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I Am So Alone

Feeling alone, lonely or isolated? This group immediately lets you know you're not- you have at least one thing in common with us! 6,228 People

    Ugh wth I hate when reality sets in.

    I wish I never moved to this damn town I'm so sad. Nothing but jealous judgmental *** people. I'm loosing friends I'm in the house more. I lost my best friend. **** is so real right now. I just hope someday I'll become something & everyone that tried to make me fall & fail will...
    aubreylovell aubreylovell 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I have no idea why I am always alone maybe its

    because I get in everyones way sorry I just wanted at least someone to see this and think I am really here well whoever passes this bye good luck to you and have a good day, evening, or night :)
    shyguy747 shyguy747 13-15, M 6 Responses Jul 10

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    The skin tears as my heart sinks to the bottom

    of my acid filled stomach. I can't feel anything but his words on my eyes as they melt away from his breath. All is Still and Silence as I hear "I'm leaving". My body aches and my heart strings tear from the violent thrashing words of his. No amount of kisses nor desperate...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Kimbahbay Kimbahbay 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    My self esteem issues keep making me push

    people away and avoid social situations. I feel like I'm not good enough for people, like I believe I'm burdening people by spending time with them because I'm such a boring waste of space. I don't want to feel like this anymore and I don't want to be alone, but I don't think it...
    ccb22 ccb22 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Here I am screaming out loud but you cannot hear nor see past my facade. Thine heart is admist in a cloud turning dark with a storm nearing it's brink. Yet there is light in the middle and escape is chance. But how do I fly with a broken wing through the storm. A chance for love...
    sunshineyday sunshineyday 41-45, F May 10, 2013

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    I am so alone it hurts to feel this empty.

    I hate myself so much. I hate being awake. I tell people I don't want anyone but I want someone to be with my all the time because I can't be alone in my head anymore
    luceybows luceybows 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm glad I'm not worth anything to anyone.

    And I hope that one day I never will be. I don't want to be someone's expectation, and when I collapse one day, I don't want to know the pain they'd ever go through. I may feel lonely at times, but I'm content with being alone.
    GlamGasm GlamGasm 22-25, T 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    smilelover smilelover 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    No matter what path I take I will always end up

    caught up within the loneliness of the web I weave unknowingly for myself.
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    This is a list of things

    that I am diagnosed with, I just thought it was the easiest way to start Major Depression Borderline Schizophrenia Anxiety Bipolar Borderline Personality Disorder Social Anxiety PTSD Bulimia Anorexic (not as much anymore) Self Hatred I am also suicidal, extremely insecure, I...
    ScarletInsanity ScarletInsanity 13-15, F 3 Responses May 3

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    I've realized that I'm someone people use

    and then throw. You need help on something, I'm your person. Bored? Give me a call. Need to complain and whine how horrible your life is? Find me. But when it's my turn to need a shoulder, everyone leaves.
    invisiblesoul invisiblesoul 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 4

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    I feel surrounded by people,

    but so alone. A lot of people don't like me, I had a friend make plans with me for tomorrow and I don't know why I was stupid enough to get excited like it was going to actually happen - I was going to be social - when she just ended up canceling on me the night before. She's...
    sugaranspice sugaranspice 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 20

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    Yeah into the darkness.

    And soon all be gone into the black smoke
    KINGofclowns KINGofclowns 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I am almost 30 and I have nothing in common

    with people my age. I don't have kids or a mortgage, etc. I am bored hanging out with my "peers" and I feel so alone.
    Desi0117 Desi0117 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I feel so alone in this world.

    2 weeks ago at 39 weeks pregnant I had a still birth. Before that when I was 7 months pregnant my fiance left me so I had/have to go through this pain alone. I have absolutely not one friend & no family in the state that I live in. I don't even think it's worth it anymore.
    ashleej88 ashleej88 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 21

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    i have a good family,

    just no friends. sometimes i feel so alone like i could never make friends
    jeannelle22 jeannelle22 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Every one just leaves

    and I trust no one not even the peoples that say there my friends I feel like I can't talk to anyone I know because I'm afraid of how they will react
    kitty465 kitty465 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Me.. I Guess...

