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I Am Scared to Change

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 83 People

    Too Scared And Too Depressed

    Every second of everyday I am reminded that i need to change.  I need to change everything about me, everything about how I act, how I look, how I treat people, how I react to things.  But I'm too weak.  I'm too weak and scared and depressed to make a change...
    FallingStarr FallingStarr 18-21, F Mar 10, 2010

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    As a Person Yes. ...

    As a person yes. what happens if it turns out bad?  
    cluck cluck 16-18, F Feb 9, 2007

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    Scared To Change

    Scared to change,Was,Not now,I've changed,Once I accepted things,Life flowed,Now,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    to Many Chances

    i have been given so many chances. i have 3 girls, a wife which i have promised so many times that they do not trust me anymore.i am in out patient treatment yet it is not helping. i want to just die.i am tired of feeling sorry for myself. i think that there is no other option.
    farrell farrell 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 24, 2006

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    Real Life Pause Button

     I've seen my mother's house tonight. Spent the whole night there and never really feeling at home at all. I wonder if every change in my life is worth enduring cause at the end of the day, all I really remember is the way it used to be. It is a good thing that mom's out of...
    thegirlinterrupted thegirlinterrupted 18-21, F Dec 6, 2009

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    I have therapy on Monday I don't know

    why I am scared but I am I don't know if my therapist is a man or a women for some reason girls don't like me that much I hope she or he is nice
    nadirah96 nadirah96 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I've already changed sooo ...

    I've already changed sooo much, i'm used to it!! But I am TERRIFIED to die!
    chateone chateone 19-21, F Feb 9, 2007

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    Well, I'll try to keep this as short as possible.. I live with my mother who is bi-polar/schizophrenic and i do my best to take care of her and provide the things she needs but...
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    This sounds so simple, and yet it is so inconceivable for most people. Things change every single second. We all have to adapt. You could loose a friend tomorrow, and get a new one...
    Blackbutterflies99 Blackbutterflies99 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I am very much scared of rape, to a weird level. I don’t understand why, I mean, I was not sexually harassed as a kid or anything like that in order for me to grow such a weird...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Life they say is a matter of choices. But there are many things you can't choose and a lot if other peoples behaviour that you can change and must simple accept even when it...
    twixxer twixxer 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I know you will probably never come back but I am still struggling because you were my rock I knew I could tell you anything and now you're gone and I don't know if I want to be...
    Madhatter135 Madhatter135 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Last night was the worst night of my life I didn't sleep at all and it was all my own fault you sent me a pic which was a massive thing for you and instead of just taking it and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I am 21 years old and never exchanged mutual feelings with another person. I have only been seriously interested in two guys, the first was someone who has lead me on but never...
    Bethmk4 Bethmk4 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    I need help with this.Trust me I try and trust me I want to let go. I'm currently engaged to a man who was my first boyfriend. He broke up with me 7 years ago and now has a kid but...
    Vnaturaldisaster Vnaturaldisaster 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am like an after school Au Pair (or in america "babysitter" for this little girl who lives near me named Vivien but I just call her Viv. And her and her mum got in a bad car...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Yes I'm scared of relationships. Every time I have liked a guy and tried going for it they would hurt me before we even got into the relationship so I have been scared of getting...
    brenda4696 brenda4696 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 10

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    I have to have knee reconstruction. So I am scared of the future. Learning how to walk again. Losing my job most likely, living with little to no money. Unable to move much, unable...
    migglesmining migglesmining 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I have had too much rejection in the past, especially for my age; and none of it has been dating. I have absolutely, positively, 100% no chance with dating. So I am scared to even...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    My brother scared me yesterday I freaked out and elbowed him in the face by accident because i was leaning backwards. I guess its not weird to hurt people when you scared but i...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F Dec 4

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    I'm scared because I don't know what to do. I'm scared to do the wrong thing. I don't want to hurt either one of you. I also don't want him to do something bad because of me.... I...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F Dec 7

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    I'm scared. Two people whom I don't even know off the internet threatened to kill themselves over EP tonight and they logged out before I could help them. I take very harshly to...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I'm seeing this really amazing guy, and I'm crazy about him. Its the kind of thing where you fall fast and hard, and although there have been lots of things that tell me he is...
    KC94 KC94 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 11

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    I am scared of my neighbur from Blake Lane # 203. When I got Bank Security sending me updated address on April 2011 and had their address, I was not sure why it was their address...
    clayache clayache 70+, T Dec 11

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    Does anyone else get really scared, and not know why they are scared?
    Blackbutterflies99 Blackbutterflies99 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    i am not scared of the consequences of touchin very controversial topics as feel the more u are scared of them the bigger darkness befalls u about them so take them on head on and...
    romell romell 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    I am scared of relationships, Relationships are just way too scary and sometimes not worth it, it's sad. I'm scared because it means that you have to open up to that person and be...
    leiloup leiloup 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    For those of you who don't know, in July I got pregnant and had a miscarriage at about five weeks. For the last few months, I've been dealing with it as best I can. I have...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    All my life I've played it safe and never did anything dangerous like drugs i dont even like to drink that much but i have had my moments i try to play it safe then my friends call...
    leon625 leon625 18-21, M 18 hrs ago

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    Do You Want To Change The World? Has there ever been a time when you wanted to change the world? If you have just said no I don't believe you! At some point, I believe that we...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 7

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    Staying the same is my comfort zone!I guess I'm afraid of change because every change i've had that i know of has been bad...I always like planning and always been organised so...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I not easy. I can't change the fact that my bf is an impulsive spender. I can't change the fact the he lies a lot of the time. I can't change the fact that he doesn't like me...
    Butterflywings1987 Butterflywings1987 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 15

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    But why do they always try to change me. I wrote this. Nothins gonna change if you can't change your heart. Lifes more than a stage. Nothing comes together till something comes...
    GivaCafeMatin GivaCafeMatin 56-60, M Dec 11

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    Not for the reasons you may think! At 18 I started reading the Koran..I read and read and read until I got to the part where all must tithe 10% except Mohammed (hmm funny I thought...
    quantumike quantumike 51-55, M Nov 28

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    I am officially scared out of my ******* mind.
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    So this will take some explaining. Me and my mom have been talking about moving to this town since like ever, and we finally have a chance to, and we're looking at the Junior...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Yes I am afraid of relationships. I've been for a while now but I haven't told anyone. A relationship is alot to put into. You have to text that person everyday, ask them how was...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Okay, I'm not scared of spiders, I'm fascinated by them. They're really neat creatures when you get right down to it. But I'm surrounded by arachnophobes, especially my mother. The...
    JackMann JackMann 18-21, M Dec 2

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    I know it's a thing to boldly claim that you're not afraid of death, but the truth is, I am! The thought of not being around any more after certain while is pretty unnerving. The...
    Sorfarina Sorfarina 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I'm finally cutting off my verbally abusive and mentally unstable family and going to do everything 100% on my own for the very first time in my life. I'm scared because I've...
    alliemamabear alliemamabear 18-21, F Dec 3

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