I Am Schizophrenic

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 117 People

    I want off my meds so I can find

    that natural synchronicity and high on life. I want to reach those thoughts that ignite my soul and bring something back down and hold onto it somehow. I feel so bored and tired lately but my doctor is starting to want to work with my own hopes and ideas so someday I will be off...
    whisperingpipes whisperingpipes
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2014

    John, Mary and Elizabeth.

    John is mean and hates me. Mary is my friend. Elizabeth sometimes hates me if John is there.
    SomeRandomGuy14 SomeRandomGuy14
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Dec 15, 2013

    Stuff I Learned From Schizophrenia

    1 means alone, having unique knowledge, able to gain knowledge 2 is seperate, able to be one's self 3 is sacred 4 is fair 5 is alive 6 is the devil, knowing we are all devils in some way or another. Someone shows strength by accepting that knowedge 7 is heaven and forgiveness...
    ToyAwake ToyAwake
    36-40, M
    Jan 2, 2013

    Schizophrenic My Son Add It

    hi there me add a son that was a schizophrenic he was like all other lads his age one miuiet he was good then he would turn and swore at you they gave him drugs to help him he came home from the hospital one day and aman sold him some drugs my daughter seen him and he was fine 1...
    glencoe2 glencoe2
    61-65, M
    1 Response Dec 28, 2012


    my names james i'm 17, 18 in september, i was diagnosed about 2 years ago after when i lost my home. I was was moving from relative to relative while my mother tried to find a new job but no matter where i went people just left me alone and i was fine with that, but i started to...
    notjames notjames
    18-21, M
    Jul 24, 2012

    My mom told me to keep a diary of the voices i

    hear and things I see so I guess I'll keep one at home in my notebook and one here! Ok, I am Jake. I am 11 and schizophrenic. I guess i'll start talking. It's not easy being schizophrenic. Theres people on yahoo who want to be schizophrenic. Why?! I always tell them, take it...
    PancakeSyndr0m3 PancakeSyndr0m3
    36-40, M
    Feb 7, 2014

    I'm a dorito chip, I'm a postage stamp,

    I'm a fly speck, I'm a God. I run the underworld, man. I'm a king, man. Orange toaster, computer screen Wooden table, glass of coke. Yellow mirror, twenty dollars. I'm the king. Black plastic, eighty cents white suit jacket, ketchup stain. Invisible letters, north of Iowa. I'm...
    Dissociator Dissociator
    18-21, M
    Sep 26, 2014

    I hate being alone, it's

    so quiet and there's nothing to block myself from myself. I can't sleep and there's no one who can understand how I feel about myself at times like this. I don't know whether I prefer it when I feel nothing at all or when I just cry, for hours letting everything out.
    princessfenty princessfenty
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2015

    Beam Me Up, Scotty

    On a few occasions, I've had VERY strange things happen to me while undergoing psych therapy / being committed for such. What's interesting about drug induced psychosis / schizophrenia, is although there is usually no way to validate anything the patient describes, it is most...
    Mougywolf Mougywolf
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

    It used to be just a minor problem,

    now it's an issue. And the way I'm coping with it is an issue. To deal with the everyday difficulties and stress caused by my schizophrenia, I smoke pot and drink alcohol. I'm being serious here, so please take me seriously. I don't smoke pot just to get a rush. I have...
    feliciathao feliciathao
    22-25, F
    Sep 1, 2014

    I am a schizophrenic.

    I see and hear things other can't. People think i'm insane, and i dont know how to approach new people because the people in my mind always tell me they wont like me, and that they know im hearing voices, and theyll never like me. i cant ever socialize like im supposed to on...
    TheRisenDead TheRisenDead
    18-21, F
    Apr 15, 2014

    The night before last I prayed

    for protection from the Holy Spirit. I've been asking it to fill the wound the evil ones left in me and heal me. Since I asked it this, I have done my best to refuse contact with the demons since that night. I realized that I have not a single self-loathing thought since then...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    Jun 10, 2015

    I heard voices last night they kept me up till

    3am I wake up at 5:30. so today I feel like **** just complete and utter ****
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2015

    He's the Good Guy

    Hello there(: I'm Alisha and I am a diagnosed schizophrenic. I have just turned sixteen years old on May 28th and I live a wonderful life. My first expeience with my illness was not a good one. It revolves around one thing that I truly love...And that is James. It all...
    MrBearAttack MrBearAttack
    3 Responses Jul 8, 2009

    I have to keep fighting.

