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I Am Scared That I Am Going to Lose All My Friends

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    If They Saw The Real Me

    If they truly know I'm Emo, I'm afraid they will spread rumors that I cut myself (I don't do that), always depressed (not all the time), or I'm a freak (in an all girls school, your an outsider). I can't take that. It's too much for my already broken heart to take. I'm afraid to...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F Dec 29, 2010

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    I get ditched a lot or people don't remember

    I'm there. I've always had this problem. Other times it's my fault. I don't keep contact with people. Whenever I want to talk to someone I always feel like in bothering them. Or they'll be mad that we haven't talked for so long. This led to a shell of sorts. I haven't tried to...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F Apr 15, 2014

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    someone can tell me that i am the most

    important person to them a thousand times and i am still terrified of annoying them.
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2014

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    I Know It's Probably An Irrational Fear....

    - But it's a fear I can't seem to shake loose of. I know that I can count on one hand the friends I have had in my life..... The real ones, the true ones, the best ones. But not one of them are in my life now. 3 are dead, 1 is AWOL, & the other just left.... -  ...
    Wynhaven Wynhaven 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    It's Happened Before...

    ...what makes me think it won't happen again? It's almost like people get bored of me. Not really dislike, but just find that there is nothing left to talk about with me, so they just drift away. 
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 4 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    Feeling Never Goes Away....

    the feeling, and the fear that I am going to lose all my friends one day, never truly goes away :( I always am scared that i am not going to be that perfect woman that everyone here needs. I am scared that my friends aren't going to want anything to do with me anymore. I don't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    Changing,lying,loosing,scared

    i keep changing. so do my friends i am so afraid i will loose them over these changes. While some simple things stay the same others change ,not just about us but our situations,our aspirations, and we seem to drift further apart. I have less time to give them and less time for...
    UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick UndefinedLabelessStrangeChick 18-21 Feb 13, 2011

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    Growing Up Friendless...

    And only get fake friends, has really affected me a lot. Ever since I was a kindergartener, I kind of don't have much of social skills to begin with. I wanted to make friends but I was too scared. As years go by and the only friends I get were just one day friends (friends that I...
    YamiNoSukai YamiNoSukai 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    More than my friend, my family.

    He means so much to me. They mean so much to me. I can't escape the fact that one day I'm gonna have to let them go, but that days not gonna be today. Or tomorrow. Or in a week. If I lose them I'm gonna go down fighting and I'm not gonna stop. No matter what he says I'm gonna...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F Apr 6, 2014

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    The Day I Lost Everyone Around Me

    You shouldn’t be afraid to lose your friends you shouldn’t even have to question on it let me tell you a little story.. One’s upon a time there was this boy who people hated, could not stand for what he was or who he loved but this boy had true friends that wouldn’t...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 13, 2011

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    " What If They Find Out??? "

    Probably like other crossdresser's, I have lived in fear of being caught by a friend or family member. I  am afraid if I and ousted, I will lose the respect and love of my family and friends. Not all people understand our life style, nor do they want to accept it. To most, we...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 Dec 28, 2011

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    Loseing And Forgetting

    I hate that I am not only losing I am also forgeting. I know it's stuipid fear but it's like if I have the memories of all the good times we had together then they are sort of "with" me in my heart where ever I go. Then i hav hope that mabey if I can rember them then they won't...
    ShybutBrave ShybutBrave 18-21, M Sep 12, 2010

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    I Hate Losing People.

    I'm always scared that I'm going to lose people, especially my two best friends. I would hate to lose them. I think I'm starting to drift away from some people now. Especially now school is finished. I haven't heard from some of my friends for ages. Some of them just don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    Its happened once, makes me scared to tell any of my other friends who I have crushes on. I don't want to lose their friendship like before. All I want is either a yes or no and...
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    I shouldn't even try making friends anymore, seems like over time I lose all of my friends anyways. Usually to fighting or loss of contact over time. I won't lie, I miss some of...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 6 Responses Apr 30

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    Back in 07, i was 7. I didn't really lose a friendship, he moved from the city. We always hung out with each other because we only lived two houses down. We played xbox , went bike...
    ItIsFatJesus ItIsFatJesus 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    I know alot of people will not bother to read this but my story is that I have been struggling with my weight almost all my teenage life. It started at the age of 13 when i decided...
    strawb123 strawb123 18-21, F 2 Responses May 16

