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I Am Searching For Something

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    I Don't Know What I'm Searching For

    Since I don't know what I'm searching for, I suppose it's like being on a neverending journey. I feel like I need something to be passionate about. Sure I can pick any numerous causes,hobbies, charities or whatever but I don't think that's it. Perhaps what I...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F 15 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    My life has been nothing

    but failure after failure after failure. But despite it all I never stopped moving forward. I never stopped caring about people. I never stopped trying to help anyone I could whenever I could. Even after I've been beaten down and left to the wolves I still, cannot stop myself...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 26-30, M 1 Response May 26, 2015

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    I Am Literally Searching For Something, And Not In The Existential Sense

    Okay, so a REALLY, REALLY long time ago I stumbled across some thing a guy had written about a woman he had met. It was at a museum, I believe, and this woman, not young any longer, was one of the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. He followed her around for the majority of...
    marblemicros marblemicros 13-15, F Sep 28, 2013

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    I'm searching for answers.

    More the answer to my question. Why??? There's a female on here who changes her username and always makes me out to be her target. She has used several names and contacted friends on my list and pretty much started so much problems. I have to agree, I believed some of the...
    TennesseeWhiskey TennesseeWhiskey 41-45, F 7 Responses Oct 16, 2015

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    There's something I'm looking for.

    I can't quit figure it out . I'm determined to find out. I don't want it to ruin my life. Is it a baby? Is it more money? A certain profession? A man? A ring?
    ohwee12 ohwee12 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5, 2014

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    Thinking out loud...I wish I knew

    where I placed that ... I have searched everywhere for it! Now I forgot what I was searching for in the first place. Oh well, someday it will show up.
    Blodeuwedd1 Blodeuwedd1 56-60 Apr 6, 2014

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    I've had my fair share of affairs in my

    twenties – those made up some of my most cherished memories. Life just sort of happened around me, and I’d often thought I’m living a soapy! Ever seeking some stability through the passion and excitement that fueled my relationships. My first marriage was everything I...
    BJewel3 BJewel3 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    Every night I search something,

    and I can't find it....I'm looking for something that isn't there, but still I search....
    desy1 desy1 36-40, F Nov 19, 2014

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    Across a sea of people My eyes search

    for you. And when they finally rest upon you My heart leaps when i find your eyes Have been searching for me.
    SweeetKiester SweeetKiester 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 13, 2015

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    I'm Looking Fo Something That Doesn't Exist...

    It was nice back when I didn't know what it was that I wanted to find... It made it feel like maybe I'd find it, maybe whatever it was would happen. But I know better now... I'm living in a fantasy world, and reality just isn't good enough. Maybe what I have found will be enough...
    River11 River11 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    wonderofwonders1 wonderofwonders1 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Here, There, Anywhere, Anyone?

    I just know it's there - but just what is it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    What If What I Find Is The Wrong Thing?

    I want to find my faith again, or rather find it for real this time. I want to believe in God and his existence. I was raised Christian, but I no longer associate as Christian. I believe God is bigger than everything, than this whole universe. We were given this great, huge brain...
    MissMyah MissMyah 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2012

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    I Am Still Searching...

    I always feel that my life is not complete. When i look at the people around me, they are so happy with their lives, so satisfied with what life has to offer.But i feel i am searching for something...happiness, maybe? I am searching for something to feel my heart with love...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2011

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    I Guess I Know What I'm Searching For

    I'm searching for meaning in my life. I've been one of those people who matured too fast, who started asking those "big" questions way too early in my life. Why am I here? What's my purpose? I just want some answers, answers I probably am not going to be able to find or...
    earth2bella earth2bella 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 7, 2007

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    too many people are trying to find the person

    instead of being the right person
    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2014

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    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 30, 2015

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    I'm searching for sense of it all.

    I'm searching for the reason two good people can find one another after treading in waist high **** and things still not be easier than they were before. I'm searching for that perfect place in my professional life where I feel like I'm living my potential and am where I'm...
    twilightbutterfly twilightbutterfly 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2015

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    Been A While...

    Well here I am. I think it's been about 3 years since I truly wrote anything here or even visited. Last time I was thinking that something wasn't right in my life. Well now I know something isn't right in my life. Problem is that I don't know what I should do. Where to begin? I...
    willyouwontyou willyouwontyou 26-30, M Jul 2, 2013

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    I feel like I'm searching

    for something, but I don't know what.
    chadrick45 chadrick45 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I Too Search For Something.

    My fear is that if I find it, then I die.
    Flowerchild59 Flowerchild59 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 27, 2007

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    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind 31-35, F Aug 8, 2015

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    I'm the new kid in town.

