I Am Sick And Tired Of My Life

for people who want to rant about how much their life sucks and how bored they are with it 1,959 People

    I'm really tired of standing on the edge of a

    cliff every step I take. I might as well jump off now. I only have one thread left and I already feel like it's not going to hold for to long. Why doesn't every choice I make sacrifice the only thing I'm focusing my life on b/c I know working towards me being happy is something...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2015

    My life is bad. I become fat

    and do not have goal I want to achieve. UK is boring. Sigh...but I need a boyfriend to change my life. I went to bed at 10 pm and woke up at 4 am. When I woke up, I feel nothing to do everyday. I hate course work. I need money. I pretend I am good at school. I always smile...
    fitwealth fitwealth
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2015

    I want to live my own life,

    I really do. But I can't stop living a fantasy life in my head.
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2016

    I wish I could just express my feelings

    and all the things I feel and just put them into words, but yet I can't, and it's like inside me is just this big ball of feelings that feels like a sneeze that just can't quite come out.. I really wish I knew how to say how I feel about things.. But yet I just sound like some...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 23, 2015

    I am tired of being strong.

    I am tired of being responsible. I am tired of being this shell of a person and I hate that my life has been a culmination of squandered years... I am tired of being lonely. I am tired of this place. I want to run away and change my name, but I would never be able to live with...
    Ganyemede Ganyemede
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2015

    I am so tired of being

    that great guy everyone wants to be friends with. im so tired of loving people more than they love me. im so tired of letting people in, because it's so hard for me and takes so much work. im just so tired i don't think i have anymore love to give anyone
    TheWanderingWarrior TheWanderingWarrior
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 7, 2015

    So, I'm 14 and im turning 15 the 8th of January.

    .. My parents are very christian and they have the perfect daughter, my sister. She's 20 and has always been the 'perfect' one of the family. My brother is nearly 17 and he has got mental problems and we fight and discuss about everything 99% of the day. I have never get on well...
    puticornio99 puticornio99
    22-25
    1 Response Dec 20, 2015

    I hate my job, I hate my boss.

    I hate her 13 y/o stuck up, snotty, trouble making daughter that she thinks needs to be there everyday she's not even allowed to be there, it's against state regulations. She's a liar and a trouble maker. I was so close to telling them all to F off and walking right out the...
    LilLulu1 LilLulu1
    46-50, F
    Apr 6, 2016

    I been sick for a month i have a very weak

    immune system and i had flue for one month i dont think its gonna end am tired of being stuck in bed all winter having to wear so many cloth drinking so many tea i am not strong like other people when i get sick its like am dead i dont talk i dont do anything i dont shower i am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 18, 2016

    I am worried and depressed about the fact

    that I won't be able to repay my parents. They are getting old. I don't want them to be wage slaves just for my sake. I want to be of help to my parents. Unfortunately, I am just a burden to them. I don't like this society. I don't like this overpopulated world. I have no goals...
    dirtyuer dirtyuer
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Feb 17, 2016

    I want to share something

    that happened today and how it affected me. So today I passed out at school...(well what does that have to do with how tired I'm of my life?)...but the sensation of passing out was so good! I felt like my life was fading out while the darkness took over my sight, it was a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Oct 27, 2015

    Looks like all my body is stopping to work.

    .. I can't breathe very well anymore, my body is acting really strange and all... Depression makes everything worse, sometimes while crying I almost suffocate, with the suffocation comes a great pain in my chest like I am going to have an heart attack. Maybe my body is roting I...
    EternalYahiko EternalYahiko
    22-25, M
    Apr 3, 2016

    Yep nothing else to say about.

    That's probably because I'm lonely and I'm sick of it (I'm lonely because I think too much, I'm not spontaneous and people notice it and try to avoid me).I know I'm still very young and my very first 20 years of life may be just "nothing". So I'm doing just what people at my age...
    Bircos Bircos
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2016

    Life Can'T Get Any Worse

    hi everyone:) i know u will probally want answers to why i want and need suicide so much right now. so i will basically tell u the whole thing and reasons why too. it started out when i was younger , i might have been 5 or 6. i lived in russia,and it was amazing :) i have met so...
    sexirussian sexirussian
    22-25
    6 Responses May 2, 2013

    I have gotten to the point in my life

    where I'm crying out I'm trying, I'm trying, but I just can't stand failing at everything anymore and feeling like a loser. I hate being and feeling so alone in this world. And even when I do find friends and people who mean a lot to me they get sick ,die or move away. Why can't...
    thaibangbang thaibangbang
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 24, 2016

    I feel like I'm in a constant struggle to get

    anywhere. I don't feel like I serve much purpose and have no goals or aims in life. For as long as I can remember I have felt numb inside and a disappointment to myself and others.
    snappysean snappysean
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2014

    it becomes predictable

    and the whole thing looks stupid and pointless that in reality life has no purpose not in a depress way but just that facts. I am board with life.
    nostalkerswelcome nostalkerswelcome
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 15, 2016

