomoHekate 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6

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    He's in the pub again, getting pissed because it's easier than having to deal with things... I'm physically shaking as I write this because I'm that scared of him coming home. I...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 1 Response May 8

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    I'm Carson. I'm a sixteen year old ftm. I'm scared to come out to my parents. Two weeks ago I got my hair cut off like a scene boy. My mom yelled at me in the car afterwards and...
    kloudkat kloudkat 16-17, T May 10

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    I am ashamed to say I've truly been questioning what the point is in everything.. I feel trapped... I am lost. I'm scared because I used to dream so much about my future and now it...
    Helen91x Helen91x 22-25, F May 11

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    I really really want a close successful relationship but I am so scared of also losing that person and I am just also scared of getting close in general. I am tired of getting...
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M 2 Responses May 14

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    I'm 15 years old, and have 4 sisters and 1 brother. My brother is 25 and sisters are 20, 18, 6, 4 My mums around 48-49 but my dad is 59. I'm really scared atm, I'm scared my dads...
    HazardCFC HazardCFC 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    If I tell you what I hold inside would you believe, would you accept the way that I feel? Would you listen to my heart and allow me to share with you every little thing that I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 6 days ago

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    I know this may sound silly to some people, but the reason why I'm single and have always been is because I'm scared that if I get into a relationship with a nice guy, he'll do a...
    badazzbasicbich badazzbasicbich 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hay guys I just got enough wifi to post and do things but I'm scared my current boyfriend kinda disappeared on me once it's a long story and like everything that happened once is...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    At the beginning I would like to apologize for the long post I'm about to write, and for any mistakes (English isn't my first language you see) I'm going to make, writing this. I...
    Junderbalt Junderbalt 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    so yesterday dad calls n say all this nasty things which I reply to wth simple okay now instead of the yelling n blaming I used to do. n then call me today n tell hey I will come...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 4 Responses May 3

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    Most times, I am confused about my feelings and how to approach certain things, so I often need time to myself to reflect and digest everything... However, I would most likely...
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F May 5

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    The feeling of love is a drug. The feelings of love motivate men to unbelievable heights. If love didn't invoke strong feelings inside men, there would be no music, no cars, no...
    fleebabylon fleebabylon 26-30, M May 8

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    I love being in love. I love the feeling you get when you see them pass by. When you see their name pop up on your phone. The feeling of uncertainty. Knowing or not knowing if they...
    SilverLiningCl0ud SilverLiningCl0ud 31-35, F 4 Responses May 8

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    Everyday I'm telling to my self that I should stop my feelings to my crush,but it's so difficult to stop it.What should I do to stop this feelings? Is it a good love or bad love...
    ronjayson ronjayson 13-15, M 1 Response May 11

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    How could you ask for “Feelings”!!! Stupid question.. Feelings ca not be requested
    KAREEM77 KAREEM77 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago