I Am So Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 341 People

    My heart, my fellow traveler It has been

    decreed again That you and I be exiled, go calling out in every street, turn to every town. To search for a clue of a messenger from our Beloved. To ask every stranger the way back to our home. In this town of unfamiliar folk we drudge the day into the night Talk to this...
    zainshah1 zainshah1
    26-30, M
    Jan 11, 2015
    martinez93 martinez93
    22-25, M
    Aug 11, 2015

    Something I Wrote

      She gave you a chance You broke the romance She gave you her love You broke who she was I’d rather die today Than live to see tomorrow Don’t want to wake up Can’t continue the sorrow I’ve had enough Of the fighting, the lies Trying so...
    iloveedward iloveedward
    22-25, F
    Dec 29, 2009

    So last year around this time my boyfriend

    who is now my ex smoked weed & I asked him not to do that again because he's different when he's high & he would ditch me for his friends all the time so you know we never broke up & things got better, on New Years he got me a promise ring & it was for that he would never smoke...
    PrettyLilSecret PrettyLilSecret
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Horribly Broken

    I remember just like it was yesterday the first barbie pony I got for Christmas just before I was 3 years old. Sneaking his fruit flavored certs he had put high on his dresser (the orange ones were my favorite). The comforting smell of his house, the odor of his old truck and the...
    freebird79 freebird79
    26-30, F
    Jul 23, 2009

    I need a powerful glue to put me together.

    I dont even know if i feel something, all i do is crying, crying for what i feel and what i think. Then...i stop crying, smile and walk like nothing. Everybody says nice things about me but...if they were only able to see the million pieces I´m made of.
    Donotletmego Donotletmego
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 29, 2014

    I'm 99% sure that I'm loosing my mind

    and that God is punishing me. The number and severity of things that have happened just in the past 2 months makes my life sound like one of those comedies with Ben stiller or a road runner cartoon , or like I'm just a over dramatic attention seeker. So much so that when...
    calichic calichic
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2015

    The past cannot be altered,

    the present holds nothing for me but regret and loss, I can only hope that in the days to come that I will know true peace from this hell.
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer
    18-21, M
    Apr 15, 2015

    I LOVE this quote "But a mermaid has no

    tears, and therefore she suffers so much more.”-Hans Christian Andersen
    mermaidstrandedonland mermaidstrandedonland
    22-25, F
    Nov 21, 2014

    there are moments that I'm okay,

    that I feel like I'm doing the right thing.. when I'm distracted and not thinking. then there are moments like now, where I have time to think. time to feel, and it's never the same thing that I'm feeling. at times I'm numb, not feeling anything, probably because I don't want...
    lisa82688 lisa82688
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2015


    I am a shell. I have nothing to offer. There is nothing worth seeing inside. Everything that was good has been destroyed. My life revolves around facades and fakery. I have no opinions, No emotions. It's all been taken away And I am left to drown in my own sea of torment.
    lntel lntel
    Dec 10, 2011

    I’m left with no one to talk to,

    with none to ever share Only my blackened heart to feel, the crouching, gray despair I want to shout, to scream for help, but I don’t have a voice My soul is left in darkest void without a single choice The shadows whisper at my name, they want to get along They sing for me...
    zainshah1 zainshah1
    26-30, M
    Jan 17, 2015

    Sometimes Do Not Think I

    do not think i will ever get over the loss of my wife, the painit has caused not really her death but what was done to her by her step father to force her and the games he played to control both her mother and my wife with threats
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2011

    She Trip

    When I looked on your face and saw where you have been, and all of the love and compassion within. What your faith brought to you, oh bitter sweet! But my living is none and my trials are weak. You have the heart and the hands that serve God, your kindness and smile are...
    SoulNoMore SoulNoMore
    May 29, 2012

    My wife ran away 2 month ago.

    Now she is taking our son away from my custody. 6 years ago when we moved together, everything seemed perfect. I realize today that I was just an other big fish. I should have known, make the connection, she ran away from her first 2 marriages. Look at me today, wife gone, son...
    TrustworthyEric TrustworthyEric
    46-50, M
    Feb 3, 2015

    my family makes fun of me ,

    laughs at me and calls me stupid and worthless.. it's hard when you are suicidal.. i feel like life is always pushing me to do it everyday .. giving me those little signs and more reasons to go kill myself
    sabbracaddabraa sabbracaddabraa
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 21, 2014

    God. I hate being heartbroken.

