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I Am Sick of Living Like This

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 125 People

    Hmmmm

    the equation of everything in my life, the answer isnt happiness
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M 5 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    Another day of my mother talking

    and treating me like I am garbage and putting HIM on a pedestal who is her 'perfect little angel'. She just done something that makes me want to cry yet AGAIN as I just done a few minutes ago. WHY do I have to keep on living like this
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 46-50 Feb 8, 2014

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    I Need to Get a House

    Move indoors, get a proper job, normal life within society, my own internet connection, a PC without viruses up th ####. A girlfriend. A new passport in a name yu can trust and a big shiny burbling motorbike. And a dog, I really miss owning a dog.
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 5 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    Endless Circle...it Makes Me Dizzy...

    I am so sick of being alone! I am so sick of saying that I am!!! I afraid for people to get to know me so I don't want them to, and yet I just want to be known and understood. I watch people all around me talking, laughing, even fighting with other people: I get...
    pleasegivemeasmile21 pleasegivemeasmile21 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    This Is What Kaput Looks Like.

    I'm sick of being emotionally abused, I'm worn out from the constant fighting, I'm tired of fearing what choas I'm going to walk into every night, I'm frustrated from everyone always expecting me to be the calm voice of reason, I'm through with putting my feelings aside for my...
    lostinwunderland lostinwunderland 18-21, F Jul 8, 2010

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    I'm So Tired..

    Of everything. My ex girlfriend is pregnant with my baby, my ex boyfriend is her brother, they're both living in MY apartment, and i have a three year old daughter who goes to daycare that i pay for. theyre both going to school, so they dont have jobs, we have one car that we...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M Jun 7, 2011

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    Insignificant

    That's all I am to you. I'm insignificant.If that wasn't true, you'd care about my needs and desires.If that wasn't true, you'd WANT to make me happy.Isn't love all about wanting to make your spouse happy and put their needs above yours?Not in my marriage.I've always thought it...
    TattooedMissez TattooedMissez 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    so on Wednesday I started feeling really sick so I went to bed early still felt awful the next day just ploughed on to the nursery. got home felt worse and again went to bed early...
    Ridingtonewyork Ridingtonewyork 18-21, F 5 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    My new husband was a single child and lived a sheltered life. We have only been married a few weeks now, and since he comes from a religious family, we lived strictly apart until...
    bakeddolores bakeddolores 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Breaking bad was sick , the last air bender was sick , lost was sick
    theusunghero3 theusunghero3 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I will tell my what my disability is.. I have a learning disability with a TMI.. Witch is traumatic brain injury and PST chronic PST and depression and anxiety.. People like me...
    wawbanunagway wawbanunagway 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    This note compares the lives depicted in two movies featuring a strong female protagonist, each of whom has an experience that has been thrust upon her against her will. In each...
    Freeelectron Freeelectron 51-55, M 2 days ago

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    Hubby & I have married 18 years, dated 4 years before marrying. He has one daughter who's mother wasn't in her life growing up. I was unable to have children & hoped we could...
    tinkerette tinkerette 56-60, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Kendall here again, I know I post quite often on my mom's account, but she's a very busy person and I have a lot of time so I thought I'd help her out and keep people up to date on...
    Richardson444 Richardson444 56-60, F 3 days ago

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    I just finally got over mono a few days ago. And now, I'm sick again. A cold. But still sucks. And it's multiplied by the flare I'm having due to weather... And I just want to...
    LolitaAngie LolitaAngie 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Just right now I cut away another person from my life. This year was and is just amazingly eye-opening when it comes to dating stuff and I must admit that I learnt a lot...
    AmethystCluster AmethystCluster 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I went to school this morning but I was only there for about two hours because I got really sick at around 10 this morning and had to run to the restroom to throw up :( I came home...
    samantha468 samantha468 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been sick, really sick. It started before Christmas with cellulitis in the sinus cavity. Then my upper molar abscessed into the already infected sinus. It was one thing...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 29 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't want to come out as bi because I'm sure my family already know and I have exactly hinted. Last year my dad got me woman's underwear for Christmas which is taking the...
    RevivedProphecy RevivedProphecy 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    hi i feel like i'm stupid for being here but i just need to post this somewhere and hopefully amidst the infinite void that is the internet someone will tell me that everything...
    lostanonymous lostanonymous 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sick of this married life that feels like single and all sorts of these lonely pervert men ready to prey on it . Guess a balanced life of good mutual sex , reasonable finances...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm sick right now. I've had fevers off and on all week, I have a sore throat and everything tastes funny, headaches all the time, I can't stop sneezing, I've been coughing like...
    snowballcupcake snowballcupcake 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    That's funny, but I have always felt that I look better when I am sick! Or to put it better; I like my look better when I am sick. Not sure what it is... maybe it is because my...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F a week ago

