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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

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    Just Sometimes

    Each day I am falling apart piece by piece, I am a freshman in highschool, and just turned 14 yesterday. Worse thing is all my teachers notice, they see it the way I look after myself, the way I talk to them, my actions in class. I am a quiet person by nature, and generous as...
    girlie88 girlie88 13-15 1 Response Dec 24, 2011

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    This morning , I got up with a new outlook

    decided to eat wheaties instead of cornflakes. During this painstaking process, my nail came off... Then I remembered a song Bigfoot sang during our two day courtship . *clap hands... Repeat chorus twenty times* Grunt grunt weeeee. Ohhhhhhsnuff sniff sniff Chorus: yeah baby...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 11

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    Hi And Lo..

    if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight space. A visible scar appeared for me to reminisce: why did I fell so hard today?  "happiness" is remembered as...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    Workman's Compensation

    I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different surgeons that I needed a fusion on 3 disc's and I had a severe pinched nerve.  All was fine until I...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    I Am Always Losing Myself...

    I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore... All I know is that I wish we were both happy... And could sort out all our problems... And I just want to cut cut cut... but i can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4, 2009

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    So I sit here, crying my eyes out.

    My boyfriend asked me for my Facebook password, and email. Well I have it to him cause I had nothing to hide. Now he accuses me of cheating. When I haven't cheated other than that one time but only for an hour or two. I'm such a **** up. I don't even wanna live anymore. I'm so...
    sparklyrainbowkitty sparklyrainbowkitty 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19

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    I Just Need to Vent

    Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just about some college I wasn't even planning to go to. This was my life, and how I'm slowly losing control of it. I came home...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    I'm at the edge where I want yo jump !

    I'm falling apart physically and mentally, I look at everyone's life compared to mines and ask why me ... What did I do soooo bad to deserve this , I'm such a good person I truly am . Tears fill my eyes , my head stats to ache and I physically have to force myself out of bed...
    naaee naaee 16-17, F 1 Response May 19

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    naaee naaee 16-17, F May 19

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    It seems more and more are saying they are

    lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy and we fight all the time. I wonder daily what it is that I have done to make my marriage so bad, I wonder what can I do to fix it. I feel so...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F Feb 23

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    What You See Is What You Get

    i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and drown out anything positive. i try to pretend im the strong one, i always have. but recently, thats started to backfire on me. two of...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse

    I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any relationships so my body as a whole would respond in a positive manner. How it is responding is beyond Dr. Frankenstiens nightmare. Oh yes it...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    I feel so lost so alone

    and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one because i feel depress. i wanna feel happy i wanna smile and laught but it seem pointless . i tire tire of living feeling pain...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F Mar 29

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    Sometimes I Think So... ...

    Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back together... maybe somewhat worse for wear but it still keeps me from being totally insane.
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    First it was my knees.

    They aren't as strong as they used to be. Then I noticed my shoulders getting heavy and now they ache once in a while. My hands ache a lot and that's because of the work I've done over the course of my life. As time rolls on, I am slowly falling apart. I need a bionic body now...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 2 Responses May 27

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    Away

    I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I already don't work well with the way things are now, and I am afraid that a change will just leave me less...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I...

    I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do pray alot while I am going through all of this. So, I do believe that I have God's favor, grace, and mercy.
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    Wounded Lover...

    When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you everything. I never told anyone about you. I didn't want anything to ruin it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I knew you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    Bit By Bit

    Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my heart and soul just vanished never to be found... even my spirit and once loved ***** is no longer. I just find it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    I noticed this morning,

    I was loseing my bra.. it was windy and very cold, so I put it on inside out ,after eating my muffin. I am slowly woo hoo falling apart piece by peice
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F 1 Response May 13

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    With Every Happening...

