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I Am Scared Of My Mother

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    F,20. I have just dropped out of a very good

    Uni, it was at the end of term and rent was payed up so I wasn't forced to tell anyone or move back home until I was picked up for summer. I have not told anyone. I am 20 with no work experience. I have contemplated just ending my life as I feel I have ruined it. I have filled...
    Suzanne1994 Suzanne1994 18-21, F Jun 30, 2015

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    My mother just screamed at me

    so badly!! I'm crying as I write this..... I'm scared and I wish I had a different mother.. I almost cut.. I'm scared of even touching her now.... I hope she doesn't talk to me.. I'll never forget this day.... HELP! I NEED ADVICE!!
    siuae siuae 18-21, F 2 Responses May 22, 2014

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