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I Am Sitting Here Just Letting The Tears Fall Slowly Down

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    Why ?

    Why well I don''t know they drop slowly and gentley . But why do I cry secrets and hatred and the hatred I talk about can''t be healed but my heart can by one thing and one thing only and I don''t know what I need friends love happiness or just answers I need to go on my quest...
    harboraqua harboraqua 13-15, F Jul 2, 2010

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    Everything In My Room Reminds Me Of My Present Self......

    Since my health challenges my bedroom has transformed into a office *** pantry *** TV entertainment *** dining and living room.All prepared for my convenience and recovery time.Space is created for walking with walker when i have my knee operations.Looking on the bright side ,i...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 16 Responses Jul 2, 2010

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    all the time !!!!!!grr

    when he get about something. that's not me?!!
    butterfly612 butterfly612 18-21, F Nov 27

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    Like Rain In The Rain Forest...

    To stand near me would be like standing in a rain forest. My tears fall like the rain, they fall daily and are sporadic and unpredictable. During this rainy season that is currently my life the rains range from slight mist to full on down pours. I have fallen asleep bawling and I...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2010

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    Just about every month I probably do this this.

    ....life just keeps getting harder and harder
    xAquariusx xAquariusx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    When Its All Been Said And Done...

    It's now beyond my control..my family...my education...my school fees...my finances I have given it up to God..all I can do now is lay in bed and just let the tears flow....nothing more nothing less..it's now in God's hands
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F Sep 3, 2013

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    A Bad Night

    Just feeling blue. Pretty common lately.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    ...

    ...it feels good and cleansing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    Will They Ever Stop

    It's going to be a really long weekend. It's only Friday and I started to cry last night. Your birthday is tomorrow. I have the stuff for your cake in the pantry. I have the card I had picked out early, because I saw it one day and it was perfect. I have passed the gift I...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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