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I Am So Alone

Feeling alone, lonely or isolated? This group immediately lets you know you're not- you have at least one thing in common with us! 6,736 People

    I love my family and friends

    but lately I feel so alone...I feel like I'm the only person who cares. I'm so tired of always wondering if this is how my life is going to be? Am I ever going to find someone who loves me for me ?!
    SplashCrystal17 SplashCrystal17 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 19

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    It's hard being alone all the time.

    No affection, no intimacy, no one to really talk to ever.
    Ellygirl1 Ellygirl1 26-30, T 6 Responses Jun 8

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    EpolApple EpolApple 26-30, F 12 Responses May 19

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    Never have anyone to talk too.

    .. Feels like I'm all on my own. Just wish I had someone to talk to tbh
    benw19 benw19 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Most of my time is me on my own.

    I guess that i've gotten use to it by now. But i don't want it to stay like this. I realised that being alone can be good but being alone for a long time just hurts. I feel like no one cares, like i don't even exist anymore.
    DreamingSouls DreamingSouls 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    lacithekitty1 lacithekitty1 13-15, F Sep 14

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    Vodka at midnight Stumbling half asleep to

    the fridge, fumbling out the bottle and pouring some out; on an especially bad day I'd just take the bottle. Lying back in bed, downing vodka until I stop crying. Drowning my pain in drink, anything to make me stop thinking about you, to make me feel less alone, to make fall...
    gybe gybe 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I hate when people tell me they are there

    for me . Are you there for me when I am up at 3 or 4 in the morning crying and can barely breathe??? No . The only person that is there for me is ME . I don't even like myself ...
    17JustBeingMe17 17JustBeingMe17 16-17, F 13 Responses Apr 30

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    In Spite Of Myself

    I guess we are supposed to "own it" when it comes to taking responsibility for things (usually bad). When it comes to good things that happen, we're supposed to be grateful as if we aren't worthy or couldn't be responsible for those. Seems to me, this might explain my perpetual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    I miss my dad.. He and I used to be the closest

    in the family and I always felt protected when I was home, I felt there was no need to worry about anything in the world.. Now I'm 17 and we're distant.. I wrote this down earlier, I might tell him but I might not.. I'm so sad.. "We always talked about what was going on in...
    AloneandTerrified AloneandTerrified 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I'm not being funny, I know I'm ugly

    and I'm fat, but I am kind, I am compassionate and caring. I will always be there for a friend, and should I get a boyfriend I will always support and be there for them. So why am I alone? I have very little friends, (However the ones I do have are great friends) and many people...
    goldenlord52 goldenlord52 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    Hidden

    Here I am screaming out loud but you cannot hear nor see past my facade. Thine heart is admist in a cloud turning dark with a storm nearing it's brink. Yet there is light in the middle and escape is chance. But how do I fly with a broken wing through the storm. A chance for love...
    sunshineyday sunshineyday 41-45, F May 10, 2013

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    Contagious Smile Tag: Start today with a smile,

    and then send your smile to someone else! If you can get them to smile, you win! Keep sending your smiles, and see how many people you can make smile today! :D
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Days and nights like these make time stand

    still; make the life I have slowly walked away with feel void and meaningless. I am ascending, but without anyone. Feeling alone. Out of touch. Numb... Just me, as usual, my own best companion. I would very much like to change that...
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 14

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    No Friends, No Family, No Job, No Life

    Well everyone has a story I suppose. I experienced several traumas in my childhood, sexual abuse from my mom, my dad was a rager and almost certainly mentally ill, my brother picked on me constantly for years and years. We moved around a lot, from El Salvador to Guatemala, To...
    Strelok27 Strelok27 31-35 10 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    I've realized that I'm someone people use

    and then throw. You need help on something, I'm your person. Bored? Give me a call. Need to complain and whine how horrible your life is? Find me. But when it's my turn to need a shoulder, everyone leaves.
    invisiblesoul invisiblesoul 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 4

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    I wanna not be be here.

