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I Am Scared to Change

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    to Many Chances

    i have been given so many chances. i have 3 girls, a wife which i have promised so many times that they do not trust me anymore.i am in out patient treatment yet it is not helping. i want to just die.i am tired of feeling sorry for myself. i think that there is no other option.
    farrell farrell 36-40, M 1 Response Nov 24, 2006

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    I've already changed sooo ...

    I've already changed sooo much, i'm used to it!! But I am TERRIFIED to die!
    chateone chateone 18-21, F Feb 9, 2007

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    I have therapy on Monday I don't know

    why I am scared but I am I don't know if my therapist is a man or a women for some reason girls don't like me that much I hope she or he is nice
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 22, 2014

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     I've seen my mother's house tonight. Spent the whole night there and never really feeling at home at all. I wonder if every change in my life is worth enduring cause at the end of the day, all I really remember is the way it used to be. It is a good thing that mom's out of...
    thegirlinterrupted thegirlinterrupted 18-21, F Dec 6, 2009

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    As a Person Yes. ...

    As a person yes. what happens if it turns out bad?  
    cluck cluck 16-17, F Feb 9, 2007

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    Scared To Change

    Scared to change,Was,Not now,I've changed,Once I accepted things,Life flowed,Now,I'm on my way.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    So much has happened that I truly regret and if I could I would go right now and change my past. I've done so many stupid things that I wish I hadnt done. It just isn't fair
    Stevestonite Stevestonite 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I met a young man on here who has changed my life. He knows no idea how much he has changed my life just by being in it. We have never met face to face, but that is so not a...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    I don't want to get into details right now, but all I can say is things are going to change and I'm scared of losing you.....
    ReachingNirvana ReachingNirvana 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    it isnt really a breakup but it changed my thoughts about me, about my friends , it literally changed me the person i was
    Dreck007 Dreck007 18-21, M 14 hrs ago

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    im so scared right now, i cant sleep, i heard the man who lived next to me yell at my another flat mate. i dont like when people use high note, he was cursing n pissed off. he...
    Gina1993 Gina1993 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Oh **** that. So what if I get attached? what if he leaves me? what if I get heartbroken? Am I really going to live the rest of my life fearing the consequences ? If that's the...
    psychicfrost psychicfrost 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It started when I closed my eyes and saw the thing floating above me. Those gaping holes where the eyes should be. Lying as if mirroring me, facing me from above. And I tried to...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm scared of relationships because I've seen fake ones more than I've seen real ones. Nobody is true anymore. I question if real love even exists. My now ex boyfriend cheated on...
    Livers95 Livers95 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm scared. I'm really scared at the moment. I read for my life, I feel like I'm going to die.
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am scared. Me my 17 year old sister and 13 year old brother are gonna talk to my tablet addicted mother and my alcoholic father tomorrow.We are gonna tell them how we feel and...
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Is there anyone who doesn't. Whether it's to join an activity to become more social friendly and have more fun or whether its to go to the gym or start exercising to lose weight...
    GrimMindControl GrimMindControl 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I know that I'm only 13 but I think I have fallin in love before. It's just that when I did I got heartbroken! Ever since then it's been hard for me to trust any guys. Like are you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    It's not that I'm scared of the prospect of entering a relationship, it's that I'm scared of being in one and my partner leaving... It takes two people to begin a relationship, but...
    briannawolf briannawolf 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I feel so unexperienced, such a pathetic little person in this huge world. My parents have made me scared of a slight change or challenge, I am a home rat, sitting and waiting for...
    Lltenti Lltenti 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Have you ever just looked at your self and thought, how did I become the person I am....? Are we merely a bi-product of our genetics, environment and experiences? I swear today I...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F a week ago

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    For so long I have been carrying these weights. To the unsuspecting person I appear to have my "**** together". I have a loving girlfriend, go to a good university, go to the gym...
    YouAreNotWhoYouSayYouAre YouAreNotWhoYouSayYouAre 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I sometimes wish I could just see her face to face and vent all my frustrations but...........she's also stagnant and scared of life
    LOSTkonection LOSTkonection 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    i dont know actually ...its been an awfully long time since i have felt fear but i am feeling it again...a pain and a fear of losing and failing!! fear of losing what i hold dear...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F Jun 24

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    Something knocked on my window a few mins ago waking me from my sleep and I'm scared asf. I went to see what it was and NO ONE WAS THERE, I went to go see if it was my cousin...
    peacemcmarion peacemcmarion 16-17, M Jun 24

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    I'm so scared of the future. I'm going to uni, but I'm so scared of making any wrong decisions. I'm absolutely scared to death that these wrong decisions will turn into a bad...
    notarikon notarikon 16-17 1 Response Jun 23

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    The reason is simple. I don't belong in the kingdom of love. Love isn't something my body, my mind, my thoughts are meant for. My personality is too complicated and sometimes...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 23

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    I'm only young, 19, but I am terrified of relationships. I have commitment issues. I can find a guy I love and obsess over him but as soon as he gets close to me (like as a...
    IndianaRoyals IndianaRoyals 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 23

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    people change and forget to tell you I guess.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I talked to my cousin on the phone recently. He sounded a little strange. His voice sounded a little lower and he talked a little slower then usual. I sure hope that he wasn't...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 19

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    ....and that's exactly how it is.Breaking off a relationship is never easy, no matter on which end you find yourself. Especially if it was a bad relationship where you...
    JaneD22 JaneD22 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I was beat for 6 years by my first boyfriends best friend, the last day of school my 6th grade year i was beat up by 8guys. Then i moved to a new school i was getting thrown into...
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F Jun 17

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    I don't think many people have read my stories, but if anyone has or does, thank you. Life has been quite a rollercoaster and I feel I've lived, which is good. But (yeah, that...
    Sporadico Sporadico 18-21, M Jun 16

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    There's a couple reasons of why I'm scared of relationships. • my recent significant other passed away almost 2 years ago and I'm absolutely terrified it's going to happen...
    moonchild669 moonchild669 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    i am scared of relationship now because i just broke up with my 10years relationship because we realized God is calling him. who am i to come in the way, and so i am scared to fall...
    Yangyang25 Yangyang25 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I've ended my last few relationships because I was scared to get attached. Time to be single for awhile until I'm ready, lol.
    goawayyouregross goawayyouregross 16-17, F Jun 14

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    I have recently graduated and going to officially start a career. I have been single most of my life and want a serious relationship. I have been scared most of my life and know it...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Jun 14

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    I'm much more scared of the dark, now that I'm older and don't go to school. My sleeping schedule is absolutely crazy, I don't go to sleep till its morning. Since I'm terrified of...
    DevinaDuchanne DevinaDuchanne 16-17, F Jun 13

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    I'm scared of a voice in my head. It hasn't talked to me in awhile until I heard it while I was sleeping, and a couple minutes after I woke up, it was still talking. It doesn't say...
    evreno evreno 13-15, M Jun 13

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    I am scared of relatuonshios mostly because I'm scared tgat someone depends on me. That arises from my deep rooted fear of losing people. I tend to want to depend and I hurt too...
    cambridge14 cambridge14 46-50, M Jun 13

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    I wasn't always scared of him. It's just his attitude that makes me afraid. My mom always talked about how he loved me when I was a baby and how he was proud of me. But when I got...
    Batteen405 Batteen405 16-17, M Jun 10

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