I Am Sick of Being Alone

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    My Fault, But Not Really ... And Now I'M Sick Of It!

    So here I am. I'm 45 years old, and single. Fiercely independent. Swore I would never, ever, get involved with a man. I had neck surgery in October, and my very best friend came to stay with me for 2 weeks of recovery. She doted on me hand and foot, and when she left, I...
    Feb 13, 2013

    I have always known that I would live my life

    alone and it never bothered me much until recent years. I hate seeing everyone around me enjoying the company of others. It seems that everyone has someone with the exception of myself, though I know this is not true it is how it feels. Most people can not stand to be around me...
    deadbreed deadbreed
    26-30, M
    May 9, 2014

    45 Year Old Virgin.

    Hi.  My names is Mike, and I am a 45 year old male virgin. I've been treated for depression, and am having to take a very high dose of St John's Wort, just to get through each day.  The upper safe limit is 1000mg.  I am taking SIX TIMES that amount.  So far...
    Mikeymyers Mikeymyers
    41-45, M
    Oct 24, 2010

    Im a middle aged woman,

    all alone. I have poor health and a horrible home with ignorant neighbours; and can't afford to move. I suffer with a variety of severe health issues.. I have suffered with terrible depression because of it for years and cant take it. I cant kill myself because I have a...
    50cabbages 50cabbages
    46-50
    1 Response Jan 29

    I always have people telling me

    that they're there for me and then when I fall, they're not. Is it too much to ask for someone to truly be there for me?
    puttingupbarriers puttingupbarriers
    16-17, F
    Jul 1, 2014

    A Dying Hope

    ive been burned far beneaththe skin is the farthest thing from memy truth is caged within the mirrors where im betrayed by himmy body locked me up like thisbut left a jagged crack that is growing n lettin his pain flow inand im shivering in the coldmy will was put out long agoi...
    crymeblood crymeblood
    16-17, M
    Dec 31, 2010

    I can't shake this lonely feeling.

    It's like something stuck inside my chest and enters my headspace, making me feel crazy and sad. Walking helps. Just walking the streets at night, but this too can get lonely. Thinking and pondering about life, past decisions, consequences on previous actions. I will continue...
    phufrog phufrog
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2014

    Valentines day is just awful.

    I may pretend "hey it's great! More chocolate for me!" But in reality I keep looking at my best friend who complains about being single as well, but I know she can't like me. I know I couldn't ask...
    hunghero hunghero
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 14, 2014

    No Hope

    There simply is no end in sight to it.  And everytime I mention using the services of an escort to lose my virginity, people tell me not to do it. I'd like to know why not? I CANNOT attract a woman.  Females simply are not interested in me.  I think people must...
    Mikeymyers Mikeymyers
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2009

    Alone And Without That Special Someone

    I just broke up with a guy who has been after me and liked me since I was seventeen. I thought he was a jerk and wasn't interested all these years. I didn't see him often and when I did recently he seemed like a new man--confident and mature. Just perfect for me. I finally...
    Ankaasarin Ankaasarin
    22-25
    Jul 18, 2011

    Lonliness Will Never End For Me.

    I am now 45 and still a virgin.  I have no social life, and hardly any friends.  I do not even have enough money to pay for an escort. I'm really thinking of ending my life now.  I simply cannot take it anymore. This will be the last time I post here.
    Mikeymyers Mikeymyers
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Oct 22, 2010
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