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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    Here it comes again. Like my monthly girly

    periods, depression visits me occasionally. His visits had become quite frequently lately. But i am seriously sick of dealing with it. Depression, can you just fly away and never come back??
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    & people telling me it is just a phase.

    I usually have problems when going "out". & 99.9% of the time i dont. I sit at home & feel lonely & sad. & even when im not lonely, im still sad. because i know that it doesnt get "better" & i know that it never gets "better" & i know i have no one to talk to. i tell my mom...
    imdestructive imdestructive 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    My life went on, every difficulty I faced,

    I tried to prove to be stronger. On the outside, I looked happy and my life seemed easy going to others. On the inside, I was struggling to keep my emotions, my paranoia, my stresses and my insecurity in control. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety disorder in the year 2...
    mewmy mewmy 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I moved to Australia

    for love. Gave up my career, friends and family. My husband is an Aussie and I am a filipina, we now live in the Northern Suburb. We live 3kms away from the train station and I cannot drive. I am so depressed. I miss my old life. My husband makes me depressed. The western...
    hello7904 hello7904 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7, 2014

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    I feel like am an idiot ,

    deep inside I want my husband to get rid of our old car where he bought without me knowing, and it was our first little family car but he ended up taking another woman in that car and till today seeing that car brings back bad memories and I can't take it. He knows that but...
    Babejuks Babejuks 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    I hate being like this ,

    I used to be so happy and now I just feel like **** all the time, I hate myself, I just hope no one else hates me.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Two weeks ago I went to

    that scanning I mentioned, and I was diagnosed with depression and some anxiety. I almost didn't go in to get scanned because I was nervous and afraid, but whatever song I was listening to encouraged me, and I thought "nothing that is in that room can hurt you, so there is...
    ofnoimportance ofnoimportance 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    Feel guilty all the time

    for not having a job. I am disabled, but that should not be an excuse. My rent was increased by 60 dollars. I got scared of being poor, so I applied for credit cards so life wouldn't feel so painful and I wouldn't feel poor because I had money to spend and not live ghetto, and...
    confessing confessing 46-50, F Oct 10, 2014

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    In always sad or thinking about the past.

    In so tired of living in the past. I just want to focus on the present but Ik in my head that will never happen. 😩
    Kashe7 Kashe7 18-21, F Jan 17

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    My doctor say I have an addictive personality

    and I'm starting to see it. It's so hard to not fiend for sex or drugs or the other things I shouldn't buy or do. But I'm learning.
    matttheinsomniac matttheinsomniac 18-21, M Feb 14

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    Im so tired of not being able to be a teenager

    I take care of myself pay bills and work I just want to be normal
    matttheinsomniac matttheinsomniac 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    My college has free counseling,

    but I for the past 7 weeks I haven't been able to build up the courage to go in for help, even though I probably really need help. Today I went to a depression panel and heard three stories from three college kids. I almost didn't go bc I didn't want to take this step towards...
    ofnoimportance ofnoimportance 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9, 2014

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    I Have No Excuse

    i am overweight, i hate my job, my friends all come across as users, my family is always fighting and or depressed, ill be happy one minute, then angry etc the next i think ive got some ocd i like certain things just so, i hate myself, but i also hate myself for hating myself, i...
    jesusofthepentagon jesusofthepentagon 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    I cannot take this anymore.

    I cant go to school. I cant function well.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Do you ever feel so sad

    that our chest aches.. And your heart beats,but you just feel so empty; so lost..like you're nothing, like your life's nothing and you feel as if it'll never get better.. It'll always be this way When you can't cry anymore you've she's too many tears, fighting the constant urge...
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    Everyones So Much Better Than Me

    i have the most amazing friends ever i love them to dealth and all i do is laugh when im with them! but im always the ugliest out of all of them. there the ones with all the guys best boyfriends and im just standing there pretending like i don't care! my mom treats me like crap...
    youdontneedtoknowmyname youdontneedtoknowmyname 13-15 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15, 2014

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    I am sick of feeling depressed.

