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I Am Self Destructive and Seeking the Path to Reconstruction

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    When you know you are doing it wrong, but keep doing it... what do you do? I can care so much about him, but still I don't know how to be happy or deserve to be happy. UGH 3
    sbhasty sbhasty 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2012

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    Yup

    I admit. I have self destructive tendencies. The most self destructive tendencies I have is withdrawing from people and escaping into my imagination. Whatever emotion I'm feeling, I get lost into it by imagining scenarios and playing out scenes in my head that further keep me in...
    Tummie Tummie 26-30, M 5 Responses Jul 23, 2008

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    My List of Self Destructive Habits

    Dwelling on my emotions - This is especially the case when I'm angry or feeling sad. My imagination begins to feed into it and I become even more unaware of what's actually going on. Also I play music to further keep me angry or sad when I try not to. I consider music as a...
    Tummie Tummie 26-30, M 15 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    my story

    I don't know why I break things. 
    canadiangoose canadiangoose 51-55 1 Response Nov 11, 2009

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    Wow!

     It has been awhile since I created this group and written stories in it. As of right now, I think I'm dealing with my self destructive tendencies (like escaping in fantasies and feeling flawed) and I can feel myself changing for the better. There are still improvements that...
    Tummie Tummie 26-30, M 11 Responses Apr 13, 2009

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    The Destructive Me?

    I am currently seeking the real reason why i destroy things....Last week, I was a fool..I destroyed alot of things-- even the things i found very important to me..I destroyed the only friendship i had..and also the one i loved for all my life...I once told myself to change...
    jeremywashere jeremywashere 18-21, M Jan 21, 2011

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    I am destructive. Everything I care about I destroy. I seem like answer understanding person but in the end I am only pain and suffering. Don't bother with me. Don't trust me- don...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F Aug 13

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    I trick myself into thinking nobody likes me and then because of that I act weird and thus nobody likes me
    hebr0 hebr0 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Well more like I want to be comfortable in my own body. I really want to be able to take my clothes off and not be self conscious in front of people. Like in the locker room for...
    maria20144 maria20144 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    Selfharm is a cry for help ... It is not intentionally reacted upon oneself to purposely cut, burn, hit themselves ... It is a sentiment of relief and it is not a "attention...
    Angelanorexic Angelanorexic 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    What will anything I write here contribute to that? I'll forget it the next day. But inside I know that I just want self improvement, self reliance. It won't come the easy way.. i...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M Aug 1

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    The world continues to move around me. The chatter, the frenzy, the seeking, the competition. What is it that each of us is striving for? How many are even aware? Or are we just...
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't feel like having my name on here incase someone I know is reading this, but I'm a 15 year old Australian. and I self mutilate. The Sunday before I went back to school I...
    bonedecay bonedecay 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    I'm a **** up to this world , my family hates me I hate me , I'm beginning to think that if I was just gone no one would care . All I do is mess **** up I can't even be a proper...
    HaddyT HaddyT 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    A little about myself. I try to be positive and constructive because it's a coping mechanism that actually works. I spent many years being depressive and got no where. But The...
    PinkP0werRanger PinkP0werRanger 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    My wife and I are seeking a cute and nerdy switch to complete our family. Must be comfortable being a mistress to her and a sub/ slave to me and sometimes her.
    JandAlove JandAlove 22-25 Jul 29

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    I find that seeking one is wrong but if it finds you on your way ride along it's easier to not let it take hold of you
    abillawolf abillawolf 26-30, T Aug 10

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    I am a mature cd and am seeking gurlfriends and admirers to share stories , tips and just be friends. I am so lonely right now mostly because of where i live.I have so many fun...
    susansfun susansfun 51-55, T 13 Responses Aug 14

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    I'm a Cougar seeking a Cub :) ONLY HMU IF YOU ARE LEGAL, LIVE IN SOUTHEASTERN MASS, BE 420 FRIENDLY, MATURE & NOT LOOKIN' FOR FWB!
    christinelove69 christinelove69 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    i am seeking for true mistress i will be your Obedient slave i am ready to doing any ordering from you lick and suck your feet searve you BDSM also...waiting you
    fetishfeet fetishfeet 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    i am seeking for a slave that willing to be tease online and pursue it real time.....
    mistressmegan001 mistressmegan001 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I come from a severely dysfunctional family and to add some kick to the cream I am also the middle child. It started out as a way to get my family out of my business or for the...
    ellesa ellesa 22-25, F Jul 31