    Can't I just die?
    MrsScissorhands MrsScissorhands 13-15, F 15 Responses Apr 7

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    i am going to sleep hopefully forever,

    I never want to wake up again i have company in my dreams in life I have nothing i want to die i cant give anything to anybody and i cant help myself so why bother
    benjiescobar benjiescobar 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am so alone and I hate it!

    Growing up my family moved a lot and during my whole childhood I had been to 8 different schools and I've never had any friends to play with. I remember in primary school I use to play by myself. In high school I use to eat lunch on my own and spend break times in my classroom...
    lon12 lon12 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 21

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    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    Should I be happy or should I be sad.

    ..... Sometimes in life things become so complicated that a day can bring happiness and saddens all together. I want to cherish the good old memories attached to that day but alone it's difficult. So should I be happy for this day or sad that you are not there ??
    Life26 Life26 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    If only you could see how much it effected me

    when I broke up with you....it left a hole in my life and I can't fill it. I miss you more than I've missed anyone. I've tried to fill the hole in my life, and I can't. I've had several ppl try and they can't. I give up....I'm done trying. You were my gf, but above everything...
    DarkSoul9 DarkSoul9 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wish I had some friends

    or some family to spend time with. I'm alone in the dark every day.. I wish somebody wanted to hangout with me. I'm really nice
    princesscakes princesscakes 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I'm not sure if this empty feeling in my heart

    will ever go away or get better...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 3

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    Just wish I had someone I could talk too all

    day long?? Anyone want to have a long chat??
    benw19 benw19 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm suffering from depression

    and I cut myself and it only seems to be getting worse. My "best friend" doesn't seem to care. Neither does anyone else. I help everyone with personal problems all the time, and I'm always there when they need someone to talk to. But when I need someone, they always seem to be...
    DarkSoul9 DarkSoul9 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hate being quiet and alone.

    I'm the dude you always see by him self and everyone thinks he's weird. I am weird but that's okay, everyone deserves a friend. So if you ever see a kid by him or her self especially at lunch and you don't mind talking to them you should, because there human 2 and they probably...
    Nothing123456789101112 Nothing123456789101112 16-17, M 8 Responses Aug 18

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    kitty465 kitty465 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    What hurts me the most is

    that all my life i couldn't gain people that i can actually rely on. Time is passing by, years are flying away but here i'm all alone. I scroll down my contacts to check if there's anyone that i can tell everything. Someone that i can pour myself into & say it all. Who wouldn't...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    I'm so alone everyday not

    even with some one
    ashleyhills ashleyhills 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 28

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    All I ever really wanted was to be whole

    and to be truly loved and accepted for who I am. Is that really too much to ask for? I am so tired of waking up alone. I am so tired of always being bored not having anyone to hang out with. I am so tired of not knowing what it is like to have true friends in my life. I am so...
    NekomataHime NekomataHime 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 7

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    I'm in desperate need of company,

    the way I'm living is getting more and more unhealthy. I don't go to school, I have no job and I don't have any friends who I speak to regularly or spend time with. I'm agoraphobic, have social anxiety and I'm misanthropic to the point I wish I wasn't so making new friends is...
    caraacakes caraacakes 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I'm married but not in love anymore.

    We have separate bedrooms because that's what I have to have. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. We stayed together for the kids and now they're all almost grown. Am I supposed to just stay with him the rest of my life? Or get a divorce and hurt him? Am I too old to start...
    dreamylove dreamylove 61-65, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Call me when you know what it feels like.

    I have been told to be myself, but when I did in elementary school I got bullied. So I stay quiet and waste time in middle school. i go 3 years without talking to anyone. I get depression, bipolar disorder, seasonal affective disorder, social anxiety, and suicidal thoughts by...
    AnUnknownOne AnUnknownOne 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    I'm feeling very lonely .

    I need some one to talk to . Please
    ArunPravin ArunPravin 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want someone to talk to all night

    until the early morning. I want to spoil them and kiss them all the time. I want to make them smile and be a reason for their happiness. I want someone to curl up with at night or to go out with at night. I want to confide everything to them and show them every side of me. I...
    02sarahh 02sarahh 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I lost my husband 6 months ago to cancer.

