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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

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    It seems more and more are saying they are

    lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy and we fight all the time. I wonder daily what it is that I have done to make my marriage so bad, I wonder what can I do to fix it. I feel so...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F Feb 23, 2014

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    First it was my knees.

    They aren't as strong as they used to be. Then I noticed my shoulders getting heavy and now they ache once in a while. My hands ache a lot and that's because of the work I've done over the course of my life. As time rolls on, I am slowly falling apart. I need a bionic body now...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Hi And Lo..

    if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight space. A visible scar appeared for me to reminisce: why did I fell so hard today?  "happiness" is remembered as...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    With Every Happening...

    I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out there after being told by people that they won't betray me. They do. People alway betray you. I'm starting not to trust...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    This morning , I got up with a new outlook

    decided to eat wheaties instead of cornflakes. During this painstaking process, my nail came off... Then I remembered a song Bigfoot sang during our two day courtship . *clap hands... Repeat chorus twenty times* Grunt grunt weeeee. Ohhhhhhsnuff sniff sniff Chorus: yeah baby...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 11, 2014

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    I feel so lost so alone

    and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one because i feel depress. i wanna feel happy i wanna smile and laught but it seem pointless . i tire tire of living feeling pain...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F Mar 29, 2014

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    Bit By Bit

    Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my heart and soul just vanished never to be found... even my spirit and once loved ***** is no longer. I just find it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    What You See Is What You Get

    i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and drown out anything positive. i try to pretend im the strong one, i always have. but recently, thats started to backfire on me. two of...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    naaee naaee 16-17, F May 19, 2014

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    I Just Need to Vent

    Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just about some college I wasn't even planning to go to. This was my life, and how I'm slowly losing control of it. I came home...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    I personally think my downfall was

    when I lost my best friend to a car accident, Witnessed the whole thing, People that were there that night say when his car went off the side of the mountain it wasn't him yelling but it was me, I lost a brother a best friend...... Now seeing My best friend of the opposite sex...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M Jan 11

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    Wounded Lover...

    When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you everything. I never told anyone about you. I didn't want anything to ruin it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I knew you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    Sometimes I Think So... ...

    Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back together... maybe somewhat worse for wear but it still keeps me from being totally insane.
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    Away

    I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I already don't work well with the way things are now, and I am afraid that a change will just leave me less...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    So I sit here, crying my eyes out.

    My boyfriend asked me for my Facebook password, and email. Well I have it to him cause I had nothing to hide. Now he accuses me of cheating. When I haven't cheated other than that one time but only for an hour or two. I'm such a **** up. I don't even wanna live anymore. I'm so...
    sparklyrainbowkitty sparklyrainbowkitty 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19, 2014

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    I Am Always Losing Myself...

    I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore... All I know is that I wish we were both happy... And could sort out all our problems... And I just want to cut cut cut... but i can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I...

    I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do pray alot while I am going through all of this. So, I do believe that I have God's favor, grace, and mercy.
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse

    I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any relationships so my body as a whole would respond in a positive manner. How it is responding is beyond Dr. Frankenstiens nightmare. Oh yes it...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    I'm at the edge where I want yo jump !

    I'm falling apart physically and mentally, I look at everyone's life compared to mines and ask why me ... What did I do soooo bad to deserve this , I'm such a good person I truly am . Tears fill my eyes , my head stats to ache and I physically have to force myself out of bed...
    naaee naaee 16-17, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    Workman's Compensation

    I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different surgeons that I needed a fusion on 3 disc's and I had a severe pinched nerve.  All was fine until I...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    I noticed this morning,

    I was loseing my bra.. it was windy and very cold, so I put it on inside out ,after eating my muffin. I am slowly woo hoo falling apart piece by peice
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    So much going on smiling on the outside but falling apart on the inside. No one to talk to and just getting to the end of my limit =(
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90 22-25, F May 5

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    My world, Spiraling out of control... I'm falling apart at the seams and I'm not even sure if I know what that means. I'm so lost, I can't see in the dark. Hot blood, Pouring...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 13

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    I have been going through an emotional roller coaster every since I was a teen. I use to think that there was no place for me here on earth because I didn't fit in with my peers...
    NikUnique NikUnique 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have 4 pieces that I love. I take them off when I go to bed. my white gold princess ring, my matching necklace and ring that my mom bought me and my pandora bracelet
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Seeing your friendship with someone you've hung out with for over 5 years slowly being torn apart is honestly the worst thing I've ever gone through, and that's the worst thing...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 6 Responses May 25

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    I fall, fail and stumble too many times.But decided to get up slowly and painfully.Glad I did though.Because If I didn’tI wouldn’t be alive.
    cmc2 cmc2 26-30 1 Response May 21

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    She moved out in November, stopped making love with me in January, and now gives me an occasional deep hug and long, tongueless kiss. If I try to check in with her, see where she...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M May 12

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    I want to be with someone but my life isn't the best at the moment. I want to have a job at least. Maybe even a small apartment with my best friend. Just anything but being with...
    maskedlance maskedlance 18-21 a week ago

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    I wear one of three one piece, there is my pink Barbie doll one piece my pink little mermaid one piece and my white see through one piece that my wife forces me to wear when ever...
    subsissy1989 subsissy1989 26-30, M 4 Responses May 15

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    Has anyone worn a one piece to a public pool did anyone say anything? How about a thong one piece and how did it go?
    18echoazb 18echoazb 22-25 7 Responses May 3

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    I found a nice secluded place on the river just to the north of wear I live to go and sit around an enjoy my one piece swimsuit and the nice weather that day. And since it was...
    1pieceswimsuitfan 1pieceswimsuitfan 31-35, M 6 Responses May 14

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    Im falling in love with my friend,we both studied together in same class and now i met her after 12 years,for me she's the most beautiful girl on earth.But the main problem is im...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M 1 Response May 14

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    I have been falling in love with someone who can never love me back. ??
    tawless tawless 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I secretly steal a 1 piece swimsuit from my mother closet and wear them. Because I like the feel of it on my body I kept it hidden in my room for the past two years and my mom...
    Aokihagane Aokihagane 22-25, M 3 Responses May 13

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    goo mo go moo noo... one piece anime is still part of our life
    Ajxii Ajxii 22-25, M May 24

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    When you showed up, I didnt recognize you for what you were. I didnt know you were a piece of me that had always been missing...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Slowly but surely! I was wearing these shorts with a flat tummy last summer. Now look at me!
    missimo missimo 26-30, F May 11

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    I can't say I love you anymore. I sometimes miss you but i am not excited to see you. I am not happy anymore with you..
    xii4paw xii4paw 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I have a bangle made of copper. I never take it off as I feel its lucky for me and keeps me protected.
    miru1 miru1 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    A blue, red, yellow, and green patterned bracelet with black and white zigzags. It's made of little tiny beads. Also on the same arm is a more recently added rubberband bracelet my...
    Godlevel Godlevel 16-17 8 hrs ago

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    OK,if I'm in a relationship with you,I'm not your boss,daddy,prison warden,etc.I'm not here to tell you what to do,check your phone 29 times a day,scold you if you do one little...
    Nate2488 Nate2488 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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    My mom and dad got me this really expensive anklet for my 16th birthday that doesn't rust when wet and doesn't turn my skin green. I have never taken it off, even after three years...
    TrapQueen19 TrapQueen19 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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