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I Am Scared That I Am Going to Lose All My Friends

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    If They Saw The Real Me

    If they truly know I'm Emo, I'm afraid they will spread rumors that I cut myself (I don't do that), always depressed (not all the time), or I'm a freak (in an all girls school, your an outsider). I can't take that. It's too much for my already broken heart to take. I'm afraid to...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    someone can tell me that i am the most

    important person to them a thousand times and i am still terrified of annoying them.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    More than my friend, my family.

    He means so much to me. They mean so much to me. I can't escape the fact that one day I'm gonna have to let them go, but that days not gonna be today. Or tomorrow. Or in a week. If I lose them I'm gonna go down fighting and I'm not gonna stop. No matter what he says I'm gonna...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F Apr 6, 2014

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    Changing,lying,loosing,scared

    i keep changing. so do my friends i am so afraid i will loose them over these changes. While some simple things stay the same others change ,not just about us but our situations,our aspirations, and we seem to drift further apart. I have less time to give them and less time for...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick 18-21 Feb 13, 2011

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    Growing Up Friendless...

    And only get fake friends, has really affected me a lot. Ever since I was a kindergartener, I kind of don't have much of social skills to begin with. I wanted to make friends but I was too scared. As years go by and the only friends I get were just one day friends (friends that I...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Loseing And Forgetting

    I hate that I am not only losing I am also forgeting. I know it's stuipid fear but it's like if I have the memories of all the good times we had together then they are sort of "with" me in my heart where ever I go. Then i hav hope that mabey if I can rember them then they won't...
    ShybutBrave ShybutBrave 18-21, M Sep 12, 2010

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    It's Happened Before...

    ...what makes me think it won't happen again? It's almost like people get bored of me. Not really dislike, but just find that there is nothing left to talk about with me, so they just drift away. 
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    Feeling Never Goes Away....

    the feeling, and the fear that I am going to lose all my friends one day, never truly goes away :( I always am scared that i am not going to be that perfect woman that everyone here needs. I am scared that my friends aren't going to want anything to do with me anymore. I don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    " What If They Find Out??? "

    Probably like other crossdresser's, I have lived in fear of being caught by a friend or family member. I  am afraid if I and ousted, I will lose the respect and love of my family and friends. Not all people understand our life style, nor do they want to accept it. To most, we...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 Dec 28, 2011

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    The Day I Lost Everyone Around Me

    You shouldn’t be afraid to lose your friends you shouldn’t even have to question on it let me tell you a little story.. One’s upon a time there was this boy who people hated, could not stand for what he was or who he loved but this boy had true friends that wouldn’t...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    I get ditched a lot or people don't remember

    I'm there. I've always had this problem. Other times it's my fault. I don't keep contact with people. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always feel like in bothering them. Or they'll be mad that we haven't talked for so long. This led to a shell of sorts. I haven't tried to...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 16-17, F Apr 15, 2014

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    I Know It's Probably An Irrational Fear....

    - But it's a fear I can't seem to shake loose of. I know that I can count on one hand the friends I have had in my life..... The real ones, the true ones, the best ones. But not one of them are in my life now. 3 are dead, 1 is AWOL, & the other just left.... -  ...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    I Hate Losing People.

    I'm always scared that I'm going to lose people, especially my two best friends. I would hate to lose them. I think I'm starting to drift away from some people now. Especially now school is finished. I haven't heard from some of my friends for ages. Some of them just don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    This isn't really got betrayed but I couldn't find anything close to what I was saying.. Anyways.. Well I've known someone for like 9 years. Since pre-kay we've been friends and...
    MackenzieJacobs MackenzieJacobs 18-21, F 39 mins ago

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    I had a job making $50k a year plus full benefits. My mobile home, although 19 years old yet still in good condition, was paid for. I lived in the South where the winters were...
    mav1028 mav1028 51-55, F 4 hrs ago