    I have respected all of my family

    and friends but it seems like they would never respect me back. I'm tired of being alone.
    SkyllarDallas SkyllarDallas
    16-17, F
    4 Responses May 21, 2014

    Happy sweet 16, at the beginning of the year I

    was pumped, I was so eager to see what was ahead for this year but I wasn't ready. First of all I got my L's, good but I kept getting stressed and crying everytime I was in the car. Which leads me into the next thing, my dad got cancer, when he was well enough he was pushing me...
    fuelyourdesire fuelyourdesire
    18-21, F
    Nov 20, 2015

    I'm starting to give up

    and have accepted im a lonely loser failure and will die
    Isaokomori22 Isaokomori22
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2015

    I am tired of everything,

    I am always bored and nothing/no one cheers me up! I want desperately to move to a place where people can understand me. I wish I could just go away without looking back! I want to have real friends. Friends who can listen to me as I do with others. Unfortunately I can't leave...
    HBrownie HBrownie
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Dec 25, 2013

    Tired of pretending I care about all of this.

    Tired of waking up, I wish I could sleep forever. I don't wanna die, but I don't feel like living. I'm just hoping time passes, that something will entertain me. It's not boredom, it's not a crisis, it's the obvious realisation of how void of meaning and devoid of merit life...
    Boltagon Boltagon
    26-30, M
    Oct 25, 2015

    How Boring Can It Get??

    I spend most of my days on the computer. My BF works all day, comes home eats and falls asleep on the couch in front of the TV. He hardly talks to me, rarely initiates sex. We have sex maybe once a week to sometimes 2 wks in between. We hardly ever go out cause we have no money...
    alightinthedarkness alightinthedarkness
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Dec 10, 2009

    I need change. But i dont kbow

    where to start. I need to move on from my soon to be ex-wife. But I also need to.move on from the death that follows me. My sister in law, my friends baby, my childhood friend, and my mentor. All at the same time. All while my wife is leaving. Whee do I start. Whenever i have a...
    thirtynotdirty thirtynotdirty
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    I had a spark of hope last month.

    But the tears put it out. I'm so tired of coming back to the pain. It's like how they say you are in the woods without a compass. I circle back around. I want to navigate out of this but it's so thick and hard to see very far. It feels like all the work was for naught. I don...
    Ludavin Ludavin
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2014

    I find that way too often I am shunned

    until someone gets aroused, then I am talked to. Excuse me, but I am nobody's late night booty call. I am a person with feelings, gawd.
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8
    16-17, M
    6 Responses Jul 16, 2015

    Lately I've been having the hardest time

    getting out of bed when I wake up. It's like I already know what's going to happen and it's nothing great. The same routines, the same people who act the same way and are complacent with everything around them, same programming through the school system, same outcomes...
    WaNd3ReR WaNd3ReR
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2015

    Im tired of pretending like im not slowly

    burning from inside. Like the pain isn't killing me... It hurts so much ... I wanna kill myself . i dont wanna keep faking a smile every single day and saying that im okay when really, im not...
    Bellacallidora Bellacallidora
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2014

    In tired of people always telling what to do

    with my life..like understand ur conner about me and ya u mite care about me but y try to change me and control my life when I'm happy with myself and just because ur unhappy with urself doesn't mean u have I bring me down with u.
    PenguinLovercx PenguinLovercx
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    EP is great for venting.

    so here it goes.. I want to give up. getting kicked out of houses when yore trying to change things around doesn't make it any better. if I could I would be self sufficient.. that's my goal. now I'm getting kicked out of this place. & now I'm relying on someone else to get me a...
    Sauceydoll Sauceydoll
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2015

    I hate Spending christmas with my family.

    It always end up in a huge mess. On christmas eve we pretended that everything going on in that home is normal but actually nothing is. I really made an effort to keep calm and be unite and even forgive but today on christmas day everything went wrong. First my older sister...
    nowherewego nowherewego
    18-21, F
    Dec 25, 2015

    i'm done with this constant pain!

    I've never really felt anything else as much as this. I try to relax but then I feel the pains in my body when will I be different? why cant I be happy? so many people would ask for money or fancy cars but all I want is to be happy and not feel this pain everyday anymore.....
    SaintShoot SaintShoot
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2015

    Yesterday, I was trying to hang a bird house.

    I live alone so I didn't have anyone to help me. The thing fell and wacked me on the face. Now, I have a black eye. I'm sick and tired of my life because my life has been one of loneliness in spite of my attempts to change that. That loneliness has caused me a lot of hardship...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2016

    I know what I want from my life,

    I know what I have to do to get there. BUT I'M NOT DOING IT. I just let myself continue forward in this life I don't want, living in a town I don't like, working at a job that I hate and I'm so sick and tired of it..
    Menea Menea
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jan 24, 2016

    My life sucks. I have a miserable life.

