I Am Smouldering

Why have I not heard from you?  I miss you.  I miss your voice's touch.  I miss your breath against the drum of my ear.  I miss your flaming heart.  I miss you.  Why do you leave me midst the cornfields desiring.  Desiring you...

I'm still vargin i wnt to enjoy bt hw cn i do it.

 
I am smouldering ,  needing, wanting , desiring , waiting
for your touch to spark the fire waiting to rage through me.
I will eat you alive .................

It is true, love seems to have its limits. .and when it doesn't, is it love or is it determination? Duty? Commitment? Desperation? Denial?
The cool thing about genuine Love is it is *experienced*. Love is not engineered, manufactured...

"Who wants this tired old man?" He chuckles a laugh coated in cynicism, weighted in disbelief. .

"I Do." she whispers. . . .

Accept meas my heartgrowssilentwarmcenteredas I weighthe trueworthandyieldof my thoughtsmy wordsfor what is itI cannot speakwith butamove

 
Simmer like cider
syrupy sweet and spicy
hot
You
smoke like a cuban cigar
smoldering
hazy and defined
horomones genuine
Armani
Straight lines
head to toe to shoulder to
neck
ooooo just let me pet
I'll be nice
I only...

I come home
for a dessert of truffles
&
lick my lips
with sugared tongue
& realize
I haven't done (enter any sort of unstrategic irresponsible behavior here) for a 
really
long
time
or had aimless sweaty sex
Why is that?
my inner...

Fake smiles in a jar and I'm tired of smiling at you, laughing at you, loving you in my secret little glass jar that jingles in my sleep as I toss and turn and roll over into another midnight dream as Mommy sings me to sleep with your...

I hadda' dreamI was fucking Jim Morrisonon a twin bedin a 20's hotel,windows open,city howling,candles melting,lamp shades yellowing,sweat rolling like the Safari. . . .mmmmmmm*damn good lovin'* ;)

It started as but a cinder faintas a new star how did you discover me I didn't even know I was herelike a boy scout eager to earn his badge you got me smokingand now I sitsmouldering