I Am Sitting Here Just Letting The Tears Fall Slowly Down

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    Like Rain In The Rain Forest...

    To stand near me would be like standing in a rain forest. My tears fall like the rain, they fall daily and are sporadic and unpredictable. During this rainy season that is currently my life the rains range from slight mist to full on down pours. I have fallen asleep bawling and I...
    KatjaShoshanaGrace KatjaShoshanaGrace
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2010

    Everything In My Room Reminds Me Of My Present Self......

    Since my health challenges my bedroom has transformed into a office *** pantry *** TV entertainment *** dining and living room.All prepared for my convenience and recovery time.Space is created for walking with walker when i have my knee operations.Looking on the bright side ,i...
    unshakable unshakable
    61-65, F
    12 Responses Jul 2, 2010

    When Its All Been Said And Done...

    It's now beyond my control..my family...my education...my school fees...my finances I have given it up to God..all I can do now is lay in bed and just let the tears flow....nothing more nothing less..it's now in God's hands
    CurvyandChic CurvyandChic
    22-25, F
    Sep 3, 2013

    Why ?

    Why well I don''t know they drop slowly and gentley . But why do I cry secrets and hatred and the hatred I talk about can''t be healed but my heart can by one thing and one thing only and I don''t know what I need friends love happiness or just answers I need to go on my quest...
    harboraqua harboraqua
    13-15, F
    Jul 2, 2010

    Just about every month I probably do this this.

    ....life just keeps getting harder and harder
    BlueMoonx BlueMoonx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2014

    A Bad Night

    Just feeling blue. Pretty common lately.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 14, 2010

    all the time !!!!!!grr

    when he get about something. that's not me?!!
    butterfly612 butterfly612
    22-25, F
    Nov 27, 2014

    ...

    ...it feels good and cleansing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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