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I Am Scared

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    I scared for my mentality.

    I'm scared of myself. I'm scared that all these thoughts messing about in my head will their toll. I'm scared that I am wrong. I'm scared that I'm right. I'm really ******* scared and confused.
    skeletoncliquetop skeletoncliquetop 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    vasinas vasinas 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2015

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    My biggest fear is never finding myself.

    Being swallowed up by outside influences and living a life created for regular people with regular minds. Never finding out what I'm capable of.. What my true desires are.. Slowly losing sight of what it's like to have a completely independent outlook on life.
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 12, 2015

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    When someone scares me I shake

    for like 5 seconds and fall into a fetal position No screaming or flailing of the arms And that **** hurts. Try having every muscle in your body clench and release rapidly. It's like having a seizure when your awake. And trust me I know what that feels like....
    ThisIsMyFightSong ThisIsMyFightSong 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2015

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    I am scared to fall asleep right now

    for fear of nightmares :(
    christy0909 christy0909 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2015

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    christy0909 christy0909 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2015

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    Months ago u said that u didn't want to talk in

    "this level", that u had never liked me in that sort of way. I was devastated. I laid so many emotions on u and for you to say that, it really crushed me. I stepped back from you and figured that we could still be friends. But then it was you who started going down this "more...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Its almost a year since I graduated from

    univerty and I still haven't found a good stable job in my career field. ( I am a film graduate just by the way)I've worked at two call centre jobs and though I'm a peoples' person, I extremely hated it! They were well paying jobs but literally were money vs happiness & health...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    Ahaha it begins again.

    The amount of malevolent energy in my room last night was unreal. When I left my room to get a snack it actually felt like a weight being taken off me to escape that energy, even if just for a little bit. What if this is all just flashbacks....or what if it's all starting up...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 12

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    Last night i didnt get any sleep

    because of IT , IT will not allow me to sleep. IT was telling me to do something an i can go to sleep in peace. IT is an evil spirit (demon) IT has ben attacking me like this for years now. i face timed John telling him in broken speech cause i was crying what happened. IT was...
    oreomine12 oreomine12 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 22

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    I Thought It Would Never End:'(

    My sexual abuse started at the age of 6. It went on til I was 14 so for 8 years. It was by someone I love and trusted... my brother. The day I reported it I got sent away to CPS. Now my brother denies the whole thing. That is what makes it the hardest. And he never got charges...
    sugarpiehunnybunch sugarpiehunnybunch 18-21, F 16 Responses Dec 25, 2012

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    Don't get me wrong I LOVE E.

    P, but I blocked a certain member cause of the inappropriate and ( if I'm right a little bit downing women ) he keeps saying how he thinks I don't need therapy and that adoption is horrible and wrong and that my uncle will be mad at me and what got me kinda scared was when he...
    CreepypastaFan2016 CreepypastaFan2016 16-17, F Dec 10, 2015

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    Words cannot explain,

    so so so so scared
    Ariellight Ariellight 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 11, 2015

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    The Night It All Changed

    I'm sure I knew this was coming.  I hoped it wouldn't.  But here I am, 31 years old locked in my parents bedroom with my two year old daughter waiting for my drunk husband to try and beat down the door.  For once in my life though, I actually know I am doing...
    Claire17 Claire17 31-35 15 Responses Aug 29, 2009

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    Everyday I think and feel

    that I have something serious, health wise. I get tired so easily, for most of the time very tired, you wouldn't even know what I mean by very tired, I doubt that I am dying because of how sick I feel, I feel very nauseous, I can't breathe properly, and this happens almost...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today I released that I'm scared.

    I put on my game face every day, say the right things and act confidently. I believe the things I say too. But then my dad came out of the office, mad and tired. He'd been arguing with my mom again over the phone. He talked about how insane she was, and all the usual stuff. My...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M Dec 8, 2015

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    I recently found a lump in my thigh.

    I'm scared that it might be really serious... I can't describe the feeling but I don't want to die. I told my mum a few days ago , hopefully I can book a trip to the doctors really soon :(
    Auxillaries Auxillaries 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    But being scared is good

    for me. Grommit again running at.... Well let's find out. You keep us young my mother says. Well on our toes. And all the possibilities flash past my eyes. But I am still glad I am doing it
    grommit3 grommit3 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2015

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    I am freaking myself out.

    Next week is finals and that Friday is my choir final. I have to sing in front of the class and I don't think I can do it. I have the song and I've been practicing but I can guarantee I'm gonna stutter and just quit. Everyones judging me, literally. I can't. I can barely sing...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2015

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    Well I told my dad about my weight I'm still at

    86 lbs so he set up yet ANOTHER appointment tommorow where the doctor is just gonna try to tell me I'm anorexic ugh he prescribed me these pills last time they do not help in fact I lost 5 lbs since the last visit and I'm really scared :/ I really do eat a lot and it bothers me...
    RnneKK RnneKK 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2015

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    I'm Scared Because Everybody Dies

    Everybody I love, everybody I care about, everyone who has ever inspired me, everyone who has ever smiled at me or lifted my spirits, everybody dies. The older I get the more I face the profound loss of everyone I care about. Either that or I face the only way not to experience...
    humdinger humdinger 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 12, 2007

