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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Are They Real?

    I'm not really scared, I just question them.Sometimes I have feelings and I think maybe I shouldnt have them.  That my heart has let in someone that I could hurt, or could hurt me.So, I sit on them for a while, test them out.  For all I know they could be some that came on for...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Nov 7, 2011

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    I was always this way since I had a crush on someone years ago and had my feelings crushed when the person completely let me down. I am trying to be in love at the present time...
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    I find myself over thinking new relationships, contemplating on if we are taking it to fast, getting to close. On how I can nurture this new fragile relationship so it could...
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    I've never been in a relationship as I liked a guy for 4 yers on and off because he kept giving me mixed signals and I was young and couldn't comprehend what was going on, then I...
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    I'll admit that I'm scared to admit my feelings on the inside. That's all I can admit for right now.
    justicehero justicehero 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    So despite of what my fears say I'm starting to get feeling for the most sweetest gentleman in my school. I thought my school had zero percentage of men but I'm wrong. Thing is...
    QuietDaze QuietDaze 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    My guy 'almost-best friend' hurt me...he said that I hated me, because I wasn't there for him just this one time. I also have family problems...he doesn't know me inside out, but...
    sohee25 sohee25 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I'm scared of... probably hundreds of things in this world. Many of these fear came from my past, came from random moments and others were just because I had them. And most of them...
    jxstagirl jxstagirl 13-15, F Nov 7

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    For some reason I want him to be mine but... i don't know him that much. And I'm scared to get to know him. Any advice?
    rockyboo rockyboo 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    I like a lot of guys I just don't have the guts to tell them I don't want that look guys give to girls (who the fucckk are you? Or okay I don't care look) It would hurt my...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7

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    What the worst feeling is when someone loves you to death and is ready to do anything for you, but you just can't return the feelings. You try your best but you just can't. There's...
    lostnsad lostnsad 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm hurt all the time. I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside. I just want someone to hold me... I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me. If no one cares, I don't see a...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I hate rejection so much that I always run away or push them away before they have a reason to do it to me first. people always tell me I am such a mystery or sneaky or hiding...
    bossvixen bossvixen 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    They will try to teach you to think your way out of feelings, they will try to argue rationally about feelings They will tell you that you make yourself worse by thinking...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F Oct 24

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    It never really occurred to me that my teachers could be a danger to me or anyone around me until the day I graduated from Primary school. I saw this teacher(who never taught me...
    AbyssalSilence AbyssalSilence 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I study social work and for years and years I thought some feeling that I had were very wrong! `You just are not alowed to think this or feel that..` that´s what I used to tell...
    MendyNL MendyNL 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    We were distant. For the past 2 weeks I barely saw her and barely messaged her. I don't want to lose her. I don't want to be alone. I'm sorry for my imperfections. If only I...
    SomeGuy322 SomeGuy322 16-17, M Oct 25

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    I'm scared of falling in love. I'm scared of being friends. I'm scared of talking. I'm scared if social interaction because what if they judge me
    rawerimadino rawerimadino 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 4

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    I think it's really annoying when somebody lets you know that they need help by being an a**hole, or doing things that they know will **** you off. I see this so often. Dealing...
    Wbyogimaso Wbyogimaso 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 25

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    I'm very scared of balloons. Especially the ones with helium. As a kid I ran out of the house when balloons were being popped by my mom. I can't stand the loud bang from a rubber...
    Balloonboy33 Balloonboy33 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 4

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    Yup I get scared. I get scared after watch scary movies at night and I get scared when I go on a night time walk. My biggest fear is being replaced. I hate it but I can't help it...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 5

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    Actually, I'm scared to hell of injections, but not from VC or IV needles or any needle used to draw blood outta my body. I know the needle will go directly to one of my veins. The...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F Nov 7

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    Last night, quietly, he walked through my mind As I lay searching for sleep. His soft hand reached out, he whispered my name As he brushed a tear from my cheek. And then those...
    Raicel Raicel 26-30, F Oct 26

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    Twenty-six years, I was infatuated with a man that didn't have the same feelings for me. I still think of him often, but he broke my heart. I was so taken with him and told him how...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So, even though I broke it off, I am still scared of my now ex. When we were together he would try to get me alone with him... When we were alone he would start kissing me and...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 22

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    I'm so scared i'm going to lose my mum she got a lesion taken off her finger and the doctor said it was precancerous so they got it before anything developed but what if they're...
    ccher95 ccher95 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    I'm scared of everything...the dark because it manifests itself into creatures, boys because of their abusive tendencies, the thunder and wind because of how loud it violently...
    Quackimaducky Quackimaducky 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    i'm so scared of growing up. i don't want to leave school... i know i'll miss seeing people everyday, and i'll be so scared to leave my hometown for university
    artandtravel artandtravel 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    Byebyebabe Byebyebabe 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    Atlas0Scar Atlas0Scar 18-21, M Nov 8

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    alanahlouise alanahlouise 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Shiznitone Shiznitone 22-25, M Nov 11

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    pkninja pkninja 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    Its awful, feeling this way. Im TERRIFIED of being in a relationship. I'm scared that I will be played. I'm scared that I'll never be good enough, or pretty enough. When did this...
    Shanyyyy18 Shanyyyy18 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Im scared of never being good enough for my family myslef and friends im scared I mite go insane with evreything that goes through my head evreyones problems but there problems...
    angymagallanes648 angymagallanes648 16-17, F 4 days ago

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