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I Am Slowly Killing Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    I Don't Even Want Help

    I'm an 18 year old girl, will be 19 soon, and I'm already living an extremely unhealthy lifestyle. I think I may be an alcoholic and on top of that, depressed. I smoke (not cannabis), I drink at least 20 units of alcohol every night, I have had self harm issues recently. Been...
    Gemma6994 Gemma6994
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 15, 2013

    I've Always Hated Myself, And Will One Day Kill Myself.

    I've hated myself for as long as I've been able to comprehend what hate was. I was an only child with a mother who treated me like a doll and a father who could care less for a daughter. I was surrounded by other kids who would never accept me, and school life seemed to have very...
    ryseveri66 ryseveri66
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 6, 2011

    I know that I have an alcohol problem,

    and I know that it is slowly killing me inside, but at this point in my life I just don't care any more. I am beyond help and so miserable that I actually welcome death. I realize that there really is nothing left in my life to hope or even live for. I AM NOT SUICIDAL. I just...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit
    41-45, F
    Feb 28, 2016

    I Can Feel My Insides Rotting

     I always used to laugh at other kids when i was younger when they talked about suicide and such. when i was 16 suicide crossed my mind for the first time. i was never a good looking guy and i got picked on in school everyday for years.  i battled the temptation of...
    fuckermcfuck fuckermcfuck
    36-40
    5 Responses May 14, 2009

    You Wanna Know How??

    well it all starts with that blinding light and my very first breathe in this world. now i need to live my life to the fullest, regret nothing, and love everything.
    lonewanderer lonewanderer
    22-25, M
    Sep 8, 2008
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