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I Am Scared That I Am Going to Lose All My Friends

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 126 People

    Growing Up Friendless...

    And only get fake friends, has really affected me a lot. Ever since I was a kindergartener, I kind of don't have much of social skills to begin with. I wanted to make friends but I was too scared. As years go by and the only friends I get were just one day friends (friends that I...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    More than my friend, my family.

    He means so much to me. They mean so much to me. I can't escape the fact that one day I'm gonna have to let them go, but that days not gonna be today. Or tomorrow. Or in a week. If I lose them I'm gonna go down fighting and I'm not gonna stop. No matter what he says I'm gonna...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F Apr 6, 2014

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    Feeling Never Goes Away....

    the feeling, and the fear that I am going to lose all my friends one day, never truly goes away :( I always am scared that i am not going to be that perfect woman that everyone here needs. I am scared that my friends aren't going to want anything to do with me anymore. I don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    I Hate Losing People.

    I'm always scared that I'm going to lose people, especially my two best friends. I would hate to lose them. I think I'm starting to drift away from some people now. Especially now school is finished. I haven't heard from some of my friends for ages. Some of them just don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    Changing,lying,loosing,scared

    i keep changing. so do my friends i am so afraid i will loose them over these changes. While some simple things stay the same others change ,not just about us but our situations,our aspirations, and we seem to drift further apart. I have less time to give them and less time for...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick 18-21 Feb 13, 2011

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    The Day I Lost Everyone Around Me

    You shouldn’t be afraid to lose your friends you shouldn’t even have to question on it let me tell you a little story.. One’s upon a time there was this boy who people hated, could not stand for what he was or who he loved but this boy had true friends that wouldn’t...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    If They Saw The Real Me

    If they truly know I'm Emo, I'm afraid they will spread rumors that I cut myself (I don't do that), always depressed (not all the time), or I'm a freak (in an all girls school, your an outsider). I can't take that. It's too much for my already broken heart to take. I'm afraid to...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    I Know It's Probably An Irrational Fear....

    - But it's a fear I can't seem to shake loose of. I know that I can count on one hand the friends I have had in my life..... The real ones, the true ones, the best ones. But not one of them are in my life now. 3 are dead, 1 is AWOL, & the other just left.... -  ...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    Loseing And Forgetting

    I hate that I am not only losing I am also forgeting. I know it's stuipid fear but it's like if I have the memories of all the good times we had together then they are sort of "with" me in my heart where ever I go. Then i hav hope that mabey if I can rember them then they won't...
    ShybutBrave ShybutBrave 18-21, M Sep 12, 2010

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    I get ditched a lot or people don't remember

    I'm there. I've always had this problem. Other times it's my fault. I don't keep contact with people. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always feel like in bothering them. Or they'll be mad that we haven't talked for so long. This led to a shell of sorts. I haven't tried to...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F Apr 15, 2014

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    someone can tell me that i am the most

    important person to them a thousand times and i am still terrified of annoying them.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    " What If They Find Out??? "

    Probably like other crossdresser's, I have lived in fear of being caught by a friend or family member. I  am afraid if I and ousted, I will lose the respect and love of my family and friends. Not all people understand our life style, nor do they want to accept it. To most, we...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 Dec 28, 2011

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    It's Happened Before...

    ...what makes me think it won't happen again? It's almost like people get bored of me. Not really dislike, but just find that there is nothing left to talk about with me, so they just drift away. 
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    I often think that I am loyal to a fault with my friends. I am the friend that can be counted on anytime and anyplace to listen, to give advice, to not judge. I am the rock, and I...
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    You all hAve a safe new year loves y'all friends be safe
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    I wish I had some close friends and we do a girls night out or a tea party or a night with food and chit chat and do girly stuff...I've never been that sort of girl to care about...
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    Ugh , I actually don't hate them . We had like 2 major arguments last year in 2014 , so that year wasn't exactly good .. I like them though and they openly say they like me too...
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    I'm scared to love because I'm afraid to lose them.
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    this is so true. I have quite a few guy friends that I have never dated and haven't done anything sexual with and people want to try to say that we are probably hooking up.. like...
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