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I Am Slowly Healing

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    It's been nearly 4 1/2 months

    since my awful car accident and I just got a massage with the most wonderful healing hands (massage therapist) I have ever had. (and I've known quite a few in the healing industry) My neck was massaged like never before. I had complete trust in him to help me heal and it was...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F Mar 8

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    Healing

      This profile is dedicated to my healing, which is slow, but I hope sure. Here, I don't want to hold back. I have a compelling drive to please and serve, which is partly what slows down the healing process. It is important to be caring for others, but it's important to...
    SlowlyHealing SlowlyHealing 41-45, F Apr 8, 2011

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    Read This.

    Depression hit me so hard. I have scars on my arm to prove it. But the physical pain never will compare to the pain it inflicted upon my soul. I'm not even trying to be cheesy right now. The **** I'm saying, it's true, because I lived it. Depression crushed my essence, my very...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F May 8, 2011

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    Changes

    Today my Narcotics Anonymous sponsor came over and had me read her the letter she had me wrote to myself. The letter was me apologizing to myself for all I have put myself through. It's a very uncomfortable feeling to actually acknowledge how much I have neglected and hurt myself...
    Goose678 Goose678 18-21, F Nov 10, 2013

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    A Father Ignored

    My father was never really apart of my life. He was there in the household but he was never what a father should be when it comes to being involved with their child. Now several years later in an apartment on my own, he apologizes and asks for forgiveness. How am I supposed to...
    PartyCrazyGenius PartyCrazyGenius 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2013

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    Thankfully

    I am slowly healing. It takes time but I'm getting better. My scars are slowly fading. I am forgetting him. I am letting him go and moving forward. I am removing poisonous people from my life and starting over. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses May 29, 2011

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    Motions

    It's like im in a daze, kinda hard to say. I know where I've been and i know what feelings bring me back, so i don't ever position myself to ever end up feeling some type of way. A way that brings me back in time, and when my mind wants to remember, it wants to feel what it felt...
    SincerelyJasmineXO SincerelyJasmineXO 18-21, F Nov 13, 2013

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    Dwell Or Not To Dwell...

    Looking back when I first started this whole grieving process, I was a complete wreck to be completely honest. I wound continue to have questions but would not get any answers. I'm trying not to dwell on the loss of my sister, because that will get me no where. I can however...
    sisters2getherapart sisters2getherapart 18-21, F Nov 18, 2013

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    I Crave Substantial Connections.

    I crave substantial connections.  Everybody needs them.  But some are more in touch with that truth than others.  Some pretend the shallow relations they have are enough.  If they were to peel the layers of self-deceit, they would discover that is not true.  But we lose our...
    SlowlyHealing SlowlyHealing 41-45, F Apr 17, 2011

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    Consolation For My Pains

    I just realized that a lot of the issues that I thought were my faults were results of abuses being done to me as a child. Suddenly I learn that there were almost nothing "random" in my life---the obsessive complusive disorder, addiction, mediocracy, financial struggle, violent...
    Excellency Excellency 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    Inch By Inch

    Having my heart broken, having an abusive father, having vicious classmates almost destroyed me, but I persisted. It was not easy when suicide was a regular thought and abusive folk were a plenty. We all have battles and I choose to continue to fight.I am crawling toward the...
    CDFox CDFox 26-30, F Sep 30, 2013

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    Slowly Healing

    I am slowly healing from all the years of abuse i suffred as a child and as a adultWhat is the way I am healing how does it heal me ? its me writting my books the book i am working on now :THE SHADES OF GRACE 2its about surviving and healing threw domistic violance and my other...
    lunnas lunnas 41-45, F May 29, 2011

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    Looked Up

    This wonderful guy has been helping me heal. Truth is he has been for about thirteen years, I just never looked up to see how special he is. I had my heart broken rather harshly and he has helped me through it. I didn't think I would ever get over her but he has proved me wrong...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 18-21, F Oct 3, 2012

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    His Work Of Art

    He works diligently - never giving up. Sorting through the debris seeking anything salvageable. Gently piecing together those things that can be mended. Discarding those which cannot. He stitches. He tacks. He cements. He works long into the night molding all the pieces together...
    LadyBronte LadyBronte 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 5, 2013

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    A New Life

    It is difficult to walk when until only a few years ago all you knew was to crawl. It is difficult to see when until only a few years ago all you knew was darkness. It is difficult to understand when until a few years ago all you knew was what you were told to. The scars that...
    SeekingAmanda SeekingAmanda 22-25, F Dec 19, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Would like to share a little more from Nigel Mumford's CD on healing prayer. I may not have been able to attend the healing prayer service on Sunday, but I do have Nigel's CD's...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    March 30. Experiment. Experiment. Try something new. Try stepping out. We have been held back too long. We have held ourselves back too long. As children, many of us were...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Mar 30

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    April 10. Using Others to Stop Our Pain. Our happiness is not a present someone else holds in his or her hands. Our well-being is not held by another to be given or withheld at...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 10

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    " Daughter of Woman, your healing task is not to become a new, improved, or changed person. Rather, it is to reclaim your natural and essential Self in all its fullness. In the...
    Biaa Biaa 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I believe in touch : massage and reiki healing. I've been a healer since I was 4yrs old. I am an empath, a telepath, a channeller, a Reiki Massage, a qualified massage therapist. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 15