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    I am so SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SINGLE! Ugh! I've been single for two months...nothing. I've had three failed relationships and two guys I met last year just stopped talking to me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    Yuck! Australia and Australians are the most boring - gayish - coldish "culture" I have ever met in my entire life. They have no passion, no emotions, no feelings, no love, no...
    Zudaka Zudaka 36-40 4 Responses Jan 30

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    being sick really sux!!!! when I am sick I have to take that nasty tasting medicine, or go to the doctors. and that means I get a shot in my bum. I hate it!!!!
    jtlittlebit jtlittlebit 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Why is it always you who pulls me back down when I seem to get better? Why do you get to act like the victim and spread lies about me? I'm so ******* sick of you.
    10786y 10786y 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I Love Country Living;Being A City Slicker All My Life I Never Knew How Beautiful and Absolutely Wonderful It Is In The Country.That Was Til I Started Dating Heather(One Of My Ex's...
    BiggBeautifulBri BiggBeautifulBri 46-50, M Jan 29

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    This month has been a tough month for me. On the first week on January I was very sick and wasn't able to work. As the month went by, I was continuously sick at random periods...
    Faithtwin Faithtwin 22-25, M Jan 29

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    Just sick and tired of being sick and tired... mental illness is no joke
    MindConscious MindConscious 22-25, M Jan 28

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    hmm last time I checked... I was last treated in fifth grade. never been sick again I even stopped going for check ups in 8th grade though everyone in my family does. I just say...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M Jan 28

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    hate being sick been sick for 4 days now so cranky just want to get better
    Rebecca1402 Rebecca1402 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    I'm sick, but it didn't stop me from posting a new story on my blog. Check it out! It's called **Why having Sex when You're Sick is a Good Idea** :) http://kinkykatelyn.com/2016...
    KinkyKatelyn KinkyKatelyn 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    Apartments are the worst place to live. I seriously loath living in these tiny boxes paying too much for rent and living next to rude and loud neighbors. I compare houses to heaven...
    Sable25 Sable25 22-25 Jan 25

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    I know what I want from my life, I know what I have to do to get there. BUT I'M NOT DOING IT. I just let myself continue forward in this life I don't want, living in a town I don't...
    Menea Menea 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    I had alfredo noodles with chicken for lunch today and I must have had too much of that white alfredo sauce on my noodles because it made my stomach hurt and I got sick. I love...
    xtrasillygirl xtrasillygirl 13-15, F Jan 24

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    I have gotten to the point in my life where I'm crying out I'm trying, I'm trying, but I just can't stand failing at everything anymore and feeling like a loser. I hate being and...
    thaibangbang thaibangbang 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    (Just feel like bitching a bit. Feel free to click away.) Well, this time I mean I actually have an illness. It's been so long since I was sick that I almost forgot what it was...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Hello. This is for those who are thinking about attempting suicide. At some point in my life, many points actually, I didn't see a point in living either. But I'm sure you've heard...
    TenderTonic TenderTonic 26-30, F Jan 23

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    I was hoping I would have a Valentine's Day with a boyfriend again but unfortunately my current ex aka my childhood friend broke up with me because of something that happened in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 23

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    i just feel like i cannot do something good. is this a quarter life crisis? im so sad seeing people being abandoned. i always used to put my shoes on their own. earlier, i was so...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 23