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    I Too Search For Something.

    My fear is that if I find it, then I die.
    Flowerchild59 Flowerchild59 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 27, 2007

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    In Need Of A Reason

    No one knows gods plan for themselves, and everyone wonders, i wonder what im is everyday, and why i have gone through what i have and why things i want things so deeply that just dont happen, why i pray all day for something to be let down and disappointed in what god will not...
    0911mom 0911mom 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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    Seeking Inspiration.

    After service. After the sacrifice. I fulfilled my oath. The job is done. Now the rest of my life begins. I am ready to live out the rest of my life with Samantha. Its hard to believe that we've known each other for 19 years. We both want to move to Colorado relatively soon...
    Jenai1987 Jenai1987 26-30, M Mar 27, 2013

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    Needle In A Haystack

    Why am I single? I ask myself this all the time of late. My last relationship was destined to fail, everyone around me saw it except me, or I did but ignored it. I loved her though with everything I got, now I have nothing left to give. Now that I think about it, we are bad for...
    lamandamy lamandamy 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 23, 2010

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    I'm the new kid in town.

    Looking for people on the planet who I can relate to.
    animallover587 animallover587 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    I'm Looking Fo Something That Doesn't Exist...

    It was nice back when I didn't know what it was that I wanted to find... It made it feel like maybe I'd find it, maybe whatever it was would happen. But I know better now... I'm living in a fantasy world, and reality just isn't good enough. Maybe what I have found will be enough...
    River11 River11 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    What Is Out There?

    I'm pretty much close to 40 years old and for the life I me I cannot figure out what I want, or who I am.  I do all those things people say to do.  Look within, listen to the whispers of my heart, follow my intuition but nothing happens.  I search daily trying to...
    brokendown brokendown 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 7, 2007

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    Been A While...

    Well here I am. I think it's been about 3 years since I truly wrote anything here or even visited. Last time I was thinking that something wasn't right in my life. Well now I know something isn't right in my life. Problem is that I don't know what I should do. Where to begin? I...
    willyouwontyou willyouwontyou 26-30, M Jul 2, 2013

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    Help Me Find It...

    I don't know what that something is really, I kind of know. I know I want to find myself......"Excuse me sir, but I'm lost. I'm looking for my friend, can you help me find her? Well...she looks like me...she is me. I've lost myself and I'm looking for her, can you help me find...
    stellastarz420 stellastarz420 13-15, F Jul 21, 2012

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    The Evening That Will Haunt Me Forever

    It was 5 in the evening and almost had left the college.As i was heading towards the parkin area,,i heard faint noises ,,seemed like someone struggling for like someone's is being strangled.I ran towards the rounded stairs and found a guy and a girl .When i reached there i saw a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 21, 2012

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    I Guess I Know What I'm Searching For

    I'm searching for meaning in my life. I've been one of those people who matured too fast, who started asking those "big" questions way too early in my life. Why am I here? What's my purpose? I just want some answers, answers I probably am not going to be able to find or...
    earth2bella earth2bella 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 7, 2007

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    Searching For Something

    I'm searching for something...
    Klara09 Klara09 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 21, 2013

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    To Help Me Be Me.........

    ~ A place where I can live free. I can be me & learn all that I am. I want a chance to be truly myself & not have to worry about how my family reacts, or how my friends feel about it. Sometimes I wish I could just leave everything behind & start over somewhere...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    Thinking out loud...I wish I knew

    where I placed that ... I have searched everywhere for it! Now I forgot what I was searching for in the first place. Oh well, someday it will show up.
    Blodeuwedd1 Blodeuwedd1 56-60 Apr 6

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    How Did I Get Here?

    What am i looking for? That's right i lost the keys to my time machine. I guess I am stuck here. I don't know where to start. I don't know where to go. I've lost faith not only in myself, but in life it self. I don't want money. In fact I've thrown quite a bit out the window. I...
    Quacki Quacki 18-21, M Aug 12, 2012

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    too many people are trying to find the person

    instead of being the right person
    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    Me Too

    am looking for those willing to join me on my global system to change lives for the changed lives to pioneer more change to others
    MugnnyNsereko MugnnyNsereko 22-25, M Sep 21, 2012

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    Why Do I Have This Feeling?

