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I Am Sick of Living Like This

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    Insignificant

    That's all I am to you. I'm insignificant.If that wasn't true, you'd care about my needs and desires.If that wasn't true, you'd WANT to make me happy.Isn't love all about wanting to make your spouse happy and put their needs above yours?Not in my marriage.I've always thought it...
    TattooedMissez TattooedMissez 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Endless Circle...it Makes Me Dizzy...

    I am so sick of being alone! I am so sick of saying that I am!!! I afraid for people to get to know me so I don't want them to, and yet I just want to be known and understood. I watch people all around me talking, laughing, even fighting with other people: I get...
    pleasegivemeasmile21 pleasegivemeasmile21 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    I Need to Get a House

    Move indoors, get a proper job, normal life within society, my own internet connection, a PC without viruses up th ####. A girlfriend. A new passport in a name yu can trust and a big shiny burbling motorbike. And a dog, I really miss owning a dog.
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 6 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    I'm So Tired..

    Of everything. My ex girlfriend is pregnant with my baby, my ex boyfriend is her brother, they're both living in MY apartment, and i have a three year old daughter who goes to daycare that i pay for. theyre both going to school, so they dont have jobs, we have one car that we...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M Jun 7, 2011

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    Another day of my mother talking

    and treating me like I am garbage and putting HIM on a pedestal who is her 'perfect little angel'. She just done something that makes me want to cry yet AGAIN as I just done a few minutes ago. WHY do I have to keep on living like this
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Feb 8, 2014

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    Hmmmm

    the equation of everything in my life, the answer isnt happiness
    theluckyduck theluckyduck 26-30, M 5 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    This Is What Kaput Looks Like.

    I'm sick of being emotionally abused, I'm worn out from the constant fighting, I'm tired of fearing what choas I'm going to walk into every night, I'm frustrated from everyone always expecting me to be the calm voice of reason, I'm through with putting my feelings aside for my...
    lostinwunderland lostinwunderland 18-21, F Jul 8, 2010

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    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 9 Responses Mar 26

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    darlingrose darlingrose 70+, F 9 Responses Mar 29

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    right now it feels like ill never come out of this. i dread talking to myself n living a life being me. i hate me, n dat depresses me, n i get depressed which makes me scared of me...
    pukaki pukaki 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    ketir ketir 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I am sick. Again. I've been off and on sick for the last couple of months. Like the last time I was sick, I was sick for 2 weeks, then I was fine for a week, and I'm getting sick...
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    We've been in this strange relationship since '97. I was divorced from someone else in 96. met this woman through church. shes seven years older and has never been married and...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I'm so sick of psychiatrists and nurses and doctors telling me what I'm thinking or why I'm thinking it. I'm sick of them telling me what's real and what's "imagined". I'm sick of...
    DespicableMind DespicableMind 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Besides the obvious reasons why I hate being sick, I also hate how my dad gets when I get sick. Take today for example. I'm sick, so I didn't go to work today, but even when I was...
    AgentSean AgentSean 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Sick of my own games. So sick I'm feeling numb. I'm sick of my own sickness. Its dumb and I am done.
    dizzy82 dizzy82 18-21, F Mar 25

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    this is sick, not sick as in cool I mean sick as in disgusting and creep status like what the heck:/ what has this world turned to...
    Francisco5 Francisco5 13-15, M Apr 4

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    I am a child of divorced parents. I'm new here, clicked on something about bullying and ended up being about divorce with an angry mob saying "dump him! dump him!" I have a...
    railhead74 railhead74 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place, Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself...
    YesIAmAsian YesIAmAsian 18-21 2 days ago

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    I'm so ready to walk away from it all. My family, friends, job, basically life itself. I just can't shake this feeling of always being down. I hardly have any friends, no one talks...
    sweetbee221 sweetbee221 22-25, F Mar 20

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    gottakeepyourheadup gottakeepyourheadup 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    But not awesome sick. Just gross sick.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 26

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    Being sick is horrible and no one's here to make it any better I'm sick and alone dang this! Well not alone but no one cares about me here so it's what ever
    CookieMonsta16 CookieMonsta16 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    My fav quotes from Romeo and Juliet: :) * "But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks? It is the east, and Juliet is the sun. Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F Mar 28

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    I have never been the kind of person who is upset a lot. I have always been a fairly happy person, but for some reason lately, i am just so sick of everything. I am a Senior in...
    feelingsobroken feelingsobroken 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I have the norovirus which is basically the common stomach bug. Many people call it the stomach flu, I think that's just because it will rip you in two. It's terrible because I'm...
    cadenceblue cadenceblue 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    This would be the fifth time I have gotten sick in the month of March. I get sick and feel awful for 3-4 days and then it goes away but it always comes back and I'm just tired of...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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