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I Am Sick of Living Like This

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 128 People

    Hmmmm

    the equation of everything in my life, the answer isnt happiness
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M 5 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    Endless Circle...it Makes Me Dizzy...

    I am so sick of being alone! I am so sick of saying that I am!!! I afraid for people to get to know me so I don't want them to, and yet I just want to be known and understood. I watch people all around me talking, laughing, even fighting with other people: I get...
    pleasegivemeasmile21 pleasegivemeasmile21 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    Insignificant

    That's all I am to you. I'm insignificant.If that wasn't true, you'd care about my needs and desires.If that wasn't true, you'd WANT to make me happy.Isn't love all about wanting to make your spouse happy and put their needs above yours?Not in my marriage.I've always thought it...
    TattooedMissez TattooedMissez 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    I Need to Get a House

    Move indoors, get a proper job, normal life within society, my own internet connection, a PC without viruses up th ####. A girlfriend. A new passport in a name yu can trust and a big shiny burbling motorbike. And a dog, I really miss owning a dog.
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 5 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    I'm So Tired..

    Of everything. My ex girlfriend is pregnant with my baby, my ex boyfriend is her brother, they're both living in MY apartment, and i have a three year old daughter who goes to daycare that i pay for. theyre both going to school, so they dont have jobs, we have one car that we...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M Jun 7, 2011

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    Another day of my mother talking

    and treating me like I am garbage and putting HIM on a pedestal who is her 'perfect little angel'. She just done something that makes me want to cry yet AGAIN as I just done a few minutes ago. WHY do I have to keep on living like this
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Feb 8, 2014

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    This Is What Kaput Looks Like.

    I'm sick of being emotionally abused, I'm worn out from the constant fighting, I'm tired of fearing what choas I'm going to walk into every night, I'm frustrated from everyone always expecting me to be the calm voice of reason, I'm through with putting my feelings aside for my...
    lostinwunderland lostinwunderland 18-21, F Jul 8, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I had a tragic experience when I was living in Australia. Australia gave me chlamydia when I was over there. STILL WORTH IT, where else do you find such sexy kangaroo...
    IamNotATrollAtAll IamNotATrollAtAll 41-45, T 1 Response 49 mins ago

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    You know that feeling when someone genuinely cares about you? When they look at you and you feel like they can't see anything else in but you. It's like being told your the most...
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I am currently 18, but I turn 19 this month. I work as a waiter at a restaurant and make okay money. I will elaborate on that in a bit. I weigh about 137, I have black hair, 5"11...
    OblivionWalker OblivionWalker 18-21 4 hrs ago

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    I Think People Who Are Just ANTI-ABORTION Are sick! I think They need to actually be still. If they are not at least PRO-CHOICE, Or PRO-CHILD. THE NEED TO STOP BULLYING ABUSING...
    YesItsOneMoreTime YesItsOneMoreTime 56-60 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Australians! Stop posting on this forum. Just fu ck off, will you. Take your toxic bullshit culture and your "Hiya Goin, Orite" crap, and keep it to yourselves. We are not...
    tonino60 tonino60 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    its been almost eight months since my boyfriend passed away. it still seems like yesterday. i try to tell myself everyday that i can do this and things will get better..that lasts...
    forevermyalways forevermyalways 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I intend to buy a new pair of boots and soon. I once admired a pair of black leather beauties and balked at the £105 price tag. Two days later I went back and bought them...
    Gavriella Gavriella 26-30, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Couldn't have said it better myself. That being said, are there any single Asian-American women here that like to travel and like handsome African-American men?
    phenom0086 phenom0086 26-30, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    So I have my own house and I am in a long term relationship with my boyfriend (we live together). I have a roomie that is gay, she's been living with us since this spring. I've...
    Cooksterlook Cooksterlook 26-30, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    You know, I'm sick of following my dreams, man. I'm just going to ask where they're going and hook up with 'em later. Is a hippopotamus really a hippopotomus or just a really cool...
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    I woke up outside of my body, and I heard a noise like a curtain dropping, dampening my emotions. I felt as an observer in this process, as though watching a movie. I saw my body...
    IowanLocal IowanLocal 22-25 1 day ago