    I am constantly trying to find what it is that I long for. I don't really even know what it is, so if I don't know that must mean that I don't have it yet, right? I started early on somethings and late on others. I hate to feel like I am not satisfied because I have children and...
    willyouwontyou willyouwontyou 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    What Is It I Am Missing

    "Driven, Level headed, Full of Will Power", some things that have been said about me, in a non-conceided post about me, with everything i have ever strived for and accomplished i still have yet to find.. something. I dont know what it is, what it could possibly be that my life is...
    hereiam72 hereiam72 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    Im Not Afraid To Let Go And Continue Searching

    Just a few months ago my life was completely different. I have always been a good kid, getting good grades at school, shy and quiet. All I wanted was security and protection, but I was looking for it in all the wrong places. So I followed the familiar path that everyone took...
    BiyaBeyondBlue BiyaBeyondBlue 26-30 5 Responses May 23, 2011

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    I've had my fair share of affairs in my

    twenties – those made up some of my most cherished memories. Life just sort of happened around me, and I’d often thought I’m living a soapy! Ever seeking some stability through the passion and excitement that fueled my relationships. My first marriage was everything I...
    BJewel3 BJewel3 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 13

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    I Am Still Searching...

    I always feel that my life is not complete. When i look at the people around me, they are so happy with their lives, so satisfied with what life has to offer.But i feel i am searching for something...happiness, maybe? I am searching for something to feel my heart with love...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2011

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    I Am Searching For Someone To Give To Me - Like I Would Give To Them - A Sensual And Physical Love

    The gift of hope the gift of love The though of piercing her to her heart with my spear from underneath - driving home the need - the feel till the flowers pealed inside of her - giving richness and fullness of life - and then the gift of her mothers milk for me -- yes - there...
    bijohn4both bijohn4both 18-21, M Nov 8, 2013

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    Here, There, Anywhere, Anyone?

    I just know it's there - but just what is it?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    Searching...Still.

    During my high school years (1980 - 1983) I dated one girl. That's it. We started dating in the Winter of 1980/1981 and continued through the Fall of 1984. This time was very magical as everyone that I've spoken with has said about their times, including a website that I have...
    Soulmatesearching Soulmatesearching 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 19, 2007

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    I'm Searching...

    I'm searching for something... something that I don't even know… just felt that there is something missing in my life. Seeing friends, colleagues planning for their future, their career… I tell myself I should do this too. But, I never do it. I’ve been working for the...
    catcs catcs 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2010

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    For What, I Do Not Know

    I seem to be searching.. searching for something.  For what, exactly, I do not know.  I keep looking, but not really finding.  Seeking, but never knowing.  What am I 'missing'?  How can I find it if I know not what I seek? ...
    Dee67 Dee67 41-45, F 27 Responses Aug 19, 2008

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    My Nintendo

    Well, I lost my Nintendo DSi a little while a go. My dad was all angry cuz it's the second one I've lost.... So I'm hoping I'll find it soon. Oh I also have this new game trace memory that I'm playing on a ds lite my dad bought, he's going to sell it soon but for now it's all I...
    SpaceSalamander SpaceSalamander 13-15, F Apr 18, 2013

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    M Lookin For Ya..

    Everyday i wake up, m lookin for ya Every street i put step on,m lookin for ya Every time i stop and look behind,m lookin for ya Every time i close my eyes in pain,m lookin for ya Every time i open my eyes ,m lookin for ya Every time i have tears in my eyes,they're lookin for ya...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2012

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    Feeling Of Emptiness

    I feel like there is a huge void in my life. I no longer look forward to or feel the enthusiasm of each new day. I feel that each day is the same as the last with no excitement , joy, love ect.  I am searching for that something that would allow me to enjoy life and give me...
    justkillme111 justkillme111 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 21, 2012

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    I'M Just Not Sure What Exactly....