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    So.. This guy that used to be at my

    cheerleading gym, he was on my team with me, it was back in 2012, and I had the biggest crush on him. He was so cute, I was 12 and he was 18, he was my backspot, and I trusted him with my life. One day he just never showed up at the gym for practice, everyone said he quit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 2, 2015

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    I've been getting too little sleep like from

    2-4 hours on average...I'm so scared for my health. Been doing this for months. I think I've damaged my brain cells real bad. I can't even think straight anymore :( My skin is acting weird (probably from antibiotics)...I think I need to go to the doctor's. I'm really scared...
    Yoyoko Yoyoko 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2015

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    ItzPuppeh ItzPuppeh 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 25, 2015

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    I honestly feel like im in a very dark maze

    that has no escape of the darkness that crowds over me... i always end up thinking of every negative things of myself thanks to others, its at the point that im starting to believe everything they say because i cant tell what the truth is anymore. I guess im just so broken from...
    GabrielBois95 GabrielBois95 18-21, M Dec 27, 2015

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    I let myself become much too attacted.

    Please don't ever let me go. I need you more than you will ever know my darling.
    Rose11231 Rose11231 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2014

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    I'm scared right now.

    I'm scared to of meeting my friends. I'm scared of what they'll think of me what they'll say to me. I don't want to create any problems. I hope it goes well.
    Booklover200016 Booklover200016 13-15, F Dec 25, 2015

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    So both my parents have died within the last

    four months, my cousins funeral is Tuesday and now sitting at the hosptial with my aunt who just found out she has congestive heart failure. Agh.
    kshine27 kshine27 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 10, 2015

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    People on EP scare me!

    They are so freaky! 😭
    watermelongirl watermelongirl 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I'm scared of beetles,

    cracks in the ground, darkness, being alone, holes, anything with a stinger, how I'm going to die, being raped, Loki, cars, loud noises, spiders (aside from tarantulas), heights, monsters, bones, blood, needles, lots of guys, schools, my dad and many other things. I have no idea...
    jesusfan1999 jesusfan1999 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Why is it that nearly always I feel

    as though I am alone with evil? I hardly ever feel God's presence anymore really and never at the strength I used to since before the repeated abuse I experienced by the demons. A lot of days it feels as though I was thrown into a lion pit, and the lions were not put to sleep. I...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    To Be Honest I Am Scared.

    I don't think about it much as I employ mindfulness in my daily life, staying in the NOW, so my thoughts don't wander. It helps. But, when I lie in bed at night, in the dark, in the silence, my mind goes to the future. I try to feel how it will be when I leave the home I love...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I'm scared your gonna crush on her again,

    but this time you don't fight your feelings, Leave me, Get her, And forget I ever existed. Tell me I'm wrong about my thoughts, please.. 💔
    13AussieBabe13 13AussieBabe13 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2014

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    Big out of town event this weekend.

    Typically I have excited nervous butterflies, but I am full of dread. I have a bad feeling about this one, I can't decide if it's paranoia or intuition speaking. The temperature will be 110 degrees! Not only do I need to make sure I'm ok, I have a horse that needs to be stellar...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 20 Responses Jun 26, 2015

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    I'm not ready to tell my friends about my

    self-harm and I might go swimming tomorrow. I can't hide my cuts when I'm swimming. I suggested going to a movie instead. I'm afraid our plans to go to the movies won't happen and we end up going in the pool.
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 8 Responses May 22, 2014

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    I've always needed a sense of belonging,

    being able to complete something to make a whole. This has been tough for me, as I am not a leader or follower. In all of my relationships I seek and need balance. I need to be needed and I need to be supported, I can't always be one or the other. I want harmony, I want the...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    when is it ok to leave nasty messages on church

    boards in the middle the night? its scary cause no one saw whoever did this.
    sassygirl15 sassygirl15 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 15, 2015

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    Can every please pray

    for me & keep me in your blessings & prayers! I have a big day in the morning today! & I'm extremely bricking it! Please! I hope it's positive! I know I'm just a stranger but it will be such a help! Thank You! Wish me luck ahh Xx
    anisha07969 anisha07969 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    My job had gotten so much better.

    Now I feel like it's about to get significantly worse. Honestly, I'm terrified. My co-teacher is leaving. I don't think I can do this without her.
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    If we can't make it through what we have

    now then how can we make it to forever? It's moments like this that make me want to pull away. And it puts fear in me and causes setbacks with us moving forward!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 20, 2015

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    Found out I'm pregnant.

    Feel so scared and I don't want to do this all alone. I hope he comes around..... This should be a time to be happy, I know its stressful as well but I thought we were in this together..
    JennaLynnRae JennaLynnRae 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I thought I'd shave before bed

    but nope. I end up cutting my lip and its been bleeding for like 15 minutes and it won't stop. I'm gonna bleed out😂
    BensonLahh BensonLahh 16-17, M 6 Responses May 26, 2015

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    It's been ages since I've actually felt this

    legitly scared of the dark and the fact that I'm scared, scares me more...
    StrangeMargo StrangeMargo 18-21, T 1 Response Dec 21, 2015

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    nour313 nour313 18-21, F Dec 15, 2015

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    I'm scared of my future.

    What I'll become. What I'll leave behind. I need to do something good for the world.
    Scal92 Scal92 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2015

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