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I Am So Alone

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    About 90 percent of my work day,

    I'm left Alone. I live Alone. I go out to eat, I'm Alone. (I hate that because of the pity-eyes I can feel on my back.) No one calls, unless they want something. Which is a rarity. At the bar? Alone. - Totally lame, one of the reasons I've sworn off drinking. Yea, I hear "get...
    SShawnO SShawnO 41-45, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Right now is one of those moments

    where I realize how alone I am... I would appreciate any support from my EP friends.... That would be great right about now.... Cheers and take care guys.
    Shoutittotheworld23 Shoutittotheworld23 26-30, M 11 Responses Jun 25

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    I hate when people tell me they are there

    for me . Are you there for me when I am up at 3 or 4 in the morning crying and can barely breathe??? No . The only person that is there for me is ME . I don't even like myself ...
    17JustBeingMe17 17JustBeingMe17 16-17, F 11 Responses Apr 30

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    I can never have a normal friendship with

    someone.I have no friends.I always mess up.Everyone hates me and if they don't hate me they just don't like me and advoid me.I hate myself.I guess I just wasn't made to have friends.
    wassup305 wassup305 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    iam alone in the world.

    . i want some love please help me
    sarathgopu sarathgopu 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    I never felt like this before,

    i have alot of people around me and i spend most of my time around people.. I feel so alone and as if nothing matters anymore. Is it because i loved someone for two years and just knew they were playing with me and my feelings? I 'm a strong person i hate showing people that...
    zz0828 zz0828 18-21, F Dec 3

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    I am soooo alone all the time.

    and today is a definitely bad day.... someone talk to me..
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 2

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    I lost my husband 6 months ago to cancer.

    He was 45 years old. I have so many decisions to make and I sometimes become overwhelmed. I want to move and start over but I have a daughter with special needs that does not want to move so I am stuck. I have become so depressed that it is scary at times. I know moving will not...
    aprilshowers42 aprilshowers42 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Please help. I have no friends.

    My wife and I may as well be a pair of space aliens. I just downed my third bottle of wine. I don't know what to do . I don't know where to turn. I have no one to talk to. I hate having to feel this buzz on just to be able to put myself out there. What in the hell is...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 5 Responses Nov 29

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    I push people away and it hurts to know how

    easy it is for them to just walk away not even fighting to stay, it just shows me how much i don't matter and how easy it is for people to let me go.
    nevergoodenough98 nevergoodenough98 16-17, F 13 Responses Sep 15

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    For the past couple of weeks,

    I have steadily sunk into despair. I wish I had a friend, someone that will help me feel less alone. All my life consists of is work. My relationship with my boyfriend is on a decline and I can soon see that we will be breaking up soon. He's younger than me and would rather...
    sillygirl2889 sillygirl2889 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Yanebell Yanebell 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    I wish I had some friends

    or some family to spend time with. I'm alone in the dark every day.. I wish somebody wanted to hangout with me. I'm really nice
    princesscakes princesscakes 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    Guys these days need to get something

    straight- Going for women just because of the fact that they're showing their boobs, getting drunk on the weekends, and are artificially beach blonde will land you someone with equal value in return- I'm not saying these girls don't have value. I believe we are all equal But...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 7

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    I've realized that I'm someone people use

    and then throw. You need help on something, I'm your person. Bored? Give me a call. Need to complain and whine how horrible your life is? Find me. But when it's my turn to need a shoulder, everyone leaves.
    invisiblesoul invisiblesoul 22-25, F 10 Responses Jun 4

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    I am 22 years old and just graduated from

    university. I have never had close friends in school or university, maybe it was my fault, but I never seemed to get close with anyone. Lately, I have met some interesting people, who I want to be friends with, but I'm afraid to start a conversation because I think I will come...
    MalFUNct10N MalFUNct10N 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    always try to put a smile on my face,

    but lately I feel so lonely
    kristahere kristahere 26-30, T 2 Responses a week ago

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    Crying myself to sleep again,

    it never ends. Its just me myself and I again I wish I could talk to someone but I can't . So I'll cry myself to sleep like everyother night... tears are my only friend.
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I feel so used... ugh.

    I hate that I could let someone get in my walls just to let me down... AGAIN! I am done.
    KismetWrites KismetWrites 31-35 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want someone to talk to all night

    until the early morning. I want to spoil them and kiss them all the time. I want to make them smile and be a reason for their happiness. I want someone to curl up with at night or to go out with at night. I want to confide everything to them and show them every side of me. I...
    02sarahh 02sarahh 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    Here I am screaming out loud but you cannot hear nor see past my facade. Thine heart is admist in a cloud turning dark with a storm nearing it's brink. Yet there is light in the middle and escape is chance. But how do I fly with a broken wing through the storm. A chance for love...
    sunshineyday sunshineyday 41-45, F May 10, 2013

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    Hi I'm Alex, I'm always

    so alone and nobody likes me that I know. My parents want me to run away and my friends want me to die. I'm always doing souicidal things. I cut my wrist's, and I strangle myself with a rope.
    Supermann2001 Supermann2001 31-35, M 4 Responses Nov 28

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    sketch94 sketch94 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 7

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    MrsLawley MrsLawley 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Indeed A Loner!

    I'm in my mid 20's, and got no friends or social life here where I'm currently living. My youth is being wasted. This place is full of people who are stuck-up, fake, and even downright nasty! Even as I was growing up, I was never really accepted by my peers. Was always left out...
    thedreamergurl thedreamergurl 26-30, F 22 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    Blissfullkim Blissfullkim 26-30, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Dear soulmate, I wish

    and i hope you're in your safe trip in finding me. But can you make faster? cause i feel everybody is happy now with their love ones and im left alone. Have pity on me. I've been waiting for you for 21 years. love, Your other...
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    What is with girls nowadays?

