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I Am Sick of Having to Continually Pick Myself Up

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    Pick Me Up

    Pick me up,Sick of it,Life goin' wrong,Here I go again,Picking myself up,When will it ever end?I'm tired of this.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 28, 2012

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    Tired of the Journey of Life

    As lots here,I have had a very rough and traumatic life.I have always been the positive thinker,the strong one,the one who keeps on going.Now I am almost 47,and with lots of traumatic events in the past several years.I am plain old worn out.I am tired of the same old thing,I am...
    mimi4512 mimi4512 46-50 3 Responses Nov 22, 2008

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    So Repetitive

    and i hate anything repetitive .  i just wish i could do it once and be done with it ... unfortunately ... its not working that way for me . so here i am  ... ill do it and continue to do it until im blue in the face  until maybe one day ill get it right .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Feb 22, 2008

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    Well, I Am...

    When I'm with my family, I feel as if I'm a roll of Bounty Paper Towels (The Quicker Picker Upper).  I'm the "fixer" that never needs to be fixed.  I have a couple of people who I can go to with my worries, but not my family.  I'm the "strong"...
    goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 8, 2008

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    Too Tired to Care Anymore

    Every day I find the struggle to pick myself up off the floor and face another day harder and harder... Hoping one day it will get easier....
    GothAngel GothAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2008

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    Thumps

    I tried wearing flats. But a little wedge helps faerie walk taller. I tried holding on to rails. So I added a hand sanitizer in my bag. I tried being slower. And saw an ant pass me by. What I'm saying is... I know and understand how it is to fall. It tears the very soul in us...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F Apr 3, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    When there's something in the house with something, it's always me who is blamed for that and i really hate explaining that it was not my mistake so i just shut my mouth and listen...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M Aug 7

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    i am 25 yr old a dropout with no ged or high school diploma, started working since i was 16, but i wasn't able to save any money, started using drugs the addiction i got is esctasy...
    thatlostone thatlostone 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    My brain has this thing where if something's not perfect or I mess up or I fail, it just shuts down and won't let me pick myself up and move on. Not everything can be perfect, and...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    So much has happened in just a year. It all started when I was informed that my "family" who has abused me in the past were planning to abuse me again and make me a slave. It was...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    Today I feel the way I always want to feel. Buoyant. Competent. Enthused, eager to work, and get things done – NOT wanting to crawl into bed every second of the day, and having...
    dragonflEYEfly dragonflEYEfly 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Another UTI, urologist put me on antibiotics. Now seriously considering a suprapubic instead of having to catheterize myself. I've had enough with the UTI's.
    karinawheels karinawheels 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I don't want to deal with judgements and not feeling adequate enough anymore. Just feeling that who I am and my environment are very wrong. I feel like here I know I'm not within...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    My story is that I have a sickness inside that I don't know how to make go away. It's hard to define this sickness other than a pervading poison that is eating me from the inside...
    Shellybelle Shellybelle 41-45, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I will admit that I am a "patsy". A "patsy", a "sap" and a "sucker". I have in the past been known to say "if I have it and you need it, I'll give it to you because that's just the...
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    I guess I wonder if anyone else feels this A struggle on the inside If anyone else wanders, broken inside. Picking up the shattered pieces with their cold battered hands. I wonder...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    It all started about 4 years ago in junior high. I started growing up, going through hormonal changes, and some adjustments in life. And in the process I started dating (Late I...
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    One day my girlfriend went out for sometime and i was naked, i was naked, i called her back but she went very quickly, then bell rang, i though she came back, i open the door...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Aug 8

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    I'm sick every single day I hate it. Doctors have been trying to figure out what is wrong but are unsuccessful so far
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    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    A women gave me great advice today and I really appreciate it!! Today was a bad day for me because I was sick all day earlier and my sister came over to get my kids because I...
    cherrikisses22 cherrikisses22 22-25 1 Response Aug 16

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    i am so done with having friends. I learn that i dont have to have many friends. and i feel that yes audrey is the one friend i need, yeah, i hope. I am so sick being 'okay' to...
    Rascalex Rascalex 16-17, F Aug 7

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    i am so done with having friends. I learn that i dont have to have many friends. and i feel that yes audrey is the one friend i need, yeah, i hope. I am so sick being 'okay' to...
    Rascalex Rascalex 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    This probably sounds materialistic but putting on makeup, doing my hair and looking nice makes me really happy. Trying really hard at everything is who i am. I am a perfectionist...
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    My mom is in a very abusive relationship ... 2 days ago she got in a fight with her husband in which he threw her phone out of the window while he was driving, took her head and...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    First off, this is a long experience post as I want to get this off of my chest and not go to bed mad or upset, or to at lease relieve the emotions. I also mention a serious issue...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M Aug 14

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    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    I get bullied at school and have done ever since I started secondary school 3 years ago. It has always been because of the way I look so I decided to do something about it. For...
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    I am 5'7 and 205 pounds. In high school I used to be 120 pounds and looked sick, but I felt beautiful. I hate myself so much for how much weight I put on. I hate going outside...
    Calicogirl20 Calicogirl20 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm done. With everything. I keep wishing for the day I'll die, but it just doesn't seem to happen. Probably has something to do with me, because I'm a failure who can't get...
    jennamarie210 jennamarie210 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I get sick very easily. I can feel sick because I ate or drank too much, or because I am nervous about something, and I have a bad case of motionsickness. Also, when someone else...
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I remember what the other kids called me, what some still do. I was a weird kid. Loud, obnoxious. I cannot be put into a simple little box. I don't even understand how weird I am...
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