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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    Depression Is Taking My Body Over

    I have always been a loner type person, never really tried to impress anyone. Lately i have realized how important friendships are and when i look around i realize how little friends i have. It sucks. I feel like its so hard to let people in. I have tried but i guess there has...
    Keir08 Keir08 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2008

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I Just Cant Take It Anymore.

    I so sick of being alone,im tired trying to make everyone happy.My family,my friends,school. I hate my parents for always being absent,never there when i need them and when they physically are here it doesnt feel like they are.I hate my little sister and brother taking me for...
    SilenttPrincess SilenttPrincess 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    Isolated,lost Even With People. I Dont See Why I Should Stay Here...

    latley I have been going through a lot. Everything changes day by day but my feelings stay the same. I feel isolated and sad despite having amazing people around me. I do not feel in control of my life. I am getting lots of help for depression but i don't feel any different, i...
    dorkow dorkow 18-21 3 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    Sick Of This

    Growing up, I've never shared my issues with much, because I always felt more comfortable keeping them to myself.I just want to keep myself distant from everyone, I even blocked out my family who are a 20 minute drive from my house, I just don't have the urge to speak to anyone...
    Dizii Dizii 22-25 3 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    My Story

    2 months ago my girlfriend dumped me for another girl, my so called 'friend'. We had been dating for 9 months and this break up came out of no where. I still love her, and if I hear about either of them I get very depressed. Every second of every day I am thinking about her and...
    untempting untempting 16-17 1 Response Oct 7, 2010

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    Like Im In A Hole

    so lately my life has taken a turn. i have never truely been a happy person. most of my days im alone and misunderstood. now i have the worst job ever which i truely dispise and alol i wanna do is get out of it i hate all of my friends so im really alone and hate my ******* life...
    pukesglamour pukesglamour 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15

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    Just Sick of Not Feeling Like Myself

    I have been going through depression now for months.  And I have went and seen drs.  And they all said no pill will help me until I fix my home life.  I am in a verbal abusive relationship.  I have always been a go getter and full of life. I am writing this...
    colechase colechase 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2009

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    "i Am Sick Of Feeling Depressed"

    Lately my friendship with a colleague drifted,she has been behaving badly and it has been affecting me immensely. Last week I realised that she is a snake in green grass because she was dragging me into her own mess and saying bad things about me to the boss. When people...
    Omaweito Omaweito 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2012

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    Hate It

    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 Mar 12

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    Everyones So Much Better Than Me

    i have the most amazing friends ever i love them to dealth and all i do is laugh when im with them! but im always the ugliest out of all of them. there the ones with all the guys best boyfriends and im just standing there pretending like i don't care! my mom treats me like crap...
    youdontneedtoknowmyname youdontneedtoknowmyname 13-15 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Tasting the Empty

    Its hard to explain.. Since a year ago i started to loose everything.. a girlfriend that i loved with pasion, some friends.. Now I have nothing, i've lost almost everyone of my friends, my band, my inspiration, my happiness, my personality.. i feel a big huge empty inside of...
    aDeadOnE aDeadOnE 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2009

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    Falling, Falling, Falling.

    I thought I was okay. I thought after everything I have ever been through I would pull through. I keep telling myself to be strong, that feeling this way won't solve anything. But it doesn't. It makes me feel worse and I feel I am falling back into that black hole that I once...
    nadine17 nadine17 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2013

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    I Have No Excuse

    i am overweight, i hate my job, my friends all come across as users, my family is always fighting and or depressed, ill be happy one minute, then angry etc the next i think ive got some ocd i like certain things just so, i hate myself, but i also hate myself for hating myself, i...
    jesusofthepentagon jesusofthepentagon 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    No Way Out

    I have been depressed for ages and having been going to the hospital to see doctors and have had changes in meds. For a while there I was feeling great now I feel rubbish, like I want to end it all... I feel like there is no way out of my head and problems
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    Help Me...

    I am in so much pain and I'm so lonely that I feel sick to the stomach...what do I do?
    Arcentine Arcentine 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    I am feeling depressed. I don't really enjoy my college. I have been losing a ton of friends. Been in trouble with the law. My mother has been very disappointed in me. Life just...
    Jvibes Jvibes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Whenever I'm pissed or sad or feeling depressed I put my headphones on and listen to Eminem. He's the only thing keeping me alive other than my friends <3
    xxstaystrongxx3 xxstaystrongxx3 13-15, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    Had a pretty bad day and I'm feeling depressed and hopeless, with not a lot of people to talk to, who understand anyway :(
    ilwd02 ilwd02 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Hey everyone i just installed this app and wanted to try it out .. My experience .. I am tired :( im 17 i get stressed a lot my mom is just into my life too much if i just didnt...
    deviljuju deviljuju 16-17, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    April 18. Freedom. Many of us were oppressed and victimized as children. As adults, we may continue to keep ourselves oppressed. Some of us don't recognize that caretaking and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 15 hrs ago

