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I Am Scared That I Am Going to Lose All My Friends

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 122 People

    Loseing And Forgetting

    I hate that I am not only losing I am also forgeting. I know it's stuipid fear but it's like if I have the memories of all the good times we had together then they are sort of "with" me in my heart where ever I go. Then i hav hope that mabey if I can rember them then they won't...
    ShybutBrave ShybutBrave 18-21, M Sep 12, 2010

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    Feeling Never Goes Away....

    the feeling, and the fear that I am going to lose all my friends one day, never truly goes away :( I always am scared that i am not going to be that perfect woman that everyone here needs. I am scared that my friends aren't going to want anything to do with me anymore. I don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    Growing Up Friendless...

    And only get fake friends, has really affected me a lot. Ever since I was a kindergartener, I kind of don't have much of social skills to begin with. I wanted to make friends but I was too scared. As years go by and the only friends I get were just one day friends (friends that I...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    someone can tell me that i am the most

    important person to them a thousand times and i am still terrified of annoying them.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    If They Saw The Real Me

    If they truly know I'm Emo, I'm afraid they will spread rumors that I cut myself (I don't do that), always depressed (not all the time), or I'm a freak (in an all girls school, your an outsider). I can't take that. It's too much for my already broken heart to take. I'm afraid to...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    The Day I Lost Everyone Around Me

    You shouldn’t be afraid to lose your friends you shouldn’t even have to question on it let me tell you a little story.. One’s upon a time there was this boy who people hated, could not stand for what he was or who he loved but this boy had true friends that wouldn’t...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    Changing,lying,loosing,scared

    i keep changing. so do my friends i am so afraid i will loose them over these changes. While some simple things stay the same others change ,not just about us but our situations,our aspirations, and we seem to drift further apart. I have less time to give them and less time for...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick 18-21 Feb 13, 2011

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    I get ditched a lot or people don't remember

    I'm there. I've always had this problem. Other times it's my fault. I don't keep contact with people. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always feel like in bothering them. Or they'll be mad that we haven't talked for so long. This led to a shell of sorts. I haven't tried to...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 16-17, F Apr 15, 2014

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    More than my friend, my family.

    He means so much to me. They mean so much to me. I can't escape the fact that one day I'm gonna have to let them go, but that days not gonna be today. Or tomorrow. Or in a week. If I lose them I'm gonna go down fighting and I'm not gonna stop. No matter what he says I'm gonna...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F Apr 6, 2014

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    It's Happened Before...

    ...what makes me think it won't happen again? It's almost like people get bored of me. Not really dislike, but just find that there is nothing left to talk about with me, so they just drift away. 
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    " What If They Find Out??? "

    Probably like other crossdresser's, I have lived in fear of being caught by a friend or family member. I  am afraid if I and ousted, I will lose the respect and love of my family and friends. Not all people understand our life style, nor do they want to accept it. To most, we...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 Dec 28, 2011

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    I Know It's Probably An Irrational Fear....

    - But it's a fear I can't seem to shake loose of. I know that I can count on one hand the friends I have had in my life..... The real ones, the true ones, the best ones. But not one of them are in my life now. 3 are dead, 1 is AWOL, & the other just left.... -  ...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    I Hate Losing People.

    I'm always scared that I'm going to lose people, especially my two best friends. I would hate to lose them. I think I'm starting to drift away from some people now. Especially now school is finished. I haven't heard from some of my friends for ages. Some of them just don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    i dont know how and when this idea made its way in my heart....but for some reason the mere idea of going out on an offical dinner date.......thrills me so much that it gives me...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 23 mins ago

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    To many this is a game a fantasy that doesn't cross into their real existence. I am not like that. The reason I am here is to connect to someone on a deep level and find that...
    MisterGw MisterGw 41-45, M 43 mins ago

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    It's gotten to the point where I don't care what people think of me. You think I'm strange? Don't talk to me. You think I'm ugly? Don't look at me. And if you're gonna say...
    songwrxter songwrxter 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Every time I try to lose weight I end up binge eating and ruining everything 😔
    YKXX YKXX 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    But the one thing that annoys me about them is that they text me at 10:00 0'clock in the morning like i'm going to answer I don't answer text that early. The only person I will...
    vertffy vertffy 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    idk what IMA do with me life! dear lawd plz help me. I. so scared about my future!
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 3 hrs ago

