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I Am Sick of Being Strong

For those of us who have amazing inner strength, but want to find someone to lean on once in awhile 175 People

    Strong

    I am always getting told I strong I am sometimes I believe it sometimes I don't I want to thank. My Ep family for believing in me I show you the side of me I can't show my real family my mom gets really sad when she thinks I'm suffering I guess that's why I hide in my bedroom a...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    In My Mothers Image

    She always wants me to stand up and be the toughest. But what if I am not her and I am not made to be rough. at school my life crumples and my mother knows this but apparently thats not enough. Why don't you yell back? Teach them a lesson or don't even listen. I cant be like her...
    cookie285 cookie285 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 10, 2012

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    Sometimes I Feel Like Taking A baseball Bat And Hitting All The Unwanteds Out Of My Life!

    It gets so overwhelming at times. Keeping a happy face is what the society invariably expects us to do. Does anyone care what the person might be actually suffering? My family's a mess, i am tired of taking **** in relationships and the way too much work load is burning the life...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 4, 2011

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    Im Always Holding Back For Them

    i never hated my siblings or my mother for this its just what i do for them. i let everyone inside and outside of my family take a piece of me i allowed them to cry on my shoulder....or whatever. Their problems always came first and its not like i have two siblings no i am the...
    Anicia47 Anicia47 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 10, 2012

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    I'm tired of being strong.

    I'm tired of holding it back. I'm tired of putting on a false front. I want to scream my heart out. I want to break walls. I want to rip my hair out. I don't want to feel so conflicted. I'm just so sick of being good. I want to be bad.
    Tayns2010 Tayns2010 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I'm Tired of Always Being the Strong One.

     ~ I was the strong one for my ex. I took on his bills, the stress, his moods, everything. I'm still the strong one for momma & my grandparents. I have to show that I can take things in stride or they "worry" which just adds more stress. I am so DAMN tired...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 30, 2009

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    I've been let down so many times in my life that

    now when stuff happens to me where I have to move and and get on with my life I don't have a problem but everyone around me knows I'm like that and if they chase me I don't answer and I ignore them because i protect myself and be strong but I'm tired of it ... I wanna feel...
    Liveandlovefree Liveandlovefree 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2013

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    I'm Giving Up This Time...

    All my short, pathetic life I have been forced to be strong. My parents constantly convincing me that having emotions is wrong, and now this has lead me to have several emotional problems on my own. I am still forced to be strong while I'm dying inside, every day while I drown in...
    YourDisasterInEverAfter YourDisasterInEverAfter 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4, 2012

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    Sometimes...

    people see how strong i am and they are happy to lean on me, and that's fine... sometimes.... but then... who do I lean on when they see how strong i am and automatically think that i never fail and never need anyone else?!?that's not true.  I need to leave someone else in...
    ElvenLady ElvenLady 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 1, 2011

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    So Tired

    I am very strong.  This is not news.  But blast it, even strong people get tired!  I've slammed into my limit, I don't think I can take much more.  I want to let someone else carry these burdens for a while.Problem is that I haven't got anyone I can hand them off to.  I'm...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Aug 27, 2011

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    More And More So Lately

    i just...it's all so pointless.  why put on the act?  why act happy when i'm really not?  why pull myself together when i'd rather just fall apart for a while?  i don't want my life to always be this way.  honestly, my daughter is the only reason i get...
    KinkyFlower KinkyFlower 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    All Aboard!!

    The train is leaving the station and I want to hop on so badly..  I have an 12 y/o unstable bi -polar son who just can't seem to get it right.  I'm so tired of being patient and loving but I know it's now that he needs me the most..   It's so difficult to...
    Sabrina0202 Sabrina0202 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 22, 2008

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    Surrogacy?

