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I Am Sick of Feeling Depressed

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    I get depressed at times

    and don't know why and my parents add to that depression. Especially my mom, all she does is ***** at me for smoking weed and make me feel bad about it yet she used to smoke cigarettes and my dad smokes weed and cigarettes and he even yells at me about it because of her...
    kayceebby kayceebby 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    My life went on, every difficulty I faced,

    I tried to prove to be stronger. On the outside, I looked happy and my life seemed easy going to others. On the inside, I was struggling to keep my emotions, my paranoia, my stresses and my insecurity in control. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety disorder in the year 2...
    mewmy mewmy 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Always in need of a vacation.

    Everything that equates to a temporary escape. Whats wrong with me. :(
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Tasting the Empty

    Its hard to explain.. Since a year ago i started to loose everything.. a girlfriend that i loved with pasion, some friends.. Now I have nothing, i've lost almost everyone of my friends, my band, my inspiration, my happiness, my personality.. i feel a big huge empty inside of...
    aDeadOnE aDeadOnE 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21, 2009

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    When you try so hard to see good in someone

    after they showed you their true color😔
    beautispower beautispower 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    Hate It

    I was 2 years old. I remember looking into the kitchen and seeing my mom standing at the sink, smoking a cigarette. My dad hit her on her back and the cigarette dropped. I remember being bothered by what I saw. I remember jumping on my dads back. He was on his knees, crouched...
    Crowdedthoughts Crowdedthoughts 31-35, F Jan 1, 2013

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    My doctor say I have an addictive personality

    and I'm starting to see it. It's so hard to not fiend for sex or drugs or the other things I shouldn't buy or do. But I'm learning.
    matttheinsomniac matttheinsomniac 18-21, M Feb 14

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    Here it comes again. Like my monthly girly

    periods, depression visits me occasionally. His visits had become quite frequently lately. But i am seriously sick of dealing with it. Depression, can you just fly away and never come back??
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    But am linked to world decency.

    And we are being chewed wrongly. So.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Apr 4

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    People who use the term "depressed"

    so loosely and aren't clinically depressed really need to understand the difference. Being sad, love sick, tired, lonely, bored, frustrated, confused etc. doesn't always equate to real depression. When you're depressed, you literally feel like you're stuck in a deep, dark...
    TheDays TheDays 46-50, M 5 Responses Aug 6

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    I really don't know what to do anymore.

    Years ago when I was younger my brother would have sex with me each night for years. I was too young too remember my age or how it even started but I remember him saying that if I told anyone he'd tell our mom and I'd cry because I was scared. After a few years I started to like...
    Ghazu Ghazu 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I can't stand it anymore.

    School will be back on soon so I need to step up and stop feeling sad about him. I know he's moved on and he's doing fine without me so I need to focus on myself and be happy with what I still have in my life. I'm hoping to finally start working since I already have my AS degree...
    IDreamofPeace IDreamofPeace 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    wolfbloodboo0123 wolfbloodboo0123 13-15, F Aug 6

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    I don't like how I can feel my depression

    coming back, but I can't do anything to stop it.
    Sunbae Sunbae 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    MissMachine00 MissMachine00 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    Has anyone had any experience with ECT therapy?

    I've read many pros and cons on the Internet and was curious as to what the me too community had to say about it.
    trevor2525 trevor2525 36-40, M Jun 19

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    I cannot take this anymore.

    I cant go to school. I cant function well.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Im suffering from depression.

    But I can still manage to do well in school. I should be giving myself credit for that.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Really depressed and miserable

    because there is so much negativity mixed into the good things in life it's hard to ever feel pure happiness. So many bad memories, prison, psychiatric hospitals, abortions, loneliness, no friends, abuse, no brain, no career, no money, bad health, no light at the end of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 1

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    I'm so tierd of feeling this way,

    I feel so alone and just so sad. I try staying positive that things will be better again but they never are it seems like everything comes crashing down at once and I just have to pretend I'm not sad because I don't want people to ask me why I'm sad because its a long story to...
    taid2000 taid2000 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2014

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    I feel like am an idiot ,

    deep inside I want my husband to get rid of our old car where he bought without me knowing, and it was our first little family car but he ended up taking another woman in that car and till today seeing that car brings back bad memories and I can't take it. He knows that but...
    Babejuks Babejuks 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 27, 2014

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    Because i feel so alone

    when i not with my girlfriends. I want everyday to meet the. I don't wanna lose them
    ayeshadenji ayeshadenji 16-17, T a week ago

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    I hate being like this ,

