Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Am Slowly Going Insane

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 177 People

    But In A Good Way

    I have alot of strangers going out of their way to tell me why they dis like me and what they want to do to me and i have let every little thing get to me for the past few months also i have tryed to block it out with my drug use and i have let my mind open to all the things...
    nuttyrocker nuttyrocker 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I at the doctors office,

    listening to the random noises. Faint chatter from doctors, nurses, and patients fill the hall. I can also hear paper being suffer and doors slamming. Now the voices have transformed into what seems like a foreign language.
    cbcs cbcs 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This Is Ridiculous

    My husband of 12 yrs, recently went to prison. Before he left we decided to get a divorce.  A couple of weeks after he left I slept with someone else. Then the following week I get a letter from him confessing that he had been cheating since day one of our marriage. ...
    turmoil turmoil 31-35 Mar 27, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Every day i can feel sanity slipping away.

    I know that i probably will not be able to take care of myself in the not so distant future,i do a pretty **** poor job as it is now....
    SideshowB SideshowB 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I know for sure I'm slowly going insane.

    I cry every single day all the time,I'm mentally unstable and I just destroyed my whole entire room so yeah maybe my parents would put me in a mental hospital for treatment soon,I don't know.
    DepressedAngell DepressedAngell 18-21, F Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Changed.

    I have been trying to put my thoughts onto paper to keep myself sane, but nothing is helping this unbearable feeling of hopelessness. I used to be a straight A student. I used to be happy. The only happiness I get now is through the pain of others and myself. Seeing the blood run...
    ManicDepressiveKid ManicDepressiveKid 16-17, M Jul 13, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Wonderful And Alone

    I am a wonderful person. I am a wonderfulperson who got so stressed out bc of what happened in her marriage, had to go on anitdepressants. For many years this medication enabled me to face the world and all the trials and challenges. I've tapered off of them, and mainly I'm...
    bittersweet7 bittersweet7 46-50, F Mar 29, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Where's The Limit?

    Someday things might pile up and I will not even be able to be the weak person I am now. I have a fear of going insane. Of losing my memories and not knowing who I am. I might as well be dead then.
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Mar 28, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Im not really one for liking people

    who are too over helpful, who think that you cant do anything by yourself, who patronise you and make you believe that you cant do those tasks yourself. I think this is driving me slowly insane, and the worst bit is when you grow up and have no independence.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M Jul 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Guess That's What This Is

    I didn't know what it was when you sit on your bed and wish you could clear all your thoughts away with gun powder and chemicals from under the sink. I consider my habit to think aloud a healthy one, but maybe not because I end up going in circles with reason and yelling at the...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 19, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Paranoid-schizophrenia,

    that's what I have. My parents don't understand it. I witness extraordinary things, some you wouldn't even believe. Slowly losing my sanity, even with the meds.
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M Aug 18

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's embarrassing to be this emotionally

    dependent on a man who is already "committed" to someone else. He has been my security blanket for over ten years, and what we had developed into has become completely out of hand. I want to be with him so desperately, and then I come to the realization that he would be no good...
    strivingforsanity strivingforsanity 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Mind Plays Tricks On Me..

