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I Am Scared

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    I Thought It Would Never End:'( - My sexual abuse started at the age of 6. It went on til I was 14 so for 8 years. It was by someone I love and trusted... my brother. The day I...
    sugarpiehunnybunch sugarpiehunnybunch 18-21, F 20 Responses Dec 25, 2012

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    I Am Scared. - I am scared that those honest stories that I have written are a figment of my imagination. I am scared that if I make the sacrifices today to go for what I think is...
    autumnsparrow autumnsparrow 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 20, 2013

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    I'm losing my house. I'm afraid that we won't have anywhere to go when the time comes. It's all I can think of. So I'm not sleeping. I'm doing my best to keep my head up but all I...
    xtimeb0mbxx xtimeb0mbxx 18-21, F Apr 9

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    My Dad & My Feelings On Whats Going On! - Okay.... it's happened! They put my dad in a nursing home and he's really bad off.... my nerves are shot and my heart is confused with why...
    Mammy Mammy 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 30, 2008

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    I have so much work due and i haven't started anything. This feeling of never getting anything done is horrible. argh.
    nidhiThite nidhiThite 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I Wonder If Anyone Feels the Same?? - Basically, I am scared for the state of EP.  I have noticed that they are now going to be on Good Morning America, advertising this site...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 15 Responses Apr 22, 2009

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    Should I - Want to add something as a goal but don't want everyone to FREAK out
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 19 Responses Jul 23, 2008

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    I'm in Florida for spring break. I'm terrified. What if I see her? She goes to college near where I'm staying . . . Thanks to her, I have eight identical nightmares a night, and am...
    AVampireGirl AVampireGirl 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I've signed up to an open mic night to perform some mediocre poetry which I wrote. The night is on thursday and as a generally quiet individual I am utterly out of my mind with...
    ManicRomantic ManicRomantic 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    I want to donate my kidney to someone who needs one in order to stay alive. But I am a bit scared of the results or if I can even do it. Selfish for me to keep a kidney when I can...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F Mar 15

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    the Thing That Scares Me Most - In a word: Failure I worry all the time that somehow I am going to screw up everything I'm doing at the moment. I worry about bills, house payments...
    Deyve Deyve 19-21, M 4 Responses Jul 24, 2006

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    A New Diagnoses - I was recently diagnosed with schizophrenia and moderate depression. It was the hardest thing that I ever heard in my life. I'm only 18, and in my first year of...
    Athlete2012 Athlete2012 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28, 2012

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    Maybe I'm A Coward? - I can't believe I'm doing this is what's racing through my head right now.I feel incredibly sick and just threw up all over the floor they might slip and fall...
    bubblynng08 bubblynng08 22-25, F Mar 19, 2011

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    Horribly............. - every nerve in my body is afraid..........anxious and right now i am not able to tale it all in my mind so spilling it out here, i am not sure why i am...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    I am scared because it's raining again...I heard there is another a storm coming into our country. Now it's raining again.I'm scared of heavy rain specially when I'm home alone...
    NatsukiKuroneko NatsukiKuroneko 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    New to this, I'm pregnant :)
    shelle4321 shelle4321 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I Was Bullied - In my school there used to be a massive group of people that didn't like Muslims and they used to pick on them... It was not bad until I had to sit next to a lot of...
    mysteriousgirl11 mysteriousgirl11 13-15 3 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    Sometimes when I am alone and your brain takes over and you think too much. I think about my death. It scared me.
    thefallenstar thefallenstar 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I Get This Way...... - As I realise, especially of late, how alone I am. I am single, have no friends and am not Close with my family. I have a mentally ill sister who is often...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 30, 2013

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    I'm terrified of my own life. Everything around me I feel like I'm living a nightmare. I am constantly in a dreamlike state. I'm scared. I feel like I don't exist, like nothing...
    Mayleehawkeye Mayleehawkeye 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    I am so terrified.. 1st off, my boyfriend of over 2 years left me a few days ago.. I am so depressed and I can barely handle it.. I heard he may have cheated on me but I don't know...
    ashley719 ashley719 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Hiya :) Sooooo I kinda freaking out hahaha I'm 29. Male. I live in Sydney Australia, I'm pretty healthy and never been in hospital before. Yesturday I was admitted. I am losing...
    Inpuov Inpuov 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 2

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    I Am Going To Change My Life..with No Fear And With Joy. - Enough being scared by fear. No more..I will try my best to live life as I want, and I know ,what I want is good for me...
    arjob arjob 22-25, M Jan 22, 2012

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    I Am Scared.. For My Result. - My 10th grade results come out on 17th May. I am scared. I know I didn't do well. I'm an average. I've been an average. I don't really fail, but I...
    owlcity01 owlcity01 13-15, M May 15, 2013

