I Am Searching

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    I am searching for anyone by the last name of

    Males. I'm trying to find the family of my dad from the Toledo, Ohio, Cleveland Ohio, and Indianapolis, Indiana areas. I know this is probably a waste of time, but hey, it's worth a shot. I don't know a whole lot about my dad. I know he was adopted by my grandparents from a...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014


    No  i am  not  i had enough  of it  
    shap36 shap36
    41-45, M
    Jan 7, 2011

    I am searching. I don't know what for; all I

    know is that my soul is restless and won't settle down until it has found what it is looking for. Maybe it's love. Maybe it's a spiritual awakening. Maybe it's a new place to call home. I'm not sure, but I am sure that I will never be content with the life I have right now...
    modernmuse modernmuse
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2014

    All I can say is that I'm searching

    for something. But I don't know whatI'm searching for.
    16-17, M
    Jan 13, 2014
    VendettaVita VendettaVita
    31-35, F
    Nov 13, 2010

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    kanak277sharma kanak277sharma
    26-30, F
    Mar 30, 2014

    There are certain people among us

    that share similar yet unique abilities and talents- and loves. One of these may be the love for nature, night time...or even hunting. I'm looking to get together those among us like this. Those that may have a secret they can't share.... a possibly "supernatural" secret...
    FangsAndFurs13 FangsAndFurs13
    18-21, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    Predictive Power

    I'm 25 now but when I was 17 I had a stunning looking girlfriend for 2 months. When she broke up with me I was pretty cut up about it. I know it was only a two month relationship but at the time I really liked her. Anyway after she had finished with me I often thought about her...
    divinatio divinatio
    22-25, M
    Dec 21, 2009

    Constantly. I am a seeker.

    .. I was born with a lust for knowledge and a need to understand why things are the way they are. It isn't limited to any certain field... It's simply there in everything. People, nature, emotions... They all captivate me. I'm often unable to personally connect with them...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 9, 2015

    i have many questions thoughts

    and stories that id like to share looking for people to help me understand my purpose in life again as im loosing my way ,or can make me laugh
    iminyourthoughts iminyourthoughts
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Mar 21, 2015

    6:45 in the morning,

    and I am on here already. Searching, waiting, reading. Searching for something I dont know yet... Pumpkin spice infused coffee by my side, and yoplait holiday edition yogurt, sure are worthy accomplices on this journey of life.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 19, 2014

    Racism distresses me.

    I suppose it is the vast lack of understanding, particularly on some white people's behalf. Black Lives Matter does not minimize the lives of others. It does not not mean black lives matter more than others. That phrase is to empower and recognize a race of individuals that have...
    Dreambrother Dreambrother
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2015

    For Myself

    I still haven't quite figured myself out yet.
    girlanonymous girlanonymous
    18-21, F
    Dec 29, 2010

    I'm Searching For Love....

    I'm searching for love. I just went on a date with a woman from work. I'm hoping we can be more than friends.
    leonardmaltomeal leonardmaltomeal
    51-55, M
    Sep 27, 2009

    With A Shemale

    it happeben on a saturday morning she came to my house. she said lets go to bed . i saw her **** and started sucking it. then she said lick her *** i did. as i was licking it she asked me if i liked **** i said no but she said try it i said ok. then i saw a turd come out of her...
    iamtrash iamtrash
    Aug 16, 2012


    i  know  onething for sure about  me  that  i  am  old now  lol
    shap36 shap36
    41-45, M
    Jan 7, 2011

    When looking for love I find lust.

    With hope I always end up with distrust. When searching for faith I get misguided and when in search for you you're always hiding.
    Joselyn2 Joselyn2
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2014
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 2, 2015

    Nound? Not Yet.

