I Am Scared Of Myself Sometimes

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    When I study it's like I have more

    than one brain and I can't control the way I talk to myself like three different people. I also argue with myself a lot
    jenn133 jenn133
    16-17, F
    Jul 18, 2014

    I mean, I totally love myself all the way.

    I accept who I am, and I like the person I am right now. Still, I feel scared sometimes, because I get really dark. I'm graduating high school soon, and I plan on taking up psychology. I love the human mind, it's so interesting and complex, and I love trying to figure out...
    Celal Celal
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    The anger I have built up over the years from

    the pain and hurt I have suffered over this time has become out of control. I am scared of myself, I am sure others are too. There are times where I can be in depression for weeks and even months. Things like children annoying me with simple questions. Having to get out of bed...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby
    18-21, F
    Jan 20, 2016
    pattycake90 pattycake90
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2014

    Lonely, Sad And Scared

    I have lost so much in my life, I don't trust anymore. Depression is always with me...sometimes just hiding in the back of my mind, sometimes screaming "die, die, die"
    scarednsad scarednsad
    51-55, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2012

    In the mirror is the reflection of a pretty,

    red haired young woman. Looking deeper there is the void behind her eyes. The soul disconnected from mind and body. The darkness, absence of emotion. From oblivion we emerge, is true happiness only to be had when once again mind, body, and soul unite in oblivion? Or can they be...
    pattycake90 pattycake90
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2014

    And the one person that told me he'd be in my

    life and wasn't leaving, left. I feel so incredibly empty. I have no one now. Officially friendless. But I guess I knew this day would come, not sure why I trusted him.
    battlewounds battlewounds
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2016

    I wrap my lips around your cold,

    blue shaft. You shoot your load into my mouth. Will you still love me when I'm gone?
    pattycake90 pattycake90
    26-30, F
    May 1, 2014

    Eye To Eye With Myself

    Eye to eye with myself this moment I fear and it's hard for me to try tears swell and I feel the anger deep inside darkness inconceivable flashes of everything I hate the beast inside wanting to break anything and everything in sight just because I don't like to try and...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr
    36-40, F
    May 27, 2012

    When I get so angry I attack anyone around me

    with great strength not thinking,I broke a girls nose because of it
    venomsounds venomsounds
    16-17, M
    Dec 7, 2014

    Everyone ******* leaves.

    They'll tell me they won't. They will always be there. But they lie. In the end they will always walk away. No one cares about me... No one needs me. I'm honestly shattered. Alone. Forgotten. Abandoned.
    battlewounds battlewounds
    18-21, F
    Oct 19, 2015

    I wish I was normal. I don't deserve to live,

    I get so angry and I hear all these thoughts telling me to hurt people. And it's just not fair I want to be normal
    connirose connirose
    18-21, F
    Mar 13, 2014
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