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I Am Sick Of Feeling Like I Have To Censor Myself

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    i feel like i always have to censor myself because Im going to worry about hurting others. or scare them about what I have to say...I don't want to do that. I just want to get the pain out, and say how I really feel, but I don't want to hurt anyone, or censor anyone, but i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 17, 2009

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    When you’re saying something people do not want to hear,they try to knock your confidence, controlling you with fear.Because we are not robots, and we care what people think,we let them into our heads, and that makes our spirit sink.It doesn’t take an awful lot to...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I'll Keep...

    ... my mouth shut. I'll keep my opinions to myself. I'll keep my desires a secret. I'll keep myself hidden out of view. I'll keep myself to myself as it obviously offends you so much. NO MORE!!!!
    Invisible75 Invisible75 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 6, 2012

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    I Hate It...

    I hate that I have to cenor myself. I hate that I can't trully write what I feel, and what I am thinking, because there is a chacne that "he" will read it, and that will just mnake things worse fro me in the long run. I hate that Ep is kinda no longer a place where I can come...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    I Was Just Having This Conversation With Someone....

    I was talking to a friend about something that pissed me off at work.  She listened for a bit and then told me I was too "draining" to talk to.    Well, I was hurt and annoyed.  If you can't talk to your friends, what is the difference between a friend and a...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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    Sick Of Censoring Myself Around Friends

    The great thing about this site is that I only know one person who knows me that has a profile & he never uses it. This is pretty much a place where I can get something off my chest without the fear someone who knows me will see it & I’ll **** them off. While there are many...
    FaolanHart FaolanHart 22-25, T Dec 2, 2013

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    Pluralistic / Syncretistic / Dualistic Perspectives Ignorantly Central To Cultural Perspective

    What I'm sick of is a cultural perspective that promotes "tolerance" rhetoric as the highest obtainable ideal in a culture who is unwilling to accept anything outside of its own pre-conceived notion as to what that actually means. Too often today the peddlers of "tolerance...
    DjRaven363 DjRaven363 31-35 Jul 15, 2013

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    You Can Talk To Your Grandparents All You Want, But Don't Mention This...

    My parents are part of the 50% percent of society that ends up getting divorced, not really a big deal. What I do find to be immensely frustrating, is that I have to temper what I say to one side of my family, while I can be completely honest, open, and myself with the other side...
    InAbsentia InAbsentia 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It's one of those nights. I hate myself. Ahhh this feeling suuuucks. It's gonna be a long night!
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I tried to get on with my life after a breakup with maybe the only men I ever really loved but I can't I cry all day I try not to think and all I see myself doing is going in...
    Hjmm26 Hjmm26 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    This might sound totally weird and off But I would like to meet the opposite of myself. Like I'm a very nice person but I wonder how it would feel like to meet the opposite of...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Oct 11

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    I wonder this day and night. Would I actually appreciate the sarcasm that falls from my lips, would I dislike the immaturity that I display, or would I laugh at all the stupidity...
    CamilleThomas CamilleThomas 18-21, F Oct 12

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    I could see myself hating me if I wasn't me but then again if I met myself I wouldn't be myself so anything could happen
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    One of my superpowers is the ability to survive without sleep. And complicate things in a way that would cause me to unknowingly sabotage myself. I started a new job three weeks...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 1

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    I wish I could meet myself, it would be so eye opening. Would I like me? Or would I think she's annoying? Who knows
    Lydwill96x Lydwill96x 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    I shall be honest and say if I did meet myself I doubt very much that I would like it out there!
    oldwise oldwise 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    I would probably be interested in her at first, seeing how she likes the same stuff I do. Then, I would end up hating her/me/whatever. I always end up hating people who are like me...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F Oct 12

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    I could see myself team up with myself rating the exact same thing we like about food, girls, and luxuries lol
    kevingomez99 kevingomez99 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 13

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    Anyone down for a lesbian RP I can finger myself to ?
    lalalapolkadotsmmbop lalalapolkadotsmmbop 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    WintersSoldier2 WintersSoldier2 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I love my time in the bathtub. It's very peaceful. The only time I get to myself. Anyone want to join me. ;-)
    Bedtoy88 Bedtoy88 36-40, F 7 Responses Oct 8

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    Im not your average bob or tony compared to the people in my area so i reckon it would be pretty awesome to meet myself. What about the rest of you?
    CooperJames01 CooperJames01 16-17, M Oct 11

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    Knowing me I'd make out with myself.
    CollinDawg CollinDawg 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 11

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    I feel like everything I do is wrong or not good enough. I never get the results I want and I fell like everyone is disappointed on me.
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F Oct 12

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    It's like with my family they don't appreciate me and what I do makes me feel like I don't belong and I'm so different from everyone in my family..
    toobreezzee toobreezzee 16-17, F Oct 12

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    I always wondered how it would be meeting myself or having a clone of me...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    I would LOVE to meet myself! I'm fricken awesome! Jk ha but I'm always there for a friend, and try to treat others nicely, and I love loyal friends!
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M Oct 12

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    If I met myself......the world would break in half and the nine layers of hell would execute from another realm and the gate of Gahanna would burst open allowing the Demons and...
    turntechbiology turntechbiology 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    At the moment, 3rd wheel seems to have a hold on me. I wish it would let go. Sometimes its fingers just brush me, but I always know it's there. Maybe I need new friends.
    stupidfears stupidfears 13-15, F Sep 27

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    Don't you just hate it when in the middle of your day you friends call you and say to come meet up when your doing something.Could you have not thought of me before you went you by...
    B2ST B2ST 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 30

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    Probably wouldn't actually get round to meeting-the other me would most likely stay in her house watching stupid TV in pyjamas and not bothering to go out as well :p
    papercastles papercastles 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I think we would have an okay relationship. If you don't like you, who else will?
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Back in my teens I wore JNCO jeans. My favorite pair were called double barrel. I think the circumference of the legs were like 28" or something. Let's just say that they were...
    iamokaynow iamokaynow 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I spose we'd be hard pressed to find someone who hadn't. I like to think more about all the times I've drifted off to sleep with a smile on my face. The numbers may not be even...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F Oct 3

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    I have done it my teen yrs & went through a lot with my mom & my high school bf then! A lot of drama that I couldn't take! I don't do that bc I have my kids to think about & to...
    ncsweetfem ncsweetfem 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Why do so many things need double explanations? I hate having to talk too much about what I do, how I feel. I write a lot. so read it! You'll learn lots from what I write.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    It's so dumb, but I can't help but be upset. Got 85.4% on my first O-chem exam. I studied and seriously thought I understood the material. I was obviously mistaken. My scholarship...
    ForestTea ForestTea 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    This headline pretty much sums up why I cry most nights.... Including right now.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    And mommys out there who want to see their kitten then punish them?
    HeyILikeDoritos HeyILikeDoritos 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 28

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    Quite wonderful I should imagine!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 12

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    It would be epic, I imagine.
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 Response