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I Am Sitting Here Just Letting The Tears Fall Slowly Down

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    Everything In My Room Reminds Me Of My Present Self......

    Since my health challenges my bedroom has transformed into a office *** pantry *** TV entertainment *** dining and living room.All prepared for my convenience and recovery time.Space is created for walking with walker when i have my knee operations.Looking on the bright side ,i...
    unshakable unshakable 61-65, F 16 Responses Jul 2, 2010

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    ...it feels good and cleansing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    Like Rain In The Rain Forest...

    To stand near me would be like standing in a rain forest. My tears fall like the rain, they fall daily and are sporadic and unpredictable. During this rainy season that is currently my life the rains range from slight mist to full on down pours. I have fallen asleep bawling and I...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2010

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    Why ?

    Why well I don''t know they drop slowly and gentley . But why do I cry secrets and hatred and the hatred I talk about can''t be healed but my heart can by one thing and one thing only and I don''t know what I need friends love happiness or just answers I need to go on my quest...
    harboraqua harboraqua 13-15, F Jul 2, 2010

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    A Bad Night

    Just feeling blue. Pretty common lately.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 14, 2010

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    Just about every month I probably do this this.

    ....life just keeps getting harder and harder
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Will They Ever Stop

    It's going to be a really long weekend. It's only Friday and I started to cry last night. Your birthday is tomorrow. I have the stuff for your cake in the pantry. I have the card I had picked out early, because I saw it one day and it was perfect. I have passed the gift I...
    Toby2day Toby2day 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    When Its All Been Said And Done...

    It's now beyond my control..my family...my education...my school fees...my finances I have given it up to God..all I can do now is lay in bed and just let the tears flow....nothing more nothing less..it's now in God's hands
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic 22-25, F Sep 3, 2013

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    I never liked the rain until I walked through it with you Every thunder cloud that came was one more I might not get through On the darkest day there's always light and now I see...
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    Just letting gravity pull you down, fast and effortless. Maybe it's because life feels like that sometimes
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    July 29. Have Some Fun. Have some fun. Loosen up a bit. Enjoy life! We do not have to be so somber and serious. We do not have to be so reflective, so critical, so bound up...
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    July 7. Getting It All Out. "Let yourself have a good gripe session." From: " Woman, Sex, and Addiction" —Charlotte Davis Kasl, Ph.D. Get it out. Go ahead. Get it all out...
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    July 1. Receiving. Here is an exercise. Today let someone give to you. Let someone do something nice for you. Let someone give you a compliment or tell you something good about...
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    July 13. God as We Understand God. "God is subtle, but he is not malicious." —Albert Einstein Recovery is an intensely spiritual process that asks us to grow in our...
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    July 20. Letting Go of Resistance. Do not be in such a hurry to move on. Relax. Breathe deeply. Be. Be in harmony today. Be open. There is beauty around and in us today. There...
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    July 23. Making It Happen. Stop trying so hard to make it happen. Stop doing so much, if doing so much is wearing you out or not achieving the desired results. Stop thinking so...
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    July 27. Letting Go. Stop trying so hard to control things. It is not our job to control people, outcomes, circumstances, and life. Maybe in the past we couldn't trust and let...
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    I was actually laughing a lot while reading this experience cause it does reflect what I feel lol. I'm 21, broke up with the ex like years ago (oh was I drunk the entire...
    HikoukiGumo HikoukiGumo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    As I look out my window this evening, I see your star shining down upon the world. If I stand here long enough, I can feel your hand resting gently upon my beating heart. I'd do...
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    🎵 letting people down Is my thing baby, Find yourself a new gig This town ain't big enough for 2 of us I don't have the right name Or the right looks But I have twice...
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    Tears tears tears tears tears 😔😔😔
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    Time to get poetic I guess... Here goes... Releasing to Hold Its funny how we got here But really? If you want to know... I loved it You...
    LittleBastet9 LittleBastet9 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    The easiest thing in life to do right now. It used to take me some blood and tears to let go, but now... It's as simple as focusing your thoughts to what YOU deserve in life...
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    I used to let everybody into my life, but now I'm very selective and don't want to let anybody in who I don't think is good enough. If people want to be in my life, they have to...
    annoyedagnostic annoyedagnostic 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    July 2. Who Knows Best? Others do not know what's best for us. We do not know what's best for others. It is our job to determine what's best for ourselves. "I know what you...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 2

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    July 3. Directness. So much of our communication can reflect our need to control. We say what we think others want to hear. We try to keep others from getting angry, feeling...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 3

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    July 5. Survivor Guilt. We begin recovering. We begin taking care of ourselves. Our recovery program starts to work in our life, and we begin to feel good about ourselves. Then...
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