    I am 31, female, single. I've been single for the past 3 - 4 years. I have a good job and a stable income. I have good friends. I have much to be thankful for, and I shouldn't feel depressed. But yet I do. There are days when I wake up feeling normal, but these days are getting...
    shuebao shuebao 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2014

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    I used to suffer a lot from low moods

    and high stress, so I created a Mood Booster! For £5 I will send you 1 PDF of 10 interesting ways to boost your mood in under 3 mins each! Message me for this fast productive cheat sheet to increase your moods - Much love :)
    LOAcoach LOAcoach 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    But am linked to world decency.

    And we are being chewed wrongly. So.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 4

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 Mar 12, 2014

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    I really don't know what to do anymore.

    Years ago when I was younger my brother would have sex with me each night for years. I was too young too remember my age or how it even started but I remember him saying that if I told anyone he'd tell our mom and I'd cry because I was scared. After a few years I started to like...
    Ghazu Ghazu 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    Im suffering from depression.

    But I can still manage to do well in school. I should be giving myself credit for that.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    this app is the best!

    ! what a relief to know I'm not the only one Goin through s.... and to know that people out there really understand.. I'm so glad thank u !!!
    lucyael lucyael 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm so tierd of feeling this way,

    I feel so alone and just so sad. I try staying positive that things will be better again but they never are it seems like everything comes crashing down at once and I just have to pretend I'm not sad because I don't want people to ask me why I'm sad because its a long story to...
    taid2000 taid2000 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    MissMachine00 MissMachine00 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    My head hurts a lot and I have some OCD.

    The OCD has improved somewhat so that is a good thing. I still obsess over certain things. Just a lot of issues I am feeling sad about.
    cottonbreeze cottonbreeze 41-45, F Sep 19, 2014

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    So on Wednesday , 17th of September one of my

    darling friends took his own life. I feel as if i can't ever have a good day without something horrible ruining it , im going to miss him so much , i don't understand why he did it. Why didn't he tell me , why didn't he call , why did he leave without saying goodbye?
    LeilaOlivia LeilaOlivia 16-17, F Sep 21, 2014

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    The devil has consumed my thoughts.

    It's just so depressing to think that I've let him win. I failed to fight. I wish I could find peace and just be happy.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I've been like this since 6th grade

    and I'm a senior in high school right now. I thought it was going to pass and it was just a phase I was going through but now I can feel it consuming me and I really don't know what to do anymore. Yesterday was my 18th birthday and I was feeling good until it just hit me and I...
    LostCause LostCause 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 18, 2014

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    Tasting the Empty

    Its hard to explain.. Since a year ago i started to loose everything.. a girlfriend that i loved with pasion, some friends.. Now I have nothing, i've lost almost everyone of my friends, my band, my inspiration, my happiness, my personality.. i feel a big huge empty inside of...
    aDeadOnE aDeadOnE 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2009

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    tohot1 tohot1 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2014

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    Am sick of it all I want is to be like everyone

    els have friends and a gf and abill to go places with them and talk talk the time but cos my social anxiety I can't and my social anxiety makes me depressed witch makes me sleep then it kicks of my social anxiety again it a visas circle am waiting on seeing help about my social...
    thebigscottishguy thebigscottishguy 22-25, M Mar 3

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    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F Nov 24, 2014

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    Hate It

    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    Really depressed and miserable

    because there is so much negativity mixed into the good things in life it's hard to ever feel pure happiness. So many bad memories, prison, psychiatric hospitals, abortions, loneliness, no friends, abuse, no brain, no career, no money, bad health, no light at the end of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 1

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    Always in need of a vacation.

    Everything that equates to a temporary escape. Whats wrong with me. :(
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I feel so useless. I just graduated in India

    as a dentist, and came here, failed my boards once and passed them, failed a year in India, just failing everywhere in general. I feel like I was pushed through dentistry. I'm not very good and the theoretical part of it. I have adhd, I had such high expectations for myself in...
    radisglad radisglad 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2014

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    I get depressed at times

    and don't know why and my parents add to that depression. Especially my mom, all she does is ***** at me for smoking weed and make me feel bad about it yet she used to smoke cigarettes and my dad smokes weed and cigarettes and he even yells at me about it because of her...
    kayceebby kayceebby 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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