I Am Scared to Change

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    I have therapy on Monday I don't know

    why I am scared but I am I don't know if my therapist is a man or a women for some reason girls don't like me that much I hope she or he is nice
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 22, 2014

    Scared To Change

    Scared to change,Was,Not now,I've changed,Once I accepted things,Life flowed,Now,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 16, 2012

    to Many Chances

    i have been given so many chances. i have 3 girls, a wife which i have promised so many times that they do not trust me anymore.i am in out patient treatment yet it is not helping. i want to just die.i am tired of feeling sorry for myself. i think that there is no other option.
    farrell farrell
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 24, 2006

    I've already changed sooo ...

    I've already changed sooo much, i'm used to it!! But I am TERRIFIED to die!
    chateone chateone
    18-21, F
    Feb 9, 2007

    As a Person Yes. ...

    As a person yes. what happens if it turns out bad?  
    cluck cluck
    16-17, F
    Feb 9, 2007

    Real Life Pause Button

     I've seen my mother's house tonight. Spent the whole night there and never really feeling at home at all. I wonder if every change in my life is worth enduring cause at the end of the day, all I really remember is the way it used to be. It is a good thing that mom's out of...
    thegirlinterrupted thegirlinterrupted
    18-21, F
    Dec 6, 2009

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