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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    "i Am Sick Of Feeling Depressed"

    Lately my friendship with a colleague drifted,she has been behaving badly and it has been affecting me immensely. Last week I realised that she is a snake in green grass because she was dragging me into her own mess and saying bad things about me to the boss. When people...
    Omaweito Omaweito 26-30, F 3 Responses May 17, 2012

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    Sick Of This

    Growing up, I've never shared my issues with much, because I always felt more comfortable keeping them to myself.I just want to keep myself distant from everyone, I even blocked out my family who areĀ a 20 minute drive from my house, I just don't have the urge to speak to anyone...
    Dizii Dizii 22-25 3 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    No Way Out

    I have been depressed for ages and having been going to the hospital to see doctors and have had changes in meds. For a while there I was feeling great now I feel rubbish, like I want to end it all... I feel like there is no way out of my head and problems
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    Sad

    When I'm alone I always feel sad. even when I'm with people I feel alone. I wish this feeling of being depressed would go away. I know I probably have no reason to be depressed but I am.
    Maeli536 Maeli536 18-21, F Aug 3, 2013

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    Like Im In A Hole

    so lately my life has taken a turn. i have never truely been a happy person. most of my days im alone and misunderstood. now i have the worst job ever which i truely dispise and alol i wanna do is get out of it i hate all of my friends so im really alone and hate my ******* life...
    pukesglamour pukesglamour 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2011

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    I moved to Australia

    for love. Gave up my career, friends and family. My husband is an Aussie and I am a filipina, we now live in the Northern Suburb. We live 3kms away from the train station and I cannot drive. I am so depressed. I miss my old life. My husband makes me depressed. The western...
    hello7904 hello7904 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    Everyones So Much Better Than Me

    i have the most amazing friends ever i love them to dealth and all i do is laugh when im with them! but im always the ugliest out of all of them. there the ones with all the guys best boyfriends and im just standing there pretending like i don't care! my mom treats me like crap...
    youdontneedtoknowmyname youdontneedtoknowmyname 13-15 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Isolated,lost Even With People. I Dont See Why I Should Stay Here...

    latley I have been going through a lot. Everything changes day by day but my feelings stay the same. I feel isolated and sad despite having amazing people around me. I do not feel in control of my life. I am getting lots of help for depression but i don't feel any different, i...
    dorkow dorkow 18-21 3 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    No one in my family knows this

    but I litterly am unhappy .. When I try to tell my friends they just say no your not or they just change the subject .. My friends aren't even my friends .. There just school buddies .. I really long for a best friend but I doubt people would want to be my friend .. My high...
    ermirad ermirad 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4

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    I am sick of feeling depressed.

    I am 31, female, single. I've been single for the past 3 - 4 years. I have a good job and a stable income. I have good friends. I have much to be thankful for, and I shouldn't feel depressed. But yet I do. There are days when I wake up feeling normal, but these days are getting...
    shuebao shuebao 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    Just Sick of Not Feeling Like Myself

    I have been going through depression now for months.  And I have went and seen drs.  And they all said no pill will help me until I fix my home life.  I am in a verbal abusive relationship.  I have always been a go getter and full of life. I am writing this...
    colechase colechase 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2009

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    Help Me...

    I am in so much pain and I'm so lonely that I feel sick to the stomach...what do I do?
    Arcentine Arcentine 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 21, 2013

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    Depression Is Taking My Body Over

    I have always been a loner type person, never really tried to impress anyone. Lately i have realized how important friendships are and when i look around i realize how little friends i have. It sucks. I feel like its so hard to let people in. I have tried but i guess there has...
    Keir08 Keir08 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2008

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I hate being like this ,

    I used to be so happy and now I just feel like **** all the time, I hate myself, I just hope no one else hates me.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I Just Cant Take It Anymore.

    I so sick of being alone,im tired trying to make everyone happy.My family,my friends,school. I hate my parents for always being absent,never there when i need them and when they physically are here it doesnt feel like they are.I hate my little sister and brother taking me for...
    SilenttPrincess SilenttPrincess 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    If you really just let go

    and give up, don't expect things in return. It's out choice right? It's not like I'm personally asking for your help. I'm going to be okay, okay?
    elissabell elissabell 16-17, F May 8

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    Tasting the Empty

    Its hard to explain.. Since a year ago i started to loose everything.. a girlfriend that i loved with pasion, some friends.. Now I have nothing, i've lost almost everyone of my friends, my band, my inspiration, my happiness, my personality.. i feel a big huge empty inside of...
    aDeadOnE aDeadOnE 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2009

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    I Have No Excuse

    i am overweight, i hate my job, my friends all come across as users, my family is always fighting and or depressed, ill be happy one minute, then angry etc the next i think ive got some ocd i like certain things just so, i hate myself, but i also hate myself for hating myself, i...
    jesusofthepentagon jesusofthepentagon 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    Falling, Falling, Falling.

