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I Am Slowly Killing Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    I've Always Hated Myself, And Will One Day Kill Myself.

    I've hated myself for as long as I've been able to comprehend what hate was. I was an only child with a mother who treated me like a doll and a father who could care less for a daughter. I was surrounded by other kids who would never accept me, and school life seemed to have very...
    ryseveri66 ryseveri66
    1 Response Feb 6, 2011

    I Don't Even Want Help

    I'm an 18 year old girl, will be 19 soon, and I'm already living an extremely unhealthy lifestyle. I think I may be an alcoholic and on top of that, depressed. I smoke (not cannabis), I drink at least 20 units of alcohol every night, I have had self harm issues recently. Been...
    Gemma6994 Gemma6994
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 15, 2013

    I know that I have an alcohol problem,

    and I know that it is slowly killing me inside, but at this point in my life I just don't care any more. I am beyond help and so miserable that I actually welcome death. I realize that there really is nothing left in my life to hope or even live for. I AM NOT SUICIDAL. I just...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    Feb 28, 2016

    You Wanna Know How??

    well it all starts with that blinding light and my very first breathe in this world. now i need to live my life to the fullest, regret nothing, and love everything.
    lonewanderer lonewanderer
    22-25, M
    Sep 8, 2008

    I Can Feel My Insides Rotting

     I always used to laugh at other kids when i was younger when they talked about suicide and such. when i was 16 suicide crossed my mind for the first time. i was never a good looking guy and i got picked on in school everyday for years.  i battled the temptation of...
    fuckermcfuck fuckermcfuck
    5 Responses May 14, 2009
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