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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

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    I feel so lost so alone

    and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one because i feel depress. i wanna feel happy i wanna smile and laught but it seem pointless . i tire tire of living feeling pain...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I noticed this morning,

    I was loseing my bra.. it was windy and very cold, so I put it on inside out ,after eating my muffin. I am slowly woo hoo falling apart piece by peice
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F 1 Response May 13

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    naaee naaee 16-17, F May 19

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I...

    I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do pray alot while I am going through all of this. So, I do believe that I have God's favor, grace, and mercy.
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    Sometimes I Think So... ...

    Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back together... maybe somewhat worse for wear but it still keeps me from being totally insane.
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    Just Sometimes

    Each day I am falling apart piece by piece, I am a freshman in highschool, and just turned 14 yesterday. Worse thing is all my teachers notice, they see it the way I look after myself, the way I talk to them, my actions in class. I am a quiet person by nature, and generous as...
    girlie88 girlie88 13-15 1 Response Dec 24, 2011

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse

    I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any relationships so my body as a whole would respond in a positive manner. How it is responding is beyond Dr. Frankenstiens nightmare. Oh yes it...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    What You See Is What You Get

    i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and drown out anything positive. i try to pretend im the strong one, i always have. but recently, thats started to backfire on me. two of...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    Workman's Compensation

    I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different surgeons that I needed a fusion on 3 disc's and I had a severe pinched nerve.  All was fine until I...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    Away

    I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I already don't work well with the way things are now, and I am afraid that a change will just leave me less...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Wounded Lover...

    When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you everything. I never told anyone about you. I didn't want anything to ruin it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I knew you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    Bit By Bit

    Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my heart and soul just vanished never to be found... even my spirit and once loved ***** is no longer. I just find it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    With Every Happening...

    I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out there after being told by people that they won't betray me. They do. People alway betray you. I'm starting not to trust...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    So I sit here, crying my eyes out.

    My boyfriend asked me for my Facebook password, and email. Well I have it to him cause I had nothing to hide. Now he accuses me of cheating. When I haven't cheated other than that one time but only for an hour or two. I'm such a **** up. I don't even wanna live anymore. I'm so...
    sparklyrainbowkitty sparklyrainbowkitty 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19

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    This morning , I got up with a new outlook

    decided to eat wheaties instead of cornflakes. During this painstaking process, my nail came off... Then I remembered a song Bigfoot sang during our two day courtship . *clap hands... Repeat chorus twenty times* Grunt grunt weeeee. Ohhhhhhsnuff sniff sniff Chorus: yeah baby...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 11

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    I Just Need to Vent

    Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just about some college I wasn't even planning to go to. This was my life, and how I'm slowly losing control of it. I came home...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    It seems more and more are saying they are

    lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy and we fight all the time. I wonder daily what it is that I have done to make my marriage so bad, I wonder what can I do to fix it. I feel so...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    I'm at the edge where I want yo jump !

    I'm falling apart physically and mentally, I look at everyone's life compared to mines and ask why me ... What did I do soooo bad to deserve this , I'm such a good person I truly am . Tears fill my eyes , my head stats to ache and I physically have to force myself out of bed...
    naaee naaee 16-17, F 1 Response May 19

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    I Am Always Losing Myself...

    I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore... All I know is that I wish we were both happy... And could sort out all our problems... And I just want to cut cut cut... but i can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4, 2009

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    Hi And Lo..

    if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight space. A visible scar appeared for me to reminisce: why did I fell so hard today?  "happiness" is remembered as...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    Pain demands to be felt it's inevitable.

    I believe that I can heal from the scars of my past but how can I move on if, when I try to be happy all I want is to feel pain?
    aniseliz aniseliz 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    First it was my knees.

    They aren't as strong as they used to be. Then I noticed my shoulders getting heavy and now they ache once in a while. My hands ache a lot and that's because of the work I've done over the course of my life. As time rolls on, I am slowly falling apart. I need a bionic body now...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 2 Responses May 27

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    Ive been falling apart for years..I fall,i get back up,I fall again..cycle continues.maybe that's life? It can really suck sometimes,life really punches u hard and it's hard to get...
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    Where I am today I have lost 10 years. I worked to hard to have a great career and financial stability. I have been really successful, buying my own house young, have a great job...
    theworriedwife theworriedwife 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    At my Mums house, we have a neighbor across the road who is a total *****. It's strange, the two used to be the best of friends until 2 years ago. The neighbor accused my Mum of...
    KMargatroid KMargatroid 16-17, F Jul 7

