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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    I Just Cant Take It Anymore.

    I so sick of being alone,im tired trying to make everyone happy.My family,my friends,school. I hate my parents for always being absent,never there when i need them and when they physically are here it doesnt feel like they are.I hate my little sister and brother taking me for...
    SilenttPrincess SilenttPrincess 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    Falling, Falling, Falling.

    I thought I was okay. I thought after everything I have ever been through I would pull through. I keep telling myself to be strong, that feeling this way won't solve anything. But it doesn't. It makes me feel worse and I feel I am falling back into that black hole that I once...
    nadine17 nadine17 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2013

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 Mar 12

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    I Have No Excuse

    i am overweight, i hate my job, my friends all come across as users, my family is always fighting and or depressed, ill be happy one minute, then angry etc the next i think ive got some ocd i like certain things just so, i hate myself, but i also hate myself for hating myself, i...
    jesusofthepentagon jesusofthepentagon 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    No Way Out

    I have been depressed for ages and having been going to the hospital to see doctors and have had changes in meds. For a while there I was feeling great now I feel rubbish, like I want to end it all... I feel like there is no way out of my head and problems
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    Like Im In A Hole

    so lately my life has taken a turn. i have never truely been a happy person. most of my days im alone and misunderstood. now i have the worst job ever which i truely dispise and alol i wanna do is get out of it i hate all of my friends so im really alone and hate my ******* life...
    pukesglamour pukesglamour 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I used to suffer a lot from low moods

    and high stress, so I created a Mood Booster! For £5 I will send you 1 PDF of 10 interesting ways to boost your mood in under 3 mins each! Message me for this fast productive cheat sheet to increase your moods - Much love :)
    LOAcoach LOAcoach 26-30, F Aug 28

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    But. Have been for over 3 decades.

    Meds did nothing. Or made me worse. Therapy was me meeting ego fools. But helping others for decades won pals. So life was never total misery. Lol It can be ok if we dont ignore ok parts.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 28

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    "i Am Sick Of Feeling Depressed"

    Lately my friendship with a colleague drifted,she has been behaving badly and it has been affecting me immensely. Last week I realised that she is a snake in green grass because she was dragging me into her own mess and saying bad things about me to the boss. When people...
    Omaweito Omaweito 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2012

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    I hate being like this ,

    I used to be so happy and now I just feel like **** all the time, I hate myself, I just hope no one else hates me.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I moved to Australia

    for love. Gave up my career, friends and family. My husband is an Aussie and I am a filipina, we now live in the Northern Suburb. We live 3kms away from the train station and I cannot drive. I am so depressed. I miss my old life. My husband makes me depressed. The western...
    hello7904 hello7904 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    My Story

    2 months ago my girlfriend dumped me for another girl, my so called 'friend'. We had been dating for 9 months and this break up came out of no where. I still love her, and if I hear about either of them I get very depressed. Every second of every day I am thinking about her and...
    untempting untempting 16-17 1 Response Oct 7, 2010

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    Isolated,lost Even With People. I Dont See Why I Should Stay Here...

    latley I have been going through a lot. Everything changes day by day but my feelings stay the same. I feel isolated and sad despite having amazing people around me. I do not feel in control of my life. I am getting lots of help for depression but i don't feel any different, i...
    dorkow dorkow 18-21 3 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    Help Me...

    I am in so much pain and I'm so lonely that I feel sick to the stomach...what do I do?
    Arcentine Arcentine 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Sick Of This

    Growing up, I've never shared my issues with much, because I always felt more comfortable keeping them to myself.I just want to keep myself distant from everyone, I even blocked out my family who are a 20 minute drive from my house, I just don't have the urge to speak to anyone...
    Dizii Dizii 22-25 3 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    Everyones So Much Better Than Me

    i have the most amazing friends ever i love them to dealth and all i do is laugh when im with them! but im always the ugliest out of all of them. there the ones with all the guys best boyfriends and im just standing there pretending like i don't care! my mom treats me like crap...
    youdontneedtoknowmyname youdontneedtoknowmyname 13-15 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Tasting the Empty

    Its hard to explain.. Since a year ago i started to loose everything.. a girlfriend that i loved with pasion, some friends.. Now I have nothing, i've lost almost everyone of my friends, my band, my inspiration, my happiness, my personality.. i feel a big huge empty inside of...
    aDeadOnE aDeadOnE 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2009

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    No one in my family knows this

    but I litterly am unhappy .. When I try to tell my friends they just say no your not or they just change the subject .. My friends aren't even my friends .. There just school buddies .. I really long for a best friend but I doubt people would want to be my friend .. My high...
    ermirad ermirad 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    & people telling me it is just a phase.

    I usually have problems when going "out". & 99.9% of the time i dont. I sit at home & feel lonely & sad. & even when im not lonely, im still sad. because i know that it doesnt get "better" & i know that it never gets "better" & i know i have no one to talk to. i tell my mom...
    imdestructive imdestructive 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    I am sick of feeling depressed.

