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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I... - I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do...
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    I Just Need to Vent - Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    What You See Is What You Get - i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    I feel so lost so alone and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Hi And Lo.. - if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    Wounded Lover... - When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    My days goes by as I keep wondering why I'm still doing here? I sit and think about who I truly am...my soul too broken and lost , my heart has turned from something I though I...
    SuperShoes24 SuperShoes24 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 4, 2013

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    With Every Happening... - I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    Workman's Compensation - I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    Bit By Bit - Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    Away - I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Just Sometimes - Each day I am falling apart piece by piece, I am a freshman in highschool, and just turned 14 yesterday. Worse thing is all my teachers notice, they see it the way...
    girlie88 girlie88 13-15 1 Response Dec 24, 2011

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse - I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    It seems more and more are saying they are lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    Sometimes I Think So... ... - Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back...
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    ever since we moved and ever since my mom died, we are all now physically alive but emotionally and in terms of living life-- we are dead. My sisters are across the universe...
    Shamandora Shamandora 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I am falling apart right now. Its partly my fault, I'm letting everyone walk all over me, and use me however they want, and I don't have the physical strength to stick up for...
    AlyAngel AlyAngel 22-25, F Mar 24

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    ever felt as thought everything in your life is just falling apart? right from your work life to your personal life? I know I am still young and have my entire life ahead of me...
    teddybarom teddybarom 22-25, M Mar 29

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    I wake up every morning with the intentions to be a better me and to have a good day but something always ruin those purposes. I'm falling apart and I have no one around to help...
    TheBlackVelma TheBlackVelma 22-25, F Apr 2

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    And I haven't in years. I'm described as emotionally empty, I don't really understand empathy or sympathy. When I try to fake it because it seems like that's what's needed in the...
    poisonandwine poisonandwine 26-30, F Mar 17

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    So this might be long. I do feel like a pretty lucky guy with a lot of blessings.. But I do have a lot of worries about my family which I will express here.. Ok so my family is...
    PhindingPhronesis PhindingPhronesis 16-17, M Mar 30

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    It's getting at that point where I have one person that I can call a friend. My now ex best friend has got the whole school turned against me....I can't go anywhere in the building...
    Justanobody17 Justanobody17 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I seriously don't even know what to do anymore, its such a burden, to deal with this every single day. now I figured I should just lock myself in my room and let them fight all...
    Mei95 Mei95 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    My mother might lose her job. I'm not doing so well in college right now and it's almost the end of the semester. And everything is so overwhelming I don't know how I'm going to...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    It's happening again, first it was in Texas. All the lies all the fighting, I witnessed it & it was taken out on me at the age of 14. Now it's happening again in Nevada.....I'm 21...
    DefineLines DefineLines 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    "Isn't it tiring to live like this, when nothing is real, when nothing is right, when nothing is true, when nothing made sense? Won't it be easier to just end it all and say...
    AlyssaTM AlyssaTM 16-17, F Mar 29

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    My mum kicked my brother out today. He nearly drink drove last night due to his girlfriend being terrible and he was plastered and we had to take his keys off him and hide them.
    AHelpfulLover AHelpfulLover 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Everything is in a tailspin. It seems like all of the decisions I made to better my life are backfiring right now, I just hope all these wires untangle themselves soon.
    Rayonkier Rayonkier 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I don't see how ill ever be able to move forward. I just wish i could go back in time so i could relive when we were together.
    BiO811HazarD BiO811HazarD 18-21, M Apr 2

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    I sometimes cry for no real reason except I just can't keep myself together any longer.
    TheWaySheFeels3 TheWaySheFeels3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Long story short, my boyfriend is in rehab and I think I'm falling in love with one of my roommates. I haven't seen my boyfriend in 3 months, and our relationship is falling apart...
    shesthebosss shesthebosss 13-15, F Mar 20

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    How is this possible I can feel my self falling for someone :(
    Nicby Nicby 31-35, F 6 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    im falling asleep! and the oddest images are popping in my head!! I see voices... people speaking jibberish.. and I see babies... sliding under door, old men using staplers, Miley...
    g0ne g0ne 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm wearing a one piece swimsuit right now
    Subsissy42 Subsissy42 41-45, M 9 hrs ago

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    If only, i could look like this when i wear my one piece swimsuits, haha :)
    MATTC95 MATTC95 18-21, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I feel like dying slowly and watching everything Move in slow motion . Not a painful death though . But like Falling asleep.
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Don't you just love that moment where your almost asleep and it's raining,you can here the rain drops tap your window as you slowly drift away in to the night. The sound of rain...
    DrPassion DrPassion 41-45, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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        Summer is heading our way, and I wonder if you are considering selecting a one piece swimsuit this year.You know most people would like to choose sexy bikinis rather...
    cabrielking cabrielking 18-21, F Mar 27

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    One of my best friends, one of the people I lean on, I am falling in love with... I didn't think he would ever want me. Today he told me that he is applying for a military college...
    curveycupcake curveycupcake 18-21, F Apr 8

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    What does it feel like if you're trying so hard but you know it killing you and breaking you so much but you dont wanna give up and let go? Hurts right? Im trying so hard to be...
    Amature14 Amature14 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I have a little lizard on my chain that a friend gave to me. Two months later, he had moved to Spain... And was ran over shortly after by a drunk driver. It has no meaning what so...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I'm free falling and there's no one there to catch me. I looked off the cliff and just fell. I don't even know what happened. Maybe I'm not falling maybe its all in my head. Like a...
    silence13 silence13 13-15, F Mar 19

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    So my first love was a girl. She's the only person I've ever love. It's been three years and well we stopped talking and started talking again I feel like im falling in love with...
    Loovee1C Loovee1C 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I am falling in love all over again. I've been with her for over 5 straight years and I have always loved her. Now our love has hit another level. So yes I am falling in love again...
    Bwlane Bwlane 36-40 a week ago

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    Let's just say my last relationship ended with her telling me "I never loved you. Every time we kissed I was just curious to see how far you would go. How crazy for me I could make...
    BeefStromi BeefStromi 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I absolutely love the sound of rain on my roof. I have a tin roof so the sound is especially pronounced and beautiful. I love falling asleep to it and I really love waking up to it...
    Antoinette1120 Antoinette1120 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    which is a sad story actually so, hi guys, you can call me Christopher, I'm from Indonesia i realized that i'm gay at 7 years old, at that time there is a hole inside my heart and...
    ChristopherLeardno ChristopherLeardno 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    So, I recently met a boy that I get all tingly and giggly about. Y'know, the good ol' teenage crush. I guess you can't say its falling in love, but still, it could happen. If you...
    fallingintowonderrland fallingintowonderrland 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I love falling asleep to the sound of rain, I think it's rhythmic and really soothing. It's colder when it rains too and that makes my bed feel 100 times more comfortable :)
    MINIONPOP MINIONPOP 16-17 1 Response Mar 23

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    I am falling for a crossdresser. I love him and who he is and I would never change him. I told my family, which consist of my mother and sister. Mom was accepting, my sister was...
    bbsw1963 bbsw1963 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I believe that I am falling in love with a guy who died less than 2 years ago. He would have been in his late 30s had he lived. I wondered what it will be like if he were alive...
    erykah123 erykah123 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 27