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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19

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    Are They Real?

    I'm not really scared, I just question them.Sometimes I have feelings and I think maybe I shouldnt have them.  That my heart has let in someone that I could hurt, or could hurt me.So, I sit on them for a while, test them out.  For all I know they could be some that came on for...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I use music very often to describe my feelings. I am somewhat asocial and can't really communicate feelings in real life so i use music.The one i currently am listening to is...
    MayaMoonShadow MayaMoonShadow 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    I'm not the scared one, my sister is. She is 13 and hates rides and roller coasters. She scares herself by watching ride accidents and says 'it doesn't even scare me' yet when we...
    mollymillymolly mollymillymolly 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I'm not the scared one, my sister is. She is 13 and hates rides and roller coasters. She scares herself by watching ride accidents and says 'it doesn't even scare me' yet when we...
    mollymillymolly mollymillymolly 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    Why do I hold back so much.. If i were a dam I would be one drop of water from breaking, If I was a branch, one more storm and I could snap... Why do I hold back so much...
    darkhorsek darkhorsek 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    I am scared to fall in love with my friend because she's a girl and I've never really had a serious crush on another girl before her, I didn't even know I was bi before I grew...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I need advice or help idk. But lately this kid has been asking me out and tonight he asked me out again. And I wanna give it a try but I don't know what to say do to the fact that...
    skyblue914 skyblue914 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    He still emails his ex. He knows I don't like it, but says he would never tell me not to talk to someone. Said it's stupid to think anything could e going on. I think he emails...
    Lin53207 Lin53207 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    So I lived 5min away from this guy, we spoke everyday for a year.. Crazily enough we never met up, because I was too scared and have massive anxiety etc.. So we never met but I'm...
    dontkillmyvibe17 dontkillmyvibe17 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    When there are things that happened that you swear you never wanted...but your friends say you do. And did. And you beg them to trust your voice alone. But they refuse to believe...
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't know what's wrong with me. Just all of a sudden be become paranoid. It's been going on for almost two weeks. I feel watched, I feel like any second something is going to...
    secretlyfelix secretlyfelix 18-21, F Jul 5

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    I want to go forward into this "thing" we have but he's there and I'm here I hate that we can't talk about this complicated zone but it's for the best until I can get to him...I...
    MissButterfly007 MissButterfly007 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Well I already kinda am.. But anyways. The guy I have feelings for has a group of friends he's been close to for like 8 years, it's a mixture of men and women.. If we get in a...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Update: I'm a mess right now I'm actually crying and I haven't cried in a loooong time.. so I told the guy I was seeing that I can't see him anymore. Its gonna be hard but I can't...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    Mary, Mary, to be this young is oh so scary Mary, Mary, to be this young I'm oh so scared I wanna live I wanna love But it's a long hard road out of hell
    dazedreamer dazedreamer 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    When I fall in love, I repeatedly look for problems, sometimes manufacturing them out of whole cloth and sometimes dramatically exaggerating either the magnitude or the...
    DominicRain DominicRain 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    I am scared of the uncertainity which clouds our lives.I am scared of how everything will work out in the end. I am scared of changing yet the only way to outgrow one's fear is to...
    booklover4ever booklover4ever 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    I was drawing Tuesday night.. And I was listening to music I do that so I don't get scared. I used to be afraid to go in my own room. me and Jake used to sleep with dad every...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Right now I'm sitting here terrified that my two year old daughter might be sick and throw up. Terrified. I'm shaking, I'm dizzy, I feel nauseous just from the thought. Why? Who...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    Why do I think like this? My mother thinks I'm going crazy. She wants to take me to the doctors. I just can't sleep or eat. I'm tired but I can't sleep. I had a panic attack a...
    Raven628 Raven628 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Hi, my name is Tiffany. I have a strong connection with this experience mainly because it happened this year. I've been in relationships that range from 1month to 10months, but...
    Tiffersneeze Tiffersneeze 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    i was on this ride and at the beginning of the ride i was scared anxious, and knew something was wrong i wanted to get off but the men reassured me that nothing would go wrong i...
    AnnaDevigne AnnaDevigne 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Imagine a single flower for our soul and with each encounter of our potential find in a perfect soul mate they pick a petal from us. They disappear with apart of us, our petal...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I'm terrified my mom is going to get a check-up at the doctors soon and I'm just so scared that she's gonna be diagnosed with cancer I've been crying for about 20 minutes now...
    oOMissDiorOo oOMissDiorOo 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm really scared that I'm gonna be pregnant. I had unprotected sex with a guy who already has two kids and he ********** in me. I take bc but I'm not very consistent and I'm...
    kitten96 kitten96 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I'm 16, a senior in my high school. I'm gay. And I have feelings for my straight friend but sometimes I am ignoring her. Because maybe i love her. Sometimes I hate her. After a few...
    RionWolf RionWolf 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I am a male now in my late 20's, from as long as I can remember I have enjoyed looking at boys (Even as an 8 year old). I wouldn't consider myself as gay, but I feel really guilty...
    barrybob90 barrybob90 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I get these intense feelings whenever I like someone. I dream about them a lot. There on my mind a lot. I sweat a lot when I see them. I feel like a klutz and I can't control my...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I'm really scared to tell my boyfriend about all the abuse I went through as kid. I am also scared to tell him about how my mom try's to control me all the time.
    findingbeauty2468 findingbeauty2468 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    I am scared. I feel like there is so much wrong with me... But I keep it in... And someday... I'll explode. A part of me thinks I should go get help. Help with every thing. But...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F Jul 1

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    I want to know my real family but I'm scared they'll hate me because I love them so much and I've never even met them yet physically. I worry that I'll be a burden to them, that...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jul 1

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    I am so scared of being nothing...the thought of death makes me panic. I have severe panic attacks whenever I think about it. I feel like I am spiralling out of control physically...
    justaweirdo56 justaweirdo56 16-17, F Jul 4

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    i can hardly even think about it without crying. I feel it now. The hot tears running down my face. Ill have to hide it. From my parents. From my friends. From everyone. This is...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    My entire life is empty. From one to another. I am scared my parents will leave me if they find out I'm bi. My sisters already a lesbian and they want her out of the house as soon...
    malebiesexual malebiesexual 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I grew up in a country setting when I went to beauty school I was 15 on ROP. I made friends with older girls in bad neighborhoods. I got to spend the night at Sherrys home. My dad...
    JMay1994 JMay1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    Once upon a time I was . But it happened suddenly that I stopped being scared of the dark , I would stand near a door of a dark room and lose myself there I would think and look...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I came to visit family a few days ago and I just heard that my great grandmother had a heart attack. She's a strong woman and she has lived a long life, but I'm scared. I don't...
    HEDinTHEclouds HEDinTHEclouds 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 15

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    Horror movies, horror games, jump scares, rollercoasters (and other stuff that'll probably make me sound like a psychopath), etc. etc.; they don't scare me. I like that I'm not...
    Lokilover49 Lokilover49 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    In attempt to sleep earlier, I went to bed just before midnight after completing some more of my summer homework. Summer is going to end soon and I really need to fix this bad...
    mahnouls mahnouls 16-17 1 Response Jul 17

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    I've screwed up relationships so many times in my life im scared to get close to people not because I feel as tho they will hurt me but because I'm am scared to hurt them
    kenziebear kenziebear 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I really need a boyfriend there for me when I wake up in the middle of the night scared and be there to comfort me so I am not scared anymore
    AAmmyyPPiiee AAmmyyPPiiee 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm just scared yanno. I'm scared that I won't be able to handle the up coming events.
    littlebigkid littlebigkid 16-17, M a week ago

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