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I Am Scarred For Life

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    Tonight i am sitting among the ashes of my hope

    i resurrected laboriously past 4 years i had a gut feeling sthg is wrong i have been strong past few months falling and getting back up again i even went thru abortion all alone and i didnt feel this devastated cuz my hope was there the hope that somehow brought me back up on my...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    Life Shattering Acid Trips

    very quickly, I had a couple of bad acid trips over 2 years ago, and thusly was "Scarred For Life" TRUST ME things were less than pleasant for years. since then I have read everything you could imagine about interpersonal healing, psychology etc etc I have just made a webpage...
    phaseform phaseform 22-25 1 Response Jun 17, 2012

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    Oh, That!

    I've heard stories and experiences shared by people about their encounters with perverted people on streets/public places. I had a few, but this time it was really disturbing. So it was my usual 'go to work' afternoon. Riding the metro train to meet with clients. The train was...
    hopelessaddict hopelessaddict 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    Scarred For Life the Book

    Scarred for Life by Author: Thaddeus Edwards Scarred for Life is a book about trigger mechanisms that occur throughout everyone's lives that scar them both mentally and physically forever! It provides an inspirational look at how to overcome your scars. Bury your scars today...
    Zyardsale Zyardsale 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2009

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    Well I'm Pretty Sure I Will Be Scarred, Quite Literally.

    Hmm. What's the easy way to say this? Oh, that's right, there's no easy way to describe my lack of sanity in moments of despair. Guess who carved fat into their stomach? That would be meh! Just ******* great. I scar easily. REALLY easily. But while I did it, while I cut into my...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    After watching the hills have eyes part 2 -

    with the line " I want to have babies" scared me with the thought - I'm nowv like ewee girl, please don't say it like that again lmao .
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Sep 21

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    I Don't Think I Will Be Able to Recover From This!

    I should've known better. It was expected, still i fell for you! How could I have let this happen, and let you scar my brain and my  mind like this. I also know why you did it. You hurt me. You have left an image in my life that I will not ever forget. I hope you...
    Th3D0ct0r Th3D0ct0r 26-30 3 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    I don't let people in my life

    because i don't want them to suffer because of me. When i was 9 i had a car crash with my mom and her bf at the time. It wasnt her fault some other crappy driver pushed us off the road. I ended up in a hospital on wooden matress to "straighten" my spine. And since my mom was...
    nehio nehio 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    I'm not scarred for my life.

    I accept what ever will happen as I do what I want with my life just living day by day. But I do see the fall of humanity approaching. And by that I look at the ignorance of people and the lack of care for the world around them.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Aug 28

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    Related Experiences

    Trauma lasts a lifetime, I don't care what anyone or professionals say! there are triggers that are said, and it brings back memory flashes of what happened as a child. I'm doing...
    duhibrokeit duhibrokeit 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    I wasn't born into a good family. If I was a child of one of the mansion clan it would have been better for me. My father was the "John Wayne" type. So he expected me to walk talk...
    ATroubledLife ATroubledLife 46-50, M Nov 2

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    Oh, for sure. My dad wasn't around til i was about four and we never really bonded- i believe I had problems with guys as a result.
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    At break time I played in a 2nd year football game. I played as lone striker & got 2 goals for my team by going towards the ball & the keeper barging into me but missing the ball...
    fcnantes fcnantes 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    Wishing I had someone to love. Someone who's my age and that would love me for me and not dislike me cause of my past. I'm going to be forever single I show I feel.
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F Nov 11

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    Certainly can if they are traumatic enough. From my own experiences there are many things I tried to warn my children about! And to this day there are things I don't do,places I...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 2

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    Yeaaahhh... I'd prefer cheerleader guys...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I came to Canada 3 years ago to study and then hopefully settle down here. Just the way I saw marriages and relationships go down in my family (my mother has been the mistress of...
    TheDragonBorn TheDragonBorn 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    You can never truly be ready for life because of lack of experience. So you have to experience things, good and bad, to make your judgments on life.Yes there is a deeper meaning...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    who wouldn't want to be in long life marriage? easier said then done. who wants to make a commitment for life? the catch is u need God, Patient, Love, forgiveness, etc...Life...
    miracle3054 miracle3054 31-35, F Nov 15

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    The "only" thing that has gotten me thru this life of mine was the beauty I saw every single day. It may have been a sunrise that started the awe I feel for life to a butterfly...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 9 Responses Oct 24

