I Am Sinking Deeper In The Abyss

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 67 People

    Demons I thought long conquered rise to greet

    me. Pieces of my brokenness scattered all around. Some lingering part of me marveling at my fragility. Deep breath. It doesn't help. Inhaling the water of self doubt and drowning in its fiery ocean. Unforgiving circumstances watch coldly as my essence starts to freeze and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 8

    Lately I've completely closed up about

    everything. I'm not talking to professionals or friends about what's going on with me health wise. I don't know why, I just find myself speechless and I try to change the topic as quickly as possible. Normally I wouldn't be able to shut up about myself. So this is both a welcome...
    twistedxalice twistedxalice
    22-25, F
    Mar 14

    I'll follow you down the rabbit hole

    because I know how to climb out. Enjoying the fall though.
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Feb 11

    I'm nostalgic, but it's a bitter nostalgia.

    I'm here, lying naked on the couch under a heated blanket, reminiscing about the last few times I tried to end the story. When the water rushed beneath me and I was high above; when the multicoloured platter lay before me - terrified me out of house and home; when the red silk...
    twistedxalice twistedxalice
    22-25, F
    Feb 11

    The darkness swallowed the light

    and I don't where to go to find it again.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 10

    Their constant bickering over pettiest things

    is pushing me deeper and deeper. Why are they even together if they don't know how to love or atleast respect each other! Makes me wish i was deaf...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 3

    Heavy with the need to numb,

    the insatiable appetite for self destruction, I stagger over to my bed and collapse. The embrace of orange light hugs the room as my vision flickers and the alcohol flows further. Here, there is no despair. Defeat is irrelevant. All that really matters is passing out. A certain...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Feb 1, 2015

    Sometimes pain and darkness is the only way

    there is. No escape. Embracing it and sinking deeper. Hitting the rock bottom if there is any, or else keep sinking, 'cause not a bit of energy left anymore.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 4
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