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I Am Sick of My Life

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    5 of my family members died in the past 12

    months. Cant i get a break from depression or do i have to lose everyone close to me until i have nothing left? Im angry and sad and i feel like ****. Im not saying i have a worst life ever... i just am saying that right now is the worst point in my life so far and i need some...
    Sourr Sourr 18-21, F Dec 10, 2014

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    Is This It?

    (i appologize if this post is kind of all over the place i have a lot of venting to do here and it may come out in a scramble) I am only 18 and am begining to feel like my life sucks, i have no social life, no love life and have no idea what i want to do with my future, not to...
    Quebecois Quebecois 18-21 5 Responses Jan 9, 2009

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    Hate My Life

    i went out with a guy we fell madly inlove for three years. Then we were together 24/7 and i needed a break to find out who i was and what i wanted in life. When i was really sure i wanted him in my life he didn't want to be my boyfriend anymore. We're still friends and it hurts...
    luna123 luna123 22-25 3 Responses Sep 3, 2008

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    Confused

    I'm 23 years old, married for 4 years with 3 kids. I've been so depressed and tired of this life. I want to change but don't know where to start. Some days I wish I could just leave my husband but scared to because he has been my "money" and I'm not sure if I can support myself...
    ZGAB ZGAB 22-25, F Oct 15, 2012

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    You Decide...

    Crushing social anxiety, depression, lack of social skills, no girlfriend, no friends at all to speak of, inferiority complex, involuntary celibate, not to mention constant fatigue and lack of motivation. Is this a life that someone WOULDN'T make them sick?
    EnigmaVest EnigmaVest 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    I just don't know what to do in my life anymore.

    I'm unhappy and I'm only 16. I feel like something is missing something big. My dad died when I was 9 and things have never been the same and I don't know what to do. Everything seems to be getting worse. I have expectations for people that they never meet. No one seems to care...
    arshaunaaaa arshaunaaaa 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2014

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    I have never been the kind of person

    who is upset a lot. I have always been a fairly happy person, but for some reason lately, i am just so sick of everything. I am a Senior in high school just going through the motions every day. Same people, same annoying "friends", same job, same schedule every single day. I...
    feelingsobroken feelingsobroken 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2015

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    Why Me.............

    I really dont know where to start its like everyday something new other its my health or just problems i seem to make everyone around me happy but im never happy i wake up misrable and aggie i kinda think i deal with things i dont have to deal with . im 23 years old and have...
    theevilprincess theevilprincess 22-25 2 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    Seems To Be The Same All Over The World!

    Hi, i,m 37 nowhave had a lifetime of mental and some physical abuse, have felt like i,m from another planet for most of my life. I do not remember much before the age of 10 ! my mother is horridble and filled my head with some pretty terrible things...your,e ugly you cannot go...
    blinner blinner 36-40, F 1 Response May 5, 2011

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    Same...

    Well as no surprise...I am sick of my life too....I don't want to end it...I mean its just there. It doesn't have a meaning ....I try and try to find some sort of meaning or purpose...but theres nothing there for me. It feels as if sometimes, the things in life sometimes arent...
    sw33tp01s0n sw33tp01s0n 22-25, F 1 Response May 31, 2011

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    I Want A Different Life

    I know I am the one in control of how things go, but i don't have any motivation to change my life and some days the thought of trying just seems like it would take to long and I don't want to put in the effort. The last few years have been like living in bad dream so many things...
    GeminiAngel GeminiAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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    1:00am

    I cant sleep tonight it's 1am and I have to work tomorrow. Problem is, I keep having bad dreams about my husband. He's keeping secrets again. The last time he acted like this he was caught with drugs in my denali and almost got it impounded. He was put on 4 yrs. of probation. He...
    Hillhell Hillhell 41-45 2 Responses Dec 5, 2011

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    I'M Tired Of Missing The Past

    I'm getting fed up with myself. I feel I have no good reason to hate my life yet I still do. I've never lost anyone close to me, I've never gone through personal tragedies, yet I'm still unhappy and that makes me feel like a horrible person. Everything just seems pointless. I don...
    maybesomeday76 maybesomeday76 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2013

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    I'm trying to be strong,

    but really it's not that easy.. Yeah maybe I vent on here "too much" but if you even knew the half of what was going on with my physically & emotionally you wouldn't say a thing. I am exhausted in. Every. Way. Possible. I am sick of the hospital, the doctors, the people trying...
    laneyrn laneyrn 18-21, F Apr 9, 2014

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    Laying on the couch crying.

    Feeling pathetic, lonely, and hurt. I'm in pain. The worst thing about this pain, is there is no medicine or bandaid to fix it. It's internal; even worse it's in my head. I always wonder what happened to my motivation, it wasn't always like this. I think I lost my motivation...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Jun 19, 2015

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    And the World

    The way we treat each other and the animals makes me almost physically ill. I am continually shocked by the emphasis on sex. People, including me, lost in drugs. It's hard for me to live on this planet.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 24, 2009

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    Suggest Me Something Good

    waking up late everyday and rushing to college , with empty stomach Things don't rush to my mind when the teacher teach something...... i am always worried about things going on around , cann't focus on particular topic/subject at a time . moreover worried about having my nasty...
    asmark031 asmark031 18-21 Jan 1, 2013

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    Sick Of Everything!