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    I am starting to give up on life, each day I grow emotionally weaker and weaker. I am always getting heartbroken or friendzoned from girls that I like. Every crush that I have ever...
    elugo777 elugo777 18-21, M 9 Responses Aug 3

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    literally you need to have the confidence of Beyoncé to handle today's society and that's pathetic as heck
    radicalkiah radicalkiah 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I was just thinking of how I get hurt my ppl that I love and care for over and over again . It hurts just thinking of it I was betrayed by the girl that I once called BFF (3 years...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Aug 6

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    I think am done know, am just to pathetic Stupid ugly, I **** everything up.....maybe it's time to go
    Chesher Chesher 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I've self harmed since I was 12 (I'm almost 15 now) I started when I was 12 when my online friend told me she self harms so I guess being 12 I did a stupid thing, I self harmed to...
    Yuki101 Yuki101 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    I have suffered with the big D for 5 years now. It started with a car accident. An accident caused by a change in a disability. Epilepsy. Is it selfish to feel down because a...
    DelanaWenbe DelanaWenbe 46-50, M Aug 14

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    I am the walking wolf I am not wounded Tonight was ushered in by a beautiful day I touchdown back at my birthright I carry myself upwards and onwards Through the sun dripped...
    faintking faintking 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    19 weeks clean today...that's right!! Every week I just get more excited!! I can't believe I'm almost at 5 months...last time I made it 4 and I lost it all...this time is different...
    ashricard ashricard 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I remember the first time i self harm that time i was realy stress out and don"t know what to do that"s why i selfharm at first i would selfharm at a visible place because i...
    nagaseiori nagaseiori 18-21, F Aug 11

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    If you cut or use to, please read this. I'm doing a survey for future understanding of self harm as I may become a therapist. I understand that a lot of people don't like talking...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 8 Responses Aug 18

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    Ok, some people believe self harm is only cutting yourself. But let me tell you self harm can be done in so many more ways. I've always had an issue with anger, and a big one at...
    Redmaynes Redmaynes 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have discovered that this is my biggest flaw and challenge in life. Low self-esteem truly affects me and causes me both physical and mental distress that is unbearable much of...
    misscoffee misscoffee 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Have you cut or deliberately injured yourself in the past year? We invite you to share your experience by participating in a quick online study to learn more about people’s...
    uwyoresearcher uwyoresearcher 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Selfie here, selfie there, here selfie there selfie everywhere a selfie. Hahahaha (;
    ForeverYoung09 ForeverYoung09 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    since the age of 12 i have self harmed, i have a lot of scars and i regret them all but i still cant help but cut myself, however i used to do it daily and now its once a week or...
    fantasycaver fantasycaver 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    It's confusing. I don't consider my selfish but I get angry and upset when I drop my own personal issues to help any of my close friends with their problems. I can seriously bring...
    WeldingPenguin WeldingPenguin 18-21, M Aug 3

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    I'm not telling my story in this expirence or why I started to self harm, because to be quite honest I don't think I'm ready for that yet. I will only be sharing my expirence with...
    suicidegetout suicidegetout 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I didn't want to add this to my experiences because I don't think it's important for everyone who sees my profile to know I self-harm. But I do think it's important to open up to...
    sarahslytherin sarahslytherin 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    What i do for others is a caring thing. I am a selfless person. It doesn't mean I'm arrogant and boast it off to others. I take pride in my selfless quality, because it is uncommon...
    gugly14 gugly14 13-15, F Aug 11

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    The only reason I don't have confidence in myself anymore is because of a quote I believe is true, "Forget self-esteem, learn self-control." It is one of the many quotes I live by...
    JohnBobMac JohnBobMac 16-17, T 1 Response Aug 12

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    Lack of confidence and low self esteem...I've had low self esteem and confidence as long as i can remember... I think i was born with it...I've never believed in myself and don't...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    "If it is detrimental to you emotionally, physically and spiritually… what choice do you have left but to let go and flourish with self-respect." — Dodinsky
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    #selfie lol I love taking selfies but I hate the girls that go overboard and take like 1000 selfies a day :/ like seriously go away haha
    Karianne6614 Karianne6614 16-17, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm not proud of it. I started self harming when I was 14 years old. I didn't hurt myself, and it wasn't very often. It started getting really bad while I was 15, my parents had a...
    CemoneDC CemoneDC 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Nothing massively life changing happened to me to trigger my self harming, i just started one day when the everyday social struggles and my own self hate became too much. Now that...
    Gallobaby Gallobaby 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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