    Hi every one, this is my first post so i hope it is ok, i'm hoping for discussions and opinions. OK, well i'm 18 and a half and i am a proud lesbian. i have a group of gay friends and we're all pretty close. and i love them all! I was sitting in our local bar on sunday...
    SKatie11 SKatie11 18-21 Mar 9, 2011

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    First To Find Out

    The other day I noticed a trend in my life: I always have to figure things out in life on my own. I went into public school after nine years of private Christian school without anyone to help me ease into the transition. I didn't necessarily need the help, because I'm good with...
    HazelnutEyes HazelnutEyes 18-21 1 Response Mar 5, 2013

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    I Can't Be There For Everyone

    I have been the one in my family who is always the strong one, always the one to lean on, always the one to look up to. Well this time just this one time I wish I wasn't that one person. I am very sick, I have 2 wonderful babies, being a single mother is difficult enough, now to...
    confusedBUTneverLOST confusedBUTneverLOST 22-25, F Nov 26, 2011

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    Heloo :)))

    All the stories i've read just now were sad ( well i wasnt looking for anything happy though so its fine..)and i kindda got tired of it so i'm writing a weird one right now.Please, i you find it at anyway random and doesnt make any sense then stop and go away.I've been known for...
    doodlesareawesome doodlesareawesome 13-15 Oct 12, 2011

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    No One Sees the Softness of My Steel.

    This story is definitely going to sound angry compared to my other writings on here, but this is how I am feeling right now and I know EP is a great place to get it all out. I am so sick of being told I am strong.  What does "strong" mean? That I hold up...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 2, 2008

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    I'm Sick of Being Strong, Too

    I've never shared my story with anyone before.   When I was six my first grade teacher was a monster.   She would slap me around, accuse me of lying constantly, she'd lock me in the closet and she told me that I was evil and my parents didn't love me. ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    Stay Strong

    Everyone signed up for this group for a reason. We are the pillars of strength. The people God or whoever you believe in set out on the planet to assist others. But we get sick of it. I know I WAS. In just my short teenage life, I have pulled people from the darkness of their...
    SoloHD SoloHD 18-21, M Jan 18, 2013

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    When Do I Get To...

    Lean on and rely on someone else? For those playing the home game, I was abused as a child. My dad took pleasure in beating me, and my mom said that she wished she had an abortion on me. When I turned 18, I was turned out of my home without a place to go. I was lucky to be able...
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 9 Responses Dec 30, 2007

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    I Can't Do It

    I am always strong, When im upset I dont say anything, when im hurting I dont say anything... I dont wanna upset other people, and people always seek me out for advice, and I love being there for my friends and family... but damnit, I feel like breaking down, just wish I had...
    discreetlyme91 discreetlyme91 22-25 2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

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    Isn't There Someone Out There Who Is Worthy of My Trust?

    I have always had inner strength.  Since I was little, I had confidence in myself.  I knew I didn't have all the answers, but I was still confident in the fact that I knew I didn't need to know everything! My parents divorced when I was 10, and I was strong enough to...
    Bella724 Bella724 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2007

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    I

    Am honestly so tired of people telling me to be strong . My energy for that is gone, I'm am getting psychically sick from the stress people put on me . And recently I've become very sick with a bad cough now they have me on a tone of medicine and waiting for test results to come...
    morganx97 morganx97 16-17, F Nov 14, 2013

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    I've Always Had This Strength About Me

    The strength is kind of an illusion.. I'm strong because I think I have to be not because I want to be. I've come to know that My "strength" is fear based. it's kind of a stubborn/foolish pride kind of strength too, I'll admit it. I know it's not something to boast about, but I'm...
    wack1985 wack1985 26-30, F Aug 28, 2011