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    Cities of the Dead I now understand why people have built cities for the dead.If my child had died that night I would not want her lifeless shell in my home, but I would want a...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F Oct 24

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    I've read different experiences that make me appreciate life a hell of a lot more than I used to. I've met so many wonderful people and formed friendships and bonds, met people...
    Mannz Mannz 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 26

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    Follow What happens, will. Follow your hearts pattern listen to the voice when it calls. Breathe. To take in the world is to become the world. Do not harbour fear for there...
    RosaElaPilarGoens RosaElaPilarGoens 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    About 30 years ago I was a department manager in an art department of a print shop. It was a busy time I had people working for me and we were working 15 hour days. I was sick and...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 4 Responses Oct 26

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    I know this is pointless... But maybe someone will read my short story: http:// inventions-for-life. blogspot. com/
    Stju Stju 26-30, M Nov 5

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    I have been slowly losing my motivation and zest for life. I feel like my relationship is suffering and I will lose my job at a very prestigious newspaper pretty soon. Can't seem...
    wehc wehc 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hi my all dear friends... Now im looking Partner for life long. Who is treat me as his wife i ll live u.
    rathika143 rathika143 31-35 5 days ago

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    If I may, I've one that I would encourage to most and that would be to learn self respect... And armed with this, you may offer respect to others. And a must for life skill...
    Fiddleswtit Fiddleswtit 46-50, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Imagine life as a stream. When you are heading towards thriving, you are flowing with the stream, and things happens with ease. When you are resisting, you are heading upstream and...
    Loufree Loufree 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Just got home from awful vacation with husband and realize we have reached the bottom. Any lower and there will be police involved. I need to get divorce started asap. So scarred...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    Light a Candle-And I will light a candle for you.To shatter all the darkness and bless the times we knew.Like a beacon in the nightThe flame will burn bright and guide us on our...
    liberty2 liberty2 46-50, F 4 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Inspiration is something I've severely been lacking for quite some time now. I'm 34 yes of age now and will be 36 on March. For all intents & purposes my life is pretty mundane...
    shunjustin shunjustin 31-35, M 9 hrs ago

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    I love to play Second Life and have for over 8 years now. Though, I'm not the most social person and tend to be very picky about who I friend. I have been looking for furry/feral...
    AirleasAyres AirleasAyres 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Though still young by age and at hear, I have seen a lot in my life.. I have seen so many downs in life and now the only way i see is up.. Feel free to talk to me if u need a...
    misterweirdo misterweirdo 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    There is no meaning to life... The only meaning to life is that of which you assign to it.
    musicislife00 musicislife00 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Wonderful Limos and Great assistance, you manufactured my Promenade night time an evening i won't ever ignore. Our Limo was amazing, ****** was out of the earth the driver was...
    Shelton22lv Shelton22lv 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I lived a life where I felt no one ever truly loved me, except for one person, my grandmother. And I remember one thing that I always keep with me til the day I die and maybe even...
    Regretalot Regretalot 61-65, F 2 hrs ago

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    Yes, why is it so hard for some people to act properly? i think the word "Friend" is a term which make us responsible for our actions towards our friends, so, i hate people who...
    Larten Larten 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Can not wait can not wait can not ******* wait. I beg for it. I've prayed to a god that isn't there for illness send me the furthest away I could ever be I hate it here. I hate...
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    November 24. Surrender. Surrender means saying, "Okay, God. I'll do whatever You want." Faith in the God of our recovery means we trust that, eventually, we'll like doing that...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 16 hrs ago

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    If this gets broken, so many things inside of me can be broken...for a while...for a while.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 7 hrs ago

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    and most people think I should be grateful and shut up, but I can't help but feel lonely and sometimes trapped and controlled . I'm the go to person, facilitator etc for everyone...
    oliviamccarthy oliviamccarthy 56-60, F 2 hrs ago

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    I decided to become a life coach in order to help people, especially those in areas I am experienced with. I coach people who want to lose weight and get in shape as well as those...
    PriyaSoul PriyaSoul 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    I won't be made fun of anymore I've been hurt to much and now being gay and people attacking me with hate makes life better because you know who really there for you
    Javier09 Javier09 13-15, M 1 Response 26 mins ago

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    Life doesn't even seem like its worth living. I just want someone to share everything with, someone to i can hold at night and say i love in the morning. Someone that understands...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    well i just wanna say thanks to all my ep friends that have stuck with me through all the crap it means millions to me and i really appreciate it and that i am glad we are friends...
    warriorwolf1818 warriorwolf1818 16-17, M 10 hrs ago

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