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I Am Sick of Defending Myself

My actions are just that MINE! I have reasons that are NOT needed to be explained to YOU. 23 People

    To My Father and Others Like Him!

     Alright I have a bone to pick with people like my father. Growing up I have been Christian and my father has been Atheist. I have never loved him any less for it. However he has always told me how stupid I am for what I believe and withheld his affection from me many times...
    InsanelyMe08 InsanelyMe08 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    Not So Much Defending As Explaining

    But yeah, it gets tiring. I can't explain why I'm doing something I'll get seemingly no benefit from.. I don't know! I just do things that I like whether I can even do them right or not.. I'll go all the way to see them finished. For other things, I have absolutely no motivation...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M Oct 21, 2012

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    That's Awful!

    No one ever gets me or understands me. Then EVERYBODY ALWAYS STARTS TO PROJECT THEIR OWN ABSOLUTELY LIMITED THOUGHTS AND VIEWS, explaining ME WHAT I AM. Noone ever sees that THEY ALL ONLY SEE THEMSELVES IN ME - NOT ME.  I am sick of DEFENDING MYSELF - I AM NOT LIKE ANY OF...
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 5 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    Wishing I Didnt Exist!!

    All my life I've always seemed to be the scapegoat. The root of everyone's problems. Hearing my brothers and sister constantly tell me how they had it so much harder and how I was spoiled. Or how I rarely ask for help but when i have everyone turns their backs on me. But like an...
    janinej84 janinej84 26-30 Jun 4, 2012

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    So I have a bad habit of waiting until I have to pee REALLY bad before going to the bathroom when I'm playing video games or watching movies and stuff. So its one of those days...
    rubyf rubyf 18-21, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I take a lot of pictures of myself lol
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Me is exactly what society wants to dump in trash bins. unattractive, my actions are usually actions or word that i'll regret less than a second after doing it, i hate the fact...
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    I'm sick of it. Why doesn't anyone realize I hurt just as much as them. Why is that because I'm not athletic or do a lot of physically strenuous activity that I can't be tired? Why...
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    I used to starve myself. This is so hard for me to admit because I just thought of it as a diet. The last few years my parents have been telling me that im so lazy and chubby. Then...
    Knockoffheart Knockoffheart 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    This has been happening the past couple months. (Before anyone asks, I am not pregnant) No matter what I eat, whether its a small amount or a bigger amount, I feel sick. I use to...
    beautifulgoodbye beautifulgoodbye 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I often isolate myself because people make me sick sometimes. I hate having to answer to people, having to worry about what someone is thinking or what they think of me. When i'm...
    NightMagic367 NightMagic367 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    I am right now surrounded by people who have always and still have their parents support. Even now, one sits there and says so proudly how she cut herself off from her family and...
    ray3s ray3s 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    MRH1978 MRH1978 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 2

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    Theycallherelly Theycallherelly 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    NOBOYS NOBOYS 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    I am living in Northern England, rapidly approaching the age of 35, depressed that I've never been able to have a real social life. The problem is that I'm still living with my...
    CodemonkeyNE CodemonkeyNE 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    I'm tired of explaining and proving my thoughts and my feeling to the ones who don't believe me... Nobody believes me. I just don't know why do people judge me as they don't even...
    FullTimeAloneBoy FullTimeAloneBoy 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I am married. I got married so I could have a husband and spend time with him and not be alone. But yet here I am, alone, every night while he is God only knows where. And I am...
    Jenash819 Jenash819 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I'm to fat so I don't eat But now I'm too skinny I paint on a new face because they call mine ugly But now I'm just fake I change my clothes cuz they call me a looser Now I'm no...
    HellBoundButterfly HellBoundButterfly 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 16

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    I know there are many quotes about mistakes, but I'm sick and tired of myself. I missed my application day and wasted one year I feel so stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid...
    WisePearls WisePearls 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Dammit. Alternate plan for the day - stay home, in bed, not talking, and force down a bunch of stuff I wouldn't normal consume in concentrated doses. I'm not a baby when I am sick...
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Now I am set back in my plans for the week. I can't go out and look for jobs like this. I can't even focus. I had to cancel all of my social plans for the week since job hunting...
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'm always sick. I hate it. I remember when I was in the 2nd grade I was so sick I missed a month of school and was put in the hospital because I lost a lot of weight really fast...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F Sep 4

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    I'm so sick of trying So sick of crying But on the inside I'm dying
    WhySufferxx WhySufferxx 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    ­čÄ╝Michael Jackson, Justin Timberlake - Love never felt so good!  ­čÄÁNo matter where i am or how i am feeling this song is one of those that just makes me smile right now...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    My dad has been blind for almost 3 years. This has affected me in ways i would've never even thought could affect me. Everyday he gets mad at every single thing me or my mom or 10...
    angelinamaria angelinamaria 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I'm contemplating on whether j should watch catching fire on netflix while laying here and being sick, or just lay here and be sick
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F Sep 18

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    Not really lol This is just the closest title I can get to what I want to say.. What I really wanted for my experience title is "I feel sick when I see sexy things".. I mean, it's...
    WouldyeKindly WouldyeKindly 13-15, T Sep 18

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    Totally always get sick, even now I'm kinda nauseous. Motion Sickness I had it bad too.
    Riukkuyo Riukkuyo 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    So I woke up today sick. My temperature is 38c and everyone is asleep I went to the toilet and called my dad. I won't go to school today. I want my big sis she the only one who...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I am so very tired of being in physical pain!!! My neck and base of my skull feels like a sledge hammer hit me. And I know my family has to be sick of hearing me saying "my neck...
    BohoBeAchMom BohoBeAchMom 46-50, F 2 days ago

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    I have shared a story in "I am sick of being single" a couple of months ago. And here I am again! I'm still sick of being single. Not to boast my trumpet but I think I am a nice...
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    I'm so f*cking fat and I'm just sick of it..
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 3

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    Sick of the voice in my head that whispers, You're never gonna be good enough for anybody! And I'm more frustrated because it's true..no matter what I do, it's just NOT ENOUGH...
    Aurora202 Aurora202 18-21 3 Responses Sep 7

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    Me, Being gay is so sick : (
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    roadtrip129 roadtrip129 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    So I'm staying home today cause I'm sick. I'm in my room and I can hear my dad talk to himself like hardcore. Full out convo. Pretty sure he doesn't know I'm here ahah welp now I...
    Wynnieskye Wynnieskye 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 15

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    I hate it when people think they can bully you everyday, I am jst sick and tired of it. Ive had it with the bullying and the physical scars i get rom working and fighting and...
    firecrystal216 firecrystal216 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 15

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