    No one cares about me.. I am young.. I am stupid sometimes.. I just want a daddy to take care of me.. Someone who will tell me that they love me every day.. Someone that will tell me I'm beautiful.. Even though I'm not.. I don't get on EP much because I get really sad whenever...
    SammieSweetheart687 SammieSweetheart687 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    I lose everyone I care about,

    my moms slowly dying& I have to see her go. I'm lonely& I don't know what to do.
    AnonMily AnonMily 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    It's hard being alone all the time.

    No affection, no intimacy, no one to really talk to ever.
    Ellygirl1 Ellygirl1 26-30, T 6 Responses Jun 8

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    It's seems that everyone

    that I once knew are now all having kids or are in relationships or living life with joy. I'm happy for them but at times, It makes me feel so depressed. Why can't I be like that? Why can't I find a good woman or man to settle down with? Why can't I live comfortably being sober...
    JourneeBlue JourneeBlue 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    This Night Is Getting The Better Of Me...

    I lay here in bed; that feels too large for just myself. The side sliding window half open along with the blinds. Letting in the cool mid 50s air circulated by many many gusts of wind. Listening to the murmur of cars passing by on the next street over and the highway down the...
    SoulLessEnd SoulLessEnd 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 20, 2013

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    I don't know when, how

    and more so, why, I started isolating myself from everyone that used to matter to me. I just stopped caring. The people I used to respect and feel carefree around now disgust me. I can't agree and stand anything my parents say. I just feel so alone, as if I'm not wanted in this...
    chaarmaine chaarmaine 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 15

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    So my mom has been leaving me every day,

    for the last couple of weeks, and I'm stuck at home for 9 hours every day !!!
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I woke up this morning an hour

    before my alarm clock. I still feel empty, but at least there were less tears than yesterday morning. I should have gotten up and gone to the gym or something. Instead, I just stared off into nothingness and wonder why am I still dealing with a broken heart when all my friends...
    Arcavala Arcavala 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I have been living in this town of nearly 300,

    000 people for the last 4 years - and i do not have ANY friends. I have tried making friends by joining classes of various interest. The longer this goes on, the less i leave my house.. I go for weeks, month even not talking to anyone or seeing another human being..
    icr8art icr8art 46-50, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I feel like I can't carry on with life I feel

    so alone like I have no one to talk, no one to ask me how I am or no one just to have a brief conversation with. I can never talk to anyone about what I am facing and what I have faced and it's eating me alive. I just don't know what to do anymore
    tinkerbellfan101 tinkerbellfan101 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2013

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    So a few things one I'm a glutton

    for punishment two misery loves company and third I will never be what I need to be to the person I want to be something to
    teardrop12 teardrop12 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Gone too far yeah I'm gone again it's gone on

    too long tell you how it ends. I'm sitting on the edge with my 2 best friends one's a bottle of pills& one's a bottle of gin.
    AnonMily AnonMily 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    We are looking for a good friend

    and we promise we will give him life again A Muslim boy. Never married seeking true love for a cast.I am living in Pakistan My name is Umar Mughal.. oh heart tell me where you hiding ben why today , the first time was that I felt you hit inside.ho heart tell me where you...
    abbak abbak 22-25, M 7 Responses Jan 1

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    I wish I had some friends

    or some family to spend time with. I'm alone in the dark every day.. I wish somebody wanted to hangout with me. I'm really nice
    princesscakes princesscakes 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I don't have many people left.

