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I Am Scared of My Feelings

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    Are They Real?

    I'm not really scared, I just question them.Sometimes I have feelings and I think maybe I shouldnt have them.  That my heart has let in someone that I could hurt, or could hurt me.So, I sit on them for a while, test them out.  For all I know they could be some that came on for...
    EyzofBlue EyzofBlue 36-40, F Nov 7, 2011

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    Enslaved

    i am sacred at the lengths that you go just to make sure i stoop to your level. you have created this mess, yes i know we all have our own baggage and we can't help but each carry a past. however, this time i think you have pushed me to far. every time i am around every alarm...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    One Night Stands

    Because I am in a sexless marrige and have been for 10 years I have been recently tempted with one night stands with younger men while it is great to be desired in this day and age the pitfalls are great not with my emotions but with the whole concept of doing a one night stand...
    somerset21 somerset21 51-55, F 2 Responses Oct 11, 2007

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    So I've been wondering

    for a while what the meaning of love is. I've been dating a guy for about 2 months now and I have real feelings for him. Except every night I crawl into bed and cry always having mixed feelings about how/why he could like me. What does he see in me? Or is he just the like the...
    mystorymyway mystorymyway 13-15, F May 19

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    Scared? No

    I'm not afraid of my feelings, but that doesn't mean I'll express them. :p
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    Minds Detour

    lately its getting harder, people in my life just seem to make things a lot more difficult. Sometimes they don't do it intentionally other times they do it to prove i am crazy. i am so fed up, i worry where my mind takes me. thoughts so vicious so foul, i constantly am punishing...
    lonesomeallthetime lonesomeallthetime 26-30, F Jan 16, 2012

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