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I Am So Alone

Feeling alone, lonely or isolated? This group immediately lets you know you're not- you have at least one thing in common with us! 7,320 People

    I've always felt alone my whole life,

    for as long as I can remember. I don't know if I like it.... Or if I'm used to it, but I do know this: Being lonely does things to you, and feeling **** and bitter and angry all the time just... Eats away at you.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I have just found out I have been lied to

    for a little while now from someone I thought I knew. Proving I have no one. I'm so alone
    OklahomaBBW OklahomaBBW 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    How can someone mean the absolute ocean to you,

    but you're just a pebble to them?
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Right now is one of those moments

    where I realize how alone I am... I would appreciate any support from my EP friends.... That would be great right about now.... Cheers and take care guys.
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 11 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I push people away and it hurts to know how

    easy it is for them to just walk away not even fighting to stay, it just shows me how much i don't matter and how easy it is for people to let me go.
    nevergoodenough98 nevergoodenough98 16-17, F 15 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    I've been betrayed by my best friends & my ex.

    I don't know who I can trust anymore. I have no one. I'm heartbroken :(
    TrustxxIssues TrustxxIssues 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 26

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    I know I'm only 15 and I have the whole rest of

    my life, but I feel empty inside and I really want someone who will love me for me and will just make me happy and all thy jazz...... Ya :3
    DaveEatsToast DaveEatsToast 13-15, M 6 Responses Mar 31

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    Anon2721 Anon2721 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    This Night Is Getting The Better Of Me...

    I lay here in bed; that feels too large for just myself. The side sliding window half open along with the blinds. Letting in the cool mid 50s air circulated by many many gusts of wind. Listening to the murmur of cars passing by on the next street over and the highway down the...
    SoulLessEnd SoulLessEnd 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 20, 2013

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    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Mattdomb Mattdomb 18-21 Apr 5

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    Today I received over 100 text messages from an

    anonymous person saying I should kill myself. They also contained various ways and instructions on how to take my life. Now, at 10:42PM someone has decided they hate me so much that they have multiple people texting me these things. I don't expect anyone to respond to this...
    antihero98 antihero98 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Omg I just watched this cute couple on ig

    and i notice how lonely i am. im craving love, kisses, hugs and physical contact. Im so pathetic ?
    BastetGoddess BastetGoddess 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    Why can I not find a single redeeming quality?

    It's pathetic. All I do is come on here to spout some miserable bullshit, hoping that somebody will take the time to listen and talk to me. But even when that happens, I turn them away because I don't know what to say. What would I say? I am just an angsty, miserable teenager...
    LostApothecary LostApothecary 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    i have a good family,

    just no friends. sometimes i feel so alone like i could never make friends
    jeannelle22 jeannelle22 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I feel ashamed for not having a close

    relationship with my family. We look close and well bonded on the surface but they dont know me at all. I feel like they re just living their own lives without me. I thought family share the experiences, love and thoughts. Guess mine doesnt. Or maybe i should learn to be more...
    wildjerry95 wildjerry95 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    No guy wants to date a girl with kids

    and it really makes me mad!
    PrototypeBri PrototypeBri 18-21, F 21 Responses Apr 2

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    Everyone Don't be sad I'll make you smile

    Don't doubt your looks I'll tell you you're beautiful Don't be scared I'll cover your eyes Don't think you're alone I'll be by your side Don't think it's hard I'll fight with you Don't runaway I'll stay with you Don't give up I'll hold your hand Don't feel pain I'll love...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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    right now I am alone in a park

    that there almost no people. I just want to share with someone how I feel and talk with someone feeling lonely to...
    GeorgeTsak GeorgeTsak 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    No Friends, No Family, No Job, No Life

    Well everyone has a story I suppose. I experienced several traumas in my childhood, sexual abuse from my mom, my dad was a rager and almost certainly mentally ill, my brother picked on me constantly for years and years. We moved around a lot, from El Salvador to Guatemala, To...
    Strelok27 Strelok27 31-35 18 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    7 billion people in the world,

    and I still feel like I'm alone.
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    No one understands me,

    no one cares about me. I think it's finally time to go.
    Plinxzenk Plinxzenk 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    Today was the longest day I've ever had.