    I am 40 and have to stay in this loveless marriage becaus i have no where else to go. Can't find a job,and even if i did I wouldn't get payed enough to support myself and 3 kids! How can life be such a struggle now? i thought its supposed to get easier when you get older. it's...
    dt33 dt33 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 9, 2010

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    I'm really just sick of my life.

    I don't have a broken home, or horrible parents or anything. I just hate the repetitiveness of life, going to school, coming home, doing homework, weekend. And the cycle just goes and goes. I just can't be bothered with life anymore. I don't really want my life anymore. I just...
    existJenna existJenna 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 6, 2014

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    I'm so ******* depressed

    and it's not like anyone ever even cares. People get so mad at me. No one is ever there for me. No one really cares, and it ****** me off. I feel so alone. I've gone through a lot of ****. A LOT. And no one is sensitive to that at all. People tell me to just get over it. I have...
    immakittyrawr immakittyrawr 18-21, F Jul 2, 2015

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    Well, it finally happened.

    My Auntie has just lost her battle with cancer, only 6 months after my Granddad. Two of the most important figures of my life and I've lost them. I also lost my Great Uncle to cancer, My Great Auntie, and one of my other Great Uncles is on his deathbed now. I give up. I don't...
    goldenlord52 goldenlord52 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 30, 2014

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    I Am So Sick Of My Life

    I had a troubled childhood growing up. After years of trying to deal with it and finally getting past it, I thought my life was on an uphill swing. Then, almost 2 years ago, the job I had worked my butt off to get to the top of, went south and I was no longer employed. At that...
    Plaintired Plaintired 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 30, 2010

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    Just Blah

    Lately I am beginning to feel more and more... 'fed-up' with the whole set up.. I wont' say my life is all down the drain No..it is only my relationship. I am sick of tired of being where I am now.. Meaning, 'middle of no where' or to make it sound easier to understand.. 'a...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 7 Responses Aug 23, 2009

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    I'm stuck and cant get unstuck.

    I don't know how to fix myself. I don't enjoy being awake.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 31-35, F May 23, 2015

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    Nothing ever good happens in my life.

    . **** goes down, I have no parents.. I was raped the other day and I just want to die.. It's no fun living anymore.. I'm sick of the lies of people telling me it's going to get better when it's clearly not..
    Porogami Porogami 18-21, F Oct 10, 2015

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    Just Blah

    Lately I am beginning to feel more and more... 'fed-up' with the whole set up.. I wont' say my life is all down the drain No..it is only my relationship. I am sick of tired of being where I am now.. Meaning, 'middle of no where' or to make it sound easier to understand.. 'a...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 6 Responses Aug 23, 2009

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    So Fed Up With Mediocrity!

    I'm the mother of three boys, 19,13 and 12. I'm finding they don't need me quite as much as they used to. I lost my job in August due to "downsizing" which is total crap because 1 week before my lay off the company threw a 40 thousand dollar BBQ to celebrate how...
    Trevi Trevi 36-40 5 Responses Dec 12, 2008

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    Lost In Lifes Web

    Im 4t odd, married with no kids and as a lot of people sick of my life. from being at school I have been bullied, sufferd from a lot of illnesses with restricted me from sports, never achevied good grades on leaving school. was unemployed for 3 year and went to work on a job...
    sparkleypants sparkleypants 41-45 Sep 8, 2011

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    nothing makes sense anymore,

    I'm not who I want to be and that kills me because I want to change but I don't have financial support to do so. I'm stuck! I don't want to go on like this.
    Deddi Deddi 18-21, F Feb 26, 2015

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    I Really Dont Know What To Call This

    I'm sick of my life. i don't get it anymore. i so worthless and unimportant. i bet no one would notice if i was gone, if i died. no one would shed a single tear, no one would miss. i bet they'll be glad that they don't have to deal with me anymore. I'm just be the pathetic...
    invisiblegirl904 invisiblegirl904 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2011

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    Nothing

    I feel like nothing. Like nothing has gone anywhere and never will. I sit and I wish and then I try and I fail and I realize that my life is full of bland mediocrity and... sad. Even when I'm happy I know it's just acting and something will take...
    Nigatsu Nigatsu 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 26, 2009

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    Im 19 years old and I hate my life.

    I have a dead end job. No real friends, and family that always ***** on me. I have big dreams for myself but find it difficult and frustrating to pursue them. (I will not give up) My family jump through hoops, spin the biggest yarns just so I won't attend a special occasion...
    Moniqve Moniqve 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2014

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    The only time I wish I had one living with me, is when the dirty dishes pile up because I am too sick to have the energy do them myself. All other times I would just call them...
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    I'm so sick of it. I'm so ******* sick and tired of waking up every morning. My life means **** to me. I hate it. I ******* hate that I'm alive. Why I'm still here is beyond me. I...
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    so on Wednesday I started feeling really sick so I went to bed early still felt awful the next day just ploughed on to the nursery. got home felt worse and again went to bed early...
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