I Am Sick of Living Like This

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 119 People

    Hmmmm

    the equation of everything in my life, the answer isnt happiness
    theluckyduck theluckyduck
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Jan 19, 2009

    This Is What Kaput Looks Like.

    I'm sick of being emotionally abused, I'm worn out from the constant fighting, I'm tired of fearing what choas I'm going to walk into every night, I'm frustrated from everyone always expecting me to be the calm voice of reason, I'm through with putting my feelings aside for my...
    lostinwunderland lostinwunderland
    18-21, F
    Jul 8, 2010

    Endless Circle...it Makes Me Dizzy...

    I am so sick of being alone! I am so sick of saying that I am!!! I afraid for people to get to know me so I don't want them to, and yet I just want to be known and understood. I watch people all around me talking, laughing, even fighting with other people: I get...
    pleasegivemeasmile21 pleasegivemeasmile21
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 22, 2009

    I'm So Tired..

    Of everything. My ex girlfriend is pregnant with my baby, my ex boyfriend is her brother, they're both living in MY apartment, and i have a three year old daughter who goes to daycare that i pay for. theyre both going to school, so they dont have jobs, we have one car that we...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487
    18-21, M
    Jun 7, 2011

    Insignificant

    That's all I am to you. I'm insignificant.If that wasn't true, you'd care about my needs and desires.If that wasn't true, you'd WANT to make me happy.Isn't love all about wanting to make your spouse happy and put their needs above yours?Not in my marriage.I've always thought it...
    TattooedMissez TattooedMissez
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

    I Need to Get a House

    Move indoors, get a proper job, normal life within society, my own internet connection, a PC without viruses up th ####. A girlfriend. A new passport in a name yu can trust and a big shiny burbling motorbike. And a dog, I really miss owning a dog.
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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