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I Am Scared That I Am Going to Lose All My Friends

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    I Hate Losing People.

    I'm always scared that I'm going to lose people, especially my two best friends. I would hate to lose them. I think I'm starting to drift away from some people now. Especially now school is finished. I haven't heard from some of my friends for ages. Some of them just don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    Growing Up Friendless...

    And only get fake friends, has really affected me a lot. Ever since I was a kindergartener, I kind of don't have much of social skills to begin with. I wanted to make friends but I was too scared. As years go by and the only friends I get were just one day friends (friends that I...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    I get ditched a lot or people don't remember

    I'm there. I've always had this problem. Other times it's my fault. I don't keep contact with people. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always feel like in bothering them. Or they'll be mad that we haven't talked for so long. This led to a shell of sorts. I haven't tried to...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F Apr 15

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    Changing,lying,loosing,scared

    i keep changing. so do my friends i am so afraid i will loose them over these changes. While some simple things stay the same others change ,not just about us but our situations,our aspirations, and we seem to drift further apart. I have less time to give them and less time for...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick 18-21 Feb 13, 2011

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    Loseing And Forgetting

    I hate that I am not only losing I am also forgeting. I know it's stuipid fear but it's like if I have the memories of all the good times we had together then they are sort of "with" me in my heart where ever I go. Then i hav hope that mabey if I can rember them then they won't...
    ShybutBrave ShybutBrave 18-21, M Sep 12, 2010

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    More than my friend, my family.

    He means so much to me. They mean so much to me. I can't escape the fact that one day I'm gonna have to let them go, but that days not gonna be today. Or tomorrow. Or in a week. If I lose them I'm gonna go down fighting and I'm not gonna stop. No matter what he says I'm gonna...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F Apr 6

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    If They Saw The Real Me

    If they truly know I'm Emo, I'm afraid they will spread rumors that I cut myself (I don't do that), always depressed (not all the time), or I'm a freak (in an all girls school, your an outsider). I can't take that. It's too much for my already broken heart to take. I'm afraid to...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    The Day I Lost Everyone Around Me

    You shouldn’t be afraid to lose your friends you shouldn’t even have to question on it let me tell you a little story.. One’s upon a time there was this boy who people hated, could not stand for what he was or who he loved but this boy had true friends that wouldn’t...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    It's Happened Before...

    ...what makes me think it won't happen again? It's almost like people get bored of me. Not really dislike, but just find that there is nothing left to talk about with me, so they just drift away. 
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    I Know It's Probably An Irrational Fear....

    - But it's a fear I can't seem to shake loose of. I know that I can count on one hand the friends I have had in my life..... The real ones, the true ones, the best ones. But not one of them are in my life now. 3 are dead, 1 is AWOL, & the other just left.... -  ...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    someone can tell me that i am the most

    important person to them a thousand times and i am still terrified of annoying them.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    " What If They Find Out??? "

    Probably like other crossdresser's, I have lived in fear of being caught by a friend or family member. I  am afraid if I and ousted, I will lose the respect and love of my family and friends. Not all people understand our life style, nor do they want to accept it. To most, we...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 Dec 28, 2011

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    Feeling Never Goes Away....

    the feeling, and the fear that I am going to lose all my friends one day, never truly goes away :( I always am scared that i am not going to be that perfect woman that everyone here needs. I am scared that my friends aren't going to want anything to do with me anymore. I don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    I've lost 4 friends before. I lose my friends because they leave me out and they make me a 3rd wheel and they always do that to me. The first time was with 2 of my friends that I...
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    yes, I ADMIT It. NOTHING I want..... or Seem to TRY.... Ever is successful. I just "lose, lose,lose"...... all the 'Pitiful' time.
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    I lose all my stuff like it's my job. So far, this only the first quarter of freshman year, and I lost my dorm keys not once, BUT TWICE. I lost my id, water bottle, keys , and got...
    Shamandora Shamandora 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    So I am a 25 year old guy. I have a single, 57 year old mom and a single 28 year old sister. We are all very close and get along great. I have friend that is my age and he's a...
    david109 david109 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    Long story short.. I've been dating my boyfriend for about 2 months now & I'm already moving in with him, his sister & her family. It's all moving fast... My parents & I haven...
    SweetLikeSugarrr SweetLikeSugarrr 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    Two broken lives, become one whole: A story of two troubled people just looking for love. Brittaney: How we met I don't remember the first time we met, it must have been a random...
    Douglas2275 Douglas2275 18-21, M Nov 14

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    I'm so F()$@ing Alone I know plenty of people in my life. I used to think I was alone when I was surrounded by people. Now I realize, I'm so alone because, I am alone. It's a...
    Atlas0Scar Atlas0Scar 18-21, M Nov 8

