I Am Sharing My Most Private Thoughts

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    Dear EP Well, its been years

    since i last posted something. Currently feeling lonely, i decide to the EP community to share my daily life story and thoughts. As of right now, i am now 20yrs old, single, overweight, and lonely. I use to didn't care as much as being single, as i had friends i could talk to...
    BrokenAndLost94 BrokenAndLost94
    18-21, M
    Jul 14, 2015

    I have just realized

    that I don't love myself.. All this time I thought I just had low self esteem but its worst than that.. I hate myself.. I do things that I hate doing. Everything I feel and think I hide because I push people away when they want to get to know me more. I know they will end up...
    58maria85 58maria85
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2016

    My Valentine

    Wanting to share this thoughts. If you'd just let me love you. . .from afar. . . to trust me. . .as I cherish your thoughtswhile I gaze at your smiles. . .I  shall stay here loving you.  
    ladyryan ladyryan
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2012


    i was molested as a child and eventually enjoyed it
    sheetmetalman007 sheetmetalman007
    3 Responses Oct 1, 2011

    So over the years, I have acquired quite a bit

    of knowledge in the scientific community. Over the past 12 years, I have met with scientist from all over the world and we all seem to all think the same thing. As we know our solar system will one day be gone, and the race to find another planet that is habitable is an ongoing...
    lamandamy lamandamy
    26-30, M
    Jul 6, 2015

    I want to just go out to the world

    and help all the people and animals who are suffering right now. I don't want to be in my room all day being lazy and distracting myself with tv shows, movies and the internet. I just want to go make a difference and use my time to change other beings lives. I am depressed and I...
    58maria85 58maria85
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 17, 2016

    I'm caught in the middle.

    The only one who isn't on "this side" or "that side", the only one not choosing. Torn down the middle, there's anger on one side, relief on another, and sadness all around. What took it so looking? Didn't we see it coming? Father, your walled off heart sheilds your eyes from...
    ClarityDawn ClarityDawn
    26-30, M
    Jan 16, 2016
    King064 King064
    41-45, M
    Nov 10, 2015

    yeah man, the joy of this experience is

    that you can be honest, you can put up here whatever you truly feel and get people's full responses to it. I've had a philosophical debate about the purpose of life, shared fantasies i thought i was sick for having, confronted steroetypes about being a virgin and made a few...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 8, 2013


    Ok heres the deal, i have managed in my 22 years of living to actively avoid sharing my thoughts or feelings with anyone, lately im finding being in my own head quite a challenge if im honest. My mind feels like a tornado in full swing and im hopin that this will help. Ive...
    sjmorgan1 sjmorgan1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2011

    Husbands Actions Are Sending Strong Messages

    Went on vacation for 10 days to one of the most beautiful places around.  Just the two of us.  What I wanted was some reconnect time with a little “one on one” attention.  What I got was 10 days with a friend.  I didn’t have anyone else to blame this time as no one else...
    annmarie5037 annmarie5037
    4 Responses Apr 11, 2011

    Bigger Isn't Better

    I hate the fact that i have no one to turn to. I may have the biggest family, 7 bros and sisters, but i cant talk to a single one of them. Two hate me for whatever reasons i dont know and the others are so much older that they are total strangers to me beyond their names. I cant...
    ThatOneGirl19 ThatOneGirl19
    18-21, F
    Jan 1, 2013

    I'm actually not sharing it with anyone

    but you guys. it's good to be honest.
    KittyDyson KittyDyson
    16-17, M
    Jan 16, 2016

    My Burden

    A heavy boulder rests squarely on my shoulders; I shudder with its weight. I wear my burden like an invisible scarlet letter; although no one sees it I know it is there always. It is a dark, ugly thing and comes to me in my slumber following me on my journey.  I do not invite my...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 11, 2011

    My Confession

    Sometimes i guess we all look back and reflect, there is or are things we could have done differently and lives we have lived might have been led better. I guess i have arrived at a stage where i will not change a lot, and being born more than a half century ago has obviously...
    janiceishere janiceishere
    May 6, 2011

    i share the most private things in my life

    that people that know me would freak if they knew.
    stlguy45 stlguy45
    46-50, M
    Jun 10, 2015

    Not So Fairy Tale...

    My dog threw up today. In the midst of cleaning it up and being told I wasn't doing it right, I was also told that it was my fault the dog threw up because I must have given him something that I wasn't supposed to. Then I was ridiculous because I was crying. We were married...
    Melfiore Melfiore
    Sep 1, 2012

    I've always said that I'm an open book.

    For the most part I am: I don't hide anything from anyone, and I don't lie. If you ask me a question, you'd better actually want to hear the answer, because I WILL answer. But there are some things that people don't know to ask about, and they don't seem appropriate to...
    ubelsgirl ubelsgirl
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Jul 3, 2015

    I wish that people could just tell me how much

    they would like me to contact them outside of when we usually meet. Example: I'm free to talk on Tuesday evenings. I prefer texting three times a week. I just don't want to bother them, or come off as clingy. I know it seems pretty inauthentic, but I don't feel it is. I get...
    FuscousDeath FuscousDeath
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2016

    In My Mind As I Was Doing It, And After

    This is my story on sharing my private thoughts what i thought before i did it, during my doing it and after my doing it. i was in my teens when i first had gay sex, id thought about it and experimented with a boyfriend, his hard **** was 3" long and about a inch wide, so id...
    ready4unow ready4unow
    56-60, M
    Oct 5, 2012

    I work in a fast food place.

    There we are encouraged to be ourselves. There's a good 100 staff in total. and turnover is really high cos we work really hard for minimum wage. There's a lot of really attractive people there. And a lot of beautiful characters. Some overlap been the two as well. I feel...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2015
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