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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    Like Im In A Hole

    so lately my life has taken a turn. i have never truely been a happy person. most of my days im alone and misunderstood. now i have the worst job ever which i truely dispise and alol i wanna do is get out of it i hate all of my friends so im really alone and hate my ******* life...
    pukesglamour pukesglamour 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I Just Cant Take It Anymore.

    I so sick of being alone,im tired trying to make everyone happy.My family,my friends,school. I hate my parents for always being absent,never there when i need them and when they physically are here it doesnt feel like they are.I hate my little sister and brother taking me for...
    SilenttPrincess SilenttPrincess 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    I Have No Excuse

    i am overweight, i hate my job, my friends all come across as users, my family is always fighting and or depressed, ill be happy one minute, then angry etc the next i think ive got some ocd i like certain things just so, i hate myself, but i also hate myself for hating myself, i...
    jesusofthepentagon jesusofthepentagon 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    Sick Of This

    Growing up, I've never shared my issues with much, because I always felt more comfortable keeping them to myself.I just want to keep myself distant from everyone, I even blocked out my family who are a 20 minute drive from my house, I just don't have the urge to speak to anyone...
    Dizii Dizii 22-25 3 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    No Way Out

    I have been depressed for ages and having been going to the hospital to see doctors and have had changes in meds. For a while there I was feeling great now I feel rubbish, like I want to end it all... I feel like there is no way out of my head and problems
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    I am sick of feeling depressed.

    I am 31, female, single. I've been single for the past 3 - 4 years. I have a good job and a stable income. I have good friends. I have much to be thankful for, and I shouldn't feel depressed. But yet I do. There are days when I wake up feeling normal, but these days are getting...
    shuebao shuebao 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    Hate It

    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    Help Me...

    I am in so much pain and I'm so lonely that I feel sick to the stomach...what do I do?
    Arcentine Arcentine 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Tasting the Empty

    Its hard to explain.. Since a year ago i started to loose everything.. a girlfriend that i loved with pasion, some friends.. Now I have nothing, i've lost almost everyone of my friends, my band, my inspiration, my happiness, my personality.. i feel a big huge empty inside of...
    aDeadOnE aDeadOnE 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2009

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    If you really just let go

    and give up, don't expect things in return. It's out choice right? It's not like I'm personally asking for your help. I'm going to be okay, okay?
    elissabell elissabell 16-17, F May 8

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    Depression Is Taking My Body Over

    I have always been a loner type person, never really tried to impress anyone. Lately i have realized how important friendships are and when i look around i realize how little friends i have. It sucks. I feel like its so hard to let people in. I have tried but i guess there has...
    Keir08 Keir08 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2008

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    Isolated,lost Even With People. I Dont See Why I Should Stay Here...

    latley I have been going through a lot. Everything changes day by day but my feelings stay the same. I feel isolated and sad despite having amazing people around me. I do not feel in control of my life. I am getting lots of help for depression but i don't feel any different, i...
    dorkow dorkow 18-21 3 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    I'm not even completely sure

    if whatever is wrong with me is depression. I haven't been diagnosed by a doctor, but the signs are there. I don't want to even mention it to my mom because all she will do is blame herself and believe she did something wrong while raising me. And I don't want to talk to my...
    tarara0414 tarara0414 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Falling, Falling, Falling.

    I thought I was okay. I thought after everything I have ever been through I would pull through. I keep telling myself to be strong, that feeling this way won't solve anything. But it doesn't. It makes me feel worse and I feel I am falling back into that black hole that I once...
    nadine17 nadine17 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2013

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15

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    Sad

    When I'm alone I always feel sad. even when I'm with people I feel alone. I wish this feeling of being depressed would go away. I know I probably have no reason to be depressed but I am.
    Maeli536 Maeli536 18-21, F Aug 3, 2013

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 Mar 12

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    I moved to Australia

    for love. Gave up my career, friends and family. My husband is an Aussie and I am a filipina, we now live in the Northern Suburb. We live 3kms away from the train station and I cannot drive. I am so depressed. I miss my old life. My husband makes me depressed. The western...
    hello7904 hello7904 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    My Story

    2 months ago my girlfriend dumped me for another girl, my so called 'friend'. We had been dating for 9 months and this break up came out of no where. I still love her, and if I hear about either of them I get very depressed. Every second of every day I am thinking about her and...
    untempting untempting 16-17 1 Response Oct 7, 2010

