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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    Like Im In A Hole

    so lately my life has taken a turn. i have never truely been a happy person. most of my days im alone and misunderstood. now i have the worst job ever which i truely dispise and alol i wanna do is get out of it i hate all of my friends so im really alone and hate my ******* life...
    pukesglamour pukesglamour 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I feel so useless. I just graduated in India

    as a dentist, and came here, failed my boards once and passed them, failed a year in India, just failing everywhere in general. I feel like I was pushed through dentistry. I'm not very good and the theoretical part of it. I have adhd, I had such high expectations for myself in...
    radisglad radisglad 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    Tasting the Empty

    Its hard to explain.. Since a year ago i started to loose everything.. a girlfriend that i loved with pasion, some friends.. Now I have nothing, i've lost almost everyone of my friends, my band, my inspiration, my happiness, my personality.. i feel a big huge empty inside of...
    aDeadOnE aDeadOnE 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2009

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    But. Have been for over 3 decades.

    Meds did nothing. Or made me worse. Therapy was me meeting ego fools. But helping others for decades won pals. So life was never total misery. Lol It can be ok if we dont ignore ok parts.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Aug 28

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    I used to suffer a lot from low moods

    and high stress, so I created a Mood Booster! For £5 I will send you 1 PDF of 10 interesting ways to boost your mood in under 3 mins each! Message me for this fast productive cheat sheet to increase your moods - Much love :)
    LOAcoach LOAcoach 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I've been like this since 6th grade

    and I'm a senior in high school right now. I thought it was going to pass and it was just a phase I was going through but now I can feel it consuming me and I really don't know what to do anymore. Yesterday was my 18th birthday and I was feeling good until it just hit me and I...
    LostCause LostCause 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 18

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    Sick Of This

    Growing up, I've never shared my issues with much, because I always felt more comfortable keeping them to myself.I just want to keep myself distant from everyone, I even blocked out my family who are a 20 minute drive from my house, I just don't have the urge to speak to anyone...
    Dizii Dizii 22-25 3 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    I hate being like this ,

    I used to be so happy and now I just feel like **** all the time, I hate myself, I just hope no one else hates me.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    Help Me...

    I am in so much pain and I'm so lonely that I feel sick to the stomach...what do I do?
    Arcentine Arcentine 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    If you really just let go

    and give up, don't expect things in return. It's out choice right? It's not like I'm personally asking for your help. I'm going to be okay, okay?
    elissabell elissabell 16-17, F May 8

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    I'm so tierd of feeling this way,

    I feel so alone and just so sad. I try staying positive that things will be better again but they never are it seems like everything comes crashing down at once and I just have to pretend I'm not sad because I don't want people to ask me why I'm sad because its a long story to...
    taid2000 taid2000 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    I Have No Excuse

    i am overweight, i hate my job, my friends all come across as users, my family is always fighting and or depressed, ill be happy one minute, then angry etc the next i think ive got some ocd i like certain things just so, i hate myself, but i also hate myself for hating myself, i...
    jesusofthepentagon jesusofthepentagon 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    Just Sick of Not Feeling Like Myself

    I have been going through depression now for months.  And I have went and seen drs.  And they all said no pill will help me until I fix my home life.  I am in a verbal abusive relationship.  I have always been a go getter and full of life. I am writing this...
    colechase colechase 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    No one in my family knows this

    but I litterly am unhappy .. When I try to tell my friends they just say no your not or they just change the subject .. My friends aren't even my friends .. There just school buddies .. I really long for a best friend but I doubt people would want to be my friend .. My high...
    ermirad ermirad 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    I am sick of feeling depressed.

    I am 31, female, single. I've been single for the past 3 - 4 years. I have a good job and a stable income. I have good friends. I have much to be thankful for, and I shouldn't feel depressed. But yet I do. There are days when I wake up feeling normal, but these days are getting...
    shuebao shuebao 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    & people telling me it is just a phase.

    I usually have problems when going "out". & 99.9% of the time i dont. I sit at home & feel lonely & sad. & even when im not lonely, im still sad. because i know that it doesnt get "better" & i know that it never gets "better" & i know i have no one to talk to. i tell my mom...
    imdestructive imdestructive 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    "i Am Sick Of Feeling Depressed"

    Lately my friendship with a colleague drifted,she has been behaving badly and it has been affecting me immensely. Last week I realised that she is a snake in green grass because she was dragging me into her own mess and saying bad things about me to the boss. When people...
    Omaweito Omaweito 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2012

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    So on Wednesday , 17th of September one of my

    darling friends took his own life. I feel as if i can't ever have a good day without something horrible ruining it , im going to miss him so much , i don't understand why he did it. Why didn't he tell me , why didn't he call , why did he leave without saying goodbye?
    LeilaOlivia LeilaOlivia 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    My head hurts a lot and I have some OCD.

