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I Am Scared

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    Of an upcoming date..

    .. I don't want to have to go through this again. It makes me almost sick to my stomach to think about it. All the pain and the smell of sterilizing agents.... I just can't do it. But yet I have to.... I'm so terrified. I don't want any more scars or injections. Worst of all I'll...
    TundraIvy TundraIvy 16-17, F May 12

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    I feel like part of me has been ripped away,

    and just left to rot. I know my feeling aren't going to come back. And I so want to believe his words. I want it to be back to the way it was, I shouldn't have pushed for answers, because they've broken me. I'm being completely selfish, and I hate myself for it, I need him back...
    DaddysBabyPrincess1 DaddysBabyPrincess1 18-21, F May 2

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    I'm sh*tting myself for

    when the time comes. They want to do a week at school soon, for a trial. See how I cope in the 'real world'. And I'm terrified. Because the gossip will be ridiculous. The b*tching, the lies, the rumours, the consoling, and the glares. All of it will be there, constantly. And all...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 2 Responses May 7

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    I'm visiting him this Sunday.

    Along with my aunt. I'm so terrified. So f*cking terrified.
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I am scared because I can foresee the challenges

    and difficulties ahead. I know I need to be strong but after all the challenges and difficulties that I have been through growing up, here I am again and it's a very familiar feeling to me. I did everything and I have worked so hard so I won't feel this "familiar feeling" again...
    WeberFerguson WeberFerguson 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I let myself become much too attacted.

    Please don't ever let me go. I need you more than you will ever know my darling.
    Rose11231 Rose11231 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2014

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    I'm going to be spending a week at school

    after half term. I'm terrified. I'll get to hand in my prefect application though, and see my teachers and friends. It'll be the first time for quite a few months that I'll have been in school though. So it is a little scary.
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 2 Responses May 25

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    A NEW CHALLENGER APPROACHES: ----MID TERM

    ENGLISH EXAM---- *fight!*
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M Oct 16, 2014

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    Trusting someone with your heart

    that you've never met is probably one of the scariest things.
    supermommyof2 supermommyof2 22-25, F 1 Response May 7, 2014

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    Can every please pray

    for me & keep me in your blessings & prayers! I have a big day in the morning today! & I'm extremely bricking it! Please! I hope it's positive! I know I'm just a stranger but it will be such a help! Thank You! Wish me luck ahh Xx
    anisha07969 anisha07969 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    I know I shouldn't feel this way in my own home.

    I'm 17 and when I was 12 and 13 my brother did some stuff that he should not have to me and my little sister. Nothing extremely bad, but it has effected me so horriblely. My mom, for reasons that I can't ever fully understand, decided not to do anything but forget about it. My...
    Tara884248 Tara884248 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I really need to talk to someone.

    I am so freaked out and terrified at the moment.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 13

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    Well, not so much now,

    but I'm still shaking. We had a tornado warning and we were advised to take cover. Rounded up the kids and sat in the closet for about half an hour. The house was groaning and my stomach was turning. Then there was my husband down the street at work where the store front was...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I Thought It Would Never End:'(

    My sexual abuse started at the age of 6. It went on til I was 14 so for 8 years. It was by someone I love and trusted... my brother. The day I reported it I got sent away to CPS. Now my brother denies the whole thing. That is what makes it the hardest. And he never got charges...
    sugarpiehunnybunch sugarpiehunnybunch 18-21, F 18 Responses Dec 25, 2012

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    So I just came home from Halloween horror nights

    and I'm thoroughly freaked out. I absolutely love horror movies, but for some reason one of the houses I went too left a horrible impression on me. I can't even fall asleep because I'm so scared.
    Stephy1420 Stephy1420 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    so today i called him

    and i was like i need to see you he was running away and saying he has work to do though the night before we had a fight about how uncaring i am and how neglecting i can be so today i wastrying to make a move but hedoesnt seems interested .mentioning that hewas sleeping with...
    reetahsheetah reetahsheetah 18-21, F Apr 29

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    I'm getting feelings

    for my brother's best friend and she's reciprocating. She's four years older and I feel like she's out of my league. I don't want to ruin my friendship with her.
    NocheSombra NocheSombra 18-21, F May 4

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    someone will regonise me

    if i put a pic up
    lukew1503 lukew1503 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 26, 2014

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    Blindsided, Bushwhacked When I Least Expected It

    But isn't that how it happens? What an emotional roller coaster! From the depths of despair to undeserved happiness. I don't know what I have done to meet such an awesome person but I need to continue doing it. My only fear is I will wake up and it will all have been a dream...
    michael1971 michael1971 41-45, M Nov 27, 2013

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    When i first came to this school 3 years ago I

    have always wanted out and I never got the chance and now that I have the chance cause I got accepted into a private school I am terrified not because I am scared of the new school but because I'm gonna lose at least 20 friends and a TA job that allows u to get out of any class...
    MistKrys MistKrys 13-15, M 3 Responses May 5

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    Although ..I am a happy

    and bubbly sunshine...there's a moment that I could get scared to..... and I am scared..
    cherry2015 cherry2015 36-40, F 3 Responses May 1

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    I'm scared your gonna crush on her again,

    but this time you don't fight your feelings, Leave me, Get her, And forget I ever existed. Tell me I'm wrong about my thoughts, please.. 💔
    13AussieBabe13 13AussieBabe13 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2014

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    It's quarter past three in the morning.

