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    Yup - I admit. I have self destructive tendencies. The most self destructive tendencies I have is withdrawing from people and escaping into my imagination. Whatever emotion I'm...
    Tummie Tummie 26-30, M 5 Responses Jul 23, 2008

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    my story - I don't know why I break things. 
    canadiangoose canadiangoose 51-55 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    When - When you know you are doing it wrong, but keep doing it... what do you do? I can care so much about him, but still I don't know how to be happy or deserve to be happy. UGH...
    sbhasty sbhasty 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2012

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    My List of Self Destructive Habits - Dwelling on my emotions - This is especially the case when I'm angry or feeling sad. My imagination begins to feed into it and I become...
    Tummie Tummie 26-30, M 15 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    Wow! -  It has been awhile since I created this group and written stories in it. As of right now, I think I'm dealing with my self destructive tendencies (like escaping in...
    Tummie Tummie 26-30, M 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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