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I Am Sick of Having to Continually Pick Myself Up

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    Too Tired to Care Anymore

    Every day I find the struggle to pick myself up off the floor and face another day harder and harder... Hoping one day it will get easier....
    GothAngel GothAngel 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2008

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    Tired of the Journey of Life

    As lots here,I have had a very rough and traumatic life.I have always been the positive thinker,the strong one,the one who keeps on going.Now I am almost 47,and with lots of traumatic events in the past several years.I am plain old worn out.I am tired of the same old thing,I am...
    mimi4512 mimi4512 46-50 3 Responses Nov 22, 2008

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    Thumps

    I tried wearing flats. But a little wedge helps faerie walk taller. I tried holding on to rails. So I added a hand sanitizer in my bag. I tried being slower. And saw an ant pass me by. What I'm saying is... I know and understand how it is to fall. It tears the very soul in us...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F Apr 3, 2012

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    Pick Me Up

    Pick me up,Sick of it,Life goin' wrong,Here I go again,Picking myself up,When will it ever end?I'm tired of this.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 28, 2012

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    So Repetitive

    and i hate anything repetitive .  i just wish i could do it once and be done with it ... unfortunately ... its not working that way for me . so here i am  ... ill do it and continue to do it until im blue in the face  until maybe one day ill get it right .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F Feb 22, 2008

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    Well, I Am...

    When I'm with my family, I feel as if I'm a roll of Bounty Paper Towels (The Quicker Picker Upper).  I'm the "fixer" that never needs to be fixed.  I have a couple of people who I can go to with my worries, but not my family.  I'm the "strong"...
    goddessone goddessone 41-45, F 5 Responses Feb 8, 2008

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    Not really sick of her. Really. Just can't find another title. However, she annoys me a lot. First off... She's already 26 years old... Yet, she still doesn't persevere to look for...
    ComplicatedWounded ComplicatedWounded 26-30, F 59 mins ago

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    I've been feeling so terrible today. I started cutting myself again, and my mom walked in just as I put away the blade. I'm so happy she didn't see anything... Ughhh im losing it...
    CallMeNobody CallMeNobody 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    my ex sista in law used to have big blueberry bushes and we could go and pick em.....
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 1 hr ago

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    My head hurts so baddd. I hate being sick 😭😷
    Crazyxxgirl Crazyxxgirl 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I am my own biggest critic. I feel like I can never do a good enough job at anything I try to do. I am constantly telling myself that I am no good to anyone and never will be good...
    laurenholliday laurenholliday 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    ugh. I finally met someone on here I like but in a fit of being pissed at my friend. I thought I deactivated the acct but I deleted and there I can't find him. I am so upset...
    vange12 vange12 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I think that is why I'm still here, deep down, I believe in myself.....
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 4 hrs ago

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    My thoughts torment me relentlessly. Day and night. Even in my sleep. I have nightmares frequently. I can't push my thoughts aside. It's a losing battle. I've tried so ******* hard...
    Noregrets5 Noregrets5 41-45, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    story of my life!!! lol I always say I'm done, and then find myself trying again. that is the definition of insanity.....
    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 5 hrs ago

