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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

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    I feel so lost so alone

    and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one because i feel depress. i wanna feel happy i wanna smile and laught but it seem pointless . i tire tire of living feeling pain...
    thuff01 thuff01 22-25, F Mar 29, 2014

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    Wounded Lover...

    When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you everything. I never told anyone about you. I didn't want anything to ruin it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I knew you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    This morning , I got up with a new outlook

    decided to eat wheaties instead of cornflakes. During this painstaking process, my nail came off... Then I remembered a song Bigfoot sang during our two day courtship . *clap hands... Repeat chorus twenty times* Grunt grunt weeeee. Ohhhhhhsnuff sniff sniff Chorus: yeah baby...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 11, 2014

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    I Am Always Losing Myself...

    I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore... All I know is that I wish we were both happy... And could sort out all our problems... And I just want to cut cut cut... but i can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4, 2009

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    I personally think my downfall was

    when I lost my best friend to a car accident, Witnessed the whole thing, People that were there that night say when his car went off the side of the mountain it wasn't him yelling but it was me, I lost a brother a best friend...... Now seeing My best friend of the opposite sex...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M Jan 11

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    Sometimes I Think So... ...

    Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back together... maybe somewhat worse for wear but it still keeps me from being totally insane.
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I...

    I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do pray alot while I am going through all of this. So, I do believe that I have God's favor, grace, and mercy.
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    What You See Is What You Get

    i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and drown out anything positive. i try to pretend im the strong one, i always have. but recently, thats started to backfire on me. two of...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    naaee naaee 16-17, F May 19, 2014

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    Workman's Compensation

    I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different surgeons that I needed a fusion on 3 disc's and I had a severe pinched nerve.  All was fine until I...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    Bit By Bit

    Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my heart and soul just vanished never to be found... even my spirit and once loved ***** is no longer. I just find it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    Hi And Lo..

    if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight space. A visible scar appeared for me to reminisce: why did I fell so hard today?  "happiness" is remembered as...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    I Just Need to Vent

    Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just about some college I wasn't even planning to go to. This was my life, and how I'm slowly losing control of it. I came home...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    I'm at the edge where I want yo jump !

    I'm falling apart physically and mentally, I look at everyone's life compared to mines and ask why me ... What did I do soooo bad to deserve this , I'm such a good person I truly am . Tears fill my eyes , my head stats to ache and I physically have to force myself out of bed...
    naaee naaee 16-17, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    It seems more and more are saying they are

    lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy and we fight all the time. I wonder daily what it is that I have done to make my marriage so bad, I wonder what can I do to fix it. I feel so...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F Feb 23, 2014

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    Away

    I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I already don't work well with the way things are now, and I am afraid that a change will just leave me less...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    With Every Happening...

    I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out there after being told by people that they won't betray me. They do. People alway betray you. I'm starting not to trust...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    So I sit here, crying my eyes out.

    My boyfriend asked me for my Facebook password, and email. Well I have it to him cause I had nothing to hide. Now he accuses me of cheating. When I haven't cheated other than that one time but only for an hour or two. I'm such a **** up. I don't even wanna live anymore. I'm so...
    sparklyrainbowkitty sparklyrainbowkitty 16-17, F 3 Responses May 19, 2014

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse

    I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any relationships so my body as a whole would respond in a positive manner. How it is responding is beyond Dr. Frankenstiens nightmare. Oh yes it...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    I noticed this morning,

    I was loseing my bra.. it was windy and very cold, so I put it on inside out ,after eating my muffin. I am slowly woo hoo falling apart piece by peice
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    Princess....that's the word that broke me. I thought I was okay. I read that and I started bawling. Superman; I miss you and I can't stand it. You made me so fcking happy and I...
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    Apartment hunting can be a pain in the ***!
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    I bought a one-piece canada flag swimsuit off amazon I love it but its kind of small on me as unfortunately they only came in one size
    ilovewomensswimsuits ilovewomensswimsuits 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am obsessed with finding that special someone and falling in love. I love planning for the future and imaging myself with one person for the rest of my life
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't live my life like the way I do anymore. I don't have energy for it. I'm weak and I'm tired. Including I'm discouraged and scared. I'm worried I'll never please anyone or...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    I'm slowly realizing that in order for things to change I really have to change.
    misslx92 misslx92 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Funny but true.. I reversed my apartment door peep hole !! Perfect view of me in the hallway and bathroom !!! Such a thrill it is thinking Im being watched in my cute panties or...
    walmartpanties walmartpanties 46-50, M Jul 25

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    It was just never meant to be for me. I'm unloveable and I know it. I don't have anything for people to love. And no one had loved me. I did plan to date starting from college...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    I've had a close friend we're gonna call "Anna". And she and I have been close since middle school, no matter how many times my family has moved .. We've always remained close. Our...
    beyondrepair321 beyondrepair321 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    So it's 1am and I'm laying in bed when I suddenly hear the sound I've been missing all winter! The sound of thunder rolling in the distance and then as if my wish had come true the...
    Daniellevn Daniellevn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    i went to the cinema today and when i came out it started to rain. by the time i got home it was literally bouncing off the floor. i went into my room lay on my bed and was...
    hater2610 hater2610 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    Everytime it rains, it calms me down when I'm angry or sad. The cold air from it passes through my window and it feels nice and pleasant. The sound of the rain also gets rid of the...
    MsOreo MsOreo 13-15, F Jul 22

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    I think the human body is a piece of art, and men's bodies can be very good looking..........but what divine inspiration did with just that one little rib is beyond words to...
    OakleysWorld OakleysWorld 18-21, F 15 Responses Jul 22

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    I love falling asleep to the sound of rain because it's a white noise that fades out my thoughts when I'm trying to shut down at night. So I got an app on my phone which plays the...
    JaySmith9999 JaySmith9999 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    im trying so hard not to crumble into a 1000 pieces
    misscutiepie123 misscutiepie123 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    its raining heavily....such a pleasant night....
    nixf1 nixf1 22-25, F 7 Responses Jul 21

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    Yeah, yeah life is falling apart. Im completely broken, im completely shattered. I dont know who im anymore. I dont know myself. I dont like myself. I dont believe in myself. I...
    Natureismagic Natureismagic 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I have been trying to maintain control over my life, but I'm starting to lose my grip on control. I see my school mates having much better and happier lives than me. They have...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M Jul 20

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    Rainy nights : hot chocolate and Bon Iver with the sound of the rain.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Meh. Story of my bloody life!
    marvelchic88 marvelchic88 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I met this really great guy and he means so much to me. We have so much in common, even eat the same strange way. He understands me and I understand him. He makes me more happy...
    ravenlindsay ravenlindsay 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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