    . I drifted off to sleep briefly at around 11-11:30 but woke up soon after with night terrors and flashbacks. I had this nightmare that he was out of prison and coming to find me again. Then she came back from the dead and came too. They were both here with their hands all over...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 25

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    For about 8 months I have been to various

    therapists to help me with my GAD and learning to deal with my Hypersensivity. I have medications and exercises and really got better. But two weeks ago I didn´t to take my medicine for a day and a half and things got bad. I thought I had it under control, that I could stop my...
    leilymae leilymae 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    So here where I'm from is flooded

    and the water is so horrible the current was really bad and almost dragged me down the street xC if it wasn't for my sisters boyfriend I would've ended under a truck and I feel bad cause he fell too but when he was helping me his thumb busted open :/
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Oblivion I always see

    and hear the word called Oblivion, i thought it is beautiful, an art but i saw the true meaning of this word; i never thought it would scare me. Oblivion is a word about an act of forgetting something, some place or someone. As a child and up until now, i've always craved the...
    CursedRaven CursedRaven 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    Life is spiraling downward

    and despite all my efforts to make happen all that needs to happen to get things back on track, it's getting harder and harder to keep afloat and stay motivated to keep trying. My parents were given 30 days notice to find a new home because the land lady wants to "sell" the...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F 1 Response May 1

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    Was Looking Through My Messages

    Idk who the hell sent this...but I just received easily the creepiest message I have EVER gotten on EP and it isn't funny. The person who sent this is now "Deleted" I guess but damn that was a scary message...I'm honestly pretty shaken up now and to whoever sent it, I hope you...
    Sammiebaby1016 Sammiebaby1016 18-21, F 11 Responses Jun 15, 2013

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    I am scared of my parents,

    so scared I'm shaking and can't sleep, its 3 Am and I have a Final exam in the morning!
    Hib1327 Hib1327 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm not ready to tell my friends about my

    self-harm and I might go swimming tomorrow. I can't hide my cuts when I'm swimming. I suggested going to a movie instead. I'm afraid our plans to go to the movies won't happen and we end up going in the pool.
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 9 Responses May 22, 2014

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    so today i called him

    and i was like i need to see you he was running away and saying he has work to do though the night before we had a fight about how uncaring i am and how neglecting i can be so today i wastrying to make a move but hedoesnt seems interested .mentioning that hewas sleeping with...
    reetahsheetah reetahsheetah 18-21, F Apr 29

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    The most scariest things is love.

    ... I like being alone no body love me and i don't try to be love... In any relationship i never try to love him or get too attract to anyone's... Just standart relationship and if they too attracted to me i will try to go... And one time he say he will do anything to make me...
    plecea plecea 26-30, F May 6

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    I am scared of so many things.

    Of love, my future, my thoughts and actions. I am scared that I will always love him and will have to see him love other people that aren't me and that never will be me. I am scared that I will always end up being hurt by someone who supposedly "loved" me, whatever that means. I...
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    Do you ever have those nights

    where you're positive you won't wake up.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I just heard a loud noise outside.

    . It sounded like what I think a gun sounds like, and it was close :( Maybe this is what I get for staying awake. I fell asleep and just woke up ten minutes ago I think ? I should go to sleep for real probably but I don't know what that sound was..
    missfiona missfiona 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i am scared of losing my other half.

    i get increasingly scared now as me and my other half are in different school now. due to all the arguments before maybe our love is nt the same anymore. i found myself falling in love wif other guys and i am afraid of it. i love my other half still but i can't help but think...
    LuCiFeRz LuCiFeRz 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I thought I'd shave before bed

    but nope. I end up cutting my lip and its been bleeding for like 15 minutes and it won't stop. I'm gonna bleed out😂
    BensonLahh BensonLahh 16-17, M 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    To Be Honest I Am Scared.

    I don't think about it much as I employ mindfulness in my daily life, staying in the NOW, so my thoughts don't wander. It helps. But, when I lie in bed at night, in the dark, in the silence, my mind goes to the future. I try to feel how it will be when I leave the home I love...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Earlier my friend said she wanted to play with

    an ouija board. Her friend said she threw hers out and my mom told me to never play it in my house so i said you can have mines. I grabbed the board (that has never been used) and went to her house. this is about 8:50 at night. I went there and ate a taco while they played. They...
    Qaya143 Qaya143 13-15, F May 8

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    Last Night

    I woke up last night, and the wind was blowing, there was a treebranch banging on my window. I got up and walked through thehouse. The moon was shining brightly through the window's,casting spooky, eerie shadows everywhere. When I reachedthe living room, and to my surprise saw...
    Greeneyes21 Greeneyes21 46-50, F 4 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    This is for you Arwa.

    .. I am reaally scared that I'm going to do badly on my grades and my mom and dad will get mad. I don't really care too much as I don't know wtf I'm going to do with my life but ugh
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 16-17, M Dec 8, 2014

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    I don't know what's happening to me.

    I've been crying so much, but I won't let people see it. I'm feeling sad all the time, and my appetite has definitely decreased. I'm just scared
    risk890 risk890 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    so today i called him

    and i was like i need to see you he was running away and saying he has work to do though the night before we had a fight about how uncaring i am and how neglecting i can be so today i wastrying to make a move but hedoesnt seems interested .mentioning that hewas sleeping with...
    reetahsheetah reetahsheetah 18-21, F Apr 29

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    I am happy so so happy

    that I am scared ... It just have been so long ago that I had something to lose n now I am afraid i might lose it. I am afraid I will fcuk up my work my master degree my relationship my friendships my inner peace my family. It just everything is going so great. I want to have...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 2 Responses May 16

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    When I was thirteen I was walking home from

    school and I was late. So I took a short cut through the woods. About half way through there was a group of kids about 18 year olds. There was 7 of them. I kept my eyes down and started to walk past them when one said hey get over here. I didn't want to but the had a knife so I...
    Hullo456 Hullo456 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm scared of my future.

    What I'll become. What I'll leave behind. I need to do something good for the world.
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23

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