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I Am Sick and Getting Sicker By the Day

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    This Is Who I Am

    There's something going wrong inside of me. I can feel it shifting things around, changing them, making me different from how I was, how I'm supposed to be. I feel the pain of it all constantly. It seems like every day there is a new pain. Some days, I am consumed with the...
    unenergetic unenergetic 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22, 2009

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