    The OCD has improved somewhat so that is a good thing. I still obsess over certain things. Just a lot of issues I am feeling sad about.
    cottonbreeze cottonbreeze 41-45, F Sep 19

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    Depression Is Taking My Body Over

    I have always been a loner type person, never really tried to impress anyone. Lately i have realized how important friendships are and when i look around i realize how little friends i have. It sucks. I feel like its so hard to let people in. I have tried but i guess there has...
    Keir08 Keir08 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2008

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    Feel guilty all the time

    for not having a job. I am disabled, but that should not be an excuse. My rent was increased by 60 dollars. I got scared of being poor, so I applied for credit cards so life wouldn't feel so painful and I wouldn't feel poor because I had money to spend and not live ghetto, and...
    confessing confessing 46-50, F Oct 10

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    Everyones So Much Better Than Me

    i have the most amazing friends ever i love them to dealth and all i do is laugh when im with them! but im always the ugliest out of all of them. there the ones with all the guys best boyfriends and im just standing there pretending like i don't care! my mom treats me like crap...
    youdontneedtoknowmyname youdontneedtoknowmyname 13-15 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    Isolated,lost Even With People. I Dont See Why I Should Stay Here...

    latley I have been going through a lot. Everything changes day by day but my feelings stay the same. I feel isolated and sad despite having amazing people around me. I do not feel in control of my life. I am getting lots of help for depression but i don't feel any different, i...
    dorkow dorkow 18-21 3 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    I Just Cant Take It Anymore.

    I so sick of being alone,im tired trying to make everyone happy.My family,my friends,school. I hate my parents for always being absent,never there when i need them and when they physically are here it doesnt feel like they are.I hate my little sister and brother taking me for...
    SilenttPrincess SilenttPrincess 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    tohot1 tohot1 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    My Story

    2 months ago my girlfriend dumped me for another girl, my so called 'friend'. We had been dating for 9 months and this break up came out of no where. I still love her, and if I hear about either of them I get very depressed. Every second of every day I am thinking about her and...
    untempting untempting 16-17 1 Response Oct 7, 2010

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 Mar 12

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    Do you ever feel so sad

    that our chest aches.. And your heart beats,but you just feel so empty; so lost..like you're nothing, like your life's nothing and you feel as if it'll never get better.. It'll always be this way When you can't cry anymore you've she's too many tears, fighting the constant urge...
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    My college has free counseling,

    but I for the past 7 weeks I haven't been able to build up the courage to go in for help, even though I probably really need help. Today I went to a depression panel and heard three stories from three college kids. I almost didn't go bc I didn't want to take this step towards...
    ofnoimportance ofnoimportance 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    Two weeks ago I went to

    that scanning I mentioned, and I was diagnosed with depression and some anxiety. I almost didn't go in to get scanned because I was nervous and afraid, but whatever song I was listening to encouraged me, and I thought "nothing that is in that room can hurt you, so there is...
    ofnoimportance ofnoimportance 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21

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    I moved to Australia

    for love. Gave up my career, friends and family. My husband is an Aussie and I am a filipina, we now live in the Northern Suburb. We live 3kms away from the train station and I cannot drive. I am so depressed. I miss my old life. My husband makes me depressed. The western...
    hello7904 hello7904 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    No Way Out

    I have been depressed for ages and having been going to the hospital to see doctors and have had changes in meds. For a while there I was feeling great now I feel rubbish, like I want to end it all... I feel like there is no way out of my head and problems
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    Falling, Falling, Falling.

    I thought I was okay. I thought after everything I have ever been through I would pull through. I keep telling myself to be strong, that feeling this way won't solve anything. But it doesn't. It makes me feel worse and I feel I am falling back into that black hole that I once...
    nadine17 nadine17 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2013

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15

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    I've been having depression once

    or twice in a year, times when i am just feeling down and drugged up until things seem to get better. But i've never felt like i do now. One day i am almost happy, i have no worries, i smile and talk a lot. And the very next day i wake up, cry and i don't want to live anymore...
    Badeendje Badeendje 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I feel like am an idiot ,

    deep inside I want my husband to get rid of our old car where he bought without me knowing, and it was our first little family car but he ended up taking another woman in that car and till today seeing that car brings back bad memories and I can't take it. He knows that but...
    Babejuks Babejuks 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Hate It

    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    Sad

    When I'm alone I always feel sad. even when I'm with people I feel alone. I wish this feeling of being depressed would go away. I know I probably have no reason to be depressed but I am.
    Maeli536 Maeli536 18-21, F Aug 3, 2013

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