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I Am Sitting Here Crying Again

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    Where Is Home?

    They say home is where you make it. I'm at my house, but this house doesn't fee like a home. Lately I've been finding myself thinking about how I want to go home. But the home I think about is not a house, or a particular place. It's a place where I finally feel okay, where it...
    Forest99 Forest99 18-21, M Jan 15, 2013

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    There's that stingy feeling in the corner of my

    eyes It would be familiar to you as it's the feeling you get before you cry I'll blink a few times but it won't help Because as I start to cry.....I'll finally act on what I've felt.
    ImxoxSurviving ImxoxSurviving 18-21, F Mar 8

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    Woke up from what was clearly a dream.

    .. Thinking damn why can't that be my reality... Now I'm crying cause I'm scared that things won't change.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Apr 18

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    F'd Up

    I lost someone dear too.  I am a ******* idiot, because I grew deep rooted emotions and fell head over heals in love with my best friend.  These feeling and emotions destroyed what could have been the best lasting frienship I have ever had.  I was closer with him than to...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response May 20, 2011

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    DiamondNikki12 DiamondNikki12 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I've been crying everyday

    for hours in the middle of the day, the end of the day and in the mornings. Its been over a week and I can't stop it because I don't know why I feel this way. I've tried to tell someone very close to me but we've been so distanced lately that they said they didn't want to hear...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 1 Response Aug 4

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    I Messed Up.......again

    So worried about making a mistake. So sure that this one couldn't be THE one. Still missing someone else. I am such a **** up. I wanted to be with him,I didn't want it to end. Why couldn't I have just said that? Or would it have made a difference? I mean did he already have the...
    februarydays februarydays 51-55, F 3 Responses May 20, 2011

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    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

     Will you ever fall for me again??????????????????????"Fall For You"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way beforeI know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    Four Months Ago...

    I've never written on one of these so its hard to know where to start and what I really want to put out there. I'm just running out of things to do and the people I talk to about it in my life (literally chew everyone's ears off with this) just aren't saying what I want to hear I...
    lostinny23 lostinny23 22-25 Dec 18, 2011

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    Pathetic

    On the outside, I might seem like a perfectly contented, successful young woman. Happy, contented, nothing wanting. One who excels at her job, holds a position of authority and management, and the one her workmates come to for solutions to their problems and answers to their...
    kayje kayje 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

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    Cry For Someone Who Doesnt Love Me

    i've been loving him for about 4 years.. but he loves somebody else, he has been in the relationship for about two years, it really hurts me almost every night i cry about him..i dunno what exactly makes me cry him.. but im sure i've been crying for him more than her girlfriend...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 7, 2012

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    I can't stop crying. I feel

    so numb. I feel so hurt. I didn't allow myself to feel the pain and now it's come full force and it's consuming me. You know, rape isn't always sexual. Sometimes people can rape your mind. They can manipulate your feelings, get you to do things you'd never do, knowing how much...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Jun 17

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    Miss My Parents My Friends

    i've been living here alone almost for a year. i moved here to study english. i miss my beloved ones. i am crying. ironically, the time's coming to go back home again. that also feel sad and crying.
    22gunsinmymind 22gunsinmymind 22-25, F Jul 10, 2012

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    Missing My Best Friend..

    Sorry in advance for the rambling... but here we go - In the summer of 2009, I started dating my best friend of 15 years. We were always extremely close - and know each other better than ourselves, or so I thought. It was fun and exciting for the first year. I was away at school...
    rshreve rshreve 22-25 3 Responses Jul 14, 2011

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    Numb

    The body shuts down when it has to much to bear; goes its own way quietly inside, waiting for a better time, leaving you numb and half alive. There comes a point when it's not that you don't care anymore, it's the point where you CAN'T. There comes a point where you don't want to...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 16-17, F Apr 14, 2013

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    I'm sitting here crying again

    and tomorrow is gonna be the same. I'm just gonna cry every night with no one to help me because nobody even knows I cry. It's gonna happen every night again, again and again. The more I think about it the more I cry. I don't even control myself anymore. I need someone to know...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Today was the most blessed day, I had no GRIEF No Pain No sufferings No stress my house felt like before I can feel my son here and it feels like normal I don't know where this is...
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    I should be sleeping by now. But instead I twist and turn. I over thing and I'm crying. I Can't stop it. I have to learn that it's okay to be apart from him some days. It's bound...
    Kirsebaera Kirsebaera 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    jennylovestosmile jennylovestosmile 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 12

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    Sitting at home drinking a cold beer after work, wearing my denim short shorts and ive just done a big soft smelly poo in them, as I sit here at the computer its squishing all...
    mells mells 31-35, F 11 Responses Aug 4

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    I can't get him out of my head, we talk daily, I just can't let my walls down... He asked me yesterday if I liked him because he couldn't read me so naturally (to me) I said...
    FruityTwist FruityTwist 16-17, F Aug 10

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    Well what are you able to say?? Acquiring lived in, traveled to and frequented a great deal of countries and stayed in lots of spots, from my backpacking days in Oz and Asia (a lot...
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    This weekend, my friend had his b-day party. We went to a couple of bars afterwards. At the second bar we somehow ended up sitting with these people. There was a very cute guy. I...
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I go to sleep crying. I wake up crying. This sucks. I hate being depressed.
    louistoblerone louistoblerone 18-21, M Aug 2

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    I am crying and was crying . I had a breakdown and y ? Cuz I thought of aaaaaalllllll the bad things and the good things in my life and I am just so sad .
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    I need to stop crying. ******* hell it's my birthday and I'm crying my eyes out. It's not fair. None of this is fair anymore. It's my birthday for god sake, and I'm on the floor in...
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    Most of time after crying, I feel headache. I really hate crying but can't stop it...
    Sweetynail Sweetynail 26-30, F Aug 11

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    I'm going through a lot right now, and crying makes me feel weak when I just want to be strong. I don't like to show my emotions. How can I stop myself from crying?
    blueworldsapart blueworldsapart 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Alumna here! heheheheehheheheh
    amjss amjss 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    i respect every person but i like those person who are not conservative ,are totally open minded ...i don't want to change them in any way lol but i like those person who can talk...
    rev429 rev429 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    There just comes a point in life when you're completely done, it just so happens that that point is now. I'm eighteen and I feel like I have nothing to live for. I had a...
    LeslieMarie247 LeslieMarie247 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 29

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    Watching Animal Cops Miami, cat serial killer on the loose, beating peoples loved cats to death, half skinning them, then leaving them on the owners lawn. I am against animal...
    NightWalker6676 NightWalker6676 13-15, F Aug 8

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