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    If u all want learn how to gain healing powers search up vitakinesis on the web or go to psiwikia very useful information for powers (always believe ^_^)
    Jairbear Jairbear 13-15, M Mar 27

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    I found this healing: If we are facing a Red Sea situation in our lives, God CAN make a way! He CAN open whatever doors that need to be opened. He CAN divide the Red Sea. To...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Sometimes it is easy to give into despair, discouragement, bewilderment, disillusionment, devastation, and, or depression. Our God does not want us to live in darkness. We need...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    This past month has been a rough one, extremely rough. So much has happened, my world got turned upside down and things keep happening. I know deep down that eventually it will be...
    Kayleer18 Kayleer18 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I feel like dying slowly and watching everything Move in slow motion . Not a painful death though . But like Falling asleep.
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    One day a rich famous man went to buy a sport car from a dealership. The price of the car was $80000 and the man had only $79998 to pay. The sales associate insisted that the price...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    Here's a pray that may touch your heart as it did mine. We pray now, heavenly Father, as the Body of Christ may You draw us into Your purposes...that we may be united in faith...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    But it can also re-open wounds.
    Lovethis14 Lovethis14 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I wonder since when was it that I stopped being suicidal, how long has it been I went to sleep crying and wishing that I would just never wake up. Now and probably for a long...
    Summ3rRain Summ3rRain 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Spread your wings for you have become a butterfly. Fly into the sun if you should return to me we truly were meant to be.
    wackywoman wackywoman 26-30 a week ago

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    I have been in three terrible god awful relationships which have changed who I am but I am better for it. I may not be okay every moment of the day but I value myself more now.
    eessbb16 eessbb16 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Advice from your Spirit Guides and Guardian Angels You've come here for advice from your celestial guardians, and this is it. Open your mind and be willing to see their guidance...
    PsychicAnnaOnline PsychicAnnaOnline 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    This card represents challenges or influences in your relationship. This card may reflect the near future or very recent past, something that affects the outcome of your question...
    PsychicAnnaOnline PsychicAnnaOnline 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    I know I'm too young to say this but this pretty much sums up how I've been feeling for the past month. I've been out of a long relationship for a month now and I'm hurt. We were...
    lianx19 lianx19 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I feel lost about God's plan for my life due to the circumstances happening right now. I hope time moves fast so i will be able to understand these events.
    artiscool artiscool 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I know it's hard not to give up. I know almost as well as anyone here, I understand, but it's not worth it okay? You have value as a person, you are loved and are capable of...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    March 28. Balance. Seek balance. Balance emotions with reason. Combine detachment with doing our part. Balance giving with receiving. Alternate work with play, business with...
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    I really am dangling on the edge of hopelessness. I feel as though I've ****** up so much that I've pushed away everyone that tried to help. But they hurt. And now I'm kind of...
    coolbeansdani coolbeansdani 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    March 29. Getting Needs Met. Picture yourself walking through a meadow. There is a path opening before you. As you walk, you feel hungry. Look to your left. There's a fruit tree...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I feel so lost so alone and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    March 31. Finances. Taking financial responsibility for ourselves is part of recovery. Some of us may find ourselves in hard financial times for a variety of reasons. Our...
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    All my life I've been characterized by my body. "You have boobs, show them. You have a vagina, use it. Dont show them too much. Dont use it too much. You cant get smaller boobs...
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    April 1. Going Easy. Go easy. You may have to push forward, but you don't have to push so hard. Go in gentleness - go in peace. Do not be in so much of a hurry. At no day, no...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 1

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    April 2. Facing Our Darker Side. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves. —Step Four of Al-Anon By the time we get to the Fourth of the Twelve Steps, we are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 2

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    to be more detail.... i am 26.. good looking...i believe in love very much .. i always feel dat some one spl is waiting for me sumwhere... there is a guy who attracted strongly...
    anusha123456 anusha123456 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    April 3. Acceptance. Surrender to the moment. Ride it out and through, for all it's worth. Throw yourself into it. Stop resisting. So much of our anguish is created when we are...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 3

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    April 4. Negotiating Conflicts. Recovery is about more than walking away. Sometimes it means learning to stay and deal. It's about building and maintaining relationships that work...
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    April 5. Detaching in Love. Detachment is a key to recovery from codependency. It strengthens our healthy relationships - the ones that we want to grow and flourish. It benefits...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 5

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    April 6. Patience. How sick and tired we may become of people telling us to be patient or to learn patience. How frustrating it can be to want to finally have something, or to...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 6

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    April 7. Those Old Time Feelings. "I still have bad days. But that's okay. I used to have bad years." —Anonymous Sometimes, the old feelings creep back in. We may feel fearful...
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    April 9. Giving. Learning to be a healthy giver can be a challenge. Many of us got caught up in compulsive giving - charitable acts motivated by uncharitable feelings of guilt...
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    April 11. Financial Goals. Taking responsibility for our financial affairs will improve our self-esteem and lessen anxiety. Each of us, today, has a present set of financial...
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