I'm 18 and recently moved into my own apartment. It gets so lonely sometimes. I have friends and all but I don't want to have to need to have someone with me 24/7. I'm a few flights away from home. I haven't seen family in just over a year. It's just way too expensive. Whenever...
my mom died wen i was 3 and ive been living with my pops and my cousin bros,! never been with a girl! ive never had any girlfriends! even in schools, ive been only with boys,( but im not a gay) just now, i feel like being with a girl, but i dont have a girl to be with!, : (
I guess we are supposed to "own it" when it comes to taking responsibility for things (usually bad). When it comes to good things that happen, we're supposed to be grateful as if we aren't worthy or couldn't be responsible for those. Seems to me, this might explain my perpetual...
to kiss me softly & tell me everything's going to be okay. Someone to wake up to, when I open my eyes, he opens his & looks at me & smiles. Someone who will make me laugh to the point I've got to pee so bad. Someone who will go shopping with me & when I try on something he's...
who want the world. All the money and fame.
All I want is someone to love. Im alone. Always have been. There is not a single person who truly knows me. The one person i found solace in has started to abandon me (she was family, so it's hard to just move on).
until the early morning. I want to spoil them and kiss them all the time. I want to make them smile and be a reason for their happiness. I want someone to curl up with at night or to go out with at night. I want to confide everything to them and show them every side of me. I...
and you're not expecting it, you don't lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time—the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are...
and have read many stories from here and I feel like many people here might be able to give me some insight and strength on my situation.
So I am in my mid 20's I am currently still in school to be a dental hygienist, I do hold a bachelors degree but it did not land me a job...
, on my own and feeling at a loss. Its no fun going out by yourself and family lives to far away so im stuck at a loose end and very alone.
I dread the nights they are the longest I yearn for morning to come wish I had someone to make me smile and feel good about myself because...
Don't doubt your looks
I'll tell you you're beautiful
Don't be scared
I'll cover your eyes
Don't think you're alone
I'll be by your side
Don't think it's hard
I'll fight with you
I'll stay with you
Don't give up
I'll hold your hand
Don't feel pain
came, and passed
The heart got diverted again; life found its feet again
in the salon of (my) thoughts, the candle of your beauty was lighted
the moon-of-pain extinguished itself, the night of separation slipped away
whenever you were remembered, the mornings became fragrant...
I lay here in bed; that feels too large for just myself. The side sliding window half open along with the blinds. Letting in the cool mid 50s air circulated by many many gusts of wind. Listening to the murmur of cars passing by on the next street over and the highway down the...
and then throw. You need help on something, I'm your person. Bored? Give me a call. Need to complain and whine how horrible your life is? Find me. But when it's my turn to need a shoulder, everyone leaves.
Won't these thoughts just go away? She stands there, I stand here. In my head I think... Oh crap. Now I lay all alone, cannot sleep although at home. Must I live my life alone? My routine is just like a drone.
If I don't find a wife of my own, I'll still be here all alone.
yet I'm alone.
My house is full and I'm alone.
I've retreated back into the depths of my mind.
It's a place not for the faint of heart.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to be.
Just once I wish I wasn't alone.
This is just a small rant don't judge me to hard if...
S and landed this awesome job a while ago that pays super good. The only thing now is that I am more alone than ever. I have the same routine daily. Wake up, go to work, go back home. All my "friends" from H.S have left me for dust. I really have no friends. I have "friends" but...
since the beginning of last month that someone texted me to have a conversation with me and I didn't even text them back. I want everyone to leave me alone and yet I just want to have a good time with friends. I don't understand myself
and I'm boarding there. I miss home a lot:( and I try making friends with the people here in my hostel but the girls are like close among themselves and they ignore me :( they are pretty "bitchy" too I guess and I feel so alone :( the only place I could cry is during shower
and to be truly loved and accepted for who I am. Is that really too much to ask for?
I am so tired of waking up alone.
I am so tired of always being bored not having anyone to hang out with.
I am so tired of not knowing what it is like to have true friends in my life.
I am so...
that all my life i couldn't gain people that i can actually rely on. Time is passing by, years are flying away but here i'm all alone. I scroll down my contacts to check if there's anyone that i can tell everything. Someone that i can pour myself into & say it all. Who wouldn't...
that tell me they will be there for me, but consistently let me down. i feel numb at thia point. i may as well embrace the loneliness. I've always been there for anyone who needs it. apparently authenticity and genuine people are a rare commodity these days.
why can't we...
and I really have no friends at all.. I feel like I haven't connected with anyone in such a long time even before moving country. everyone just talks to you to have an opportunity to talk about themselves.
For example... my friends... I'll write something to them... like a...
lips with no one to be of assistance. I want to put my fingers inside of me so bad but it will make me want a **** inside me even more than I want one inside of me now. I wish there was more people around here to be able to help me fix my problem .. But I'm just to picky