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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    I moved to Australia

    for love. Gave up my career, friends and family. My husband is an Aussie and I am a filipina, we now live in the Northern Suburb. We live 3kms away from the train station and I cannot drive. I am so depressed. I miss my old life. My husband makes me depressed. The western...
    hello7904 hello7904 36-40, F 1 Response May 7, 2014

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    I feel so alone today.

    I feel like there is no point to anything. that no matter what I do, I am destined to fail
    Deathbenemy Deathbenemy 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 14, 2015

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    Do you ever feel so sad

    that our chest aches.. And your heart beats,but you just feel so empty; so lost..like you're nothing, like your life's nothing and you feel as if it'll never get better.. It'll always be this way When you can't cry anymore you've she's too many tears, fighting the constant urge...
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    Always in need of a vacation.

    Everything that equates to a temporary escape. Whats wrong with me. :(
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2015

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    nareshkumarbhutani nareshkumarbhutani 36-40, M Nov 23, 2015

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    Like really sick of it,

    no motivation for my passions anymore which caused me to move onto the next chapter in my life. Idk what's wrong with me :(
    dqtxeb25 dqtxeb25 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2015

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    I only ever feel happy

    when good things happen, or when there is a distraction. The rest of the time I feel depressed, empty and strangely sad. I'm sick of it though, because I want to be happy, and I don't want to feel like this. I wouldn't say I'm depressed, I'd just say I'm dissatisfied and empty...
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13 13-15, F Dec 27, 2015

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    To be more specific I am depressed

    that I am not depressed enough to just end it all. I think I hurt more than I help anymore; I've certainly don't help myself.
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do 41-45, F 11 Responses Nov 1, 2015

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    So I got antidepressants today.

    . I cant believe I've gotten so bad lately. I just want to be happy again.
    Searchingforanswers5789 Searchingforanswers5789 18-21, F Oct 19, 2015

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    Im suffering from depression.

    But I can still manage to do well in school. I should be giving myself credit for that.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 31, 2015

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    PurplePumpkin PurplePumpkin 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    Hate It

    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    Hey guys i hope to write in this group how i

    feel so forgive me For typos and such. I ****** up - im a second year universty student im 20 but i messed up on last years exams and have them extended, no one knows this and thats why i wanted to say this here. a few things so you get my mentality is my dad is a cheater...
    werass werass 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2015

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    if any one want some one to hear them out

    or anything I'm here . I been there it's not fun it's fucken horrible . I just wanna make someone smile. you shouldn't be going through this alone no matter what the situation is . I'm here for you stay strong .
    anna0531 anna0531 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    I feel like everyone else is already on the

    college train, and I got left at the station. When I was younger, not much younger, I thought that I'd have it all figured out by now. I'd know exactly what I wanted to do. I'd ask every adult I knew. What are the ups and downs of your job? Why do you like it? I'd observe their...
    kkatopal kkatopal 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2015

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    hey any one you depressed people like me from

    erlangen wanna party today. Cuz I'm going to get admitted in hospital on Friday
    mustafazaidi87 mustafazaidi87 26-30, M Dec 16, 2015

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    Two weeks ago I went to

    that scanning I mentioned, and I was diagnosed with depression and some anxiety. I almost didn't go in to get scanned because I was nervous and afraid, but whatever song I was listening to encouraged me, and I thought "nothing that is in that room can hurt you, so there is...
    ofnoimportance ofnoimportance 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2014

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    I have been suffering from depression

    for 18 years. There are good days and there are bad days but everyday is a depressing day.
    asianlover69 asianlover69 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    it is so sickening, so exhausting,

    just want to fall asleep sometimes forever.
    chapter7 chapter7 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2015

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    I cannot take this anymore.

    I cant go to school. I cant function well.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28, 2015

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    lot of mantra there https://www.

    facebook.com/nareshkumarbhutani/
    nareshkumarbhutani nareshkumarbhutani 36-40, M Nov 24, 2015

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15, 2014

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    I'm so tired of fighting depression!

