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I Am Sitting Here Just Letting The Tears Fall Slowly Down

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    Everything In My Room Reminds Me Of My Present Self......

    Since my health challenges my bedroom has transformed into a office *** pantry *** TV entertainment *** dining and living room.All prepared for my convenience and recovery time.Space is created for walking with walker when i have my knee operations.Looking on the bright side ,i...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 16 Responses Jul 2, 2010

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    Will They Ever Stop

    It's going to be a really long weekend. It's only Friday and I started to cry last night. Your birthday is tomorrow. I have the stuff for your cake in the pantry. I have the card I had picked out early, because I saw it one day and it was perfect. I have passed the gift I...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    A Bad Night

    Just feeling blue. Pretty common lately.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Like Rain In The Rain Forest...

    To stand near me would be like standing in a rain forest. My tears fall like the rain, they fall daily and are sporadic and unpredictable. During this rainy season that is currently my life the rains range from slight mist to full on down pours. I have fallen asleep bawling and I...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2010

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    When Its All Been Said And Done...

    It's now beyond my control..my family...my education...my school fees...my finances I have given it up to God..all I can do now is lay in bed and just let the tears flow....nothing more nothing less..it's now in God's hands
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F Sep 3, 2013

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    ...

    ...it feels good and cleansing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    Just about every month I probably do this this.

    ....life just keeps getting harder and harder
    xAquariusx xAquariusx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Why ?

    Why well I don''t know they drop slowly and gentley . But why do I cry secrets and hatred and the hatred I talk about can''t be healed but my heart can by one thing and one thing only and I don''t know what I need friends love happiness or just answers I need to go on my quest...
    harboraqua harboraqua 13-15, F Jul 2, 2010

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    Violence really is the answer to many problems. You just have to be good enough at it.
    SkollHati SkollHati 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    After what seemed like a hellish week for me I was finally offered a reprieve in the form of rain. I sit in the recliner in the quiet living room, no tv, no lights on be it for a...
    InTheShadowsAgain InTheShadowsAgain 41-45, M 3 Responses Nov 1

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    To accomplish with anguish. The hardest thing is to let go and stop being a victim, I really wish I had never met him. He doesn't even know the struggle that I'm enduring, and...
    Anon787 Anon787 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    It just happened. Now I can't go on a single day without thinking about him. I anxiously check my phone for any messages from him. And there are days when he doesn't, I just feel...
    ThatGirlWaiting ThatGirlWaiting 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 7

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    November 21. Financial Fears. I sat in the car, looking at the sign on the door of the food shelf office: "Closed until Friday." It was Wednesday. I had two hungry children and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 50 mins ago

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    There is a saying "A lesson learned, is a lesson earned ", but how many lessons must you go through to finally get the message? How many times can you be hurt before you realize...
    GrumpyNumnums GrumpyNumnums 18-21, F Nov 2

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    November 10. Beliefs about Money. "I was starting a new job for a corporation. I was good at what I did for a living. The personnel manager and I were down to the details of...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Nov 10

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    I know it is sad, but looking at who and what i am, it seems impossible to find a person who will love me back. I've fallen in love four times, maybe they are just infatuations...
    needsoutlet needsoutlet 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Recently, there's this girl that I really like. And she likes me too.. But, (there's always a but when it comes to things like this. ) she says she feels like I'm too perfect for...
    Lonelyniceguy1 Lonelyniceguy1 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    I think for the first time in a long time I'm finally moving on. I'm 25 years old and I realize depression is part of my genetic makeup, it always will be, and I know I'm still...
    PapercutLP48 PapercutLP48 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 10

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    I have to really let go of two guys that I've been holding onto for too long. I let go of my long distance bf that checked out of the relationship months ago, it just took me a...
    Bloo Bloo 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    November 16. The Victim Trap. The belief that life has to be hard and difficult in the belief that makes a martyr. We can change our negative beliefs about life, and whether we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    This was a continuous cycle. You took advantage of my kindness I used to be that dumb girl who always accepted your apology. I was so into you, and I thought you loved me. I'm...
    sammyvaladezz sammyvaladezz 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    October 21. Financial Responsibility. "When I began recovery from chemical dependency, I had to face my money mess stone cold sober, and I really had a mess," said one woman. "I...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 21