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    I have my 3 sisters ( but they are trying to live their own lives one married and one about to be married, the third at graduate school) and a couple people I talk to online, and...
    animallover412 animallover412 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    I grew up in the 70's and it was so easy to meet people and make good friends. Now it feels impossible to me to meet friends. Seems like the only people I meet don't need any more...
    alisamee53 alisamee53 51-55, F 11 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I just came back from a dinner with my boyfriends family and friends and felt sad coming back. The thoughts I had was I envied my boyfriend for having family stability and wished...
    montgomery1984 montgomery1984 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    I honestly don't know how to feel about friendships. I'm wasting my self and energy on people who aren't worthy of it. I want to know what it's like to have a stable, meaningful...
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    Yesterday I decided to see more of the country, leave my comfort zone of my home county behind and have a day out. In total 6 hours/22 minutes of traveling meant I got out of town...
    VolunteerMouse VolunteerMouse 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I think I have found someone worthy of being in a relationship with, but I am so afraid. Once I have something worth losing... Then what? I am used to breakups feeling inevitable...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I have been here since the 5th of August and come across wackos I thought Facebook was bad but this is even worse,I came here to make friends and have a chat but all I got was...
    Bikerbabe52 Bikerbabe52 51-55, F 16 hrs ago

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    Last time my friends and I hung out, we all sat in the living room with my laptop reading really weird fanfiction.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 16 hrs ago

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    Last night I read an article that helped me understand so much pain I have gone through since high school until no, a year away from graduating college. - It seems the Mormon and...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F 20 hrs ago

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    It really forever sucks. Deep inside I really do love you as in love with you, but I know we are meant to be just friends as you are already involved with someone so I am going to...
    A112C A112C 46-50 21 hrs ago

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    Internet friends are interesting complicated exciting. Some I sit and have morning coffee chatting away, others talk religion politics, or football. Others are there in the...
    willisca49 willisca49 66-70, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Im a loner since i was 16. I moved to other country and became a loner here. I made here some friends from the beginning but i was too shy for society so i quit with all friends...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My old guy friend stopped all connections with me, and I think I've figured out why. Another one of my old friends are now turning against me. I think she told everyone at her...
    GhettoMemeing GhettoMemeing 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    *** please share this on their walls on Facebook even if you are not interested maybe someone you know is*** FITNESS CHALLENGE: On Monday August 31, 2015 I will be starting my...
    lileminemxxl lileminemxxl 22-25 5 days ago

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    ***I am asking all of my friends to please share this on their walls even if you are not interested maybe someone you know is*** FITNESS CHALLENGE: On Monday August 31, 2015 I...
    lileminemxxl lileminemxxl 22-25 5 days ago

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    ***I am asking all of my friends to please share this on their walls even if you are not interested maybe someone you know is*** FITNESS CHALLENGE: On Monday August 31, 2015 I...
    lileminemxxl lileminemxxl 22-25 5 days ago

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    Terrified. I can hardly cross bridges in my car. If the bridge is low enough, I'm fine, but there's a bridge in Jacksonville, Florida called the Dames Point (although its official...
    TheCallipygist TheCallipygist 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've had quite a few number of friends in my life so far and sadly I am no longer friends with most of them. To the reader reading this that sounds pretty bad, but honestly...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    My friend went through a break up a few months ago so I let her move in because she had nowhere else to go (her family doesn't live here). She suffers from anxiety and was taking...
    hopelessdreamer83 hopelessdreamer83 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Until a few years ago I always felt that my entire adult life was going to be filled with abuse, nehlect, and was never going to be loved like I want to be loved. I married at 19...
    Harleygirl65 Harleygirl65 46-50, F 14 Responses a week ago

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    I lose my best friend yesterday she said she don't want a friend like me. I remember I use to promise her that if we were not friend anymore I would fight to get her back I can do...
    lookket lookket 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Most people are scared, Most people don't make any achievement because they are scared, Most people lose each other because of being scared, most people miss the chance because...
    listenup listenup 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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