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I Am Scared of My Own Shadow

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    Yes I Am.............. - ~ I know why I am & I know the reasons why I have to move on. I just can't seem to let go of that fear. Fear of someone or something coming up behind...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 1, 2009

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