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I Am Searching For God

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    Changes, Oh Those Changes!

    When I was kid, the world was a blur to me. As it turns out, I needed glasses, but no one picked up on that until fourth grade. I remember the day I first got them. Driving home, I could see the words on the signs, and realized now why they were so important. I saw leaves in the...
    AlaskanStranger AlaskanStranger 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 4, 2010

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    Where To Now?

     I've been living with God or whom I thought God was for about 20 Years now but the past year I've been struggling to find God Face to face. I've gone through many challenges in work and life the past year, and it made me doubt Gods love for me, and even worse it made me...
    jakkals jakkals 31-35, M 9 Responses Nov 12, 2009

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    What Do I Do Now?

    Ever since my dad killed himself when i was 13 years old, i have been fighting  with my faith in god and even myself. I keep going back and forth with my faith and i just need help to keep that fire in my heart. So if you have any suggestions of how i can do this it will help...
    TheSoulWithin95 TheSoulWithin95 16-17, M 6 Responses Apr 6, 2012

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    Awesome Days. I Know God Lives

    The power of 24 hour fasting....... is totally incredible              And people know that at any moment we are about to see the unbelievable.              We & Europe are not only bankrupt,  but one can see that their now is an ideological mindset...
    EOWYNnARAGORN EOWYNnARAGORN 46-50 Oct 15, 2011

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    Searching For God

    Searching for God, Have been, No more, Found peace, Him within, What a gift, To know he's here.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 14, 2012

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    God DOES Exist

    Okay...you want to know that there is a God? Read this! Back in the 13th century, there was a man named Thomas Aquinas...otherwise known as Saint Thomas to us Catholics. He was very scholarly...the greatest theologian, philosopher and teacher in the Church's history. Okay...so...
    Stevenomurph Stevenomurph 36-40, M Jul 30, 2013

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    SOUL Searchin !!!

    We all are searchin for answers wheather we are lost ...,ill ....hurt ..or just plain curious ! I am determined to find out how myself as well as others have walked and are walking ? how we follow?  and how we dont?  how we learn ? and how we are taught ...
    rhondab63 rhondab63 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    Are You An Empty Shell, Washed Up On The Shore?

    ... attractive and collectable in one sense, but like many others, waiting for something or someone to come along.Consier that God who created all creatures and who stored up treasures in the earth for the benefit of man can breathe life into "dry bones".He has hidden spiritual...
    potentiallywonderful potentiallywonderful 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 18, 2011

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    Some Advice That May Help.

    The search for God depends on which God the seeker is looking for. Not everyone seeks God of the Bible, if you are then I can offer some advice. First off what is your motive, if your motive is wrong then you will not find what you are looking for, do not seek God as a means to...
    churinga churinga 70+, M 1 Response Jun 2, 2013

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    Searching For Answers

    I've been searching for answers to my questions for more than 25 years.  I recall as a young teen, asking a priest some questions about God and suffering.  He said that with faith one does not a feel a need to ask questions.  Well, my faith only grew weaker that...
    think2much think2much 46-50, M 4 Responses Dec 23, 2008

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    I believe in God, but not in the image painted

    by the religions of the world. I don't believe in the man who sits on a throne and is surrounded by singing beings. I don't believe in some guy who likes to test his children and punish them when they fail. I believe in something bigger. And I am on a path to find it.
    kalila37 kalila37 18-21, F Jul 1, 2014

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    I've done pretty well on my own.

    It just gets difficult at times when there isn't anyone right there with you. Online friends are great. But they don't suffice the close connection that I crave every now and then. How does it feel to be bonded to something and someone? Do you ever question the connection? What...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 10 Responses Jul 3, 2014

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    I find myself thinking about God more

    and more every day. These past four years have been the toughest years I have experienced in my life. I have also been finding myself lifting my head to the sky and asking for God's help out loud. I was baptized Catholic, I used to attend Sunday Mass with my family as a child...
    ItsJustSteve ItsJustSteve 26-30, M 3 Responses May 7, 2014

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    I Have Lost My Faith

    I thought i believed in God, but due to life circumstances and all of the negative stuff you hear about him; that flame that used to burn inside of me has subsided to the point where i doubt the very existence of God.   This makes me extremely sad and life seems to be so...
    nery nery 41-45, M 12 Responses Apr 30, 2010

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    I Miss My Innocence And My Lord

    When I was younger, I seemed to have more wisdom. Maybe I had less life experience, but I knew more about what mattered. I found it easier to love and to trust.   I found it easier to be compassionate.   I really knew how to forgive.  I felt closer to...
    Vessa Vessa 41-45, F 30 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Not Your Average Bear

