Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Sitting Here Crying Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

     Will you ever fall for me again??????????????????????"Fall For You"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way beforeI know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 25, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm sitting here crying again

    and tomorrow is gonna be the same. I'm just gonna cry every night with no one to help me because nobody even knows I cry. It's gonna happen every night again, again and again. The more I think about it the more I cry. I don't even control myself anymore. I need someone to know...
    Helloblah17 Helloblah17 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I know I should have left,

    but I couldn't. I'm going through hell. My kids are important, but I can't even function now. I stayed against everyone's advice, but it's really hard to put my kids first like I want when I'm hurting so bad. My wife is so horrible. I want to forgive but the lies are way to much...
    ihatethisplanet ihatethisplanet 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Where Is Home?

    They say home is where you make it. I'm at my house, but this house doesn't fee like a home. Lately I've been finding myself thinking about how I want to go home. But the home I think about is not a house, or a particular place. It's a place where I finally feel okay, where it...
    Forest99 Forest99 18-21, M Jan 15, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    There's that stingy feeling in the corner of my

    eyes It would be familiar to you as it's the feeling you get before you cry I'll blink a few times but it won't help Because as I start to cry.....I'll finally act on what I've felt.
    ImxoxSurviving ImxoxSurviving 18-21, F Mar 8, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Cry For Someone Who Doesnt Love Me

    i've been loving him for about 4 years.. but he loves somebody else, he has been in the relationship for about two years, it really hurts me almost every night i cry about him..i dunno what exactly makes me cry him.. but im sure i've been crying for him more than her girlfriend...
    HakujitsuSeiten HakujitsuSeiten 18-21, F 11 Responses Jul 7, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Numb

    The body shuts down when it has to much to bear; goes its own way quietly inside, waiting for a better time, leaving you numb and half alive. There comes a point when it's not that you don't care anymore, it's the point where you CAN'T. There comes a point where you don't want to...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 18-21, F Apr 14, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I can't stop crying. I feel

    so numb. I feel so hurt. I didn't allow myself to feel the pain and now it's come full force and it's consuming me. You know, rape isn't always sexual. Sometimes people can rape your mind. They can manipulate your feelings, get you to do things you'd never do, knowing how much...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Jun 17, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Four Months Ago...

    I've never written on one of these so its hard to know where to start and what I really want to put out there. I'm just running out of things to do and the people I talk to about it in my life (literally chew everyone's ears off with this) just aren't saying what I want to hear I...
    lostinny23 lostinny23 22-25 Dec 18, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Miss My Parents My Friends

    i've been living here alone almost for a year. i moved here to study english. i miss my beloved ones. i am crying. ironically, the time's coming to go back home again. that also feel sad and crying.
    22gunsinmymind 22gunsinmymind 22-25, F Jul 10, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel
    DiamondNikki12 DiamondNikki12 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Woke up from what was clearly a dream.

    .. Thinking damn why can't that be my reality... Now I'm crying cause I'm scared that things won't change.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F Apr 18, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Missing My Best Friend..

    Sorry in advance for the rambling... but here we go - In the summer of 2009, I started dating my best friend of 15 years. We were always extremely close - and know each other better than ourselves, or so I thought. It was fun and exciting for the first year. I was away at school...
    rshreve rshreve 22-25 3 Responses Jul 14, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've been crying everyday

    for hours in the middle of the day, the end of the day and in the mornings. Its been over a week and I can't stop it because I don't know why I feel this way. I've tried to tell someone very close to me but we've been so distanced lately that they said they didn't want to hear...
    hulkgirl hulkgirl 18-21 Aug 4, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Traviesaal Traviesaal 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 18, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Messed Up.......again

    So worried about making a mistake. So sure that this one couldn't be THE one. Still missing someone else. I am such a **** up. I wanted to be with him,I didn't want it to end. Why couldn't I have just said that? Or would it have made a difference? I mean did he already have the...
    februarydays februarydays 51-55, F 3 Responses May 20, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Pathetic

    On the outside, I might seem like a perfectly contented, successful young woman. Happy, contented, nothing wanting. One who excels at her job, holds a position of authority and management, and the one her workmates come to for solutions to their problems and answers to their...
    kayje kayje 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Just about everything,

    I don't know what to do anymore. My dad blames me for being raped, my mom is dead, all of my friends are either moving town or moving schools or just simply don't want to talk to me, I have bad body odor no matter how many times a day I shower and put on deodorant or perfume or...
    hikarihikari hikarihikari 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Well there was my first good cry in the year of

    2015. Really kills the somewhat more positive mood I was in yesterday. Oh well. I am consumed by my depression at the moment. Yippee. Yay. Wonderful. Not.
    DrPepperFanatic97 DrPepperFanatic97 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    F'd Up

