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I Am Scared to Change

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    I've already changed sooo ...

    I've already changed sooo much, i'm used to it!! But I am TERRIFIED to die!
    chateone chateone 19-21, F Feb 9, 2007

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    I have therapy on Monday I don't know

    why I am scared but I am I don't know if my therapist is a man or a women for some reason girls don't like me that much I hope she or he is nice
    nadirah96 nadirah96 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    As a Person Yes. ...

    As a person yes. what happens if it turns out bad?  
    cluck cluck 16-18, F Feb 9, 2007

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    Scared To Change

    Scared to change,Was,Not now,I've changed,Once I accepted things,Life flowed,Now,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    Too Scared And Too Depressed

    Every second of everyday I am reminded that i need to change.  I need to change everything about me, everything about how I act, how I look, how I treat people, how I react to things.  But I'm too weak.  I'm too weak and scared and depressed to make a change...
    FallingStarr FallingStarr 18-21, F Mar 10, 2010

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    to Many Chances

    i have been given so many chances. i have 3 girls, a wife which i have promised so many times that they do not trust me anymore.i am in out patient treatment yet it is not helping. i want to just die.i am tired of feeling sorry for myself. i think that there is no other option.
    farrell farrell 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 24, 2006

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    Real Life Pause Button

     I've seen my mother's house tonight. Spent the whole night there and never really feeling at home at all. I wonder if every change in my life is worth enduring cause at the end of the day, all I really remember is the way it used to be. It is a good thing that mom's out of...
    thegirlinterrupted thegirlinterrupted 18-21, F Dec 6, 2009

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    i'm so scared of growing up. i don't want to leave school... i know i'll miss seeing people everyday, and i'll be so scared to leave my hometown for university
    artandtravel artandtravel 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I want to change the way I talk to people. I want to ask them how they are. I want to make sure they're okay before we enter conversation. I want to change the way I walk. I want...
    acorn288 acorn288 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    If you message me and i block you dont take it personally i just get scared very easily and freaked out by people :) i wont block you if im not freaked out by you but if i am dont...
    tessagj14 tessagj14 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I'm going to change the world. Not, "I want to change the world" is what it should say. In anyway I can I'm going to try my best and make a difference. Little by little, big or...
    Greed2Avaricious Greed2Avaricious 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    Initially I thought that I could achieve change with someone else's help.... I even discovered that there were people in my life who were willing to help but every time they asked...
    Emeraldteo Emeraldteo 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    The more time I am alone, the more I realize some things. You'd think I'd tell myself this relationship was no good for me, but I'm not. The reason why we are struggling is obvious...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I am scared, I need to change jobs and although the change is needed and I want it I can't help but feel like this is going to ruin things. I am scared that I will hate it, that I...
    charlieedwards charlieedwards 18-21, M Oct 9

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    I'm ready to change...:) -feeling New
    up97 up97 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I remember a time when I had to change out of soaking wet clothing into jeans. Just to make life even more interesting, I had to change behind the steering wheel!
    Leopard3487 Leopard3487 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I decided to end my previous story to make it shorter. Carrying on. At the end of the day, this is all I know. I haven't changed, and guess what? What made him love me HASN'T...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Ok so yesterday I was running out of time to go the the gym so I changed clothes in the car while driving. I know that sounds stupid and dangerous but I needed to try and save 10...
    KennD KennD 41-45, M 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I remember last summer when I was freezing outside with shorts on when I was with my old best friend and dad at the park. I was cold, so I wanted to put on my jeans. There were...
    GivePeaceAChance3 GivePeaceAChance3 13-15 9 hrs ago