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    Been sick for three-four days now. Was in much much pain. Turns out, I've been having symptoms of ulcer. Haha not good. But I'm to blame for skipping meals and never eating on time...
    shikambaw shikambaw 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    Oh my god, I'm so tired of this. I'm so sick of being alive. I hate myself in every single way. I don't want to keeping living anymore. I want to die. I don't want to go to college...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    my best friend died 2 years ago, and right after i made a very strong connection with a group of mutual friends. we were like sisters. then i moved last year and have been in 3...
    watchmebreakwatchmeburn watchmebreakwatchmeburn 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I suffer from major depression. It has pretty much consumed me. I guess maybe it is to be expected with major grief either way it is hard to handle. I lost my daughter, grandmother...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I wish I could say that I have no regrets but that would be a lie. Locked in inside of a cage, can't fight anymore and I don't intend to try. sick of all the battles and all...
    Alan132 Alan132 22-25, M Mar 26

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    April 3. Acceptance. Surrender to the moment. Ride it out and through, for all it's worth. Throw yourself into it. Stop resisting. So much of our anguish is created when we are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 3

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    Feeling bad really really bad and low.... Very very low.
    isthislife14 isthislife14 26-30, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I don't want to have these thoughts these feelings nothing will make them go away I swore to my boyfriend I wouldn't cut myself but I really want to and I know some people might...
    nadirah96 nadirah96 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    April 6. Patience. How sick and tired we may become of people telling us to be patient or to learn patience. How frustrating it can be to want to finally have something, or to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 6

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    April 7. Those Old Time Feelings. "I still have bad days. But that's okay. I used to have bad years." —Anonymous Sometimes, the old feelings creep back in. We may feel...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    It's difficult being that one individual in the family that everyone looks to when everything has gone to hell. Since I was fifteen I was thrusted upon the age experience of an...
    3t0racl3 3t0racl3 22-25, M Mar 19

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    I woke up this morning with so much on my mind. It's rare for me to just burst out into tears, but I just couldn't help myself. I'm the type of person that just like to brush...
    CallMeNiesha94 CallMeNiesha94 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    ive been on here for over 2 years & i dont come on here be nasty but to offer a helping hand & a shoulder cry on & a caring ear to anyone who needs it, tonight i offered sound...
    fronkensteen fronkensteen 41-45, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I don't want to be here anymore. All I hear is how disappointed my parents are, and how horrible and disgusting everyone else thinks I am. I am done asking why everyone hate me...
    sarah81199 sarah81199 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Damn it , if you see my dreams, you will wonder what the hell was going on through my head during the day that I am dreaming this at night, you might even feel threatened thinking...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I am alone now and feeling deeply depressed. I have antidepressants but they only make me sleepy. I wake up screaming or crying and I stay that way almost the entire day.
    Peter34Wheatstraw Peter34Wheatstraw 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    I'm just sick and tired of it all. The feelings and being so emotionally sensitive all the time. The mood swings and not being happy for long. The stupid thoughts of you and I and...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F Mar 31

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    My parents are seperating and im losing my mind. I have no one beside me anymore.... my two only friends are as depressed as i am and we just arent strong enough to hold eachother...
    Callmedarvi Callmedarvi 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I get depressed when I'm sick :(
    Littlemonster77777 Littlemonster77777 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I go through cycles of horrible clinical depression and feelings of neutrality/apathy. I was on medications for about two and a half years and felt great. So great that my...
    AlyxB AlyxB 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm living in so much pain, anxiety and depression. I have always been the one who would always be there for my children and grandchildren without handing them material things. For...
    dawwnrenee dawwnrenee 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Hi there , im totally depressed and i dont know how to handle my emotions .. Im a christiam believer And im a bisexual .. Im married .. Im happy .. I really want a friend to share...
    daffodils1975 daffodils1975 36-40, M Apr 5

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    These last few years of my life have been absolute hell. While I'm 17 and I still have alot of life to live, the way I see it is that as a human I am just some tiny meaningless...
    aleeta47 aleeta47 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I mess things up a lot. I just wish that sometimes, I could do something right. Anything. I swear, everything I do, I mess up. I'm sick of it, sick of myself.
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 7 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I could write a 30,000 word prose of why I am depressed and why life has led me to the way I feel right now. But none of that really matters. It doesn't matter what life...
    Isabel13 Isabel13 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I'm sick and tired of feeling like crap every single day. I'm sick and tired of being alive. I hate this feeling and it never, never goes away.
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    its an unending circle. i am depressed because i am lonely and i feel i am alone because i am depressed. I can start any conversation you want online. i feel ok to be me online...
    confused623 confused623 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I hate having this feeling of nothingness. I have been depressed since 2000. I have witnessed a lot of things that just worsened my depression. I am now married and have a...
    amc3518 amc3518 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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