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    I wish there were words. I long for a way to express the things that are bouncing around in my head. Instead, they are trapped inside the cage my skull has become. The English...
    ThatsSuze ThatsSuze 26-30, F Oct 25

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    I love to fall in love. I love the feeling of first falling for someone. I love the feeling of endless possibilities and the need to be with that person, touching, kissing...
    whispersofmyself whispersofmyself 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    November 20. Wants and Needs. So many of us have been brainwashed to think that we can't have what we want in life. That is the belief of the martyr. It is born of deprivation and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    October 23. Morning Cues. There is an important message for us first thing every day. Often, once we get started with the day, we may not listen as closely to life and ourselves...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 23

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    I've had my dose of bad relationships, one before this one, my boyfriend after 5 years together, cheated on me with my friend. It took me almost 2 years to fully recover from that...
    jordyca jordyca 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 23

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    October 25. Letting Go of the Past. "... in thy book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me when as yet there was none of them." —Ps. 139:16 Some...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 25

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    I feel so alone all the time. I want to cry so bad, but the tears aren't there. I'm tired of every aspect of my life making me feel inadequate, like I don't belong, and that it...
    Cari92 Cari92 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    October 28. Meditation and Prayer. The Eleventh Step asks us to meditate as a route to improving our conscious contact with God. Meditation is different than obsessing or...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    October 31. All Our Needs. "And my God shall supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory..." —Phil. 4:19 This verse has helped me many times. It has helped me...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 31

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    November 4. Anger. Feeling angry - and, sometimes, the act of blaming - is a natural and necessary part of accepting loss and change - of grieving. We can allow ourselves and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    This is an experience that happened to me several years ago and has forever touched my heart. I used to work in a hospital and we had a patient in for weeks. I will call him Jason...
    briebab23 briebab23 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    The past few months has been very hard. It seems like things are coming into their own now-days. Its strange what 'letting go' can really give a person. It gives you comfort and...
    Qwert143 Qwert143 22-25 5 Responses Nov 6

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    Musical poetry from Springsteen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMmincfTgnM Fat man sitting on a little stool Takes the money from my hand while his eyes take a walk all over you...
    Spanishintuition Spanishintuition 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    November 13. Taking Care of Ourselves. We do not have to wait for others to come to our aid. We are not victims. We are not helpless. Letting go of faulty thinking means we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    November 14. Letting Our Anger Out. It's okay to be angry, but it isn't healthy to be resentful. Regardless of what we learned as children, no matter what we saw role modeled, we...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F a week ago

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    Slowly, but surely I am getting there. I've made a plan of action, that won't happen overnight and I know there will be many tears and pain along the way. But hopefully I will get...
    Luna2020 Luna2020 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    Every day is a struggle to keep going. I'm so overwhelmed. Just keep crying. Really need to hold it together for my kids, but with all the pressures of life and having chronic...
    superwholockimom superwholockimom 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    today i really feel like i let someone down...this site has really helped me get my feelings down so i don't feel so trapped, but i still need control. so i still cut (well...
    kwrc kwrc 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    (In a karaoke pub...just gotta get this out ...here comes a beer rant..) I just want to move on This huge gaping whole , it's like a continent has been utterly wiped out in me So...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    They say the greatest courage can be seen when w let go of something or someone of places that no longer deserves us. I am praying for God's grace in my life. It has not been an...
    bowbowdown bowbowdown 26-30 1 Response Oct 30

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    Disclaimer: Not to belittle teenagers, but I am not one. I am an adult woman, in the upper tier of her career, in a stable, long-term relationship. And then this happens... I don...
    Innominata Innominata 26-30, F Nov 4

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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F Nov 12

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    I don't know anything. The only truth I know is inside of me in moments. when I listen, I have thoughts that come from somewhere else and they surprise me. and it tells me to wait...
    SomeNobody SomeNobody 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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