    I have to. I don't have any other choice. I want to be good and live a good life, that's all I want, but that despicable THING won't let me. The thing I want most in the world is to be free from it. For years it's tormented me. It forces graphic and disturbing images in my head...
    Hush92 Hush92
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    It used to be just a minor problem,

    now it's an issue. And the way I'm coping with it is an issue. To deal with the everyday difficulties and stress caused by my schizophrenia, I smoke pot and drink alcohol. I'm being serious here, so please take me seriously. I don't smoke pot just to get a rush. I have...
    feliciathao feliciathao
    22-25, F
    Sep 1, 2014

    Hallucanatious And Delusionaries

    I was diagnosed with childhood-onset undifferentiated schizophrenia two years ago this summer. It was autism at first, but tests and research pulled this one out. If you don't know, this particular type of schizophrenia basically means I have all types of it and got it when I was...
    xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 11, 2011

    I have imaginary friends

    that are real to me
    Mary3d Mary3d
    18-21, T
    1 Response Mar 27, 2014

    Does anybody have any advice on how to tell my

    parents that I'm concerned? I've been seeing, hearing, and feeling things, being paranoid like somebody's out to get me. I've been like this for about 4 years now, but my parents think I'm a hypochondriac and just doing it for the attention. How do I bring this up?
    Runawaygirl0 Runawaygirl0
    26-30, F
    Aug 31, 2015

    Schizophrenia: Life On The Difficult Level

    Schizophrenia is like playing life's video game on the difficult level. There's more firepower attacking, the plot has multiple levels and the commentators in my head are actually audible. The game is similar for me. Relax and be positive. I listen to people on 2 levels now...
    ToyAwake ToyAwake
    36-40, M
    Jan 2, 2013

    My Experience

    I have lived with this condition for a long time but up until I was 18 I never knew what it was that was happening to me. It started around the age of six when I first saw something may have been wrong but couldn't explain it. My father had just died and I felt so lonely and sad...
    tayc211 tayc211
    26-30, F
    Oct 13, 2012

    I have schizophrenia.

    no one believes me. but I know it. one day I might kill myself cuz of it. how do I make people believe me?
    mikibiersack mikibiersack
    16-17, F
    May 21, 2014

    It took me almost 4 years to accept

    that I might have schizophrenia. I was so convinced that the experiences I was having were not created by my brain but rather actual interactions with aliens, secret societies, Gods, movie characters, etc. I still don't know what's going on, whether it is my brain or maybe there...
    smu1215 smu1215
    26-30, M
    Feb 17, 2014

    How do I trick my parents into thinking I'm not

    schizo anymore to get me off my meds???
    y0ur3b3au1fu1 y0ur3b3au1fu1
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2014


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    Sep 11, 2009


    I'm delusional.  A variety of people are after me.  They say rude and profane things. I hear it a lot in crowds. they also stare alot.  There is a lot of whispering.  Marching sounds too, in the upper story.  Drugs help- Risperidone, Citalopram...
    SGlide SGlide
    51-55, M
    1 Response Sep 5, 2009

    My History With Schizophrenia

    I was diagnosed with bipolar at 19. But psychosis was already a part of my life. During my second semester at college I was going through a break up and failing French and stressed out by my mother. I imagined a cabin was waiting for me in the Smokey Mountains. I thought it would...
    TolstoiFan TolstoiFan
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2012

    I am 13 and I was in a drug enduced stage of

    paranoia, psychosis and visual hallucinations I had bipolar and I was diagnose as schizophrenic after my third suicide attempt and for attacking many people and accusing them of conspiracy against me I take 8mg of aripiprazole and 50mg of phenegran
    ragedstoner ragedstoner
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jan 31, 2015

    I Have Celeste And Magdalen.

    For some years now, I've been hearing voices when no one else was there. They even had names: Celeste and Magdalen. I'd never know what they looked like, but I could have long conversations with them. I could argue with them, share jokes with them, and show them funny Youtube...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 17, 2013

    Girlfriend Has Schizo Please Help Me Understand

    She has manic deppressant schitzo and I don't understand this. If you could at all help me understand this or anyway to help please let me know.
    teenmalegainer teenmalegainer
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 3, 2012

    I was diagnosed when I was twelve,

    but I've experienced hallucinations since I was eight. My dad just thought I still had imaginary friends. Lucky for me, my therapist realized I wasn't making it all up.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 13, 2015

    i feel caved in i wanna go out

    but its raining i feel trapped. And hot and like crap . I wanna breath.
    KentGirl29 KentGirl29
    31-35, F
    Aug 19, 2015

    I am schizophrenic and love a man

    that is he is older than me by about 15 yrs. he hold my arms rubed i just think we would get on good and wish him to be my husband cos he feels like he is he touched me and i felt like id found the one to heal me and love me
    KentGirl29 KentGirl29
    31-35, F
    Aug 19, 2015

    and I'm on meds to make me sane.

    but i smoke weed at night to feel like myself again
    murphyscorrellary murphyscorrellary
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 28, 2016
    jojom543 jojom543
    36-40, F
    Nov 14, 2014
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