    I used to be so happy and now I just feel like **** all the time, I hate myself, I just hope no one else hates me.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Anybody else feel like just walking away from

    their life? Or changing your identity?
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 17 Responses Aug 7

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    I am a perfectionist i always got anything

    if i want. I didn't care how hard it is or how long it will take. I always reach out what i want. But three months ago i lost my opportunity cause i worked to get that and i was making me insane. Like being persistent in that situation was leading me to go crazy. And eventually...
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Im so tired of not being able to be a teenager

    I take care of myself pay bills and work I just want to be normal
    matttheinsomniac matttheinsomniac 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Can't Deal

    I am in this dark place again.  I can't deal with this again...I can't go down this road again.  I just want it all to stop, and I don't know how to do that anymore. actually, I do know how but nobody likes my solution. I am so tired of feeling this way.  I...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I moved to Australia

    for love. Gave up my career, friends and family. My husband is an Aussie and I am a filipina, we now live in the Northern Suburb. We live 3kms away from the train station and I cannot drive. I am so depressed. I miss my old life. My husband makes me depressed. The western...
    hello7904 hello7904 36-40, F 2 Responses May 7, 2014

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    & people telling me it is just a phase.

    I usually have problems when going "out". & 99.9% of the time i dont. I sit at home & feel lonely & sad. & even when im not lonely, im still sad. because i know that it doesnt get "better" & i know that it never gets "better" & i know i have no one to talk to. i tell my mom...
    imdestructive imdestructive 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    I am sick of feeling depressed.

    I am 31, female, single. I've been single for the past 3 - 4 years. I have a good job and a stable income. I have good friends. I have much to be thankful for, and I shouldn't feel depressed. But yet I do. There are days when I wake up feeling normal, but these days are getting...
    shuebao shuebao 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2014

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    A year ago, I died. Lately,

    I've been feeling like I should have stayed dead. I'm just so tired.
    FantasyVixen FantasyVixen 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Am sick of it all I want is to be like everyone

    els have friends and a gf and abill to go places with them and talk talk the time but cos my social anxiety I can't and my social anxiety makes me depressed witch makes me sleep then it kicks of my social anxiety again it a visas circle am waiting on seeing help about my social...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3

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    Everyones So Much Better Than Me

    i have the most amazing friends ever i love them to dealth and all i do is laugh when im with them! but im always the ugliest out of all of them. there the ones with all the guys best boyfriends and im just standing there pretending like i don't care! my mom treats me like crap...
    youdontneedtoknowmyname youdontneedtoknowmyname 13-15 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    In always sad or thinking about the past.

    In so tired of living in the past. I just want to focus on the present but Ik in my head that will never happen. 😩
    Kashe7 Kashe7 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    this app is the best!

    ! what a relief to know I'm not the only one Goin through s.... and to know that people out there really understand.. I'm so glad thank u !!!
    lucyael lucyael 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I've been depressed for a while

    but it got worse after I had my surgery in September. I was out of school for two months and I guess me being in the hospital and then being inside the house because I couldn't go anywhere may have had something to do with it. And when I got back to school I felt out of place...
    BriannaSA BriannaSA 13-15, F Jan 15, 2014

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    I Have No Excuse

    i am overweight, i hate my job, my friends all come across as users, my family is always fighting and or depressed, ill be happy one minute, then angry etc the next i think ive got some ocd i like certain things just so, i hate myself, but i also hate myself for hating myself, i...
    jesusofthepentagon jesusofthepentagon 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2010

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    I just don't wanna cry anymore

    but I can't stop. All this is eating me up. I wonder what it'll all take me to..
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    Veterandepression Veterandepression 22-25 Mar 12, 2014

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    The devil has consumed my thoughts.

    It's just so depressing to think that I've let him win. I failed to fight. I wish I could find peace and just be happy.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Can not get out from bed

    for two months :(
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Do you ever feel so sad

    that our chest aches.. And your heart beats,but you just feel so empty; so lost..like you're nothing, like your life's nothing and you feel as if it'll never get better.. It'll always be this way When you can't cry anymore you've she's too many tears, fighting the constant urge...
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    Two weeks ago I went to

    that scanning I mentioned, and I was diagnosed with depression and some anxiety. I almost didn't go in to get scanned because I was nervous and afraid, but whatever song I was listening to encouraged me, and I thought "nothing that is in that room can hurt you, so there is...
    ofnoimportance ofnoimportance 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    Every morning i wake up

    and ask myself why didn't i die? And ask myself how could i make that big mistake? Every Morning i wake up ask myself what should i do?
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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