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    Right now, I'm scared of not getting into school. I already applied to one, and I'm confident that I did a good job with my application, but I'm being plagued by self-doubt and...
    almaera almaera 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    The Night It All Changed - I'm sure I knew this was coming.  I hoped it wouldn't.  But here I am, 31 years old locked in my parents bedroom with my two year old...
    Claire17 Claire17 31-35 17 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    This traffic light inside my head Is always green and never red. My thoughts, my dreams and all my fears They all speed past my listening ears. I close my eyes to block it out But...
    jaylawr jaylawr 16-17, F Apr 2

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    Scaredy Cat? - Hi there fellow scaredy cats.. haha I'm kidding.. I'm back again in EP! I've been gone for a couple of months and I need to make my own stories again to make me look...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 23, 2013

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    Hate -  I'm afraid of me, and honestly - afraid of living. The ever-lingering feeling of total inability to escape from being alive. Though, I feel no want for ending it, it's...
    tokenmatch tokenmatch 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16, 2009

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    Called Doctor this afternoon. The Cone Biopsy is scheduled for Wednesday 4-16-14 its outpatient, as soon as I am coherent I can go home, its day surgery. The nurse I spoke with...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    That I Am Insane - Ok have been diagnosed with mental problems since forever. I see things, I feel things, hear things that aren't there. I can't tell if I am dreaming or not...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2012

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    Ever get scared about what will happen in life I know I do
    Lisalocket1225 Lisalocket1225 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I'm scared to ****, because of some scary bullshit, but I can't do jack **** about it. What am I supposed to do?
    MannedOrbRex MannedOrbRex 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    I can't be bothered being hurt again. It makes me feel so sick I don't want to feel hurt again like I have before. It's too much effort and it hurts too much. It controls your...
    luceybows luceybows 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I feel like I don't fit in with my friends anymore....
    lovelycee lovelycee 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I'm scared to love again. Scared to be hurt again. Scared of never finding someone who will love me for who am and not judge me. Scared of being lied to again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 7

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    First time sleeping at a hospital and I'm scared of hospitals. No one is with me and I'm here because of a mental illness. Anyone that can talk and make me feel better/safe would...
    AliBashir AliBashir 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I scared. I'm scared of losing any more weight, but scared of gaining more at the same time. I was diagnosed with anorexia, and I always throw up everything i had eaten. what...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 Apr 4

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    You here wants to break a bone but is too scared to do it
    YoloSwagGirl YoloSwagGirl 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I am scared of many things. But right now, I am scared of my depression coming back, from oozing its way back into my mind. From returning to its home, which is still recovering...
    BunnyGruff BunnyGruff 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    someone will regonise me if i put a pic up
    lukew1503 lukew1503 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Mental Case 1 - I think my mental problems are getting worse the more imaginary friends are showing up and the thoughts of hurting people and my self are getting worse I want to be...
    KillerRage KillerRage 18-21, F Jan 5, 2013

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    I just moved into my first apartment, and between the stress of being out in the world, depression, and loneliness, I just feel so numb... All I feel is afraid and alone.
    PhantomOfThePopera PhantomOfThePopera 18-21, M Apr 1

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    I'm scared that I may go on a live my life without ever being loved by someone outside of my family. I'm also scared that I may never have someone who would want to spend the rest...
    fallingpetal fallingpetal 18-21, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Why? Why does my son do this to me? I have explained it to him over and over, but I guess I am not getting my point across. What am I doing wrong? How can I explain it to him...
    Mary4life Mary4life 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    Tomorrow At 2pm - Tomorrow, I am finally going to go see the cardiologist that I hae been fighting for by myself. I am going to get tested even more intently then before, and I...
    DavesDaughter DavesDaughter 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 28, 2010

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    Last Night - I woke up last night, and the wind was blowing, there was a treebranch banging on my window. I got up and walked through thehouse. The moon was shining brightly...
    Greeneyes21 Greeneyes21 46-50, F 4 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    I'm scared all the time....
    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    It has been a long time since I have logged into EP. I am scared that I may have to give up my home due to lack of work. In fact I am terrified of the decision on day of being food...
    lookin4sumthing lookin4sumthing 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I've mentioned before that I've been suffering from chronic blackouts for at least half of my life. As of late, I also may be going blind in my left eye, but we're pretty sure my...
    ReesesPeaces ReesesPeaces 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I'm Scared Because Everybody Dies - Everybody I love, everybody I care about, everyone who has ever inspired me, everyone who has ever smiled at me or lifted my spirits, everybody...
    humdinger humdinger 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 12, 2007

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