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I Am Scared of My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19, 2014

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I met an amazing woman, we took it slow as friends first... first kiss... first date... and i of course developed feelings for her and she did it as well... you know, that kind of...
    sparrowmctavish sparrowmctavish 26-30, M Feb 4

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    i've been great friends with this girl and i think in simple terms i've liked her on and off for a year. when i dont like her, i force myself not to talk/think about her bc i dont...
    whydoineeddone whydoineeddone 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    "My Random Thoughts And Feelings." Okay, I'm good now.
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    Ok I'm freaking out right now cause I've never done this before. I'm not gonna put any labels on my self cause I'm not really sure. Here we go. .. When I was around 8 I realized I...
    lovagirl19 lovagirl19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    The day I first met you You told me you'd never fall in love But now that I get you I know fear is what it really was Now here we are, So close yet so far. Haven't I passed the...
    LostSoul1212 LostSoul1212 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I'm here for express my true feelings.. so i say... i am scared of man.terrified. any man seem same to me(nice?handsome?i don't care)during a flashback and after that. and it...
    JerryJerryA JerryJerryA 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I'm here for express my true feelings.. so i say... i am scared of man.terrified. any man seem same to me(nice?handsome?i don't care)during a flashback and after that. and it...
    JerryJerryA JerryJerryA 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    So recently my boyfriend and I broke up. We have been together since November. I mean we have talked since July and both had feelings for each other. This kid knows everything...
    llliiiv1 llliiiv1 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    This is something I struggle with on an everyday basis. If I share, I feel like I am being selfish for talking about myself. It also makes me feel weak and vulnerable. And so I...
    Juliette19 Juliette19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Honestly to make a long story short, in having an identity crisis. yes I'm young but I'm too mature for this. I've been through too much for this. I mean I should've seen this...
    struggle13 struggle13 13-15, F Feb 6

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    Its this guy I just started talking too an I think I'm catching feelings for him. I am TERRIFIED.... of what may or may not happen
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 10

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    I'm terrified of relationships. In fact, after my last one, I retreated into my own little cave for two years to hide from the possibility of finding someone else. I recently just...
    Joeyschnepel Joeyschnepel 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Relationships are truly wonderful. When two people are genuinely in love it's truly something. However, when relationships end it sucks. For my experience it was a matter of my...
    thenyunderdog thenyunderdog 26-30, M 3 Responses Feb 15

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    I'm terrified of being around other people. I don't know when it started but even being on the street or transport with more than a handful people I don't know causes panic attacks...
    derpadur derpadur 26-30, T Feb 20

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    I'm not ready to be attached to any type of friendships. Each time I think I have a best friend or a friend, I get disappointed whether its months later or years. I'm a likable...
    SentimentalMood SentimentalMood 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Weak by Seether No more love to purchase, I've invested in myself You know nothing about me, keep opinions to yourself No more complications, everything's just swell No more...
    idleheart idleheart 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    so one of my closest friends has just told me he's in love with me. thing is, I love him just as a friend, but I'm scared that after I friendzone him we'll lose our friendship, and...
    emjagrace emjagrace 13-15, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am scared of being abandoned. I am scared of not being good enough. I am scared of never being loved. I am scared of being lonely. I am scared of what others think of me. These...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M Feb 2

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    I am scared to get attached to someone. I am scared to love. I want you. I like you a lot. But I'm scared of you. I'm scared to get hurt. I know one day your going to walk...
    fifidogg fifidogg 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I know you scared You should ask us if we scared too I know you scared Me too I know you scared You should ask us if we scared too If you was there Then we'd just knew you cared...
    LoneLegend LoneLegend 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I know this is a little off since i'm talking about this and posting it a phew days later but bare in mind i'm just trying to figure everything out from everything before and now...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Feb 15

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    The girl Alissa from Beyond Scared Straight that started crying when she met the inmates and got scared. I think she is so cute and i know she did bad stuff to be on the show but I...
    storykid storykid 18-21, M Feb 3

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    I am scared of the people in this house. They abused my wife to the point where her brain felt the need to split up and have alters handle it. She has DID because of what they...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Last night at 2 something in the morning i decided to watch a horror film. My three kids were deep asleep in bed. My visiting sister was asleep on my couch, so that left my mum and...
    queenofhearts15 queenofhearts15 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Two days ago I broke up with my boyfriend of 5 years. I am 21 & originally from Jersey which is where my family resides. I left NJ when I graduated high school at the age of 17...
    ukfm15 ukfm15 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am currently in that stage where I have literally no idea what the hell is going on in my mind and heart. I'll try and make this pretty short. Just to say this is going to be...
    themuffintitan themuffintitan 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I realized that , I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years , and yesterday I tried to break up with himI realized then that I've been scared the whole time of being alone that I've...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F Feb 3

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    I know I shouldn't feel this way in my own home. I'm 17 and when I was 12 and 13 my brother did some stuff that he should not have to me and my little sister. Nothing extremely bad...
    Tara884248 Tara884248 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    I was raped by 5 men last night...and one of them was my dad, I'm so scared that someone els is gonna try to hurt me, I feel so dirty and broken. The worst part was, my mom came...
    imsinkinkimg imsinkinkimg 13-15, F 9 Responses Feb 5

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    I'm so scared of being fussed at by my grandfather. I got lost driving and I couldn't go home I had to go strait into work. So he came and took my car( at my job) Now he's gonna...
    abbigailbooo abbigailbooo 18-21, F Feb 8

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    I found out last night that my husband has been on face book ,I haven't talked to him in over a year now . And he has been posting on his page that he is happy and that's all good...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I am too scared to fall in love. This girl that I like (we say we're boyfriend and girlfriend but we're not official) just went to her ex's house last night and hasn't texted me...
    ofskies ofskies 18-21, M Feb 8

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    I don't know what the future holds. I know what it will hold if I continue on this path but I am not sure I want to follow it anymore. I am scared of the unknown but it could bring...
    CuriousCD66 CuriousCD66 46-50, T 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I need to have a conversation with my husband but I'm scared. It's so easy to just go along always agreeing it's so easy to always do what I've done. I'm scared because I already...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Yes I'm alone sometime's & I feel so scared being alone. I've lot of friend's and everyone's busy with there life as for myself I feel like life hate's me I don't belong here...
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    I love my girlfriend so much but the girls before her have hurt me so bad that i'm not even me anymore. But i really like Erin(my gf) like i love her. Im just scared like really...
    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx 13-15, F Feb 17

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    I am not scared of death but very very scared of loosing people I love a lot...After my Dad passed away, I just realised that nothing can be as scary as death.. The emptiness of...
    Waldena Waldena 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I know that I'm in my own home. I know that I am with my family, and I'm safe, and I know that the dark can't hurt me and there's nothing more than shadows but I am genuinely...
    Itscaitlin Itscaitlin 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't know if anyone else can relate to this. I find I can allow myself to care about someome in the moment if I want to but I can just as easily switch that off and hurt them in...
    taliaroger taliaroger 18-21, F a week ago

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    My husband and I have been trying for a baby for a few years. He is a cancer survivor and our difficulties in conceiving are related to his previous treatments. We had gotten...
    perfectlyimperfect2 perfectlyimperfect2 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    "Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life?" I think it's no longer a question for me. People change but I know myself to well to engage in a relationship. That's why I'm scared...
    Someonefrom1980 Someonefrom1980 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1