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    It never gets easier when EP friends leave. I have been on EP on and off since 2007. I joined EP on 9/11/2007, I remember because it was on 9/11 and I remember I was in my...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    here's some advice from someone who is quite small. loosing weight isn't all its cracked up to be. If you're loosing weight because people keep calling you names, it doesn't stop...
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    HMC17 & slytheringuy You two are amazing, Idk what I would do without the both of you. You two have helped me through a lot, and I'm thankful to have a friendship with you guys...
    MixedGirl14 MixedGirl14 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Well, down to a month left with my boyfriend before he is shipped of to Navy boot camp. I really don't know what I'm going to do when he leaves and I keep crying over the thought...
    MaryElizabeth1214 MaryElizabeth1214 16-17, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    If anyone wants to make friends with a guy who's just started deliberately gaining, I'd love to talk! I'm not looking for a relationship (necessarily at least) and I don't care...
    tinybirds tinybirds 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    Okay everyone. Please don't sent hate my way. Please don't. But after a lot of struggle and self evaluating, i am finally coming out. The real me. I've always known I was different...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I don't want to get into details right now, but all I can say is things are going to change and I'm scared of losing you.....
    ReachingNirvana ReachingNirvana 22-25, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I talk all the time about white privilege and how reverse racism doesn't exist as well as police brutality and such, and apparently it made my white friends think that I'm racist...
    crystalmethane crystalmethane 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    Does anyone else get spanked all the time too?? It started when I was 12. I get spanked by my parents, my younger(!) brother, my badminton teacher and my friends. I don´t know how...
    spankedjulia spankedjulia 18-21, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I am 18 and still haven't lost my v. I get frustrated hearing my friends talk about it everyday and just want to lose it.
    derek5858 derek5858 18-21, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Hello, I'm a new member and I'm already feeling like I'm to old to be on here. I'm looking to make friends. I've relocated recently, I work so much and barely have time nor energy...
    NickelnDime NickelnDime 26-30, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I don't do small talk, it's not my thing and it makes me feel slightly awkward. I always take the conversation to the next level if I catch a good vibe from the other person. But...
    kayla679 kayla679 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm more than just scared of losing you... I'm terrified, wrecked, and even dead if I ever lose you... Please, don't leave me... You're the only reason why I get up each morning...
    DarkAngel483 DarkAngel483 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Oh **** that. So what if I get attached? what if he leaves me? what if I get heartbroken? Am I really going to live the rest of my life fearing the consequences ? If that's the...
    psychicfrost psychicfrost 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i honestly wish i was crazy. i probably am. it all started a few years ago. a fire had burned down my house and the only thing that had survived it was a doll i made. naturally i...
    selselsky selselsky 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Not long after the group sleepover at my friend’s house, the next installment of “Nude with friends” (friend) happened. My friend’s parents were going away over the...
    auau71 auau71 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I know how it works, and I feel like I could figure it out, but... I don't know... I'm just so happy that my boyfriend is respectful of my boundaries
    Bethy1234321 Bethy1234321 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    For a long time now I've thought about this. That's just like having my best fiend walk out on me or my family close friends. If they walked out on me or I did something to lose...
    aangelrussell aangelrussell 18-21, T 4 days ago

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    Yep.Going camping tomorrow with my club.Me my two friends and sister a're in a tent.Tomorrow we are going surfing I'm really scared about it.But I'm willing to try it.Then we are...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    There's just so many stigmas, it's not that I don't have a sex drive, or don't want to, I'm just super afraid I'll be ruined for the rest of my life.
    Serrara Serrara 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm trying to live this way. I've been counting my calories for about a month and 1/2 I've lost 23 lbs I'm super happy about this. The last 2 weeks I've been exercising aerobic...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Well I must say EP has been an amazing and whirlwind and at times less than perfect experience for me. I met some really awesome people, who I am proud to call my friends. I met...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Friends, family. ..they want to see singles happy and bring hope because they believe in it and because they feel value for that person, but when I look around and views all sorts...
    SeekingLovetrust SeekingLovetrust 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I'm scared of letting people know I'm bi because I don't want to be treated differently. When I was in middle school my class thought I liked girls and so no one ever wanted to go...
    AngelOfGod1506 AngelOfGod1506 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am scared. Me my 17 year old sister and 13 year old brother are gonna talk to my tablet addicted mother and my alcoholic father tomorrow.We are gonna tell them how we feel and...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you...
    Kanza00 Kanza00 22-25 a week ago

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    I want to dedicate this experience to my ep friends. Some have made huge differences to me. These are not in order of importance. These people I see as equal. Everyone on this list...
    cloudycarnage cloudycarnage 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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