    About two years ago i got saved, and started teaching class, and it was crazy, i just got so overwhelmed with having to be this, wear this, sing this, teach this...It was crazy so i left the church. Almost walked out on God...right now, i decided, i am searching for him. i really...
    Alaskaorangejuice Alaskaorangejuice 16-17, F 2 Responses May 10, 2007

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    Relating With God

    I know God is there and i have seen Him move in my life...i have seen Him do amzing things in my life and in other people's lives....my problem is RELATING WITH HIM. i get easily distracted when praying,i cant evn fast for a day...Sometimes i find myself sinning soo much...and at...
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F Aug 3, 2012

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    New Found Heart

    I am second,Seek and you shall find as I travel the globe ,leaving my past behind eager and ready to find ,that in which is divine,God where art thou, I am with in stop searching the world and people for the answers lay with in one self,no not God but I am king of me and all I...
    Seventhirty457 Seventhirty457 31-35, M May 22, 2012

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    Constantly Getting Lost

    I became a Christian 4 years ago when I was 23. Ever since, it has been such a struggle. I long to nestle in God. I long to understand what Jesus did. But I am numb. I feel so little sometimes. I often think of suicide - a way to leave this world. I don't want to think this way...
    LostTraveller LostTraveller 26-30, F 17 Responses May 9, 2007

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    What Does God Want Me to Do? What About My Dreams Too?

    I desire to serve God, I often have dreams that very vivid and consist of angels, saving people, fighting demons. I also want to express my dream that I've been having for more than 2 years. It's about me and my children and husband in a white house. But I only have one child and...
    jones1603 jones1603 26-30 8 Responses Mar 5, 2008

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    In Search For God!

    I have been so passive ever since when I go out from my college years and even became more passive when I got married. As you can noticed in my stories, all of them are negatives. There is a statement that caught me once when i am watching an anime...one of the character did said...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 18 Responses Jan 22, 2013

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    Are You Lost? Searching?…

      Are you lost? Searching?… I was, but maybe my experience can help you make sense of your own situation.     About me   I’m not someone who is easily convinced about anything and am of the philosophy if it sounds too good to be true, then...
    emc30 emc30 41-45 1 Response Aug 3, 2008

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    Looking For Answers

    I have been looking for God for many years now and can't find him anywhere. I struggle everyday with these demons I have and need to rid myself of them before its to late. They are taking over my life. I live a life that according to the book of Genesis I am a abomination.I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    Searching For the Face of God

    God has always been there inside of me. He's always been there for every soul, Most Merciful is He. Yet there were times when I didn't understand how good could be bad in God's Eyes and how bad could be good. I am searching...I am looking to reconcile with the fate that God...
    nourradiance nourradiance 36-40, F 4 Responses May 15, 2007

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    I Wish I Could Talk To God

    Hi there...I don't identify with any one religion, at least as of now I haven't found the perfect religion for me. However, I am fairly certain that I believe in a loving God. I've tried to pray, talk to God in my head, and write in a notebook, like in the books Conversations...
    mangoes33 mangoes33 13-15, F 9 Responses Sep 22, 2011

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    The Word Was My Oyster, But Where Was The Pearl?

    Although I would say I have found God, I am still searching for his will cos I know that many who found him have since got lost again in their own desires. I was brought up Anglican, but I only went because my dad wanted me to go, there was nothing inspiring there for me so when...
    potentiallywonderful potentiallywonderful 46-50, M Aug 12, 2011

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    Always In Search

    I went to Church last night. What denomination doesn't really matter. I just needed to go to a place where i could really just feel the spirit of the Divine. I have always loved to listen to ministers or priests or whom ever talk about God.The man speak last night was really...
    moonstar312 moonstar312 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    Or So I Have Been Told

    I have always been brought up to believe in God. However not in a strict religious way. It was not until i got older and started going to church on my own accord with a friend that my doubts were brought to light. Sounds crazy right? Church is meant to be the place you are...
    CalypsoChisisi CalypsoChisisi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13, 2013

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    Why Is This So Difficult

    I was raised Catholic, became a Christian when I was 15. I have lived a crazy life in which the Christian faith has severely frowned upon. I found sobriety 5 years ago and lost God in the process. I have studied Kabalah, Unity churches, and even Wicca. I am intrigued and by...
    gigiloves gigiloves 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 30, 2012

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    God Knows Where To Find Me

    I was searching for God, but gave-up.  If God exists, then he knows my home address, home phone, work phone, mobile phone, email address, Facebook account, and the licence & make & model of my car.   So, why is the heavenly father such a deadbeat Dad??!!
    Buckminsterfullerene99 Buckminsterfullerene99 31-35, M 8 Responses Mar 14, 2012

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