I Am Slowly Going Insane

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 198 People

    Little by little each day

    until you learn that those emotions you had returned only changed and brutal your words replaced and your thoughts a new. You just all fell at once.
    Rhea03811 Rhea03811
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2015

    But In A Good Way

    I have alot of strangers going out of their way to tell me why they dis like me and what they want to do to me and i have let every little thing get to me for the past few months also i have tryed to block it out with my drug use and i have let my mind open to all the things...
    nuttyrocker nuttyrocker
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2010

    Im not really one for liking people

    who are too over helpful, who think that you cant do anything by yourself, who patronise you and make you believe that you cant do those tasks yourself. I think this is driving me slowly insane, and the worst bit is when you grow up and have no independence.
    Verix Verix
    18-21, M
    Jul 31, 2014

    I at the doctors office,

    listening to the random noises. Faint chatter from doctors, nurses, and patients fill the hall. I can also hear paper being suffer and doors slamming. Now the voices have transformed into what seems like a foreign language.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 12, 2015

    It's embarrassing to be this emotionally

    dependent on a man who is already "committed" to someone else. He has been my security blanket for over ten years, and what we had developed into has become completely out of hand. I want to be with him so desperately, and then I come to the realization that he would be no good...
    strivingforsanity strivingforsanity
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2014

    Every day i can feel sanity slipping away.

    I know that i probably will not be able to take care of myself in the not so distant future,i do a pretty **** poor job as it is now....
    SideshowB SideshowB
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

    My Mind Plays Tricks On Me..

    Before leaving the house i will pat myself down and check to see if i have my keys and phone.Then i check and see if the stove is off,then i leave.At first it was a quick little routine.Recently i have caught myself doing it 4 or 5 times before i leave.Sometimes I have to stop...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 29, 2010
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2015

    Wonderful And Alone

    I am a wonderful person. I am a wonderfulperson who got so stressed out bc of what happened in her marriage, had to go on anitdepressants. For many years this medication enabled me to face the world and all the trials and challenges. I've tapered off of them, and mainly I'm...
    bittersweet7 bittersweet7
    46-50, F
    Mar 29, 2010
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 20

    Changed.

    I have been trying to put my thoughts onto paper to keep myself sane, but nothing is helping this unbearable feeling of hopelessness. I used to be a straight A student. I used to be happy. The only happiness I get now is through the pain of others and myself. Seeing the blood run...
    ManicDepressiveKid ManicDepressiveKid
    16-17, M
    Jul 13, 2012

    This Is Ridiculous

    My husband of 12 yrs, recently went to prison. Before he left we decided to get a divorce.  A couple of weeks after he left I slept with someone else. Then the following week I get a letter from him confessing that he had been cheating since day one of our marriage. ...
    turmoil turmoil
    31-35
    Mar 27, 2010

    Where's The Limit?

    Someday things might pile up and I will not even be able to be the weak person I am now. I have a fear of going insane. Of losing my memories and not knowing who I am. I might as well be dead then.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Mar 28, 2010

    I Guess That's What This Is

    I didn't know what it was when you sit on your bed and wish you could clear all your thoughts away with gun powder and chemicals from under the sink. I consider my habit to think aloud a healthy one, but maybe not because I end up going in circles with reason and yelling at the...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2011

    I have not been on this site

    since high school so excuse me as I attempt to figure it out. I have had a lot events happen to me these past few months. My boyfriend needed a place to stay last year as his lease was coming to an end and his roommates disliked him, so me being the generous person, I let him...
    SlowlySlipping SlowlySlipping
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 27, 2015

    I know for sure I'm slowly going insane.

    I cry every single day all the time,I'm mentally unstable and I just destroyed my whole entire room so yeah maybe my parents would put me in a mental hospital for treatment soon,I don't know.
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell
    18-21, F
    Jul 1, 2015
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