I Am Searching For Something

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    Hello! everyone can I ask a favor from you guys.

    Can you help me getting a job. I'm kind of hopeless right now, even how much I tried I always rejected. I always try searching and pray for it, but nothing happens. I hope I can find people here that can understand my situation very well.
    joerick joerick
    26-30, M
    Sep 12, 2015

    What If What I Find Is The Wrong Thing?

    I want to find my faith again, or rather find it for real this time. I want to believe in God and his existence. I was raised Christian, but I no longer associate as Christian. I believe God is bigger than everything, than this whole universe. We were given this great, huge brain...
    MissMyah MissMyah
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2012

    The Evening That Will Haunt Me Forever

    It was 5 in the evening and almost had left the college.As i was heading towards the parkin area,,i heard faint noises ,,seemed like someone struggling for like someone's is being strangled.I ran towards the rounded stairs and found a guy and a girl .When i reached there i saw a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 21, 2012

    The Answers I Can Never Have!

    there are certain secrets in my family which have been buried and every now and then they will rear their heads there are so many unanswered question that i have and no one close will answer or can not answer - but i will find these answers there are loop holes - trap doors and...
    shadowfairy shadowfairy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 12, 2007

    I'm searching for sense of it all.

    I'm searching for the reason two good people can find one another after treading in waist high **** and things still not be easier than they were before. I'm searching for that perfect place in my professional life where I feel like I'm living my potential and am where I'm...
    twilightbutterfly twilightbutterfly
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2015

    Stuck in a world created by feelings

    and thoughts that live. These steps I once took on this earth, this realm, now unfamiliar dark having no volume to which internally I seek beyond the imagination. I don't seem to connect to the earth as I....day in and out reduce myself to my own mental ecstasy, the right place...
    Jusslogiq Jusslogiq
    22-25, M
    Feb 14

    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    Aug 8, 2015

    The impossible really.

    Doesn't look or sound like anything I could possibly identify, so I'm most sure I shall not find it. A prototype is not in existence, so I would have to create the something I'm looking for.
    jeresey jeresey
    56-60, F
    1 Response May 25, 2014

    I Too Search For Something.

    My fear is that if I find it, then I die.
    Flowerchild59 Flowerchild59
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Nov 27, 2007

    There's something I'm looking for.

    I can't quit figure it out . I'm determined to find out. I don't want it to ruin my life. Is it a baby? Is it more money? A certain profession? A man? A ring?
    ohwee12 ohwee12
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2014

    Every night I search something,

    and I can't find it....I'm looking for something that isn't there, but still I search....
    desy1 desy1
    36-40, F
    Nov 19, 2014

    I feel lonely at times.

    It's because I don't have anything to do. Sure there's my sister and all but I'm talking about something to enjoy. I don't have a talent so I don't really know much so I search for it. Searching for something in this world.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 1, 2014

    I Was Until I Found It

    I've been looking for something that has been missing in my life for a very long time. I found it when I joined this site. Now it's just a matter of time and I will have it forever.
    titfortattoo titfortattoo
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Nov 27, 2007

    Think many of us, for me I can

    now say most of my life I have been searching for death and daring it to take me in many case we trying to force it to take me so I could join the ones I loved and missed. but in the mean time I hope I have balanced the scale for judgment to at least neutral
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Mar 8

    For What, I Do Not Know

    I seem to be searching.. searching for something.  For what, exactly, I do not know.  I keep looking, but not really finding.  Seeking, but never knowing.  What am I 'missing'?  How can I find it if I know not what I seek? ...
    Dee67 Dee67
    41-45, F
    27 Responses Aug 19, 2008

    An Evening That Will Haunt Me Forever

    It was 5 in the evening and almost had left the college.As i was heading towards the parkin area,,i heard faint noises ,,seemed like someone struggling for like someone's is being strangled.I ran towards the rounded stairs and found a guy and a girl .When i reached there i saw a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 23, 2012

    I am searching for something in this life,

    and I have been since I was little, however I am not quite sure what I am searching for. I have this empty feeling within me that is waiting to be satisfied by something that I have not yet found. Recently I have been coming up with a plethora of theories as to what I am...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2014

    I'm the new kid in town.

    Looking for people on the planet who I can relate to.
    animallover587 animallover587
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    I Don't Know What I'm Searching For

    Since I don't know what I'm searching for, I suppose it's like being on a neverending journey. I feel like I need something to be passionate about. Sure I can pick any numerous causes,hobbies, charities or whatever but I don't think that's it. Perhaps what I...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon
    31-35, F
    15 Responses Jun 2, 2009

    Im Not Afraid To Let Go And Continue Searching

    Just a few months ago my life was completely different. I have always been a good kid, getting good grades at school, shy and quiet. All I wanted was security and protection, but I was looking for it in all the wrong places. So I followed the familiar path that everyone took...
    BiyaBeyondBlue BiyaBeyondBlue
    26-30
    5 Responses May 23, 2011

    When I'm away from home,

    I get homesick. When I'm at home, I get cabin fever. I don't like either of the two places that I live in that I call home. I'm not happy. I feel like something's missing. I'm looking for that something, but can't quite figure out what it is.
    RH17 RH17
    18-21, F
    Mar 29, 2015

    I PRAY THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS SEARCH FOR ME The

    irony of life is that the things that are easily found are seldom the most rewarding. A corollary to that might be that the thing that we seek is often trying not to be found.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 17

    i am searching for someone named: seirra

    rosebud she's not lost she's here on ep and im trying to find her
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 1, 2015

    Thinking out loud...I wish I knew

    where I placed that ... I have searched everywhere for it! Now I forgot what I was searching for in the first place. Oh well, someday it will show up.
    Blodeuwedd1 Blodeuwedd1
    56-60
    Apr 6, 2014

    Here, There, Anywhere, Anyone?

