I Am So Antisocial Sometimes

So here's my story.  I've always had the dream to become a makeup artist.  I finally got the courage to just go for and I got my certificate to be a professional makeup artist. After about 2 and a half years I really havent gotten too...

This sounds weird I know but I can go for days without being around
people. I like to be alone and think about things. I come up with ideas for things to write about and to do. Right now, I am trying to make friends even though I am a...

Sometimes i'm extremely antisocial, what can i say, i just prefer not communicating sometimes and cutting myself off. I like my own company but it has been a worry that sometimes i like it too much and might lose my friends due to lack...

I will often ignore my phone and even avoid my friends online because I just don't want to talk.  I wasn't always this way, I've just become a completely different person.

In the hours leading up to the point where I'm going out with someone our going to a party or whatever, I often feel more and more tense and more and more nervous. In these cases, I'm not looking forward to going, quite the contrary...

I was married to an alcohalic n we partied hard. I had longed for a quiet, n very boring lifestyle. Now im very anti social with a good man n everyday is a blessing. That bar scene n weekend party scene became quite pathetic n gross...

Ever since my mom passed in 2009 im not as social as i use to be...the whole time she was sick i stayed to myself...stoped going out...didnt wanna hang with friends....nothing...staying in my room is enough fun for me:)....

I just can't help it, till I become aware that I'm feeling good not talking to anyone. In real life especially, in front of friends and co-workers. I jsut need some solitude time. Nothing of sort of sentiments or whatever. I just...