    The ones I thought were my best friends have left when I've needed them most.
    AnonMily AnonMily 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I sit here with my figer rubing around my wet

    lips with no one to be of assistance. I want to put my fingers inside of me so bad but it will make me want a **** inside me even more than I want one inside of me now. I wish there was more people around here to be able to help me fix my problem .. But I'm just to picky
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Mar 13

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    I hate when people tell me they are there

    for me . Are you there for me when I am up at 3 or 4 in the morning crying and can barely breathe??? No . The only person that is there for me is ME . I don't even like myself ...
    17JustBeingMe17 17JustBeingMe17 16-17, F 13 Responses Apr 30

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    I'm so alone everyday not

    even with some one
    ashleyhills ashleyhills 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 28

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    In Spite Of Myself

    I guess we are supposed to "own it" when it comes to taking responsibility for things (usually bad). When it comes to good things that happen, we're supposed to be grateful as if we aren't worthy or couldn't be responsible for those. Seems to me, this might explain my perpetual...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    babylove142 babylove142 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I need someone so much,

    please if anyone is out there please help me. I feel so worthless, people hate me. If anyone cares enough please message me. I am nothing i want to die.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    It's such a hot summer night alone

    and pregnant. I feel like walking but I don't trust my neighborhood at night.
    workingmom70 workingmom70 26-30, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    All I ever really wanted was to be whole

    and to be truly loved and accepted for who I am. Is that really too much to ask for? I am so tired of waking up alone. I am so tired of always being bored not having anyone to hang out with. I am so tired of not knowing what it is like to have true friends in my life. I am so...
    NekomataHime NekomataHime 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 7

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    Surrounded by people,

    friends mostly and some of who claim they love me but I don't feel loved really. I don't blame them. I haven't opened up to them and I can't suddenly cos that would just be weird. Been keeping things to myself for a bit too long. I don't love myself and I don't know how to. My...
    carrotshallot carrotshallot 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    EpolApple EpolApple 26-30, F 12 Responses May 19

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    I Know Why

    V-day went about the same another year. All I got out of the deal was turning a year older, I did get a couple of phone calls from the kids, and one must have forgot. I fixed a great steak and B-potato and salad for dinner. I got to spend some time thinking about how things use...
    hersheyb73 hersheyb73 36-40, M 3 Responses Feb 23, 2011

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    I have a tough life!!

    .... my family and i are not close at all. i try to do what I can to be close but they just push me away... I have only one close friend i have a lot of friends but only one that i can talk too. :'( I talked to this guy online but he never wanted to Skype or call at all only text...
    christinababy23 christinababy23 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 21

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    Right now is one of those moments

    where I realize how alone I am... I would appreciate any support from my EP friends.... That would be great right about now.... Cheers and take care guys.
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 11 Responses Jun 25

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    I wanna not be be here.

    Can't I just die?
    MrsScissorhands MrsScissorhands 13-15, F 16 Responses Apr 7

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    I am so alone for 2 weeks,

    and I am bored,I need to talking someone
    usercameback usercameback 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    No Friends, No Family, No Job, No Life

    Well everyone has a story I suppose. I experienced several traumas in my childhood, sexual abuse from my mom, my dad was a rager and almost certainly mentally ill, my brother picked on me constantly for years and years. We moved around a lot, from El Salvador to Guatemala, To...
    Strelok27 Strelok27 31-35 8 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    I feel so alone I don't have any one to talk too

    and if I just it only last for a couple of minutes nobody ever understands how I feel.
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Jul 12

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    I know why in lonely

    but I can't get out of it I'm in my room all day watching Netflix and I get so lonely sometimes I cryed a couple of times thinking to my self where I went wrong. Am I the only one ?
    eddie105 eddie105 13-15, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    What hurts me the most is

    that all my life i couldn't gain people that i can actually rely on. Time is passing by, years are flying away but here i'm all alone. I scroll down my contacts to check if there's anyone that i can tell everything. Someone that i can pour myself into & say it all. Who wouldn't...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I don't have people my age to hang with at home.

    But I do have a few friends at schools.
    BossiRossi BossiRossi 16-17, F 3 days ago

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