    I know its not completely horrible as in I dont have a place to live or food to eat. Yes the place i live is on rent. Its better than living on the street. My dad burned us and cheated on a colleague in his office. He burned us so bad that he spent all his money lavishly, never...
    deadbeat27 deadbeat27
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 27, 2016

    Seriously, can it get worse?

    First the government takes our youngest child's much needed disability check, then the wife and I BOTH get garnishments at the same time for medical bills. Over half our income gone, poof. Plus a capable 17 year old who can work, but refuses to find a job. Excuse after excuse on...
    rattlethatlock rattlethatlock
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    Feeling lost & alone.

    I feel like everybody hates me. They don't want anything to do with me. I'm a burden in everybody's life. I have nobody to talk to, and nobody to listen. I have so much anxiety. I don't know how to express my feelings without feeling vulnerable. Nobody will believe me anyway. I...
    Maq98 Maq98
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 14, 2014

    Just broke up with my 1 year boyfriend

    and father of my son:( Everything in my life goes wrong. My brother ran away last night and he should be back soon cuz he always runs away and comes back the next one of two days. My baby is sick with the flu and he is miserble.
    kate2000 kate2000
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

    I'm going to share a story with everyone,

    a story I have never ever mentioned to a soul, I would like to say it here and please give advice if you can, it took me awhile to figure out how I should put this in words but there is no easier way then to just tell it like it is. I am in this position on my life, where if I...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 9, 2014

    So I decided to do a little investigation on my

    mothers drinking problem. The test involved me seeing how much she drinks per night and what volume of alcohol is involved. She recently bought a bottle of wine so I waited until night till she was drunk so that I could see how much she drunk. As usual I could tell by her, high...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2015

    I am tired.Tired of being sad.

    Tired of being threatened and tortured. Tied of being lied to. Tired of being treated unimportant and stupid. Tired of being scared of saying or doing anything. Tired of trying to be good and matching standards. Tired of trying to get attention.Tired of feeling unwanted and...
    somwherebetweenheartnhead somwherebetweenheartnhead
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    i am feeling so so so lonely.

    ....... i have no one in my life... not any true love or a true friend with whom i could share my feelings. i hate being extra normal, which i am not... i don't want to be good in front of this society... why i can't be what i want to be?? ... what i am?? ... i will be more...
    strongbutweak strongbutweak
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2015

    I can't take it anymore.

    I just can't. I'm supposed to be happy, especially this time of year but I'm not. I can barely afford to feed myself, living on nothing but fast food. I have no car, I live in what is basically a fancy cardboard box. I looked on FB and saw all my friends enjoying New Years Eve...
    LonelySnake LonelySnake
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Jan 2, 2016

    Just not a good day for me.

    ..life is a fu*king bit*h
    CuteBlondie321 CuteBlondie321
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2015

    I have a sister who loves me

    but we always fight. I want our relationship to be better!
    itsokay4 itsokay4
    13-15
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    I want to kill some people.

    GIVE ME A KNIFE.
    UnlicensedDoctor UnlicensedDoctor
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 24, 2016

    Nothing interesting ever happens in my life.

    It's boring, I'm dull, and I just wish it was different. As a kid I expect to be able to explore. Instead I'm stuck here. When someone asks me what I did yesterday or what I'm up to, it's usually nothing. Always nothing. I'm afraid it'll always be this way. I dont have friends...
    CyanideY CyanideY
    70+, F
    3 Responses Feb 16, 2016

    Life is so depressing

    and lonely if only I had a girlfriend I wouldn't feel this way someone to love me and give me hugs and kisses but no I'm alone....
    Isaokomori22 Isaokomori22
    18-21, M
    Oct 20, 2015

    I am really sick & tired of my life ,

    i could not do things which i wanted to do because i have to obey some orders ,which onne respects or understands.Sick and tired of meeting people who claims to be "friends " when they have poor sense of judgement , no understanding and very dead expression,don't get me wrong i...
    Mithibai93 Mithibai93
    22-25, M
    3 Responses May 3, 2014

    I really love naps because it's one of the very

    few ways I can escape from reality.
    PetiteChica PetiteChica
    22-25, F
    Apr 13, 2016

    I have come to a certain point

    where I don't want to live this life anymore. I just want to end it. I don't know how to turn it around so that I'm happy again.
    nowherewego nowherewego
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    I give up. Everyone sucks.

    Everyone is a let down. I dont have any friends. Everyone is complete **** and I dont think anyone can prove me wrong.
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2014

    I want to change my mental status my life be a

    stronger person so she will follow me. So scared of her following my broken traumatic path
    Brokenwingz1986 Brokenwingz1986
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2016

    take me to a place that's far away from society,

    where I don't have to worry about survival.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2016
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