    I lost someone dear too.  I am a ******* idiot, because I grew deep rooted emotions and fell head over heals in love with my best friend.  These feeling and emotions destroyed what could have been the best lasting frienship I have ever had.  I was closer with him than to...
    SombreAmaranthineAmour SombreAmaranthineAmour 31-35, F 1 Response May 20, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Everything my stalker has done/is doing is the definition of what stalking is. If they didn't enjoy and want my pain, tears, self injuries, and anguish, they would stop. Each...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Getting ready for the thunder snow storm, is not going to be fun shoveling 24"+ of snow :s
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I thought I was over it. I hadn't done it in so long, or it felt like that. In reality, it had been about a month. And now, well I can say it's been '0' days since incident. I...
    TrappedInAWonderland TrappedInAWonderland 16-17, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    He's in the next room, and I'm here crying alone. He knows I'm crying in here, too. He does nothing.
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Woken up crying again. Ffs 😭
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just sitting here listening to Billboards top 40, enjoying being with my favorite companion: Me. :)
    BlackEyedBean BlackEyedBean 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Loved and hated. Bad combo. Happened to all of us. Well many of us. I will speak for me. All my ex bfs let me down. Broke me down. That's why I hated them for hardening my heart...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate crying. I hate feeling the sense of crying. I can't handle it and I don't want to deal with it. It's extremely embarrassing crying in front of someone. Making an ugly face...
    Ghostprojection Ghostprojection 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I Was A False Convert I was born and raised in Asheville, North Carolina, just as was my mother. My father was from a small town in Georgia. I have often joked that I am the...
    Cootamundra Cootamundra 70+, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been through so much in my life. Getting bullied for 7 years now. Switching schools every year. I've gone to 6 schools now. Having my grandpa lose his legs and my oma have 2...
    Kru24 Kru24 16-17 Jan 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I cant stop crying for her. I want her back more then anything. Id give anything for her to love me again. I feel like such a ***** crying but its not fair. Its not fair that she...
    pyschobastard pyschobastard 18-21, M 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Maybe I'm a bit primal, but the scent of a woman's true musk? It often puts me into an animalistic state. As i devour that sweet kitty, & you quiver & buck for me, it only gets...
    my3inch1 my3inch1 31-35, M Jan 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im a filthy pathetic humiliation pig i love being cheated on n trick to think some one likes me juat to be humiliated ..... How ur new gf should talk to me .. "Aww, keep crying...
    Misspiggy1234 Misspiggy1234 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Woke up from a dream that I had about you... More like a memory... And instantly started crying... God I don't want to be here anymore.. Dying is so much easier... Please just kill...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Forced to live a life I didn't ask for. Idolizing everyone I ever cared for. But I'm empty. I feel nothing. It's so hard to explain to someone who doesn't live it. I look in the...
    AngelaNix AngelaNix 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My roommate and I had been watching tv all afternoon and snacking on chips & dip and candy. After a few hours my roommate decided we should get up and get some exercise. I was...
    stephjo2505 stephjo2505 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sitting in the hostel, at 11.30 pm, I contemplated cutting my wrist. I didn't. I survived. I've been surviving till today. That was a bad day, things have improved. And I don't...
    LoganManish LoganManish 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The Doctrine of Eternal Security Salvation And Its Relationship To The Doctrine of Eternal Security By Jeff Paton In this article I wish to examine some questions about...
    Cootamundra Cootamundra 70+, M Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Oh for crying out loud im still crying my lips are in a form of a frown and i think my eyes are so so red and puffy that i wouldnt be able to be called as a human being...
    CursedRaven CursedRaven 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Eternal Security Teachers Are Very Dangerous People Dan Corner Eternal security teachers are very dangerous people. Don’t ever forget this fact and warning. Though it...
    Cootamundra Cootamundra 70+, M 1 Response Jan 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't even cried for my daddy been crying for my mother I want so much to take all the pain away from her my God she has been with the same man her whole live 64 years together...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses Jan 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
    youreadwhat youreadwhat 18-21, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Im just lonely i guess im starting to hate new years eve too i wondered why people hated it now I see why lol..hell of a freaking year it's been to say the least..its funny i guess...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Right now. In the middle of class. Cool. I was stalking him on here. I'll admit it. I say that I don't miss him, but I do, and sometimes all I want is to know if he's ever...
    LanniLette LanniLette 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's hard to believe it's been close to a year since I've had a full blown struggle with anorexia What I Miss: I miss being skinnier. I know my worth shouldn't be defined by my...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21 1 Response Jan 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I sure would like to make some friends here ..friends for keeps so that whenever we are on here we can chat and have some meaningfull conversations for fun and information..having...
    romel4747 romel4747 41-45, M Jan 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    No disrespect to anyone on here but to be 100% Honest, I really am so ******* tired of reading all these posts with people complaining about how bad there lives are going on here...
    LaxingBoy LaxingBoy 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last night, I received a text from my aunt's old maid. She: Jen are you in your office? Me: No, why? She: I'm gonna ask you something. Can I have your landline number? Me: (gives...
    MorriganHawthorn MorriganHawthorn 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago