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I Am Scared That I Am Going to Lose All My Friends

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    " What If They Find Out??? "

    Probably like other crossdresser's, I have lived in fear of being caught by a friend or family member. I  am afraid if I and ousted, I will lose the respect and love of my family and friends. Not all people understand our life style, nor do they want to accept it. To most, we...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 Dec 28, 2011

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    Changing,lying,loosing,scared

    i keep changing. so do my friends i am so afraid i will loose them over these changes. While some simple things stay the same others change ,not just about us but our situations,our aspirations, and we seem to drift further apart. I have less time to give them and less time for...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick 18-21 Feb 13, 2011

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    Feeling Never Goes Away....

    the feeling, and the fear that I am going to lose all my friends one day, never truly goes away :( I always am scared that i am not going to be that perfect woman that everyone here needs. I am scared that my friends aren't going to want anything to do with me anymore. I don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    The Day I Lost Everyone Around Me

    You shouldn’t be afraid to lose your friends you shouldn’t even have to question on it let me tell you a little story.. One’s upon a time there was this boy who people hated, could not stand for what he was or who he loved but this boy had true friends that wouldn’t...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    I Hate Losing People.

    I'm always scared that I'm going to lose people, especially my two best friends. I would hate to lose them. I think I'm starting to drift away from some people now. Especially now school is finished. I haven't heard from some of my friends for ages. Some of them just don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    It's Happened Before...

    ...what makes me think it won't happen again? It's almost like people get bored of me. Not really dislike, but just find that there is nothing left to talk about with me, so they just drift away. 
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    someone can tell me that i am the most

    important person to them a thousand times and i am still terrified of annoying them.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    I Know It's Probably An Irrational Fear....

    - But it's a fear I can't seem to shake loose of. I know that I can count on one hand the friends I have had in my life..... The real ones, the true ones, the best ones. But not one of them are in my life now. 3 are dead, 1 is AWOL, & the other just left.... -  ...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    If They Saw The Real Me

    If they truly know I'm Emo, I'm afraid they will spread rumors that I cut myself (I don't do that), always depressed (not all the time), or I'm a freak (in an all girls school, your an outsider). I can't take that. It's too much for my already broken heart to take. I'm afraid to...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    I get ditched a lot or people don't remember

    I'm there. I've always had this problem. Other times it's my fault. I don't keep contact with people. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always feel like in bothering them. Or they'll be mad that we haven't talked for so long. This led to a shell of sorts. I haven't tried to...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F Apr 15, 2014

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    More than my friend, my family.

    He means so much to me. They mean so much to me. I can't escape the fact that one day I'm gonna have to let them go, but that days not gonna be today. Or tomorrow. Or in a week. If I lose them I'm gonna go down fighting and I'm not gonna stop. No matter what he says I'm gonna...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F Apr 6, 2014

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    Growing Up Friendless...

    And only get fake friends, has really affected me a lot. Ever since I was a kindergartener, I kind of don't have much of social skills to begin with. I wanted to make friends but I was too scared. As years go by and the only friends I get were just one day friends (friends that I...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Loseing And Forgetting

    I hate that I am not only losing I am also forgeting. I know it's stuipid fear but it's like if I have the memories of all the good times we had together then they are sort of "with" me in my heart where ever I go. Then i hav hope that mabey if I can rember them then they won't...
    ShybutBrave ShybutBrave 18-21, M Sep 12, 2010

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    I started to have some friends recently. I used to lose all but then I made some new and better ones. Nothing is forever whether friendship or aloneness.
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    I know this is a little off since i'm talking about this and posting it a phew days later but bare in mind i'm just trying to figure everything out from everything before and now...
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    Right now I'm feeling like the epitome of a loser. I'm 23, have little to no friends, no boyfriend, unemployed, no car, no one to talk to or hang out with, pretty much no life. I'm...
    ConfessionsOfALostGurl ConfessionsOfALostGurl 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I am an anxious person when it comes to relationships, whether they are familial, romantic or platonic. The closer I am to somebody, the more I fear of making mistakes. In the past...
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    I've posted on here before and lately shy away from this sort of thing because when I am feeling down and need some sort of encouragement it tends to turn around and slap me while...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    So recently my boyfriend and I broke up. We have been together since November. I mean we have talked since July and both had feelings for each other. This kid knows everything...
    llliiiv1 llliiiv1 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    The one and only woman in my life that I really do love and care about is going through a real difficult time and I am failing her by not being there for her when she needs me...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Sometimes, you decide to do something crazy, purely for the fun of it. Something totally out of the ordinary, that doesn't match the way you usually act, and just to see what would...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    You know that spark which people say happens when they meat that special someone? And if that spark does not happen instantly it will happen eventually, it just takes time...
    ashder ashder 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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    I stopped harming myself in June of 2014. My life started getting great. I told the people closest to me about it and we cried and I promised I wouldn't do it again. But now it's...
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    I’m a loser , I am a loser in this cruel boring LIMITED real world , reality , real life I am a 33 years old Asian guy, who used to have so many beautiful hope & dreams , and...
    nikiwonoto nikiwonoto 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Its not being scared, its being sad.. Sad that the beautiful texts were having is gonna stop. The stories we created plotting us in a really magical and charming world with no...
    TheLeftBehind TheLeftBehind 16-17, M Feb 3

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    I don't think he realizes how much I really do love him and am scared that he is going to just leave me one day for someone else :(
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F a week ago

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    So, my ex has been messing with my current boyfriend lately and now he's saying that I was encouraging him to practically molest me when we were together.... I had panic attacks...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 16-17, F Jan 29

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    I am not a particularly religious person but at this point I just wanna belt to the sky HALLELUJAHHHH! I am RELIEVED. I have been in this hell of a relationship for the last 2...
    xsparklex xsparklex 18-21, F Jan 30

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    just started new job at bk.. feeling scared. need to keep It together.. I've worked there before.. see same one..don't want to mess up and lose my job..
    acespad45 acespad45 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    after 8 years of being with a man I met as a sophomore in high school when I was fifteen I'm now 22 and I've been through more than I've ever imagined. he cheated on me for 3 years...
    kjndlani1213 kjndlani1213 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I know that I'm in my own home. I know that I am with my family, and I'm safe, and I know that the dark can't hurt me and there's nothing more than shadows but I am genuinely...
    Itscaitlin Itscaitlin 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    For some reason the movie Neapolitan dynamite makes me happy! I just got home at midnight and it's on TV. I am just happy it's in I need to sleep but ill probably watch it all
    spaceylibra spaceylibra 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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