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    I just don't like the way this weekend ended up. I really wanted to be social. Wanted to go to the city. Hang out with my friends. Let loose. Instead I'm alone & feel trapped. And...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Often after reading some of my stories people have messaged me things along the line of that took guts or brave of me to have gone through with it. Truthfully that has nothing to...
    Lovestorun13 Lovestorun13 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I don't mean like if I have the answer to question or something and sometimes you might just say ''yes!'' out loud as a sort of 'well done' to yourself. It's kinda different for me...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Ive been doing good for almost 2 years. About a week ago i started smoking again. But not only that its smoking weed cigarets drinking and taking pain pills just to get through...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 36-40, F 7 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    for control.. I control what I consume. I control how much weight I lose. I am in control of my mind, myself, and my life.
    XxLifelike XxLifelike 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    I'm sick with some Spanish fiestas. I had to switch off the TV yesterday, as every day. The reason this time is that they were broadcasting videos about how a bull or a little bull...
    mmorgam mmorgam 41-45, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I don't know how to stop. I've realised I'm not my own friend. I don't even know the person in the mirror. My heart aches because I want to love myself so much, not no matter what...
    Abcdefghijessy Abcdefghijessy 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I had the most incredible, fun filled, and truly wonderful day yesterday. I had the chance to hit the NYS fair with my guys on the fair's first ever Pride day. We spent the...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    It feels so ******* bad...especially after you've spoiled a relationship and you're the only one that's in love. I can't stop thinking of what I could've done to make it better...I...
    Kbrabbit Kbrabbit 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    {{4:56AM}} So much about me is so f*cked up. Most things I can never tell people because it's so personal.~ I need to better myself for me and if I want to live the life I truly...
    xMellowButterflyx xMellowButterflyx 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    LOL I can't help but laugh reading the tittle,I find it funny for some reason,maybe it's because i tend to find humor in irony's,cynicism and dark things.And this seems somewhat...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Hello Everyone -- I came across this site when I googled "I hate my family" so I figured I'd give it a shot to hopefully find other people who can relate. I am so sad lately...
    hifuckedupworld hifuckedupworld 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    What's not to want on having an affair?When you have a boyfriend, you can request many things...kisses there, hugs here...yeah love is on the air.But what's more in store is during...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 20 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't want to live anymore, I'm dying from inside and nobody gets it. My dad doesn't care if I'm at home or in the streets at midnight. My mom blames me and punishes me when I'm...
    Livetillmadness Livetillmadness 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    hymn of nothingness oh i have serve feels like eternity to feel...joy and sadness illuminate my path with darkness and nothingness away from all this madness unite me with...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Every morning i wake up and ask myself why didn't i die? And ask myself how could i make that big mistake? Every Morning i wake up ask myself what should i do?
    Gloriaboszaman Gloriaboszaman 26-30, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    This is long, sorry! I am 16, and am having trouble with a break up. This girl and I did everything together. We were never really apart for our relationship. During...
    brentlz brentlz 16-17, M a week ago

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    School just started and I feel myself getting sick. -_- just a scratchy thoat and cough but SERIOUSLY!? School just started and germy people already got me sick :P now I'm gonna...
    AllieKat17 AllieKat17 13-15, F a week ago

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    I divorced in Feb 2014 and although I started dating very quickly, I had already checked out of my marriage approximately 1-2 years prior, so I felt I was ok to date. I met an...
    14nolookingback 14nolookingback 36-40, F Aug 21

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    And I am continuously putting things together, bit by bit, better and better. I have learned a lot. I have been through some painful things in my life. So painful that I can't make...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    reflecting a color only i can see greeted by monsters of my insecurities sleep..escape to another galaxy dream are monsters snatching away my sanity light some candles in...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Aug 19

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    I stick my fingers down my throat to make myself puke. I do it whenever I need to, or when I want to. If I'm not feeling sick and I want to puke, I usually make myself sick first.
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M Aug 19

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    There are moments in my life recently where I'm disappointed in myself. At 35 I was set financially, loved my career although it didn't allow for much personal time, family time or...
    cacutie3 cacutie3 36-40, F Aug 17

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    i have all sorts of feelings today ..i just want to block out the world for a while..im feeling tired of life..im feeling really down..im feeling cant be bothered doing anything...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M Aug 16

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    I love this program, and I love Mike and Frank. I would love to go on a ”pick" with them. I have to say that I am holding them personally responsible for my latest addictive...
    MidnightBlu MidnightBlu 46-50, F Aug 16

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    Last time I posted here it was when my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer and was very ill. She passed away in 2012. I went with her to my country because she wanted to...
    littlesadgirl littlesadgirl 18-21, F Aug 14

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