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    Change is always great but the wife usually gets her way and she is quite the cowgirl.
    CdKimmi CdKimmi 66-70, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    if i could change i wood be a full lady with ever thing a lady got two good size boob and a nice shave putty tat and will u no what wood be next to do wood it be with a lady are a...
    1974sam 1974sam 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    We just came from the lake & got in the car with our swimsuits on & went to her boyfriend house & the door was lock so yeah I had to changed in the car -.-
    shineymoore shineymoore 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    In 2.5 years life as I know it will be forever changed. After the childhood I've had it should be a welcome change, but I'm not one for change.
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I swear my reflection was looking at me when I wasn't looking at her! She had a angered look in her eyes and I NEVER get angry. I first noticed when I was trying to straighten my...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    My life is about to change, and I'm a little scared about it though. I'm finally moving out, I think that would be a little easier if I wasn't moving miles apart from all of my...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I was really depressed last November to the point that I didn’t believe I was depressed and told my 2 best friends I was bipolar when I wasn’t. I also told one of them I was...
    em27soccer em27soccer 16-17, F Oct 7

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    I'm planning on coming out to my mother about being queer...but I'm so afraid she won't accept me. I'm also addressing my desire to change my name to her; Jayden. That's the name...
    SomethingGrimm SomethingGrimm 16-17, F a week ago

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    I'm in a seriouse relationship with this wonderful man who means the world to me, and who loves me very much. I've been torturing myself with doubts and fears. You see, I have a...
    Emilia94 Emilia94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    When I was a little boy I was terrified of them I don't think I willingly poped a balloon untill I was 10+ I would never avoid them I loved balloons but could never bring my self...
    Looner23 Looner23 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    Okay so as a child I was physically and emotionally abused on a pretty fairly regular basis. My father left our family and never looked back when I was at the age 4 or 5. Even...
    NellieNike NellieNike 22-25, F 5 Responses Oct 7

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    I am so tired. These past few months it has gotten worse. I don't know how to behave around new people or people I barely know, especially those I feel inferior around. That counts...
    haroni haroni 22-25, F Oct 14

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    Suicidal have been haunting me for as long as i could remember. So does depression. I knew something was wrong with me but i couldn't say a word. I was scared. The society around...
    alexyay alexyay 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    There is this older man whom my parents who very well.. However i am very scared of him.. He gives me very weird perverted looks and always tries too touch me.. Im too scared to...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F Sep 27

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    I haven't been on in a while, because I tried to kill myself and ended up pretty bad. But I'm not dead, so it was a waste of time. I'm scared of myself now, and I'm scared about...
    Rubyrooo Rubyrooo 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I'm scared of losing everything again. I have been through some of the worst things possible and I have come a long way from all that. I'm doing so well. I've been clean and sober...
    angelwings1998 angelwings1998 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    First off, I'm going to start this out by saying I had an abortion about 5 years ago, you was not there to experience why I had one, so don't judge me for my actions. I was almost...
    Wvgirl20 Wvgirl20 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I'm going to the doctors tomorrow...:( because I cut myself to deep and my mom found out, so she's getting me some help:/ first she looked at me like I was stupid, then a little...
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I went to the doctors with my throat thinking it was tonsillitis. They've told me I need to go back tomorrow. It's apparently important. As my previous post states I make myself...
    kadesxx kadesxx 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I not exactly scared of the Ebola virus. But I'm scared for the world. The Ebola virus is spreading throughout Africa super fast and there might be a new case of it in Australia! I...
    SweetWolf2 SweetWolf2 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    What's there to be scared of? I lost love. It only cleaved my heart and soul in two, and left me nothing but a husk of a person... no joy, no happiness, no reason to exist. Yea...
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I really like my friend. I think I falling in love with her but I don't want to because I'm scared. She's my first female crush and already I'm having these feelings. I want to be...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    There's several things I am scared! I'm scared to lose my bf who is locked up & I don't hear from him much or his family or friends! Nothing happening, according to his letter I...
    ncsweetfem ncsweetfem 36-40, F Oct 15

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    Im scared, away from home along ways. I miss having family to talk me about the stupid **** on tv and the **** my mom would read on the internet or my family at the fire...
    Cbh004 Cbh004 18-21, M Oct 17

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    So, even though I broke it off, I am still scared of my now ex. When we were together he would try to get me alone with him... When we were alone he would start kissing me and...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm so scared i'm going to lose my mum she got a lesion taken off her finger and the doctor said it was precancerous so they got it before anything developed but what if they're...
    ccher95 ccher95 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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