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I Am Slowly Going Insane

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    I Guess That's What This Is

    I didn't know what it was when you sit on your bed and wish you could clear all your thoughts away with gun powder and chemicals from under the sink. I consider my habit to think aloud a healthy one, but maybe not because I end up going in circles with reason and yelling at the...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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    I at the doctors office,

    listening to the random noises. Faint chatter from doctors, nurses, and patients fill the hall. I can also hear paper being suffer and doors slamming. Now the voices have transformed into what seems like a foreign language.
    cbcs cbcs 31-35, M 3 Responses Jun 12

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    Im not really one for liking people

    who are too over helpful, who think that you cant do anything by yourself, who patronise you and make you believe that you cant do those tasks yourself. I think this is driving me slowly insane, and the worst bit is when you grow up and have no independence.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M Jul 31, 2014

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    Wonderful And Alone

    I am a wonderful person. I am a wonderfulperson who got so stressed out bc of what happened in her marriage, had to go on anitdepressants. For many years this medication enabled me to face the world and all the trials and challenges. I've tapered off of them, and mainly I'm...
    bittersweet7 bittersweet7 46-50, F Mar 29, 2010

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 2

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    This Is Ridiculous

    My husband of 12 yrs, recently went to prison. Before he left we decided to get a divorce.  A couple of weeks after he left I slept with someone else. Then the following week I get a letter from him confessing that he had been cheating since day one of our marriage. ...
    turmoil turmoil 31-35 Mar 27, 2010

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    Every day i can feel sanity slipping away.

    I know that i probably will not be able to take care of myself in the not so distant future,i do a pretty **** poor job as it is now....
    SideshowB SideshowB 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

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    But In A Good Way

    I have alot of strangers going out of their way to tell me why they dis like me and what they want to do to me and i have let every little thing get to me for the past few months also i have tryed to block it out with my drug use and i have let my mind open to all the things...
    nuttyrocker nuttyrocker 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2010

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    Changed.

    I have been trying to put my thoughts onto paper to keep myself sane, but nothing is helping this unbearable feeling of hopelessness. I used to be a straight A student. I used to be happy. The only happiness I get now is through the pain of others and myself. Seeing the blood run...
    ManicDepressiveKid ManicDepressiveKid 16-17, M Jul 13, 2012

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    It's embarrassing to be this emotionally

    dependent on a man who is already "committed" to someone else. He has been my security blanket for over ten years, and what we had developed into has become completely out of hand. I want to be with him so desperately, and then I come to the realization that he would be no good...
    strivingforsanity strivingforsanity 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2014

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    Where's The Limit?

    Someday things might pile up and I will not even be able to be the weak person I am now. I have a fear of going insane. Of losing my memories and not knowing who I am. I might as well be dead then.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Mar 28, 2010

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    My Mind Plays Tricks On Me..

    Before leaving the house i will pat myself down and check to see if i have my keys and phone.Then i check and see if the stove is off,then i leave.At first it was a quick little routine.Recently i have caught myself doing it 4 or 5 times before i leave.Sometimes I have to stop...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 29, 2010

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    lotusavx lotusavx 18-21, F Jun 18

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    EternityF EternityF 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Jenjul Jenjul 46-50 Jun 17

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    simplysusan01 simplysusan01 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    In a period of change and slowly adjusting. Looking forward to what lies ahead.
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    Sometimes I think I'm mentally insane cuz in my crazy mind I'm with him all the time. I prefer dreaming rather then reality.
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    Just had an internal tantrum inside my head. I had this immense urge to stab a knife either into myself or someone else. It's not even insanity anymore, it's everything. Sometimes...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    On Saturday, Im going with my sister and her friends and boyfriend to a wildlife park here in Montana. I invited myself. We'll see bears and deers and kinds of wildlife animals...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    I'm going to watch Jurassic World in IMAX Thursday. I'm so excited!!
    SnowHawk88 SnowHawk88 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 8

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    I came across a YouTube comment on one of my favorite channels and noticed this person was going through the same dilemma as I am. If you too can relate to this I'd like to discuss...
    Sydneysymonem Sydneysymonem 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    I am going to bed again.... I know it's not even ten here yet but it's been the hardest day I've had in a long time. Goodnight everyone
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M Jun 7

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    I just don't like to party. I don't mind going out occasionally, but not to get drunk and party at clubs. There's so much more fun things that I can do at home during the night. I...
    LoneDolll LoneDolll 26-30, F 9 Responses Jun 7

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    Going to saint Louis zoo can't wait to see new polar bear exhibit!!!
    Allstar1993 Allstar1993 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 7

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    Outside is calm and peaceful ...inside my head is a war going on .....she won't be happy until she has driven me to tears ....I know my life is far from perfect , I know .... I'm...
    chernobylplayground chernobylplayground 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 7

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    Spicyandsweet Spicyandsweet 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 7

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    bvv1995 bvv1995 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 7

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