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I Am Sick Of Feeling Like I Have To Censor Myself

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    =/ - i feel like i always have to censor myself because Im going to worry about hurting others. or scare them about what I have to say...I don't want to do that. I just want...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 17, 2009

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    I Hate It... - I hate that I have to cenor myself. I hate that I can't trully write what I feel, and what I am thinking, because there is a chacne that "he" will read it, and that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 14, 2010

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    Double Life. - I hate that with my friends I can be completely open. And then on sites like facebook, there are some things I just cannot say, or I will have to censor it so that...
    Nalxx Nalxx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    Censor - When you’re saying something people do not want to hear,they try to knock your confidence, controlling you with fear.Because we are not robots, and we care what...
    emmasharn emmasharn 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    Pluralistic / Syncretistic / Dualistic Perspectives Ignorantly Central To Cultural Perspective - What I'm sick of is a cultural perspective that promotes "tolerance" rhetoric as...
    DjRaven363 DjRaven363 31-35 Jul 15, 2013

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    I'll Keep... - ... my mouth shut. I'll keep my opinions to myself. I'll keep my desires a secret. I'll keep myself hidden out of view. I'll keep myself to myself as it obviously...
    Invisible75 Invisible75 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 6, 2012

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    You Can Talk To Your Grandparents All You Want, But Don't Mention This... - My parents are part of the 50% percent of society that ends up getting divorced, not really a big deal...
    InAbsentia InAbsentia 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7, 2011

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    I Was Just Having This Conversation With Someone.... - I was talking to a friend about something that pissed me off at work.  She listened for a bit and then told me I was...
    patchworkofmistakes patchworkofmistakes 26-30, F 8 Responses Feb 6, 2010

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