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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

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    I feel so lost so alone

    and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one because i feel depress. i wanna feel happy i wanna smile and laught but it seem pointless . i tire tire of living feeling pain...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F Mar 29

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    This morning , I got up with a new outlook

    decided to eat wheaties instead of cornflakes. During this painstaking process, my nail came off... Then I remembered a song Bigfoot sang during our two day courtship . *clap hands... Repeat chorus twenty times* Grunt grunt weeeee. Ohhhhhhsnuff sniff sniff Chorus: yeah baby...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 11

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    So I sit here, crying my eyes out.

    My boyfriend asked me for my Facebook password, and email. Well I have it to him cause I had nothing to hide. Now he accuses me of cheating. When I haven't cheated other than that one time but only for an hour or two. I'm such a **** up. I don't even wanna live anymore. I'm so...
    sparklyrainbowkitty sparklyrainbowkitty 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19

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    Hi And Lo..

    if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight space. A visible scar appeared for me to reminisce: why did I fell so hard today?  "happiness" is remembered as...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    What You See Is What You Get

    i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and drown out anything positive. i try to pretend im the strong one, i always have. but recently, thats started to backfire on me. two of...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    It seems more and more are saying they are

    lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy and we fight all the time. I wonder daily what it is that I have done to make my marriage so bad, I wonder what can I do to fix it. I feel so...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F Feb 23

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse

    I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any relationships so my body as a whole would respond in a positive manner. How it is responding is beyond Dr. Frankenstiens nightmare. Oh yes it...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    naaee naaee 16-17, F May 19

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    With Every Happening...

    I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out there after being told by people that they won't betray me. They do. People alway betray you. I'm starting not to trust...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    Workman's Compensation

    I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different surgeons that I needed a fusion on 3 disc's and I had a severe pinched nerve.  All was fine until I...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    Bit By Bit

    Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my heart and soul just vanished never to be found... even my spirit and once loved ***** is no longer. I just find it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    I Am Always Losing Myself...

    I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore... All I know is that I wish we were both happy... And could sort out all our problems... And I just want to cut cut cut... but i can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4, 2009

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    I noticed this morning,

    I was loseing my bra.. it was windy and very cold, so I put it on inside out ,after eating my muffin. I am slowly woo hoo falling apart piece by peice
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F 1 Response May 13

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    Wounded Lover...

    When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you everything. I never told anyone about you. I didn't want anything to ruin it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I knew you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    Just Sometimes

    Each day I am falling apart piece by piece, I am a freshman in highschool, and just turned 14 yesterday. Worse thing is all my teachers notice, they see it the way I look after myself, the way I talk to them, my actions in class. I am a quiet person by nature, and generous as...
    girlie88 girlie88 13-15 1 Response Dec 24, 2011

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    I'm at the edge where I want yo jump !

    I'm falling apart physically and mentally, I look at everyone's life compared to mines and ask why me ... What did I do soooo bad to deserve this , I'm such a good person I truly am . Tears fill my eyes , my head stats to ache and I physically have to force myself out of bed...
    naaee naaee 16-17, F 1 Response May 19

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    I Just Need to Vent

    Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just about some college I wasn't even planning to go to. This was my life, and how I'm slowly losing control of it. I came home...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Sometimes I Think So... ...

    Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back together... maybe somewhat worse for wear but it still keeps me from being totally insane.
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    First it was my knees.

    They aren't as strong as they used to be. Then I noticed my shoulders getting heavy and now they ache once in a while. My hands ache a lot and that's because of the work I've done over the course of my life. As time rolls on, I am slowly falling apart. I need a bionic body now...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 2 Responses May 27

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I...

    I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do pray alot while I am going through all of this. So, I do believe that I have God's favor, grace, and mercy.
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    Away

    I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I already don't work well with the way things are now, and I am afraid that a change will just leave me less...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Behind my smile is a hurting heart.

    Behind my laugh i'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see the person i am... isn't me...
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I just wanna say goodbye, than dissapear, forever..
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    the one question staying on my mind is why you keep playing with my heart
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    Im just done. My dad and mom they rather want me gone than alive, everyone will be happy when i'm gone. I made my mom feel like she cant do anything right.. But, i cant do anything...
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    I really need to talk....and i need an understanding person who wont only support me...i want an honest opinion but not in a very blunt way cuz am too fragile (emotionally) right...
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    I have just completed one of my fastest ever swims over 2k in one of these hot one piece suits:What a suit! The MX1 fabric seems to be unlike anything I have come across - a superb...
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    This is something I don't understand. Love is a positive emotion. Yes sometimes a relationship breaks apart but that's life. Now days all of these screwed up young people don't...
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    its crazy to know the littlest thing such as a cloth can trigger memories. picked up a small pouch the other day and a odd smell brought these thought along with it. most memories...
    dropitnow52 dropitnow52 18-21, F Dec 3

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    This is not what I expected. So many doubts, fears, misunderstanding, and loss of interests. I'm tried of fighting, I tried of trying I do not know what is to come, but I do...
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    I am a freshman in college, and I am falling for a TA (teaching assistant& grad student) that is in his mid 20's. I met him at a couple exam review sessions last semester, so he is...
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    I break things down into smaller pieces or steps. It find that I am often overwhelmed by all that I have to do, taking one piece at a time, makes it easier for me.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    After a lot of hurt, and a dissolution, I really think I might be falling in love again.
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    Ahh yes the soothing sound of the falling rain. Listening to steady beating of the drops on the roof, having it wash away all the stress and troubles away. It is a wonderful thing...
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    Do you have family members you can't stand or had a falling out with people? I'm talking like a major issue, not a minor misunderstanding.
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    I used to think love was fake and people just used it as an excuse to escape their reality, but now im finding that to be the complete opposite. I'm falling in love.. and I really...
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    I miss the feeling of falling in love.
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    When I'm wrapped up in his arms, smelling his fresh cologne after his shower, I nod off, feeling his love for me I also love falling asleep with my man, while gently massaging the...
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