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    Who The Hell Am I?

    During my senior year of hs I made the tragic mistake of giving in to peer pressure and transforming my self into someone I'm really not. Up until that time, I'd had my act totally together; my grades were high, I had a small but very close circle of friends I could rely on, and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    Sacred Name

      I remember searching for my true name. Then when I had the good fortune to drown I was able to embrace the Devine on the other side. I felt that I could ask one quick question and asked what is my true name? The answer was literally Devine. My ideal self was I-Devine...
    Dewduster Dewduster 66-70, M 3 Responses Feb 19, 2009

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    Mental Break

    I am taking a break from life I am going to an isolated area by myself for a few weeks. I can't figure out how to quit hurting the ones I love I ruin every relationship I have ever been in. I hope I find a way to change myself for the better
    xHurley xHurley 31-35, M Feb 27, 2013

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    Who Am I?

    I don't know who I am. I don't think I ever did to be honest. I have tried to search within me but I just am afraid to anymore. Afraid I will get lost somehow. I am scared of few things but one thing I am is of never finding who I am in life. I don't...
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2009

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    Self-discovering.

    Hi! I'm new here so... I hope I can find someone to share my feelings with. :) Here goes... Each day, I feel like I'm forgetting who the real me is. My personality changes each day and it leaves me clueless to why it's happening. Then suddenly I'm escaping from my...
    techystones techystones 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    Who Am I Really??

    How did I get so lost?  I always had a good sense of self growing up.  I was so confident- I always put my all into reaching and accomplishing every goal I ever had.  I was healthy and active and quite happy.  Now I am so uncertain,  scared, unhealthy...
    chiak chiak 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 18, 2009

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    Still Searching For Real Me..

    I have always had this feeling of not really knowing the real me and besides that..having a low esteem and confidence. Recently..I am kind of gaining my self esteem and confidence because of my partner who encourages me and also always tell me the things I am good at that gives...
    lifeblock lifeblock 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 30, 2011

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    The Questions

    Is it real? Is it made up? Is it what I want? Is it what I have or do I really have it after all?
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    since my divorce two people showed up in my life that have become important to me as far as getting through it and being on my own for the first time.one is a local friend the...
    suthrngal suthrngal 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    It makes me really sad. As a teenager I was confident, knew what I wanted in life, and had soild beliefs. Now as a young adult I lost all of that. I just want to find who I am...
    Morgan264 Morgan264 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I am a psychic reader , spiritual advisor, life coach and reiki master .... That is who I am , and yes I do charge for my services , and who Dose not like it , you do not have to...
    psychicnicole psychicnicole 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Yes I am. I am a Malaysian citizen, Male, euro-asian. I am looking for a girl, a woman who will share her whole life with me. I want kids. I love children, lots of them. I am...
    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    it shouldn't Matter about looks but about the quality and personality of the person. But it seems that all people are looking for are good looking people not people with good...
    Louieholmes Louieholmes 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am searching for a girl my age or older. I want someone who will see me for me and I will do the same in return. I would like someone who is mainly attracted to a persons...
    WolfsLullaby WolfsLullaby 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I want a girl to have both emotional and physical connection... I haven't met any girl who grabs my heart yet. Maybe girls are bit more selfish , especially the pretty ones?
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I really just wanna fall in love with someone who isn't exactly like me, but gets and loves exactly who I'm made to be. Why is that so hard?
    jfear3 jfear3 18-21, F 13 Responses 2 days ago

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    Finding my soulmate here in my country is hard where homosexuals are slowly fighting their way to gain respect. It's just hard to find someone who doesn't either cringe at you for...
    Ryel004F Ryel004F 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Ohhhh yes!!!! Do you like playing jokes? Do you have a sense of humor? Are you a bit of a smart ***? Apply here!!! Fine print: I am married and not looking for a relationship or...
    Twinkletoejam Twinkletoejam 41-45, F 12 Responses 3 days ago