    He was 45 years old. I have so many decisions to make and I sometimes become overwhelmed. I want to move and start over but I have a daughter with special needs that does not want to move so I am stuck. I have become so depressed that it is scary at times. I know moving will not...
    aprilshowers42 aprilshowers42 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    I push people away and it hurts to know how

    easy it is for them to just walk away not even fighting to stay, it just shows me how much i don't matter and how easy it is for people to let me go.
    nevergoodenough98 nevergoodenough98 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 15

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    sketch94 sketch94 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 7

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    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    Everyone Don't be sad I'll make you smile

    Don't doubt your looks I'll tell you you're beautiful Don't be scared I'll cover your eyes Don't think you're alone I'll be by your side Don't think it's hard I'll fight with you Don't runaway I'll stay with you Don't give up I'll hold your hand Don't feel pain I'll love...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I just don't feel loved right

    now . . . . . I just want to be loved . . . .
    Aroura666 Aroura666 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I feel so alone right now

    as if I am battling this battle all by myself. I suffer from many different things and I just don't know how to handle it. I just want to be OK again......to be me again......but I know that probably will never happen again.....
    momoshep142 momoshep142 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    But I love it. But sometimes

    when things get really ****** up, I cry to my mum. She understands. Nobody else ever will.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    Right now is one of those moments

    where I realize how alone I am... I would appreciate any support from my EP friends.... That would be great right about now.... Cheers and take care guys.
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 11 Responses Jun 25

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    This Night Is Getting The Better Of Me...

    I lay here in bed; that feels too large for just myself. The side sliding window half open along with the blinds. Letting in the cool mid 50s air circulated by many many gusts of wind. Listening to the murmur of cars passing by on the next street over and the highway down the...
    SoulLessEnd SoulLessEnd 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 20, 2013

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    i am feeling so freaking alone.

    i have so much time over, and i dont do ANYTHING with that time. i used to have so much internetfriends, like 20, but none of them want to talk to me anymore. exept maybe one, but hes bizzy all the time. im feeling so sad. so please contact me! :) no dir-ty stuff, just a friend...
    zapfinoo zapfinoo 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    SHYANNER SHYANNER 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I just wish I had someone to hold me at night &

    to kiss me softly & tell me everything's going to be okay. Someone to wake up to, when I open my eyes, he opens his & looks at me & smiles. Someone who will make me laugh to the point I've got to pee so bad. Someone who will go shopping with me & when I try on something he's...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5

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    Guys these days need to get something

    straight- Going for women just because of the fact that they're showing their boobs, getting drunk on the weekends, and are artificially beach blonde will land you someone with equal value in return- I'm not saying these girls don't have value. I believe we are all equal But...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 7

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    Everyone, I wish I could heal your aching

    hearts I wish I could be the pillow your head tries to rest on every night. I wish I could be the song you try to sing to get through the pain I wish I could be the smile you try to put on your face everyday you walk out the door I wish I could be the phone call you long for...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I sit here with my figer rubing around my wet

    lips with no one to be of assistance. I want to put my fingers inside of me so bad but it will make me want a **** inside me even more than I want one inside of me now. I wish there was more people around here to be able to help me fix my problem .. But I'm just to picky
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Mar 13

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    Indeed A Loner!

    I'm in my mid 20's, and got no friends or social life here where I'm currently living. My youth is being wasted. This place is full of people who are stuck-up, fake, and even downright nasty! Even as I was growing up, I was never really accepted by my peers. Was always left out...
    thedreamergurl thedreamergurl 26-30, F 23 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    We are looking for a good friend

    and we promise we will give him life again A Muslim boy. Never married seeking true love for a cast.I am living in Pakistan My name is Umar Mughal.. oh heart tell me where you hiding ben why today , the first time was that I felt you hit inside.ho heart tell me where you...