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I Am Slowly Falling Apart Piece By Piece

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 339 People

    Bit By Bit

    Ever feel like you've lost it... just parts of you going away a little at a time. Over the years I've lost pieces with each experience that I've lived. Pieces of my heart and soul just vanished never to be found... even my spirit and once loved ***** is no longer. I just find it...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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    With Every Happening...

    I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm slowly falling apart with every little piece of myself that is being destroyed. I keep putting myself out there after being told by people that they won't betray me. They do. People alway betray you. I'm starting not to trust...
    pinkspikes pinkspikes 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2007

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    Sometimes I Think So... ...

    Sometimes I think so... for the most part I think so. But then one of my friends or my boyfriend comes by and does something that puts me back together... maybe somewhat worse for wear but it still keeps me from being totally insane.
    beatrixrose beatrixrose 22-25, F Dec 9, 2007

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    What You See Is What You Get

    i always thought things had to get worse to get better?? but lately, anytime something good happens, something happens to add to the bad party and drown out anything positive. i try to pretend im the strong one, i always have. but recently, thats started to backfire on me. two of...
    missconfused94 missconfused94 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2011

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    I Just Need to Vent

    Today, I received an internet letter from UCD, telling me I was rejected. Yeah, I know that thousands of people get rejected each year, but this wasn't just about some college I wasn't even planning to go to. This was my life, and how I'm slowly losing control of it. I came home...
    RaincoatPanda RaincoatPanda 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Am Within, But I...

    I feel like I am within, but I don't look like I am on the outside, and that's only because I am so used to fixing-up before leaving home. I do pray alot while I am going through all of this. So, I do believe that I have God's favor, grace, and mercy.
    arobprice arobprice 41-45, F Dec 9, 2007

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    I noticed this morning,

    I was loseing my bra.. it was windy and very cold, so I put it on inside out ,after eating my muffin. I am slowly woo hoo falling apart piece by peice
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    Slowly By Surely It Is Getting Worse

    I had a chance to transition to a female since I was older and had a female brain so I decided that I didn't really dig on any relationships so my body as a whole would respond in a positive manner. How it is responding is beyond Dr. Frankenstiens nightmare. Oh yes it...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 3 Responses Jul 2, 2009

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    Away

    I hate change. I struggle against it. I am losing the battle more and more. The thing is, I know change is frequently a positive thing, but I am so terrified of it. I already don't work well with the way things are now, and I am afraid that a change will just leave me less...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2007

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    Hi And Lo..

    if anything could wilt and drop, only to re-attach itself the next minute is my heart.. the reattaching process pained my chest as it squeezes back into the tight space. A visible scar appeared for me to reminisce: why did I fell so hard today?  "happiness" is remembered as...
    amejad amejad 22-25, F Feb 14, 2011

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    First it was my knees.

    They aren't as strong as they used to be. Then I noticed my shoulders getting heavy and now they ache once in a while. My hands ache a lot and that's because of the work I've done over the course of my life. As time rolls on, I am slowly falling apart. I need a bionic body now...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I feel so lost so alone

    and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one because i feel depress. i wanna feel happy i wanna smile and laught but it seem pointless . i tire tire of living feeling pain...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F Mar 29, 2014

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    It seems more and more are saying they are

    lonely including myself. Why do you think this is. I am in my fifty's and I have been married for many years. My marriage is not happy and we fight all the time. I wonder daily what it is that I have done to make my marriage so bad, I wonder what can I do to fix it. I feel so...
    IBFUNRU IBFUNRU 51-55, F Feb 23, 2014

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    Workman's Compensation

    I have been waiting for surgery now for 9 months, I was injured on my job 6 years ago.  Here 9 months ago I  was told by 3 different surgeons that I needed a fusion on 3 disc's and I had a severe pinched nerve.  All was fine until I...
    sasc sasc 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2007

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    Wounded Lover...

    When I think about you...I still cry. It hurts so much to think about you. It hurts on a such a deep level. I wanted to give you the world, to give you everything. I never told anyone about you. I didn't want anything to ruin it. I love you. I love you. I love you. I knew you...
    xipher xipher 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    So I sit here, crying my eyes out.

    My boyfriend asked me for my Facebook password, and email. Well I have it to him cause I had nothing to hide. Now he accuses me of cheating. When I haven't cheated other than that one time but only for an hour or two. I'm such a **** up. I don't even wanna live anymore. I'm so...
    sparklyrainbowkitty sparklyrainbowkitty 13-15, F 3 Responses May 19, 2014

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    This morning , I got up with a new outlook

    decided to eat wheaties instead of cornflakes. During this painstaking process, my nail came off... Then I remembered a song Bigfoot sang during our two day courtship . *clap hands... Repeat chorus twenty times* Grunt grunt weeeee. Ohhhhhhsnuff sniff sniff Chorus: yeah baby...
    kissmequick14 kissmequick14 41-45, F Jun 11, 2014

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    naaee naaee 16-17, F May 19, 2014

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    I Am Always Losing Myself...

