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    For once I am actually very scared.

    I'm scared of losing her and I'm scared of losing my purpose. I'm scared.
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M Jul 16

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    lavinder128 lavinder128 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Watched too much crime channel.

    So now I am alone in my dark room trying to fall asleep. But I am too scared and wish someone can sleep wif me
    Sal1603 Sal1603 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Big out of town event this weekend.

    Typically I have excited nervous butterflies, but I am full of dread. I have a bad feeling about this one, I can't decide if it's paranoia or intuition speaking. The temperature will be 110 degrees! Not only do I need to make sure I'm ok, I have a horse that needs to be stellar...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 22 Responses Jun 26

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    Blindsided, Bushwhacked When I Least Expected It

    But isn't that how it happens? What an emotional roller coaster! From the depths of despair to undeserved happiness. I don't know what I have done to meet such an awesome person but I need to continue doing it. My only fear is I will wake up and it will all have been a dream...
    michael1971 michael1971 41-45, M Nov 27, 2013

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    YesterdayTomorrow YesterdayTomorrow 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Most people are scared,

    Most people don't make any achievement because they are scared, Most people lose each other because of being scared, most people miss the chance because they were scared.
    listenup listenup 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Was Looking Through My Messages

    Idk who the hell sent this...but I just received easily the creepiest message I have EVER gotten on EP and it isn't funny. The person who sent this is now "Deleted" I guess but damn that was a scary message...I'm honestly pretty shaken up now and to whoever sent it, I hope you...
    Sammiebaby1016 Sammiebaby1016 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 15, 2013

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    Well I told my dad about my weight I'm still at

    86 lbs so he set up yet ANOTHER appointment tommorow where the doctor is just gonna try to tell me I'm anorexic ugh he prescribed me these pills last time they do not help in fact I lost 5 lbs since the last visit and I'm really scared :/ I really do eat a lot and it bothers me...
    RnneKK RnneKK 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm Scared Because Everybody Dies

    Everybody I love, everybody I care about, everyone who has ever inspired me, everyone who has ever smiled at me or lifted my spirits, everybody dies. The older I get the more I face the profound loss of everyone I care about. Either that or I face the only way not to experience...
    humdinger humdinger 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 12, 2007

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    This is for you Arwa.

    .. I am reaally scared that I'm going to do badly on my grades and my mom and dad will get mad. I don't really care too much as I don't know wtf I'm going to do with my life but ugh
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 16-17, M Dec 8, 2014

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    I am really scared now.

    Need some one to talk to
    kshine27 kshine27 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    That something is wrong with me.

    I feel like everything is wrong with me. I constantly get extremely bad pains in my stomach that go away in less than a minute and leave me nauseous (has been going in for a long time) at least twice a month I get these headaches that move around spots on my head. Usually...
    Nataliebeans1 Nataliebeans1 13-15, F Aug 6

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    My biggest fear is never finding myself.

    Being swallowed up by outside influences and living a life created for regular people with regular minds. Never finding out what I'm capable of.. What my true desires are.. Slowly losing sight of what it's like to have a completely independent outlook on life.
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 12

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    I'm not ready to tell my friends about my

    self-harm and I might go swimming tomorrow. I can't hide my cuts when I'm swimming. I suggested going to a movie instead. I'm afraid our plans to go to the movies won't happen and we end up going in the pool.
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 9 Responses May 22, 2014

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    ... and I get scared too easily

    now at any time :(
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    You guys!!! What should I do my ex bf u I might

    just turned 18 last week wants full custody of our daughter I mean he doesn't deserve that he's never helped with her not even when I was pregnant I'm scared what should I do!!!:(
    makenzie16 makenzie16 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Can every please pray

    for me & keep me in your blessings & prayers! I have a big day in the morning today! & I'm extremely bricking it! Please! I hope it's positive! I know I'm just a stranger but it will be such a help! Thank You! Wish me luck ahh Xx
    anisha07969 anisha07969 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    tomorrow will be my first night homeless,

    but I will be able to sleep in the back of my vehicle which is better than I originally had thought which was just out on the side of a road somewhere. I am at a pretty high stress and anxiety level. I am pretty worried and concetned about how I will be able to live, eat, pay...
    secretdestiny secretdestiny 18-21, F Jul 31

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    I KNOW I'm getting delusional again.

    But it doesn't FEEL like a delusion. I'm so confused. I feel like I'm not human, I was some other entity. And I also think there's another entity out to get me, and I can't let it catch me. So am I on earth hiding? I don't know. I don't want to go back.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm scared Of future.

    I'm scared To go on with life. What if I'm alone in the future.. Can't let go of the past..
    AiCutter AiCutter 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Son and his friends are putting out a new video

    series on YouTube :) wants me to promote it for him so here it is! Looks good. https://youtu.be/pOtBMm71F3Q
    dnielle75 dnielle75 36-40, F Aug 15

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    I feel really sad, down.

    I don't know why but something is bothering me. What's even more stupid is that I don't even know what's bothering me. I'm 22 and I guess I'm still trying to find me. To figure myself out. All my life I've been someone's shadow or just shoulder to cry on, it has never been...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I know I shouldn't feel this way in my own home.