    ????? one moment they're like "you're an awesome friend" the next they're like "I'm sorry this isn't working out" First it was Sandy(DreamingSouls) now it's her........... they seem to be very good at pushing me away........... I've lost faith in friendships with girls here...
    Dani3lJD Dani3lJD 13-15, M 6 Responses Dec 10

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    No Friends, No Family, No Job, No Life

    Well everyone has a story I suppose. I experienced several traumas in my childhood, sexual abuse from my mom, my dad was a rager and almost certainly mentally ill, my brother picked on me constantly for years and years. We moved around a lot, from El Salvador to Guatemala, To...
    Strelok27 Strelok27 31-35 13 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    I've been alone for 18 years how much long must

    i wait for hope. Being alone is like a personal prison. Whats wrong with people no one understands disability and why it is i dont have enough money to go out. Im trapped between TBI and life. But yet im still alive. I hate to complain but why is it so hard to meet the right...
    survivalist13 survivalist13 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    I just want someone to cuddle with

    and tell all my insecurities and problems to. I've never been able too do it before and all these feelings are just bunched up inside, just ready to burst. But, you can't have everything in life that you want I guess
    TheGuy147 TheGuy147 16-17, M Dec 3

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    I wanna not be be here.

    Can't I just die?
    MrsScissorhands MrsScissorhands 13-15, F 15 Responses Apr 7

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    Everyone Don't be sad I'll make you smile

    Don't doubt your looks I'll tell you you're beautiful Don't be scared I'll cover your eyes Don't think you're alone I'll be by your side Don't think it's hard I'll fight with you Don't runaway I'll stay with you Don't give up I'll hold your hand Don't feel pain I'll love...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    i do want good friends

    who will share with me.feeling sad and lonely...my only daughter lives far away...lost my husband a month back. so many problems about business coming up daily.
    peacefulfromtoday peacefulfromtoday 56-60 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I have no voice. I talk

    and no one can hear me. No one listens.
    13mtm80 13mtm80 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 29

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    I sit here with my figer rubing around my wet

    lips with no one to be of assistance. I want to put my fingers inside of me so bad but it will make me want a **** inside me even more than I want one inside of me now. I wish there was more people around here to be able to help me fix my problem .. But I'm just to picky
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Mar 13

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    Just **** everything!

    !!!!!!!!!!!
    Yanebell Yanebell 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6

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    Dear soulmate, I wish

    and i hope you're in your safe trip in finding me. But can you make faster? cause i feel everybody is happy now with their love ones and im left alone. Have pity on me. I've been waiting for you for 21 years. love, Your other...
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    i am so alone most of the time.

    and i know how to deal with it. i have a good counselar, i've been depressed many yrs( because of abuse by parents) i'm expert about it. but hey,i'm just a woman.human being. sometimes i am weak. i live all alone..i miss sweet convo. so,no mean comment. no preach no advice...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    ricci64 ricci64 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    I just wish I had someone to hold me at night &

    to kiss me softly & tell me everything's going to be okay. Someone to wake up to, when I open my eyes, he opens his & looks at me & smiles. Someone who will make me laugh to the point I've got to pee so bad. Someone who will go shopping with me & when I try on something he's...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 5

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    All I ever really wanted was to be whole

    and to be truly loved and accepted for who I am. Is that really too much to ask for? I am so tired of waking up alone. I am so tired of always being bored not having anyone to hang out with. I am so tired of not knowing what it is like to have true friends in my life. I am so...
    NekomataHime NekomataHime 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 7

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    EpolApple EpolApple 26-30, F 12 Responses May 19

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    What hurts me the most is

    that all my life i couldn't gain people that i can actually rely on. Time is passing by, years are flying away but here i'm all alone. I scroll down my contacts to check if there's anyone that i can tell everything. Someone that i can pour myself into & say it all. Who wouldn't...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    It's hard being alone all the time.

    No affection, no intimacy, no one to really talk to ever.
    Ellygirl1 Ellygirl1 26-30, T 6 Responses Jun 8

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    I love my family and friends

    but lately I feel so alone...I feel like I'm the only person who cares. I'm so tired of always wondering if this is how my life is going to be? Am I ever going to find someone who loves me for me ?!
    SplashCrystal17 SplashCrystal17 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 19

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    Today was the first time

    since the beginning of last month that someone texted me to have a conversation with me and I didn't even text them back. I want everyone to leave me alone and yet I just want to have a good time with friends. I don't understand myself
    msilver msilver 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    We are looking for a good friend

    and we promise we will give him life again A Muslim boy. Never married seeking true love for a cast.I am living in Pakistan My name is Umar Mughal.. oh heart tell me where you hiding ben why today , the first time was that I felt you hit inside.ho heart tell me where you...
    abbak abbak 26-30, M 7 Responses Jan 1

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    i have a good family,

    just no friends. sometimes i feel so alone like i could never make friends
    jeannelle22 jeannelle22 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    This Night Is Getting The Better Of Me...

    I lay here in bed; that feels too large for just myself. The side sliding window half open along with the blinds. Letting in the cool mid 50s air circulated by many many gusts of wind. Listening to the murmur of cars passing by on the next street over and the highway down the...
    SoulLessEnd SoulLessEnd 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 20, 2013

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    I'm not sure if this empty feeling in my heart

    will ever go away or get better...
    Country00Girl Country00Girl 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 3