    I don't even know who I am, or what I want anymore... All I know is that I wish we were both happy... And could sort out all our problems... And I just want to cut cut cut... but i can't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 4, 2009

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    I personally think my downfall was

    when I lost my best friend to a car accident, Witnessed the whole thing, People that were there that night say when his car went off the side of the mountain it wasn't him yelling but it was me, I lost a brother a best friend...... Now seeing My best friend of the opposite sex...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M Jan 11

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    I'm at the edge where I want yo jump !

    I'm falling apart physically and mentally, I look at everyone's life compared to mines and ask why me ... What did I do soooo bad to deserve this , I'm such a good person I truly am . Tears fill my eyes , my head stats to ache and I physically have to force myself out of bed...
    naaee naaee 16-17, F 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    So much going on smiling on the outside but falling apart on the inside. No one to talk to and just getting to the end of my limit =(
    Kelloggz90 Kelloggz90 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    My girlfriend recently just broke up with me, I feel so lost and broken. After a few days, she's with someone else already. I want to hate her for it but I couldn't. I still love...
    RichieMad RichieMad 26-30, M Apr 6

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    nothing is right anymore... he's moves on and he's happy. It hurts, someone who knows everything, who you've been with, were close with is just gone. He was my best friend and more...
    WhyWasIStupid WhyWasIStupid 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    where do I start the past... im just lost...
    nixf1 nixf1 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I feel alone all the time and I feel like no one understands me. I dont want to be here anymore I just want to run away and never come back
    boxking101 boxking101 16-17, M Apr 16

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    I don't know what to do.. I'm scared. I don't want to scare people I love. But I can't handle it on my own. just hoping things get better..
    SupermanReturns SupermanReturns 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    My family lately has been very distant from one another,my mom and dad aren't speaking and ut is affecting me and my brothers. I feel like they will divorce sooner or later and...
    annelise1995 annelise1995 18-21, F Apr 26

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    The falling apart of a man's life should make more noise. It should startle passesrby with its Sturm and Drang. It ought to sound like the Parthenon crashing down. Not this...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Apr 20

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    I started classical piano lessons at age nine and attended my first recital less than a year after, where my clammy hands somehow manage to shake out Schubert's "Serenade". The...
    girlwithhat girlwithhat 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    I think I'm falling in love or maybe it's that I finally got a chance to learn what this love feeling is like. What is love anyways? There's so many different types of love so how...
    SamiLy SamiLy 18-21, F Apr 20

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    Every heart break situation, I would buy donuts and go for an hour or two ride while blast the classic heart breaker Taylor Swift's songs in my car. It sounds so cliche but it...
    masmelo masmelo 18-21, F Apr 12

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    CHEESY POST ALERT Not so much though. I'm still on the process of reevaluating whether I am legitimately falling in love, or I already am, or it's just a whole new level of...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 1 Response Apr 6

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    And this year's 'Winner' of the Annual Free Fall, Sky - Diving Competition with no parachute, canopy, safety net or air bags goes to......Arnold J. Rimmer!!! We understand he is...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 51-55, F Apr 26

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    A piece of paper? Yes. An important one. Birth certificates are just a piece of paper. Try to get drivers' license, a social security card or any other benefit without it. Pieces...
    Angieinthewonderland Angieinthewonderland 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    "Fallin' For You" I don't know but I think I maybe Fallin' for you dropping so quickly Maybe I should keep this to myself Waiting 'til I know you better I am trying not to tell...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    Has anyone worn a one piece to a public pool did anyone say anything? How about a thong one piece and how did it go?
    18echoazb 18echoazb 22-25 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am gay guy, and idk why but I keep falling for straight guys. They aren't my guy friends (usually) but the guy is always straight. Idk, but I feel like I get infatuated then I...
    iannmiguell iannmiguell 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I got a insane possy we ain't clowns though I ain't a juaggalo but I'm always f******juggle hoes and maybe it's in my nature but I've never wanna date her but she's like a shot of...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 Apr 13

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    my teacher and I are falling in love with each other.
    filiadraconis filiadraconis 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I think I am falling in love with my kindle fire HD 7 lol... I wanted a iPad but instead I got a kindle fire HD because I can read what I want :)...... The bad thing about it...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Apr 22

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    so i met this guy online and I know most of you would already say "dating online is never going to work out ", but here's the deal. we met a few years back like 3 years ago we...
    NotHisGirl NotHisGirl 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I think it is called white noise, where the beautiful repetitive nature of background sound can make you feel so calm and relaxed it becomes so easy to just drift off to the pitter...
    bbwandlonely bbwandlonely 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I wouldn't say falling but I am infatuated with an older woman... But I don't know if she feels the same? Lol sometimes I get the feeling she might but other times I just feel that...
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