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I Am Scared Of My Mother

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    My mother just screamed at me

    so badly!! I'm crying as I write this..... I'm scared and I wish I had a different mother.. I almost cut.. I'm scared of even touching her now.... I hope she doesn't talk to me.. I'll never forget this day.... HELP! I NEED ADVICE!!
    siuae siuae 18-21, F 2 Responses May 22, 2014

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