    Okay I know it said that I would leave EP, and I'm only on here when I'm lonely. It's just been the worst day I've ever had. I didn't sleep, long *** classes, had a fight with the person I care most about and it hurts because he was wrong and he won't admit it and he blamed it...
    NoraCipriano NoraCipriano 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have been thinking about it

    for a few weeks and I think I am meant to be alone for the rest of my miserable life and I'm trying to get to grips with it but its hard to accept but that's reality right!
    rugz rugz 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I just wish I had someone to hold me at night &

    to kiss me softly & tell me everything's going to be okay. Someone to wake up to, when I open my eyes, he opens his & looks at me & smiles. Someone who will make me laugh to the point I've got to pee so bad. Someone who will go shopping with me & when I try on something he's...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    What hurts me the most is

    that all my life i couldn't gain people that i can actually rely on. Time is passing by, years are flying away but here i'm all alone. I scroll down my contacts to check if there's anyone that i can tell everything. Someone that i can pour myself into & say it all. Who wouldn't...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2014

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    I sit here with my figer rubing around my wet

    lips with no one to be of assistance. I want to put my fingers inside of me so bad but it will make me want a **** inside me even more than I want one inside of me now. I wish there was more people around here to be able to help me fix my problem .. But I'm just to picky
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    BeautifulBrownBabyDoll BeautifulBrownBabyDoll 31-35, F 8 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I want someone to talk to all night

    until the early morning. I want to spoil them and kiss them all the time. I want to make them smile and be a reason for their happiness. I want someone to curl up with at night or to go out with at night. I want to confide everything to them and show them every side of me. I...
    02sarahh 02sarahh 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2014

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    All I ever really wanted was to be whole

    and to be truly loved and accepted for who I am. Is that really too much to ask for? I am so tired of waking up alone. I am so tired of always being bored not having anyone to hang out with. I am so tired of not knowing what it is like to have true friends in my life. I am so...
    NekomataHime NekomataHime 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    Guys these days need to get something

    straight- Going for women just because of the fact that they're showing their boobs, getting drunk on the weekends, and are artificially beach blonde will land you someone with equal value in return- I'm not saying these girls don't have value. I believe we are all equal But...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    I'm not sure if this empty feeling in my heart

    will ever go away or get better...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2014

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    Wow looking at every people in my school,

    they're having their own group and stuff and im just yeah barely noticed more like invisible.. yay (no) friend for me....
    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I feel so used... ugh.

    I hate that I could let someone get in my walls just to let me down... AGAIN! I am done.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 7 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    I wish I had some friends

    or some family to spend time with. I'm alone in the dark every day.. I wish somebody wanted to hangout with me. I'm really nice
    princesscakes princesscakes 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2014

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    It's morning, I've been awake

    for hours. I've done my housework and dressed, fed and negotiated diplomatically with the children. I tip toe so as not to wake my wife, I am now at work, fixing machines. It seems so easy. Why is it such a struggle. Now I'm stuck as a cog in this capitalist machine. Waiting to...
    ohfunk ohfunk 26-30, M Apr 10

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    I have no one to comfort me.

    I'll tell my parents and they'll yell at me. I'll tell my friends and they'll say "get over it." I just want to be alone but I can't. I want to drop out of school. I don't see hope in my future. This is affecting everything in my life. ~sorry for being so depressing but I needed...
    JaxxSIO JaxxSIO 13-15, T 1 Response Mar 27

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    I am lonely and drunk.

    I have bad body issues so I cannot really meet people and the booze doesn't help me do more than pass out. I can't remember the last time I had a hug let alone a kiss. I guess it the price I pay for being me
    xanaxannex xanaxannex 22-25, T Mar 29

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    I wanna not be be here.

    Can't I just die?
    MrsScissorhands MrsScissorhands 13-15, F 14 Responses Apr 7, 2014

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    God I just want to scream.

    I want to cuss and scream and kick and cry and yell. I hurt so f-ing much. Years and years of pain pushed down. Afraid to face the truth that I hurt. Afraid to be real. Yet, here I am, hurting, wondering if life is even worth living. I'm married with children, yet I'm not in...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Just broke up with my gf 3 weeks ago

    and I have no friends and no one to talk to anymore. Im so alone it hurts.
    magatsuizanagi magatsuizanagi 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I love my family and friends

    but lately I feel so alone...I feel like I'm the only person who cares. I'm so tired of always wondering if this is how my life is going to be? Am I ever going to find someone who loves me for me ?!
    SplashCrystal17 SplashCrystal17 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I've realized that I'm someone people use

    and then throw. You need help on something, I'm your person. Bored? Give me a call. Need to complain and whine how horrible your life is? Find me. But when it's my turn to need a shoulder, everyone leaves.
    invisiblesoul invisiblesoul 26-30, F 10 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    sketch94 sketch94 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    kingkong3464 kingkong3464 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Here I am screaming out loud but you cannot hear nor see past my facade. Thine heart is admist in a cloud turning dark with a storm nearing it's brink. Yet there is light in the middle and escape is chance. But how do I fly with a broken wing through the storm. A chance for love...
    sunshineyday sunshineyday 41-45, F May 10, 2013

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