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    Well who wouldn't? I like to think I have a fairly impressive ability to not give a duck whether or not I'm accepted but it's a lot easier to enjoy being yourself when others...
    JamieWalks JamieWalks 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    But you know what? I'm starting to see that it's a million times better than being rejected or accepted for someone you're not. When you are being authentic and get rejected, even...
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a twenty two year old slightly single overweight lesbian woman who is mainly looking for friends of older age. I battle borderline personality disorder, which makes...
    rainbowsmangos2015 rainbowsmangos2015 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    i am who i am.. nothing will change that. i don't say sorry or ask for forgiveness. i don't need someones opinion mattering to me. i am who i am and i always will be. nothing can...
    danielfrost1995 danielfrost1995 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am a woman who, even trying different things, has been rejected over and over for my looks, or lack thereof. Beauty may be only skin deep, but if you don't have it, no one cares...
    LonesumnTx LonesumnTx 51-55, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Calling out to all UK Therians! Is there anyone one from the UK who would like to meet because I am a lone wolf but wish to join a pack. I haven't met any Therians or otherkins...
    GreyWolfTherian GreyWolfTherian 13-15, T a week ago

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    I am Natari, and this is my world. My full name is Ahmes Natari Yugen. Take that name and cherish it, ignore it, or spit it in my face. I do not care anymore. Eleven is my...
    natarisworld11 natarisworld11 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I have found so much out about myself this week. I can finally focus on the discipline that I need rather than trying to be someone who I am not.
    evanguline evanguline 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I won't apologize for wanting a healthy, loyal relationship, I will not lower my standards simply because YOU ask me to. If my standards are 'too' high for you, leave, you...
    badluck3imi badluck3imi 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been through a lot of these and some of these have even come from close family members. But that's how people are these days. They want you to become who they want you to be...
    raviollii raviollii 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    I think it took me a really long time to get to a point where I can look at another person, see them who and what they are, and I can almost always get along with them. It doesn't...
    thisisarandomusername thisisarandomusername 22-25, M Jul 23

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    I can't change who I am, I can't even change the things that happen to me, I can't take back the hurt, the memories, the words, the scars. I'm suppose to apologize for being hurt...
    BrokenButUseful1 BrokenButUseful1 18-21, F Jul 23

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    This is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world then she stood the **** up and said **** society and has smiled everyday since(:
    Lelebaby Lelebaby 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 23

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    Everyone knows how there's the poplar group u just have to be in but for me it's I know them and they know me but so many of them are so fake just trying to fit in like either u do...
    marz2020 marz2020 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I want this but they don't. They have an illusion of who they think I should be and when that is proven to not be me they are then gone. what's the point anymore. ..
    YeahthatsMylife YeahthatsMylife 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 22

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    OMYWDating.com - A Nice And Large Serious Online Dating Site For Younger Women Looking For Older Men , Older Men Younger Women Dating. It is a good site for singles who are looking...
    QearlLee QearlLee 26-30, F Jul 22

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    I do and I always will. The real question is do you accept me for who I am?
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I have been wondering which one is more effective the tawse or the cane? Which is the preferred choice ?
    evanguline evanguline 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 20

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    Are you an older man searching for a young woman? Thousands of young women are here waiting to meet and talk to you. Find a woman who can understand you better than anybody else...
    QearlLee QearlLee 26-30, F Jul 20

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    Not searching per say. But hopefully she reaches out to me.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    a crush deleted me after I told him how I felt. I had told him last year but 2 days ago I told him everything. Numerous times I felt lead on , he'd complement my pictures well I...
    NamzyNayNay NamzyNayNay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    My life is awfull place. But i dont know who to blame to . Myself or others? I was growing up in abusive family. I went to school and i had friends as i was 8 years old. Then my...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I accept you for who you are. Who am I to expect or demand anything from anyone? Everyone has their own individuality. Appreciate the differences, love them even if your thoughts...
    deceptiveoutofcloset deceptiveoutofcloset 26-30, F Jul 16

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