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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

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    So I sit here, crying my eyes out.

    My boyfriend asked me for my Facebook password, and email. Well I have it to him cause I had nothing to hide. Now he accuses me of cheating. When I haven't cheated other than that one time but only for an hour or two. I'm such a **** up. I don't even wanna live anymore. I'm so...
    sparklyrainbowkitty sparklyrainbowkitty 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19, 2014

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    First it was my knees.

    They aren't as strong as they used to be. Then I noticed my shoulders getting heavy and now they ache once in a while. My hands ache a lot and that's because of the work I've done over the course of my life. As time rolls on, I am slowly falling apart. I need a bionic body now...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I feel so lost so alone

    and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one because i feel depress. i wanna feel happy i wanna smile and laught but it seem pointless . i tire tire of living feeling pain...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F Mar 29, 2014

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    I Just Need to Vent

    Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just about some college I wasn't even planning to go to. This was my life, and how I'm slowly losing control of it. I came home...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    naaee naaee 16-17, F May 19, 2014

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I...

    I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do pray alot while I am going through all of this. So, I do believe that I have God's favor, grace, and mercy.
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    I personally think my downfall was

    when I lost my best friend to a car accident, Witnessed the whole thing, People that were there that night say when his car went off the side of the mountain it wasn't him yelling but it was me, I lost a brother a best friend...... Now seeing My best friend of the opposite sex...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M Jan 11

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    Just Sometimes

    Each day I am falling apart piece by piece, I am a freshman in highschool, and just turned 14 yesterday. Worse thing is all my teachers notice, they see it the way I look after myself, the way I talk to them, my actions in class. I am a quiet person by nature, and generous as...
    girlie88 girlie88 13-15 1 Response Dec 24, 2011

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    Hi And Lo..

    if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight space. A visible scar appeared for me to reminisce: why did I fell so hard today?  "happiness" is remembered as...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    Workman's Compensation

    I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different surgeons that I needed a fusion on 3 disc's and I had a severe pinched nerve.  All was fine until I...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    Away

    I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I already don't work well with the way things are now, and I am afraid that a change will just leave me less...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    What You See Is What You Get

    i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and drown out anything positive. i try to pretend im the strong one, i always have. but recently, thats started to backfire on me. two of...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    This morning , I got up with a new outlook

    decided to eat wheaties instead of cornflakes. During this painstaking process, my nail came off... Then I remembered a song Bigfoot sang during our two day courtship . *clap hands... Repeat chorus twenty times* Grunt grunt weeeee. Ohhhhhhsnuff sniff sniff Chorus: yeah baby...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 11, 2014

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    With Every Happening...

    I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out there after being told by people that they won't betray me. They do. People alway betray you. I'm starting not to trust...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse

    I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any relationships so my body as a whole would respond in a positive manner. How it is responding is beyond Dr. Frankenstiens nightmare. Oh yes it...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    It seems more and more are saying they are

    lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy and we fight all the time. I wonder daily what it is that I have done to make my marriage so bad, I wonder what can I do to fix it. I feel so...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F Feb 23, 2014

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    I'm at the edge where I want yo jump !

    I'm falling apart physically and mentally, I look at everyone's life compared to mines and ask why me ... What did I do soooo bad to deserve this , I'm such a good person I truly am . Tears fill my eyes , my head stats to ache and I physically have to force myself out of bed...
    naaee naaee 16-17, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    Wounded Lover...

    When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you everything. I never told anyone about you. I didn't want anything to ruin it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I knew you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    Sometimes I Think So... ...

    Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back together... maybe somewhat worse for wear but it still keeps me from being totally insane.
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    I Am Always Losing Myself...