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    "i Am Sick Of Feeling Depressed"

    Lately my friendship with a colleague drifted,she has been behaving badly and it has been affecting me immensely. Last week I realised that she is a snake in green grass because she was dragging me into her own mess and saying bad things about me to the boss. When people...
    Omaweito Omaweito 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2012

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    No one in my family knows this

    but I litterly am unhappy .. When I try to tell my friends they just say no your not or they just change the subject .. My friends aren't even my friends .. There just school buddies .. I really long for a best friend but I doubt people would want to be my friend .. My high...
    ermirad ermirad 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    Everyones So Much Better Than Me

    i have the most amazing friends ever i love them to dealth and all i do is laugh when im with them! but im always the ugliest out of all of them. there the ones with all the guys best boyfriends and im just standing there pretending like i don't care! my mom treats me like crap...
    youdontneedtoknowmyname youdontneedtoknowmyname 13-15 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Just Sick of Not Feeling Like Myself

    I have been going through depression now for months.  And I have went and seen drs.  And they all said no pill will help me until I fix my home life.  I am in a verbal abusive relationship.  I have always been a go getter and full of life. I am writing this...
    colechase colechase 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    Why do I always have to feel this way on the verge of cutting but I always think is it really worth it?. I have a very big challenge ahead and I hope and pray that I achieve it. Or...
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    felling like no one cares about me because no ones talking to me today :(
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    Since my girlfriend left me 6 months ago I am feeling depressed and lonely. I am not interested in other girls, i just see HER face everywhere and I compare them to her. I gived up...
    cheater000091 cheater000091 18-21 1 Response Jul 7

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    I just have that sick feeling that I won't have a good future, as in I won't have my own house or car because I won't have a job. I hope I get a good job and select a career right...
    Mockingjay96hehe Mockingjay96hehe 18-21, F a week ago

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    It's already 4am and I'm wondering why i can't have an on and off switch that would instantly let me fall asleep peacefully without all these late night thoughts that keep lurking...
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't even know where to start... I am extremely depressed, and miserable. Im 16 and my family is the main reason for my depression, for a year my family had no house no job no...
    bteddy bteddy 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm sick to death of living. I'm sick of feeling a deep, gnawing depression 24 hours a day. I'm tired of feeling like a useless failure. My social life is pathetic. I'm way too shy...
    holdontilmay holdontilmay 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I have been struggling with depression for a long time but Today I have just fallen down hill I feel so so depressed. I have lost all motivation to do anything I have sat in a ball...
    milichja milichja 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 24

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    From the beginning of this year I knew I had my work cut out for me. But I didn't know how hard it would truly be. I go to a Private school, we have a small amount of students at...
    rachelharperr rachelharperr 13-15, F Jul 6

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    I don’t mean to sound like a drama queen. To say 'I hate my life' seems like a heavy statement, and to actually think it makes me feel like I'm really pathetic and ungrateful...
    HelloBones HelloBones 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I always thought that I was different from my boyfriend.We got engaged after 7 months of knowing each other.I wasn't sure if it was going to work because I was depressed.He would...
    sineadduff sineadduff 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am feeling extremely low today. I am tired of everything. I am tired of living with this dystonia that restricts my life so much. I am limited walking and doing most physical...
    GroundedButterfly81 GroundedButterfly81 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I don't know if I am depressed or not, I think depressed people are likely to be more devastated while I still have some strength left in me, or maybe I am just too strong as I...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I have been depressed for almost a year now following the breakup of a long relationship. As if the breakup wasn't bad enough, I started losing people who were close to me. I did...
    ems350z ems350z 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 11

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M Jul 13

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M a week ago

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M a week ago

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    i'll say i'm fine but i'm not, i feel so empty, all i wanna do is cry, everyone expects me to okay so i can do all the house work and help my siblings, do whatever they want me...
    iloveyonannan iloveyonannan 16-17, F Jun 27

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    I'm depressed angry and lonely, I'm so pissed off I hurt people around me which makes me sad because I hate hurting people and I'm lonely cuz I stay away from people so I don't...
    Ghost21z Ghost21z 13-15, M Jul 6

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    I'm going to say why, i know that when I explain it you will be like "attention seeker.." Or "at least you have food and a roof over your head." But okay 1: I'm sad because my...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F Jul 5