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    So I'm about 138 lbs/63 kg.. I wish I could lose weight. I'm 15 and I'm 5'4 ft/1.66 m I thinks I'm overweight.. I really to lose weight but I don't know how 😭 ugh I hate...
    Fofitupida Fofitupida 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    My family only thinks I want to because I get bullied no I want to because I don't like how I feel . For example I walk up the stairs and I'm out of breath. its not healthy at all...
    Justbeingmeok Justbeingmeok 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 1

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    Actually, I'm scared to hell of injections, but not from VC or IV needles or any needle used to draw blood outta my body. I know the needle will go directly to one of my veins. The...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F Nov 7

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    I'm so broken... I can't stop crying... It hurts so much... We've broken up and I have to work with her everyday, have to see her pretty face, and know that I'll never get to hold...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 8

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    well even though my mother has decided to take it upon herself to ruin my day but nonetheless I'm going to attempt to think positevly no matter her criticisms about my...
    DreaSmurph DreaSmurph 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    This is NOT a nude pic nor anything inappropriate. I'm simply just relieved and proud to have eaten whatever I want lately and still weigh the same 120-123. I'm 5'4 1/2 but I also...
    vaashapenin vaashapenin 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Friendship a: we went to secondary school together but only started a friendship in college, it was always about just going out and having fun. As time progressed we talked more...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    It never really occurred to me that my teachers could be a danger to me or anyone around me until the day I graduated from Primary school. I saw this teacher(who never taught me...
    AbyssalSilence AbyssalSilence 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I don't have many people i consider "friends" but i am blessed to have the ones i do have. I am scared to open up to people, and be myself around people. I am scared to open up to...
    Anika1258 Anika1258 13-15, F Nov 7

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    (please, read here first: EP Link ) Ladies and gentlemen, I am here to officially announce that our damsel in distress is…..FINALLY BACK! (and obviously, as I type these words...
    TheNewChallenger TheNewChallenger 26-30, F 8 Responses Nov 9

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    I am thinking about going for gastric bypass surgery. When I diet I lose weight. When I stop it all comes back plus plus. I am tired of being judged by my weight and I kinda think...
    dreamgirl777 dreamgirl777 36-40, F Nov 16

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    Some of my friends laughs at me whenever I say I have a crush.. as most of my friends in college are guys they tend to be mean, they'll be laughing and joking around and insert me...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    About my best friend,who left without saying goodbye. I had a couple of my closest friends read the message I'd sent. They all agreed, that couldn't be a reason to do what he did...
    ryan015 ryan015 13-15, M 7 Responses Nov 19

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    I would love to invite each and every ep friend to my house for a Thanksgiving dinner. That would be such a blessing to my heart!! I would love to be able to cook all sorts of...
    vaylorie vaylorie 46-50, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I starve myself to lose weight and out of anger. Iv lost over 100lbs. Been doing it for years. My weight is 170 now.. I wanna lose 70 more. I'm scared I'll end up killing myself...
    GuiltyAllTheSame1821 GuiltyAllTheSame1821 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    So long story short, I found out that my boyfriend of 1 year 8 months sent **** to his close girl friend (whom likes him and he has compared me to her, saying we are similar but...
    lilyranger90 lilyranger90 22-25, F Nov 3

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    Recently I've been going through the process of coming out as gay. About two months ago, I told my two closest friends first, and made sure they knew that I wasn't ready for...
    trevb22 trevb22 22-25, M 4 Responses Nov 9

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    This is ridiculous! I want to lose weight and my parents are calling me Selfish! My parents think I'm being selfish for wanting to lose weight something I've wanted for 7 months or...
    jujufruit12345 jujufruit12345 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 10

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    I feel like I am going to lose it any time soon. I'm going through a breakup and I don't know how to cope with it. I have no idea how people get over breakups and move on. How do...
    tangfastic tangfastic 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    I'm so scared of it somedays. People treat old people like a disease or like they are a joke. Just because of their outward appearance. Especially teenagers. It makes me so sad...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving! Whether you celebrate it or not I am more thankful for you than I can even begin to express. I'm not entirely sure when I started...
    BelleGold BelleGold 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    sunny619 sunny619 22-25, M Oct 27

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    Hey there. Here's why I think I'm a loser. Short: I'm 20. Have never been in a relationship. I just started college and I feel I don't belong here. Longer version: Yep, you read...
    chiks01 chiks01 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I absolutely believe that internet friends are real. If you make a connection with someone and enjoy sharing time with them; if they make you feel that you can just be yourself...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 3 Responses Nov 12