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I Am Sick of Having to Continually Pick Myself Up

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    Too Tired to Care Anymore

    Every day I find the struggle to pick myself up off the floor and face another day harder and harder... Hoping one day it will get easier....
    GothAngel GothAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2008

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    Thumps

    I tried wearing flats. But a little wedge helps faerie walk taller. I tried holding on to rails. So I added a hand sanitizer in my bag. I tried being slower. And saw an ant pass me by. What I'm saying is... I know and understand how it is to fall. It tears the very soul in us...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F Apr 3, 2012

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    Tired of the Journey of Life

    As lots here,I have had a very rough and traumatic life.I have always been the positive thinker,the strong one,the one who keeps on going.Now I am almost 47,and with lots of traumatic events in the past several years.I am plain old worn out.I am tired of the same old thing,I am...
    mimi4512 mimi4512 46-50 3 Responses Nov 22, 2008

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    So Repetitive

    and i hate anything repetitive .  i just wish i could do it once and be done with it ... unfortunately ... its not working that way for me . so here i am  ... ill do it and continue to do it until im blue in the face  until maybe one day ill get it right .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Feb 22, 2008

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    Pick Me Up

    Pick me up,Sick of it,Life goin' wrong,Here I go again,Picking myself up,When will it ever end?I'm tired of this.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 28, 2012

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    Well, I Am...

    When I'm with my family, I feel as if I'm a roll of Bounty Paper Towels (The Quicker Picker Upper).  I'm the "fixer" that never needs to be fixed.  I have a couple of people who I can go to with my worries, but not my family.  I'm the "strong"...
    goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 8, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    Since I was young I enjoy having conversations with myself. Sometimes it's just me scolding myself or I pretend there is somebody asking me questions and I imagine myself in...
    yetanotherhuman yetanotherhuman 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    It was after I made a mistake. I thought I should die.I shouldn't be here.My friends had opportunities to make the same mistake as I but me being the stupid teenage girl. I did it...
    Parbatie Parbatie 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    My brain has this thing where if something's not perfect or I mess up or I fail, it just shuts down and won't let me pick myself up and move on. Not everything can be perfect, and...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I had enough of explaining! I have to say I find it incredibly hard to find the right words and explain exactly how it is so when I have got the courage to explain please don't...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    what i have for myself is beyond hate. i hate everything about myself. i hate my own existence. i hate my parents for having me. i hate god for creating such a weak helpless being...
    SlaveToMyBullshit SlaveToMyBullshit 18-21 6 hrs ago

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    On Christmas Eve two years ago my Mother was combing my hair and realised that I had two bald patches that were no larger than a 2p. After worrying and being very dark all...
    elanawaite elanawaite 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Do you ever have those episodes where you just FEEL bad about yourself? It's like your brain fills with liquid. It's warm...bordering hot, and you can feel it behind your eyelids...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Recently my bf and I have had problems in our relationship. I don't believe he is a strong person who can stand up for himself. His parents are having issues with our relationship...
    AmoyL AmoyL 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I wrote 50 random facts about myself last night. and i'm bored so i'm going to write another 50. so um yea... here we go. 51- I have met a lot of bands. 52- 90% of my wardrobe...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    if i could i would cut off my arms break all my bones stab myself 50 times burn myself alive and push myself on the fifth floor of our building and other weird painful things x_x...
    harmlesscheesecake harmlesscheesecake 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Im sick of having to fly around the world and getting jet-lagged. Im sick of boarding school and living Halifax. Im from BC but I have autism so I go to a special school but I just...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 17

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    I'm really tired! I have such dreams I wish I can be myself without being afraid of disappointed my family, I wish they would love me for who I am and not who they want me to be! I...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F Jul 18

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    You know what, we are sick. We sick, cruel, abusive, and selfish as humans. We think that we are so much better than every other living thing out there. We are killers. I came...
    lifeislife12 lifeislife12 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel like my life is just a waiting game. Waiting on finding out about university, waiting on reaching a new age, waiting on finding myself in amongst new people... But I'm...
    littlelionlady littlelionlady 18-21, F Jul 6

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    ok so I'm not actually male and my names Becky. It was the end of the day about 10 mins before the end so I decided to wait because at the end of the day i went down to the nursery...
    nappyface nappyface 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    I sleep walk and wake up with cuts and bruises that scare me sometimes, because I never remember exactly how! Am also a bit clumsey and sometime cut my hands during arts and...
    buglivesinshit buglivesinshit 26-30, F Jul 6