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    My parents have been separated since I was 5. My brother and I both just finished high school and he is leaving the house soon. My family has never been a close family and there...
    maee96 maee96 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    July 7. Getting It All Out. "Let yourself have a good gripe session." From: " Woman, Sex, and Addiction" —Charlotte Davis Kasl, Ph.D. Get it out. Go ahead. Get it all out...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 7

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    June 27. Achieving Harmony. When a pianist learns a new piece of music, he or she does not sit down and instantly play it perfectly. A pianist often needs to practice each hand's...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Help me, God. I am in so much pain. I literally cannot breathe well because of how shattered my heart is right now. _____________________ http://www.prayerideas.org/wp...
    girlon3rdfloorsuite9 girlon3rdfloorsuite9 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I thought I'd write a story and for the first time I plan on it being absolutely positive. Back in 2009 when my life was starting to fall apart, I joined an online chat programme...
    BeingSara BeingSara 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Idk why everyone comes in my life when they have to leave in just few days. I made many online friends and slowly slowly they left me. I am just afraid of being in love, i am just...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    FINALLY seeing results: My Transformation Story-- I have been having a very hard time losing weight since I decided I was TOO out of shape about a year ago. I had just ended a...
    redbeard83 redbeard83 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Help :( met on holiday. stayed in touch. nothing happened, all normal conversations.. through whatsapp we could tell something was there but I left it because i was like ok he's...
    livelovelaugh93 livelovelaugh93 18-21, F Jul 10

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    I was sexually abused by my father, brother, two sisters and two uncles when I was six till I was a teen. It was so intense, they made me a slave and I never got a break. It was...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I was tortured and terrorized by my ex husband. My father also played a huge role in this. I have been been befriended by people just so they could poison me and bring havoc on my...
    JustifiedOmega JustifiedOmega 36-40, F Jun 28

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    The more time we spend together the less we see our differences and the more we see our similarities. Today was a monument of a day, we spent the whole day together. We went out...
    Pixell2020 Pixell2020 18-21, F Jun 26

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    I hate falling love because it hurts like hell when you get dumped, rejected. On top of that, you'll get seriously low self esteem because you kept thinking it's your own problem...
    KywenM1997 KywenM1997 16-17, F Jul 6

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    Simplify your Apartments Search with Outstanding Mosaic Apartments Dandenong :Relocating, apartment search is a notorious time consuming, Fortunately there are ways to optimize...
    Digitalminds Digitalminds 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    How to describe this boy, falling short of being a man? Undecided, lost, hurt, and capable of causing the greatest pain a heart could feel. He is beautiful. Tempting. Sweetness...
    walker13sl walker13sl 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There's this guy and we've been talking for almost two months now. And in those two months, we've just became friends in an instant. We talk all day and night 24/7. We tell each...
    Ki123 Ki123 18-21, F Jun 24

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    Well yeah kinda but then there was the sudden stop when falling became fell hard...
    Jericho7 Jericho7 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    several years ago, I saw my first falling 'star.' We are all the way in Texas and those are rare. Turns out it was most likely a meteor thing that landed in Canada. We saw it on...
    greyscales greyscales 16-17, F Jun 25

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    Is it stupid to be falling in love with someone I have known for two days on here?
    EmmaLL1999 EmmaLL1999 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    He was my first kiss back in the summer between 8th grade and 9th grade. 11 years has passed since then and the day he asked me to go out on a date with him I was nervous, almost...
    Hugsandkisses2621 Hugsandkisses2621 22-25, F Jul 1

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    I think I'm falling in love with him, The boy who hates his name, The kid that makes everyone laugh, The guy who makes me nervous and excited, The man who calms my fears, The...
    vanivoo vanivoo 16-17, F Jul 3

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    I was falling In love with a man whom I can't have forever. I having a relationship with a man whom wanted to be part of my life. But sad to say he will just passed by after six...
    Anjelay Anjelay 22-25, F Jul 4

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    geez... I'm falling really hard for this guy. This has never happened to me before, but I like it(:
    KylieLaine KylieLaine 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    This is starting to become more than just some crush, I believe. I've never truly fallen for someone, so I had no idea what it feels like. But I'm sure when all you gotta do is...
    Guuuu Guuuu 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I think I think I am falling in love....but know teens😉😊😄
    darecassy darecassy 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 6

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