I Am Silently Dying Inside

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 122 People


    I've been on the internet day in and day out trying to found a solution to my disorder. I was diagnised of bipolar earlier this year. My problem is that I live in a country where they don't have the knowledge nor the resources for this particular disorder. I'm on meds but i...
    siyamthanda siyamthanda
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Nov 29, 2009

    I'm not actively suicidal

    but I really can't think of a reason to keep pushing. I'm mot searching for a gun to kill myself with or a bottle of pills to down but I just keep thinking that if I got hit by a car today that it wouldn't be too bad or if I didn't wake up the next day that I'd be alright with...
    SierraJay SierraJay
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 14, 2016

    I Didn’T At Least Say “Hello."

    The scarf you usually wore around your nose and mouth, was draped over your eyes, instead. My only assumption, was that you didn’t want to see me. It might have been, The fact that I didn’t know how to act around you, so I guess I just ignored you. I didn’t mean to. You...
    RicochetHearts RicochetHearts
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2013

    No one will no that in my life - I've kept a

    secret that will end up killing me.
    deleted deleted
    Mar 16, 2016

    I am not the type to speak aloud to someone

    about this issue, this is more space for me to vent than anything else. I have been suffering for bulimia for the last 8 years, and it is a big emotional roller coaster. I am currently 20 pounds heavier than my lightest, and even typing out that sentence makes me cringe at the...
    Yourbaaaby Yourbaaaby
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 7, 2014

    A Slow Death

    Rising early to make his coffee I'm dying a little inside A passionless kiss before he walks out the door I'm dying a little inside Housework and kids Dinner and bills I'm dying a little inside Dependency and fear I'm dying a little inside Neglect and inconsideration I'm dying a...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 19, 2012


    death we cannot avoid it ,it will happen to everyone and everything,at some point ,we cannot escape,.some of us go for no apparent reason, some go peaceful,some goes out fighting,i believe the air we breathe is killing a lot more ,because of killing all the plant life,polluting...
    squirt71663 squirt71663
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Feb 12, 2010

    I'm dying inside from loneliness

    and depression. I can't take much more this.
    SadCaliforniaDad SadCaliforniaDad
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 2, 2016
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