I Am Scared That I Am Going to Lose All My Friends

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    I Hate Losing People.

    I'm always scared that I'm going to lose people, especially my two best friends. I would hate to lose them. I think I'm starting to drift away from some people now. Especially now school is finished. I haven't heard from some of my friends for ages. Some of them just don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

    Feeling Never Goes Away....

    the feeling, and the fear that I am going to lose all my friends one day, never truly goes away :( I always am scared that i am not going to be that perfect woman that everyone here needs. I am scared that my friends aren't going to want anything to do with me anymore. I don't...
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    2 Responses Aug 27, 2009


    i keep changing. so do my friends i am so afraid i will loose them over these changes. While some simple things stay the same others change ,not just about us but our situations,our aspirations, and we seem to drift further apart. I have less time to give them and less time for...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick
    Feb 13, 2011

    More than my friend, my family.

    He means so much to me. They mean so much to me. I can't escape the fact that one day I'm gonna have to let them go, but that days not gonna be today. Or tomorrow. Or in a week. If I lose them I'm gonna go down fighting and I'm not gonna stop. No matter what he says I'm gonna...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17
    16-17, F
    Apr 6, 2014

    " What If They Find Out??? "

    Probably like other crossdresser's, I have lived in fear of being caught by a friend or family member. I  am afraid if I and ousted, I will lose the respect and love of my family and friends. Not all people understand our life style, nor do they want to accept it. To most, we...
    davis36a davis36a
    Dec 28, 2011

    It's Happened Before...

    ...what makes me think it won't happen again? It's almost like people get bored of me. Not really dislike, but just find that there is nothing left to talk about with me, so they just drift away. 
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Feb 13, 2011

    Loseing And Forgetting

    I hate that I am not only losing I am also forgeting. I know it's stuipid fear but it's like if I have the memories of all the good times we had together then they are sort of "with" me in my heart where ever I go. Then i hav hope that mabey if I can rember them then they won't...
    ShybutBrave ShybutBrave
    18-21, M
    Sep 12, 2010

    someone can tell me that i am the most

    important person to them a thousand times and i am still terrified of annoying them.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 17, 2014

    The Day I Lost Everyone Around Me

    You shouldn’t be afraid to lose your friends you shouldn’t even have to question on it let me tell you a little story.. One’s upon a time there was this boy who people hated, could not stand for what he was or who he loved but this boy had true friends that wouldn’t...
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    1 Response Feb 13, 2011

    Growing Up Friendless...

    And only get fake friends, has really affected me a lot. Ever since I was a kindergartener, I kind of don't have much of social skills to begin with. I wanted to make friends but I was too scared. As years go by and the only friends I get were just one day friends (friends that I...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

    I get ditched a lot or people don't remember

    I'm there. I've always had this problem. Other times it's my fault. I don't keep contact with people. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always feel like in bothering them. Or they'll be mad that we haven't talked for so long. This led to a shell of sorts. I haven't tried to...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids
    18-21, F
    Apr 15, 2014

    If They Saw The Real Me

    If they truly know I'm Emo, I'm afraid they will spread rumors that I cut myself (I don't do that), always depressed (not all the time), or I'm a freak (in an all girls school, your an outsider). I can't take that. It's too much for my already broken heart to take. I'm afraid to...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai
    18-21, F
    Dec 29, 2010

    I Know It's Probably An Irrational Fear....

    - But it's a fear I can't seem to shake loose of. I know that I can count on one hand the friends I have had in my life..... The real ones, the true ones, the best ones. But not one of them are in my life now. 3 are dead, 1 is AWOL, & the other just left.... -  ...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Aug 20, 2009
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