    I just know it's there - but just what is it?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 11, 2009
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    M Lookin For Ya..

    Everyday i wake up, m lookin for ya Every street i put step on,m lookin for ya Every time i stop and look behind,m lookin for ya Every time i close my eyes in pain,m lookin for ya Every time i open my eyes ,m lookin for ya Every time i have tears in my eyes,they're lookin for ya...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 2, 2012

    I Am Still Searching...

    I always feel that my life is not complete. When i look at the people around me, they are so happy with their lives, so satisfied with what life has to offer.But i feel i am searching for something...happiness, maybe? I am searching for something to feel my heart with love...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 18, 2011

    I know what I'm searching for

    but I'm not sure if I will ever be lucky eoungh to find her.
    sirsfancy23 sirsfancy23
    22-25, M
    Mar 7

    Across a sea of people My eyes search

    for you. And when they finally rest upon you My heart leaps when i find your eyes Have been searching for me.
    SweeetKiester SweeetKiester
    41-45, F
    7 Responses Feb 13, 2015

    always and forever and most times I won't find

    it unless I'm looking for something else.
    arai12 arai12
    18-21, F
    Mar 1

    i need a business man,

    interested in buying Gold
    LuckyBabyy LuckyBabyy
    26-30, F
    Dec 10, 2014

    My life has been nothing

    but failure after failure after failure. But despite it all I never stopped moving forward. I never stopped caring about people. I never stopped trying to help anyone I could whenever I could. Even after I've been beaten down and left to the wolves I still, cannot stop myself...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    I Am Searching For Someone To Give To Me - Like I Would Give To Them - A Sensual And Physical Love

    The gift of hope the gift of love The though of piercing her to her heart with my spear from underneath - driving home the need - the feel till the flowers pealed inside of her - giving richness and fullness of life - and then the gift of her mothers milk for me -- yes - there...
    bijohn4both bijohn4both
    18-21, M
    Nov 8, 2013

    I am searching for hope,

    for someone who cares about me, cause nobody do that, i have to hide all my problems, i have to cry when everybody is sleeping. Nobody loves me.
    Lili3423 Lili3423
    16-17
    1 Response Feb 14

    I came to the realization

    that I made up a girlfriend and love that I want. I try to make girls live up to the love and relationship I want. Which makes it impossible so then everything turns south. Its very upsetting and frustrating. I do believe that in order to fix this I have to find peace with...
    Vicktor13 Vicktor13
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    M Search For Enlightenment A friend

    and I were talking today about our dreams. I have asked many people in my life about what their biggest dreams are. Most say earn enough to retire and travel, or pay off their mortgage, find "the one" or get a bigger, better job. It became clear to me several years ago that...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Feb 6

    too many people are trying to find the person

    instead of being the right person
    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE
    16-17, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2014

    I was QueenBee479 before I got kicked off by EP.

    .. Had some great chat buddies. If you recognize me, hit me up. :-)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 31, 2015

    I Guess I Know What I'm Searching For

    I'm searching for meaning in my life. I've been one of those people who matured too fast, who started asking those "big" questions way too early in my life. Why am I here? What's my purpose? I just want some answers, answers I probably am not going to be able to find or...
    earth2bella earth2bella
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Dec 7, 2007

    I've had my fair share of affairs in my

    twenties – those made up some of my most cherished memories. Life just sort of happened around me, and I’d often thought I’m living a soapy! Ever seeking some stability through the passion and excitement that fueled my relationships. My first marriage was everything I...
    BJewel3 BJewel3
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2014

    I'M Just Not Sure What Exactly....

    I really don't know what I want.... I'm not really picky about anything specific.. Guess I'm searching for love most of all...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 16, 2013

    Needle In A Haystack

    Why am I single? I ask myself this all the time of late. My last relationship was destined to fail, everyone around me saw it except me, or I did but ignored it. I loved her though with everything I got, now I have nothing left to give. Now that I think about it, we are bad for...
    lamandamy lamandamy
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 23, 2010

    Feeling Of Emptiness

    I feel like there is a huge void in my life. I no longer look forward to or feel the enthusiasm of each new day. I feel that each day is the same as the last with no excitement , joy, love ect.  I am searching for that something that would allow me to enjoy life and give me...
    justkillme111 justkillme111
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2012
    maestro2000 maestro2000
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 12

    I feel like I'm searching

    for something, but I don't know what.
    chadrick45 chadrick45
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    I'm Looking Fo Something That Doesn't Exist...

    It was nice back when I didn't know what it was that I wanted to find... It made it feel like maybe I'd find it, maybe whatever it was would happen. But I know better now... I'm living in a fantasy world, and reality just isn't good enough. Maybe what I have found will be enough...
    River11 River11
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2012

    Yeah I'm here searching

    for something, though I know it's going to be gone soon - but hey, I can say I tried, right? Another night, another strange numbing sensation that I can't get rid of, can't escape. I've looked online, and have to wait for 'acceptance' and ****. I understand it and all, though...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 17

    To Help Me Be Me.........

    ~ A place where I can live free. I can be me & learn all that I am. I want a chance to be truly myself & not have to worry about how my family reacts, or how my friends feel about it. Sometimes I wish I could just leave everything behind & start over somewhere...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 20, 2009
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