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I Am So Alone

Feeling alone, lonely or isolated? This group immediately lets you know you're not- you have at least one thing in common with us! 7,087 People

    I love my family and friends

    but lately I feel so alone...I feel like I'm the only person who cares. I'm so tired of always wondering if this is how my life is going to be? Am I ever going to find someone who loves me for me ?!
    SplashCrystal17 SplashCrystal17 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    In Spite Of Myself

    I guess we are supposed to "own it" when it comes to taking responsibility for things (usually bad). When it comes to good things that happen, we're supposed to be grateful as if we aren't worthy or couldn't be responsible for those. Seems to me, this might explain my perpetual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    “When someone you love dies,

    and you're not expecting it, you don't lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time—the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are...
    wallear wallear 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I dont have my friends to talk to,

    or to hang out.... "Nobody like you, everyone hate you They're all out without you, having fun"
    EnigmaticCasper EnigmaticCasper 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    I push people away and it hurts to know how

    easy it is for them to just walk away not even fighting to stay, it just shows me how much i don't matter and how easy it is for people to let me go.
    nevergoodenough98 nevergoodenough98 16-17, F 14 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    I wish I had some friends

    or some family to spend time with. I'm alone in the dark every day.. I wish somebody wanted to hangout with me. I'm really nice
    princesscakes princesscakes 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2014

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    i have never been with a girl in my life!

    my mom died wen i was 3 and ive been living with my pops and my cousin bros,! never been with a girl! ive never had any girlfriends! even in schools, ive been only with boys,( but im not a gay) just now, i feel like being with a girl, but i dont have a girl to be with!, : (
    priyadharshan0 priyadharshan0 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    i am alone. i have people in my life

    that tell me they will be there for me, but consistently let me down. i feel numb at thia point. i may as well embrace the loneliness. I've always been there for anyone who needs it. apparently authenticity and genuine people are a rare commodity these days. *sigh* why can't we...
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Everyone that I have ever trusted has just let

    me down, why don't I just kill myself.
    BGBroke BGBroke 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    This is partly why I've joined this group.

    I'm 18 and recently moved into my own apartment. It gets so lonely sometimes. I have friends and all but I don't want to have to need to have someone with me 24/7. I'm a few flights away from home. I haven't seen family in just over a year. It's just way too expensive. Whenever...
    dipeelee dipeelee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 18

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    Yanebell Yanebell 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2014

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    EpolApple EpolApple 26-30, F 12 Responses May 19, 2014

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    I always feel like there's this loneliness

    inside me that will never be filled..
    mikoppy mikoppy 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 17

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    Ask no more (about) the night of separation; it

    came, and passed The heart got diverted again; life found its feet again in the salon of (my) thoughts, the candle of your beauty was lighted the moon-of-pain extinguished itself, the night of separation slipped away whenever you were remembered, the mornings became fragrant...
    zainshah1 zainshah1 26-30, M Jan 11

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    What hurts me the most is

    that all my life i couldn't gain people that i can actually rely on. Time is passing by, years are flying away but here i'm all alone. I scroll down my contacts to check if there's anyone that i can tell everything. Someone that i can pour myself into & say it all. Who wouldn't...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    Today was the first time

    since the beginning of last month that someone texted me to have a conversation with me and I didn't even text them back. I want everyone to leave me alone and yet I just want to have a good time with friends. I don't understand myself
    msilver msilver 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    I feel very isolated.

    Is it my disability that people don't want to be around with me ???? Or is it that people are so picky these days????
    whatupdoc54 whatupdoc54 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm so alone. I'm in a room of people

    yet I'm alone. My house is full and I'm alone. I've retreated back into the depths of my mind. It's a place not for the faint of heart. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to be. Just once I wish I wasn't alone. This is just a small rant don't judge me to hard if...
    imbrekke imbrekke 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    i have a good family,

    just no friends. sometimes i feel so alone like i could never make friends
    jeannelle22 jeannelle22 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    There are people out there

    who want the world. All the money and fame. All I want is someone to love. Im alone. Always have been. There is not a single person who truly knows me. The one person i found solace in has started to abandon me (she was family, so it's hard to just move on). I've never...
    patssnc92 patssnc92 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 7

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    Here I feel as though I'm not

    so alone and I realize my troubles I go through are as bad as I once thought
    Lonelywitthaman Lonelywitthaman 26-30, F Jan 23

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    This Night Is Getting The Better Of Me...

