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I Am Sitting Here Crying Again

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    Sobbing is more like it.

    .. I don't know why I am crying.. Some would say I feel sorry for myself, others would tell me to look around me and see all the good things that I have in my life.. And yes, I have plenty of good things, yet I am feeling sad and down.. I don't know why.. Nothing bad happened...
    Sorrentina Sorrentina 46-50, F 10 Responses Jun 13

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    I Messed Up.......again

    So worried about making a mistake. So sure that this one couldn't be THE one. Still missing someone else. I am such a **** up. I wanted to be with him,I didn't want it to end. Why couldn't I have just said that? Or would it have made a difference? I mean did he already have the...
    februarydays februarydays 51-55, F 3 Responses May 20, 2011

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    I've been crying everyday

    for hours in the middle of the day, the end of the day and in the mornings. Its been over a week and I can't stop it because I don't know why I feel this way. I've tried to tell someone very close to me but we've been so distanced lately that they said they didn't want to hear...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 Aug 4, 2014

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    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    Pathetic

    On the outside, I might seem like a perfectly contented, successful young woman. Happy, contented, nothing wanting. One who excels at her job, holds a position of authority and management, and the one her workmates come to for solutions to their problems and answers to their...
    kayje kayje 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    Miss My Parents My Friends

    i've been living here alone almost for a year. i moved here to study english. i miss my beloved ones. i am crying. ironically, the time's coming to go back home again. that also feel sad and crying.
    22gunsinmymind 22gunsinmymind 22-25, F Jul 10, 2012

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    RhinestoneEyes63 RhinestoneEyes63 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2014

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    elizachloe06 elizachloe06 18-21, F Feb 15

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    I know I should have left,

    but I couldn't. I'm going through hell. My kids are important, but I can't even function now. I stayed against everyone's advice, but it's really hard to put my kids first like I want when I'm hurting so bad. My wife is so horrible. I want to forgive but the lies are way to much...
    ihatethisplanet ihatethisplanet 46-50, M Sep 23, 2014

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    Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

     Will you ever fall for me again??????????????????????"Fall For You"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way beforeI know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    Four Months Ago...

    I've never written on one of these so its hard to know where to start and what I really want to put out there. I'm just running out of things to do and the people I talk to about it in my life (literally chew everyone's ears off with this) just aren't saying what I want to hear I...
    lostinny23 lostinny23 22-25 Dec 18, 2011

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    I'm sitting here crying again

    and tomorrow is gonna be the same. I'm just gonna cry every night with no one to help me because nobody even knows I cry. It's gonna happen every night again, again and again. The more I think about it the more I cry. I don't even control myself anymore. I need someone to know...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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    Numb

    The body shuts down when it has to much to bear; goes its own way quietly inside, waiting for a better time, leaving you numb and half alive. There comes a point when it's not that you don't care anymore, it's the point where you CAN'T. There comes a point where you don't want to...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 18-21, F Apr 14, 2013

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    Well there was my first good cry in the year of

    2015. Really kills the somewhat more positive mood I was in yesterday. Oh well. I am consumed by my depression at the moment. Yippee. Yay. Wonderful. Not.
    DrPepperFanatic97 DrPepperFanatic97 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I can't stop crying. I feel

    so numb. I feel so hurt. I didn't allow myself to feel the pain and now it's come full force and it's consuming me. You know, rape isn't always sexual. Sometimes people can rape your mind. They can manipulate your feelings, get you to do things you'd never do, knowing how much...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Jun 17, 2014

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    Where Is Home?

    They say home is where you make it. I'm at my house, but this house doesn't fee like a home. Lately I've been finding myself thinking about how I want to go home. But the home I think about is not a house, or a particular place. It's a place where I finally feel okay, where it...
    Forest99 Forest99 18-21, M Jan 15, 2013

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    Cry For Someone Who Doesnt Love Me

    i've been loving him for about 4 years.. but he loves somebody else, he has been in the relationship for about two years, it really hurts me almost every night i cry about him..i dunno what exactly makes me cry him.. but im sure i've been crying for him more than her girlfriend...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 7, 2012

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    Missing My Best Friend..

    Sorry in advance for the rambling... but here we go - In the summer of 2009, I started dating my best friend of 15 years. We were always extremely close - and know each other better than ourselves, or so I thought. It was fun and exciting for the first year. I was away at school...
    rshreve rshreve 22-25 3 Responses Jul 14, 2011

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    F'd Up

    I lost someone dear too.  I am a ******* idiot, because I grew deep rooted emotions and fell head over heals in love with my best friend.  These feeling and emotions destroyed what could have been the best lasting frienship I have ever had.  I was closer with him than to...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response May 20, 2011

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    There's that stingy feeling in the corner of my

    eyes It would be familiar to you as it's the feeling you get before you cry I'll blink a few times but it won't help Because as I start to cry.....I'll finally act on what I've felt.
    ImxoxSurviving ImxoxSurviving 18-21, F Mar 8, 2014

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    Woke up from what was clearly a dream.

