I Am Sick of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 401 People

    5 of my family members died in the past 12

    months. Cant i get a break from depression or do i have to lose everyone close to me until i have nothing left? Im angry and sad and i feel like ****. Im not saying i have a worst life ever... i just am saying that right now is the worst point in my life so far and i need some...
    Sourr Sourr
    18-21, F
    Dec 10, 2014

    Confused

    I'm 23 years old, married for 4 years with 3 kids. I've been so depressed and tired of this life. I want to change but don't know where to start. Some days I wish I could just leave my husband but scared to because he has been my "money" and I'm not sure if I can support myself...
    ZGAB ZGAB
    22-25, F
    Oct 15, 2012

    I'M Tired Of Missing The Past

    I'm getting fed up with myself. I feel I have no good reason to hate my life yet I still do. I've never lost anyone close to me, I've never gone through personal tragedies, yet I'm still unhappy and that makes me feel like a horrible person. Everything just seems pointless. I don...
    maybesomeday76 maybesomeday76
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2013

    I'm so ******* depressed

    and it's not like anyone ever even cares. People get so mad at me. No one is ever there for me. No one really cares, and it ****** me off. I feel so alone. I've gone through a lot of ****. A LOT. And no one is sensitive to that at all. People tell me to just get over it. I have...
    immakittyrawr immakittyrawr
    18-21, F
    Jul 2, 2015

    Nothing

    I feel like nothing. Like nothing has gone anywhere and never will. I sit and I wish and then I try and I fail and I realize that my life is full of bland mediocrity and... sad. Even when I'm happy I know it's just acting and something will take...
    Nigatsu Nigatsu
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Sep 26, 2009

    I'm trying to be strong,

    but really it's not that easy.. Yeah maybe I vent on here "too much" but if you even knew the half of what was going on with my physically & emotionally you wouldn't say a thing. I am exhausted in. Every. Way. Possible. I am sick of the hospital, the doctors, the people trying...
    laneyrn laneyrn
    18-21, F
    Apr 9, 2014

    Suggest Me Something Good

    waking up late everyday and rushing to college , with empty stomach Things don't rush to my mind when the teacher teach something...... i am always worried about things going on around , cann't focus on particular topic/subject at a time . moreover worried about having my nasty...
    asmark031 asmark031
    18-21
    Jan 1, 2013

    Why Me.............

    I really dont know where to start its like everyday something new other its my health or just problems i seem to make everyone around me happy but im never happy i wake up misrable and aggie i kinda think i deal with things i dont have to deal with . im 23 years old and have...
    theevilprincess theevilprincess
    22-25
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2009

    Lost In Lifes Web

    Im 4t odd, married with no kids and as a lot of people sick of my life. from being at school I have been bullied, sufferd from a lot of illnesses with restricted me from sports, never achevied good grades on leaving school. was unemployed for 3 year and went to work on a job...
    sparkleypants sparkleypants
    41-45
    Sep 8, 2011

    And the World

    The way we treat each other and the animals makes me almost physically ill. I am continually shocked by the emphasis on sex. People, including me, lost in drugs. It's hard for me to live on this planet.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Aug 24, 2009

    Hate My Life

    i went out with a guy we fell madly inlove for three years. Then we were together 24/7 and i needed a break to find out who i was and what i wanted in life. When i was really sure i wanted him in my life he didn't want to be my boyfriend anymore. We're still friends and it hurts...
    luna123 luna123
    22-25
    3 Responses Sep 3, 2008

    I'm stuck and cant get unstuck.

    I don't know how to fix myself. I don't enjoy being awake.
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    May 23, 2015

    I'm really just sick of my life.

    I don't have a broken home, or horrible parents or anything. I just hate the repetitiveness of life, going to school, coming home, doing homework, weekend. And the cycle just goes and goes. I just can't be bothered with life anymore. I don't really want my life anymore. I just...
    existJenna existJenna
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2014

    Just Blah

    Lately I am beginning to feel more and more... 'fed-up' with the whole set up.. I wont' say my life is all down the drain No..it is only my relationship. I am sick of tired of being where I am now.. Meaning, 'middle of no where' or to make it sound easier to understand.. 'a...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Aug 23, 2009

    You Decide...