     I have been searching. i have to go through highschool with out a hunny, and it sucks, this is the case if things keep going the way they have been. i have been searching for some one, and havnt found one. ok twice i have, but they didnt end well, they didnt end with a...
    jarvass jarvass
    16-17, M
    May 24, 2009

    For Another Gift To Give My Mom For Christmas

    It all started with a decorative box I found which is fairly decent in size. Within that box I already have a Boyd's bear similar to the one I have since my mom collects bears. I have gotten her a book called The Power of the Positive Mom. The last thing I got her was a sapphire...
    betweenlustandlove betweenlustandlove
    22-25, F
    Nov 22, 2013

    Some Part Time Work

    flourlady111 flourlady111
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Jun 22, 2009

    Any Korean Citizens here?

    I need you help :)
    NikkiNiks16 NikkiNiks16
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 4, 2014

    For Peace

    my life is filled with anxiety and depression, and i guess i just am so tired i would kill for peace. im planning on just making little changes in hope that they can help .
    agonyblue agonyblue
    Sep 24, 2011

    Va China

    My last girlfriend didn't like me thought she might be Most likely a dyke she just didn't excite me Lefty? Yeah but that was alright She was hotter than the sun but she just wasn't that bright My mistake she was more flaky than a leper colony I think a wooden clothespin...
    deftone deftone
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2009

    I wish I would stop attaching myself to guys

    who are selfish and self-absorbed. I just wish i could meet someone who would appreciate my loyalty and devotion and unconditional love and support. Someone who lays outside staring up in awe of the stars. Someone who appreciates poetry and lyrics. Someone who ponders over the...
    d3311 d3311
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 23, 2015

    Searching For Meaning

    to life   love    
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Sep 27, 2009


    I think I was born a seeker.  I've sought, and I search, and I've searched and I seek but for what is undefined strictly because it changes consistently. Perhaps what I'm searching for this time is "why?".   I've never believed in the god of my...
    meandmyskate meandmyskate
    1 Response Feb 27, 2009

    Searching for the best times.

    I know what I need to be happier, my job is to keep reaching for my happiness. Keep moving in the right direction This way in my life is less shadow Motivation is a powerful strength
    cleanyoursoul cleanyoursoul
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 19, 2015

    Searching Are we all searching,

    Forever reaching, Making sure every stone is turned, Even if it rips us to the bone, For a brief glimpse, Of the meaning of life. But do we need to search, Pull back that reaching hand, Turn those stones back over, Heal those rips, Close our eyes, Forget the meaning. Enjoy the...
    theonlymaster theonlymaster
    66-70, M
    Dec 4, 2015

    For my friend. She was someone I met on the

    internet. If anyone knows a person with these details please contact me: *Surname: Savari *In her 20s *Lives in Halifax, Nova Scotia, Canada *Is at college maybe studying to be a teacher. *Possible birthday: June 17 *Born in Fiji *Female *Called people Hun.
    AfterFall AfterFall
    22-25, F
    Jan 20, 2015

    Searching For Answers - But Am I Asking The Right Questions?

    I have found this website by a pure chance of my usual entering of random words for self-diagnosis and somehow ended up reading about Borderline Personality Disorder. I don't know if this is me but it seems to have struck many chords within me. Makes me happy and sad at the same...
    BlueSakura BlueSakura
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 15, 2013

    Searching, But What For?

    In Elizabeth Gilberts book, "Eat, Pray, Love" (if you havent read it, you must, its amazing!!)  Gilbert writes about finding your "word."  She said that New York's word is "achieve" and Italy's word is "sex."  She says her...
    EscapingTheMind EscapingTheMind
    22-25, F
    Oct 18, 2009

    Engage The Sage

    Can't seem to find the horse I rode in on... Put out to pasture or just up and died.
    dancin dancin
    46-50, M
    Apr 27, 2011

    Life Is A Challenge

    I have always wondered what the purpose of LIFE was? I have never accepted the general thought that it is just to enjoy it. I keep thinking that there surely has to be a purpose in life besides just LIVING. There has to be MORE..... but in the end the most realistic conclusion...
    mind202 mind202
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2010

    Ah Eyedea.. I miss you bro.