    I thought I was okay. I thought after everything I have ever been through I would pull through. I keep telling myself to be strong, that feeling this way won't solve anything. But it doesn't. It makes me feel worse and I feel I am falling back into that black hole that I once...
    nadine17 nadine17 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3, 2013

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 Mar 12

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    My Story

    2 months ago my girlfriend dumped me for another girl, my so called 'friend'. We had been dating for 9 months and this break up came out of no where. I still love her, and if I hear about either of them I get very depressed. Every second of every day I am thinking about her and...
    untempting untempting 16-17 1 Response Oct 7, 2010

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15

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    & people telling me it is just a phase.

    I usually have problems when going "out". & 99.9% of the time i dont. I sit at home & feel lonely & sad. & even when im not lonely, im still sad. because i know that it doesnt get "better" & i know that it never gets "better" & i know i have no one to talk to. i tell my mom...
    imdestructive imdestructive 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    Falling deeper into the dark hole im so sick of this depression it's never ending it's a bottomless pit. Back to cutting today as I was I seriously considered making that deeper...
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    My current bout with depression has lasted for ten years. Today is July 25, 2014. On June 25, after feeling pretty bad after work, I sat down and wrote this. If there's one...
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    Yesterday my boyfriend left the city to go holidays... He will be away for like 2 weeks... I had promised my self to party these weeks, and go out and meet new people and blah blah...
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    Been super stressed and depressed. I need good genuine people to help make me laugh. I'm usually a pretty positive person. Optimistic and all. Well, even strog people fall...
    Philli8807 Philli8807 22-25, F Aug 10

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    The inventor of feelings can go shove it i hate this depression but im just so ****** up all the time from it
    BlakeA101 BlakeA101 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    I wish I could have a good day. Its like I don't see them at all anymore.
    Workoutguy720 Workoutguy720 26-30, M Aug 2

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    Change your focus they say. Take these meds they say. Do what shrinks say or go away. Thats professional help. Take meds that do nothing. Or meds that wreck my body...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I hate it. It's the empty hollowness that kills me inside. My demons inside attacking. And it like takes you're sole. Makes it hard to feel anything. I just want it to end. I want...
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    Death is something painful, which i can never pray for someone i love and promise to share the rest of my life with but i lost her , i decided to move on with my life. Since then I...
    richardfred11 richardfred11 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    I really wish I could find a friend with benefits it's been six months since my wife has given me any. But there are certain things I like in a woman. I think my wife is having an...
    jokerstwn jokerstwn 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here...
    Faithlovee Faithlovee 16-17, F Jul 27

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    August 22. Responsibility for Family Members. "I can still remember my mother clutching her heart, threatening to have a heart attack and die, and blaming it on me...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 11 hrs ago

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    I am sick of looking like ****, of feeling like ****. I wish that i could look different, I look so fat. I want to be skinny again like before they put me on this...
    victoriaemo victoriaemo 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm tired of feeling lost and not belonging anywhere. I'm fed up with being different from everyone around me. I'm sick of letting myself feel misunderstood and not fully accepted...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    havent ate in days have anxiety depressed over this life then i think about my little boy and i get more upset cause even tho i wanna be around and are around i feel like a **** up...
    kmg3 kmg3 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    You know those days when you have nothing to be sad over, but you're sad anyway? It's one of those days for me. Somehow, I've ended up alone in the house I share. My brother is...
    superkitty17 superkitty17 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I love to lay out on our deck and sunbathe. Especially when I'm sick, it feels amazing.
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I've been depressed since 7th grade and i'm a junior now..My depression will be the bane of my existence. It goes away making me think i'm better but when I least expect it...it...
    Mackieboo Mackieboo 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    About 2 years ago, a friend of mine started becoming very self conscious. Her self esteem lowered to the size of a grain of rice. I tried so many times to talk to her, to help her...
    mcrlegacy mcrlegacy 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    Everyone expects me to be little miss perfect. I have always been the strong one in my family complex. My sister is bipolar and was diagnosed when she was only 10. I was 8 years...
    marie3195 marie3195 18-21, F Aug 2

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    I wanna quit. I want to let him go. He's such a dumb A-Rod I'm sick of it....I'm fighting dying of cervical cancer and have a family to care for 3 little ones and I'm doing it...
    sammysj8899 sammysj8899 31-35 Aug 2

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    Im just sick of everything. im sick of waking up at 4 in the afternoon, realizing I once again slept through a whole school day. Im sick of having no propose in life and no...
    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    Literally. I'm sick and tired all the time. And depressed and sad. My family always makes me feel bad I suppose not on purpose but it's just non stop. Last year I got really...
    sbell08 sbell08 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I came home this summer to get away from my own home. To actually try and function with my parents. The first 14 days went okay. After that I was miserable. Depressed. Anxious...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Aug 13

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