    Crushing social anxiety, depression, lack of social skills, no girlfriend, no friends at all to speak of, inferiority complex, involuntary celibate, not to mention constant fatigue and lack of motivation. Is this a life that someone WOULDN'T make them sick?
    EnigmaVest EnigmaVest
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jul 26, 2009

    I Am So Sick Of My Life

    I had a troubled childhood growing up. After years of trying to deal with it and finally getting past it, I thought my life was on an uphill swing. Then, almost 2 years ago, the job I had worked my butt off to get to the top of, went south and I was no longer employed. At that...
    Plaintired Plaintired
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2010

    I have never been the kind of person

    who is upset a lot. I have always been a fairly happy person, but for some reason lately, i am just so sick of everything. I am a Senior in high school just going through the motions every day. Same people, same annoying "friends", same job, same schedule every single day. I...
    feelingsobroken feelingsobroken
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2015

    Is This It?

    (i appologize if this post is kind of all over the place i have a lot of venting to do here and it may come out in a scramble) I am only 18 and am begining to feel like my life sucks, i have no social life, no love life and have no idea what i want to do with my future, not to...
    Quebecois Quebecois
    18-21
    5 Responses Jan 9, 2009

    Laying on the couch crying.

    Feeling pathetic, lonely, and hurt. I'm in pain. The worst thing about this pain, is there is no medicine or bandaid to fix it. It's internal; even worse it's in my head. I always wonder what happened to my motivation, it wasn't always like this. I think I lost my motivation...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917
    18-21, F
    Jun 19, 2015

    Seems To Be The Same All Over The World!

    Hi, i,m 37 nowhave had a lifetime of mental and some physical abuse, have felt like i,m from another planet for most of my life. I do not remember much before the age of 10 ! my mother is horridble and filled my head with some pretty terrible things...your,e ugly you cannot go...
    blinner blinner
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 5, 2011

    Sick Of Everything!

    I am 40 and have to stay in this loveless marriage becaus i have no where else to go. Can't find a job,and even if i did I wouldn't get payed enough to support myself and 3 kids! How can life be such a struggle now? i thought its supposed to get easier when you get older. it's...
    dt33 dt33
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 9, 2010

    nothing makes sense anymore,

    I'm not who I want to be and that kills me because I want to change but I don't have financial support to do so. I'm stuck! I don't want to go on like this.
    Deddi Deddi
    18-21, F
    Feb 26, 2015

    Just Blah

    Lately I am beginning to feel more and more... 'fed-up' with the whole set up.. I wont' say my life is all down the drain No..it is only my relationship. I am sick of tired of being where I am now.. Meaning, 'middle of no where' or to make it sound easier to understand.. 'a...
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Aug 23, 2009

    1:00am

    I cant sleep tonight it's 1am and I have to work tomorrow. Problem is, I keep having bad dreams about my husband. He's keeping secrets again. The last time he acted like this he was caught with drugs in my denali and almost got it impounded. He was put on 4 yrs. of probation. He...
    Hillhell Hillhell
    41-45
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2011

    I Really Dont Know What To Call This

    I'm sick of my life. i don't get it anymore. i so worthless and unimportant. i bet no one would notice if i was gone, if i died. no one would shed a single tear, no one would miss. i bet they'll be glad that they don't have to deal with me anymore. I'm just be the pathetic...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 28, 2011

    I just don't know what to do in my life anymore.

    I'm unhappy and I'm only 16. I feel like something is missing something big. My dad died when I was 9 and things have never been the same and I don't know what to do. Everything seems to be getting worse. I have expectations for people that they never meet. No one seems to care...
    arshaunaaaa arshaunaaaa
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2014

    So Fed Up With Mediocrity!

    I'm the mother of three boys, 19,13 and 12. I'm finding they don't need me quite as much as they used to. I lost my job in August due to "downsizing" which is total crap because 1 week before my lay off the company threw a 40 thousand dollar BBQ to celebrate how...
    Trevi Trevi
    36-40
    4 Responses Dec 12, 2008

    Same...

    Well as no surprise...I am sick of my life too....I don't want to end it...I mean its just there. It doesn't have a meaning ....I try and try to find some sort of meaning or purpose...but theres nothing there for me. It feels as if sometimes, the things in life sometimes arent...
    sw33tp01s0n sw33tp01s0n
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 31, 2011

    Well, it finally happened.

    My Auntie has just lost her battle with cancer, only 6 months after my Granddad. Two of the most important figures of my life and I've lost them. I also lost my Great Uncle to cancer, My Great Auntie, and one of my other Great Uncles is on his deathbed now. I give up. I don't...
    goldenlord52 goldenlord52
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2014

    Im 19 years old and I hate my life.

    I have a dead end job. No real friends, and family that always ***** on me. I have big dreams for myself but find it difficult and frustrating to pursue them. (I will not give up) My family jump through hoops, spin the biggest yarns just so I won't attend a special occasion...
    Moniqve Moniqve
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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