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I Am Sick of Defending Myself

My actions are just that MINE! I have reasons that are NOT needed to be explained to YOU. 24 People

    To My Father and Others Like Him!

     Alright I have a bone to pick with people like my father. Growing up I have been Christian and my father has been Atheist. I have never loved him any less for it. However he has always told me how stupid I am for what I believe and withheld his affection from me many times...
    InsanelyMe08 InsanelyMe08 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 3, 2009

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    Wishing I Didnt Exist!!

    All my life I've always seemed to be the scapegoat. The root of everyone's problems. Hearing my brothers and sister constantly tell me how they had it so much harder and how I was spoiled. Or how I rarely ask for help but when i have everyone turns their backs on me. But like an...
    janinej84 janinej84 26-30 Jun 4, 2012

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    Not So Much Defending As Explaining

    But yeah, it gets tiring. I can't explain why I'm doing something I'll get seemingly no benefit from.. I don't know! I just do things that I like whether I can even do them right or not.. I'll go all the way to see them finished. For other things, I have absolutely no motivation...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall 22-25, M Oct 21, 2012

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    That's Awful!

    No one ever gets me or understands me. Then EVERYBODY ALWAYS STARTS TO PROJECT THEIR OWN ABSOLUTELY LIMITED THOUGHTS AND VIEWS, explaining ME WHAT I AM. Noone ever sees that THEY ALL ONLY SEE THEMSELVES IN ME - NOT ME.  I am sick of DEFENDING MYSELF - I AM NOT LIKE ANY OF...
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 5 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    7:58 pm Monday night! At home (a place thts not mine, parents got it under their name but I live here n they throw it at my face every chance they get), anyway Im back from work n...
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    And sick from sad. And sad from society sick And sickened by society causing sad.
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    I do house calls threwout FLA. Give my product a chance and NEVER be sick again!
    MrFloridaTAN MrFloridaTAN 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Not really sick of her. Really. Just can't find another title. However, she annoys me a lot. First off... She's already 26 years old... Yet, she still doesn't persevere to look for...
    ComplicatedWounded ComplicatedWounded 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    My head hurts so baddd. I hate being sick 😭😷
    Crazyxxgirl Crazyxxgirl 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My thoughts torment me relentlessly. Day and night. Even in my sleep. I have nightmares frequently. I can't push my thoughts aside. It's a losing battle. I've tried so ******* hard...
    Noregrets5 Noregrets5 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm sick with some Spanish fiestas. I had to switch off the TV yesterday, as every day. The reason this time is that they were broadcasting videos about how a bull or a little bull...
    mmorgam mmorgam 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    {{4:56AM}} So much about me is so f*cked up. Most things I can never tell people because it's so personal.~ I need to better myself for me and if I want to live the life I truly...
    xMellowButterflyx xMellowButterflyx 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    my parents both stalk me. My mom tried to break into my phone and got me locked out of it. I found out she was snooping on my pc, and she wouldn't even admit it. She is a liar. My...
    CopperFoil CopperFoil 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    ....I almost can't believe what a detestable person I am. A lot of the things that people say are what make life living are suspended far beyond my reach. Happiness seems...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 Aug 26

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    how much time do we need to make a single choice sometimes it take years to even realize what's happening what we become..and giving a name to a feeling, bothering us for a...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Aug 25

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    hymn of nothingness oh i have serve feels like eternity to feel...joy and sadness illuminate my path with darkness and nothingness away from all this madness unite me with...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Aug 24

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    Getting a sore throat and cough is the worst. School is starting up so bound to get sick soon..
    ClearLines ClearLines 18-21, F Aug 23

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    I'm sick -_- kill me now. Been coughing and sneezing all day PLUS I have school tomorrow and parents won't let me skip :,(
    AllieKat17 AllieKat17 16-17, F Aug 23