    .. Thinking damn why can't that be my reality... Now I'm crying cause I'm scared that things won't change.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Apr 18, 2014

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    Just about everything,

    I don't know what to do anymore. My dad blames me for being raped, my mom is dead, all of my friends are either moving town or moving schools or just simply don't want to talk to me, I have bad body odor no matter how many times a day I shower and put on deodorant or perfume or...
    hikarihikari hikarihikari 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    They both leave me here as they each go to bed alone. One was sitting here in front of me while one was here inside this website. Neither are able to do anything but. So i sit here...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Like I just can't stop crying. I really need someone to talk to cause I'm hurting a lot like i can't even explain it. No one gets me at all. All night I cried cause I watched my...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Hi, my name is... Not going to say? It's a name I gave myself because I hate my own name. I don't know what this site is about, I just know I read a few trip reports from people...
    SadLifeForLife SadLifeForLife 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    Seems when we all sign up for our tour of duty here at EP, we come in with problems hoping to find someones kindness to help us get thru a hard spot in our lives. When i came here...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    im so sick of crying. its getting to the point tears just roll down my face. i rarely ever cried in the past that showed weakness,but now im so tired of these feelings i cant...
    cooper3366 cooper3366 31-35, F 21 hrs ago

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    I am FURIOUS. Though less, now, after being thwarted by technology & distracted by a stranger -which Usually would tick me of further, but Today is somehow easing my fury... But...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    This bird I'm watching is a total ****, he just stole another birds seed or whatever he was eating. What a bully!
    kinkgal kinkgal 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I almost had to walk out on my mentally ill husband because his alternate personalities abuse me. And this one day things got out of hand and my toddler almost got into crossfire...
    messj messj 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    because I feel like the world is against me. I feel like no one cares. I have a good heart and will do anything for anyone, it just seems like everyone hates me. I can't do...
    lonelyunhappywife lonelyunhappywife 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm never wearing cleats again. I've been using cleats for a few weeks now and have had two near misses. A cleat is used to keep your foot attached to a bicycle pedal. You're cleat...
    2sugarsplease 2sugarsplease 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    A letter I wrote to my boyfriend : I wish things were the way they used to be when we first met or just in the beginning of our relationship... I remember when I first started to...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    We fell in love so madly and we both have a longterm relationship. We make each other so happy but at the same time we are not ready to end our current relationships. But we really...
    Lostish Lostish 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Please tell me someone is awake and up for talking. I have just had my heart ripped out and he doesn't care. While I'm wide awake and crying he is probably sleeping like a baby...
    amyrnmca amyrnmca 26-30, F 12 Responses 6 days ago

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    I miss him so much you would think I would be use to this by now since we break up all the time but I'm not and I can't stop crying and I bet he's being all happy with some other...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm rather amazed at how many emotions I'm having right now. Alright, I don't want to exaggerate -- there are only a few. And they're pretty much gone already. I might not have a...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    The more I read about the link between breast cancer and abortion, the more concerned I am about the abortion movement covering this issue up. Here is another article about a...
    jnewcastle jnewcastle 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate crying in front of other people because I don't want them to see me week but sometimes I cant help it.
    queenjade250 queenjade250 13-15, F a week ago

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    I hate it when I get angry at someone and with that anger, I start crying. The most of the time I cry is when I am alone. Without anyone knowing that I cry.
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T a week ago

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    It's snotty and sobby and nasty. You make pitiful, and ridiculous facial expressions- Crying in general is just embarrassing, whether your in front of other people or not.
    cottoncamarilla cottoncamarilla 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I was just watching a season finale of a tv show and started crying so I ran to my room and finished watching the episode and hoped that my mom or brother will come in my room...
    Lcy2472 Lcy2472 13-15, F a week ago

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    It's sickening. There's experiences out there saying, "I would like to spend a night with a young sexy couple", ""I'm a pervert", and all things like that. They'e messaging young...
    BeccaAna16 BeccaAna16 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I hate crying in general, but I really hate crying in front of other people even family. I don't know why maybe it makes me feel weak or vulnerable but I don't cry very much and I...
    Amani7 Amani7 16-17, F