    Who can I even trust? Who sticks by you when you're at your worst anymore? Who is patient enough to try to understand why you behave the way you do? Who cares enough to ask "how are you seriously and what is really wrong with you?"
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2015

    I hate my life. My husband is a drug addict

    that frequently blames me in his excuses for not quitting. Everything is falling apart around me. Death would be a welcome relief. Nothingness to drown out my sorrow.
    nothingandno1 nothingandno1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    In the desire for the flowers

    that were your lips We were sacrificed on the dry branch of the scaffold In the yearning for the light of your hands We were killed in the darkening streets… As the evening of tyranny dissolved in your memory We walked on as far as our feet could carry us A song on our lips, a...
    zainshah1 zainshah1
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 13, 2015

    Update About My Dads Brain Cancer

    They finally got the test results from the biopsys they took from my dad. What the doctors thought was brain cancer was not. But he still has a serious condition. Out of 9 tumors they were able to remove 1 so far. But he has a rare fungal infection in his brain that causes tumors...
    freebird79 freebird79
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2009
    deleted deleted
    Mar 16, 2015

    Time Stands Still...............

     “I wanna love you so/ I wanna be the one to kiss you at night… Come on take my hand/ I won’t let you go/ I’ll be your friend/ I will love you so… Turn your rain into sun… Say you’ll never let me go.”Say i'll always be your sunshine, your breeze, your whisper...
    storm77 storm77
    31-35, F
    May 25, 2011

    Hope is an inescapable

    and very hard-to-cure disease Hope is a mirror that offers a blurry and idealized reflection of my desires Hope—like daylilies—invades and depletes my essential resources for sustainable growth Hope is a toxic fantasy of the future Hope fills the necessary voids with...
    zainshah1 zainshah1
    26-30, M
    Jan 17, 2015

    nothing I do is right.

    I'm a major **** up. im done...
    ChelsieSaar ChelsieSaar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2014

    It hurts. It always hurts.

    No matter what I do, its always there. I just want it to stop. The tears, the heart ache, why me? Why is it always me? I can only take so much and I'm beyond my breaking point.
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17
    18-21, F
    Nov 17, 2014

    I am broken because I loved someone

    who couldnt love me and left me because he couldnt understand why I loved him when he couldnt love himself
    Lostloverstargazer Lostloverstargazer
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    I was molested at 6 years old,

    lost my grandfather at 6 as well. At 13 I was bullied to the point where I became anorexic, I started self harming, and I attempted suicide twice. At 14, I was sexually and verbally abused by and exboyfriend. I'm damaged. I'm broken. I've come to realize the only one who can fix...
    GreenEyess GreenEyess
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    And First Place for surviving the longest in

    the ring with Gravity goes to Arnold J Rimmer!!
    Tannasheart Tannasheart
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2015

    Loss for words, A sudden sharp intake of breath,

    As I slowly realize That what has been in front of me Was something I've been searching for all this time The quick erratic beating Of a heart that's been caged Reminds me that I can feel And love again The endless conversation, Each sentence flow with no hesitation; Don't...
    zainshah1 zainshah1
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    No one is with you even the people

    who claims they would never leave,they would be first to leave you alone in your burning boat....
    zainshah1 zainshah1
    26-30, M
    Jun 11, 2015

    Today Is One Of Those Days................

    I feel so broken and hurt i try to accept the reality of everything that has gone on but it's eating me up inside............How can he leave me so unanswered me knowing he is not this way, he's a very open and feelings out there type of person Yet he left me to battle this out...
    storm77 storm77
    31-35, F
    9 Responses May 25, 2011
    bluebutterfly11344 bluebutterfly11344
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2016

    My Grandmother Used To Say To Me ... I Am A Broken Woman

    I understand what she ment... broken in the heart, broken in the soul, broken in the mind and broken in the body... (and the vagina)... let face it... I think most women understand that part... I am broken by others shame and violence on me... but I believe that only the strong...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2011

    Why do people always give up on me?

    I am holding into things they told me,their promises,their words that made me trust and believe them. I know, I've been so ****** up because of things happened to me and that might be the cause to loose their patience on me. But is that really enough to give up on me? She...
    Achelle07 Achelle07
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2014
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