    I lay here in bed; that feels too large for just myself. The side sliding window half open along with the blinds. Letting in the cool mid 50s air circulated by many many gusts of wind. Listening to the murmur of cars passing by on the next street over and the highway down the...
    SoulLessEnd SoulLessEnd 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 20, 2013

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    I'm so misunderstood

    and alone gosh it sucks
    iLuV2 iLuV2 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I am alone so much that my thoughts have their

    own thoughts and its getting sad I need to talk to someone
    juicy1233 juicy1233 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    I sit here with my figer rubing around my wet

    lips with no one to be of assistance. I want to put my fingers inside of me so bad but it will make me want a **** inside me even more than I want one inside of me now. I wish there was more people around here to be able to help me fix my problem .. But I'm just to picky
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    I have moved country

    and I really have no friends at all.. I feel like I haven't connected with anyone in such a long time even before moving country. everyone just talks to you to have an opportunity to talk about themselves. For example... my friends... I'll write something to them... like a...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Tonight is like any other night,

    , on my own and feeling at a loss. Its no fun going out by yourself and family lives to far away so im stuck at a loose end and very alone. I dread the nights they are the longest I yearn for morning to come wish I had someone to make me smile and feel good about myself because...
    falcor1966 falcor1966 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Guys these days need to get something

    straight- Going for women just because of the fact that they're showing their boobs, getting drunk on the weekends, and are artificially beach blonde will land you someone with equal value in return- I'm not saying these girls don't have value. I believe we are all equal But...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    Right now is one of those moments

    where I realize how alone I am... I would appreciate any support from my EP friends.... That would be great right about now.... Cheers and take care guys.
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 11 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I feel so used... ugh.

    I hate that I could let someone get in my walls just to let me down... AGAIN! I am done.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 8 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    I just wish I had someone to hold me at night &

    to kiss me softly & tell me everything's going to be okay. Someone to wake up to, when I open my eyes, he opens his & looks at me & smiles. Someone who will make me laugh to the point I've got to pee so bad. Someone who will go shopping with me & when I try on something he's...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    I hate when people tell me they are there

    for me . Are you there for me when I am up at 3 or 4 in the morning crying and can barely breathe??? No . The only person that is there for me is ME . I don't even like myself ...
    17JustBeingMe17 17JustBeingMe17 16-17, F 11 Responses Apr 30, 2014

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    I've realized that I'm someone people use

    and then throw. You need help on something, I'm your person. Bored? Give me a call. Need to complain and whine how horrible your life is? Find me. But when it's my turn to need a shoulder, everyone leaves.
    invisiblesoul invisiblesoul 26-30, F 10 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    stonedtina stonedtina 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    missnicething missnicething 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Everyone Don't be sad I'll make you smile

    Don't doubt your looks I'll tell you you're beautiful Don't be scared I'll cover your eyes Don't think you're alone I'll be by your side Don't think it's hard I'll fight with you Don't runaway I'll stay with you Don't give up I'll hold your hand Don't feel pain I'll love...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    We are looking for a good friend

    and we promise we will give him life again A Muslim boy. Never married seeking true love for a cast.I am living in Pakistan My name is Umar Mughal.. oh heart tell me where you hiding ben why today , the first time was that I felt you hit inside.ho heart tell me where you...
    abbak abbak 26-30, M 7 Responses Jan 1, 2014

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    please... someone hear me.

    . i need some one... i am hopeless, i feel nothing can help me...
    bigben7240 bigben7240 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm not sure if this empty feeling in my heart

    will ever go away or get better...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2014

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    What to do? What to say?

    Won't these thoughts just go away? She stands there, I stand here. In my head I think... Oh crap. Now I lay all alone, cannot sleep although at home. Must I live my life alone? My routine is just like a drone. If I don't find a wife of my own, I'll still be here all alone.
    TonyGrey TonyGrey 31-35, M Jan 19

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    I wanna not be be here.

    Can't I just die?
    MrsScissorhands MrsScissorhands 13-15, F 15 Responses Apr 7, 2014

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    All I ever really wanted was to be whole

    and to be truly loved and accepted for who I am. Is that really too much to ask for? I am so tired of waking up alone. I am so tired of always being bored not having anyone to hang out with. I am so tired of not knowing what it is like to have true friends in my life. I am so...
    NekomataHime NekomataHime 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    sketch94 sketch94 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    Anon2721 Anon2721 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Pointlessness fills my heart

    and mind right now. **** everything.
    boyfriendpls boyfriendpls 13-15, M a week ago

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    7 billion people in the world,

    and I still feel like I'm alone.
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    I am new to this website

    and have read many stories from here and I feel like many people here might be able to give me some insight and strength on my situation. So I am in my mid 20's I am currently still in school to be a dental hygienist, I do hold a bachelors degree but it did not land me a job...
    ForeverUninvited ForeverUninvited 22-25, F Jan 23

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    anonymousgirl5567 anonymousgirl5567 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Recently graduated H.

    S and landed this awesome job a while ago that pays super good. The only thing now is that I am more alone than ever. I have the same routine daily. Wake up, go to work, go back home. All my "friends" from H.S have left me for dust. I really have no friends. I have "friends" but...
    TheLeeko213 TheLeeko213 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    BeautifulBrownBabyDoll BeautifulBrownBabyDoll 31-35, F 8 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    alanajane alanajane 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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