    I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out there after being told by people that they won't betray me. They do. People alway betray you. I'm starting not to trust...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    It feels as if I'm falling apart again. I can feel my walls cracking and slowly, one by one, crumbling into non-existence. Stress, if not for all of this stress I'd be more or less...
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    I fell in love with a girl 2 years ago and ever since we've been inseparable. She's just finished high school and is now moving on with her life; going out drinking, meeting new...
    am8ie am8ie 18-21, F Oct 26

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    I feel so alone all the time. I want to cry so bad, but the tears aren't there. I'm tired of every aspect of my life making me feel inadequate, like I don't belong, and that it...
    Cari92 Cari92 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    My whole family is going insane.....everything just keeps falling apart....so much stress and I don't know how much I can take right now..
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    In front of my eyes. I used to take responsibility for the feelings of others. I thought I did. Actually, I wasn't qualified, and made no assertions that I was some guru or...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    I keep on holding on to someone that keeps pushing me away. We got in fights and stayed apart for months and they always find a way to come back to me. I find myself forgiving them...
    zz0828 zz0828 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 8

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    I need to get away!!!! Please help I wanna leave this cruel cruel place
    maddog1000 maddog1000 13-15, F Oct 24

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    I feel like I'm not as smart as I used to be. It's bothering me so much.. I've been overwhelmed with stress, and at this age, I shouldn't even have that much stress. I feel like an...
    trellatay trellatay 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 28

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    It's been months, but I'm still suffering. I'm not suicidal but a part of me wants to be. Death would offer the escape I need. I'm tired of these tears, of these fears. When will...
    shadow2233 shadow2233 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    The death of my auntie is starting to sink in and become a reality to me now. I feel really scared and alone at the moment because I have no one to talk to about how I feel. I'm...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Nov 3

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    I'm so empty inside. Does anyone else feel this way? It's like… I can't even explain.
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I've been diagnosed with bipolar depression since high school. I've had my ups and downs, and 2 rock bottoms (failed suicide attempts). My last rock bottom was a huge wake up call...
    Cari92 Cari92 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    When is it not?...........
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I took another Goldberg Depression test last night. ( physiologists use it to determine depression, there is one online: http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/interactive/interactivetests...
    MasqueradeMe MasqueradeMe 13-15, F Nov 8

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    I stopped self harming because drugs made me feel better but now I'm starting to feel the urges again
    rawerimadino rawerimadino 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I guess i can say that i already fell apart, im slowly picking up the pieces to put myself back together. Its not easy, I know that i am worth it. I don't ever give up on myself...
    Andrea408 Andrea408 22-25 1 Response Nov 5

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    I'm very much afraid of guys/men and I want to overcome this fear and avoidance. I can never remember not having this anxiety. From even before being enrolled in my first year of...
    2openmind 2openmind 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    So I'm 20 he's 21 we've known one another for about 4yrs now, and have been in serious long term relationships while remaining friends, we've always kept a respectable distance and...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Oct 30

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    So I'm 20 he's 21 we've known one another for about 4yrs now, and have been in serious long term relationships while remaining friends, we've always kept a respectable distance and...
    lilzee225 lilzee225 18-21, F Oct 30

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    Disclaimer: Not to belittle teenagers, but I am not one. I am an adult woman, in the upper tier of her career, in a stable, long-term relationship. And then this happens... I don...
    Innominata Innominata 26-30, F Nov 4

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    Okay guys I have a huge question. I can't just seem to find the right answer to . Here it goes . I am in a relationship with a guy . The father of my child . We have been together...
    wondering2014 wondering2014 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 12

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    My (always noisy) neighbors upstairs decided to get completely wasted tonight. Lots of running and yelling.... Also lots of falling. So far it's 2:00 AM and been going on since 10...
    Leannaix Leannaix 18-21, F Oct 25

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    People....don't rush the seasons. It's still fall, Thanksgiving hasn't even came yet... and Christmas decorations and trees are up? People are rushing the seasons so much that the...
    CrescentRose CrescentRose 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    It's hard to open up to someone when you once shut off for really long time and decided to lose up for one person and slowly but surely open for someone. Funny what once stranger...
    masmelo masmelo 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    October 26. Clarity. I know better than to not trust God., But sometimes, I forget that. When we are in the midst of an experience, it is easy to forget that there is a Plan...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Oct 26

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    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F Nov 11

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