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    i've been looking for this one since i've joined here! ''stay positive'' ''be strong'' ''head up and keep fighting,you can do it'' bunch of people telling you this. you know what...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I'm tired. Not as in sleepy, but seriously tired. Tired of having to be strong when I'm actually feeling weak inside. When I'm down, I have no one shoulders to lean on to. No one...
    thesilentchef thesilentchef 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    someone whom i loved has shown me wat is my worth for him n wat he is. he has done a big crime has tapped my phone n listens to all conversations. Also wherever i go my location is...
    anapri anapri 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm always used to do the family chores and they gossip alot of me, I'm so sick of this kind of thing now.. Coz I'm just being used.
    Danzcho Danzcho 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    This is a song that is very dear in my heart .. it's a song I shared with my sweet mother the day before she passed. We both loved the message of the song and...
    vaylorie vaylorie 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    This song describes exactly what I feel at this moment!! Thank you Jessie for sharing this song with me today! I could feel your love!! I've never been so sick in my life, and I...
    vaylorie vaylorie 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    What if Ive done everything you're suppose to to feel for filled and its not enough. Volunteering, a job working with elementary kids, college, good grades, being a kind, silly...
    jcbinns jcbinns 18-21, F Dec 5

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    I don't get it! I used to have a strong immune system; I used to get about one cold or fever every six months. Now, it feels like I'm getting sick just about every month! I just...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Firstly I would like to say that I arrived at these most important principles after what I could term a whirlwind of experiences, mostly negative, that helped to shape these...
    KingDee2 KingDee2 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I hate university. I'm a freshman in my first semester here and deep down, I feel quite uncomfortable about things here. It's been about 2 months since I started uni and I feel sad...
    Saraherman Saraherman 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    (This post applies to everything except my girlfriend) I'm just ******* sick of it... I'm sick of all the lies that I tell people and they tell me... I'm sick of the same routine...
    AnonymousSigh AnonymousSigh 18-21, M Dec 2

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    I have diabetes, I have a liver disease that is misunderstood for an STD, I have bi polar, I have anxiety and I have agoraphobia. And recently I SEE why I'm afraid of being in...
    minnieadams minnieadams 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 12

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    How bout we all stop judging each other based on things we don't understand. I received a message from someone who made a comment along the lines of "so you're insecure, you cut...
    katie5929 katie5929 22-25, F 10 Responses Nov 23

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    If I was too sit here and write every bad thing that happened....we'd be here for a while, in fact I should write a memoir. so I'm just going to tell the story of the girl that had...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I'm tired of being surrounded by unhappy people. I'm tired of being the only good thing in everyone's life. Or the only thing that "keeps them going". I'm tired of making stability...
    absolutionist absolutionist 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Very rarely I ever get sick, but today I don't know what happen, this morning i felt just fine, i went to work like normal and i felt fine, but my stomach started acting up a...
    jennymomof3 jennymomof3 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    VillaVuka is BIG LIAR!!! He say "Most people get arrested for the first time in their teens for dumb things like Underage Possesions. I was arrested for the first time aged...
    Bergenbabe Bergenbabe 36-40, F Dec 12

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    I really hate being a stepmom...which knowing me you would find so hard to believe. Due to having endometriosis and losing the only baby I ever conceived to a miscarriage caused by...
    Maylissa Maylissa 41-45 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I was about two month old I got sick with pneumonia I almost died but they had to hook me up to a machine called a nebulizer Because of that my lungs are damaged I have a...
    natsufairy12 natsufairy12 13-15, M Nov 24

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    okay. the title is simply stupid and not creative at all, but the funny thing is i kinda feel that way. I'm sick. I'm tired. and it makes me feel sick and tired. i wish i don't...
    alifia alifia 18-21, F Nov 26

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    I don’t like giving up on people i don’t like believing that some people will never learn to get along i refuse to give up. Hate me love me i don’t really care, or at least i...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I am definitely sick of being single. It sucks to feel this alone.i want that something special with a woman. I miss the feeling of being wanted, appreciated and loved.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    VillaVuka is BIG LIAR!!! He say "Most people get arrested for the first time in their teens for dumb things like Underage Possesions. I was arrested for the first time aged...
    Bergenbabe Bergenbabe 36-40, F Dec 13

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    Like foreal y'all don't even know... I am absolutely tired of being used by guys. I am not some freaking toy for you to play with. I am not some pawn on the chess board for you to...
    sarahspanked43 sarahspanked43 16-17, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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