    "all I can do is show love put in effort and try, and hopefully I can accomplish what I want to do before I die, where are you going? are you sure? In order to know who you are you gotta know who you were, in order for you to know who you'll be, in order to be free, I don't...
    lenny28 lenny28
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 29, 2015

    Just for you to see. And hopefully will find

    you 'cause you are me,myself.. brilliant isn't it?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 31, 2014

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    AnarchyRules AnarchyRules
    36-40, M
    Apr 20
    Yeah I'm here searching for something, though I know it's going to be gone soon - but hey, I can say I tried, right? Another night, another strange numbing sensation that I can't...
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    12 Responses Apr 16
    I am lucky enough to have gone to Mall of America several times with my family. About two years ago, however, my sister and I had a strange encounter. My sister is two years...
    shybot shybot
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    and yet I keep searching, hoping they magically appear.
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    I was searching through these groups what could be the best one. I found this one . It is really true. Sometimes I feel like a glass overfilled with water how it all wants to...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    Apr 15
    searching a girlfriend to be over 30 pm me
    haroonbukhari haroonbukhari
    18-21, M
    Apr 15
    searching a girl as submissive pm me
    haroonbukhari haroonbukhari
    18-21, M
    Apr 14
    If anyone is searching for Ledina she is punksunshine13
    GonnaRockYourWorld GonnaRockYourWorld
    36-40, M
    Apr 14
    A year ago I attempted suicide for the first time. I don't remember exactly what the reason was at the time but it had to do with my parents and my life being screwed up in the...
    abby3333333 abby3333333
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 13
    This is one of my favorite poems. A lot of times people ask me what I was writing about. Its about passion, love and Romance. Its about following our hearts so much for...
    AmazingPoet AmazingPoet
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    EP, don't go. You have helped so many and I remember being amazed and overjoyed when I first discovered your site because had been searching for such a thing and I didn't know of...
    SunshineWriter SunshineWriter
    Apr 13
    the mysteries of the human heart. we all respond to our world and events differently. some pour out their heart like blood from a severed artery. some quietly smoulder. some...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 13
    I am a beta-male, introverted, nearly friendless, 20 year-old. That entire sentence will be read as a negative. Pity will have seeped into your opinion of me before you even...
    Taynkbot Taynkbot
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 12
    How did I do it. I wasn't in love with you for first few months but the way you loved me and care for me I fall in love with you. As I start falling in love with you. You was...
    rosecr rosecr
    36-40, F
    Apr 12
    Asian here. My parents immigrated from the East where there are many abusive parents, South Korea! My parents said they want me to enjoy whatever job I work, plus to live fully...
    cracked8urface cracked8urface
    Apr 11
    I'm searching for friends, but also I'm search for boyfriends maybe :P maybe under 25 haha, but i don't like flirting and etc ..
    nnataliaa nnataliaa
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    take all the love take ocean of love take higher than the stars i will you a lot of love but in return love me a lot heal my scars that i have on my heart wonder if...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 10
    Hello EP'ians, I am not much of a social network type guy, I much prefer meeting people in flesh, because I never had a problem to have a conversation and I am very good at it. I...
    fakeintrovert3 fakeintrovert3
    26-30, M
    Apr 10
    I kinda just want someone to be with, you know? Someone to love. Someone to love me. My whole life I've never had anyone to connect to in a way that's meaningful and sincere for me...
    FocusReborn FocusReborn
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Apr 10
    Ever since I was a little kid, I dreamed about not being human. Not even being like a super hero or saving lives, but the fact that I was different and that it was something I...
    Iamwhatswrongwithme Iamwhatswrongwithme
    18-21, M
    Apr 9
    too focused on past's deaths no wonder the dreams of being alive searching for our souls in the jaded crypts of life should hide from all the suffocating, absurd noise away...
    anotherclone anotherclone
    31-35, M
    Apr 9
    I'm so ******* irritated right now! Stupid Microsoft decided to ******* upgrade my computer to Windows 10 without my say so! I had already declined the upgrade several times till...
    CannibalisticUnicorn CannibalisticUnicorn
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 9
    How to be a Successful & Happy Teener. What we do now will have effects on what we do on the future. So enjoy life now and take care of yourself. (Hypothetical of me.) 1. learn...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    4 Responses Apr 9
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