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I Am Sitting Here Crying Again

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    Missing My Best Friend..

    Sorry in advance for the rambling... but here we go - In the summer of 2009, I started dating my best friend of 15 years. We were always extremely close - and know each other better than ourselves, or so I thought. It was fun and exciting for the first year. I was away at school...
    rshreve rshreve 22-25 3 Responses Jul 14, 2011

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    Numb

    The body shuts down when it has to much to bear; goes its own way quietly inside, waiting for a better time, leaving you numb and half alive. There comes a point when it's not that you don't care anymore, it's the point where you CAN'T. There comes a point where you don't want to...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 14, 2013

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    Four Months Ago...

    I've never written on one of these so its hard to know where to start and what I really want to put out there. I'm just running out of things to do and the people I talk to about it in my life (literally chew everyone's ears off with this) just aren't saying what I want to hear I...
    lostinny23 lostinny23 22-25 Dec 18, 2011

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    Pathetic

    On the outside, I might seem like a perfectly contented, successful young woman. Happy, contented, nothing wanting. One who excels at her job, holds a position of authority and management, and the one her workmates come to for solutions to their problems and answers to their...
    kayje kayje 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    I Messed Up.......again

    So worried about making a mistake. So sure that this one couldn't be THE one. Still missing someone else. I am such a **** up. I wanted to be with him,I didn't want it to end. Why couldn't I have just said that? Or would it have made a difference? I mean did he already have the...
    februarydays februarydays 51-55, F 3 Responses May 20, 2011

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    Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

     Will you ever fall for me again??????????????????????"Fall For You"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way beforeI know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    I can't stop crying. I feel

    so numb. I feel so hurt. I didn't allow myself to feel the pain and now it's come full force and it's consuming me. You know, rape isn't always sexual. Sometimes people can rape your mind. They can manipulate your feelings, get you to do things you'd never do, knowing how much...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Jun 17

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    F'd Up

    I lost someone dear too.  I am a ******* idiot, because I grew deep rooted emotions and fell head over heals in love with my best friend.  These feeling and emotions destroyed what could have been the best lasting frienship I have ever had.  I was closer with him than to...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response May 20, 2011

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    Woke up from what was clearly a dream.

    .. Thinking damn why can't that be my reality... Now I'm crying cause I'm scared that things won't change.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Apr 18

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    There's that stingy feeling in the corner of my

    eyes It would be familiar to you as it's the feeling you get before you cry I'll blink a few times but it won't help Because as I start to cry.....I'll finally act on what I've felt.
    ImxoxSurviving ImxoxSurviving 18-21, F Mar 8

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    I'm sitting here crying again

    and tomorrow is gonna be the same. I'm just gonna cry every night with no one to help me because nobody even knows I cry. It's gonna happen every night again, again and again. The more I think about it the more I cry. I don't even control myself anymore. I need someone to know...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Where Is Home?

    They say home is where you make it. I'm at my house, but this house doesn't fee like a home. Lately I've been finding myself thinking about how I want to go home. But the home I think about is not a house, or a particular place. It's a place where I finally feel okay, where it...
    Forest99 Forest99 18-21, M Jan 15, 2013

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    Swollen Eyes

    I cry over and over again Not recognizing the pain anymore I cry because I can just hide it inside Like he repress his emotions Sometimes I wish I could shut off my emotions like switch not to be able to feel nothing Or fall hit my head and lose all my memories so I can...
    4u2hear 4u2hear 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Cry For Someone Who Doesnt Love Me

    i've been loving him for about 4 years.. but he loves somebody else, he has been in the relationship for about two years, it really hurts me almost every night i cry about him..i dunno what exactly makes me cry him.. but im sure i've been crying for him more than her girlfriend...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 7, 2012

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    Miss My Parents My Friends

    i've been living here alone almost for a year. i moved here to study english. i miss my beloved ones. i am crying. ironically, the time's coming to go back home again. that also feel sad and crying.
    22gunsinmymind 22gunsinmymind 22-25, F Jul 10, 2012

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    Well, I went on vacation with my Mom and sister so we could visit the rest of our family. I've been here for 3 months and on top of being homesick, missing my friends, and having...
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    So its been fcking months since I did this sh!t but few hours ago I cut again. Cut my wrist. Haven't cut since early march. Idk why just life again I think. 1 of those down days...
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    Patricia2212 Patricia2212 36-40, F Jul 14

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
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    I'm crying a lot lately for someone who rarely cries. It's been that way since my "best friend" and I split ways in March. He was flirting with me heavily, but wouldn't date me...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jul 8

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    Yet another night without sleep now the dawns here and of course NOW i get sleepy lol. Gotta laugh about it sometimes to keep from crying. Ive tried everything from melatonin to...
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    I already posted an experience here about crying but this time it's even worse. I'm just hurting everybody I love and I'm not even worth it. Where did my razor go?
    CrownedWithLaurel CrownedWithLaurel 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Funny thing is , I'll hurt more if I let go than if I stay . That a sign that I'm not ready to give up ? I'm hurting myself being in love. He's my heart. Can anyone describe it...
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    I'm just a waste of space. I'm useless. I can't stop crying I just wish today never happened. I'm worthless. I hate everything. I want to cut again. I did quit but I need to so bad...
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    I spent my night crying and thinking... Now its for 4am I feel sleepy but like I can still be up crying But laying in bed... Feels so nice... so I'm going to bed now... Going to...
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    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    No bills. No responsibilities. No adult stuff. Oh when will I ever get to that place again?
    szchwakovpf szchwakovpf 18-21, M 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I don't care about falling in love again. I'm happy right now. XOX
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    Seriously.. legalizing public nudity, some people are in over there heads. Is the world already not sexual enough? I find it indecent and disgusting. I mean we have public places...
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    I used to have a friend who sit on boys laps ( sober) and then act drunk and slur in his gave "I hope you won't take advantage of me because I'm drunk!" I swiftly grab her and drag...
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    Here we are with burning skin Where we've always been And we all collide In the rising tide Then weather in the wind We live our lives Like hands are tied And dead in days of...
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    I got my licence and graduated from high school, you know finally gained some freedom! But now i am sitting in my room with no friends and no where to go because as soon as i...
    butterflykiki butterflykiki 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Was thinking of the old pass :( thinking if u : wish u were here sitting beside me .
    muoi muoi 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I need someone I can talk to :/ also I'm here for anyone who needs someone 😊
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    I'm just here for chats and making friends. 😁
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