    I am 31, female, single. I've been single for the past 3 - 4 years. I have a good job and a stable income. I have good friends. I have much to be thankful for, and I shouldn't feel depressed. But yet I do. There are days when I wake up feeling normal, but these days are getting...
    shuebao shuebao 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    If you really just let go

    and give up, don't expect things in return. It's out choice right? It's not like I'm personally asking for your help. I'm going to be okay, okay?
    elissabell elissabell 16-17, F May 8

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    Just Sick of Not Feeling Like Myself

    I have been going through depression now for months.  And I have went and seen drs.  And they all said no pill will help me until I fix my home life.  I am in a verbal abusive relationship.  I have always been a go getter and full of life. I am writing this...
    colechase colechase 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    Depression Is Taking My Body Over

    I have always been a loner type person, never really tried to impress anyone. Lately i have realized how important friendships are and when i look around i realize how little friends i have. It sucks. I feel like its so hard to let people in. I have tried but i guess there has...
    Keir08 Keir08 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2008

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    Sad

    When I'm alone I always feel sad. even when I'm with people I feel alone. I wish this feeling of being depressed would go away. I know I probably have no reason to be depressed but I am.
    Maeli536 Maeli536 18-21, F Aug 3, 2013

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    Hate It

    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    "Depression is a choice" that is what i realised when i was depressed . You can use to be depressed or make things better is all up to you
    keij10307 keij10307 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Its the worst feeling ever
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F Aug 26

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    The inventor of feelings can go shove it i hate this depression but im just so ****** up all the time from it
    BlakeA101 BlakeA101 16-17, M Aug 20

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    It's like there's this agony inside me and it's keeping me stuck in this trench of dirtiness. It consumes so much of my life sometimes I'm pretty sure I won't make it out alive...
    RexxTheDinosawr RexxTheDinosawr 18-21, F Aug 26

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    I feel so awful about my depression when there is so many people with so much less than me fighting for their lives when i am throwing mine away
    abby9305 abby9305 13-15, F Aug 22

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    Just when I think I have it beat, it hits me full force again! Yesterday should have been a great day with the great news I got, but I was still sad inside. Didn't sleep at all...
    Saram1985 Saram1985 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    I am a nobody, nobody is perfect. Therefore, I am perfect!
    Jpfunjunky Jpfunjunky 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    It started last week . Coming home from work , I was pulled over by the police . The car was impounded because of a mix up with registration . Then the next morning I twisted my...
    naughtybloke naughtybloke 41-45, M Aug 29

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    Haven't seen or felt it in such a long time. But now it's starting to creep back up again. I need it to go away. And the one person I desperately need who kept it away isn't here...
    JackSkerington JackSkerington 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Can't eat. Whatever I just ate feels like it won't be there much longer. Please don't let me lose weight like this. I've done it before.
    JackSkerington JackSkerington 18-21, M Sep 8

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    One of the worst combinations
    UnderworldNymph UnderworldNymph 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Even more so today after I got off work. I don't know how much longer I can keep it together. I need a change.
    okaydoood okaydoood 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I haven't visited this page much these last two days, mainly because I moved and the packing, actual move and then unpacking has been taking all of my time. My mood hasn't been any...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    You see, this may sound stupid because I'm very young but I feel like if I don't say this I will keep thinking it over and over and just get more stressed. I am fourteen and I...
    ValeriyaIvanov ValeriyaIvanov 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I am 38 year old single i am feeling depressed since my childhood. Now everyday of my is more depressed and i am looking as end of life. Each night i am taking sleeping pills and...
    amarindersingh amarindersingh 36-40, M 4 Responses Sep 10

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    I always wonder why thing have to be so hard for me, well of course I would not compare to anyone else. Just feel like to wrote something to express my feeling these years. Can...
    Steve2186 Steve2186 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Hello, About 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression, though I would say I have been depressed for a few months it has really got me to a point where I need to write this...
    guethary guethary 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    September 18. Letting the Good Stuff Happen. "Before recovery, my relationships were lousy. I didn't do very well on my job. I was enmeshed in my dysfunctional family. But at...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 hrs ago

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    Here I am again, in pain and grief. Have come back to this platform to share my feelings. While writing this experience, I realized that how much I depend on this platform, which...
    ProudToBeGirl ProudToBeGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    so i just feel like ranting. Been sick for about 5 years now with ME and feel like total **** every day too exhausted to do anything super depressed it just feels like its never...
    imtiredwastaken imtiredwastaken 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I hate feeling this way. I feel like I'm being a big baby. I'm so depressed and don't really care. In a weird way I do feel assertive, but not. I don't really know. I hate...
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I get sick very easily. I can feel sick because I ate or drank too much, or because I am nervous about something, and I have a bad case of motionsickness. Also, when someone else...
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    life was good until i hit 18 years of age, i graduated high school back in 2008 and then i started having bathroom problems/ stomach problems which i was told was from ibs and...
    joe0ner joe0ner 18-21, M Aug 31

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