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    7:58 pm Monday night! At home (a place thts not mine, parents got it under their name but I live here n they throw it at my face every chance they get), anyway Im back from work n...
    Mp2944 Mp2944 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    And sick from sad. And sad from society sick And sickened by society causing sad.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Seriously!! No matter how many times I tell Australians that I have left Australia, they show up on this forum and they keep telling me to leave Australia. For the 500 million...
    tonino60 tonino60 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    My thoughts torment me relentlessly. Day and night. Even in my sleep. I have nightmares frequently. I can't push my thoughts aside. It's a losing battle. I've tried so ******* hard...
    Noregrets5 Noregrets5 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    God, how much I want to see the world burn. Stop stop stop. Leave me alone. I like the consistency. I could do nothing forever. Where is it coming from? I hate it all. I'm a...
    NameIsMailbox NameIsMailbox 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Living with a person who has chronic pain means that for the rest of my marriage my pain never counts. I don't count, and I find this incredibly lonely. I am my only sounding...
    Suffocating1 Suffocating1 41-45 Aug 26

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    PART THREE JONATHAN CIRCLED SLOWLY OVER THE FAR CLIFFS, watching. This rough young Fletcher Gull was very nearly a perfect flight-student. He was strong and light and quick in the...
    TheRisingPhoenix54 TheRisingPhoenix54 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    PART TWO SO THIS IS HEAVEN, HE THOUGHT, AND HE HAD TO SMILE at himself. It was hardly respectful to analyze heaven in the very moment that one flies up to enter it. As he came...
    TheRisingPhoenix54 TheRisingPhoenix54 61-65, M Aug 25

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    I am tired with my family not accepting me as a gamer, an atheist and a feminist. They keep criticizing me for not living in the real world, say games are for kids and teenagers...
    EV97 EV97 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    POSTING IN THREE PARTS. THIS IS PART ONE IT WAS MORNING, AND THE NEW SUN SPARKLED GOLD across the ripples of a gentle sea. IT WAS MORNING, AND THE NEW SUN SPARKLED GOLD across the...
    TheRisingPhoenix54 TheRisingPhoenix54 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I am so tired of being used by 'friends', being treated badly by family members and made to feel like I am nothing. All I have done is care for others and all it has done in...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Not much went down today. Woke up as usual to the sounds of my sisters waking up in the next room. I actually felt decently well-rested. I lolled about before getting ready for the...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 23

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    Pertaining to the facts in my other stories, I was drugged and molested by my Fake Mother (who shares no blood with me) and her boyfriends and one of their entire families because...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    School just started and I feel myself getting sick. -_- just a scratchy thoat and cough but SERIOUSLY!? School just started and germy people already got me sick :P now I'm gonna...
    AllieKat17 AllieKat17 16-17, F Aug 22

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    If you're depressed, you're living in the past. If you're anxious, you're living in the future. Start living in the present and enjoying it :)
    BrokenArrow90 BrokenArrow90 13-15, F Aug 22

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    My Day Today-The Big Trip Today was a jam-packed busy day. I had about 3 hours of sleep to get me through it, as the night before I'd both been unable to stay asleep and dealing...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I made an account on this website when i was 16 but did not use it at all. Made my username a lyric from Nickelback's "Far Away'. How simple life used to be. I am now 19, back here...
    farawayforfartoolong farawayforfartoolong 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I want to clear something up. Physically I love Australia the Country is truly unique Beautiful and its wildlife and fauna unmatched anywhere in the world. What Im thoroughly...
    kansas212 kansas212 31-35, M 6 Responses Aug 21

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    This is an Australian trying to speak English: 1. How are you, good? How do you know that I am good? I could be ill, and now you have just reminded me of my illness. 2. Hiya goin...
    tonino60 tonino60 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I stick my fingers down my throat to make myself puke. I do it whenever I need to, or when I want to. If I'm not feeling sick and I want to puke, I usually make myself sick first.
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M Aug 19

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    I don't really have any motivation to do anything anymore. I don't feel like wasting my energy on all the pointless day to day bullshït in life. I'm sick and tired of living.
    Soullessangel16 Soullessangel16 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    This evening I had spaghetti and meatballs for dinner and about half an hour after I ate my stomach started hurting really badly and I threw up. And I'm not talking a small amount...
    prettyinpink24 prettyinpink24 13-15, F Aug 15

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    while my family is outside on this sunny weekend day enjoying themselves. I'm here in my room, just contemplating my life. how did things go wrong? I let everyone decide for me, I...
    megabear64 megabear64 22-25, M Aug 15

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