    I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore... All I know is that I wish we were both happy... And could sort out all our problems... And I just want to cut cut cut... but i can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4, 2009

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    Bit By Bit

    Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my heart and soul just vanished never to be found... even my spirit and once loved ***** is no longer. I just find it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    I noticed this morning,

    I was loseing my bra.. it was windy and very cold, so I put it on inside out ,after eating my muffin. I am slowly woo hoo falling apart piece by peice
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    My life is falling apart..... I see my family going in different directions .... My mom in one direction and my dad in another ..... I see all that I love and care slowly leaves me...
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    I am mentally falling apart faster than I could have anticipated. It's all from school and my parents stressing me out. It has reached that point where I'm about to have a relapse...
    RedMarcher RedMarcher 16-17, M Jan 13

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    I'm feeling lonely this past few weeks. 2015 was a bomb. It's true as days goes by everything constantly change. I was happy and full of life my heart was filled with joy when I...
    imsoflhai imsoflhai 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    Today was just not my day at all.. Hopefully tomorrow is better, I just really didn't have a good day. But as they say, "You may not have had a good day, but there is something...
    Alexmw460 Alexmw460 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    FemaleBorderlineSociopath FemaleBorderlineSociopath 31-35, F Jan 8

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    for past 1 week I haven't done anything great apart from falling asleep to the sound of rain XP I don't feel like getting up from my bed.. too sleepy
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I'm slowly slipping into this state of mind where everything hurts... what do I do to rid this feeling? I feel it when I am alone and it will not go away. I wish I would just...
    CharlotteTeller CharlotteTeller 26-30, F Jan 17

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    falling falling down to the ground it's going to hurt when i land falling falling down underground further than i had planned secrets secrets and lies someone cries rinse and...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    Well there's this guy at my high school I really like. Our school is really small (only about 50 people per grade level) because its an advanced education program. We go for 5...
    EmCWolf EmCWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    it has been a couple of months now we have been apart, it hasn't been easy but it was the right decision to make, It was all good in the beginning like two lovers destined to meet...
    afiomai afiomai 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    For me, falling asleep to the sound of rain inspires the same feeling as falling asleep while someone plays with me hair. It's soothing and rhythmic. It's that childhood lullaby...
    dreamingoptimist dreamingoptimist 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    So I saw final destination 5 in 3D and oh my gosh! When all those people were falling from the collapsing bridge I was freakin'. I know 3D doesn't really add to the cinematic...
    mwiltshire mwiltshire 22-25, F Dec 27, 2014

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    I think I'm falling in love But I don't know I wish I could tell
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I saw a falling star last night ,,,I make a wish ,, I hope my wish come truth,,,,
    pullupgirl102 pullupgirl102 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I've fallen hard for this girl. We've been talking through Snapchat a lot recently and I can't stop thinking about her. She's also told me she's falling for me too. I even told her...
    pwillems15 pwillems15 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Correction; I'm scared of falling in love again. I'm scared of the heartbreak that will come when we break up out of nowhere, I'm scared of getting too used and attached to him...
    Kayleehere Kayleehere 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I'm falling in love with my friend and it's scary because she's a girl and I've never felt that way for another girl before.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    They have an app for that... XD Really, I'm completely serious. It doesn't rain much where I live (especially not at night), so when it doesn't, I use an app that plays the sound...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 10

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    I remember walking through a forest in Finland walking back to my hotel. Everything was so still and quiet. And the most beautiful thick snow was falling. I should have had my...
    glowbugs glowbugs 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I am really falling for a guy I know very little about. All I know is how he acts when he's around me and how sweet he is and how much I can see that he cares. I have no idea if he...
    pizza0647 pizza0647 16-17, M Jan 11

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    I ****** this one guy and his brother is in my class. After I did Sam (that's what we'll call him) I realized how nasty he was. I never did him again. Now I'm falling for Sam's...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F Jan 11

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    The more we talk, the more I smile. The more you smile, the harder I will. The beautiful smile. Your personality. Your understanding. You're always here for me and I couldn't love...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 12

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    I think I'm falling in love. My boyfriend and I have been friends for about year before becoming a couple. Also went on month of dates before we were official. I think he's so...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F Jan 13

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    Okay I know am completely over my ex and I'l never get back to him. It was difficult to get over the person I once shared my dreams with. Now, I think am falling in love again with...
    HeldonWhite HeldonWhite 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I've been posting about my ex recently but I found someone here in EP who is more like my ex. Incomparable. =) I met her ex first and then I started talking to her about how she...
    AngelsBroughtMeHere AngelsBroughtMeHere 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wouldn't say falling in love i don't know what to call it... But the connection I have with this person ugh it's crazy, I feel as if I'm addicted to you.... Every time I get a...
    xjustagirl xjustagirl 22-25, F 18 Responses 3 days ago