    Looking for people on the planet who I can relate to.
    animallover587 animallover587 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 26, 2014

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    When I'm away from home,

    I get homesick. When I'm at home, I get cabin fever. I don't like either of the two places that I live in that I call home. I'm not happy. I feel like something's missing. I'm looking for that something, but can't quite figure out what it is.
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F Mar 29, 2015

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    i am searching for someone named: seirra

    rosebud she's not lost she's here on ep and im trying to find her
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 1, 2015

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    An Evening That Will Haunt Me Forever

    It was 5 in the evening and almost had left the college.As i was heading towards the parkin area,,i heard faint noises ,,seemed like someone struggling for like someone's is being strangled.I ran towards the rounded stairs and found a guy and a girl .When i reached there i saw a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 23, 2012

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    I Dont Know

    If I only knew what I was searching for, my life would be better. Married have everything one could ask for, but yet something is missing. Strong in faith, positive attitude, but yet there is a hole. If only I knew how to fill it......................
    Clearthoughts Clearthoughts 51-55, M 2 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    I feel lonely at times.

    It's because I don't have anything to do. Sure there's my sister and all but I'm talking about something to enjoy. I don't have a talent so I don't really know much so I search for it. Searching for something in this world.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 1, 2014

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    The impossible really.

    Doesn't look or sound like anything I could possibly identify, so I'm most sure I shall not find it. A prototype is not in existence, so I would have to create the something I'm looking for.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    I am searching for something in this life,

    and I have been since I was little, however I am not quite sure what I am searching for. I have this empty feeling within me that is waiting to be satisfied by something that I have not yet found. Recently I have been coming up with a plethora of theories as to what I am...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 3, 2014

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    M Search For Enlightenment A friend

    and I were talking today about our dreams. I have asked many people in my life about what their biggest dreams are. Most say earn enough to retire and travel, or pay off their mortgage, find "the one" or get a bigger, better job. It became clear to me several years ago that...
    texaspilot texaspilot 46-50, M 11 Responses 6 days ago

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    Searching For Something

    I'm searching for something...
    Klara09 Klara09 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21, 2013

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    Im Not Afraid To Let Go And Continue Searching

    Just a few months ago my life was completely different. I have always been a good kid, getting good grades at school, shy and quiet. All I wanted was security and protection, but I was looking for it in all the wrong places. So I followed the familiar path that everyone took...
    BiyaBeyondBlue BiyaBeyondBlue 26-30 5 Responses May 23, 2011

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    I was QueenBee479 before I got kicked off by EP.

    .. Had some great chat buddies. If you recognize me, hit me up. :-)
    DesertRose479 DesertRose479 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2015

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    Feeling Of Emptiness

    I feel like there is a huge void in my life. I no longer look forward to or feel the enthusiasm of each new day. I feel that each day is the same as the last with no excitement , joy, love ect.  I am searching for that something that would allow me to enjoy life and give me...
    justkillme111 justkillme111 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2012

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    The Evening That Will Haunt Me Forever

    It was 5 in the evening and almost had left the college.As i was heading towards the parkin area,,i heard faint noises ,,seemed like someone struggling for like someone's is being strangled.I ran towards the rounded stairs and found a guy and a girl .When i reached there i saw a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 21, 2012

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    i need a business man,

    interested in buying Gold
    LuckyBabyy LuckyBabyy 26-30, F Dec 10, 2014

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    maestro2000 maestro2000 18-21, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I Am Searching For Someone To Give To Me - Like I Would Give To Them - A Sensual And Physical Love

    The gift of hope the gift of love The though of piercing her to her heart with my spear from underneath - driving home the need - the feel till the flowers pealed inside of her - giving richness and fullness of life - and then the gift of her mothers milk for me -- yes - there...
    bijohn4both bijohn4both 18-21, M Nov 8, 2013

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    I Was Until I Found It

    I've been looking for something that has been missing in my life for a very long time. I found it when I joined this site. Now it's just a matter of time and I will have it forever.
    titfortattoo titfortattoo 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2007

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    I'M Just Not Sure What Exactly....

    I really don't know what I want.... I'm not really picky about anything specific.. Guess I'm searching for love most of all...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 16, 2013

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    Needle In A Haystack

    Why am I single? I ask myself this all the time of late. My last relationship was destined to fail, everyone around me saw it except me, or I did but ignored it. I loved her though with everything I got, now I have nothing left to give. Now that I think about it, we are bad for...
    lamandamy lamandamy 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 23, 2010

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    Hello! everyone can I ask a favor from you guys.

    Can you help me getting a job. I'm kind of hopeless right now, even how much I tried I always rejected. I always try searching and pray for it, but nothing happens. I hope I can find people here that can understand my situation very well.
    joerick joerick 26-30, M Sep 12, 2015

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    For What, I Do Not Know

    I seem to be searching.. searching for something.  For what, exactly, I do not know.  I keep looking, but not really finding.  Seeking, but never knowing.  What am I 'missing'?  How can I find it if I know not what I seek? ...
    Dee67 Dee67 41-45, F 27 Responses Aug 19, 2008

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    To Help Me Be Me.........

    ~ A place where I can live free. I can be me & learn all that I am. I want a chance to be truly myself & not have to worry about how my family reacts, or how my friends feel about it. Sometimes I wish I could just leave everything behind & start over somewhere...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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