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    I feel so alone .. Why does my daddy look so freekung fake? He is so obviously phony it's like he is different people in his head .. Hmmm? Why are daddies mean to there babies they...
    ntgudenuf4chat1 ntgudenuf4chat1 36-40, F Jul 8

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    Throat infection. When I get sick it’s usually this. I’m thankful it isn’t worse. I’m also thankful we have a 2-day holiday starting tomorrow. But I’d rather not be sick...
    lemonthyme lemonthyme 31-35, M Jul 14

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I'm scared that one day my body is just going to give up. I can't help eating food that is really bad for me and when I do, my body starts to react and I feel like I'm having a...
    taytertot66 taytertot66 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I don't know why but I laugh at pick-up lines whenever my sister test it on me (well she doesn't anymore -.- because I laughed and told her it's really lame). She told me she's...
    IdioticBear IdioticBear 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I am sick of being single. I've been single for 3 years now and I have reached a point where it's really starting to get to me. Everyone I know is in already in a relationship or...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    If i kill myself who will care . My dad wont . The people who will , will cry for a week maximum and then forget me . No one will remember me after a month . But at least i'll be...
    peyton1998 peyton1998 16-17, F 1 Response 23 mins ago

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    I hate having crushes on different people. I'm not saying I just go around flirting with everyone but honestly I don't think you even need to flirt all the time to feel a...
    SimplyAmazingx SimplyAmazingx 16-17, F Jul 17

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    A million words would not bring things back as they were, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried. But now I can see the flower upon...
    bitchybeck bitchybeck 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Yesterday I was in the car with my sister in law and she asked me why did u do it again? I said Cus and then she said does it hurt when you cut? I gave her a look like really did...
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    It's not that I'm sick of being single it just feels like everyone I look there are couples being happy. Feeling like the only single girl in high school is not fun. I want that...
    Savone52798 Savone52798 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    My husband was having a good day at work so he came home early. Our children where at school except one who was sick. I thought she was asleep so me and him started to fool around...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I am sick and tired of my life . Most of the time i feel alone and i feel like no one will truely understand me . I might not go through as bad of things other people go through...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Sore throat is bugging me...i can't speak properly...stomach pain! Migraine! Heartache! I keep thinking about you...it makes me more sick! What you did to me? I can't think...
    FelixFelicity03 FelixFelicity03 18-21, F Jul 19

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    I've been battling depression off and on for close to 30 yrs. it's very hard. I get bad anxiety attacks all the time too. Starting to become a recluse. Other than going to work or...
    mrfister1967 mrfister1967 46-50, M Jul 19

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    I've tried to please everyone for so long. I tried to please people and make people like me that I've pushed people away.. I'm done trying... Im at the point where staying away...
    Escapinginsanity Escapinginsanity 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    You know sometimes I ask myself why I bother to get out of bed? I miss my daughter so much!!!!! There is no life without her. X
    marypython marypython 51-55, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Seriously, if you don't feel confident in yourself, you need to work on your self esteem. Nothing anyone else says can change your perception of yourself. Asking strangers to...
    HiddenAnger HiddenAnger 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was giving a good thought about it... I'm a sensitive woman, I really am! As I have posted here in a lot of times, I've always tried to see my meaning to people... I am a good...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    In 2002, met a man that I thought was going to be "the one." I was at a sensitive time in my life, just out of a 6 year marriage, small children, and overweight. This man made me...
    1973danielle 1973danielle 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Really not liking feeling sick all the time. It's like only 2 or three days I actually feel great. Most of my life I get horribly nauseous and get sick. I'm mostly bed ridden...
    SpilledTea SpilledTea 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I fell in love with an angel. My angel was more than anything I could ever ask for and he loves me and supports me despite that I am very damaged. I hate that I'm damaged. I spit...
    bentocoffin bentocoffin 13-15 1 Response Jul 8

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    I talk to myself a lot. Like a lot, and in great detail. Like I'm talking to other people but I'm the only one there. In my head I could be in a group of people making them all...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I talk to myself a lot. Like a lot, and in great detail. Like I'm talking to other people but I'm the only one there. In my head I could be in a group of people making them all...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I started making myself puke during stress and to keep weight off. I used to only do this occasionally, however, now I seem to do it a lot.. I feel scared because I can't seem to...
    walkingbarefoot11 walkingbarefoot11 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 11

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