    I really don't know what I want.... I'm not really picky about anything specific.. Guess I'm searching for love most of all...
    jbar291 jbar291 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 16, 2013

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    I Dont Know

    If I only knew what I was searching for, my life would be better. Married have everything one could ask for, but yet something is missing. Strong in faith, positive attitude, but yet there is a hole. If only I knew how to fill it......................
    Clearthoughts Clearthoughts 51-55, M 2 Responses Jun 12, 2012

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    What If What I Find Is The Wrong Thing?

    I want to find my faith again, or rather find it for real this time. I want to believe in God and his existence. I was raised Christian, but I no longer associate as Christian. I believe God is bigger than everything, than this whole universe. We were given this great, huge brain...
    MissMyah MissMyah 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2012

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    I am searching for something in this life,

    and I have been since I was little, however I am not quite sure what I am searching for. I have this empty feeling within me that is waiting to be satisfied by something that I have not yet found. Recently I have been coming up with a plethora of theories as to what I am...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    Searching For Simplicity.

    I'm sure I'm not the only one here who wrecks their mind everyday. I have a complex mentality and it drives me mad. So many questions, so many choices. Never can I find a moment of pure simplicity. There isn't another way I can think of to say it. I'm insane.
    stayingreal stayingreal 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4, 2012

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    A few years back I started searching

    for the most difficult question I know. Which is: What is the meaning of life? (And what do I want to achieve?) Because of this I started searching for the one and only true religion. I found that Islam was satanic, worshiping the sun like Atkenaten. I also found that most of...
    IntrovertedPersian IntrovertedPersian 18-21, M Mar 11

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    I Was Until I Found It

    I've been looking for something that has been missing in my life for a very long time. I found it when I joined this site. Now it's just a matter of time and I will have it forever.
    titfortattoo titfortattoo 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 27, 2007

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    An Evening That Will Haunt Me Forever

    It was 5 in the evening and almost had left the college.As i was heading towards the parkin area,,i heard faint noises ,,seemed like someone struggling for like someone's is being strangled.I ran towards the rounded stairs and found a guy and a girl .When i reached there i saw a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 23, 2012

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    I Am Literally Searching For Something, And Not In The Existential Sense

    Okay, so a REALLY, REALLY long time ago I stumbled across some thing a guy had written about a woman he had met. It was at a museum, I believe, and this woman, not young any longer, was one of the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. He followed her around for the majority of...
    marblemicros marblemicros 13-15, F Sep 28, 2013

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    I Don't Know What I'm Searching For

    Since I don't know what I'm searching for, I suppose it's like being on a neverending journey. I feel like I need something to be passionate about. Sure I can pick any numerous causes,hobbies, charities or whatever but I don't think that's it. Perhaps what I...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F 15 Responses Jun 2, 2009

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    A Never Ending Journey

    i wish i could find the happiness and contentment that i have being looking for  so long. but as yet have not attained. maybe what i seek is not available to me as the years have drifted by. this realization has occupied my mind now. am i searching for something that's just...
    mystic1 mystic1 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2008

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    The Answers I Can Never Have!

    there are certain secrets in my family which have been buried and every now and then they will rear their heads there are so many unanswered question that i have and no one close will answer or can not answer - but i will find these answers there are loop holes - trap doors and...
    shadowfairy shadowfairy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12, 2007

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    Am I Alone Searching... For Something?

    Why do I feel so alone? Why does it feel like I'm the only one questioning things that seem to be finished? What am I searching for? Is it truth? purpose? true love? hahaha I have no clue. All I knows is that I have this hole inside of me... and I'm searching...
    sevensixtwelve sevensixtwelve 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 4, 2012

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    There's something I'm looking for.

    I can't quit figure it out . I'm determined to find out. I don't want it to ruin my life. Is it a baby? Is it more money? A certain profession? A man? A ring?
    ohwee12 ohwee12 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I feel lonely at times.

    It's because I don't have anything to do. Sure there's my sister and all but I'm talking about something to enjoy. I don't have a talent so I don't really know much so I search for it. Searching for something in this world.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 1

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    The impossible really.

    Doesn't look or sound like anything I could possibly identify, so I'm most sure I shall not find it. A prototype is not in existence, so I would have to create the something I'm looking for.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 2 Responses May 25

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