    I'm 17 and when I was 12 and 13 my brother did some stuff that he should not have to me and my little sister. Nothing extremely bad, but it has effected me so horriblely. My mom, for reasons that I can't ever fully understand, decided not to do anything but forget about it. My...
    Tara884248 Tara884248 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    After all this time the truth comes out

    and I am heart broken. Somebody please tell me how to fix it. I've ****** up so badly this time. I went off with a trucker I barely knew and became his girl. Now I am pregnant and his mom and grandma are telling me hes cheated on me. The evidence is there. He has been getting...
    cainswife cainswife 18-21 Aug 13

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    the Thing That Scares Me Most

    In a word: Failure I worry all the time that somehow I am going to screw up everything I'm doing at the moment. I worry about bills, house payments most of all. I earn just about enough to just get me by and my major problem is I'm terrible with handling money. One of the ways...
    Deyve Deyve 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 24, 2006

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    I Thought It Would Never End:'(

    My sexual abuse started at the age of 6. It went on til I was 14 so for 8 years. It was by someone I love and trusted... my brother. The day I reported it I got sent away to CPS. Now my brother denies the whole thing. That is what makes it the hardest. And he never got charges...
    sugarpiehunnybunch sugarpiehunnybunch 18-21, F 18 Responses Dec 25, 2012

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    I really don't know what the **** is going on

    today!!!my dad called me in the morning and told me to run out of the house and go to the nearest store and he would pick me up there that he was leaving too and I took off running and I saw a car following me and I fell and broke my foot but one of my neighbors ran out to help...
    ImTheQueenFYM ImTheQueenFYM 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I thought I'd shave before bed

    but nope. I end up cutting my lip and its been bleeding for like 15 minutes and it won't stop. I'm gonna bleed out😂
    BensonLahh BensonLahh 16-17, M 6 Responses May 26

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    I Wanna Tell My Sister Mu Sexuality But I'm

    Scared Of What She Might Say😕
    leoramos101 leoramos101 16-17, M Aug 21

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    People on EP scare me!

    They are so freaky! 😭
    watermelongirl watermelongirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    Of Uncertainties. Of Unknown.

    Of further pain. Never ending fear... I know, It is me to blame again.
    catacomb catacomb 66-70 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I Am Scared.

    I am scared that those honest stories that I have written are a figment of my imagination. I am scared that if I make the sacrifices today to go for what I think is true today it will not be worth it. I am scared that one day I will wake up and realise this was all just a big...
    autumnsparrow autumnsparrow 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2013

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    So I just came home from Halloween horror nights

    and I'm thoroughly freaked out. I absolutely love horror movies, but for some reason one of the houses I went too left a horrible impression on me. I can't even fall asleep because I'm so scared.
    Stephy1420 Stephy1420 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I don't want to be this person.

    I feel bad as though I have trapped you with me in this craziness. If I knew how messed up I am, I would have warned you. I love you, I know you love me...but sometimes I wonder if I should just tell you to go find someone who will not be so much to deal with. I would be civil...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 15 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    The Night It All Changed

    I'm sure I knew this was coming.  I hoped it wouldn't.  But here I am, 31 years old locked in my parents bedroom with my two year old daughter waiting for my drunk husband to try and beat down the door.  For once in my life though, I actually know I am doing...
    Claire17 Claire17 31-35 15 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    I'm scared I ****** up big time.

    I always manage to **** things up.
    crypticcrime crypticcrime 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 6

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    After all this time the truth comes out

    and I am heart broken. Somebody please tell me how to fix it. I've ****** up so badly this time. I went off with a trucker I barely knew and became his girl. Now I am pregnant and his mom and grandma are telling me hes cheated on me. The evidence is there. He has been getting...
    cainswife cainswife 18-21 Aug 13

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    Oblivion I always see

    and hear the word called Oblivion, i thought it is beautiful, an art but i saw the true meaning of this word; i never thought it would scare me. Oblivion is a word about an act of forgetting something, some place or someone. As a child and up until now, i've always craved the...
    CursedRaven CursedRaven 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    To Be Honest I Am Scared.

    I don't think about it much as I employ mindfulness in my daily life, staying in the NOW, so my thoughts don't wander. It helps. But, when I lie in bed at night, in the dark, in the silence, my mind goes to the future. I try to feel how it will be when I leave the home I love...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    So almost a year ago I had a nightmare.

    No big deal for most people but I have only had two (including this one) in my entire life. I know lucky me. But problem with that is the two I have had scared me so much that it changed me. The first one was when I was 5 that one isn't the one we're talking about right now. The...
    secretlyfelix secretlyfelix 18-21 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I am scared to fall inlove.

    .. That is why I am so detached. We are all fools in love.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 17

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    My cheeks are swollen

    and my jaw joint is sore to the touch and puffy. Ughhhhhhhhh.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    someone will regonise me

    if i put a pic up
    lukew1503 lukew1503 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    I'm not positive anymore.

    .. If I feel the slightest bit of happiness my mind kind of snaps back, and I'm reminded about my pain, I'm overwhelmed with my life right now. I've finally made a doctors appointment, she'll hear what I have to say then slam a prescription of antidepressants in front of me and...
    Britt4ny Britt4ny 70+, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Every night I get freaked out

    that some rapist/molester/robber/kidnapper/killer will come into my house and do something to my family, but just in case, I have a baseball bat under my bed, a big sharp piece of glass on my night stand, a wooden plank (sadly with no nails sticking out..), a super bright light...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 2

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