    Before leaving the house i will pat myself down and check to see if i have my keys and phone.Then i check and see if the stove is off,then i leave.At first it was a quick little routine.Recently i have caught myself doing it 4 or 5 times before i leave.Sometimes I have to stop...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 29, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    If I ever fall in love I want it to be like I never saw it coming. I want it to be like me and a friend and we hang out a lot and have each other's backs. We only think of each...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't understand whats going on, please don't tell me after all this time that it wasn't who I thought it was. Please don't tell me I was wrong, I don't want to let go, I don't...
    Nikonic Nikonic 70+, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am going to be leaving for Brazil this Friday. I am going to be staying in Vitoria mostly, but we are going to stay in Rio for two days. I am way too excited to sleep haha. My...
    coolestdweebyahknow coolestdweebyahknow 22-25, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    someone here a little bit further down the list proposed the idea of free health care for everyone. except plastic surgery and optional surgery. I have to say that that is the...
    Serendipitydoda Serendipitydoda 46-50, M 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i m going out with friends for gym.....lol....its first time we are going there.....curious
    awlaa awlaa 16-17, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So basically I'm in love with my teacher aid. He is like 22 and I'm under 18. I just love him... The way he walks, his voice, and how smart he is. Not only am I crazily in love...
    Nevaeh15 Nevaeh15 18-21, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So last night I really didn't sleep to good at all. So about 3:40 last night I finally decided just to get up. I decided I was going to go work out at the gym. So I put on a pair...
    jennylovesroses jennylovesroses 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Someone told me to look at whats possitive going on, and I do. Everyday I look at my 3 beautiful kids who are standing by me during this time in of my life when the sh*t has...
    ButtercupBrown15 ButtercupBrown15 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    What You Should Know If You're Going To Play Soccer Are you looking for tips that can help you the soccer field? Have you seen soccer players bust out moves and tricks that you...
    juluz42 juluz42 51-55, M Aug 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Going through my emails and see the fake phychic and guardian angel emails. I hate seeing them because I always look forward to having readings and special messages ect. If I'm...
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You can't understand how my mind is layed out we are all individuals I bet we are all insane or is it really just me who has full conversations with myself there's like five of me...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F Aug 18

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I might be going on my first ever date soon (27 and only going on my first proper date now I know I know I'm a loser.) And to be honest I have zero experience around...
    catatattat catatattat 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's really stupid that I'm going to get spanked because I refused to babysit my step moms kids. They are not my responsibility and It's not right that you're going out to get...
    Lexikay99 Lexikay99 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I kinda already am but I'm going to be an aunt to another. (Maybe two others) again. My sister that. I would say anyway, I'm closest to is pregnant again. She gave me a beautiful...
    KiraRawr KiraRawr 16-17, F Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am not good enough...not cool enough...I'm not pretty... I'm not perfect...and why always Bad things happens with me only ?? ...I never want to hurt anyone ...but the one whom I...
    Lesia69 Lesia69 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It first started for me in the 8th grade. It was a regular morning on a school day and I woke up dead tired, I could barley move. 40 minutes later I managed to stumble out of bed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    it's sooooooooooooooo crazily depressing because it is going to be forever. oh Golly ! Ooh I am going there for sure 100% . Oh the misery. And I think once down there I am going to...
    GirlyCasey123 GirlyCasey123 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I thought my divorce was going to be harder than it is now. I'll admit there are days where I feel bad but I realize I don't feel bad for me. I feel bad for my son. Knowing that...
    Boobah03 Boobah03 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't been to a gig in ages. Sad really. I used to really like going with 3-4 mates and have a laugh. Shame i don't really have any friends anymore.
    Radomguy1000 Radomguy1000 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love going barefoot.... EVERYWHERE! If that were possible.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am not going to stop being me. I was hurt deeply by someone I loved... and I am still hurt. I loved this man and was building a life with him. He left me...which hurts, but...
    moonstar312 moonstar312 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I plan on starting it Saturday and releasing it here. 1 page a day if I'm feeling ambitious. It is for MY personal enjoyment. It will be about SAO(Sword Art Online) and I am going...
    ThatMetalDude ThatMetalDude 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    slowly drifting drifting away and I feels like drowning pulling against the stream
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm bald and I absolutely love it. I love how it looks and how it feels to have no hair on top and just the fringe on the sides and in back. I love the shape of my bald head and...
    Shnytop Shnytop 70+, M Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just need some late night advice. I've been going to schools in my area for ever since I've been in school. So I know everyone. I've been through so much. In elementary school it...
    Mariexoll Mariexoll 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last message "just forget me , you will find better..., just forget everything...and move on !!" My BF left me without giving me any reason 😞.....!! It was almost 2yrs that we...
    Lesia69 Lesia69 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yup. It's going to happen tonight. I'm tired of being aware of everything. -_- Anyone else planning on drinking should hit me up, haha. Or anyone who likes talking to drunk people...
    thewholetruthandnothingbut thewholetruthandnothingbut 26-30, M Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am going back an remembering what i have posted a while ago. even though it may have not even been a moth ago it seems like forever ago and is really shocking to me.ii hav not...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel