I Am Sick of Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 105 People

    Can I Still Change?

    I don't remember anymore on how and when exactly this depression started but I can recall it was around my senior year in high school. That was the time when I really felt depressed and hopeless about life, about everything. I think it all started with the pressure with my...
    Lexx13 Lexx13
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2012


    I am tired of being myself. I feel like I don`t have any reason to live anymore, that there isn`t a place for me anymore here. This world is made for different people. It is made for people who have a joy of living, who think that everyday brings them something new, who are happy...
    bitterthoughts bitterthoughts
    18-21, F
    Mar 14, 2011

    I Have A Pb Being In Group Of People. I'm Not Confident Enough To Keep Going...

    I don't know why I'm sharing my story.. Or maybe I do. It's gonna make me feel a bit better at least. I'm a married man, I have lots of good things in this life (good enough work, lovely family (my parents etc), people do like me..) But my biggest proble is being is group, I feel...
    fanop fanop
    Dec 29, 2011

    I Wont Ever

     be the person i was. nor will i ever be the person i want to be...this isnt fair...people die everyday why cant i be one of them? hell ill trade with one of them...if there is a god hes rather cruel.
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 12, 2009

    I Am Just Sick Of Myself That I Cannot Get Things Done Properly

    I don't know what is going on... but at the same time I do feel I know what is going on... I am just so sick of myself. I am not good enough for anything, not capable enough to get any job done properly, not sensible enough to make people around me to be happy, not humble enough...
    mandywang mandywang
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 1, 2013

    Pathetic Fool

    that's me folks. and it  is truly sickening
    annathom annathom
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Dec 15, 2007

    Why Bother?

    I don't understand my life at all. I base my life on some pretty basic ideals... kind of a minimum code of ethices. I never hurt anyone maliciously and I've always tried to be a good person. I let a specific sin get the best of me... it was discovered... and I paid dearly for it...
    SRayne SRayne
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Aug 20, 2008

    It's Up Down, Not Across

    I am so sick of being sick, physically and any other way....This chronic stomach pain is dragging me down, and while many like taking heavy pain meds I don't, and all these deaths feel like I am a curse...some sort of stigma. I haven't slept in 5 nights and I am so...
    LovesickLamentAnAbscessedGrief LovesickLamentAnAbscessedGrief
    18-21, F
    Nov 5, 2007

    Sick And I Dont Know Why

    Im sick of being useless, sick of being lonely, sick of being hurt, sick of being tired, sick of trying, sick of being nice to people who are mean to me, sick relationships, sick of people, sick of being confused, sick of being frusterated at nothing, sick of no tknowing how i...
    hurtingforever hurtingforever
    13-15, F
    Jul 9, 2012

    Sick of Being Sick.

    I'm the only person who really knows me and I'm sick of myself, I've been sick of being me since I was a child. I wasn't like the other kids and never fit in, I just wanted to be like them so much. As I got older I tried my hardest but just never fit in. I'm sick of being me I'm...
    amigoodenough amigoodenough
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Nov 25, 2007

    The Picture Is a Little Unerving...

    i am so sick of my constant pity parties! get over it! move on for gods sake! please! i am a freakin broken record and i hate it!
    LittleLady LittleLady
    18-21, F
    Nov 27, 2007

    So Much Goes Wrong In My Life That I Feel Like Im Cursed. Its Horrible

    Im sick of so much stuff going wrong in my life. When i was a kid my parents split up and i lived with my mum. she was heavy into drugs and didnt look after me properly. at 7 school kicked me out cus i was so unhealthy and dirty. her boyfriend used to hit her infront of me. when...
    TorturedLife TorturedLife
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 24, 2008

    I'm Sick of Myself

    Wow talk about a continuous pity party i am having for myself. i am so SICK of me!! Here are a few things that right now i am FED up with, some of them i can control and other's unfortunately i can't but either way i'm just so sick of myself!! 1. i'm tired of the fact that EVERY...
    AlwaysRemembers AlwaysRemembers
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Jun 4, 2007

    whatever i do, i seem to get it wrong.

    i've never won a single "first prize", nor second, i've always been "in the norm". except i didn't have friends. and was fat. i was 18 when i decided to lose weight. i was left with horrible looking loose skin, around my belly, hips and buttock. i am mediocre in every single...
    kinbeat kinbeat
    22-25, M
    Jan 16, 2015

    I'm Just Sick

    im sick of myself. of my body. of being depressed. of being useless. of being lonely in crowded rooms. of being me. im tired of acting like if im perfect & like if im strong. im just weak. a strong person wouldnt want to give up all the time.
    lucaslm43 lucaslm43
    13-15, M
    Jul 4, 2012

    Judge Me...

    to be extremely clear i am sick of my self for a whole bunch of reasons... starting with the way i look i am obese exactly 140Kg.... and ending with the fact that i cant decide on anything in my life even the smallest stuff... my bro died two years ago my moms health is getting...
    someonelost someonelost
    May 2, 2009

    Oh Happy Dagger...

    this is thy sheath; there rust, and let me die.  Why must i be burdened here bringing nothing but pain and sorrow everywhere i dare tread my foot. Does it seem fair to live life in a cloud of sadness; never to see the silver lining.   I wish that this life would just...
    Tacit Tacit
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2008

    I Am Sick of Myself

    Sick of myself... sick of hurting physically and mentally, I say I'm gonna change and try from time to time but I can't.... I am who I am and I can't change that no matter how hard I try. I know I'm a good person but don't understand why others don't seem to think so.... they...
    JusMe JusMe
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Nov 14, 2007

    I'm Sick Of Myself

    I feel like I should be proud of myself by now. I hear my name on t.v. At least I can see and hear still. I'm sick of being white trash broke and always poor and people hacking into my bank only to take money out and not any in. I'm sick of my mental illness.
    timeaftertimeisnogood timeaftertimeisnogood
    36-40, M
    Jul 17, 2013
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