I Am Searching For Myself

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    If I Cry Don't Halt Me

    If I cry Don't halt me If I cry Don't stop me Let the rain of tears fall on ground And moisten the soil For I like its silty fragrance. If I cry Don't pat my sodden cheeks For it will not help me Removing the clouds of self-pity From my inner vibe. If I cry Don't halt me Let...
    basy basy
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Oct 12, 2012

    A Travelogue on Hell

          It is nice to have a visit to this place called hell sometimes. It reminds you of quite a lot you used to do and saves you from repeating your own mistakes. No matter how prepared you are, hell can always surprise you, unpleasantly, of course. What is it...
    SKwrites SKwrites
    41-45, M
    8 Responses Mar 25, 2012

    My Personal Feelings On the Subject..

    Personally, I am searching for more than what lies on the surface of me. I feel there is more to me to be discovered. I am still amazed by things I do, say, feel, experience and the way I change. I look for the beautiful things and try to discard the negative. So, I am...
    BenderBoy BenderBoy
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Sep 17, 2009

    Not Depressed, Just Lost... Please Help

    Last few years I have felt down. I have most symptoms of depression, but it's not depression. I know I'm not depressed because things don't look so grey all the time. I can still enjoy pleasures of life and everything, but inside I'm just blah. And also I can admit I am not...
    beens beens
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2011

    In Turn Of Mu Soul.

    Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter, Yet you fail to notice, This is your blunder, You've had a rough time, Though now it is over, But yet you continue clinging to what is left over, And in doing this your depression grows deeper, Pulling you apart at the seams, Causing...
    basy basy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Oct 21, 2012

    We All Are So Same No Matter To What Part Of World We Belong.

    It been always so pleasure some for me to know through Ep stories,we all humans are so same one nature,though there are 4 human races in the world but we in nature are so same many combine problems, pains,worries miseries,failure,lucky,unlucky., rich,poor,sufferings, Any way this...
    basy basy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Oct 8, 2012


    I have no clue who I am yet... Sometimes, I feel like I have a good grasp, but other days I feel so lost.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    Nov 30, 2010

    Searching For Myself, Back Later. Leave a Msg

    I am searching for myself. I have yet to find me.I know what I am looking for.I know some of things that I am.But I still dont know for sure yet. I know what I want to be "WHEN I GROW UP" but....I AM grown up...and I still havent found...
    LibertyBell LibertyBell
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2009

    Is Genetic Testing My Answer

    Some aspects of my life have always been a mystery to me. As a child, I was adopted by strangers, who by virtue of their cruelty, became enemies. Although I didn't know I was adopted at the time, I knew that I was not their child. Strangely, what made this real to me wasn't some...
    Moonlightdreamer Moonlightdreamer
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Nov 29, 2010

    Is Genetic Testing My Answer (update )

    After waiting 7 long weeks, I finally got my genetic testing results back (see the original story Is Genetic Testing My Answer if you don't know what I am talking about). It was helpful in some ways in that it filled in the blanks related to some health related issues. Since I...
    Moonlightdreamer Moonlightdreamer
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2011

    Well, It's Been A While.

    Honestly, I think I've been searching for myself since the day I was born, haha. I've had times where everything seems the same, and times where I take a spontaneous trip, and others where my family has had to call me, worried, because I've decided to spend a few hours soul...
    spacehyena spacehyena
    18-21, F
    Feb 1, 2012

    The Slow Road To Recovery

    It became more than I could take and I was left with no other choice but to separate myself from the only life I knew. My family has done everything they could to hold me back, to keep me in the flock despite them seeing that I am unhappy. They claim they love me, but that is...
    SeekingAmanda SeekingAmanda
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2012

    What Does This Mean?

    What does it mean to search for yourself? I look down i see my body. Doesn't go anywhere with out me. I get asked what i want for dinner i can give an answer so i know how it is i am feeling. I know wether i hate or love my job. If i am doing something on my free time i must like...
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    13 Responses Feb 20, 2009

    Need Advice On Discovering Self

    I feel quite sad in myself. I've never discovered who I am, and feel like I'm lacking inner love & appreciation to self. I can tell I'm projecting my inner sadness towards others, and that's heartbreaking in itself. I don't know where to start to change my life for the better...
    zenly zenly
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2013
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