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    Every morning i wake up and ask myself why didn't i die? And ask myself how could i make that big mistake? Every Morning i wake up ask myself what should i do?
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 23

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    I woke up at 8:30 and I asked my uncle if it's okay to have my medicines a bit earlier. And he said okay. We didn't see any harm in it. And after taking the medicine I had a yogurt...
    AsherAndTheSkateMunkz AsherAndTheSkateMunkz 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I called out of work today. I was supposed to meet my potential landlord with my boyfriend, and I was going to call out because it was something important I had to do. However, the...
    underHOLLYoath underHOLLYoath 22-25, F Aug 23

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    School just started and I feel myself getting sick. -_- just a scratchy thoat and cough but SERIOUSLY!? School just started and germy people already got me sick :P now I'm gonna...
    AllieKat17 AllieKat17 16-17, F Aug 22

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    I'm so sick and tired of all the negatives coming into my life. I have patience but also a breaking point and every day it seems the negatives get closer and closer to that point...
    LotusSince96 LotusSince96 18-21, F Aug 22

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    My past makes me who I am today. I have had many awful experiences occur throughout my life, and while I haven't forgiven all of those involved, I have forgiven many. Yet I'm told...
    GlitterCheeks GlitterCheeks 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I'm so sick!!!! (ok, I just wanted everyone to know )
    Tocooltobefool Tocooltobefool 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Hey everyone I really need someone to talk to. I have a terrible fever since 7:00pm. I'm hot and cold at once. What's the worst is my tummy ache is so gurglie and hurts so much. I...
    AsherAndTheSkateMunkz AsherAndTheSkateMunkz 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I am losing my feeling in life, it's all just becoming numb now. I've forgot what tee happiness has felt like, and I don't think I'm getting it back anytime soon. I always hope...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    reflecting a color only i can see greeted by monsters of my insecurities sleep..escape to another galaxy dream are monsters snatching away my sanity light some candles in...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Aug 19

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    I stick my fingers down my throat to make myself puke. I do it whenever I need to, or when I want to. If I'm not feeling sick and I want to puke, I usually make myself sick first.
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M Aug 19

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    I'm not sure what to do. It'll be a long story, but I'll greatly appreciate support and advice. I suffer from neurosis that comes with anxiety and I don't take stress very well...
    ListenerTalker ListenerTalker 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    i have all sorts of feelings today ..i just want to block out the world for a while..im feeling tired of life..im feeling really down..im feeling cant be bothered doing anything...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M Aug 16

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    This evening I had spaghetti and meatballs for dinner and about half an hour after I ate my stomach started hurting really badly and I threw up. And I'm not talking a small amount...
    prettyinpink24 prettyinpink24 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Note to self, Calm the fk down! You always do this. Can't you just sit still and enjoy your accomplishment for 10 seconds. I know. I know, a lot of time passed very fast this...
    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Hello i am from Azerbaijan. i need someone to diagnose my sickness it is been 15 year that my all bones and muscles hurts. and in Azerbaijan doctors cant diagnose my sickness. i...
    Ramide Ramide 41-45, F Aug 13

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    Sometimes I hate having sisters, my oldest bro and sis are just like siblings leaving my other sis behind and I took her in , but I'm so sick of my bro or dad or oldest sis...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I feel so crappy :c being sick is the worst
    sunuii sunuii 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    what's the point of lying all it does is hurt someone well Im sick of it all from now on if you text me YOU TELL ME THE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH OR I WILL BLOCK YOUR SORRY...
    Dragonslayer16 Dragonslayer16 16-17, M Aug 12

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    My past is one I will not share. Though it has led me to fail in almost everything I try at. It's caused me to no longer care about myself or others, excluding one who I hope to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 12

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    because when i am sick, then i am not me.
    nice4mheart nice4mheart 31-35, M Aug 12

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    I am always sick. Part of my brain is sick. Everyday I wake up and my sickness jabs at me.
    kimlost kimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

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