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I Am Sitting Here Crying Again

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    DiamondNikki12 DiamondNikki12 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2014

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    I've been crying everyday

    for hours in the middle of the day, the end of the day and in the mornings. Its been over a week and I can't stop it because I don't know why I feel this way. I've tried to tell someone very close to me but we've been so distanced lately that they said they didn't want to hear...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 Aug 4, 2014

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    Woke up from what was clearly a dream.

    .. Thinking damn why can't that be my reality... Now I'm crying cause I'm scared that things won't change.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Apr 18, 2014

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    Missing My Best Friend..

    Sorry in advance for the rambling... but here we go - In the summer of 2009, I started dating my best friend of 15 years. We were always extremely close - and know each other better than ourselves, or so I thought. It was fun and exciting for the first year. I was away at school...
    rshreve rshreve 22-25 3 Responses Jul 14, 2011

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    Four Months Ago...

    I've never written on one of these so its hard to know where to start and what I really want to put out there. I'm just running out of things to do and the people I talk to about it in my life (literally chew everyone's ears off with this) just aren't saying what I want to hear I...
    lostinny23 lostinny23 22-25 Dec 18, 2011

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    F'd Up

    I lost someone dear too.  I am a ******* idiot, because I grew deep rooted emotions and fell head over heals in love with my best friend.  These feeling and emotions destroyed what could have been the best lasting frienship I have ever had.  I was closer with him than to...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response May 20, 2011

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    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 18, 2014

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    I can't stop crying. I feel

    so numb. I feel so hurt. I didn't allow myself to feel the pain and now it's come full force and it's consuming me. You know, rape isn't always sexual. Sometimes people can rape your mind. They can manipulate your feelings, get you to do things you'd never do, knowing how much...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Jun 17, 2014

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    There's that stingy feeling in the corner of my

    eyes It would be familiar to you as it's the feeling you get before you cry I'll blink a few times but it won't help Because as I start to cry.....I'll finally act on what I've felt.
    ImxoxSurviving ImxoxSurviving 18-21, F Mar 8, 2014

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    elizachloe06 elizachloe06 18-21, F Feb 15

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    Well there was my first good cry in the year of

    2015. Really kills the somewhat more positive mood I was in yesterday. Oh well. I am consumed by my depression at the moment. Yippee. Yay. Wonderful. Not.
    DrPepperFanatic97 DrPepperFanatic97 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Miss My Parents My Friends

    i've been living here alone almost for a year. i moved here to study english. i miss my beloved ones. i am crying. ironically, the time's coming to go back home again. that also feel sad and crying.
    22gunsinmymind 22gunsinmymind 22-25, F Jul 10, 2012

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    I'm sitting here crying again

    and tomorrow is gonna be the same. I'm just gonna cry every night with no one to help me because nobody even knows I cry. It's gonna happen every night again, again and again. The more I think about it the more I cry. I don't even control myself anymore. I need someone to know...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

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    Where Is Home?

    They say home is where you make it. I'm at my house, but this house doesn't fee like a home. Lately I've been finding myself thinking about how I want to go home. But the home I think about is not a house, or a particular place. It's a place where I finally feel okay, where it...
    Forest99 Forest99 18-21, M Jan 15, 2013

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    I Messed Up.......again

    So worried about making a mistake. So sure that this one couldn't be THE one. Still missing someone else. I am such a **** up. I wanted to be with him,I didn't want it to end. Why couldn't I have just said that? Or would it have made a difference? I mean did he already have the...
    februarydays februarydays 51-55, F 3 Responses May 20, 2011

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    Numb

    The body shuts down when it has to much to bear; goes its own way quietly inside, waiting for a better time, leaving you numb and half alive. There comes a point when it's not that you don't care anymore, it's the point where you CAN'T. There comes a point where you don't want to...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 18-21, F Apr 14, 2013

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    Just about everything,

    I don't know what to do anymore. My dad blames me for being raped, my mom is dead, all of my friends are either moving town or moving schools or just simply don't want to talk to me, I have bad body odor no matter how many times a day I shower and put on deodorant or perfume or...
    hikarihikari hikarihikari 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2014

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    I know I should have left,

    but I couldn't. I'm going through hell. My kids are important, but I can't even function now. I stayed against everyone's advice, but it's really hard to put my kids first like I want when I'm hurting so bad. My wife is so horrible. I want to forgive but the lies are way to much...
    ihatethisplanet ihatethisplanet 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

     Will you ever fall for me again??????????????????????"Fall For You"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way beforeI know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    Pathetic

    On the outside, I might seem like a perfectly contented, successful young woman. Happy, contented, nothing wanting. One who excels at her job, holds a position of authority and management, and the one her workmates come to for solutions to their problems and answers to their...
    kayje kayje 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    Cry For Someone Who Doesnt Love Me

    i've been loving him for about 4 years.. but he loves somebody else, he has been in the relationship for about two years, it really hurts me almost every night i cry about him..i dunno what exactly makes me cry him.. but im sure i've been crying for him more than her girlfriend...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 7, 2012

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