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    This is basically my rant on how I'm feeling right now. .So long story short, we were all friends, than one day the one girl wanted to just change and be not so nice. .It first...
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 29

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    or 0 stories or 0 pics or 0 friends I like to see a good amount of experiences, stories and pics so I know you're not just a fat ugly weirdo creeper that never shares anything but...
    MacksInner MacksInner 31-35, M May 6

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    Hey everyone I'm OrochimaruSama2! I like to draw manga and do anything craft related. I love the outdoors and going out with friends and family. I have Spina Bifida and live at...
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 30

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    It's funny how you have to stand in the dark to see who's really with you... (Caution: This is a rant and rather a long one) So in my opinions graduation one of the greatest...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 39 mins ago

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    I'm having trouble sleeping most nights.. My dreams are a jumbled up mess of stuff. Last night I was almost asleep and suddenly I realized.. It won't be long until I see you and...
    mg75 mg75 36-40, F 2 hrs ago

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    To start from the beginning, I'm 17 years old who moved to the U.S last year with my brother and no family, no relatives. I stopped talking to every person I knew before I moved to...
    iabem97 iabem97 16-17, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Recently, I just ended my friendship with my best friend. During this period of time, it really was a difficult and painful experience. I couldn't believe that we actually ended...
    Megumi07 Megumi07 16-17, F Apr 28

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    I am happy so so happy that I am scared ... It just have been so long ago that I had something to lose n now I am afraid i might lose it. I am afraid I will fcuk up my work my...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    I'm really terrified of getting attached to people as well as places. I never wanted to buy anything I couldn't just pack in a bag and move. It used to fill me with a lot of...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 Responses May 3

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    Hi I go by Fruitypunch on here.I would like to share a personal experience and somethings that seem to keep happening to me.Lately I have been trying to cope.The real reason I am...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 2 Responses May 7

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    It's not so much as stomach fat, in told I'm quite slim, however it's the cellulite on my thighs which gets to me. I'd like to lose some off my thighs, even just a little to make...
    thedimone thedimone 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    Never going into a haunted house again, wow
    awalktoremember95 awalktoremember95 18-21, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I wanna lose weight. Im not obese but alot of people call me fat. Right now Im trying kick boxing to lose weight. I am also in a diet right now.
    Macymax Macymax 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    "it" can be anything, maybe the temper that we lose too fast, our a friend, or anything like that! so, be careful not to lose fast
    EliasMOP EliasMOP 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Throughout my entire life I have been pressured to lose weight. I have been called names and been a joke to many people. Not going to lie, that brings me down. Even when people...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 6 Responses May 9

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    I love going out! Just give me a reason to! Sometimes it's hard getting to that point...You come home from work and you're tired, or you aren't in the mood, or you feel like you're...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    This is already my third job since I graduated from colleague 2 years ago. My first two job were just sales ( but in financial industry) ... Now I m in investment banking as...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    I'm scared of jumping or sliding down high places but yet I want to sky dive.
    Taylor222222 Taylor222222 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My Husband was injured on at work 6/13/2014 inwhich he broke his back in 4 place and his leg. I had to stop working to take care of him workmans compensation has not paid any...
    carla72 carla72 41-45, F May 14

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    I need more female friends. I want a friend I can give my pads to whenever she needs it. I want to be able to try on each other clothes, shop in stores and take selfies. Share...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    You know, I'm actually terrified of getting close to anyone now. I end up getting close to people, and they leave. Friends, boyfriends, even my best friends, end up leaving me...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 6 Responses May 3

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    I'm 16 and all the grade 11's at my school but me are virgins. I want to find that special girl but I'm starting to think she's not in my city.
    Taylor222222 Taylor222222 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    If I tell you what I hold inside would you believe, would you accept the way that I feel? Would you listen to my heart and allow me to share with you every little thing that I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 6 days ago

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    I am 18 and I am going to uni soon so I want to lose my virginity before i go. however i am scared of doing this so I dont know how to get over it and just get it over with