    Like I could be having a perfect day but as soon as I feel it coming on I kinda just instantly give up and lose all motivation because I can't stand just thinking about going through it all again. Any suggestions?
    SkylarGray SkylarGray 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 18

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    at this moment right now,

    I am not depressed. I am thankful for moments like these. so thankful. feeling depressed and come on without a warning or trigger some time. I am thankful that I have more good days then bad lately. but I am for sure sick of even experiencing depression at all. being sad is...
    chapter7 chapter7 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 24, 2015

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    I used to be one of those people

    who would make stupid comments like "just get over it." But now I understand. I wish that I could "just get over it" but it's not that simple is it? I was once a very determined, resilient man. I couldn't see how anything could ever knock me down and keep me there. I've always...
    Dartanian Dartanian 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    blackandbeautiful blackandbeautiful 18-21 2 Responses Sep 17, 2015

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    im really sick and my live is away over seas.

    .. i could really use someone to cheer me up...
    hollie2parker hollie2parker 16-17, F 13 Responses Nov 29, 2015

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    Anybody else feel like just walking away from

    their life? Or changing your identity?
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 14 Responses Aug 7, 2015

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I'm not feeling like myself

    and I wish I could fall asleep and wake up on January 2nd 2016 when everything is over. I just feel so sad and I don't know why.
    voluptuous20 voluptuous20 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2015

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    There is just so much

    that goes through my head. I over think everything :/ I am depressed because of the way I look. I used to love myself until I gained so much weight I can no longer stand to look at myself in the mirror. I have tried for the past two years to lose the weight but always failed...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13, 2015

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    I read a book for school

    and it brought up murder and sex and molestion. It brought up feelings about the molestations that happen to me. My depression hit me.
    elephant17 elephant17 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2015

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    imindarkworld imindarkworld 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 13, 2015

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    I don't socialize at work.

    I avoid small talk. When I do talk there's a voice screaming 'stop talking'. Reaching a new level of stress and anxiety My eczema that I haven't had since I was a baby has come back. I also have considered walking into traffic to see if someone could hit me either hard...
    vvhixx vvhixx 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2015

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    I'm in so much physical pain

    and so stressed out I'd rather be cured or hospitalized or have stage 4 cancer. I can't sleep.
    algezebra algezebra 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 17, 2015

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 26-30 Mar 12, 2014

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    Here it comes again. Like my monthly girly

    periods, depression visits me occasionally. His visits had become quite frequently lately. But i am seriously sick of dealing with it. Depression, can you just fly away and never come back??
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 26-30, F Dec 23, 2014

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    I really don't know what to do anymore.

    Years ago when I was younger my brother would have sex with me each night for years. I was too young too remember my age or how it even started but I remember him saying that if I told anyone he'd tell our mom and I'd cry because I was scared. After a few years I started to like...
    Ghazu Ghazu 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4, 2015

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    I don't want any more children.

    I just don't. I hated the majority of time spent being pregnant the first time. I got to experience the pleasure of being around women more well off than me, with their husbands and college degrees and well-put-together lives. Many people offered me their negative words...
    InStormAndSunshine InStormAndSunshine 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

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    People who use the term "depressed"

    so loosely and aren't clinically depressed really need to understand the difference. Being sad, love sick, tired, lonely, bored, frustrated, confused etc. doesn't always equate to real depression. When you're depressed, you literally feel like you're stuck in a deep, dark...
    TheDays TheDays 46-50, M 4 Responses Aug 6, 2015

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    My doctor say I have an addictive personality

    and I'm starting to see it. It's so hard to not fiend for sex or drugs or the other things I shouldn't buy or do. But I'm learning.
    matttheinsomniac matttheinsomniac 18-21, M Feb 14, 2015

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    XjigXsawX XjigXsawX 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2015

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    "Are you okay, A______?

    " "Why don't you wanna do that? You love doing that" "Why do you sleep so much?" I hear those three sentences a lot
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 23, 2015

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    “I think about dying

    but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here...